fight night

I have been really struggling to bring my virtual life to terms with my regular life like some undiagnosed illness of two spectrum causalities that run aside each other with no future if they intertwine

Part of me wants the fame and prestige that my virtual life brings and then the other part of me wants the calmness and relative solitude that my real life holds to carry over through to the other spectrum

Well my masters hasn’t arrived yet it takes awhile to come from modesto California i guess

It will be nice to have that because i can ad to my unique causality a little more

I have just virtually recovered from chaos

The past few days i had spent expanding the main store in SL and then put it back as it was

I am glad i had the courage to expand and then pack it all up while it was very tough i needed to go thru the steps i figure and while it is nice to have a main store that is a block long by a block wide i think i will just settle on a block long it’ll just be super thin

Today is one of those anniversary’s that i go through with every hospital lottery

I guess i almost expected to win , but deep down inside i sort of don’t want to win, i mean of course i do or i wouldn’t enter but i expect to win because of the Vancouver oracle telling me i will have alot of power and authority

It will be funny to see if that is a psychic prediction or if she is some gypsy quack 

i hate how when you see a psychic the words just fuckin haunt you for like years upon years like me presently to a mind numbing madness like oh hey this may bring me power and i go for it lol guess her power words were blessings in disguise 

but the thing is she added her own touch she picked up that i was wearing a turkish evil eye charm and asked to see it then she held it with her hands that had something like leprosy on them lol and said i would have aLOT of power and authority and i used to be a woman in my last life - i will have a very long life and that i have a curse on me - and the last one makes me not want to believe what she says because this seems to be the oldest trick in the psychic book but the part of her asking me about my charm and she reading it with touch just gets to me

I mean who knows right? Perhaps i am going to have alot of power and authority with that usually comes wealth but i know much of it has to be earned for you to feel proud of the wealth

And then when you do have it you must use your power and authority to aid others in their path or you risk losing it to karma

I remember that i am not a normal person per se and what i mean by this is somebody that has almost died and yeah you hear it almost every blogpost lol

But there is no other person like me that has conceived of this art movement and for this reason i put my faith that i may be something like a famous artist one day

Or at least be paid up to pursue more artistic endeavours

That is the artists dream 

I have a cashload of art that nobody can copy and a ton of people can adore and buy i have a marketable product unlike people that waste their lives away in nothingness ...i really am in my own world here be it reality or virtual and the art is one thing but to tie it in to an art movement you must have the story behind your art which must be captivating and then the artist themselves which is instant fame for me lolz i question why it is taking so long for the system to catch a glimpse of me, perhaps they are prepping....or perhaps they are already sick of meh ..... then you have the art which speaks for itself and markets your whole personae as an artist and then you have the ensuing scandal that the art brings....
i mean to be an artist is one thing but to have a post modern movement is another story all together and a completely new mode of thinking artwise separates me from the average painter with 10 pieces under their belt  when i have about 50 i have decided to work with and about 350 more in my stash
-in a way i chose to invest heavily in the internet and while not seeing any result for the past 10 years i expect one day to find a virtual enlightenment per se ---but what a journey hehe you with meh ?

My book is kind of on the shelf for the time being either until i get some more inspiration to edit the 200+ pages or i am also considering going into a reading break with the resistance for a bit since i am getting a new ebook reader to replace the last one

I like ebook readers, while the last one was a lemon i hope this one is ok

I think what helps me operate as a normal human being i mean mostly is the actual isolation from other beings and i wonder if this is my path

I mean to be isolated forever or to keep aligning with people

And those i align with are virtuosities which make it a more challenging form of communication but also for the right part the safest form of communication (safety wise) lol

Not that i am gonna get my paw slapped by Paddington bear lol

 i just have met some weirdos in real life and it is funny to me that i choose the net as my haven as my hangout...

