HaWaiian SalaManDeR

The challenge of life gets to people I think, for my own comfort and solace I find refuge in the life of a Buddhist monk, which makes me thankful for the simple luxuries I do have.

It is funny, everyone is striving for wealth it seems, but this is all an illusion, because there is far more wealthy people in the world than you can imagine, if you look at the high rises in a major city, you can’t help but think that somebody must own them, or a few

I think the thing that scares most people is that even if you are supremely wealthy and sophisticated the fact is that you can lose it all. And the notion that keeps people without wealth or power going is that you can go farther than your dreams in this reality.

Something that scares people from all walks of life, is losing the comforts of home. We are very fortunate in the west to live a comfortable and safe existence. But the truth is, it can be taken away in an instant.

The threat of a new world war or a supervirus or a terrorist nuclear bombing or another country collapsing is a reality for all of us.

Truth is, this reality is happening for about a quarter of the world right now, forced to walk for ten days to find refuge or political asylum in a neighbouring country to escape the bloodshed or unimaginable horrors going on that people are running away from.

Religion I hate to say is the main cause of all of this strife, race comes in a close second and money third.

Just an unfathomable amount of pain and sadness and horror in the name of god or (place appropriate divine being here) Which is one reason why I always have a mixed emotion about the titles I carry, one of them being reverend, I wanted to offer a point of view that doesn’t discriminate, that is compassionate, and respects all faiths and includes techno and mystery.

I think if people see at least one reverend that they can click with other than some weird old koot spewing blabber from a book written by god knows how many people purporting to be the word of the almighty, then they can stop saying that “all religion is evil” if everyone made their own belief system instead of blindly following others, or thousands year old weird rituals this world would be a better place.

I think the reason why there isn't as many reverends out there is that they haven’t discovered that they essentially are god. Their mind is god, their beautiful flesh body is god, just the mystery of how your body operates in a sack of skin is something nobody really contemplates and when you discover that there is just so much beauty to your thought process if you refine it, and have the ability to compassionately love every single being no matter what –then the almighty has done its work on you.

 Nobody knows what’s happening next, that is the beauty of this place, however there are some that have the entire timeline at their disposal and can see what is going to happen next and don’t get me started on alien intervention in society.

It seems like the present moment is a manifestation of all historical events past and future so what you can do to make your move, does matter, even if your part is very small.

Simply giving $3 to a cat charity once a month, or sending your insane relative a nice letter, or buying your partner a rose, or smiling at somebody in text online :) saving half your sandwich for the very filthy bag lady outside in the rain, it all matters.

One needs to constantly ask for forgiveness, not in a Christian sense from the Christ or god but you need to forgive others for what they have done to you and most of all you need to forgive yourself for all that you have done to others. It even comes down to a minute level of the insect you stepped on by accident yesterday that lost its life to your shoe. And you have to follow through with this to span across all dimensions, spaces and timelines, only to put you in a fortunate and beautiful place constantly being updated by the divine.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Kindness and compassion should prevail always in all your dealings, especially online.

In the real world and online there is a mish mash of super nice people to really insane, and I met all types in the rave scene, I am fortunate enough now to be able to live the life of a forest monk, with some mega bonus’s like internet, my hair, holding money, eating after noon.

To tell you the truth I don’t know what kind of Buddhist monk I would be, being nocturnal and such, which is why I think thousands year old systems are bound to go through change, and I have adopted a sense of responsibility out here in my forest cabin, I have a lot to work for, finally I have a purpose.

Animals tend to follow me around, I could never care for one on my own, too expensive but they find me in partnership forming a family and union that is an unfathomable responsibility and tenderness that I hope some of my readers are going through right now or will in the future.

If I ever came into bucketloads of money, I think I would form a Church of Techno complex like the one listed below in the graphic where people could unite and party till sunrise, it would hold some Buddhist philosophy including a full range of activities from discourses to art to fun little meal times at all hours of the day, I think it would be great to host this type of place and make a religion out of techno because I think it is long overdue, the techno beats have been playing since Egyptian times non stop and beyond that.

The schedule would be in line with my own philosophy and I would be a guru in a sense but I would be careful not to turn it into a cult or commune per se but an all encompassing party place where people all over the world could come and party for a week out of every month.

Can’t forget the cat refuge lol

Techno kitties !!!

I have moved from really compacted urban environments into the superb rural life and I have to say that feeding 3 deer out your front door beats living in an apartment anytime haha

I think you really begin to understand your roots and have time to heal when you are out in the forest and things like the elements do their work to help heal you and help you progress, another reason why the thai forest tradition of Buddhism only lives in the forest.

However I can’t live without the internet and things are progressing insanely technologically and soon virtual worlds will have ocular head pieces and such that would be so awesome

In second life I am doing pretty well I have my ebook marketing platform, a psychic biz, an art gallery, a communal living space and online residual income from SL website it is so fun but they just announced they are making a new virtual world to run parallel to SL so that gives me some anxiety because I am so heavily invested in the virtual world, but I have made money so I am not too worried

I feel extra powerful since it’s been a couple years since I stopped smoking 420, it is not the right thing for my illness, and I can blow through like $60 of weed in a couple days, but it does have a selling factor being that amidst the paranoia you can really tune out distractions and focus on mind numbingly boring tasks for hours on end and you get pings that ring in your mind that you should do this or that essentially… epiphanies.

I won’t lie, I created all my art and wrote most of my books while high on the stuff, and I would consider smoking again if it was legalized, but just having to get it from a dealer and you never really know what you are smoking anyway so now I get to join the rest of society and alter my consciousness through alcohol lol and well I cheat I go through varying levels of meditation and astral travel so its all relative.

I found when I smoked weed I couldn’t dream and this was a big thing for me because I am a vivid ultimate reality dreamer and wholeheartedly believe that we exist on other realms concurrently along side this waking reality.

