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CaT FooD BrioChe
To constantly nourish ones soul remains the highest
priority, there is so much distraction that people with any skill in meditation
can sometimes skip a week or two before they get the chance to meditate.
All I have is time, I am one of the lucky few that has been
able to find a calling amidst a life of seeming failure, I have embraced being
a funded Buddhist lay monk, I am able to pay all my bills while having copious
amounts of time at my disposal, something people that are involved in this
whole apparatus lack essentially is time.
I have been taking baby steps to better my intuition because
I believe it is a calling for me to be somewhat psychic or intuitive and to be
genuine about it. I think many people out here on earth are naturally intuitive
but fail to see the characteristics simply because they can’t guess the winning
lottery numbers, and it is true that you can be obscenely intuitive with
seeming strangers over your own world because if we could simply guess our own
lottery numbers nobody would be working as a psychic they would be sitting on a
yacht in Monaco sipping Moet.
So I have been taking baby steps and it is tough to rely
solely on intuition but when I lack the confidence I simply remind myself of my
history and the fact that I have had an extremely bizarre life which affords me
the gift of psychic powers, the ability to tell somebody their future and
whether their next steps are the right path. So I have opened a mini presence
online in the virtual world of SL and in a few places online. Just taking baby
steps, what it took me to get to this level is many synchronicities that play
out in real life like somebody mentioning something a week prior and it plays
out exactly as mentioned or I will think of a song and an hour later I will
hear it on CNN of all places lol just when stuff like that adds up it really
makes you question whether you have these abilities or not, and I have had
precognitive dreams and such and things will automatically pop into my head
twenty minutes beforehand.
So syncs…. But I also use quite some many crystals and herbs
to help with that development and most psychics find out in their early
thirties.
I come from a life of challenge, almost losing it beyond my
control, from a life of crime and intrigue to almost taking off on a yacht
around the world, meeting a twin of mine in a penthouse that tried to give me
HIV, Being taunted on movie sets by satanists related to some powerful actors/aliens to being ‘involved’ with a Canadian ambassador, stuffing thousands of dollars
into my pockets and staying up for sometimes weeks on end without food. I have
been to hell and back literally, I know what is at stake, and it is our souls,
and redemption. So when I doubt my abilities I think of these things and my
path and the path of the obscure and enchantment, I think of what great powers
I must have picked up along the way, now to only use them.
The simple causality that I have lived through it all and
now get to live a life of fortunate circumstances lead me to believe that I
have a purpose and a reason why exactly I am here rather than that of a simply
anomaly.
People must get mad when they read my writing, all the
brazen stuff I did, and most of it illegal, but what helped me is finding an
eastern meditation technique that reversed all ignorance.
I feel lucky, lucky to be alive after all of that and yes I
think about things that have happened quite a bit, I also think about how many
of the multi millionaires I have met have probably died or lost it all in some
way and no doubt my presence in this world has affected quite some many people
from all walks of life.
Essentially the path of the Buddhist monk, too unfit to be
ordained, too crazy to be in a sangha, too many disabilities to become a regular
Buddhist monk so I am forced to create my own method to living, a philosophical
presence that challenges belief systems and people in authority with a poetic
lick.
When I wake I sit on the porch surrounded by tree’s and deer
and songbirds and think to myself, wow I have made it, I am finally in my piece
of heaven, the meditation has worked, now I can move to the next steps –the next
levels, and my meditation will constantly change and define itself.
I give you this discourse so that it may better your day.
-Shaun A. Delage
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CranBerry Paw
Religion and sexuality are touchy subjects for most lol and
it is funny how many people I come across online that profess a belief in the
bible and jesus and exemplify their hatred of gay and lesbian people.
This is funny, because I want to say “Even the pope doesn’t
have a problem with gays, why should you” haha another reason I found Buddhism,
and believe in it. And another reason why yours truly started his own virtual
ministry.
I wanted this ministry because of the power to tell you the
truth, the power to shove it in their face that I have a virtual ministry and
am gay myself.
Especially in conspiracy circles people tend to be really
closed minded, which astounds me, because if you are seeking answers and
enlightenment and secrets to be unravelled you have to have the right
disposition. The ability to overcome prejudice and hatred.
