TinKeRToTz

10,000 nutz

I think living in a time of non-belief is the same as living in a time of complete unquestionable belief in god. So I have found a place of serenity in the middle way. Placing my belief system in that of good and evil. See I lived a paradoxical life that was a mish mash of half good half evil.

When you come from this, you tend not to view a choice as wrong, or criminal per se, but a learning experience. Which places you in a very precarious position within the karmic wheel. If I had not been blessed enough karmically to not find meditation and peace, I would have been locked up most of my adult life. I think of the countless people behind bars sometimes in my meditation, those that don’t have freedom, and then I think of how insanely criminal a government such as HARPERS government or the USA under bush or whatever and I can see how they have pretty much locked up most people that question the system and that alter their consciousness or market the idea of altering consciousness.

I think of how evil the system is locking up the freedom fighters and matrix warriors constantly because I believe there is many millions that should not be confined behind bars this very moment, where we live in a world where choice is governed by karma, and may I say it, another more evil and dark force.

Simply saying that some people can be sent into a rage, or packing across the country with simple neuro linguistics from an initiated person. I believe that the people that are locked up behind bars this very moment and have their freedom taken away is a complete travesty on humanity, the system has failed.

Why, they would want to come out here, and pay rent, taxes, and have to commute etc and deal with real life pressures is beyond me. But these people are locked inside a system that promotes gang culture, rape, survival of the fittest. I am sure there are other equations I am not thinking of when it comes to people behind bars, like the people that definitely deserve to be there like serial murderers and rapists and molesters etc but that is not what I think of when I write this. What I think of is the pot smokers, LSD dealers, mushroom ravers, Guantanamo Bay prisoners, locked inside a prison that is not even in any sort of countries legal system. I think of the US and Canadian soldiers raping on afghani’s and urinating on dead corpses.

You begin to understand that you are right in the middle of something that could totally implode because the people running the show only look out for their own. We have people starving and dying because this system is so cruel and unfair everyday.

These people in prison, these young men, are told there is nothing the authorities can do if they are raped. Excuse me, if you did your job properly and watched these people like you are supposed to do then there would be no prison rape. There would be no horror, people don’t go to prison to be brutalized.

So when I contemplate my government, my continent, the freedoms of western society and what I am involved in, I think of these things. And then my thoughts go to the super elite, to the ones that have it all, an 18,000 square foot mansion, 4 cars, and $16,000,000 in the bank. But what they have to go through to keep or attain that wealth is horror beyond belief-interdimensional magic, and oaths, fraternal hazing, twisted orgies, weird pharmaceuticals…..

Just a painful and incredible insane society we live in all spectrums, so why somebody would want to attain massive wealth is something I know of, but why they would want to attain it the way they do is beyond me. To tell you the truth they are damn desperate to attain wealth and fame they will do anything they can.

When I compare myself to anybody I think it’s wise to research and compare yourself to a Buddhist monk rather than celebrity worship. A Buddhist monk lives simply and without money, a good book to start is the monastic code, a guide to living as a monk or nun, and start listening to one of three thousand discourses listed at the bottom of this ministry.

I think real wealth should come within, it should not be any external force. It may not even happen this lifetime, and that is something nobody wants to hear, so they get increasingly desperate. Especially in a society run by money where people work 5 hours just to afford a scarf.

Anyways I have been on a path of bettering myself, I have remastered and listed quite a few of affirmations and hypnosis and stuff in the audio discourse section of this blog in my links and I have provided quite a treasure trove of stuff you can use in your meditations to achieve real peace.

I have been pondering doing a few more doctorates with the Universal Life Church.

I have quit smoking, on day 5 now, and it is a breeze – I am motivated by money and a long life.

I have been organising my home and living a pretty awesome life out here in the furest

So somewhere karma has rewarded me with a beautiful home and life out here.

If you ever need help with your own life, my best advice is to ALWAYS look within. And not be fearful of yourself or solitude. Enjoy the blessings that come with life, because there are few and they are rare.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Beet Bunneh

The video below got me thinking about my role, and this blog and everything it embodies.

A few reasons why I left the internet clique “the Resistance” is because I felt the whole asking for donations thing was pretty bizarre, them telling you what to eat and think, and the enigmatic leader was preaching these qualities while eluding to superhuman qualities.

I do thank the resistance in the moment for helping me question my life, being able to download 2000 ebooks, and I have met a few cool friends whom I stay friends with to this day.

I think of myself, as an ordained minister preaching from the pulpit what I think should be said, in a pseudo dhamma/dharma discourse, because it is the enlightenment speaking through me in the moment. I have never strived for the all mighty dollar because to put it honestly, all my needs are taken care of, I have no worries there.

I have been as honest as I could be, with a bit of humour and people have checked out my story and find that it all matches up, honestly nobody cares about monarch slaves, because you are seen as a defilement of society that needs to be corrected, demolay prince so to speak.

While at some points in my life I have exuded sociopathic and psychopathic qualities. I have worked tirelessly to rid myself of those qualities and to attain higher qualities, I tend to look at this whole world as a videogame, a massive multiplayer online virtual world.

I like to burn sai baba incense, and meditate about 10 times a day, I am nocturnal, I identify with being Buddhist, I LOVE techno and listen to it about 7 hours a day, I enjoy contesting, and do things like drink bentonite clay and take green veggie pills, but I strongly believe eating what you wish is up to the individual as we are all different, there is no blanket approach to enlightenment sadly, it is something that each person needs to figure out for themselves, I do believe in a heaven and hell along with reincarnation, I am not really set in my beliefs in those departments because truthfully nobody really knows what the hell is going on until you die.