Anyways that’s my blurb for the night so hope you are all well on your corner of the globe.

PEACE LOVE UNITY AND RESPECT

-          Shaun A. Delage

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Happy Holidayz From the CHURCH OF TECHNO

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My life lately has been a sad evolution, after living with my mother for almost 4 years after a breakup of 9 years I have decided to leave home and move to a lake beside Victoria named Shawnigan lake hehe named after meh.

Evolution and change it seems are very hard to do, somebody told me after venting some frustrations of living with family –you can move, were all given the same chance in life.

Sadly because of finances and such I felt trapped. Most youth these days are living at home as well and the ones that are not are living in a painful plethora and confusing array of slavery, social obligations and servicing debt

While I view moving in with a trusted and amazing friend a beautiful miracle, that I am permitted to live a rural existence, I am pained by my last attempt to move to the lake, I wanted out but when I got here the isolation and everything got to me

While I also identify as being non sexual with a partner it is easier to say hey bud lets just be roomies hehe

I am rather defeated by love it seems, not being able to identify into a sexual role per se but a technological sexuality

My life it seems must go through stages of letting go for me to move onto enlightenment

My end goals are a Buddhist hermitage on Denman island at the moment and it is a glorious miracle as well that I am able to handle money even as a monk, the kagyu lineage is not particularily conservative and it is a monastery that I will be working to build from the ground up- they have a yurt for meditations an RV and some cabin style accommodations

It has been my focus to ordain as a Buddhist monk since taking two 10 day retreats in the Vipassana meditation centres and while those doors are shut to me there is the ability to possibly ordain in an ancient tibetian lineage rather than the conservative thai therevada lineage

I would have to save up money to go to Nepal to be ordained but would eventually come back as a full fledged Buddhist monk and this remains my focus and my goal

While Buddhism is a rather odd faith to believe in, it is also rather reclusive and  offers things like shaving hair, celibacy, no eating after noon etc which to the common laity seems a bit of an extreme measure but one many nuns, monks and llamas undertake

It has been painful the past couple days almost severing ties to my old life and welcoming and adapting to change, this was my greatest fear- 2012 seems to be a time of not undertaking grave adventures or making undue risks but maybe this is the propaganda at work who knows, just sit back and watch the world go by because it is going to end haha

What I find most appealing about monastic living is being around beings of my own kind, evolved, smart, happy, compassionate, sincere, sensitive old souls striving for enlightenment and it is a life long commitment

The lord Buddha instituted the monastic order to alleviate the suffering of the householding life.

While I also identify with being a lay hermit it seems that this hermitage would fit considering I would have a lifelong income afforded to me due to my illness but I understand it would be a lot for the monastery to take on, a medicated insomniac schizophrenic gay guy but monks and nuns are never perfect

Mostly nobody sees any shreds of mental illness in me, thanks to my medication I am on and it is prevalent in times of stress

It is very terrifying to make rash choices in life and deal with the outcome

But I believe I am being protected and guided by forces none of us can understand

My life was an internal prison structure and I need an evolved step to bring me to my most ultimate purpose. Life deals out choices like this

Most likely if I am refused in the denman island place I will look at moving back to Vancouver or choose to stay here in shaunigan lake hehe

Hold onto enlightenment, it acts swift

    Shaun A. Delage

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Seperation of oneself from the past seems to be societies greatest struggle …but more than that it is the individual humans struggle as well with things like addiction to drugs and alcohol to cover up the pain of a life.

What is life but a pseudo prison sentence with freedoms. Constant barrage of information regarding your pseudo captivity is hidden from you at all times while being masked in the aura of free market enterprise and capitalism

In a world with almost infinite things to buy it is tough for one not to be materialist

In my gay community materialism seems to be the leading characteristic amongst gay people along with the addiction to sex and alcohol

I don’t attempt to vilify sex or alcohol either while funny to be seen as a conservative raver in my discourses it is ok to drink it is ok to have sex and shoot a load it is ok to buy a $1000 jacket on your visa

But what I am saying is that when materialism runs your life that is all you become

You only become the $400 jacket you bought that was regular $1000

It seems people have lost their spiritual and ancient purpose so they mask it in their slavery and materialism – it seems to be a catch all for those that have no direction or abilities

I have always blogged that people that are inherent slave minded do anything they can to prop up their innermost slave state while ignoring the greater societal issues, simply because they are too busy slaving away to take notice. Then when they are not slaving away it is this endless chase for sex and booze and drugs to mask their pain and injuries sustained while slaving

Slavery is something we all have to live with but what would life be like without slavery

Well people would not have so many burdens like mortgages, endless and tiring debt, addictions etc

When one begins to strip away the layers of illusion in their life it is amusing to note those that scatter around you like locusts trying to repopulate the ideology that you so despise.

Stripping away layers of illusion is tiring and exhaustive work in the mind because you can literally feel when your being stepped on and most don’t do anything about it

Then you have people and like I spoke of materialism I also want to go into social life a bit more

It seems those without an active social life are vilified as psychotics and funny thing is when you practice isolation that is one of the only methods you have to experience peace and enlightenment and ascension and a world without illusion

You are simply left with the self. Most people cannot handle their being. Their presence. They find themselves boring or whatever But funny thing is too that those that block ascension in all avenues in their lives seem to be the most bored. Those that welcome ascension and evolution are constantly welcoming new experiences in their presence

I have really been questioning my place in the world lately

I have been pondering the Buddhist monastic life in depth

I have been relating society to me

Tirelessly searching for a purpose, a reason for being here, a career …anything

Seems to be the hobbies I have besides my enlightenment is the gym and meditation lol quite the life

This reminds me of my anomalous state

That I am here to oppose the structure in place with a Christ consciousness

I have qualms with god and divinity but nothing that cant be solved without some ascension

