For most the goal seems to be to set as many others free as possible
Where i see this as beneficial
I also see the extreme point to make in setting oneself free and liberating your own being
While it is ok to do this once you feel somewhat liberated from suffering
Just simply finding your own answers and coming to terms with how far you have come on your path
Basically the only verification you need is to speak with others about your travels
And you will see how far youve come especially if you have issues relating to the common individual
While most would assume even looking for answers is a sin i think to myself everything seems to be a sin
Questioning ones surroundings
Questioning everything you know
Questioning evolution
Questioning the society we live in
Questioning what is told to us
Questioning what is given to us
Questioning everything that is so elegantly handed to us
For most of the enlightenment to happen
One needs to step out of their body and question
Not saying you may ever come to any answers
I am saying it is best to be a bit anti authority about your life
People judge this theory by how the institutions handle catastrophe
Survival of the fittest
I definitely will not be one of the body bags laying in an arena somewhere
Simply going where i was told
I sit casually about ¼ of the way through my life
Safe to assume with advances in science and medicine i will probably live to be about 3 or 4 times older than originally speculated and knowing full well that the future is happening currently i come to terms with the fact that i could be a 1000 year old being guiding my every move elsewhere
Wiser than me
Wiser than my society
Wiser than i will ever be
That is why i don’t let little things bother me
Perhaps i am lucky – just daily drama seems so pointless
Instilling my own notions of societal balance on the masses i simply dwell in enlightened thoughtform
Not because i base it out of egotist need
I dwell in the highest thoughtform possible because it helps me with my own life
Linguistic wise nobody ever really understands me
i guess it is easier to go through life just knowing
All i can think of is his hand by the beach or that smile in the cafe
For him to be all corny and shyly say “i love you shaun”
Because i would just melt
But to do that he needs to be the fullest person possible
He needs to be of the most enlightened mindframe possible
He needs to have learnt his lessons, and come to terms with where he is going
He needs to be able to love himself to love me
He needs to be able to communicate that love
He knows it
I know it
When we meet
It will all fall into place
I just never search out of desperation for him because in a way i know he is coming
I have felt him by my side a few times
Ive seen him in other eyes countless times
Ive felt his stare and his touch and his pleasure
And i still wait patiently
I just don’t want to be one of the many that never finds him
Or waits endlessly with a candle in the window and he never shows up
Or i don’t pay any attention to him when he does show up because i am so worried about my own hang-ups
Initially there will be much to explain
I don’t know why
Perhaps a verifiable point of existence
Two paths meeting
Trying to justify an action or two
Who knows
Just the explosive cosmos move way too slowly for most to notice.
I ask my guides to find me and show me the way
What i get is a nice deer
It is a baby female deer
It was licking some water out of a pond and it looked amazing
The felt was lighter brown and beautiful slim head and a long body
I was on a yacht i had to lower my voice after the guard said to me if i speak to him that way i will be in trouble
The yacht was parked in a bay and moving slowly in the water
In the darkened night sky i could see into the water and there was glowfish and glow corral underneath
It was quite beautiful
The deer was looking at me from inside
I could tell she was a bit fearful of water
I arrived at a party in a foreign country ...two men came up and asked me for ID
They said they were there to protect meh
One was the ministry of protection and the other was a naturopath
So i showed them and they knew all about me
I asked the one guy what his job entails but he wouldn’t go into detail
We walked thru the crowd and came up by some full blood natives
They were asking me questions and one reached into his hoodie to the dismay of my protectors and pulled out some gold and gave it to me lol
Then the other one kept pointing a gun at herself and trying to hit herself
The deer walked thru the crowd and i hopped on like a horse
I was in the middle of a market
A guy had cut his hand and i called 9-11 but they put me on hold for like ever
So i was faced with a dilemma hang up and try again or stay on the phone
So i hung up and dialled again and these massive firetrucks about a block long pulled up quite amazing about 16 times the size of a normal one here
Like a ship almost
Krishna music drums started up and people started to party
There was this cute young blonde guy and he came up and held my hand
And his girlfriend came up and yelled at us so we made out passionately in front of everyone
Then i looked over and some ruffians were spraypainting peoples mouths with spraypaint
And police had to chase them through the crowd ...sick i thought to myself
And i looked at blondie and went in for another LICK of his top lip !!!
Masses defeat me
Yet individuals astound my being
Sensible intellect
Refined wisdom
Virtual empathy
A self of unknowing twist of fate
Self of captivating shocking creativity
Theories abound of selfless service
Yet a thought amidst of courageous risk
Forgetting the past
Not harmonizing with the future
Theoretical physics takes over more earth based dialect
Countless dimensions to visit
When i am simply here
The only being on earth
That can attest to seeing into other worlds
Many others may have the sight
But no others are welcome to perceive it as i
My dream journal on ebay for $17,000,000 U.S.
Not only because i believe
But because i can see
Stripping away the hypotheticals
And wandering into an abyss of surrealism
Realism
Intuition
And wandering farther away from maniacs that think they own me
Lunatics that think they own my spirit
Nutcases that believe they own my perception
Weirdos that think they own my sins
Kooks that look at meh strange
Oddies that are nasty in speech
Only look forward
Only look upward
Never look back
Never look down
Only glide into the future
With One thing
Your most happiest
Most beautiful
Shining
SMILE
- Shaun A. Delage