I believe there has to be a place for people that inflict harm, hatred, abuse, negativity, and pain on others to go, while holding the idea that perhaps they get reborn as a shark or a rock.

I strongly believe that one day I will become enlightened and liberated, because that is what I attain to accomplish, but with that comes, wealth, power, prestige, success, happiness, fruitfulness, and serenity.

I have never attained to push my beliefs on anybody, just make them known, I tend to look at this blog as a place I can record a piece of my inherent humanity for some time to help others on their path.

I don’t hide the fact that this is a church in a blog and churches have options open to them if they take in countless donations, but everyone is striving for your last dollar, I don’t want to be THAT place either.

Most monarch sciences scenarios tend to sell you their book or their life story, and I have done the opposite, I have put myself out there in the hopes that some people have the investigative skills to ascertain what I say is the truth or not, and one of my friends did her work and fully investigated my manifesto, and she not only gave me validation, but also some new tips surrounding the people involved.

Not many people are wanting enlightenment or to be released from the cycle of birth and rebirth, most people are vaguely aware of the concept of karma, Just because I use the title of Reverend or Doctor does not mean that I view myself higher than anybody else, It just helps me with the entitlement needed to run a virtual ministry properly, and looks mighty fine on my bank cards and bills lol

I feel proud for what I have done here, perhaps stopped somebody in their tracks from inflicting harm, or helped somebody connect to an enigmatic recluse, or helped somebody find healing in the form of an audio Buddhist discourse, or helped an individual understand to appreciate the unknown or smaller animals etc

Thank you for being apart of this virtual ministry

-Shaun A. Delage   

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Feline Lick

I pretty much wholeheartedly believe that gambling is one of my vices that needs to be conquered and money won’t flow until I meet this head on. We all have our vices, I just love the cartoonish slots and the mini wins, but online casinos are such a rip off. I put up an affiliate link on the church a few days ago for one of the best ones online, but after some meditation on how much I struggle with it, I don’t want to hand over the same struggle to one of my readers, so recently I closed my account with a payment service called entropay. I think it takes much more than self-control with something like this, it is a true addiction and something that has ruined many people ten fold.

I am happy though because I am able to address this in me, the craving for more money. And I have surpassed challenges before, my biggest one was marijuana- I love that stuff way too much. In my rave days I could consume copious amounts of party drugs but was never really addicted. Later on I succumbed to 420 because it is just too damn good.

I think I would revisit the issue if it was legalized and perhaps genetically modified to take away the munchies and paranoia. There was a time I was smoking it 12 times in one day and it was definitely a sad time in my life because it really made me quite isolated, and this is something I enjoy a lot lately, living in the country away from people. Anyways I am just glad that more deeper addictions didn’t find me, because I was going through about $60 in one or two nights of 420 and that is just not sustainable lol

Don’t get me wrong, this virtual ministry and the reverend behind it fully argue for the legalization of all substances but there has to be safe guards in place, how isolated the heroin addict must feel having to shy away in an alley to shoot up in their arm with a needle, like that is just purely disgusting in my opinion but there has to be a level of compassion for suffering when you think of people such as this and their struggle, what choices they have made, what abuse they have suffered at the angry hands of their parents, siblings, spouses or bad dates.

I look at my challenges and what I am here to face, and I can say full on that most of my observations come to me after some meditation or after drinking a 6 pack of beer lol, but also they come to me in this acute ability to observe ones own actions and be able to critique them later, most people live oblivious to this concept and blindly go about afflicting harm on others and have no ability to rethink things and think to themselves another course of action.

Internet gambling is sketchy at best too, most online casinos are licensed out of shady Caribbean islands or through the kahnawake mowhawk reserve so good luck getting the $8500 they owe you lol anywayss it was just this that made me think, I was logging into one of my recently favourite casinos called red flush casino and made my deposit and then suddenly I noticed they automatically doubled my deposit in some weird automatic bonus scheme, anyways I played for a bit and won about $130 and went to withdraw and it said I needed to play the bonus which only comes as the last bit of the $130, so essentially you have to play to zero to cash out again, I talked to the customer service who confirmed this for me, and she said “some of our players like this bonus” I was like are you effin kidding me? Who on earth would ‘like’ this scheme. So I told her she lost a loyal player.

Anyways one group of casinos was left the jetbingo,bingoliner, bingocafe, setups. And I observed the amount I put in and found that I end up spending more if I do a withdrawl thinking I will win, anyways the whole thing just stressed me out and I decided with the help of the gods to end this part of me.

I will resume moderate lottery ticket buying with my local government casino which does online gambling but I will set limits for myself, there is a much more easier process going through a legit and regulated scenario rather than something setup in the Netherlands Antilles lol There are people that never question their habits or vices, and it kills them!

I think this is something I personally have to work on, and cannot remain ignorant to it for long, I mean what if my novels hit it big, what if I win in excess of a million dollars, I don’t want to be the person you have heard about that has spent it all in two years and is living in a slum what a travesty

It is sad that some people are born into massive amounts of wealth and don’t have to deal with some of the obstacles the rest of us have to deal with but most really rich people are cokeheads or Satanists anyway so it would just be fortuitous for somebody like me to win or be published or my art to hit mainstream.

I am proud of the fact that I have a loving and supportive partner who understands me, and doesn’t criticize me, I am happy that I have distanced myself and isolated myself in a beautiful forest ashram away from my family and the madness of an insane world and that I get to lead my dream faith to absolute serenity.

-Shaun A. Delage 

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MuTT HeaVen

We are at a great time of awakening, a time of intelligence, magnificence, and beauty.

