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Any enlightened being aware of bodily sensations would make an argument as to their exact meaning

While i tend to notice the dozens of people reading something of mine or better yet being punished on a karmic level for something i have written

It is the only document that doles out a punishment or reward based on an individual reading it

While i know that many sensation are a focus of energy it is hard to relate them to a certain thought but most of all it is the direct area where the DNA is being altered or also read

The adept ones know deep down inside what the sensations mean

When i am being scanned by somebody or somebody powerful is made aware of my presence i can feel the access in points across my body because there is no other way to punish or reward somebody unless it is done on the body

This is the main vessel and every interaction will be read through the greatest microchip on earth

Your human body

When somebody thinks of themselves as a human being they don’t understand the actual dimensions of inside their body not many people get to look inside their own body they are not permitted it is restricted only to those with the degrees necessary to illicit healing or other functions to do with the body

The actual inside of the body is a vessel and a portal what you would put your hand on your stomach and on your back and it seems like maybe a few inches or a foot for some people

When in actuality it’s range goes for several thousand kilometres or miles

Some would say that is impossible it is only a few inches

Well how is breathing possible, how is sneezing and dreaming and love possible

In fact it is possible

People wanting to understand exactly why they are here and what is the meaning of life

The meaning of life greatly differs for each individual and there are countless methodologies to an actual timespan on earth

Some are here as a new incarnation some on their last some are here as a prison sentence while some are here waiting to go elsewhere some are here to have babies and continue the circle of life some are here to brutalize others and some are here with purpose and dignity while some are here to enlighten

To try and calculate a theory for existence would take a trillion years of calculations and no mind on earth is capable of such mathematics

While the newer incarnations have different goals and the older ones as well along with gender and age it is very difficult to narrow down the meaning of life to simply a few words

We are on an existence on an alien home planet meant to disguise in the matter of fact that we are human and that this whole planet is based on a complete array of curses meant to disguise the facts of familiarity amongst beings living here... Every single article imaginable to buy and to own and to wear and eat seems popular and familiar to oneself

It makes it easier to live and the alien intelligences are constantly coming up with new articles meant to keep us busy for at least one more year until one more product can be thought up or a newer version

Mainly living in a sense is the glorification of the current generation while the rest struggle to keep up and if you don’t have a youthful presence showing you the ropes or mentoring you per se or you struggling to keep up with the complex mathematical connotations of the newer generations you are simply left in the dust and meant by the system to take a side road and retire and almost live below your means and simply not relate to others but simply keep yourself alive

While for me personally being a perpetual young adult i can forsee myself looking pretty youthful well into my fourties and fifties it is easy to be able to relate to the newer generations although i do find the mainstream youth to be a bit disgusting but i am sure people thought that about me dancing in my underwear at a rave haha

While i attach to being a gay man i do not and cannot adhere to what society throws at me as the normalcy of the culture ....while i find it a direct attack on my independence i also see that there are only a handful of wealthy and powerful gays in the country that finance the mainstreams cultures events and things like media and other ritual such as fashion and every genre of gay culture is strictly defined and put forth that the culture in its entirety must adhere to the code so to speak or you are an exiled gay man or woman

While some may attach to the ideals of being a young gay man while they don’t drink or go to the club and not fond of anal sex or high fashion or mocking others continuously would make one into a sort of cultural exile one that does not meet the needs of the greater culture or represent the ideals of mainstream gay people

While this would seem funny that one of the most outcast genres of society would outcast their own members it is also a historical fact

Young gays are simply taught they are simply a piece of ass and glorified in a ritual sense until they have been used and abused and thrown away and infected and they are gone and out of the culture for good

It would seem that in this mainstream culture you would need some protection from or a very thick skin to be able to deal with all of the trauma that gay people go through

I don’t know what it is like for young lesbians i am sure they just laugh at all of us

While the media and the general culture glorify in the youth and i have written about this ages ago the other genres of society are left forgotten, ignored, wasted, and used.

The youth tend to really bask in the culture of entitlement – i mean i am guilty at times as well but gone are the days of hard work and it is a generally accepted ideal in todays society that the ability to pour massive wealth into your name in the littlest amount of time is the way to go

While it is important to connect with older generations that have alot to offer one must realise that their relation to you is technically illusion as well with the reference of cancers, sickness, disease, other countries, disasters, crime, and nonsensical news stories and notations of any humanity

Are illusion to you by point of reference based only in the complex methodology of individual basis of wisdom

You cannot put too much worry or fear or hate into the system or waste your time on trivial matters

You must for your own good begin to look at things differently and with a little of a lighter mode to life a happier existence and the constant struggle in evolution

While it is sometimes nice to read a horoscope or look at a blog and think wow this some good reading unless it offers you a directive there is no point to looking further

Or better yet if it does not agree with your ideals or your core beliefs than it is imperative that you move on at once and mesh with a community that you believe in

Why bother to stay in something that is undesirable to your souls path and depending on your wisdom level you may not even be able to input the information either

While much information on the internet and in media is done in levels you see this in magazines to tabloids to more elite alien forms of communication like the new York times or the high finance papers

Much of the internet is like this as well which is why deep inside myself as an artist i only know my writing appeals to some of the most evolved beings on earth

While most stop into read a blurb and think either, this guy is nutz or i am deffo gonna keep reading

The choice is essentially up to the reader if they shall continue on with their given enlightenment because i know that at any given moment my work is being accessed and currently the youthful blog i inhabit is being accessed up to 50 times per day but if you look at all my communiqué on the internet the number is much higher most likely my info being accessed up to 1000 times per day *smiles*

This is simply the work of the creator in showing people a different and VERY unique viewpoint on existentialism and other notations of evolutionary wisdom that exists in todays culture

Also i am prepared to offer the argument that the more darkened existence on earth is also showing the more sinister elements on earth my viewpoint to further the intellectual capacity of those that exist to fight the illusion while this freaks me out for a split second i do know that i only speak in the language of the ordained minister and that after a few seconds of input of my neuro code the hell based beings are able to lock onto me and run away in fear because i have much protective and very old energies around my being safe to say the protection of some of the oldest inhabitants of earth and the matrix and this type of wisdom is unlike anything ever thought possible because it existed in societies sometimes up to ten thousand millennia ago

What did i do ?

Well at times my thought form has progressed to a level and i have also set of warning bells on a spiritual level in many realms which would make some of these beings want to be close to me here

Safe to say i attracted the attention of quite a few entities that are alike to my theories and also the ability to hear them and for them to take over my hands and type a few lines of code

Mostly it is those that have died tragic and brutal deaths and they have some word power they want to share that has existed in their vocabulary and thoughtform for centuries that they wanted to share with the greater society because in evolutionary field this existence is unique and we live in a very public environment

In the culture of entitlement there is no secrets sometimes every single thought that comes to mind is either typed and blogged or texted away to somebody or even better yet simply typing the word sexting is enough to put a smile on somebodies face 2000 miles away

Where also i put forth the argument that a being that is aligned with my reader in someway that has been desperately trying to communicate something to them can in effect lock onto them while they read a few pieces of mine via my own communicative sphere of thought and allow the hyper real simulation theories to run abound and either guide somebody away from danger or alert them to a  current happening or event in life

Safe to say that when a presentable gay man meets me they tend to do a bit of research and think to themselves jeeze this bloke has wayyyy too much baggage

I tend to laugh because somebody that avoids me or avoids wanting to get to know me is probably doing themselves a favour if they don’t have the capacity to input the information that i present

While i find it easy to adapt and mesh well with common people in the matrix i find sometimes i present out of the box theories and to say it in simpletons terms i am a master at alteration of sublimination

