oh how nice lol

 

 

 

my volunteer role is going super swell its an introverts dream my other one at the soap charity I failed miserably at was extremely social and the owner of the charity was using MK ultra level hostility against me for no apparent reason so glad I could find something that works and in my gig work its a work in progress I tend to do ok in hot months in the morning then head home when it gets hot but in colder months I can work more and nobody I have gone to the house for except one has tried using riddles or weird MK ultra shit on me but I just kind of shrug it off now and not worry too much if it happens occasionally I am kind of used to it but if the person is hell bent on being an enemy I take my leave I am not going to play that game they are fucked in the head or something lmao just means they need to be alone with themself for awhile or something now cause in my regressions and meditations I dealt with all that shit like 20 years ago haha they have stuff they need to work through so not my issues sorry !! its almost like they are hell bent on reminding me of thefts when you were like 13 years old its totally a bonkersville lmao when its like these days I am an author and artist of 3 books and 17,000 pieces of art and have blogs and several masters and doctorate degrees and am super talented and thriving its almost a weird jealousy or something they need to work through who knows I am just super keen on picking up an energy in every encounter if its safe or not and most of the time people are overjoyed to be around me and to converse so there is nothing to be fearful or afraid of most people are super different and into their own worlds and love you coming over to scrub their cupboards for 3 hours the world is actually pretty inviting and friendly which I would have thought the opposite had I not ventured out