But there is also a dark side to the future, one which goes unseen, and unheard of, mainly because you have to seek out answers in the farthest corners of the world or the internet to find the answers you seek.

It is true that there are people that are far more developed than some of the famous people or celebrities you see, people far more enlightened and that could offer the world more than you can imagine which is why the world is setup to ignore these types so people can focus on what they want you to hear, and by ‘they’ I mean the secret societies running earth, better not to just focus on one like the freemasons, but there is such a vast array of them networked and most of them probably don’t even have a name theoretically.

The system is very scared of giving people that are relatively enlightened or intelligent any sort of renumeration or fame, because they know if they gave the people with true quantities of enlightenment or intelligence it could destabilize the dimension completely and that is just with one being let alone fifty beings of relative enlightened intelligence and spiritual qualities.

This is why we have trivial matters such as the bible, gender issues, sexuality, race, wars, and food to occupy our minds, but they go even further by making people work painstakingly long hours so the mind never has a chance to go into unchartered waters and begin to unravel the mystery.

I have no doubt there is some black magic taking place in reality and am very in tune with this type of observance, because it usually stays one step ahead of all of us. Simply by being more quick, more efficient at bringing over souls, more enlightened dare I say, but it is not of the good kind.

The real true freedom fighters and intelligentsia if given the keys could in effect guide the entire human race to complete liberation but there is so many of these initiated unintelligent beings that hold the keys and furthermore these beings simply gave over the nature and future of their soul to the dark arts.

I have been surprised that even at age 15 I was more intelligent and more eloquent in my English and more cunning than somebody that had 12 million in their bank, and the question has always come up in my mind, why am I not even given $1000 in cash, how about $2000, how about $1,000,000

And why do these people that have zero compassion and zero interest in enlightenment seem to hold all the keys? And the answer goes invariably back to the black magic quotient.

So growing from that and working with my very modest Buddhist monks wage I can make $100 go one thousand times faster than their $1,000,000 because I have had to be very smart playing my role in this reality, and for the most part, especially digitally I think I am superior to most of the characters I have encountered in life given the fact that I live in relative poverty and with nothing comes absolute creativity.

In essence there has to be room for everyone in society or we will keep seeing this negativity prevail, because we tend to ignore the conciousnesses that are forgotten, those scruffy former MBA graduates that you see on the street harvesting trash for their next lunch.

You would think that with limitless money and wealth and creativity we could do things to forward the human race and quite so, the USA could have solved most of their problems with hunger, poverty and crime had they not partook in the wars that have indebted their society, but essentially on other dimensions the USA is very enlightened and yet on others probably the most poor as well, imagine 1000 dimensions operating concurrently where we reside on the one most realistic yet two dimensions over the names are all mixed up with the elite holding all the slave jobs and the slaves on this dimension holding all the status. This is the ultimate game, and they travel well and work to understand whom is who on some places and where they reside on others and observe this game.

I think on many other dimensions, I may have come into this chaos, and have submitted to the dark arts, ironically the war may be with me fighting myself to wage war to become a failure.

What evidence do you have that this is a supreme reality that you exist?

What evidence do you have that this is heaven or hell?

Do you believe the nonsense they regurgitate in the media to us?

Can you believe that we are not permitted to smoke marijuana legally as this is the most enlightened plant in the universe, meanwhile we are ‘permitted’ to ingest copious amounts of pharmaceuticals, alcohol, cigarettes, MSG, Aspartame and poisonous interdimensional cocktails known as coke and pepsi

 Why does every type of enlightenment tend to be from initiated secret society members?

The truth is, things are starting to unravel and it may be a world war that will completely enlighten us and the funny thing is from the office of the PRIME minister of Canada to the office of President of the USA to chancellor of Germany to the royal households of the U.K. to the Netherlands to Quatar are all controlled by alien beings from other planets and other dimensions.

We see people like Stephen Harper and Obama and merkel and Elizabeth but we do not see them all the time, that is the key, we are not permitted too, the fact is they could be spending 10 months out of the year travelling dimensions and only inhabit this dimension 2 months out of the year per se or work with their dimensional initiate doppelganger to further the illusion, meanwhile they are systematically and methodically locking up the last remaining human beings into prisons or infecting them with sickness to make sure this dimension falls.

I am not really content with this so called reality as you can tell, and things that have opened my eyes I have listed in my manifesto so no need to parrot them here but that is one reason I chose a spiritual existence because at one point in this so called history the Church was higher than the state.

 Sometimes it takes a being that is detached from it all to be able to awaken and enlighten others which is why I have also embarked on a decade long quest of inner sight, finding answers, manifestation etc

I strongly believe everything you seek rests within the mind, so wise to welcome things like –wealth, love, success, liberation ( and specify what you want to be liberated from be it, poverty, debt, sickness, ignorance, anger, abusive past, negativity, illusion etc) happiness, luck, wealth, power, adoration, authority, beauty, uniqueness, good health, spituality, universal mind, courage etc

But be sure to send things out the other end of the body such as anger, sickness, poverty, abuse, negativity, cancer, ignorance, hatred, illusion etc, and give it back to the world that gave it to you.

The world needs many more enlightened beings, are you up for the task?