See many people would think I hate the people on my
manifesto, but I don’t. I simply believe that by naming and picturing them I
can provide a record for all of time of the issues that an individual has gone
through, and I have tried to seek help only to come across quackery.
It is funny because people in my situation would feel pretty
defeated and many give in and take their lives, but I feel I have much much
more to offer every single minute I am alive longer.
I have found a unique healing concept, a virtual ministry, a
virtual world, my novels, TECHNO, meditation and of course living in the furest.
I have gone down my own path without going into wiccanism
which is tempting, because of the acceptance but I don’t believe people should
be invoking things like deities or gods or whatever without fully comprehending
what they are doing. Also I don’t think people should essentially do rituals
they have no understanding or grasp of. Issue is people are so hungry to bend
reality they will do whatever they can first and foremost to do it.
I am here to say that it takes a VERY long time, but
whatever you will to do, it will happen.
I get small psychic incursions kind of like a pre cognition
and it is small things like a few days before something I will say some key
words or explain a concept and then I will see those words, the scenario or
concept materialize in the form of a movie or webpage in reality.
This leads me to believe that my manifestation is working,
that I can bring whatever I need to
myself and it is funny because there are still people that believe if you look
within you are a Satanist or whatever –no saving them I guess, they are under
the direction of forces beyond me.
I have always wanted to be in control of my destiny and my
own future and my fate. Not left up to some powerful magical entity that requires
your constant adoration for your future success.
Truth is, 90% of the world has no fucking clue!
They believe in 2000 year old books, old men in the sky, and
that all gay men want operations to become women lol
I have seen and battled the illusions from all end of the
spectrum, including from within my own community, having relations with men and
having them try and barter my soul or having drag queens sexually assault you. Having
parents beat you or having friends try and kill you.
The illusion and the magic is so far reaching I don’t even
know where to begin. I just know, I am a proud gay guy, a Buddhist, I love
techno, I love the net, I love cats and chillen in the forest, I love virtual
stuff and reading and am very fond of meditation.
So as long as I can embrace that core belief and not self
destruct in anyway I personally have a tool to get me through endless weeks and
months in this matrix.
Then I am at the other end of the spectrum and the nuclear
plant and radiation leaking and I am in a sense in a rush to get my words to
the eyes of the people that need them the most.
So in a sense I have all the time in the world, yet may not
have another day lol
It is a very confusing time to be alive, and only the
intellects question everything, one can figure out a lot in isolation.
But the essential key is to know your core self and nurture
those qualities to absolute success. Because we’re all born differently.
-Shaun A. Delage
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1/2 tail SalaManDeR
Thinking about the magnificence of the body recently had me
pondering self consciousness and the fact that I was lucky enough after
probably hundreds or thousands of years to be born with a human body, I tend to
look at all things like time, and societal structure like politics and law as
illusions however.
I don’t think our society will ever be right, Bradley Manning
was just sentenced to 35 years in military jail for the leaking of classified
documents alleging US war crimes, when in fact he should be given the highest
medals possible for his bravery, but since we have a very corrupt system in
place it is exactly the opposite.
We have Crime Ministers in power that must go to bilderberg
or bohemian grove to partake in rituals before they are elected to serve in
office, this must be the greatest crime on earth that in fact nobody is elected
in democracies, that everything has been rigged to serve the more secret
societal elements in this reality.
But then I think….What can one do, What can I do, How to
affect change?
I think the answer lies with the unknown.
I also think that by forwarding one’s own soul
intellectually, metaphysically, and psychically is the best option, to learn to
lower stress levels through things like herbs and meditation. Because the psychological
operations are in full force.
I think too, that we are on a precipice of total annihilation
with the whole fukishima reactor traged going on now, or at least a time of
great change, and great awakening, a time where we may not be able to eat
pacific coast fish anymore, a time where people are relocated to hemispheres
that can sustain life.
Or a time when we all say goodbye, and perhaps the mayans
were right but off by a year or two or so.
I don’t want to sensationalize adversity and scare people
either but this is actually really big news that hasn’t hit mainstream yet
because we are in a delicate time societal wise.