They are usually pretty angry from the depth of their soul that i would try and manipulate them in this manner and tend to incite drama or use others against me or implode the union altogether

While i have met many gay men that can relate to me as a being i have not come across one that could input my energy effectively or really ponder the more philosophical nature of my being

And well the easiest thing to do is to insult what you don’t understand or develop a hatred that only develops

While my last incarnation was thousands of years ago i was also here to witness one of my shadow selves on earth be eradicated in the nazi death camps while this was not my last incarnation it was in effect a twin more of a special entity sent to investigate whether or not living in society was a positive move and needless to say that burning alive in an oven was not my idea of life so i hid until the very next entry point was offered into a part native male body in grande prarie in the early 1980’s

While i found that the death camps were horrible i also was able to investigate their true method used in todays society on the people that died in the deathcamps but received another birth and they are here virtually imputing the same toxic substance in their bodies as they were used to in the death camps which allowed millions to be put to their deaths without one level of fear or even another thought as to how being marched away to an oven may affect their future

While it is simple to say that crystal meth is a fun drug and fun to have sex on and dance with what your dealing with is the magic of the nazi empire

And it has become an empire since the death camps

While doing it i was able to lock onto the exact frequency being broadcasted at me

While amusing to wank yourself for 9 hours straight it was also quite easy to figure out that the regime and most of the participants of the death camps were transported elsewhere beyond our galaxy and into a hell realm to populate it and work to advance its creation

While they were greeted with a more advanced society that they hoped for they waited for the return of the magical prophet that brought them to their home world and he came shortly after, after much work was done to erase the historical references to the exact circumstances that evolved with the more independent and free thinkers and every cultural reference on earth

Safe to say it was a noahs ark of sorts but also a mass sacrifice and these entities were able to be transported and reborn on the planetary system known as sub calculation of 5

They were also able to transport themselves here via the many portals that were setup and latch themselves onto the mother cults which financed their transport to begin with

The price for being transported on the most expensive airline in history throughout the galaxy

Continue the cultural genocide on the people in current human selves on earth this very moment

Because i know the deathcamps are being repeated all over the universe bit by bit and many people keep joining this insanity and adding their souls energy to continue the freemasonic and luciferian empire in totality because their only wish is complete universal governance

And this will not happen ever by the nature of divine decree that exists in people that resist darkness and hatred and assault on others

That every good deed ads to the power of the divine and that every rightful action ads to the basis of thought that protects us all from harm from these lunatics who are mad for getting sucked into this hell realm and will do anything to get out of it

-          Shaun A. Delage 

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While i stress the importance of the individual

And doing what you can to resist being apart of a flock

It can be tough i mean you have to mould yet while maintaining independent thought

It would seem the name of the game is to let you know as a human being how filthy and dirty and bug infested you are

This repetition in the media not only instils this mindset on the newer beings

This never used to be the case in older societies your human body and even the waste in produced and the long hair and long fingernails and body odour used to be glorified in all of it’s existence

For your body while on earth was seen as the interlude of the gods while present

The establishment seems to rub it in our faces constantly that we are diseased, filthy and crazy, criminals that need to be controlled

When of course it is quite the opposite we should be doing the controlling

Of course they do not want to relay that there are humans on earth that don’t have to use the washroom like the rest of us or get sick with human entity infections and diseases

On another note the warfare on me personally as a monarch is undefined yet somewhat measurable and definable it remains a complex argument

Those charged with my care are incredibly compassionate one day and the next do all they can to ignore or shoot hateful looks but what exactly do they hate?

I am unsure of it in all reasoning but it is a cross between independent outlook versus their own capacity  my enlightenment versus their digression  them simply knowing full well i am on my last incarnation on earth meanwhile they understand on some level that they have fifteen or twenty to go !

More even lol

With family it is odd to think of oneself as adopted when all the evidence points to the contrary

That a mother per se is on the level of a grand dame or manipulator or a babysitter to use more laymans terms

They in a sense loathe you for calling on them because in their eyes they have exhausted their purpose in raising the nephalim

That once you leave their presence their lifestyle becomes a distant blur

That your supposed role in society was to be inducted into the secret societies that you were bred for that purpose that your trauma filled life was prepatory for instilling the same ideology on others

Basically what it all comes down to is payouts, the cash rewards and the spiritual rewards for having their bartered soul returned from the lower worlds where they inhabit 90% of the time

They do not and cannot understand why you resist and deep down inside they hate you for it

How does one become apart of canadian aristocracy ?

Of course to view oneself as such is plain egomania

You know inside you outrank many of the beings charged with governing your soul on other levels and the celestial decree allows you to form your own opinion of matters in the present

That those beings see you as a threat because everywhere you go you remind people of the divine capabilities of the soulsphere

And they look at you and know you can be close to and touch the divine presence rather than the past 1,000,000 souls they have surrounded themselves with and they smile because they know who you are and where your going

That your more elite than anybody calling themselves a prime minister or a government

That you are above them and above the law so to speak

That if called to trial... You would threaten the entire country and its inhabitants in totality

 Because all evidence would be brought in surrounding your own given mental will that could be presented to verify a claim and that u simply would be left alone for the protection of the society you inhabit

But how does one get to this level ?

You may not understand in complete theory but to say it simply and brutally you must be raped continuously and mutilated beyond belief

And that route not many are even willing to entertain in thoughtform let alone as a path

Not many will really understand

And mostly there is a hatred for the very essence of your soul the very being you inhabit

Mostly it is an envy that they could not partake in your initiation simply because they are not welcome

They look at you and relay oh what a  poor thing , what a poor boy, what a cry baby, such a sad life meanwhile they partake in things you will never know or understand in the lower hell worlds even while being present in this world in front of your very eyes

I am convinced there are probably only a few dozen actual individual souls in each city

While this may seem like a notion that is crazy talk you just know when you meet a human being that truly wants to connect on a level that is not out of hatred or contempt or they don’t view you as a detested soul so to speak for your independence
the beings that generally treat their pets better than their own relatives or friends are some to watch out for

Maybe i put myself here who knows but maybe my crimes allowed many lower beings to literally suck onto and manipulate those closest to meh

I don’t know the answers i may never come to terms with them if i do find the answers

I just know on some level they were either given the choice to work with me or against me

They chose not to work with me and in a way it is the hardest path to take so i don’t doubt their integrity in the matter i just cannot advocate on their behalf when the time comes to download my entire presence into a defined and marketable product or simply evolve out of this given illusion

What does a monarch do?

Well that is always ever evolving

But how is a monarch led around and manipulated?