-          Shaun A. Delage

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XTRA WEST

This is my ad in xtra west gay newspaper with 40k readers (toronto edition) 

I am in the next 5 weeks !!!

ticking life

Well I cant help but feel somewhat nomadic lately, leaving home, moving into a mysterious and enchanted forest cabin in the woods, surrounded by birds singing, deer feeding,

Now I am off to Vancouver with a backpack and gonna stay there for 2 weeks or so

I really like catsitting because cats make me think about the nature of souls, I question why I wasn’t born a cat but I probably was, haha

Without cats and dogs humans would die (I am serious- we would lose many people if we didn’t have these loyal pets as our friends)

They are the soulmate you don’t have to win over, or the daughter or son you never could have, a shoulder to cry on, something to nuzzle into and something that loves you unconditionally

Part of me wonders if they are aware of exactly how expansive the world is, I bet when they walk outside they seem a bit schizophrenic. Humans humans everywhere they must wonder

I walk my cat in the forest and it seems like the three souls that needed to unite through a chaotic millennium shift did happen and needed to happen

I strongly believe my new man has the forecast to be long term, while I am throwing out titles like roomie and room mate I understand deep in my heart that he has the qualities I have been longing for and searching for in a man

Everyone has things they are dealing with but my out of the blue bursts of schizophrenic and imaginative dialogue has him on his toes, I see an equal exchange of enlightenment between us and an equal level of communication and I see him as equal and he sees me

I am going to miss my forest nook, my barn cat/stew cat and my new mysterious aquarian

He almost gets to witness the madness of an aries world

Welcome to ARIES 2012 haha on top of it all I turn 30 tomorrow

Kind of an epic bday

My last living situation was stable and materialistic

Now I give it more stability more serenity and more spirituality

I only believe in love above all else, and that makes me an oddity in the world, I have seen the evils of wealth and it isn’t really much I want to obtain in that department

It would be nice to be wealthy don’t get me wrong but I think you have to learn some serious life lessons to effectively handle wealth and do well with it otherwise you end up some sellout old hybrid reptilian

It is tough to go through the world being out of touch with reality but I only have searched for things that would bring me enlightenment

Part of me moving to a forest cabin with a beautiful man is the work of the divine in my opinion

It is the manifestation of my hopes, goals, dreams and survival in case society goes nuts….but I am not in it for the survival although having a serene mountain man as my guide would be fortunate

Somebody that knows how to cut down a tree, trap a rabbit, caulk a gun, plant veggies, pull weeds

Somebody that has made their life as serene as possible is the most fortunate circumstance

But that is not what I was hoping for. What I have been longing for is a man to love and respect me that is kind, sincere, honest, happy, caring, sensitive, and skilled in his own regard

I have no idea how to paint a bathroom or fix a shelf likewise he may get a few chapters penned the wrong way in his novella but we each bring enlightenment to each other

My greatest fear it seems is being loved, I have been loved at times but it was always a different love, a material love, a forgotten love, a painful love, a strictly sexual love, a poor love

But to find an impressive smile and an immaculate being was my only goal, honest eyes, caring nature

This is what people sing about

Now I am in Vancouver and I will be here for a few weeks

Expect some more discourses because I will have time on my hands

Happy spring blogbuddies

-Shaun A. Delage

dawg shuffle dance

Without the orgasm state many of us would be left in an abysmal place to live, likewise without any real material wealth much of us would give up and not want to continue in this reality

Likewise the food state is much of what keeps us plugging along without any real hinderance to our spiritual being. Truth is, without these three things, many people would choose to give up

I wrote years back that the lotteries are practically the only thing keeping many of us going, the thought of a being being liberated from suffering financially is too massive for any one being to comprehend, for many of the newer incarnates they are hopelessly addicted to the orgasm state, mind you orgasms are beautiful but also some evil can be construed and some may wonder of the karmic consequences of an orgasm. Being associated with child sex, and rape, and pain etc

I am not advocating for my disciples to be asexual hell no. I mean when your so filled with lust and feelings of sex it is always wise to release that tension however you see fit, if it means watching a group sex porn video or a sneaker porn or ball stretching than so be it you need it

I am advocating as well to use that sexual tension for other projects like creativity

Pleasing a partner seems to be my greatest fear, maybe being single is in my forecast for the rest of my life …since the common quip seems to be put out or get out lol

There is many avenues in life to cycle your sexual tension into

Thankfully thanks to the internet we live in a time of complete sexual liberation, thanks to google and some creativity any fantasy can be lived from sailor porn to transvestite anal fetish lol

What a major time to be alive before the advent of internet sexuality, have we come to a time when people are solely in love with their laptop, I don’t know, but we live in a period of existence when any fantasy can be lived out visually thankfully and this is due to the divine intellect.

The divine intellect saw many of the enhancements we see today to alleviate much of our suffering because thankfully we live in a time where our sexualities are not restricted in a sense

Still, most chavs and millennium warriors or secret closet case millennium warriors are seen as mental;ly dysfunctional, lying, obsessed lunatics when in fact most that come to full fruitition after the year 2000 are involved in something so unbelievable they cant grasp

So being an asexual gay is a setback but one where I don’t need to abuse a partner to be satisfied, one life where I may recognize them for their intelligence, talents, compassion, sincerity and happiness

Most cant grasp an asexual, I mean I am hot, nice tool to work with, young, pretty effin kewl if you ask me, compassionate loving, sincere, crazy, intelligent yet it seems that most aren’t willing to recognize those qualities in a person, just simply how they act in the bedroom

Mind you if you were blessed with 12 inches and a prowress sexually that is unbeatable than you are meant for the life you live, but for those striving for enlightenment…the sexual state doesn’t really matter to them, many are addicted to working for example, but to work you have to prove your worth and testify literally to your ability to be sadistic and this is a rather fundamentalist view but  I am detached from the working state and liberated from that state but I too have to deal with the consequences of not having any money for entertainment or pleasure.

