Monday, April 11, 2011

innate curiosity


Many people wonder what the secret to life is, and it is always everchanging with your mood but presently the secret to life is being on a different vibration then everyone else.
Strange to look at yourself on a planet in one of countless earths on one of seventeen subprocessor microchips on some motherboard in who knows where.
It is wise to literally seclude yourself at times so you are not so influenced by others..But also receive your talent from the most highest source available and they will all wonder about you *grin
So you awaken on a planet literally overrun by non human looking hybridic species that use human skin as a shell and walk around playing a human when in fact there was no human incarnations or gender specific incarnations before that

...so adept at speaking like a human being and pretending to fit in when they belong to one of the 70,000 hell based dimensional planets that use codewords and handshakes and secrets/hypothetical’s/mysticism to communicate etc...
So you literally have anomalous beings going around showing as many people as possible a certain route that displays that simply the system is ILLUSION and based in trauma and harm and fear and abuse.
Then we have a precursor for another eventuality that the situation then begins to play out according to destiny because once your story reaches higher levels of perception with obvious psychic or prophetic skills you are seen on your own level which is something any arien(aries) male would want. (their most highest potential)
So you awaken in a city stuffed with these odd looking animals everywhere you look some of them run sideways through the back streets i am not kidding you lol others just urinate where they walk....who knows where humanity is going but when the cycle of life comes around to you in choice based action what are you going to do? What choice will you make that will affect the natural cosmos? Have you ultimately made anomalous decisions that have dimensionally altered the course of humanity? Are you prepared to take on the more karmic implications of your actions?
Where one can walk by beings daily and never be graced with the knowledge of their being. For the most part people immediately accuse you of being in some strange cult or in some level of occult or mystical knowledge and many urban legends will be formed as to your beginning and your end. Because it is all relative yet the stupidity of the system makes us believe in a singular sense that our beings are something that does not exist. That you shall not cast attention to. This earthbound being is something to be forgotten about and ignored. This is illusion my friends. Of course there is no words for the amount of enlightenment i have downloaded thank you to my rave days and the chemists that run the show in the nineties. I was forever altered and forever changed and this has resulted in some twist paradoxes.
It is amusing to watch the in the moment response play out in the beauty of the moment because people are meant to simply adore in how you are treated so that it may serve as a reminder to stay put, shut up, and not react to the environment in which you live. Which is antithetical to the mainstream belief of the common millennium warrior but most are pushed so far into their own ideology psychologically it is tough to say whether most can be rescued. What it takes simply sometimes is your shining face, an actual representation of humanity, sometimes a more feline look as well lol and you to simply walk these neighbourhoods of these saurian and weirdo inhabitants and just understand that you belong everywhere you bring your presence into. That there is always a non violent option everywhere you go you could be the representation of non violence in such a constrained engrained societal imprint.
The society in which you inhabit is illusion. So why Further the illusion with further illusion i always ask.
Better to choose a life of simplicity, contemplation, nocturnalism, futurisim and matrix universalism.
Found an editor for my book....times are looking up...The first three were disasters one wanted $7000 and $40 an hour and the other never even emailed me back after i said it was gay fiction, then another was trying to direct me to a “package deal” on her site. I don’t get these people.
I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice delight i get a kitten
Went to a school setup but way bigger rooms and classes and i was supposed to fill out a really private exam by a psychiatrist and he gave me atavan and i was supposed to do the test in privacy and i went to another room a grade two or three class and i sat down and somebody said hey that is so and so’s chair
And i went into a really feminine tone, now is it. And the whole class laughed and i did too. Nobody trusted the psychiatrist and their questionnaire
Next the kitten and  eye went to A restaurant and I was having dinner with a bunch of people and i said i had to get mine to go and they were microwaving blueberry bars and i got my meal to go and i sat around talked and the meal didn’t come so i went to the counter and i said oh i didn’t get it yet and i was gonna bike in the rain back to the ship with the meal. The persons face just started to fade away so i guess the blueberry bar was a no go 

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trance me into another vibe but leave the last one in fading thought 
thinking of that vision to a psychic is in the moment curiosity and to be shown somebody
in the moment is divine gift of a most beautiful excellence 

wandering spectrum causality looking for any hint of that dream fixation and finding it everywhere you look, because it is apart of you and apart of the world, the god of dreams
finding ones souls spirit amidst the madness is a sublime goal because one can figure out that they are essentially a dimensional being with more dimensional goals rather than earthenbased.