Mainly they are left confused with the array of psychic and perceptive energy thrown at them by their handlers

They relay in a few moments that your very nature is hated and despised while a bit later on they reward your presence

In some ways to keep the monarch slave from figuring out they are being led around and psychologically tortured

The minders have manipulated the ability to have the monarchs next moves relayed to them so that they may continue to lead them off into the hell based world of isolation and despair to better prepare themselves for the next person they have been arranged to be in a partnership with rather than the monarch wanting to choose an attractive and suitable mate themselves

Because the first choice has been bought and paid for on your behalf

So if the contract is torn up then no financial and no spiritual level payment will be processed

I always find more solace in those i choose to get to know rather than a face that has been introduced to me and that others think will be my perfect mate

Because the most powerful and psychic energy most likely in your entire country is something to be corralled and enjoyed by the very few elites that understand how to manipulate the boyz psychic and sexual energy for their own purposes

But moreso the person has been chosen while they inhabit a being that can literally funnel their energy into the lower worlds to be used against themselves but moreso against those with the same personality type as them including younger incarnations and older as well

But what you need is the exact same personality imprint to continue the secret warfare and the psychic soul is a rarity indeed to further the warfare on future anomaly’s as well

While the independent mind is rare exactly how is it done

Mostly through drug experimentation or magic or by pure will of energy

Many many people  operating in the world exist as the hive mind

And when you speak to them you are speaking to the overlord essentially who will either input your alteration of sublimination or shoot some hateful or hurtful dialogue back at you

The only peace i feel essentially is coming to terms with the fact that all beings are equal

They also have the power to evolve if they should choose it

The greatest war going on includes the war against those that resist slavery

I personally don’t see the hardcore need to exist to labour for others so i am seen simply as lazy to others

In a way a labour intensive position has never been offered

Being not employable i have been able to direct my focus on being a  more creative.intellectual.spiritual person and i sometimes work myself to the point of exhaustion, yet this is not enough in others eyes

It is funny how some people readily accept being a slave

They would relay that a life of servitude to another more elite being or organisation is what is needed to be respected these days

That you need to work to further a matrix that not only hates your views and your outlook

I don’t want to be apart of a race that has been building the pyramids for millennia

But the nature of the curse on humanity allows for the exact same self similar circumstances to be in constant repetition for eternity

This matrix hates when i kiss a man in public, sends people to murder others brutally in public, it hates when i wear a bright orange vest or get a hardon in a coffeeshop

It hates how men look at me in admiration

It hates the mind i inhabit

The choices i make it hates me enough to want to eradicate me at every chance it gets

Not a matrix i generally want to be apart of or help foster growth in nor further

So it can continue the hate based ideology on younger more naive beings

so all in all i still choose to mesh well with people

i love all beings equally it is the only thing i can do until evidence is presented in individual circumstances that would make me believe their intentions are sickened.

It is just tough to deal with people with a spectrum of personality rifts and split personalities everywhere you go.

I ask my guides to find me and what i get is a nice delight it is a phoenix it rises from the ashes revived and well and it took me first to a large trailer type home with about twenty bedrooms

It is hard to describe but a communal living space where twenty or so bedrooms are rented by people

I was looking around in one room and it was tent trailers setup that guys were sleeping on

And another room was filled with rings and watches and such just looking around i mean the place wasn’t ritzy at all i guess it came down to the belongings that made the person on a class level who knows

It was a house filled with MEN !!! i was kind of curious as to what i would find in their rooms

I walked in on two guys having sex and said sorry kinda staring at them and backing away

God that guy is huge i thought to myself lol

By todays standards the housing would be substandard

I walked in on a guy and he was high on crystal meth and he instantly loved me

He wanted me to jack off with him i said dude that would take like 12 hours possibly days i don’t have that amount of time lol and you probably would even cream mate

And besides were so not on the same level so to speak drug wise so it would be a pointless endeavour

So he proposed something different

That i write something for him and sign it

So i happily accepted

So i wrote a piece on monarch slavery and in my minds eye i was in a 5 star clothing boutique while in this weird housing place i was fingering through pinstripe suits at a fifth avenue shop

And i wrote that all ebings need to be set free from captivity and i wrote a poem and a discourse

All in all it came to 3 pages

And i signed it and my signature didn’t look authentic so i ripped the page off and signed again

And i said hey, you never know....in two years this paper could be worth 1.5 million dollars

And he smiles while rubbing himself and he he said hey you never know right

My mind went back to the boutique and i could feel the murderous analogy of wealth that it was a sickened state because of all the energy broadcasted at the illusion of money

My only hope is that in two years that document IS worth 1.5 million that i DID set somebody free and that i only felt one more thing while spying the phoenix was staring at me through the dirty window

Come here lets make out buddy :P *Lick*

The phoenix took me to a city again, wonderful i love cities

I happened to find a wallet on the ground so greedily i snatched it up

Inside was multi coloured united states bills and i noticed that several of them were $1000 bills

Omg the xcitement

Inside was just over $4000

So i brought $2000 to the bank to get put into an account and $2000 into smaller bills

(try cashing a $1000 bill these days oh man)

The lady at the bank was amused to see me and apparently wasn’t my first time cashing ALOT of money  she read through my file on her comp and said oh i see your a student and you have been here many times before and she told me how much i have in the bank and my jaw dropped

I said boy you sure know alot about meh and she said “We sure do” and she grinned

She said another lady would take care of me in another building and to follow this lady outside and to the other place so i skipped behind the lady through an open and muddy field and followed her to the other building and on the way past the field i saw a bus advertisement simply for “One Wall Centre”