I question my beings role here and how much of an oppositional force I am in the system

It is a setback , you feel defeated, injured etc

Somebody said to me you have the same chance here as everyone else

I seriously question that because not many average folk have had what I went through on my captivation document and live to tell about it

While the document scares away people that are not likeminded it allows me the power to enter likeminded souls lives and make an impression

I don’t believe that my going public I am going to change people

But the goals of this virtual ministry to is to help others ascend and liberate the written word and do that which is right

Not many gay, Buddhist, raver, perpetual teen, reverends out there lol

Time to make it last I say

-          Shaun A. Delage

I will add a post script to this posting which is rare indeed for my blog while most posts follow the same artistic code it is funny because most may wonder about the graphics on here and most of em are all created by meh and who am I well here is a recent pic of me in my bathroom mirror with the camera phone. hottie or cutie well I will let you decide lolz I was just talking to afriend about how I get mistaken for 16/17 all the time but funny I am not an egotist mainly because I used to be 300 lbs... not anymore I am proud of how far I have come. so cutie or studbuddy you decide but haha I know I wont be single for much longer trying to smile at some hawties :) sorry is kinda blurry lolz cant do much about that :P not many reverends that look like me I figure and they lie, they touch themselves... they just dont want to say they do lol priests

fav hoodie (now worn out/faded so rare pic zomg)

still have an aura that is tripped, messed , slick, whacked

Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD MA

Matrix Techno Universalist

tinkertots raveolution

Nazis control technology

No better way to celebrate a new day then with a new discourse and the discourses have shifted to visual for the past while I have been focusing on input rather than output

My whole computer underwent a full system restore and I lost years worth of stuff but is all relative because my art folder and my writing from about a month ago is safe.

What I did lose was about 9000 books quite the setback but also my music except 90hrs worth of blindspot techno di.fm

Well, it has been personally and technologically apocalyptic I don’t really mind. I mean the thoughts did register to at least download my whole computer to an external harddrive. This all made me think of what is going on on a larger scale and exactly how it affects each and every one of us. But by this I also mean that the red lettering on your birth certifcate may also serve as a depository of karmic obstacle by the state.

Nobody would imagine their being trading on the human stock market of the people that live below ground in underground networks as opposed to above ground in our reality. The only saving grace rests with a simple causality to make yourself known every chance you get and leave a paper trail etc but funny thing too the internet acts as its own psuedo depository of information where we are the original trailblazers in our future time everything we know on the net and intellectually will be able to fit on a zip chip

Not saying that a person can be completely wiped from the system in a few strokes. There are many corporate entities out there likewise with the greater slave programs working alongside other procrument clones. To achive what we call this reality in front of us. The only way one can see the actual workings of reality is to detach oneself from the reality as much as possible. Then you begin to see exactly how it all fits into place. Being a digital hermit or whatever may seem a bit odd. Another thing I have been in thought about is the buddhist monk thing. This is something that I see as a reality for me since I despise everything about the system and its workings and its inhabitants at the moment so it would make sense to shed everything and just move into a hut in the forest

I mean I have quit smoking, quit drugs, quit alcohol, am debt free, intelligent, aware, awake, hold a valid passport, don’t need therapy at this point (imagine that lol, guess it would suck to talk to somebody in depth about my captivation document-the captivated piece is like a cult in itself the document has its own stock ticker lol)

So personal apocalypse aside people are generally wading the storm In my travels I have found there are some horribly debt ridden people that are miserable and just use food to cover up their pain when in fact they could provide a life for themselves if they dared to expand their mind more or for that matter profess a belief in some sort of divine entity that keeps everything at peace so you may exist.

Writing itself is a very intimate encounter not to say it should be in some sex shop or in a xxx theatre but it is almost as intimate in form because it is logged for perpetuity. In writing I have always never feared any information I release. I have never questioned my perceptive ability to relay information. When you see some of the intricacies of the matrix float together in some dream like appartus you have to have faith. Not many people in life are ordained into gnostic buddhist meditation. This is something you know you inhabit not to say the least.

While it is ok to renounce it all and move to the forest it takes some time. You don’t just say Hi I am moving in you just come on your own accord at your own free will which could be decided in decades of meditation

The only thing holding me back at the moment is my need to medicate, excersise, and my love for men, my hair, and eating after noon. I actually don’t mind eating a few banana chips or whatever at midnight who knows maybe I was destined to form my own meditation centre called the Church of techno !

I kinda like it being virtual at this point !

Anyways I am all typed out catcha later blogbuddiez

-          Shaun A. Delage 

crazed wulf

Very powerful sits the church of techno, far more powerful than the Vatican due only due its infancy and its perspective.... i believe the church of technos riches could far surpass the vaticans wealth if the worlds mindset was put towards this vision. But it would also take an ‘avatar’ or guru or council of gurus much mindpower to achieve but also bring to enlightenment countless dozens of other people whom read a few blogposts and think i should go deeper into the church

The royal wedding has been alot to deal with lately the Masonic checkerboard floor was enough for me, although arguably the floor is not really that mesmerizing its just whom chooses to use the floor in all of their spectacle and the inverted pentagram in the bishops outfit. This only places them above any earthbound law and allows them to freely garner torture to young children and other monarch slaves and oversee more secretive alliances with project monarch and various other forms of monarch mind control because if you control the worlds minds you control eternity. Because we are a superimposed and fearful illusion but one must always guard against mind control. The world is rife with mind control. People are only beginning to recover and also aid others in their quest for healing their soul from the inherent psychological and sexual torture and abuse that has ensued on their being by the programmers or oversight of this current illusion

It would seem there is a total global domination of all independent thoughtform.