Personally I think it is the karma to the Japanese for
selling crystal methamphetamine to the Nazis and then later having the drug hit
mainstream.
The last thing I want to think about is total chaos, but it
seems we are almost there, with a quiet revolution and NSA spying, and the
people fed up about everything, whistleblowers being given life sentences when
they should be given medals, the nuclear plant, it is an insane time to be
alive.
So I think somebody to be mindful of death is the wisest
advice, me personally I have faced death in a serious medical emergency so I am
not fearful of it anymore but to others they are not shown this part of their
own humanity unless they live in a tribe, so they have no idea and are fearful
of its implications.
To be living in a culture dictated by secret societies seems
to be a paradox.
That is one reason why I chose non involvement, but not many
are open to that choice, thankfully karma allowed me a calm existence but
others are forced into things they don’t understand in a huge pyramid scheme
operating on many levels.
The best thing one can do is forward themselves
intellectually and learn to pass the time without indoctrination, and also
learn to support others who cant speak for themselves like animals, or homeless
people, or learn an art form. Kindness and patience for things you don't understand. and a willingness to learn from the unknown.
So many forms of consciousness in one giant reality, Thank
you for reading and supporting this ministry, I give you this teaching today.
-
Shaun A. Delage
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I have never asked for a dime from a single person, nor have I received more than a few dollars in many years, as well, I have never weaved fantasy or fiction, my life story is the truth. Be careful of your money and your time invested in people there is a lot of suffering in the world, that is all I have wanted to alleviate. This continues to be a buddhist ministry rather than a christian ministry, a non denominational virtual church, I don't claim to be a guru of any sort, only a simple buddhist monk and reverend of the Church of Techno.
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arc angel reading
We are overjoyed on the Heavenly plane for our connection with you this day. We have Heavenly
messages to share with you about your life at this time.
The Archangel Michael steps forward this morning to confirm that you have a natural psychic ability that can
be further developed and expanded if you so choose. In order to develop this beautiful gift, Michael asks you
to pay greater attention to your intuition. This can come in many forms such as an unusual or unexpected
thought, a gut feeling, or a subtle or silent whisper that seems to flow from your heart. You are asked to close
your eyes and be aware of all that you feel around you when time permits. The universe is alive, the earth and
nature are living energies. Michael indicates that whether you know it or not, there is an aspect of you that is
in constant communion with all of creation and therefore also in constant communication with everyone and
everything. It is confirmed that all you need to expand this wonderful ability is already within you. Simply
start to listen to your inner voice and trust your vibes and natural instincts. Archangel Michael will show you
the way and you will be discovering a whole new way of being.
This is also a time of wonderful healing, creativity and love. It is said that love conquers all and the Angels
say this is especially true for you at the moment. Something in your life is being resolved and healed through
love. What was previously barren now becomes fertile. A seed is planted and you are the co-creator. The
Angels want you to know that the conditions are favorable and the timing is right in which a new creation
awaits you. The birth of something new will bring joy and excitement to your life. The forever changing
seasons of eternity turn their invisible wheel and a new cycle now begins in your life and a new image is now
born.
The Angels and Spirit indicate that you radiate much love and wisdom, yet you stand firmly in your own truth
as well. From this standpoint, you are able to see beyond the veil of illusion. The Angels share with you this
message today to reflect these qualities within yourself. You are advised to stand your ground with regards to
a particular person or issue in your life at this time. The Angels ask you to stand within your own truth and do
not be swayed by another person's beliefs, opinions, or views. If something does not feel right to you, then it
is truly not. The Angels ask for you to trust your intuition and gut feeling this time. Be true to yourself. You
can respect another person's views without having to change your own value system. If it does not align with
your values, then the Angels ask you to not take it on.Spirit brings this last message directly from the Heavens indicating that positive news and a positive outcome
is near. The anxious await is nearly over and a time of celebration is coming. You will soon receive good
news, as this may come from a land far away or it may come from someone close to you. In any case, an issue
of major importance will have a positive outcome in the near future. This may relate to you personally or
someone dear to you. Either way, you will feel a great relief and you will now rest easy in the knowledge that
all was well. The Angels ask you to thank the Heavens for this blessing and give thanks to the earth and stars
as well. Remember that your life is forever held in their eternal embrace. Whether you know it or not, you are
always surrounded by unconditional love and they send you this confirmation now.