Much of work is sadist and this may offend people but each day you are literally giving away 10 hours of your day and another four hours in thoughtform that you cant get back….rightfully so you should be compensated for such a sacrifice but as well not take advantage of that state and most wealthy people are so beyond any level of saving

It seems most people with human qualities are the ones asking you for spare change then spending that money on pot or heroin

Some of my projects to gain enlightenment include putting myself etherically in the dark dingy alley shooting up heroin or the scruffy bearded weirdo eating pie out of the garbage because if you don’t challenge yourself emotionally or enlightenment wise you will get nowhere

Unless you know and understand what is at stake you will never fully comprehend, it is nice for those that go to university prep then excel in their reptilian education program then stare at the window in their elite 70K a year school at the labourers working on the pavement below to understand how lucky they are and mind you much of intellect can be hacked in a sense that intellect can be nurtured with enough money of course

I have always strived for enlightenment above all other qualities – to say goodbye to credit in all forms near age 30 seems silly when some 17 year olds qualify for the gold card and are happily spending it on Chinese made jackets with the fur trim for $1500 a [pop]

Enlightenment it seems escapes 99.99% of society

Will you take the path that is most difficult or the one that offers the most return?

-          Shaun A. Delage

cat soul

I battle my own demons daily and as a victim of project monarch I sometimes question whether I am on the right path or not, whether I should just delete my manifesto and move on.

I am almost too deep into the conspiracy to look back, meanwhile in my real life I have many obstacles and challenges and it is tough to see the positive when you can so rightfully lash out the entire system and its inhabitants around you for being flawed

Essentially what project monarch is, is advanced luciferian sciences and it pervades our entire globe, so recognizing that thoughtform sometimes takes decades to catch up on you

Some may wonder why I haven’t been hauled in by now, I mean I wonder too, I am left alone in relative peace to do my writing these days, I think the system doesn’t know what to do with me

I am pondering several courses of action for the future, I know I don’t want to be a sellout so I just chill out amidst my world, although I have been left behind to do my own thing I cant help but ponder all the names in my reality

The damage has been done, I cant turn back now...The people on my manifesto have been tagged and described...Now I find it difficult to move on but I try

Project monarch is tough to describe because not many people are willing to discuss it in detail nor could they comprehend but I am constantly under the direction of this program and essentially will never escape it, who doesn’t want to be swept away by some wealthy sugardaddy that can solve all my problems haha but part of me doesn’t want to go that route

I mean if the person was willing to accept my inherent asexuality and thinking out of the box and the ability to navigate the cosmos then we would make a good match but other than that I am okay on my own really in abject poverty

I feel I have gone through the route of suffering to better aid my decisions but part of me wonders how a god or Buddha that is watching over me could be so cruel and I am leaning on the belief that there is divinity but that divinity doesn’t get personally involved in the struggles of man, They don’t have jurisdiction over the domain like the luciferian consciousness so were left in the wild west to achieve our total outcome

Part of me wonders how divinity could be so rigid, with millions upon millions suffering this very moment through things like hunger, poverty, sickness

And this world seems like a pseudo repository of sorts

A sick twisted game of choice and illusion, favouring the wealthy

But I only need to look into my own creativity and what I have worked with in the moment and I only need to look at what I have achieved and done to understand the workings of divinity

There are millions that are gods creations yes but they make choices that are inherently evil natured so it throws in a twist of karma

Then I am left with pondering a pig farm massacre and I believe that there could not be a divinity that allows this all to happen.

So the luciferian consciousness must have total global domination over all actions and choices and our reality while divinity works through the mind.

I only need to look at my own life to be reminded that there is divine nature, I mean I don’t have to work ever in my life, I have schizophrenia, nausea, insomnia and nerve damage in my hands

Taking me off of this benefits would essentially be a human rights violation

But in my investigations I can see the seeds being sewn by our governments for the north American union and technically everything can be shifted over to this new paradigm but it would just be an all out devastation if things were to proceed

That is why I have offered my being to testify under oath for this trauma state existentially.

Almost it seems the way we are going cannot exist as it is but what a terrifying time to be alive man oh man we have 2012 looming over the horizon, project monarch things like Satanism and murder, rape, sickness, extreme poverty, lower astral beings being harnessed enmasse and thrown back into the pits of suffering again while on earth, we have this North American union thing, we have countries rife with sex trafficking, welfare states, snuff films, people with nowhere to go and governances that care little about their residents. We have whole continents that are suffering, people without front teeth, those that are envious of beauty, only two tiers of classes now with only the poor to the very wealthy and its almost time to say wow what the fuck do we do now, if you can afford it pass the wine lolz

Things like addictions to soothe our worries, as long as the electrical impulse subsides however so mostly everything is temporary

Some would think being born into North America was a divine birth so to speak but given the challenges we face lately with people literally sleeping in squares in tents and we have a very very sad state of affairs

Luckily some have family or friends that they can live with...luckily some can find solace working labour jobs to achieve a nice paycheque

But what about those that have nothing, that are faced with unmentionable trauma under project monarch that are unable to exert their trauma in the form of a world famous manifesto

What about the cat people that just care about going to the bathroom, eating kibbles, and sleeping
and chavs that care little about selling their souls for material rewards 

What about the nature of the galaxy saying were almost here just be patient and don’t give into the trauma state

We need to start protecting the vulnerable because were losing people every minute of this existence to things like suicide, addictions and sickness

We need to say enough of this reality and ascend to much higher universal realms of thought

We need to look around and thank divinity for what we do have, and not take advantage of it but welcome the blessings of our life with open arms and say goodbye to materialism and greed and start opening your heart to people that need it

We need to welcome things like compassion for suffering, complete happiness, love for things we don’t understand, courage to go places we never dreamed of and the ability to guide and protect others

We need to be open to divinity in all forms rather than suspicious of its nature, for loving sake ur life depends on it 

^.^

-          Shaun A. Delage 

forest rodent

Two beings in love is what the world despises in a sense well better to say the system rather than the world because the world itself would work against the system to bring two souls together to unite.

