Virtual Ministry Archive


AWOL FELINE



There is no doubt in my mind I am given the ability of extra sensory perception
Lately I have been going through a flood of emotions some of them suicidal and depression but nothing I cant handle. It is a combination of marijuana withdrawl and stress and yea ah well
The funny thing is I cant talk to anybody about it because if you say to anybody that your having suicidal thoughts you will be certified and your rights taken away for a minimum of one month
I strongly feel that much of my emotional state is being influenced by forces I have no idea exist
I am isolated, introspective, meditative, and I have undergone rituals that provided me with initiation into the mystical Gnostic cult of vipassana so hence my meditation has been hacked in a sense as well
So I have no doubt in my mind I am being literally flooded with this energy by my enemies which number in the millions of freemasonic initiated beings.
I feel I am the only human being because of my isolation but in my searches online yes there are people and yes I see people all around when I walk into the matrix but technically I am the only one with my inherent qualities of happiness, compassion, love, sincerity and adoration of spirituality and intellectualism
I wont begin to understand half of what has happened to me and yet people may never know either. I just know I have alot of powerful people that I have pointed the finger at for my own trauma state and this is ironic because they don’t like to be named, people kill for this amount of power that I speak of in my writ of the church ‘captivation’ But I have done the impossible and named those responsible and I resist all attempts to literally hack my mind and have me labelled as insane and locked away almost indefinitely
I have a pending case with the college of BC physicians and surgeons for my mistreatment and their failure to provide me with therapy for trauma based illness and advanced monarch programming but not only that I told them that their unwillingness to provide Qualified professionals to treat me for trauma based illness is a crime against the geneva convention, the articles of torture and the articles governing war crimes.
Because it can be proven that project monarch exists and is in full operation around the globe with approximately 2 billion or so under the control of the luciferian demonic entity
The only psychiatrist I met here met me and told me to go become a monk and be with god then gave me a lengthy freemasonic and scary handshake to let me know that he was one of them and that they are watching me and waiting until the moment comes when they win
So hence my fear of psychiatry and medicine
I am left to battle my own thoughts and my own world and this is ironic because I have pointed the finger at the highest levels of governance in the country of Canada HER MAJESTY QUEEN ELIZIBETH the second as being responsible for my torture and essentially for ensnaring my soul into a mystical solar sun cult
Then I have my time in sex work meeting the entire grand lodge of the BC and Yukon and then I have had a few sexual assaults never mind the self inflicted wounds I suffer from and yet I don’t need any therapy it seems
My correction is that I am the leading person that would require therapy in Canada.
The way they have mistreated me is cause for grave breaches of the geneva convention and I remain a political prisoner in Canada under self induced house arrest because I am unable to do anything because I am locked away into the urban poor.
Thankfully I didn’t sell out
Thankfully I am literally starving while my enemies dine on prawns and rare steaks and the finest red wines
Thankfully I can chart my souls future and this is what they have a hatred for.
I am continuously under the psychological operations of project monarch and my every action remains under the luciferian control but I still have some understanding in a creative realm yet I remain restricted financially for various reasons but still I am proud that I am alive, proud that I didn’t become a sellout and essentially lose the keys to my soul nature and what I hold true to myself is the fact that I am able to travel past the earth when this dimension collapses
Those that are my enemies are trapped here in this nuclear wasteland forever while me, the poor and dejected writer from BC gets to go and travel to some of the most divine and pure places in the universe while everyone that has attempted to ensnare the soul of the one gets to live in filth and misery and violence not to mention hatred
I have discovered a new energy and that is my own enlightenment
The fact that I feel I am imprisoned by forces I cannot control including within my own mind leaves me perplexed but I am not fearful of this state because I know my life as it is
IS NOT PERMANENT
I believe that I am being controlled by this alien race much like in the matrix movies and my next moves are all being dictated by this intelligence. So I remain in isolation and under a pseudo house arrest
I only know that there is somebody out there that can assist me to discover myself but really the only one that can do that is myself. I may chill here and wonder am  I just a waste of time
But I am penning my 2nd novel and am a success art wise that surpasses the talent and mystery of many of the worlds uber famous great artists
I have succeeded in creating a post modern expressionist and resistant art movement
Then I also have this venue of expression which many don’t understand, some feel I am something to be studied, but enlightened beings go through the same struggles that everyone else goes through
I struggle with my life, because we are teetering on complete annihilation and this is not a state anybody needs to be in. We have new threats from abroad (mysterious desert turban wearing closet cases) yeah right our WAR is internal
They are so busy pointing the finger at arab spring to cast the attention away from the ADVANCED PSYCHOLOGICAL OPERATIONS happening at home, that keeps us all imprisoned in our various thought and form structures and they have achieved total global domination
I have really begun to breakdown the matrix movies and have come to an understanding that these movies are a prophecy of divinity because there have been many lost on the other side that have been able to relay this information and energy to help others see that the world around them is an elusive illusion
They knock it off as some silly sci-fi flick
Hahaha well it has spurred cults, religions, philosophy, songs, and most of all the movies have saved lives. But the movies themselves provided a time where everything shifted
Where everyone knew there was illusion
I wholeheartedly believe I am THE ONE, there is nobody that can tell me otherwise. My document and the discourses of the church prove it beyond a doubt. But what proves it even more is those that are seemingly supposed to be close to me with a tender embrace have a hostility or a hatred for my being and it is not just because of my past. It is because they have bartered my soul in the hell realms and the hell realms are here to collect and they are pissed that I am the only one left that resists having the very nature of my soul ensnared and used...
This nature is growing increasingly desperate to trap my soul because I am in its perception or pod or region I am the only one that resists - this is funny because whatever is bound to happen in 2012 will mean the liberation of all beings that have resisted. the illusion will lift.
It is funny to note how desperate the initiated members in my life are becoming at broadcasting their hatred for my being...those that should be the closest most tender embrace have a pent up hostility and anger that the person they promised to the luciferian mind is resisting at all costs even to the detriment of his human body perplexes an increasingly imaptient overlord lol 
Because trillions of dollars will be spent to harness the power of a single soul
But you wont see a dime of it
-          Shaun A. Delage