The angels indicate that you've been dreaming about something of importance to you and they ask you to keep
focused on your dream at this time. They confirm with me that you will soon achieve a goal that you have set
out for yourself. Your hard work and persistence is about to pay off. They ask you to realize that you deserve
all of the success that is coming your way and ask you to acknowledge this to yourself as you celebrate your
achievements. The Angels ask you to thank the universe including Creator and your Guardian Angels for this
blessing in the knowledge that all you do is a co-creation with the higher powers that be. They confirm that
you need to refocus your attention back to the task at hand and do not lose sight of your original purpose and
intention. This is only the beginning; much more can be accomplished provided you keep focused on your
dream at this time.
Your hard work and persistence is about to pay off. They ask you to realize that you deserve all of the success
that is coming your way and ask you to acknowledge this to yourself as you celebrate your achievements. The
Angels ask you to thank the universe including Creator and your Guardian Angels for this blessing in the
knowledge that all you do is a co-creation with the higher powers that be. They confirm that you need to
refocus your attention back to the task at hand and do not lose sight of your original purpose and intention.
This is only the beginning; much more can be accomplished provided you keep focused on your dream at this
time. You are asked to remember what is truly important to you. It may be helpful to set a new goal as well
and this could be bigger and more fulfilling than you have ever imagined!
Divine Blessings
and another =
I focused about your question. I feel you are on the
right way. I feel you are only at the beginning in fact.
I feel you will have spiritual journey in 2014.
It will be a physical trip too as a pilgrimage.
I feel it will be a key for your future well-being.
I feel you a have a special connection with the spirits.
“God is gracious” is your name!
This is not a coincidence (in former Hebrew).
I feel you have in you the spirit to be a leader, to help.
I feel your career must be in this way. I see people
listen to you as a teacher.
You will success. I feel a meeting, a spiritual meeting in
2014. Your sense of art will help you to create links.
Be confident.
I hope I helped you
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messages to share with you about your life at this time.
The Archangel Michael steps forward this morning to confirm that you have a natural psychic ability that can
be further developed and expanded if you so choose. In order to develop this beautiful gift, Michael asks you
to pay greater attention to your intuition. This can come in many forms such as an unusual or unexpected
thought, a gut feeling, or a subtle or silent whisper that seems to flow from your heart. You are asked to close
your eyes and be aware of all that you feel around you when time permits. The universe is alive, the earth and
nature are living energies. Michael indicates that whether you know it or not, there is an aspect of you that is
in constant communion with all of creation and therefore also in constant communication with everyone and
everything. It is confirmed that all you need to expand this wonderful ability is already within you. Simply
start to listen to your inner voice and trust your vibes and natural instincts. Archangel Michael will show you
the way and you will be discovering a whole new way of being.
This is also a time of wonderful healing, creativity and love. It is said that love conquers all and the Angels
say this is especially true for you at the moment. Something in your life is being resolved and healed through
love. What was previously barren now becomes fertile. A seed is planted and you are the co-creator. The
Angels want you to know that the conditions are favorable and the timing is right in which a new creation
awaits you. The birth of something new will bring joy and excitement to your life. The forever changing
seasons of eternity turn their invisible wheel and a new cycle now begins in your life and a new image is now
born.
The Angels and Spirit indicate that you radiate much love and wisdom, yet you stand firmly in your own truth
as well. From this standpoint, you are able to see beyond the veil of illusion. The Angels share with you this
message today to reflect these qualities within yourself. You are advised to stand your ground with regards to
a particular person or issue in your life at this time. The Angels ask you to stand within your own truth and do
not be swayed by another person's beliefs, opinions, or views. If something does not feel right to you, then it
is truly not. The Angels ask for you to trust your intuition and gut feeling this time. Be true to yourself. You
can respect another person's views without having to change your own value system. If it does not align with
your values, then the Angels ask you to not take it on.Spirit brings this last message directly from the Heavens indicating that positive news and a positive outcome
is near. The anxious await is nearly over and a time of celebration is coming. You will soon receive good
news, as this may come from a land far away or it may come from someone close to you. In any case, an issue
of major importance will have a positive outcome in the near future. This may relate to you personally or
someone dear to you. Either way, you will feel a great relief and you will now rest easy in the knowledge that
all was well. The Angels ask you to thank the Heavens for this blessing and give thanks to the earth and stars
as well. Remember that your life is forever held in their eternal embrace. Whether you know it or not, you are
always surrounded by unconditional love and they send you this confirmation now.