Convincing the reality of the same

Trying to blend with my own self

Making room for others to let in our love

Trying so hard to be one with the matrix

Let alone the universe

The loving beauty of the creator and our chosen gods

And they are everywhere

The divine spectrum amidst the fog

The fog splendours around a streetlamp

Reminded of the presence

When i feel so alone in my world

Left alone in the biggest prison on earth

Rain falling down on my wet hair

Masking the tears

To only look forward and beyond is my greatest skill

To see past the present and thousands of years later

My only solace

Rainbow spectrum

Not black and white

Beyond presence

The divine is all around

And completion of the universe is underway

-          Shaun A. Delage 

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The dreamstate has many elements to a dreamer depending on their skill level
Hypothetical scenario
Hell based
Dimensional travel
Horror
Subliminal
Beautiful
It is an awareness factor that aids a person to be a dreamer.. about 80% of the world does not do the work needed to actually dimensionally travel and perhaps only remember a dream every week or two (that was so unbelievable it rings out in their mind)
Anybody that remembers a dream a night or even more could be classified as literally insane or enlightened depending on your outlook
Many of the dead so to speak are employed with scripting our dreams for those based in reality and they get paid very well depending on what realm they are from
This is why religions are so propped up in the world is because the hell based worlds at night time ring out in peoples minds and they desperately try to come to a solace regarding their dimensional travel and what the organised religions do is it allows them to subliminate a field response to much of the dream state and the waking life and offer a solid definition of what exactly is good and evil
Where to take a side would be the easiest choice to the most undeveloped minds
The actual enlightened beings really don’t mind going from a horror realm to a beautiful realm in a dreamstate where somebody with a more defined outlook of mystery would repent or offer some responses to the horrors they witness
Much of the mantras recited by the organized faiths work very well in subliminating a scatter spell in ones life enabling them to live a relatively peaceful existence without having to be transported from hell to heaven and back three times in one night
That the overlords of the faiths to their best to protect the ones that repeat their name like a song over and over and while this may seem a right motion for ones life to take on
It does not allow the soul to evolve with the rest of the universe and keep up with their own fractalized beings elsewhere in the infinite universe
Because you are checked up on daily by your other selves and the numbers offer in the infinite
Yourself is very curious as to what your doing and checks in with you in various stages of evolution
But also can tap into your memory centre to replay a given situation with ease to offer further clarification as to the tru meaning of the situation which was based in what we call reality
Many, many faiths adhere to their own subscribed code and method of existence and it has been tested thoroughly because the faith you see here is the by product of thousands of years of research and ritual in many other solar systems and dimensions
It is quite easy to take the most subliminally suggestive theories and idols and they offer a sense of familiarity but of course since you are experiencing the same familiarity on several thousands of your self similar bodies on other realms
It is safe to say as well that this earth takes its orders from a duality earth that is much higher up than our own reality That no decision here is absolute that orders come from the same earth but is one thousand times bigger and then you have its evil twin of the same size but inverted into that globe
Of course the problems and issues would be one thousand times greater but to our earth simple things may be solved in a sense of directive notion that is easy to relay to our field of awareness
Trying to imagine a greater earth would be a task i mean what would take you flying across three provinces here in 4 hours would take 200 hours up there
But of course we are the outcast planet, so to say the hand me down planet ..so they would have advanced modes of aircraft and more advanced technology due to the fact that they are more enlightened hybrid entities and very few come back to relay their own talents – it is like going back to repeat grade two lol
But nothing may be spoken of where they come from or they face an execution of their most universal selves. The outer planet would host the most enlightened beings charged with the evolution of about 1000 beings on our planet while the inner world would be entranced with the ideals of offering amore hellbased but also paradoxical governance
Because hell based governance is always in question and always being tricked so to speak one being may be in horrific mindset for one year then the next five spent in supreme godly existence after realising the wrongs of the ways. The universe must allow this to be able to take effect and actually places punishments on both sides for infractions of universal laws simply if this duality was not permitted to exist the universe would implode completely and we would be housed elsewhere
Mind you where would we all go ?
The hell based realms outnumber the heavenly realms in our quantifiable measurement
The hell based realms has done more research into manipulation of DNA and manipulation of time and space and the more divine realms has mastered the causes of complete and natural beyond amazing loving grace and also the existence going to the exact supreme endpoint in life which is happening this very moment
The most beautiful endpoint to all of existence is there and it is closely guarded by those that control who comes through and no being may come within 1,000,000,000 x10 trillionometres if they are not worthy of the embrace of our loving creator
If you have one single ounce of hatred or bad deed or negativity in your soul or have not done your work you will simply be turned away much earlier than expected
Much of trying to measure the dreamstate leaves one frustrated
While one week for the average person can include levels of hypothetical scenarios, then mix in a horror night and a beautiful night then a completely insane sadistic dream and then one night of dimensional travel it leaves the dreamer somewhat confused
Knowing fullwell that 80% of the world does not dream at all is frustrating as well
Most due to the fact that alot of the neurotoxins we ingest will aid us in never reaching a supreme enlightenment in the dreamworld
Meanwhile when somebody hears of me offering my dream journal on ebay for over $17,000,000 US Dollars and they think to the dream they had and think i will just write him and offer $3
While one persons perception of the dreamworld may be different than another
Many will not completely understand how enlightenment can be issued in a tightly controlled militaristic environment such as ours. While i believe i dimensionally travel ...many don’t believe they can because they cannot because they are not welcomed too.
While my enlightenment may be given and absolute it may also be taken away at any time with one wrong choice that could send me spiralling
The only thing that matters in the present time is your own perception of this reality and that is the only thing you need to carry you through life because hun, you are 100% correct all the time
It is just those with more sadistic desires that will lead us to believe that our opinion of ourselves doesn’t matter or that we are too sick to understand between right and wrong or yes and no
Then you also add in the complexities of some people having a being leeching onto them making their choices for them or also subliminally suggestive friends and relatives and media and specific neuro toxins being ingested and you have one big experiment based on the elusive right choice
The easiest methodology for people to take is to simply let their own choice go out the window and attach to a mode of existence that allows everything to be done for them rather than the opposite them doing everything for their own life
I ask my guides to come find me and what i get is a nice ferret
These animals are basically pretty nice a bit wild but can actually become a tame pet with some practice
She took me to a seat at a dinner table in a ritzy restaurant there was an ATM close by an older man had his hands on the younger womans shoulders and he said to her $5000 for your time and $1000 for your travel and how much for your tip and she smiled at him and looked up and he looked at her and said how about $9000 and she was completely shocked and smiled and he walked away leaving her to stare out at the ocean
My ferret galloped by with its tiny paws
And i was due to go on a cruise and made it through fine and people were hanging off the ceiling
The guy said somebody fell off the ship and they had to give mouth to mouth and i told him i would like a job on the ship as an ordained minister
I forgot i was wearing a facial mask before the cruise so i went to the washroom to wash it off and it took forever
A guy in the washroom who worked on the ship said he doesn’t have to pay for food so he just saves his money
Somebody told me their flight took forever and i walked up to the bridge which looked much like a star trek bridge and it was taken over by the commanders son a part furry
The commander had to call to have the bridge taken back
The ferret took me next up a few levels
Where i was waiting in line to go to a huge atrium and it was a casino perhaps from floor to ceiling was about 5 stories and in the middle was a huge poker table about a block long to fit all the chips
Somebody came up and pantsed me because i was wearing a g string underneath so i reported them and they had to do a drunk test
I went through a few side hallways and found myself on somebody looking at rather graphic pornography and then walked back to the main casino where i walked up to a bar and ordered a straight up alcohol drink they asked me for ID which i supplied and somebody said how old does he look and somebody said 27-28 and then somebody else said more like 33
The ferret came by just to say goodbye which was rare for a guide so gave it a lil scratch behind the ear and waved as it vanished in fog
Sublime reasoning for intuition
Encouraged faith of selves
Whacked desire
Millennium knight pervades thought
Millennium chick meets a millennium warrior and raised both hands
Many proclaim innocence while maintaining ignorance while living in stupidity
Beings of thoughtform
Wonderous thoughts in sight
Many will love your nature
But will they live for your life to be your higher most self
Absolutely not because it threatens everything they stand for
Thoughtform resistance
Much theory of knighthood
Upholding virtue above all else
Without the doors being unlocked
There is nothing.
- Shaun A. Delage