I was questing after love and frustrated not finding it I came to my own sense of self on the subject

I came to my absolute end point and was so effin sad I could not find a union that connected me with my souls purpose….mind you most people unite to achieve sexual or financial harmony but on my own side of things I connect with my mate and become fixated on achieving our highest potential.

I have begun to realize exactly how flawed I am and how damaged I am and what exactly I bring to the table. It is tough to be me, many may realize that by now. I have always strived after enlightenment and ascension

I guess in ways I want to be a fix all and in ways this blog or church relays my greatest flaw, that I cannot be a fix all to everyone perhaps not even myself

I realize there is a faculty of divine beings running the show but the quest for love leaves me with more questions. In ways I always felt a resonance take over with love, almost telepathically uniting with my lover.

I see myself as not having much to offer but exactly that, my presence may be just enough for the person to come to their own enlightenment

And my husband will be struggling and damaged as well Like I am

I find Love can unite two souls together but essentially isn’t love the greatest struggle that people quest over.

I think for the most part many people are looking for the system we have to all out collapse

In ways it would make things a lot easier on all of us.

Everyone around me in a sense will be suffering and all I can do is stay at the highest possible pinnacle so that I may offer my smile to those that need it.

I have undergone great changes in my life recently, almost this unspoken telepathic bond.

I find my man to be impressive in his nature, kind, loving, caring and beautiful

I just know that I face some difficult challenges considering all the drug use and dimensional sex magic I have been involved in which most would run the other way but I sense my inherent struggles to be enlightenment in this mans eyes which intrigues me

Almost as if nothing phases my soulmate

Two souls uniting and being in love scares the system because anything can be achieved.

Perhaps my lifes purpose is being fulfilled

In a sense you have to be very very careful what you do in the current state of affairs, being in world war three and the 2012 scenario unfolding

Essentially this is the endtimes.

Why would I want to be with those that care nothing for the progression of my soul in a time such as this

Fortunately now my greatest wishes have been answered

To live in a stress free environment in the middle of the forest with a shy and sensitive and intelligent man that cares about me

Not categorized in some concrete shoebox only another number or dollar sign to most

Essentially what anybody figures out, (and many are trapped this very second in situations that are unhealthy)  is that you have to be very very careful where you place your chess piece these days

With the odds stacked up against me, being an enemy of masonry there was an unspoken bond between me and my kindred soul and I was free to go where I please in his arms and feel sheltered and protected by him.

The system itself would be against your union of course because anybody that protects and shields anomalous nature (me) that nature that is hated and despised , brings great consequences

It takes a very strong and admirable character to say – you know what I don’t care if you’re an enemy of mystery …I love you and that’s all that matters

I strongly feel this is the end times, and I have been positioned through divine intervention with people that care for the progression of my soul

To animals we have lost the world long ago

In a sense I am very perceptive to this end times state because I have been in such an isolated state for many years

But humans have ancient purpose and ancient skills awaiting to be found and discovered

You are not what the system relays you are.

You have many many skills that may get overlooked by those around you but I have felt divine essence working mysteriously through my skull to position me in a place where I am almost guaranteed survival

Karmically anybody wants to be free and given the illusions of life to mask the apocalypse state

Me I have been operating as the bishop of the church of techno for many years

What I offer is a complex argument

But unlike what the system relays I have an ancient need to be recognized and valued above all else

I strongly feel that people should look into the current environment for clues about how they are being positioned for this end times.

I don’t see it as some flash in the sky either

But I do see it as a war

A war between the populace versus individuality and the true beings against the illusion

I strongly felt my life didn’t include being in the middle of a shoebox with people that care little of me

But for me to be here with a loving man and his friends to connect and undergo the trials of apocalypse with , and if we die trying believe me it was all worth it because I never took the easy route.

Technically in life I have taken the most difficult route.

I also partook in isolation to achieve enlightenment- not many are willing to go that route

And I was never really that isolated haha being pulled from it to take a cruise on a ship or go to another city or fly across two countries

Kind of ironic that karmically I get rewarded in such a fashion in one of the worst financial collapses in history

And well I just won an ipad so things are looking up for me haha (had to gloat there a bit- but entering contests for years upon years should pay off at some point)

Fulfillment of wishes

I guess in a way I wanted a strong and beautiful understanding man who simply ‘got’ my struggles. A guy that really took the time to get to know me.

Here Love begins.

And anything is possible

-          Shaun A.Delage 

dawg Deer

Much stuff is going on so I felt the pressing need to do a universal dispatch that is not fixated in paranoia or my intrigue of a simple life I lead. They say when your going through mental illness the worst thing you can do is go through stress.

Quite a lot is happening ascension wise, people are occupying wall street, they have occupied two parks close to wall street and until president obama starts a committee to investigate politicians role in high finance and wall street the occupation seemingly wont end.

This brings the revolution to light. That there are thousands of people in every city thanks to anonymous that are willing to undergo things like sleep deprivation and sacrifice things like a warm shower and bathroom so that the message can be heard

There is a massive resistance growing to this whole system at play which is inherently cruel, opulent and sadist. The funny part of it all is that it is all live streaming and at play this very moment. The link is under this posting.

We can only begin to see the onslaught of even more demonstration against our absolute dictatorships in the west under the seeming guise of democracy

What is the prime minister of Canada doing at a bilderburg conference a few years before he was ‘elected’ to office? Our leaders are chosen on their hybridic characteristics and their ability to incite sadism on the populace.