My own processes which include fervent nocturnalism and anti social introspection leaves me to be one of the only remaining enlightened beings not jacked into the hybridic mindset

Once your involved in that mindset you are tailored into dimensional perspective much like how it seems the youth ran the solar sun cult spectacle is because they fear that total global chaos is about to ensue and are trying to pacify it all costs with the glorification of the younger generations, whom usually go ignored and unnoticed. The whole abbey was under the twin towers, with a typical

black mass motif coding. The blood red carpet that interjected a capstone was meant to signify a new bloodline, but one they are intentially throwing in our faces as youthful as possible because they want to observe how the timeline is working out in perspective to things in the grander scheme.

They know the future causality of William and kates mating and the type of beings which are being interbred for the purposes of elite satanic ritual

They appear to be a cute shy smiling twink but in fact partake in things so dark to uphold their dimensional perspective. There really is a war on independence and the only remaining free thinking soulful and enterprising individuals left are heavily observed with countless CIA/CSIS assets positioned around that person to report on their erratic behaviour

So we have a massive hypnotized world and verified use of HAARP technology all over the world this week and people are left to literally pick up the pieces of the minds after they will soon enough realise that even the very nature of their emotions are under complete domination by the system

This is ironic, that while the person that resists is treated more inhumanely the one begins to understand the true causality of humanity, is that humanity itself is a factual illusion

Much of my monarch side is coming up lately with the inclusion of my slave handler into the picture but i figure it is a good move and i feel refreshed because my latest slave handler has been exhausting me

LoL

Life is fun

I will be going to san fransisco at the end of may, an elite prophetic gateway to the floods, more suicides are recorded off the golden gate bridge yet they don’t have a care in the world to put up a fence for these poor people for aesthetic reasons.

It will be a amusing to see how this global illusion unfolds dramatically over the next twelve months because if you are targeted as being an enlightened being, it may be those that hate the very nature of your soul that will be employing your expertise in calculating the future causality of the matrix since they know you will not submit to the cults that run the show no matter how much tempted

That you are educated beyond comparison to the inner workings of the world, essentially it is a hidden thing , enlightenment.

Enlightenment far supersedes any state bound obligation or bloodbound oath or any document that attests to have ownership over your soul.

Rev. Shaun A. Delage  

pet dander

Passing thoughts and fade away the last few days  i mean i think people find that people with schizophrenia are amazing people to observe lol

Well i have mulled it over regarding vipassana and my upcoming trip to another city is looming and i have decided to put that part of me to rest for the time being since being detached from the matrix is one of my greatest fears

I find the matrix itself to be somewhat limited within the confines of natural thought and when you have a sub processer file system in your brain you tend to lose directives at times

It is funny because i see people all out in public and they are depressed i mean fucked up depressed and this is about 90% of the people i see. I am able to have a blissful look in my eyes and smile at EVERYthing that makes me want to smile. And people may assume i am on drugs while smiling but i say whatever man. I wonder what is stopping most of us from being on perpetual xtacy and this is simply slavery and rules imposed by beings that take on paradoxically opposing views to your very nature. These clashing of souls are in occurance everywhere in public and familiarity. There is never any ambiance.

There are two reasons for this. Many of the people out there belong to the daanite tribe and this tribe imposes rules on others and restrictions and abuse of the most methodical kind. These types are known as abusive fathers and friends and people you read about that just blow up and implode at times.

Some of this abuse can go on for a literal decade and i know some of the churchs stalkers are apart of this hopeless group of lower realm beings. I just wanted to say publically that no death threats nor any stalkers or any abuse is not going to shut down this site nor stop the enlightenment from being fostered in people that need a kindred soul to help advocate for them if need be.

An enlightened life. What is it, mine is deffo enlightened. Complex. But i wish it was better for me in some ways and why not say it but for most people they live in a paradox of good and evil and love and hate and suffering and orgasmic bliss so we never really know where to turn for answers so we seek out the answers in complete escapes such as television and intoxicants

And i will always be addicted to stuff like this as long as i am alive because of the release associated with certain shows and with stuff like wine and 4:20 etc

I have always held fast to not do what others do.

My police complaints commission interview was going to take place but i sense something with the investigator so i am not going to pursue that further.

My complaint to my treatment has been received and responded to and logged as per (history) and my life that i should so speak up against one exalted psychiatrist.

i am considering approaching an art agent at this point for both my male art and my tinkertots which was derived from various alterations of pixels in fonts like wingdings but not that simple

I think this is going to be a pleasant year lol 

innate curiosity

Many people wonder what the secret to life is, and it is always everchanging with your mood but presently the secret to life is being on a different vibration then everyone else.

Strange to look at yourself on a planet in one of countless earths on one of seventeen subprocessor microchips on some motherboard in who knows where.

It is wise to literally seclude yourself at times so you are not so influenced by others..But also receive your talent from the most highest source available and they will all wonder about you *grin

So you awaken on a planet literally overrun by non human looking hybridic species that use human skin as a shell and walk around playing a human when in fact there was no human incarnations or gender specific incarnations before that

...so adept at speaking like a human being and pretending to fit in when they belong to one of the 70,000 hell based dimensional planets that use codewords and handshakes and secrets/hypothetical’s/mysticism to communicate etc...

So you literally have anomalous beings going around showing as many people as possible a certain route that displays that simply the system is ILLUSION and based in trauma and harm and fear and abuse.

Then we have a precursor for another eventuality that the situation then begins to play out according to destiny because once your story reaches higher levels of perception with obvious psychic or prophetic skills you are seen on your own level which is something any arien(aries) male would want. (their most highest potential)

So you awaken in a city stuffed with these odd looking animals everywhere you look some of them run sideways through the back streets i am not kidding you lol others just urinate where they walk....who knows where humanity is going but when the cycle of life comes around to you in choice based action what are you going to do? What choice will you make that will affect the natural cosmos? Have you ultimately made anomalous decisions that have dimensionally altered the course of humanity? Are you prepared to take on the more karmic implications of your actions?