timespace elusive theory

Obviously sick and in need of healing
Phase into all clothes ripped off and freezing in the hypothermic winter in front of a temple
The emergency services are called to certify you
And help you heal....right?
So what exactly could happen while you hope to be healed by the Vancouver general hospital
You are stripped and forced to wear either yellow pajamas or blue hospital gown
If you are a non emergency admittance you must wear the sanctioned uniform for a period of time before you become an international united nations citizen
At which time any treatment may be done to you legally without any penalty in any country bound legal system because the international system outranks the country bound law
Where by admittance onto hospital property which must be on par with an embassy due to the large amount of international emergencies
All treatment is considered under the realm of planetary maritime law so anything considered shady or brutal can be done without any given thought to the treatment of animals under their care
In my case i was forcibly confined to a stretcher after trying to escape this geneva code violation in progress after i took my bracelet off and threw it at a nurse thinking they cant identify me legally
She took that as an assault which i don’t know why since it weights .24 MG
She asked 4 private security officers to tie me down to a stretcher while she administered 2 shots in my knee
When both mixed together they materialize as a special entity that can induce pain and control your movements and control bodily fluids and enzymes
So at this point i did call on the power of the Christ to observe this situation in progress
The medication also put me to sleep allowing the being to fully form over a period of 3 hours
How this treatment is permitted to exist in a free and modern country with love for its citizens is beyond me
It comes down to them being free and legally able to give you any treatment necessary without judicial appeal or process ....You cant even call the police on this crime because i did try that to report a war crime in progress and they shut the phone on me and confined me again
Forcible confinement in medicine is a controversial practice and one the secret entities enjoy
It enables them to get as many beings as possible into peoples legs as they want and legally
I just know i was under the impression that i was there to be healed
While i was stripped of identification, a belonging, a country, and my humanity
Forcibly confined , forcibly mutilated and forcibly sedated
Also i had an alien/robotic being inserted into my living body
But
I was marked with the burn on my left temple
So that was all they needed to identify me as an enemy of masonry and an enemy of the state and an enemy of the occult and an enemy of luciferianism
I have always wanted to expose the roots of our problems in Canada
But most people don’t live to understand what exactly is done to them
I have always strived for full enlightenment
Of not only me but all of my relations
But better yet as well the release from of all beings from secretive captivity
How is it all allowed to happen
Why cant they just leave us alone in peace ?
Why hasn’t anybody figured it out
It is done in small bits by seemingly unrelated entities all doing their part over many years
Because time is illusion
There are scattering spells in place by individuals you would never guess are aligned
It is sad yes but it is even worse in the more hell based realms because they aren’t so secretive
Now in the present and in the imposing future i work and aim to align myself with the more angelic qualities of existence
But
Not out of ego based desire
Because it is the toughest road to take
I have lived a teenage hood with pure crime and heartache and trauma and in their eyes i deserve this treatment and more
It used to be their way you would be publically executed or tortured
The illusion is that it doesn’t exist
But they have mastered the art in making you harm yourself
It is more secretive these days by beings that see themselves as upholding the justice of existence and protecting the evolving timeline from being destructed
It must be done in secret (torture) because when your living under the facade of a democratic society where by virtue you are the freeist countries on the planet you are under a state of Islamic rule
We are so amused with the prospect of 5 political parties
What an illusion
There should be hundreds in a true democracy thousands at best
It is a COMPLEX dictatorship (Canada)
Under the jurisdiction solely by the United states freemasonic governance, the united nations, saud’s and islam and Britain then you have the more satanic oversight and of course those aligned with protecting virtue above all but they are rare indeed
So much talk of borders, properties and ownership, rules etc
There are those much higher up that can mark somebody for death and essentially release a legally binding death warrant on you even in Canada which opposes the death penalty
Safe to say i have met and mated with THE highest and conflicting governance in my country
There was paths that included my death but several times i resisted and had divine and the most caring and beautiful compassionate intervention
Only reserved for those most deserving by virtue of the supreme, most high, godly, Buddha, creator, dharmic, feline, and all powerful energy of the faculty of creators.
Without that intervention i would have been eradicated from the planet long long ago and it has happened about 10 times so far where by my own choice was given an exit point
Which was decided on my behalf that i have much to offer
The only thing saving my being at this point is my life being in the public domain
When you live on a curse bound rock and a hell based world you have to be extra careful
Because many will allay that life is simply to have fun get drunk and party man and fuck everyone you meet
When it is not a game
It is life or death by severe mutilation, bodily fluids leaking from every part of the body and limbs literally being hacked to pieces
This is the nature of the reality we all face but dually ignore while drowning ourselves in intoxicants to hide our mind from figuring out the true totality of our existence
Because the public domain life will save only because my guidance is not permitted even 1,000,000 KM/miles close to earth by virtue of satanic decree
I still see myself as any average young adult
What they hell would they want with meh
What purpose do i emulate
Why pick on meh
I look like a boy
Why the hell would they attack me
I don’t go around drinking blood
There was many crimes against the secret beings that issued my death warrants and many regional overlords got hold of my lower level contract which they were unable to process the higher forms of the contracts if i should evolve
It stated in secret that my crimes and the bounty for my soul would bring a financial reward and also the release of their being from the hell realm and the matrix – this is what is promised to many of the beings around you and i
When i was a youth my bounty was set at $10,000,000 because of course the luciferian mind knows that if i should evolve i am an extreme threat to the entire system
Now because of the publicity caused with my life entering the public domain the bounty is set at around the $100,000,000 mark because if i should lose my life then there would be a ton of allure and evidently the entire system would collapse in a sense- it would bring ALOT of power to what i write about and that would go against the goals of the matrix and the system
So not only because of my captivation piece but because with the conspiracy there would have to be an extreme risk and karmic implications to end my life and the entire solar system will be put in jeopardy
Sounds lunatic or egotist i know but that is not my aim
Safe to say one billion masons would glorify in my death but they are much better off keeping me alive and housed and rewarded then to be mutilated again in the public square
The Buddhists believe you need a male body to attain full enlightenment
My last incarnation was aprox. 2000 years ago
Now this is funny because it is actually happening this very moment
I was female and my beauty striking
They are aware of my incarnate but mostly because the incarnate can incarnate into sometimes dozens of beings on earth so there is no egotist desire to lay claim to being the only cleo but also given the nature of Egyptian magic and ritual the being was fractalized
And on a few conditions permitted to reincarnate
1. To be reborn into a different gender to avoid detection
2. Be born into a life of poverty – at least the first half anyway
3. To bring to light the greatest modern conspiracy known to humanity
4. Made to exist if nobody cares
5. To live a curse bound existence on all relations closest to you
6. To work to attain the possibility of being the only enlightened being on earth
7. To be born of a much later time to avoid detection
8. To be surrounded by ancient surrealism and ritual in modern times
I only write with the fear that one day my hands will give out
I only do my art and other things with the hope that if that is the case i have something to market and fall back on
This aspectual awareness leads me to do the work of the most divine
I have much to fall back on if that does happen
The cleos were the original alien bloodline of the Christ energy
And it does not matter what bloodtype you were born with
It matters of the actual Christ consciousness attaching itself to your soul and being able to guide your singular consciousness with a loving and most high embrace for the actual progression of your soul
Also being able to be tweaked into a super existence
One where you are simply proclaimed to be the one that resists all alien hell realm mindset
And you attain to be an actual living human being on earth which by its very nature is unattainable because there are about 1,000,000 earths and none of us are actually human, it is an illusion
Those that display the characteristics of being inherently human have no course of action on a planet built on sadistic and selfish desire
It would take quite the being to be the oversight for one million earths but i can tell you the being exists and it has the power to hurt and heal and make miracles and help you discover yourself and your surroundings amidst so much secret doctrine and secret proceedings
The illustrious nature of life will never be revealed just like one billion members of the royal order of the garter will never be revealed as well
I ask my guides to come find me and i get a nice and beautiful crow
Now these birds are generally loud mouthed and eat trash but to them they enjoy being free and enjoy being alive and not having to pay taxes or live in a home
It took me to a moterhome/spaceship-whatever!! where i was getting tanked with a straight boy
He was blabbing on about womens sex parts
We were drinking straight rum and i was so into him omg
I want him
I look over and somebody was actually driving us around
How cool is that
The crow took me to my next place
I was sitting in an open field in the presence of a guru
Where i told him that i have a degree in divinity
He didn’t believe me and asked me to leave his presence
So i left and wandered through the park a bit frustrated
And came upon a book or magazine and i asked it to show me my future path
And the magazine flipped open and it had an alien looking cute guy and it said in big letters that my future was coming
The crow came by and brought me to a school
In the boonies in Hicksville small town and i told a girl if she smoked a smoke through her nose i would give her $5 and she said she would do like four or five times lol
I wandered away into an open field nearby and felt the lonliness of the small town living and the weirdness of being so isolated where everyone knows every core fibre of your being
I could see a stuffed sheep in the field but it was only a stuffie about real size and i ran my hands through its fabric body
The crow took me next to a city and i was wandering around man i love huge cities
I walked up to a hostel and asked the asian lady how much she charges and she said $2 per night
I walked away thinking man that must be a dive
There were these mini like store all over about the size of a closet or about 3 or 4 people wide
I was trying to catch a cab on the street and a funeral procession came by and then set up a dinner and they asked me to join them
How beautiful
I had a chicken meal and there was some carrots and i looked across from meh and saw a lady having mac and cheese but the noodles were longer i just wanted to get to the airport to fly out but i was content being around these people for a dinner to connect me to my own humanity
She taught me a word i like = emeate
Amusing thoughtful and never a dull moment
Exciting energetic and stable in a sensible reasoning
Cautious wanting to test if your stability minded devoted wanting to work towards a true partnership
I see him and think deep encouraging eyes
I find comfort in what he does
Not a sellout per se
So i find solace in actually wanting to get to know him
I figure he may be sick of the status quo of men likewise i am too
Why not settle for the highest form of developed mind
I speak with him and find i love every word but not only that
An escape from my own pain based world and thoughts
He wants to know my darkside yet i have always ignored that part of meh
I only aim to evolve
I have not found this being in any other soul i can feel it
I just want to be able to resist all of my secret enemies so that i may experience the highest form of affection available
The most convincing bliss state and the most beautiful embrace i have wished for in my impressionable existence
- Shaun A. Delage