Technically the apocalypse has hit for approximately half the world at this point but if it fails to register with you because your in lala land so to speak than that is unfortunate.

The apocalypse is paradoxical because at some point people begin to revolt, say that is enough. Me personally I am not at the level where I am pushed to revolt but I fear the time when it does come.

Apocalypse is individual, not this grand A-BOMB scenario we are used too.

The devil being the supreme deceiver has allowed the fortunate ones their isolated lives away from all of the suffering. But if the suffering never hits you…you never fully come to terms with your inherent humanity. Me personally I don’t know when the apocalypse first hit. I guess it was 3 years ago when I was forced by my own doing to take care of myself and live a life of complete poverty.

Then you begin to understand the true cruelty of the system, when people, more infantile in thoughtform than you are dining on eggs and bacon while you eat flax mush for the 45^th time in a row.

Then we have the parliament resuming in Canada and they are speeding through mega trials and crime bills effectively making it illegal to do anything in Canada and the prime minister wants to jail every pot smoker.  I have no doubts that the gay marriage acts will be rescinded and Canada thrust into an all out catastrophe in the next few years when the urban chavs and urbanite hipsters are forced to make even more sacrifices, making this a country for the wealthy only. Able to enjoy their lives.

The rest are stuffed in their shoebox to rot for the month since they don’t have any money to enjoy themselves. They know the true method of control and ironically the people with the most talent lack motivation when their finances are depleted.

So we have a mass trial bill coming into focus and other things that will effectively strip away the rights and freedoms that we enjoy. Now this is all in preparation to the 2012 drama unfolding and the war with the north American youth urban intelligentsia.

They are labeling youth and teens as terrorists when in fact it is the governance and the police that are GUILTY of treason and TERRORISM

Just look at the police brutality of the G-20 summit. They used all out torture and kidnapping to achieve an aura of defeat amongst the protesters now with the mass trials bill they can just lock up groups of people indefinitely without any recourse in the law.

Me personally I feel I am a target because I am very far left and universal about things a total in the moment raver and I wonder why I haven’t been arrested yet under the terrorism legislation for pointing the finger at some of these powerful men that had a sexual control over me.

But that’s just it. I don’t think they see an ex sex worker as a threat. I am definitely not a terrorist. Well perhaps my package is. LoL

The simple fact that I had sex with the guy that created the third territory of Nunavut in Canada and went public about it is reason enough to lock me up under military tribunals.  One of the highest reptilians or hybrids in Canada and that is all on the writ of the church captivation

Now my wish is not to whine about a brutal life, my wish is to bring my life out into the open so people may begin to question theirs. And place those responsible for their psychological and sexual torture on paper and publish and tag it. This is so these monsters cannot continue their psychological operations.

Mind you I am constantly threatened to stay quiet through code words of other people talking about “Dead escorts” and such but nothing to be feared in a sense ..I have been assured a long life here despite the psychological torture

It seems that if you don’t subscribe to hybridic nature, which is always evolving, you are a terrorist.

This is the slave minded, ritzy, ritualistic, repeater automaton nature (hybridic nature)

The politics of the world uses every chance it can to finance the glorification of this nature including the illusions of sexuality producing common psychopaths.

To even get a job or go to school you must PROVE you’re a psychopath including providing references of people that will attest that you are a psychopath.

Those that are actually freedom loving intellectual ravers or hippies etc. The first chance that is available they are labeled as insane for choosing anti hybrid characteristics. With me I am on anti psychotic medications but I am farthest from a psychopathic killer in a sense the title has been mass marketed. Much like people believe schizophrenia is split personality.

Those that are in complete resistance to this slave mind this hybrid mind this ritual, invested mind. Are treated maliciously in society. They are surrounded by people that will attempt to psychologically alter their future or in a sense alter their mindset.

People are placed around the person that seemingly care, but the only thing they live for essentially is harnessing the soul. This is what our society is built up upon.

Reality as it would seem was hacked from the astral nature and super imposed onto as a figurative reality of the realities of a concentration camp. We were also multiplied thousands of times as well with some of the experiments our governments have been involved in

Now we have the governances living dual lives in paradise while the people they govern over are even being refused breadlines and stuff that could effectively garner change within those that are suffering.

The nature of society depends on the quota of how many souls are being harnessed at any moment through things like death and suicide, if the quota isn’t being met. The psychological sciences start up and the quota is filled.

Those that don’t want to be unlocked from the system per se. Are left confused as to the future of their hybridic mindset. They are only taught to live each day in ritualist fashion, perhaps eating different things each day, to achieve the illusion that you have a reality

So I am watching to see how the revolution is beginning to unfold because the anonymous movement is spreading, something I am not interested in joining. I would rather carve my own mask and form my own identity rather than wear somebody elses mask of an ideology

I hope one works tirelessly to forward their own ascension so that when the day comes for the choice to leave this one of millions of the same dimension. You are able to say “this is enough madness, I want out.”

-          Shaun A. Delage

-          Dedicated to the occupation of wall street

AWOL FELINE

There is no doubt in my mind I am given the ability of extra sensory perception

Lately I have been going through a flood of emotions some of them suicidal and depression but nothing I cant handle. It is a combination of marijuana withdrawl and stress and yea ah well

The funny thing is I cant talk to anybody about it because if you say to anybody that your having suicidal thoughts you will be certified and your rights taken away for a minimum of one month

I strongly feel that much of my emotional state is being influenced by forces I have no idea exist

I am isolated, introspective, meditative, and I have undergone rituals that provided me with initiation into the mystical Gnostic cult of vipassana so hence my meditation has been hacked in a sense as well

So I have no doubt in my mind I am being literally flooded with this energy by my enemies which number in the millions of freemasonic initiated beings.

