To constantly nourish ones soul remains the highest
priority, there is so much distraction that people with any skill in meditation
can sometimes skip a week or two before they get the chance to meditate.
All I have is time, I am one of the lucky few that has been
able to find a calling amidst a life of seeming failure, I have embraced being
a funded Buddhist lay monk, I am able to pay all my bills while having copious
amounts of time at my disposal, something people that are involved in this
whole apparatus lack essentially is time.
I have been taking baby steps to better my intuition because
I believe it is a calling for me to be somewhat psychic or intuitive and to be
genuine about it. I think many people out here on earth are naturally intuitive
but fail to see the characteristics simply because they can’t guess the winning
lottery numbers, and it is true that you can be obscenely intuitive with
seeming strangers over your own world because if we could simply guess our own
lottery numbers nobody would be working as a psychic they would be sitting on a
yacht in Monaco sipping Moet.
So I have been taking baby steps and it is tough to rely
solely on intuition but when I lack the confidence I simply remind myself of my
history and the fact that I have had an extremely bizarre life which affords me
the gift of psychic powers, the ability to tell somebody their future and
whether their next steps are the right path. So I have opened a mini presence
online in the virtual world of SL and in a few places online. Just taking baby
steps, what it took me to get to this level is many synchronicities that play
out in real life like somebody mentioning something a week prior and it plays
out exactly as mentioned or I will think of a song and an hour later I will
hear it on CNN of all places lol just when stuff like that adds up it really
makes you question whether you have these abilities or not, and I have had
precognitive dreams and such and things will automatically pop into my head
twenty minutes beforehand.
So syncs…. But I also use quite some many crystals and herbs
to help with that development and most psychics find out in their early
thirties.
I come from a life of challenge, almost losing it beyond my
control, from a life of crime and intrigue to almost taking off on a yacht
around the world, meeting a twin of mine in a penthouse that tried to give me
HIV, Being taunted on movie sets by satanists related to some powerful actors/aliens to being ‘involved’ with a Canadian ambassador, stuffing thousands of dollars
into my pockets and staying up for sometimes weeks on end without food. I have
been to hell and back literally, I know what is at stake, and it is our souls,
and redemption. So when I doubt my abilities I think of these things and my
path and the path of the obscure and enchantment, I think of what great powers
I must have picked up along the way, now to only use them.
The simple causality that I have lived through it all and
now get to live a life of fortunate circumstances lead me to believe that I
have a purpose and a reason why exactly I am here rather than that of a simply
anomaly.
People must get mad when they read my writing, all the
brazen stuff I did, and most of it illegal, but what helped me is finding an
eastern meditation technique that reversed all ignorance.
I feel lucky, lucky to be alive after all of that and yes I
think about things that have happened quite a bit, I also think about how many
of the multi millionaires I have met have probably died or lost it all in some
way and no doubt my presence in this world has affected quite some many people
from all walks of life.
Essentially the path of the Buddhist monk, too unfit to be
ordained, too crazy to be in a sangha, too many disabilities to become a regular
Buddhist monk so I am forced to create my own method to living, a philosophical
presence that challenges belief systems and people in authority with a poetic
lick.
When I wake I sit on the porch surrounded by tree’s and deer
and songbirds and think to myself, wow I have made it, I am finally in my piece
of heaven, the meditation has worked, now I can move to the next steps –the next
levels, and my meditation will constantly change and define itself.
I give you this discourse so that it may better your day.
-Shaun A. Delage
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