Where one can walk by beings daily and never be graced with the knowledge of their being. For the most part people immediately accuse you of being in some strange cult or in some level of occult or mystical knowledge and many urban legends will be formed as to your beginning and your end. Because it is all relative yet the stupidity of the system makes us believe in a singular sense that our beings are something that does not exist. That you shall not cast attention to. This earthbound being is something to be forgotten about and ignored. This is illusion my friends. Of course there is no words for the amount of enlightenment i have downloaded thank you to my rave days and the chemists that run the show in the nineties. I was forever altered and forever changed and this has resulted in some twist paradoxes.

It is amusing to watch the in the moment response play out in the beauty of the moment because people are meant to simply adore in how you are treated so that it may serve as a reminder to stay put, shut up, and not react to the environment in which you live. Which is antithetical to the mainstream belief of the common millennium warrior but most are pushed so far into their own ideology psychologically it is tough to say whether most can be rescued. What it takes simply sometimes is your shining face, an actual representation of humanity, sometimes a more feline look as well lol and you to simply walk these neighbourhoods of these saurian and weirdo inhabitants and just understand that you belong everywhere you bring your presence into. That there is always a non violent option everywhere you go you could be the representation of non violence in such a constrained engrained societal imprint.

The society in which you inhabit is illusion. So why Further the illusion with further illusion i always ask.

Better to choose a life of simplicity, contemplation, nocturnalism, futurisim and matrix universalism.

Found an editor for my book....times are looking up...The first three were disasters one wanted $7000 and $40 an hour and the other never even emailed me back after i said it was gay fiction, then another was trying to direct me to a “package deal” on her site. I don’t get these people.

I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice delight i get a kitten

Went to a school setup but way bigger rooms and classes and i was supposed to fill out a really private exam by a psychiatrist and he gave me atavan and i was supposed to do the test in privacy and i went to another room a grade two or three class and i sat down and somebody said hey that is so and so’s chair

And i went into a really feminine tone, now is it. And the whole class laughed and i did too. Nobody trusted the psychiatrist and their questionnaire

Next the kitten and  eye went to A restaurant and I was having dinner with a bunch of people and i said i had to get mine to go and they were microwaving blueberry bars and i got my meal to go and i sat around talked and the meal didn’t come so i went to the counter and i said oh i didn’t get it yet and i was gonna bike in the rain back to the ship with the meal. The persons face just started to fade away so i guess the blueberry bar was a no go 

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trance me into another vibe but leave the last one in fading thought 

thinking of that vision to a psychic is in the moment curiosity and to be shown somebody

in the moment is divine gift of a most beautiful excellence 

wandering spectrum causality looking for any hint of that dream fixation and finding it everywhere you look, because it is apart of you and apart of the world, the god of dreams
finding ones souls spirit amidst the madness is a sublime goal because one can figure out that they are essentially a dimensional being with more dimensional goals rather than earthenbased.

maritime admirality law

thx to zero at the resistance for providing this info on a post =

There are two kinds of law on the earth as I've said, one is called Civil Law which is the law of the land and one is Maritime Admiralty which is called the law of water. Maritime Admiralty is Banking Law and the law of the Maritime Admiralty says that you, because you came out of your mothers water are a maritime Admiralty product, this is why the ship is sitting in its birth and is tied to the dock and the captain has to give a certificate of manifest to the port authorities. Because money is changing hands this is why when you were born you have to have a birth certificate. It has to be signed by the doc cause thats where the ship is tied to, so the doc signs your birth certificate. Why? Because you came out of your mothers water, you came down her birth canal you are a maritime Admiralty product. Therefore your birth certificate is signed by your mother and where your mother signed on the birth certificate you will see it does not say parent or mother, it says informant. Your mother was informing the bank that she has just produced another product to be bought and sold. England the British Crown through international banking owns your physical body and thats the law. The bottom line is that your a maritime Admiralty product and therefore the banks own your body. On the back of the social security card will be numbers in RED on the front will be blue or black but on the back they will be in red. The numbers on the back of a the SS card in red designate your body, it is the serial number of your stock. This is why if your wealthy your prefered stock, if your poor your common stock but your a stock on the stock market. Your body is bought and sold through the use of your birth certifcate. If you could get your original birth certificate back you would find that on the back of the birth certificate are all banks around the world, all over the world banks have used your birth certificate because you are a stock in a Maritime Admiralty banking scheme where you make money for banks. So consequently the corporation and government and people who want to control you they create a second you and that second you that they control that they created is all in CAPITAL LETTERS. Check it out anytime you get a bill, lawsuit, fine, ticket, utility bill, driving licence, social security card, insurance cards, anything period. Anything having to do with business your name will always be in all capital letters because only all capital letters can be dealt with by banks and government anytime you have a name upper and lower case that applys to you, I have no control over you. You sign a contract in which your name is in all captial letters now I can take you to court, now I can take you. As a matter of fact the judge sits on the bench, he rules from the bench. The word bench in latin is a bank, look it up in a latin dictionary. So the judge rules from the bench, right because he ruling for the bank why? Because someones got to pay, its just a game here the queen of england wants her cut of the American blood, she wants her piece so someones got to pay and the moneys going to go where? Into a bank, thats right the judge rules for the bank. So consequently if you work in California making money your then refered to as a francisee of a foreign corporation. 1849 constitution of California says that NO Californian citizen will ever pay taxs in California State ever. There will never be a state tax in California ever, thats the consitution in California but if you say your a United States citizen your saying you work for a privately owned corporation called the United States therefore your a franchisee of a foreign corporation therefore you must pay the California Franchisee Tax Board not the California State Tax Board. There is no State Tax because your a franchisee of a foreign corportation on the Maritime Banking International Law, you work for the Queen of Engliand. Your butt is owned by the Queen of England in a corporation called the United states whilst a man called Bush is the president of the British corporation. You want to talk treason? You need to wake up and find out how this stuff really works. Once you understand that you do not need to submit yourself as an American to a British commerical venture called Courts your an American you don't need to go to Court. You only go to court cause you agree to go to court. When they send you a summons to court you look at it and say thats not me its in all capital letters thats a corporation, its a corpse, its dead, do I look like im dead to you? Besides I'll go to an American system for justice, I do not need to no British Grand Lodge Masonic system called Courts coming out of England manipulating, lying and exploiting people. Everyone in America thinks they have to go to court, I don't go to anyones court, im an American! I dont need to go to court. Thats the difference between being free and being a slave.