The angels indicate that you've been dreaming about something of importance to you and they ask you to keep
focused on your dream at this time. They confirm with me that you will soon achieve a goal that you have set
out for yourself. Your hard work and persistence is about to pay off. They ask you to realize that you deserve
all of the success that is coming your way and ask you to acknowledge this to yourself as you celebrate your
achievements. The Angels ask you to thank the universe including Creator and your Guardian Angels for this
blessing in the knowledge that all you do is a co-creation with the higher powers that be. They confirm that
you need to refocus your attention back to the task at hand and do not lose sight of your original purpose and
intention. This is only the beginning; much more can be accomplished provided you keep focused on your
dream at this time.
Your hard work and persistence is about to pay off. They ask you to realize that you deserve all of the success
that is coming your way and ask you to acknowledge this to yourself as you celebrate your achievements. The
Angels ask you to thank the universe including Creator and your Guardian Angels for this blessing in the
knowledge that all you do is a co-creation with the higher powers that be. They confirm that you need to
refocus your attention back to the task at hand and do not lose sight of your original purpose and intention.
This is only the beginning; much more can be accomplished provided you keep focused on your dream at this
time. You are asked to remember what is truly important to you. It may be helpful to set a new goal as well
and this could be bigger and more fulfilling than you have ever imagined!
Divine Blessings
and another =
I focused about your question. I feel you are on the
right way. I feel you are only at the beginning in fact.
I feel you will have spiritual journey in 2014.
It will be a physical trip too as a pilgrimage.
I feel it will be a key for your future well-being.
I feel you a have a special connection with the spirits.
“God is gracious” is your name!
This is not a coincidence (in former Hebrew).
I feel you have in you the spirit to be a leader, to help.
I feel your career must be in this way. I see people
listen to you as a teacher.
You will success. I feel a meeting, a spiritual meeting in
2014. Your sense of art will help you to create links.
Be confident.
I hope I helped you
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ChUrCh of RaviOLLi
What exactly is the church of techno? One may ask…. Many
people enjoy techno music but never envisioned a virtuosity that emblazens the
ideals of the culture in one blog.
It just ‘is’ and I definitely don’t use the bible as a
reference, all the seeming illusions of it all. It is quite amusing to be a
faith yet have little faith.
Truth is, nobody could compare to this whole virtuosity and
many would not choose to put themselves out there like I have.
It seems I have to prove myself in a sense while claiming I
am a reverend and a doctor. It is funny, because I have proven myself in the
discourses of the church over the years, oh how I have evolved in my theory,
but to anybody that doesn’t even take the time to read what I have said, they
are mainly acting out of ignorance, because society teaches them to be critical
of others, especially those that claim the title of Doctor. Hehe
To actually get a solid understanding of where I stand, you
would have to read through a few dozen discourses and look at the art I have
created to go along with each discourse, and read through my manifesto to
understand the reverend behind the virtual ministry, and thankfully those that
have returned time and time again have done their research enough to warrant a
curiosity with the faith
I would have to say that I come from a universal celestial
philosophy, not even of this world, and not even based in reality.
I got ordained by UNIVERSAL LIFE CHURCH around 2002 and then
a few years passed by and I was pondering how to better suit my qualifications
as an ordained minister rather than just use the ordination for novelty
purposes, like most do. Some ordaining pets, and dead grandparents, spouses,
their goldfish, virtual world avatars etc it is funny but it is the realms of
the internet, mostly everything can be done online, including an instant
ordination for life and without cost.
So I started a blog and titled it THE CHURCH OF TECHNO, a
virtual ministry where I could define whom I have grown to be, while offering
teachings in universalism, void of biblical intrigue, more attaching to
conspiracy, liberation, enlightenment, things that come to me while meditating
and dreamwork, poetry.