I feel I am the only human being because of my isolation but in my searches online yes there are people and yes I see people all around when I walk into the matrix but technically I am the only one with my inherent qualities of happiness, compassion, love, sincerity and adoration of spirituality and intellectualism

I wont begin to understand half of what has happened to me and yet people may never know either. I just know I have alot of powerful people that I have pointed the finger at for my own trauma state and this is ironic because they don’t like to be named, people kill for this amount of power that I speak of in my writ of the church ‘captivation’ But I have done the impossible and named those responsible and I resist all attempts to literally hack my mind and have me labelled as insane and locked away almost indefinitely

I have a pending case with the college of BC physicians and surgeons for my mistreatment and their failure to provide me with therapy for trauma based illness and advanced monarch programming but not only that I told them that their unwillingness to provide Qualified professionals to treat me for trauma based illness is a crime against the geneva convention, the articles of torture and the articles governing war crimes.

Because it can be proven that project monarch exists and is in full operation around the globe with approximately 2 billion or so under the control of the luciferian demonic entity

The only psychiatrist I met here met me and told me to go become a monk and be with god then gave me a lengthy freemasonic and scary handshake to let me know that he was one of them and that they are watching me and waiting until the moment comes when they win

So hence my fear of psychiatry and medicine

I am left to battle my own thoughts and my own world and this is ironic because I have pointed the finger at the highest levels of governance in the country of Canada HER MAJESTY QUEEN ELIZIBETH the second as being responsible for my torture and essentially for ensnaring my soul into a mystical solar sun cult

Then I have my time in sex work meeting the entire grand lodge of the BC and Yukon and then I have had a few sexual assaults never mind the self inflicted wounds I suffer from and yet I don’t need any therapy it seems

My correction is that I am the leading person that would require therapy in Canada.

The way they have mistreated me is cause for grave breaches of the geneva convention and I remain a political prisoner in Canada under self induced house arrest because I am unable to do anything because I am locked away into the urban poor.

Thankfully I didn’t sell out

Thankfully I am literally starving while my enemies dine on prawns and rare steaks and the finest red wines

Thankfully I can chart my souls future and this is what they have a hatred for.

I am continuously under the psychological operations of project monarch and my every action remains under the luciferian control but I still have some understanding in a creative realm yet I remain restricted financially for various reasons but still I am proud that I am alive, proud that I didn’t become a sellout and essentially lose the keys to my soul nature and what I hold true to myself is the fact that I am able to travel past the earth when this dimension collapses

Those that are my enemies are trapped here in this nuclear wasteland forever while me, the poor and dejected writer from BC gets to go and travel to some of the most divine and pure places in the universe while everyone that has attempted to ensnare the soul of the one gets to live in filth and misery and violence not to mention hatred

I have discovered a new energy and that is my own enlightenment

The fact that I feel I am imprisoned by forces I cannot control including within my own mind leaves me perplexed but I am not fearful of this state because I know my life as it is

IS NOT PERMANENT

I believe that I am being controlled by this alien race much like in the matrix movies and my next moves are all being dictated by this intelligence. So I remain in isolation and under a pseudo house arrest

I only know that there is somebody out there that can assist me to discover myself but really the only one that can do that is myself. I may chill here and wonder am  I just a waste of time

But I am penning my 2^nd novel and am a success art wise that surpasses the talent and mystery of many of the worlds uber famous great artists

I have succeeded in creating a post modern expressionist and resistant art movement

Then I also have this venue of expression which many don’t understand, some feel I am something to be studied, but enlightened beings go through the same struggles that everyone else goes through

I struggle with my life, because we are teetering on complete annihilation and this is not a state anybody needs to be in. We have new threats from abroad (mysterious desert turban wearing closet cases) yeah right our WAR is internal

They are so busy pointing the finger at arab spring to cast the attention away from the ADVANCED PSYCHOLOGICAL OPERATIONS happening at home, that keeps us all imprisoned in our various thought and form structures and they have achieved total global domination

I have really begun to breakdown the matrix movies and have come to an understanding that these movies are a prophecy of divinity because there have been many lost on the other side that have been able to relay this information and energy to help others see that the world around them is an elusive illusion

They knock it off as some silly sci-fi flick

Hahaha well it has spurred cults, religions, philosophy, songs, and most of all the movies have saved lives. But the movies themselves provided a time where everything shifted

Where everyone knew there was illusion

I wholeheartedly believe I am THE ONE, there is nobody that can tell me otherwise. My document and the discourses of the church prove it beyond a doubt. But what proves it even more is those that are seemingly supposed to be close to me with a tender embrace have a hostility or a hatred for my being and it is not just because of my past. It is because they have bartered my soul in the hell realms and the hell realms are here to collect and they are pissed that I am the only one left that resists having the very nature of my soul ensnared and used...

This nature is growing increasingly desperate to trap my soul because I am in its perception or pod or region I am the only one that resists - this is funny because whatever is bound to happen in 2012 will mean the liberation of all beings that have resisted. the illusion will lift.

It is funny to note how desperate the initiated members in my life are becoming at broadcasting their hatred for my being...those that should be the closest most tender embrace have a pent up hostility and anger that the person they promised to the luciferian mind is resisting at all costs even to the detriment of his human body perplexes an increasingly imaptient overlord lol 

Because trillions of dollars will be spent to harness the power of a single soul

But you wont see a dime of it

-          Shaun A. Delage