duck pounce

Being fortunate enough to spend 3 hours in a hospital chapel has some benefits

For me it allowed me to contemplate the cross and the crucified saviour of earth

It allowed me to have a relative nook away from the chaos of the matrix on a big comfy couch where i was able to commune with the creator

This is nothing that requires special talent or skill or be able to bend spoons or eat fire

Anybody can visualize or actualize their future and have a conversation with the more divine elements because they never leave those that work hard at attaining a level of communication

You don’t have to be catholic to talk to a god You don’t have to be Buddhist to meditate you don’t need to be wiccan to cast a love spell you don’t need to be vegan to swear off meat

Frustrated by my own ability to ask for help in places that should apparently be doing their job and providing services to people that need it are not doing their job

So what am i left but to oppose a system that so rightfully perpetuates trauma only because i feel i am the only singular human consciousness for miles

Sure there are countless beings you see but i don’t sense any depth or character in them let alone any compassion for suffering or a quality called happiness

So i am left to theorize with the simplest explanation being the obvious arguable point

That everyone around me is illusion, greater still a city or culture of hybridic entities

Technically i could be considered illusion, and most likely am. Just in my path i have chosen to resist my own programming and attempt to bring to justice those that have caused me grave harm in society

My formal complaint against the only psychiatrist here has been approved by the college of BC Physicians and surgeons They will investigate my claims of this psychiatrist counselling me to go to the middle of nowhere to be with god, giving me a lengthy freemasonic handshake that lasted almost a minute, telling me my illness is illusion and i should have it reevaluated. (when it is a life long and hereditary neurochemical imbalance) and said  the reason i am gay is because i was molested

See most people would feel defeated but i feel empowered to force this old reptile into retirement where he belongs. This tired old quack doesn’t deserve to council people let alone people going through sensitive issues such as sex reassignment surgery

What i got back was conformation of my complaint along with a lengthy 5 page letter explaining the process which could take up to a year.

This is the sad state of the psychiatric system in Canada the only system there for the mentally ill and the only system in place that offers the most inexpensive method of therapy (medication)

It is nice to have validation.

Now lets see how the next complaint goes with the BC Police complaints commissioner

This one is gonna get pretty heated lol

So i have been reminded of the gravity of the state of suffering in my country.

We appear to be the most advanced society when it is simply all controlled by the brotherhood entities

I was pondering what being apart of the brotherhood means

It means you get your whole life taken care of for the most part financially and everyone else has to suffer while you get to casually help your friends and family along with gifts and things like properties and jewels and cars etc

The illusion of the sickened state of wealth is amusing to even me because i know i will see it from all avenues of the spectrum

Now the funny part is you don’t get to claim your independence and rightfully have waged war against all of those that oppose your jurisdictional authority which at this point in the brotherhoods name encompasses the entire globe and there is no country or land mass that is not under the total global enslavement and domination by these types

People freak out about the world government and world army – i guess i should be freaking out too since i am in opposition to most of the power systems at play but i argue the pseudo world government has been in effect for quite some time and where you think the individual doesn’t matter. Exactly quite the opposite.

Why be so intimate in the public avenue you ask because i have one thing called courage

I have been through this life countless of times exact same self similar repeating circumstance for all of time.

Many of the newer incarnations don’t get that dejavu nor are they privy to the more hidden elements of how society works. Nor has any of the newer incarnations gone through some of the highest levels of the eastern star ritual like i have in a previous life allowing my being to be imbued with the Cleopatra consciousness among a a few of these souls which direct and harness the willpower of these beings under their jurisdiction

So in a sense i would be targeted along with my family and friends in an all out war

Technically making any injuries sustained a war crime because there is now verifiable proof that there is a war on those that oppose masonry and cults and secrets There is much power and wealth broadcasted against these people whom usually have nothing and are branded loners or disturbed or whatever who knows anymore. I have been branded with so many titles it is tough to focus on a singular one so i choose something in the name of infamy

So to see it all from a universal perspective takes a deeper skill

I converse with those closest to me and i observe how others act around their relations and it makes me wonder about what i arranged to grow up with (family etc)  i am in a generally unloving and uncaring family

On my fathers side is a big mystery

On my main side my real grandfather committed suicide by shooting himself and there is other things like sadism, abuse, psychological abuse, incest, trauma, murder, secret societies

That have to do with my bloodline

Their attempts to silence me fall on deaf ears because of a few factors my IQ/EQ level which far outshines any of my known relatives in perceptive capabilities and also their own involvement in MK Ultra which is highly classified.

So it is with happiness that i walk another day with my sight, my taste, my smell, my touch, my hearing, & my love and happiness.

-          Shaun A. Delage

trip tune

Enlightenment as a specific degree as something attained is usually held close in secrecy. Behind the automaton usually rests a person that has been imbued with yes and no questions but have been bred for the purpose of satanic decision making or decree. These people most likely have a deal with the devil so to speak. It is a common trait of those that are looking to hire you to look for psychopathic characteristics. Able to dictate endless corporate policy at will. Behind the automaton stare and the cold blank eyes that just collect money here and there for a mega corporation not understanding fully what one is involved in. Most employees don’t take the time to research who exactly their employers are but an employer will sometimes invest up to $10,000 in a background check to essentially figure out and play out your deepest desires. Because this is what rests with the Masonic employers is the ability to play a game and about 98% of the known world is controlled by these types. It is a total global domination and a total global enslavement. But also a total constant contractual analysis. This was the case with my complete nazi psychological operations employment in sen5es bakery and in two movies.