In the early years I started each discourse with form, my
art plus a fractal the original picture of the art and the dreamwork I am
involved in nightly, the discourse, some poetry, and my tinkertots coloured
font and finale.
I found the original form to be taxing to follow and
sometimes I felt inspired to write with no dreamwork and no poetry etc.
Now each discourse follows the same bizarre paradigm in
form, The male art I have created, a fractal, the original pic, the discourse,
the tinkertot and bam we have instruction from a creative centered exile of the
system.
Never ever have I wanted to control people, or lead people
on, or scare people-ex. My manifesto.
My own nature wanted to put my life story out there so that
other more naïve souls could learn from my mistakes and consider them in their
own path. I have always wanted to provide spiritual guidance and write examples
of how people could live their lives eloquently.
It never dawned on me until a few years after the blog, that
I am the leader of a new faith, a virtuosity of form, the future of religion,
something nobody could copy if they tried lol
So the LEADER of the Church of Techno was born. An enigma of
sorts, and aries people are always sort of egotistical without being
egocentric, we tend to go into uncharted waters, some of my family doesn’t understand
me when I show up with a few doctorates and a bag of clothes, some almond milk
and try and state I am a reverend, haha oh how they must think I am delusional.
But if they can’t take 5 seconds to google me, there is no
saving them really, it is funny how I can be more honest with complete
strangers, devotees, enemies, and stalkers, internet folk. Over my own family
and friends and siblings.
I personally know there is more at play than what is being
told to me, I have been shown things and circumstances that no other are
welcome too, I am honored to be able to live an enlightened life detached from
my stresses and the illusions of those closest to me, the trappings of a
materialist society.
To say it simply, I get to live a spiritual life, the life
of the exile, the life of the techno rave reverend and I couldn’t be happier
Nobody is forced to read my rantings, take it or leave it
I hope I have helped most of you these years
-
Shaun A. Delage
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7 MONTHS TO GO - BE PREPARED BUT NOT paranoid !!!
(12) - 2Kg whole wheat flour-lotsa space I know but it is filling as a paste or bannock
5 weeks of food stock like soup noodles rice baking powder, oatmeal etc
bottled water or those huge fountain bins - as much as you can store
100-1000 packs of matches
100-1000 bics lighters
100 packs of 100 count tealights-avail at dollar stores also parafin free hehe
chai teas, various teas
"crank" flashlights (ebay) $2-$7 dont require batteries
incense
books
fishing line or gun
be able trap bunnies or frogs in case of societal discord poor things lolz
this should keep you going for about many many weeks if you can double or triple the counts
also good if your a survivalist and can think of other things as well
the flour alone should keep you alive :)
also much of what I have posted can be bartered and believe me when somebody is sitting alone in the dark for 5 days they will trade a weeks worth of food for a few candles, imagine if you stocked up on bic lighters what that would go for or stocked 1000 crank flashlights
if there is a disaster you will be hungry and scared, best to isolate oneself and meditate with incense and candles and a piece of chocolate rather than go out looting because under martial law anybody can be shot dead for looting
I dont forsee anything happening xcept a fabricated collapse and a return to our ancient roots needless to say I would like my disciples to be prepared
blessings blogbuddies
- Shaun A. Delage
piece by peace
My life lately has been a sad evolution, after living with
my mother for almost 4 years after a breakup of 9 years I have decided to leave
home and move to a lake beside Victoria named Shawnigan lake hehe named after
meh.
Evolution and change it seems are very hard to do, somebody
told me after venting some frustrations of living with family –you can move,
were all given the same chance in life.
