Since I do not have to work full time and live off a government pension which is kind of legislated poverty what do I do with myself? well I do work a few hours 3 x per week for a couple hours a day so that gets me out roaming around going to help someone clean which I love to do I used to get really anxiety ridden going out and using public transit even crossing a busy intersection in front of traffic would be crushing sometimes but I am all good now since I dont smoke weed much which adds psychosis to me on a use by use basis and aggravates my condition its way easier but like when I have 5 days off with no work I tend to do a lot of projects and side hustles like new and daily contests on contest girl which I pair with roboform to complete all the forms, and tending to this blog takes a lot of my time also my porn blogs take awhile daily to do about a 1/2 hour but when i absolutely have nothing else to do I tend to go between listening ajahn sumedho podcast and ramsey show podcasts (many thousands) and meditate to techno which I start with introductory meditation bringing good things to me and then do cord cutting of all undesirable links and then sending my healing energy (metta) out into the world to shine light on all the murder rituals and black magic and heal mother earth etc give vital energy to the poor and imprisoned even those in hell....and then I also do my art which is very healing and get to look at guys all day hahaha and then I also have some housework which gets me off the net and stretching around hahaha my life is so busy for someone with a lot of time hahaha sometimes I even just look through my graphics build content for my blogs and stuff and yeah tend to fill up a day now sometimes i lay down for a few minutes and end up passing out for a few hours its nice I never used to nap and then I also check CNN CBC al jazeera and a few other sites to news read :) if there was another lockdown I have about 6000 ebooks I could get through which is great to do too since I have read about 1000 of em so far - and am always listening to techno or drum and bass- I also do a lot of work in second life making male art for in world framed pieces and running three galleries and managing ad boards I have and sales too (residual income) I am also looking for ideal (moar) employment currently and will be starting a college program in a couple weeks for management for supervisors course which is only twice per week until dec or so its all online thank god

 

DO NOT I REPEAT DO NOT EVER watch a death happen if you can- you become apart of it (life taking ritual)

 

BREAKING🚨 Trump's government paid Rwanda $7.5 million to take 7 people. That is over $1 million a A PERSON to dump deportees in a country that isn't even theirs. The deportation network now reaches at least 14 African nations, and many of the people shipped there in shackles had U.S. court protection from torture. Between January 2025 and August 2026, the U.S. sent more than 500 people to African countries where they aren't citizens. That comes from ICE's own data, analyzed in a Human Rights Watch report released today. Worldwide, nearly 28,000 people have been sent to more than 50 countries that aren't their own. Many of them had already won protection from a U.S. immigration judge because they would likely be tortured or persecuted at home. ICE arrested them at routine check-ins. One woman was taken into custody while her five-year-old daughter was with her. She was deported to Cameroon. Tesfay T. is a 35-year-old Ethiopian who was tortured in his home country. He refused to sign his deportation papers. He says the ICE agent told him, "I don't care, I'm going to sign it myself." His hands, waist and legs stayed chained for the whole flight, even when he used the bathroom. He found out where he was going when he landed in Cameroon. An unnamed U.S. official told Senate Foreign Relations Committee staff why places like Eswatini were picked: "The point is to scare people." DHS calls these removals "an essential public safety tool" for getting rid of "the most dangerous criminal illegal aliens." Yet 16 of the first 17 people sent to Cameroon had U.S. court orders blocking their return home. Senate Democrats found more than $32 million went to five foreign governments. Rwanda got $7.5 million and took seven people, which works out to about $1.1 million each. Equatorial Guinea's $7.5 million was more than all U.S. aid to that country over the previous eight years combined. People sent there were kept in a hotel under armed guard. At least a dozen LGBT people were sent to African countries that criminalize same-sex relationships. Some were refugees the U.S. had protected specifically because of their sexuality. Ghana sent at least 22 deportees back to their home countries, even though a U.S. judge had barred every one of them from being returned there. Rabbiatu Kuyateh, 58, had lived in Maryland for nearly 30 years when ICE detained her at a check-in. Ghana forcibly sent her back to Sierra Leone.

my payasyougomeals for next week :)

 

Transphobia won’t save the GOP in 2026. It probably never did.

Transphobia won’t save the GOP in 2026. It probably never did.: Republicans are betting again that voters hate trans people more than they care about any other issue. They will lose.