Trying to navigate googles advertising scheme is brutal

I have been experimenting bringing my art site to various levels of marketing but nothing yet

I will see what fits !!
it is tough being a broke superstar yet i am not a hippy and yet my bank account has Rev. Dr. listed kind of funny to be a penniless doctor but i am sure there is worst
kinda hopping around a bit but i feel that post secondary stuff only clouds the younger minds in distraction and with the promise of a lifetime of slavery it is quite funny to see because any employer can let you go as an employee it really is a level complexity with the hiring of people i mean many people i know are going into nursing and if they only knew the huge cows that held me down while stabbing me with a needle or the nurse with her supposed education placing somebody with a serious virus next to me in a hospital ...post secondary is basically where all the three tier losers go- i mean you have several tiers the ivy league, the middle (who knows where they are going) and the no brains (just gonna go somewhere me hopes-and they will because they paid for the sadism)
i dont really get this quality in humans to pay to be a slave it is like paying to give yourself cancer and mind you there is not alot of human qualities i attach to as a human, funny for me to say...
nobody wants to tell you, you can slack off and be your own person if you want, because this is your life and your future. it is funny though people in post secondary and i am sure there are exceptions to the rule but these people do not rely on human qualities of intellectualism and should always be looked at with a level of distrust, mind you some are very talented to find what they love and i say this that there are 'some' that find their calling..i bet if i was offered schooling i would take some courses in an instant but that is being withheld from me at this point it may change in the future funny thing is i need the givernment to tell me i am native and then they are gonna try saying your not native enough lol but if i am approved i get a bunch of free stuff like school and the US border vanishes :) so to be able to take anything without restriction school wise would be cool...there are so many avenues i would mesh well with, art, literature, fashion design, cooking etc
virtually i am somewhat of a guru at this point but in real life i am a different person all together
many people are like this with their work or home life etc so i know i am not alone lol
kinda funny to almost have to remind yourself of your status on an hourly basis so you and the system are up to speed and also refeeding some of those power words back to the people that send them to you.

 i feel more earthbased lately rather than universally sound so i will rest here in this personal mode for a bit

Perhaps a few more days to collect my spirit and bring it back to earth and give it a big warm hug and welcome home...captivation is back on the site for the time being since it defines my status in the art community.

-          SHauN A. Delage

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neo used this software !!! 

an automatic scroller text software program for reading pdf's- mobi pocket reader

tumble pride

Welcome to perhaps one of the most misunderstood corners of the internet haha

Feeling two ends of the spectrum this week i was able to discover more about my path and my being on a recent trip to Vancouver. While i find this place in the world to be incredibly beautiful to visit. I couldn’t help but feel crammed in like sardines in the ferry over.

I couldn’t help but feel stripped of my humanity and this is how most feel living in society

You are never really dealt with on a humane level it always seems to be on a level of take a number or treated like a virtual animal

I have also been dealing with a  level of cruelty amongst my virtual life which is funny because people sense that i am fighting for something and they have lost their will to struggle and meanwhile my virtual life gets stronger.

What i don’t get is peoples seeming need to be somewhat cruel to another person this quality i do not get in people and it seems to be the one with the most marketed domainz in our society

I think there are a few judging points and then your either deemed a pass or fail

1)      Slave

2)      Cruel/egotistical

3)      Extroversion/programming

4)      Normality

It is troubling being a fail in all departments but that is my character and my being and perhaps i am too sensitive, the irony of the virtual life is that i keep getting stronger each day that goes by and it is funny to me to be able to go through my virtual life like this because what i am dealing with is peoples inherent need to perpetuate trauma seems to be the going sickness these days lol

it is funny to be in my position staring out at the mindset that opposes me and i dont know where it rests in totality i just know that there is a great in the moment reality that is inherently against enemies of slavery and the ideation of slavery and global dominance of thoughtform

what i am dealing with is a level of dissasociation from compassion and embodied in a virtual creation, really amusing to meet these types but like i say, you never know who they are on the other side of the screen and in relation to you are technically illusion but they use a sense of familiarity to deceive you into trusting them 

...what it took was me meeting perhaps one of the nicest people i have ever met named rev kai who showed me that people exist with my own thoughtform no matter how much the system will make you believe in otherwise and much of the resistance is setup like this and i am very fortunate to be around people that get me and that respect me for my struggles and not want to eat my leg lol

i mean surrounded by these beings that offer me no other path other than a level of cruelty it seems amusing given my level of virtual success and basically if you have money coming in from somewhere and dont have to do much for it you are a success :)

It would seem that people generally have a level of disgust with the self given what the body does and this by far is one of the greatest things we need to alter in each of us.

To live in a society based on civility with a more defined millennium status is the seeming goal for most

But struggling to find ascension amidst so much programming and trauma layering on each days proves to be a struggle

For second life i plan to mesh my two brands together and market them which i think will be a good move. So a rave party boy line of clothing lol

The brands i have are extremely successful and i only want to build on that level of love !!

