Two beings in love is what the world despises in a sense
well better to say the system rather than the world because the world itself
would work against the system to bring two souls together to unite.
I was questing after love and frustrated not finding it I
came to my own sense of self on the subject
I came to my absolute end point and was so effin sad I could
not find a union that connected me with my souls purpose….mind you most people
unite to achieve sexual or financial harmony but on my own side of things I
connect with my mate and become fixated on achieving our highest potential.
I have begun to realize exactly how flawed I am and how
damaged I am and what exactly I bring to the table. It is tough to be me, many
may realize that by now. I have always strived after enlightenment and
ascension
I guess in ways I want to be a fix all and in ways this blog
or church relays my greatest flaw, that I cannot be a fix all to everyone
perhaps not even myself
I realize there is a faculty of divine beings running the
show but the quest for love leaves me with more questions. In ways I always
felt a resonance take over with love, almost telepathically uniting with my
lover.
I see myself as not having much to offer but exactly that,
my presence may be just enough for the person to come to their own
enlightenment
And my husband will be struggling and damaged as well Like I
am
I find Love can unite two souls together but essentially isn’t
love the greatest struggle that people quest over.
I think for the most part many people are looking for the
system we have to all out collapse
In ways it would make things a lot easier on all of us.
Everyone around me in a sense will be suffering and all I
can do is stay at the highest possible pinnacle so that I may offer my smile to
those that need it.
I have undergone great changes in my life recently, almost
this unspoken telepathic bond.
I find my man to be impressive in his nature, kind, loving,
caring and beautiful
I just know that I face some difficult challenges
considering all the drug use and dimensional sex magic I have been involved in
which most would run the other way but I sense my inherent struggles to be
enlightenment in this mans eyes which intrigues me
Almost as if nothing phases my soulmate
Two souls uniting and being in love scares the system
because anything can be achieved.
Perhaps my lifes purpose is being fulfilled
In a sense you have to be very very careful what you do in
the current state of affairs, being in world war three and the 2012 scenario
unfolding
Essentially this is the endtimes.
Why would I want to be with those that care nothing for the
progression of my soul in a time such as this
Fortunately now my greatest wishes have been answered
To live in a stress free environment in the middle of the
forest with a shy and sensitive and intelligent man that cares about me
Not categorized in some concrete shoebox only another number
or dollar sign to most
Essentially what anybody figures out, (and many are trapped
this very second in situations that are unhealthy) is that you have to be very very careful
where you place your chess piece these days
With the odds stacked up against me, being an enemy of
masonry there was an unspoken bond between me and my kindred soul and I was
free to go where I please in his arms and feel sheltered and protected by him.
The system itself would be against your union of course
because anybody that protects and shields anomalous nature (me) that nature
that is hated and despised , brings great consequences
It takes a very strong and admirable character to say – you know
what I don’t care if you’re an enemy of mystery …I love you and that’s all that
matters
I strongly feel this is the end times, and I have been
positioned through divine intervention with people that care for the
progression of my soul
To animals we have lost the world long ago
In a sense I am very perceptive to this end times state
because I have been in such an isolated state for many years
But humans have ancient purpose and ancient skills awaiting
to be found and discovered
You are not what the system relays you are.
You have many many skills that may get overlooked by those
around you but I have felt divine essence working mysteriously through my skull
to position me in a place where I am almost guaranteed survival
Karmically anybody wants to be free and given the illusions
of life to mask the apocalypse state
Me I have been operating as the bishop of the church of
techno for many years
What I offer is a complex argument
But unlike what the system relays I have an ancient need to
be recognized and valued above all else
I strongly feel that people should look into the current
environment for clues about how they are being positioned for this end times.
I don’t see it as some flash in the sky either
But I do see it as a war
A war between the populace versus individuality and the true
beings against the illusion
I strongly felt my life didn’t include being in the middle
of a shoebox with people that care little of me
But for me to be here with a loving man and his friends to
connect and undergo the trials of apocalypse with , and if we die trying
believe me it was all worth it because I never took the easy route.
Technically in life I have taken the most difficult route.
I also partook in isolation to achieve enlightenment- not
many are willing to go that route
And I was never really that isolated haha being pulled from
it to take a cruise on a ship or go to another city or fly across two countries
Kind of ironic that karmically I get rewarded in such a
fashion in one of the worst financial collapses in history
And well I just won an ipad so things are looking up for me
haha (had to gloat there a bit- but entering contests for years upon years
should pay off at some point)
Fulfillment of wishes
I guess in a way I wanted a strong and beautiful understanding
man who simply ‘got’ my struggles. A guy that really took the time to get to
know me.
Here Love begins.
And anything is possible
-
Shaun A.Delage