Sadly because of finances and such I felt trapped. Most
youth these days are living at home as well and the ones that are not are
living in a painful plethora and confusing array of slavery, social obligations
and servicing debt
While I view moving in with a trusted and amazing friend a
beautiful miracle, that I am permitted to live a rural existence, I am pained
by my last attempt to move to the lake, I wanted out but when I got here the
isolation and everything got to me
While I also identify as being non sexual with a partner it
is easier to say hey bud lets just be roomies hehe
I am rather defeated by love it seems, not being able to identify
into a sexual role per se but a technological sexuality
My life it seems must go through stages of letting go for me
to move onto enlightenment
My end goals are a Buddhist hermitage on Denman island at
the moment and it is a glorious miracle as well that I am able to handle money
even as a monk, the kagyu lineage is not particularily conservative and it is a
monastery that I will be working to build from the ground up- they have a yurt
for meditations an RV and some cabin style accommodations
It has been my focus to ordain as a Buddhist monk since
taking two 10 day retreats in the Vipassana meditation centres and while those
doors are shut to me there is the ability to possibly ordain in an ancient
tibetian lineage rather than the conservative thai therevada lineage
I would have to save up money to go to Nepal to be ordained
but would eventually come back as a full fledged Buddhist monk and this remains
my focus and my goal
While Buddhism is a rather odd faith to believe in, it is
also rather reclusive and offers things
like shaving hair, celibacy, no eating after noon etc which to the common laity
seems a bit of an extreme measure but one many nuns, monks and llamas undertake
It has been painful the past couple days almost severing ties
to my old life and welcoming and adapting to change, this was my greatest fear-
2012 seems to be a time of not undertaking grave adventures or making undue
risks but maybe this is the propaganda at work who knows, just sit back and
watch the world go by because it is going to end haha
What I find most appealing about monastic living is being
around beings of my own kind, evolved, smart, happy, compassionate, sincere,
sensitive old souls striving for enlightenment and it is a life long commitment
The lord Buddha instituted the monastic order to alleviate
the suffering of the householding life.
While I also identify with being a lay hermit it seems that
this hermitage would fit considering I would have a lifelong income afforded to
me due to my illness but I understand it would be a lot for the monastery to
take on, a medicated insomniac schizophrenic gay guy but monks and nuns are
never perfect
Mostly nobody sees any shreds of mental illness in me,
thanks to my medication I am on and it is prevalent in times of stress
It is very terrifying to make rash choices in life and deal
with the outcome
But I believe I am being protected and guided by forces none
of us can understand
My life was an internal prison structure and I need an
evolved step to bring me to my most ultimate purpose. Life deals out choices
like this
Most likely if I am refused in the denman island place I
will look at moving back to Vancouver or choose to stay here in shaunigan lake
hehe
Hold onto enlightenment, it acts swift
Shaun A. Delage
cat paw massage
Well I am glad to see the church is continuing
I have never viewed my spending years upon years offering
the discourses in enlightenment and ascension mixed with a little bit of
craziness as a setback or a waste of time
exactly quite the opposite
I have had countless emails telling me to keep going, me so amazing hehe
just funny to be an online personality lolz
exactly quite the opposite
I have had countless emails telling me to keep going, me so amazing hehe
just funny to be an online personality lolz
So I am at a fence in the road, I can continue my writing or
simply let go and ordain as a Buddhist monk
The monk thing has been in my life for quite some time since
taking Vipassana meditation courses – I adore monastic life, what I need to
discover if this includes me, right now or shall I wait till I am 40 and have
exhausted every avenue in the material matrix
Tough choice
But ordaining seems like the right choice for me,
spiritually – To involve myself in the most reclusive and enlightened faith on
the planet
A psychic recently said I can still do well in the material
world, and if I should so choose, my books will gain quite the following but
she also said about the monk thing…
This is an important decision for you. You
can succeed in this material world. However, you would more easily fall into a
life like a Buddhist monk. You would become happier with this type of life. You
would do better here as your nature makes a spiritual existence more suited to
you.
