Well I cant help but feel somewhat nomadic lately, leaving
home, moving into a mysterious and enchanted forest cabin in the woods,
surrounded by birds singing, deer feeding,
Now I am off to Vancouver with a backpack and gonna stay
there for 2 weeks or so
I really like catsitting because cats make me think about
the nature of souls, I question why I wasn’t born a cat but I probably was,
haha
Without cats and dogs humans would die (I am serious- we
would lose many people if we didn’t have these loyal pets as our friends)
They are the soulmate you don’t have to win over, or the
daughter or son you never could have, a shoulder to cry on, something to nuzzle
into and something that loves you unconditionally
Part of me wonders if they are aware of exactly how
expansive the world is, I bet when they walk outside they seem a bit
schizophrenic. Humans humans everywhere they must wonder
I walk my cat in the forest and it seems like the three
souls that needed to unite through a chaotic millennium shift did happen and
needed to happen
I strongly believe my new man has the forecast to be long
term, while I am throwing out titles like roomie and room mate I understand
deep in my heart that he has the qualities I have been longing for and searching
for in a man
Everyone has things they are dealing with but my out of the
blue bursts of schizophrenic and imaginative dialogue has him on his toes, I
see an equal exchange of enlightenment between us and an equal level of
communication and I see him as equal and he sees me
I am going to miss my forest nook, my barn cat/stew cat and
my new mysterious aquarian
He almost gets to witness the madness of an aries world
Welcome to ARIES 2012 haha on top of it all I turn 30
tomorrow
Kind of an epic bday
My last living situation was stable and materialistic
Now I give it more stability more serenity and more
spirituality
I only believe in love above all else, and that makes me an
oddity in the world, I have seen the evils of wealth and it isn’t really much I
want to obtain in that department
It would be nice to be wealthy don’t get me wrong but I
think you have to learn some serious life lessons to effectively handle wealth
and do well with it otherwise you end up some sellout old hybrid reptilian
It is tough to go through the world being out of touch with
reality but I only have searched for things that would bring me enlightenment
Part of me moving to a forest cabin with a beautiful man is
the work of the divine in my opinion
It is the manifestation of my hopes, goals, dreams and
survival in case society goes nuts….but I am not in it for the survival although
having a serene mountain man as my guide would be fortunate
Somebody that knows how to cut down a tree, trap a rabbit,
caulk a gun, plant veggies, pull weeds
Somebody that has made their life as serene as possible is
the most fortunate circumstance
But that is not what I was hoping for. What I have been longing
for is a man to love and respect me that is kind, sincere, honest, happy,
caring, sensitive, and skilled in his own regard
I have no idea how to paint a bathroom or fix a shelf
likewise he may get a few chapters penned the wrong way in his novella but we
each bring enlightenment to each other
My greatest fear it seems is being loved, I have been loved
at times but it was always a different love, a material love, a forgotten love,
a painful love, a strictly sexual love, a poor love
But to find an impressive smile and an immaculate being was
my only goal, honest eyes, caring nature
This is what people sing about
Now I am in Vancouver and I will be here for a few weeks
Expect some more discourses because I will have time on my
hands
Happy spring blogbuddies
-Shaun A. Delage