suspected symbiance

Most men by virtue of their birth are older incarnations than their female counterparts
They are simply taught at an early age to suppress their innermost philosophical inclinations
By virtue of their birthright most men have at least one incarnation more than their female counterparts
But on average up to ten incarnations older and wiser
It is simply the societal hacking that has messed with the nature of gender, sexuality and attraction
Intellectual capacity is generally frowned upon as a feminine characteristic while men by their very nature are philosophers, inventors, and visionary’s
It is only the lucid society we live in that has reduced men to the slave network instituted by the female secret societies we have tampering with the gender neutrality of men
Dumbed down, just big arms, square face
Engrained via manipulative neuro linguistics in repetition that their sexuality is somewhat defined
Literally lulled into decades long slumbers through intoxicants and mindless ritual sports magic to stop the man from literally going insane
with the layers upon layers of ritual and cursed magic to trap the individual male mind into a life of serving another race of beings
another species that men will never know the full reasoning or hidden elements of the culture
now i don’t make it my goal to bash women. I love women and i love my own personal duality being able to see things from a feminine perspective as well
i am simply proposing and articulating and mostly advocating on behalf of those that are unable to
i am a man and i love men so it would seem a bit odd for me to take on the cause of liberating the female gender in totality
for something i know nothing about
strictly speaking i am a guru with men , much practice much work done
i am the prince of men
i will fight for liberation and to release my fellow male souls from slavery and sickness because that is my birthright and my calling my purpose
men strangely enough hold the keys to the entire human race being liberated but the time has never come and most of all the key holders believe we are unworthy of enlightenment
it would seem odd for a gay male to be against a fraternity of men
oh how my mind wanders with the possibilities of being in an all mans frat house
but
i have been there before
and i can tell you it is not what they let you believe exists
now lets go somewhere else now
most ‘straight’ men are inclined to going to the middle of nowhere and dirt biking/fishing/hunting and other things in nature like quadding etc because it is hardwired in all mens minds to connect to the ancient celestial pagan ritual
i am saying this as a metaphorical connotation and wisdom but it is more planetary than we are led to believe of course when you ride around on a vibrating machine all day with a raging bone on and covered in sweat, nobody around for 250 miles... things are bound to happen. The tree is phallic the gun is phallic the fishing ‘rod’ is phallic
In the male home world nature is used to induct the pagan nature sex ritual amongst willing men
Simply being out in the forest all day or on as lake fishing allows you to hyper real download incredible amounts of energy and universal wisdom, that is why we are all stuffed away in concrete jungles versus surrounded by tree’s
It allows you to download the supreme phallic energy of the cosmos and also of the natural elements
While some would argue that this is witchcraft exactly quite the opposite because paganism and witchcraft are very different
Some would wonder as well how a male homeworld could exist without females
How could you evolve
how could a man create another man
Without women there it would be a combination depending on what planet you adhere to in the male solar system a mix of a hybrid queen entity, genetic testing and advanced sciences in breeding- far more advanced than anything we are aware of here ...and also eunich/transexual type beings for procreation which also balance the duality
of course some men are naturally feminine so this takes care of the universal duality in essence
i ask my guide to come find me and what i get in front of me is shocking
it is a tarantula
yikes but i am not scared
it told me my travels will be very short this time but everything should be looked at as wholesome and that the tarantula will make sure all is okay

i was at a pizza place and they were basically making me a sandwich with capicolli and they were putting the meat out and the edges of the meat as well but he told me not to choke on the meat
i was paying for it when i pulled out my cash and i had a ton of british pounds
the bill came to negative 36 cents
so i guess it was comped somewhat
while paying for it i whistled a tune and the girl looked at me all mad like wtf are you doing
and i said oh sorry i am incredibly chipper today
*grinz*

The species that surrounds me and the beings that inhabit my soul
The lives lived and the theories talked about forever
The ritual life of sort
And the beautiful living nature of life
The essence of thoughtform
The war on thoughtform and the peace of the true path
The one of constant evolution where no doctrine will be understood
Without the massive riches of the faith
They are nothing
With all of us uniting we have something
With each of us holding hands and guiding and protecting one
Another we are liberated
And no being no matter their home world
Will hold any title or governance/givernance over any singular consciousness
All beings will be set free and we will explode on the natural galaxy
And we will be welcomed with open arms
Those that cant handle the many sights of the universe
Will have the option to stay
But i want you to know your welcome out there
With me
And with the people that actually have a care for the progression
Of your living and eternal soul
- Shaun A. Delage

