CranBerry Paw

Religion and sexuality are touchy subjects for most lol and it is funny how many people I come across online that profess a belief in the bible and jesus and exemplify their hatred of gay and lesbian people.

This is funny, because I want to say “Even the pope doesn’t have a problem with gays, why should you” haha another reason I found Buddhism, and believe in it. And another reason why yours truly started his own virtual ministry.

I wanted this ministry because of the power to tell you the truth, the power to shove it in their face that I have a virtual ministry and am gay myself.

Especially in conspiracy circles people tend to be really closed minded, which astounds me, because if you are seeking answers and enlightenment and secrets to be unravelled you have to have the right disposition. The ability to overcome prejudice and hatred.

See many people would think I hate the people on my manifesto, but I don’t. I simply believe that by naming and picturing them I can provide a record for all of time of the issues that an individual has gone through, and I have tried to seek help only to come across quackery.

It is funny because people in my situation would feel pretty defeated and many give in and take their lives, but I feel I have much much more to offer every single minute I am alive longer.

I have found a unique healing concept, a virtual ministry, a virtual world, my novels, TECHNO, meditation and of course living in the furest.

I have gone down my own path without going into wiccanism which is tempting, because of the acceptance but I don’t believe people should be invoking things like deities or gods or whatever without fully comprehending what they are doing. Also I don’t think people should essentially do rituals they have no understanding or grasp of. Issue is people are so hungry to bend reality they will do whatever they can first and foremost to do it.

I am here to say that it takes a VERY long time, but whatever you will to do, it will happen.

I get small psychic incursions kind of like a pre cognition and it is small things like a few days before something I will say some key words or explain a concept and then I will see those words, the scenario or concept materialize in the form of a movie or webpage in reality.

This leads me to believe that my manifestation is working, that I can bring whatever I need to myself and it is funny because there are still people that believe if you look within you are a Satanist or whatever –no saving them I guess, they are under the direction of forces beyond me.

I have always wanted to be in control of my destiny and my own future and my fate. Not left up to some powerful magical entity that requires your constant adoration for your future success.

Truth is, 90% of the world has no fucking clue!

They believe in 2000 year old books, old men in the sky, and that all gay men want operations to become women lol

I have seen and battled the illusions from all end of the spectrum, including from within my own community, having relations with men and having them try and barter my soul or having drag queens sexually assault you. Having parents beat you or having friends try and kill you.

The illusion and the magic is so far reaching I don’t even know where to begin. I just know, I am a proud gay guy, a Buddhist, I love techno, I love the net, I love cats and chillen in the forest, I love virtual stuff and reading and am very fond of meditation.

So as long as I can embrace that core belief and not self destruct in anyway I personally have a tool to get me through endless weeks and months in this matrix.

Then I am at the other end of the spectrum and the nuclear plant and radiation leaking and I am in a sense in a rush to get my words to the eyes of the people that need them the most.

So in a sense I have all the time in the world, yet may not have another day lol

It is a very confusing time to be alive, and only the intellects question everything, one can figure out a lot in isolation.

But the essential key is to know your core self and nurture those qualities to absolute success. Because we’re all born differently.

-Shaun A. Delage