So to align with people and calm down and connect and have them be virtually cruel to a virtual embodiment such as myself and it is funny operating on like 5 virtuosities because i know my talents virtual wise, i started training in several facets of virtual stuff about 5 years after the internets inception which was fab for me, it puts me in a fortunate position over people just opening their computers for the second year or whatever

Plus graphically i have mastered my own world and this to me is an ascension is to be able to visually stimulate people in a work of art

And not many people understand in second life that the entire brand creation is up to the avatar or me

So i have to do everything from the graphics to packaging to designing to marketing to customer service

Mind you the place runs itself but others relay well its not slavery so it doesn’t matter or your only making pennies what a big deal lol

But for me it is a residual income for the next 5 or ten years which is kind of cool and i don’t have to suck face to some nasty boss i can essentially partake in any causality on the land i rent as a sovereign avatar

There is alot of ascension to deal with virtually but nothing i cant handle

So 3 brands down and partybois brand is coming !!

I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice starlet

I arrived at a huge hotel and some guys were trying to buy some stuff but the store was closed so they were just putting money on the counter

I went to the casino a few times and then took a train and fell down a ditch into the water and got my hair all greasy so i had to take a shower in the train while some lady was angrily looking over the stall at my nudity which i protested several times

Trippen and flippen

Stylin and divin

Whackin and chattin

Lovin and much love

Watchin and talkin

Stuffies and marinade

Chillen and trippen

Chillen and flippen

-          Shaun A. Delage

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animal in the sack

To exist in a sphere of civil restrained anarchism is one of the only routes in life

You cant act on your desires for vengeance in a society that is literally tucked behind layers and layers of security and interdimensional advanced neuro linguistic hyper real simulation

What being can walk past 500 cameras in one day and “not notice”

What this must do to the individual psyche is beyond anything imaginable where the status quo is generally a psychologically damaging community to be enveloped in all angles from and by and with restriction

While the restrained anarchism may play out there are generally time travellers and those that enjoy the human form in presence in some of the familiar circumstances

One can travel 100 miles or kilometres and see the exact same faces but the program doesn’t register because the pathway doesn’t actually exist unless it is an etheric cable

the online gallery is born

I dont even know where to start with this gallery since marketing is not my strong point lol but the gallery itself is nice !

(click me to see)

zero2x2kewl.imagekind.com

dawg tooth

(taken from an audio recording and translated without any pause)

I wanted to talk about the actualization of fate and how it subscribes to our own being and in a sense coming to terms with fate and your future and your path brings alot of anxiety to alot of people and really coming to terms with where your heading along with the generalities of coming from the past

what i mean is coming from the paradoxes of the past, so you have a causality of the past and the future and your fate and your mistakes all rolled into one and into the present moment ...and everyone tends to freak out about that because there is no future in delving in the thought

 and the only thing to be is in the moment, and what is in the moment, but being in the know of every moment passing by without ignorance and without hatred and needing and being damaging ....and you want to make sure your treating others respectfully and most don’t understand how to live in the moment and how to actualize their future... you are living so much in the past or in the future you don’t realize anything about the present moment because you don’t have everything you want and that is a figment of our society constantly upgrading, new things to buy, version 2.0 version 3.1 version 3.2 etc and this is the going game of the system is to keep you dissatisfied and keep you from realizing how fortunate you are in the moment to be alive and kicking...

 and most people don’t go thru life thinking about their being every present moment, people with true qualities of introspection really want to understand their being and why they are alive and why they wernt born in a hell country, or an animal or a different sex.

You have people constantly angered about the past, in this regard there is no future in the past, and there is some of the past in the future.... and developed from the past.... but in a sense your whole past is not developed from the  future and that anxiety shows in people running from their past.

and i can tell you i have a pretty rigid past and to actually go thru it like a character in a movie and not have any control, where your simply an actor and you have no actual control over your choices or actions and this is troubling because you get to a point ten years later and you really analyze it, and wonder about how you were operating and you think "wow i have gone down the road of causality" and i am constantly trying to fix that and coming from a life of great suffering and trauma you never really know how much you have until you lose it in a sense

and most don’t realize it unless something traumatic happens like a life lost or friend moving away or somebody gets sick... you never realize how lucky you are and life is something to be embraced and developed on and empowered on and if you don’t have those qualities in you to enhance your being it is really something to work for for the future and to develop your characteristics not greedily wanting everything in sight and not going through life uncompassionate to suffering and a simply goal is to be happy and that is also one of the toughest goals to attain is true happiness and to come to terms with your present peace and your existence and not really work to attain superhuman qualities you may find you have a new found sense of respect and a happiness developed within your soul.