splendid spaciality

For the most part healing a populace that is so dangered with trauma of their own society, it takes an uncaring and sickening mindset to literally throw medication at people and offer no real therapeutic alternatives. Using the cheapest and most mass produced item avail. Which is pharmaceutical medications.
There is no secret that much of the pharmaceutical industry is government sponsored and vice versa and if there was any enlightenment to the natural course of healing then there would be much money lost in government revenue
While people are literally throwing up from side effects and wasting away on some drugs the most beneficial alternative would be therapy and some healing energy and a loving touch to guide you through the abyss of fear
There also seems to be a war on the poor with psychiatry alone
There are no wealthy people in the psychiatric system
Mind you i am not saying stop your medication, and move on with your life
It just seems that in such a hateful society to just throw thousands of pills at somebody seems counter productive.
Mind you. Much like technology the mindset used to create medicine is of an alien intelligence
And it is of that intelligence that hopes to bankroll from other planets in the solar systems
Much research has been done on lower animals to bring the pill to your mouth including forced testing on people accused of petty crimes in the prison system and people in third world countries.
survivors and the dead of the nazi death camps, survivors and the dead of the residential schools
and also much we are mostly unaware of including this same basis but on a more dimensional level spanning whole planets of people literally bleeding from the ears and eyes just so the dimensional vortex known as earth (the heaviest consuming and the most return on the investment) could continue with marking the apparatus known as virtual slavery
for one to continue on as an eternal society there must be many many rules and in that protocol comes a security certificate on your investment that states all beings will comply with the course of action or it is technically a pre contract violation and they will be dealt with accordingly by the more secret justice avenues of the planet again back to the divine right to rule
literally all around me people are sickening themselves and getting so far down into depressive states and addiction they are willing to sacrifice even their own organs to keep the illusion going to keep feeding the energy level of the being that has literally leeched onto them because they have purchased them doing their research in the pet world would allay a certain secret trade going with the invisibles that would grade each piece of meat based on a skillset that would seem particularily interesting to the being feeding considering there are infinite nationalities and genders and abilities in the universe
so much in our field of perception is simple distraction and most of all it is complete psyops and warfare for those that are heavily invested in – you are literally freaked out to the nine of going outside these days when your world should be open to exploration
it is the web of lies around us that has us drowned out of our money and our time and our energy
so we slave away for a decade meanwhile the world around us passes us by
we only hear of events the institution deems will be again a return on their investment
it takes alot of skill to finance the global illusion in a democracy legally
including disasters and trauma and give this for this and give that
you see people with flies on their face laying in a mud alley and of course how could you not give
it is the guilt based mindset 99% of us feel bad of something and we must do something to repay it so they flash these horror ads and expect us to fork over our own sanctioned piece of the debt load
people will see exactly who will be running the show in 5 years versus 10 and in 15
The only intervention will be a group of enlightened beings amongst the world that are in direct connectivity with many alien intelligences and they will begin to analyze what exactly has been done to us these past 50 years let alone the last 50 years which in effect has been more like 2700 years
It is the global perception of the illusion of time that has us believing that we are this old and this happened 5 years ago
When the globe actually goes through many transformations and upgrades continuously
Each time a new layer of technology comes or a breakthrough in medicine etc a major download takes place and always at risk for a system wide crash and of course there are backups in place
That is why the risk level in taking on a new invention or life changing idea has to be backed up by dozens of people and institutions because releasing it on humanity as a whole let alone western society could in effect cause a system wide crash and meltdown
Of course it is easier for those with the knowledge of the backup systems to do their work and inspire confidence in the intellect that pulls the strings and runs the show
That is why simply you and i cannot just go tinker with something and all of a sudden you are a billionaire and the most powerful person on the planet
It is safe to say about 97% of all products and inventions and ideas are that of an alien intelligence or mindset that has authorized the production and sale of the product
The last full system wide reset happened with the advent of the internet and it took about a decade to complete i forget the exact date but was around 1995 when the entire matrix shifted and it is in another shift currently to some degree but the easiest level for it to take place is small little tweaks here and there
For something as big as the internet or aliens landing on earth
The entire systems oversight + the faculty of beings in guidance have to agree because any tinkering with the timeline could result in chaos
Existing yet wanting to be alive
Wandering yet wanting to connect
Living but essentially dead inside
A process of rebirth , daily
A method of system wide tweaks daily
Nourishment but also understanding the nourishment is only temporary
Travelling into unknown worlds
Yet wanting some sense of familiarity
Evolving yet wanting to digress in ways
Connecting but never really on a personal level
Always cordial
Yet people sickened all around yet i am blessed with a being here and now
Cursed into my life of sorts
But blessed to be me and blessed to be in my existence
Intergalactic self yet wanting to meld with the earth
Mostly i connect at times to a place long forgotten
Imploding thoughts
Excellent vibe
But uncharacteristic notions for evolution
I work to better myself
I aim to be liberated
I strive to be a force of power and comfort
I like to be seen as happy and content in a genuine and sincere way
My only being here is present and hard to imagine myself as one of the most shining examples of a romantic and confessional poet and blogger of all time
To see oneself as a failure amidst a wealth of talent seems silly
I strive to be essentially free and most of all passively meh
The process of living and the most thoughts of evolving are with all of us
Scattered energy
Believing dialogue
Wonderous thoughts of the evolution
I sat next to him the blondie with the jade necklace and was reminded of how i will feel in
*his* presence
Not having to theorize/analyze
Thoughts of my own will superceding all forms of existence
A being as unique as possible making my mark
But the thoughts to the theory of belief
Making a way to the self of one
In an instant the evolution takes over
And explosive wit follows through
Believing and wanting to believe are two very different things
I ask my guides to find me and what i get is squirrel
These things much like the chipmunk are the cutest species on earth
It took me to a room where i was talking with a kid dwarf
I was living with it
He asked me if i found a key
Now i played cool cause i pocketed it long ago
I had to get ready for an upcoming train trip so i had to be swift
When the dwarf turned away i tucked the key in plain sight and he noticed it and we both went wow
The squirrel took me to a university place
Now i get this feeling when i am at a place like this
Surrounded by people of my own kind , free thinkers , beautiful old souls
There is almost an intoxicating magic that can only be felt if you walk the grounds of evergreen state college
I felt at home or just supremely comfortable
I was skipping through pathways and rain was falling on my face there was a few people with me
This lady came up to us and said she had a kid being abused by a guy then she started to walk away so we ran up and called the police for her
I handed the phone off to one of my crew and started walking the opposite direction looking up i saw the black clouds dripping rain on me and the glow of the houses hosting parties all around
I ran into 3 skater boys omg studmuffins could be frat boys who knows , 2 blonde boys and one dark haired guy just totally surfer skater look
One said he just ignores people i laughed at that and said i do too
And he said we will get along with you fine..I noticed the police van go by with military as well to the other gaggle of people
And i thought ok time to take my leave so i wandered through the trails some more and found a dimensional library
There was a lady using a giant oversized typewriter with thousands of characters on it i couldn’t quite make it out but i looked all around and saw devices and machines i have never seen in my whole existence nor could i even comprehend them in their totality
I just observed...Then the thought occurred to me to go find those skater studs again and go at it
Everyone was on perpetual mushrooms
I love it !
- Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage

Lifestyle theory

The most identifiable tool in the arsenal of the elite mindframe is the identity of the ego
While they know that many many others out there are followers and have no inclination to be a leader they use this to their advantage
Many would assume we live in a very talented and productive world
When in fact it is quite the opposite
Many people are newer incarnations and i am unsure of the exact basis of measurement but i am guessing it is around the 100,000 to one ....mark, of newer incarnations vs. One old soul
Now this provides the old soul with quite the situation to be involved in
Everywhere that individual goes they are met with an illusion of sorts but more of a warfare
While they know in their mind their capabilities it is generally snuffed out by those that have so casually blended in with society
Of course when you live in a society that will judge you solely by what you wear out of the house and whether you can afford a snappy pinstripe suit rather than just some sweatpants and a shirt
This provides one being with a capitalist suffusion
The world as its seen is simply a basis of measurement for our own reality
While other realities may not be your own – the only basis is your own perception of thoughtform
While much is going on all around us
It is easier to be in the present moment and not distracted by the complexities that it brings to distract you
The only evidence of what you have of other beings is simply them bringing their neatly dressed presence into your perception and of course you judging them based on a few characteristics
Sometimes with familiarity it is easier to call or email
It helps me to understand more about myself when i think of my own illness and peoples perception of it – it is an undefined yet measurable illness that doesn’t show scars or cuts
For me when i get symptoms of the illness it is normal to feel that way i don’t have red lights blinking that says i am schizophrenic – so to see things out of reality – to see things out of basis of reality
That brings up quite a bit of argument – most are happy blending with reality
It feels like anybody willing to question reality is met with a swift diagnosis
Now mind you it was the establishments vehicle to blame it all on the weed i was smoking at the time of my hospitalisations. But it goes much deeper than that
A brother with the same illness, family history and an almost unretriveable soul dimensionally
One only needs to read further into my pieces to discover what exactly i go through each night and sometimes it can be stressful
Most of the time however it is my own perceptive reality however surreal it may sound
Some have said i have read your stuff your a genius
Exactly quite the opposite
While i may excel in some areas in life
I generally lack the essential skills in others
That other people generally have a wealth of skillset where i seriously lack even the motor skills to relate
The Buddhist monks would all be somewhat diagnosed with schizophrenia
Think of it , they choose a non sexual lifestyle, meditate hours daily, wear only one outfit and only eat once a day
They would seem like people you would want to save from themselves
While this life has always attracted me i feel i am somewhat needed out here
Only trying to be enigmatic and soulphilosophy triptastic and infinite
While many that write simply write about their daily bodily functions or their daily interactions or celebrity gossip and rumours etc
It is much easier for me to offer a basis of direction
Either enlightenment or evolution
It is comforting that i may contribute to the anonymous surfer online
But also i know and feel the people that read my pieces
And i aim to guide and protect them
Speaking of guides
I ask my guide to find me and what i get is a surprising amusement
It is a pig , a common barn pig ... now i know these creatures have a bad rapport with society being known as burying themselves in their own filth – i think quite the opposite this pig is buttermilk white and very cute and able to be pet and very clean as well !!!
The pig took me to a shower room and a lady had her legs around a guy while they were taking a shower basically her thighs were at eye level of the guy
I was like yikes what the hell am i staring at so i walked down the path and came up to a guy and he said they were on apocalyptic style rations. So he laid out three cans in front of meh
A can of cat food, a can of potatoes , a can of vegetables
We were starving to death so we dug in – i couldnt really bring myself to eat the can of cat food and he said its ok we can save that one until were really hungry
I wanted to have kissable lips not a cat food mouth !!
The pig ran by and flicked me on its back with one motion and we were off
I was waiting for a bus at a university
You waited about 20 min for the bus to pull up then everyone had to go thru a search of their hair to board the bus . now i was unsure what they were looking for, lice perhaps or they were testing people
I was in the line where they were taking samples and one guy in front of me they pulled his hair out with something on the end of it , a bit of flesh or a piece of plastic i am unsure
I told a guy standing next to me that this is like on the level of the nazis
And he said believe it
He asked my age
I said 20
(i don’t know why)
He said jeeze i am going to be going into an old folks home soon
I said well you look VERY young for your age then
And VERY hot and he smiled
And i grabbed the back of his head and brought it in closer and licked his bottom lip and then his top lip and made out with him in line
Nobody seemed to notice except the pig
Which took me to an apartment where i had moved in with a bald man
There was a lady there with us as well and we all went for a walk and were back in the apartment
The bald guy was disloyal in some way
I got mad and was about to move out
The lady left and left us there i was looking thru my clothes for something to throw out
So i settled on the orange Buddhist vest i have
It is 4 times too big for me anyway
Packing up my stuff i left the place only to see the back of the guys head the whole time staring at the computer
Perhaps i will find my way
;)