The prospect of love
and the idea of becoming a world famous author and artist keep me going in this
reality but none of the material world gives me any sense of satisfaction
I have searched for love countless times, almost to lose my
life- this is what people sing about
The paradoxes of love so how could I search this out, I even
tend to wonder about my thinking process
The world has a lot of beauty and love in it, none of which
I believe I have found, only materialism, hatred and illusion-nothing I want
any part in, I strive to be around those of my own kind, uber intelligence,
striving for enlightenment, ascension and evolution – some peace and quiet,
assisting others through suffering is my greatest need considering the
magnanimity of my own suffering
I believe I would make a great Buddhist monk hehe just I
would miss things like, dinner, my hair and eyebrows, orgasms, shaving pubes,
voting, clothes, luxurious beds lol (I know big one haha) television, techno,
the internet among a few things
It would be tough to be around a bunch of other men in robes
in the middle of the furest without thinking a sexual thought haha
Part of me wants to go the route that is the toughest but I can
stick it out – to achieve enlightenment and be released from being reborn into
constant suffering
I have always been anti religion which is ironic because I have
held the titles of Reverend and Doctor for about 9 years – I don’t pretend to
know it all or want to go into spirituality for egotist pursuits
I just think the eastern cultures has nailed down the
paradoxes of enlightenment in a religion to the nine while the western
religions lack any level of evolution
Only lost in a sea of riddles and wafers and baptisms god
give my head a shake
So for me to ordain would be a big step, one in which I have
been pondering my existence as such for about a decade and I imagine myself
with robes on and no hair and no eyebrows god what a hot mess but I think I
would make a sexy hairless monk
It would take a lot of courage to walk away from this blog,
my novels, my virtual world of second life, the prospect of love and
materialism in totality but a step in life I am willing to do, because I live
with very little and it almost seems like a blessing to release holding money
all together
To some people religion is poison
Just imagine trying to tell your mostly catholic family you
want to be a Buddhist monk haha
Blessings
Just wanted to give my blogbuddies an update
-
Shaun A. Delage
Deer Monk
My thoughts of ordaining as a Buddhist monk are mixed, and rather human at this point, first and foremost I would like to be released from my own internal prison structure of karma and psychological operations. Next I would like to become more versed in a reclusive and enlightened faith. Next the ideals seem to mix with that of a middle aged mandarin female which I probably was in my last life lol
I have decided to post the manifesto for public view but only have this one copy visible through the Church so in a sense my own lil gateway and portal
I am beginning to let go because frankly I think I have the qualities needed of a Buddhist monk and I see Vipassana as kindergarden for monks and I got a taste and rebelled and now I seem to be blacklisted on vipassanas rosters but that is what happens when you accuse a way centre of warcrimes lol
I have learnt from my experiences enough to warrant me changing my life drastically....while I still seem to be caught on
the level of a teen or whatever I just cant escape my life and I don’t want it to hit me at middle age that I have done nothing
I want to shine, and give discourses in enlightenment, train under an evolved religion and release myself from the confines of the material world and the matrix and finally make sure I don’t get born into the next vessel as another chav or whatever having to suffer
Maybe my path includes that of being able to preach enlightenment and guide others through suffering
I as well will be suffering, with no hair, nor eyebrows or dinner or snacks or coffee or for example the ability to shave my pubic hair bald lol (it is against the monastic code lolz)
I believe I have the spiritual centre needed to be a monk, living as a lay hermit for like 4 years with barely enough
I wanted so much to be a writer in the world and travel cruise ships but I think I would be a 500 pound writer in no time lol
So in april the Church of Techno may close, and I may move on, but it has been a blast regardless. I have made quite a few friends and even more enemies (lala )
I think it would be cool to be a monk, kind of ironic for me to choose a lineage that concerns itself with Buddhist conservatism haha but I think it will be good for me considering how much of an unstructured and undisciplined life has lead me and look where I am now, lol
Part of me wishes that the internet or my books or second life for example could lead me to a level of happiness. Part of me wishes I could just win a hospital lottery and sit in my lottery house smoking 420 and eating muffins ...part of me wishes by now I have found the right man, a shining prince in beautiful clothing that could say to me one day “you never have to work a day in your life”
Much of me has realized that my power and authority will not take place as a handout but rather a learning experience
That I can hold power and authority without wealth
This is the greatest epiphany to hit recently
Me personally I think I have tested all the other gods to their limits lol the lord Buddha remains the only one standing and smiling back at me
While I have had fun delving into conspiracy, MK ultra and other fascinations
I don’t believe these avenues will offer any level of enlightenment
While part of me wanted to release captivation in totality and get rid of it in my life completely
I honestly believe it can help others
I believe my place in 2012 is to be a forest monk and to retreat to a forest community where I will be accepted and respected. I could think of no other place other than birken forest monastery to live out my days
- Shaun A. Delage
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