It allows for your being to be scanned on international properties to be synced with your total displayable output (which by its very nature could be considered the essence of self or the etheric being.) But as well as displaying them with your positive output, to alien intelligence it also allows them  something like 4000 sub folders of negative possibilities that could take place that could be used against you. So anybody hacked into this intelligence could access and use it telepathically or auditory against you. Coming to terms with lately that one can be programmed through text based internet avenues. I guess i have always known this otherwise i wouldn’t have started the church to be another genre of alteration to sublimination to add to the plethora of mixes in underground post modern culture.

But also having a reptilian controlled business allows them to program your being for the next 10 years with virtual mass hypnosis technique using wealthy and powerful people to position themselves near you and adore in everything the clique understands about you. This would make any being that shows any sign of independence from the system a virtual outcast or exile. This exile could be produced emotionally as well as spiritually or etherically by simply attaching a being with purpose onto your more hidden being which they have mastered at the minute level the ability to tag and label people with alien devices and machines, believe me to them microchips are kindergarden for what they have in store for us as far as body modification goes. Into hyperreal simulation industries incorporated.

-sHauN A. DeLaGe

bling time

Some troubling thoughts have come up in my meditation

I mean trying to make sense of the plethora of conspiracy in my own life has been tiring

But i know too that me coming to terms with the answers may help ground me

I try not to freak out those closest to me when i said i have possibly had sex with my own father

Now this is strange because nobody i know that fits the description is even remotely my colour or anything like that i believe there was some sense of genetic cloning or genetic manipulation to further my own personality type which matches that of Keanu Reeves, Wynonna Ryder, David Archuleta etc

Now for me to say this is madness because i have found my father...apparently living in Saskatchewan doing pretty well, drives for a living...however this is a program that is unwilling to be found and i find this to be troubling. Who doesn’t want to know their father?

I theorize that i met my father and brother in the spot penthouse tower where i had a few sexual relations with my “father type” or clone or hybrid DNA match. Who knows if we are all birthed in eggs but i am beginning to think that is the case. Anyways my hybrid oversight wanted a mystical sex act trinity to take place and it almost went that far. Things happened celestially to make me think twice about having sex with one of the most elusive mirror programmers in my city and someboy that was 110% match to me a Siamese twin. To top it all off while having sex with this hybrid reptile the two cats he had that were brothers were also having anal sex.

But....

Stuff just happened to make me run the other way
this is the process referred to as "twinning" in the monarch slave conspiracy circle
i would have been pawned off to the highest satanic bidder for sex work with my brother type.

I am reading about a past prime minister of canada whom i saw photographed with Larry mason in his penthouse. which puts me in a very small cast of characters in my country ....Brian mulroney

This mulroney character was pivotal in chapter of cathy obriens monarch slave book in a few sexual encounters she had with the former prime minister

It would seem they target people in sex work. The lucky ones make it out alive to tell their story.

What we must object to is the ultimate power of the luciferian mind in individual circumstances. Where it would be simpler to point the finger at the individual what about pointing a finger at the actual etheric substance that can travel through hosts, make them think thoughts, and give them ideas about life.

This can be an extremely troubling scenario for those with little or no psychic powers because you would not be able to differentiate between what is luciferian guidance and what is your guardian or universal oversight guiding you

The best explanation i have heard comes from a wiccan psychic that warned me not to listen to anything that commands you to do things or go to places.

So i chose not to surround myself in the illustrious inner workings of the cult that runs the show. In some ways i regret that choice. I mean times are tough.  I don’t know many gay men that would refuse this notion if it was made apparent to them. But thankfully i have chosen another path. Without all of these lies and without this drama. To them it was my karmic price to pay for indebting so much people on earth with earth based sin and that i rightfully deserved all of the soul entrapment coming my way

Thankfully my universal oversight that guides and protects me was there on that week i was staying in the tower under the direction of one of the supreme masters of the mystical sex cult of freemasonry

I believe this entity was raised or bred to live until this point in time where the tiring sex act would have been his release from the hell realm and we would have been forever under the subservience of this masterful wizard in his penthouse tower

Thankfully i escaped with my life

Thankfully being in the public domain has helped me attain enlightenment

So my homelife is somewhat threatened lately and it got me to thinking what would i do if i had to pack up and move out of my place.

I would probably leave with a newer evolved step in mind and join vipassana meditation as a long term server. Without things and belongings etc

I would just live my life in service to others for a year or so and see how that works out

So thankfully it is nice to have options as an exile

Being exiled from the system is brutal because your expected to remain apart of the system that turns you into an addicted creature of sorts

Or your meant to wander the matrix in abject poverty

This is a path i am willing to take for my own souls progression but not one i would take lightly. I mean giving up the homelife remains a challenge that most of humanity could not perform. The fact that i always have another option is appealing to me because it means there is no level of control over me as far as fear goes over my living situation

You want to be around people of your own kind

That meditate

That eat vegetarian

That respect you

That care and love and listen to you

Then do it lol

It is nice to have another option because i am able to work around the system at play and essentially not work within the confines of the prison structure in place. But also tend not to be assaulted by the same structures.