Nicely adept at the level of an observer
Chillen psychological thriller
Finite wisdom
Chill set of baseless fact and amusement
Ivy level linguistics ignore meh
People generally amuse me
Cultist society intrigues me
Off in the power self of the path
Encouraging intentional divide in ones soul
Being one with the self while maintaining a being
Being one with a surrounding
While maintaining a reality
A spectacular enlightenment
Not one i want on my own
But something i need to share with others
Because enlightenment is elusive and undefined
It is here in front of you
In between me
And the reality in which we reside
- Shaun A. Delage

triptoe tip toe

For most the goal seems to be to set as many others free as possible
Where i see this as beneficial
I also see the extreme point to make in setting oneself free and liberating your own being
While it is ok to do this once you feel somewhat liberated from suffering
Just simply finding your own answers and coming to terms with how far you have come on your path
Basically the only verification you need is to speak with others about your travels
And you will see how far youve come especially if you have issues relating to the common individual
While most would assume even looking for answers is a sin i think to myself everything seems to be a sin
Questioning ones surroundings
Questioning everything you know
Questioning evolution
Questioning the society we live in
Questioning what is told to us
Questioning what is given to us
Questioning everything that is so elegantly handed to us
For most of the enlightenment to happen
One needs to step out of their body and question
Not saying you may ever come to any answers
I am saying it is best to be a bit anti authority about your life
People judge this theory by how the institutions handle catastrophe
Survival of the fittest
I definitely will not be one of the body bags laying in an arena somewhere
Simply going where i was told
I sit casually about ¼ of the way through my life
Safe to assume with advances in science and medicine i will probably live to be about 3 or 4 times older than originally speculated and knowing full well that the future is happening currently i come to terms with the fact that i could be a 1000 year old being guiding my every move elsewhere
Wiser than me
Wiser than my society
Wiser than i will ever be
That is why i don’t let little things bother me
Perhaps i am lucky – just daily drama seems so pointless
Instilling my own notions of societal balance on the masses i simply dwell in enlightened thoughtform
Not because i base it out of egotist need
I dwell in the highest thoughtform possible because it helps me with my own life
Linguistic wise nobody ever really understands me
i guess it is easier to go through life just knowing
All i can think of is his hand by the beach or that smile in the cafe
For him to be all corny and shyly say “i love you shaun”
Because i would just melt
But to do that he needs to be the fullest person possible
He needs to be of the most enlightened mindframe possible
He needs to have learnt his lessons, and come to terms with where he is going
He needs to be able to love himself to love me
He needs to be able to communicate that love
He knows it
I know it
When we meet
It will all fall into place
I just never search out of desperation for him because in a way i know he is coming
I have felt him by my side a few times
Ive seen him in other eyes countless times
Ive felt his stare and his touch and his pleasure
And i still wait patiently
I just don’t want to be one of the many that never finds him
Or waits endlessly with a candle in the window and he never shows up
Or i don’t pay any attention to him when he does show up because i am so worried about my own hang-ups
Initially there will be much to explain
I don’t know why
Perhaps a verifiable point of existence
Two paths meeting
Trying to justify an action or two
Who knows
Just the explosive cosmos move way too slowly for most to notice.
I ask my guides to find me and show me the way
What i get is a nice deer
It is a baby female deer
It was licking some water out of a pond and it looked amazing
The felt was lighter brown and beautiful slim head and a long body
I was on a yacht i had to lower my voice after the guard said to me if i speak to him that way i will be in trouble
The yacht was parked in a bay and moving slowly in the water
In the darkened night sky i could see into the water and there was glowfish and glow corral underneath
It was quite beautiful
The deer was looking at me from inside
I could tell she was a bit fearful of water
I arrived at a party in a foreign country ...two men came up and asked me for ID
They said they were there to protect meh
One was the ministry of protection and the other was a naturopath
So i showed them and they knew all about me
I asked the one guy what his job entails but he wouldn’t go into detail
We walked thru the crowd and came up by some full blood natives
They were asking me questions and one reached into his hoodie to the dismay of my protectors and pulled out some gold and gave it to me lol
Then the other one kept pointing a gun at herself and trying to hit herself
The deer walked thru the crowd and i hopped on like a horse
I was in the middle of a market
A guy had cut his hand and i called 9-11 but they put me on hold for like ever
So i was faced with a dilemma hang up and try again or stay on the phone
So i hung up and dialled again and these massive firetrucks about a block long pulled up quite amazing about 16 times the size of a normal one here
Like a ship almost
Krishna music drums started up and people started to party
There was this cute young blonde guy and he came up and held my hand
And his girlfriend came up and yelled at us so we made out passionately in front of everyone
Then i looked over and some ruffians were spraypainting peoples mouths with spraypaint
And police had to chase them through the crowd ...sick i thought to myself
And i looked at blondie and went in for another LICK of his top lip !!!

Masses defeat me
Yet individuals astound my being
Sensible intellect
Refined wisdom
Virtual empathy
A self of unknowing twist of fate
Self of captivating shocking creativity
Theories abound of selfless service
Yet a thought amidst of courageous risk
Forgetting the past
Not harmonizing with the future
Theoretical physics takes over more earth based dialect
Countless dimensions to visit
When i am simply here
The only being on earth
That can attest to seeing into other worlds
Many others may have the sight
But no others are welcome to perceive it as i
My dream journal on ebay for $17,000,000 U.S.
Not only because i believe
But because i can see
Stripping away the hypotheticals
And wandering into an abyss of surrealism
Realism
Intuition
And wandering farther away from maniacs that think they own me
Lunatics that think they own my spirit
Nutcases that believe they own my perception
Weirdos that think they own my sins
Kooks that look at meh strange
Oddies that are nasty in speech
Only look forward
Only look upward
Never look back
Never look down
Only glide into the future
With One thing
Your most happiest
Most beautiful
Shining
SMILE
- Shaun A. Delage