Without the orgasm state many of us would be left in an
abysmal place to live, likewise without any real material wealth much of us
would give up and not want to continue in this reality
Likewise the food state is much of what keeps us plugging
along without any real hinderance to our spiritual being. Truth is, without
these three things, many people would choose to give up
I wrote years back that the lotteries are practically the
only thing keeping many of us going, the thought of a being being liberated
from suffering financially is too massive for any one being to comprehend, for
many of the newer incarnates they are hopelessly addicted to the orgasm state,
mind you orgasms are beautiful but also some evil can be construed and some may
wonder of the karmic consequences of an orgasm. Being associated with child
sex, and rape, and pain etc
I am not advocating for my disciples to be asexual hell no.
I mean when your so filled with lust and feelings of sex it is always wise to
release that tension however you see fit, if it means watching a group sex porn
video or a sneaker porn or ball stretching than so be it you need it
I am advocating as well to use that sexual tension for other
projects like creativity
Pleasing a partner seems to be my greatest fear, maybe being
single is in my forecast for the rest of my life …since the common quip seems
to be put out or get out lol
There is many avenues in life to cycle your sexual tension into
Thankfully thanks to the internet we live in a time of
complete sexual liberation, thanks to google and some creativity any fantasy
can be lived from sailor porn to transvestite anal fetish lol
What a major time to be alive before the advent of internet
sexuality, have we come to a time when people are solely in love with their
laptop, I don’t know, but we live in a period of existence when any fantasy can
be lived out visually thankfully and this is due to the divine intellect.
The divine intellect saw many of the enhancements we see
today to alleviate much of our suffering because thankfully we live in a time
where our sexualities are not restricted in a sense
Still, most chavs and millennium warriors or secret closet
case millennium warriors are seen as mental;ly dysfunctional, lying, obsessed
lunatics when in fact most that come to full fruitition after the year 2000 are
involved in something so unbelievable they cant grasp
So being an asexual gay is a setback but one where I don’t need
to abuse a partner to be satisfied, one life where I may recognize them for
their intelligence, talents, compassion, sincerity and happiness
Most cant grasp an asexual, I mean I am hot, nice tool to
work with, young, pretty effin kewl if you ask me, compassionate loving,
sincere, crazy, intelligent yet it seems that most aren’t willing to recognize
those qualities in a person, just simply how they act in the bedroom
Mind you if you were blessed with 12 inches and a prowress
sexually that is unbeatable than you are meant for the life you live, but for
those striving for enlightenment…the sexual state doesn’t really matter to
them, many are addicted to working for example, but to work you have to prove
your worth and testify literally to your ability to be sadistic and this is a
rather fundamentalist view but I am
detached from the working state and liberated from that state but I too have to
deal with the consequences of not having any money for entertainment or
pleasure.
Much of work is sadist and this may offend people but each
day you are literally giving away 10 hours of your day and another four hours
in thoughtform that you cant get back….rightfully so you should be compensated for
such a sacrifice but as well not take advantage of that state and most wealthy
people are so beyond any level of saving
It seems most people with human qualities are the ones
asking you for spare change then spending that money on pot or heroin
Some of my projects to gain enlightenment include putting
myself etherically in the dark dingy alley shooting up heroin or the scruffy bearded weirdo
eating pie out of the garbage because if you don’t challenge yourself
emotionally or enlightenment wise you will get nowhere
Unless you know and understand what is at stake you will
never fully comprehend, it is nice for those that go to university prep then excel
in their reptilian education program then stare at the window in their elite
70K a year school at the labourers working on the pavement below to understand
how lucky they are and mind you much of intellect can be hacked in a sense that
intellect can be nurtured with enough money of course
I have always strived for enlightenment above all other
qualities – to say goodbye to credit in all forms near age 30 seems silly when
some 17 year olds qualify for the gold card and are happily spending it on Chinese
made jackets with the fur trim for $1500 a [pop]
Enlightenment it seems escapes 99.99% of society
Will you take the path that is most difficult or the one
that offers the most return?
-
Shaun A. Delage