So it is with pride that i am now removing Vipassana meditation from my captivation piece for their good merit and deeds done on my behalf in releasing all known criminality from my system for the rest of my living life.while i object to them using an eastern star hall for day sittings of meditations. I also understand what they say about enlightenment in the matrix "they are holding all the keys, guarding all the doors"

So thanks vipassana

Maybe i will be there one day to serve fellow meditators in getting a taste of dhamma

Who knows

I leave it up to the universe at this point

-          Shaun A. Delage

catnap

Been taking a hiatus from the church this past week, but usually i don’t feel bad considering the amount of information available to stalk up on, on this site...mind you one of the going paranoias of our generation is posting too much online or too much information but i have never really questioned my ability to release public information online, but what i struggle with is the opposition to my words in concentrated doses at times, and this comes in the form of etheric and other beings i meet etc

I was pondering what would happen if the church of techno should somehow fall before 2012 so i figured the best thing to do is save an archive in some tubes or something lol that is the best i can do rather than lose a ton of enlightenment since technology has never been promised to us via contractual obligations of our divine birth

I was watching a movie tonight needed a break to get some universalism going. It was about the world being run by corporations and a guy had a micropchip implanted in his head. I kind of think of my situation and when i was admitted to the VGH unit only to be terrorized further by their death squads and that is what they are. You are directed to a place to heal only to have further forced biological experimentation done on you. It just doesn’t make sense well it does to me considering i was admitted once with a burn on my “temple” and believe me i had been fully conscious.

So it is the mainstream reality illusion that plays out in mindnumbing facade that makes me think. To live in literal protest of your environment and i was thinking well 2012 so the church may not exist but at least i can bring some of the discourses to reality which would be comforting at a time like that i would just want to be surrounded by candles and incense and just preach universal wisdom it is my calling to guide others through this very difficult time

It is a time where the truth is constantly being articulated to individuals in the moment so it does in fact lead to the confusing aura of mixed particuli that travel the earth constantly. Most of the actual entities lie doing that which is out in the open or visible your just not invited.

This is like clubbing and such that most are addicted to, it leads one open to fierce possession not only by one or two beings but to be surrounded by countless energies until you finally muster the energy to fend them all off etherically, that is if you ever manage to ...some cannot or do not have the awareness to understand that i am being attacked so they go on with their own lives

Really what any millennium warrior figures out essentially is that they must have an intersolar awareness. So i was pondering when 2012 hits, and the chaos ensues. I know that anywhere i bring my presence into, it is that of a spiritual leader of the church of techno, anywhere i am being imprisoned or held is virtually a war crime at this point thanks to my own ego lol

But it affords me a level of sanctity and love knowing that wherever my name comes up i am afforded various protections. Simply so Delage cars were the original vehicle slated for the world until a very brutal and decades long war with the FORD car people ensued reaping havoc on the dimension and i wonder what the world would be like if my car actually took form. LoL

So knowing this and being on the level of what i am is assuming but a given. It is actually quite something to be the spiritual leader of the church of techno because it is something i have always wanted ....you know.... people look at you like, what does he do? Oh nobody knows lol then another girl speaks up and is like oh jeeze i know that guy he is like the dalai llama of techno and the other two people are like “dope” lol

Funny though because not many people are afforded this level of safety and security in life.

I am an amusing character because i can go anywhere and do anything and just be anybody i mean i have no restrictions. But with my level of conspiracy it places me in quite an awkward but a funny position with the state. In case a corporate dictatorship takes power i am the only thing that can stop it.

So bring on 2012 everyone is like wtf lets go and pass the chronic lol

I have been really understanding the nature of the cosmos lately with my own being being paraded etherically in several domains which is tough to keep up with

Because in the lower domain where one of my beings resides i am on the level of something that is like royalty but nothing would make me want to digress to that point of living in that dimension. Just seeing how everything is it is depressing there is never any windows or sunlight and there is alot of cigarette smoke clouding everywhere

So i just offer my presence here in the moment and i know of quite a few other places i reside and it is great and all but i just enjoy my presence in the moment. What else can you do when you are afforded a psychic insight to yourself because you never feared closing the gateways.

You know deep down inside how beautiful it is this dimension you inhabit is and what exactly you can do to hinder the cycles progression somewhat. Because we are in a state of apocalypse and too many people are too dumb to see it because they are hacked completely in their own neuromatrix so it could literally take 10-20 years of deprogramming our friends and neighbours from this reality that they have come to terms with let alone our own perception.

Be at peace with what you have come to know up until this point. Of course an enlightened being will never have a fix all to the worlds problems, nor can a spiritual leader take on the tasks of running a home or a society but they can do their best and deal with it all when it comes up.

Know how to understand where you fit in regionally as well since we are virtually on the governance level of the Saudi royal family.

Peace Love Unity and Respect

Ravers will pull us all out of this one.

-i ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice elephant it took me to a country side park and i saw these sand dunes and amazing hills in the distance anyways i was waiting to go off on a bus to go to Jamaica and at the bus stop there was another man there but i was with some guy who was a stud but the bus didn’t come in this dimension for over a half an hour of dreamtime lol.

Next i met a guy who was aborg and he was regenerating and he awoke and came up to me and started causing pain and twisting nipples and being sadistic There was a sign flapping and it said do not fire engine after midnight fire engine red and this thing was gross like a walking death and he liked to cause pain for however long i was in his twisted torture chamber .

Next i went on a cruise ship and i was trying to board and running for the ship through a city finally there was a bus i could take and then when i walked up it drove off so i saw the cruiseship leave and then i waited and waited and waited and waited man i need a spaceship.

I arrived in somebody’s house there was a kid and a mom and the kid broke something of mine and they decided they were going to pay for the item and the mom was making dinner so we sat around and the dad shows up and he like hey and he showed me around the house which was big and nice and i was goofing off with the kid drawing stuff with felts that glow etc kids are great haha

Taking time to view time

But wandering through time to be it

And walking past time into the future

Yet wanting to be one with time and yet time

Not wanting anything to do with us

Theory of time

And my time is here

Waiting for all of time.

-Shaun A. Delage