I think living in a time of non-belief is the same as living
in a time of complete unquestionable belief in god. So I have found a place of
serenity in the middle way. Placing my belief system in that of good and evil.
See I lived a paradoxical life that was a mish mash of half good half evil.
When you come from this, you tend not to view a choice as
wrong, or criminal per se, but a learning experience. Which places you in a
very precarious position within the karmic wheel. If I had not been blessed
enough karmically to not find meditation and peace, I would have been locked up
most of my adult life. I think of the countless people behind bars sometimes in
my meditation, those that don’t have freedom, and then I think of how insanely
criminal a government such as HARPERS government or the USA under bush or
whatever and I can see how they have pretty much locked up most people that
question the system and that alter their consciousness or market the idea of
altering consciousness.
I think of how evil the system is locking up the freedom
fighters and matrix warriors constantly because I believe there is many
millions that should not be confined behind bars this very moment, where we
live in a world where choice is governed by karma, and may I say it, another
more evil and dark force.
Simply saying that some people can be sent into a rage, or
packing across the country with simple neuro linguistics from an initiated
person. I believe that the people that are locked up behind bars this very
moment and have their freedom taken away is a complete travesty on humanity,
the system has failed.
Why, they would want to come out here, and pay rent, taxes,
and have to commute etc and deal with real life pressures is beyond me. But these
people are locked inside a system that promotes gang culture, rape, survival of
the fittest. I am sure there are other equations I am not thinking of when it
comes to people behind bars, like the people that definitely deserve to be
there like serial murderers and rapists and molesters etc but that is not what
I think of when I write this. What I think of is the pot smokers, LSD dealers,
mushroom ravers, Guantanamo Bay prisoners, locked inside a prison that is not
even in any sort of countries legal system. I think of the US and Canadian
soldiers raping on afghani’s and urinating on dead corpses.
You begin to understand that you are right in the middle of
something that could totally implode because the people running the show only
look out for their own. We have people starving and dying because this system
is so cruel and unfair everyday.
These people in prison, these young men, are told there is
nothing the authorities can do if they are raped. Excuse me, if you did your
job properly and watched these people like you are supposed to do then there
would be no prison rape. There would be no horror, people don’t go to prison to
be brutalized.
So when I contemplate my government, my continent, the
freedoms of western society and what I am involved in, I think of these things.
And then my thoughts go to the super elite, to the ones that have it all, an
18,000 square foot mansion, 4 cars, and $16,000,000 in the bank. But what they
have to go through to keep or attain that wealth is horror beyond
belief-interdimensional magic, and oaths, fraternal hazing, twisted orgies,
weird pharmaceuticals…..
Just a painful and incredible insane society we live in all
spectrums, so why somebody would want to attain massive wealth is something I
know of, but why they would want to attain it the way they do is beyond me. To
tell you the truth they are damn desperate to attain wealth and fame they will
do anything they can.
When I compare myself to anybody I think it’s wise to research
and compare yourself to a Buddhist monk rather than celebrity worship. A Buddhist
monk lives simply and without money, a good book to start is the monastic code,
a guide to living as a monk or nun, and start listening to one of three
thousand discourses listed at the bottom of this ministry.
I think real wealth should come within, it should not be any
external force. It may not even happen this lifetime, and that is something
nobody wants to hear, so they get increasingly desperate. Especially in a
society run by money where people work 5 hours just to afford a scarf.
Anyways I have been on a path of bettering myself, I have
remastered and listed quite a few of affirmations and hypnosis and stuff in the
audio discourse section of this blog in my links and I have provided quite a
treasure trove of stuff you can use in your meditations to achieve real peace.
I have been pondering doing a few more doctorates with the
Universal Life Church.
I have quit smoking, on day 5 now, and it is a breeze – I am
motivated by money and a long life.
I have been organising my home and living a pretty awesome
life out here in the furest
So somewhere karma has rewarded me with a beautiful home and
life out here.
If you ever need help with your own life, my best advice is
to ALWAYS look within. And not be fearful of yourself or solitude. Enjoy the
blessings that come with life, because there are few and they are rare.
-Shaun A. Delage
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