I battle my own demons daily and as a victim of project
monarch I sometimes question whether I am on the right path or not, whether I
should just delete my manifesto and move on.
I am almost too deep into the conspiracy to look back,
meanwhile in my real life I have many obstacles and challenges and it is tough
to see the positive when you can so rightfully lash out the entire system and
its inhabitants around you for being flawed
Essentially what project monarch is, is advanced luciferian
sciences and it pervades our entire globe, so recognizing that thoughtform
sometimes takes decades to catch up on you
Some may wonder why I haven’t been hauled in by now, I mean
I wonder too, I am left alone in relative peace to do my writing these days, I
think the system doesn’t know what to do with me
I am pondering several courses of action for the future, I
know I don’t want to be a sellout so I just chill out amidst my world, although
I have been left behind to do my own thing I cant help but ponder all the names
in my reality
The damage has been done, I cant turn back now...The people
on my manifesto have been tagged and described...Now I find it difficult to
move on but I try
Project monarch is tough to describe because not many people
are willing to discuss it in detail nor could they comprehend but I am
constantly under the direction of this program and essentially will never
escape it, who doesn’t want to be swept away by some wealthy sugardaddy that
can solve all my problems haha but part of me doesn’t want to go that route
I mean if the person was willing to accept my inherent
asexuality and thinking out of the box and the ability to navigate the cosmos
then we would make a good match but other than that I am okay on my own really
in abject poverty
I feel I have gone through the route of suffering to better
aid my decisions but part of me wonders how a god or Buddha that is watching
over me could be so cruel and I am leaning on the belief that there is divinity
but that divinity doesn’t get personally involved in the struggles of man, They
don’t have jurisdiction over the domain like the luciferian consciousness so
were left in the wild west to achieve our total outcome
Part of me wonders how divinity could be so rigid, with
millions upon millions suffering this very moment through things like hunger,
poverty, sickness
And this world seems like a pseudo repository of sorts
A sick twisted game of choice and illusion, favouring the
wealthy
But I only need to look into my own creativity and what I
have worked with in the moment and I only need to look at what I have achieved
and done to understand the workings of divinity
There are millions that are gods creations yes but they make
choices that are inherently evil natured so it throws in a twist of karma
Then I am left with pondering a pig farm massacre and I
believe that there could not be a divinity that allows this all to happen.
So the luciferian consciousness must have total global
domination over all actions and choices and our reality while divinity works
through the mind.
I only need to look at my own life to be reminded that there
is divine nature, I mean I don’t have to work ever in my life, I have
schizophrenia, nausea, insomnia and nerve damage in my hands
Taking me off of this benefits would essentially be a human
rights violation
But in my investigations I can see the seeds being sewn by
our governments for the north American union and technically everything can be
shifted over to this new paradigm but it would just be an all out devastation
if things were to proceed
That is why I have offered my being to testify under oath
for this trauma state existentially.
Almost it seems the way we are going cannot exist as it is
but what a terrifying time to be alive man oh man we have 2012 looming over the
horizon, project monarch things like Satanism and murder, rape, sickness,
extreme poverty, lower astral beings being harnessed enmasse and thrown back
into the pits of suffering again while on earth, we have this North American union
thing, we have countries rife with sex trafficking, welfare states, snuff
films, people with nowhere to go and governances that care little about their
residents. We have whole continents that are suffering, people without front
teeth, those that are envious of beauty, only two tiers of classes now with
only the poor to the very wealthy and its almost time to say wow what the fuck
do we do now, if you can afford it pass the wine lolz
Things like addictions to soothe our worries, as long as the
electrical impulse subsides however so mostly everything is temporary
Some would think being born into North America was a divine
birth so to speak but given the challenges we face lately with people literally
sleeping in squares in tents and we have a very very sad state of affairs
Luckily some have family or friends that they can live
with...luckily some can find solace working labour jobs to achieve a nice
paycheque
But what about those that have nothing, that are faced with
unmentionable trauma under project monarch that are unable to exert their
trauma in the form of a world famous manifesto
What about the cat people that just care about going to the
bathroom, eating kibbles, and sleeping
and chavs that care little about selling their souls for material rewards
and chavs that care little about selling their souls for material rewards
What about the nature of the galaxy saying were almost here
just be patient and don’t give into the trauma state
We need to start protecting the vulnerable because were
losing people every minute of this existence to things like suicide, addictions
and sickness
We need to say enough of this reality and ascend to much
higher universal realms of thought
We need to look around and thank divinity for what we do
have, and not take advantage of it but welcome the blessings of our life with
open arms and say goodbye to materialism and greed and start opening your heart
to people that need it
We need to welcome things like compassion for suffering,
complete happiness, love for things we don’t understand, courage to go places
we never dreamed of and the ability to guide and protect others
We need to be open to divinity in all forms rather than suspicious of its nature, for loving sake ur life depends on it
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Shaun A. Delage