 Many of the religions don’t believe you can attain enlightenment and it takes one person to come by and say hey you are enlightened for you to actually ponder it and Buddhism believes you need a million more lives to become enlightened and other faiths believe you need to pray alot or worship idols and where is the self it takes a belief in self above all and what is the going fad in religions is that the individual doesn’t matter that you have to subscribe to a flock mentality and they keep you from looking within yourself and keep you distracted with years upon years and decades upon decades of theories to keep you guessing.. 

Where you never come to terms with a theoretical analysis of life and they only have a critique of their own subscribed faith and in Buddhism they have idols to worship and sutras to memorize and in Christianity you have to read the bible and there is so many misinterpretations of it and with islam you have threats of death backing up the code and mind you the fundamentals are there with many religions but the faiths don’t allow you to discover the need to introspect deeply enough and they don’t lead you there because they don’t believe that any human can become enlightened and if they don’t believe that why put your being in their care and well whats the use if you need 50,000,000 births

I always say you are enlightened this very moment and you were born into a vessel of ascension and enlightenment and evolution and you would not be born into this vessel if you did not have a quantifiable skillset to offer humanity and many don’t understand how they help others and it may be a simple thing like a neighbour they talk to or a mother they care for or somebody with a blog or they are coding the matrix or they are there to input or output information

We live in a society that glorifies skillbased learning and you have massive levels of skills you must learn and in older societies people specialized in just one thing but these days you have complete package constantly downloading information and learning new things constantly giving into rules and policy and signing your name and input pincodes and your constantly being upgraded by the system with a surrealist programming

and its time we took back that level of realization back to our own self being responsible for our own programming and many human beings are permitted that and that is the freedom of being alive but for 90% of all beings they are lead around on goosechases everywhere and when you have only 10% of beings able to ask questions and pull their friends out of the loop and really contemplate life this is troubling because it should be 80% of society that should have the power to actualize their own future and their own qualities for progressing and people don’t even realize how much their own future is being led around and it could be like in the matrix with a grandpa in a tv room

but i am sure its more like an entire planet working the causality of our planet comes down to advanced quantifiable nature ,etheric, environmental, natural, spiritual and human influence etc and your just being led around on a goosechase and you see this in many millennium warriors these days they are really observant of their being and their surroundings and they come to terms with who their meeting and where they are going and you have many in society the most heavily marketed aspect and most illegal is alteration of consciousness and supposedly sinful and it is one of the most heavily marketed concepts drugs and your expected to keep a normalcy to your daily interactions and even the people that are intoxicated are acting normal in a sense of civil respect

and this makes you wonder how many of these people you meet are shattered inside because of the different chemicals they have ingested then you even have the legal realm like food additives and pharmaceuticals and alcohol and you wonder how many peoples souls are shattered or are beyond repairable and you come to terms with not only your own suffering but those around you and you meet 12 people in one day and come to an understanding that each one has their own level of suffering and you may meet one profoundly depressed or another that is wealthy and you come to terms with their inherent humanity and many of us worry about what we will be like when we are 85 yrs old and where you will be and in a sense it is wise to take your life with a dose of happiness and karma and to take your negative karma with ease because the more concentrated your karma is early in life the more peaceful of an older life you will have

and to treat others kindly and with compassion and that means you will not suffer the horrors you hear about with the elderly and you may not even show it and you see somebody get on the bus and think wow thats a frazzelled mess and you have to correct yourself as early as possible and say i am sure she has a very nice soul and soon enough and with age you will not be thinking those impulsive negative thoughts about people and you will develop a keener insight into your own inherent suffering and the suffering of the brothers and sisters around you.

-          Shaun A. Delage

in response to the untold native peoples genocide

taken from hiddenfromhistory.org in the links section at the bottom of the blog

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In solidarity and hope for our common future,
 
The Elders and National Council of the Republican Movement of Kanata
………………………………………………………………………………
  
Pledge of Allegiance to the Republic of Kanata

I do solemnly swear allegiance to the Federated Republic of Kanata, and to the principles of sovereignty, natural law, unconditional democracy, and public, collective ownership for which Kanata stands.

I swear to defend the Republic of Kanata against all enemies, foreign and domestic, and to sever all ties and allegiance to the British Crown, and to the government known as Canada. I pledge to stand in solidarity with all those who take this oath and to defend them unconditionally.

I take this pledge freely, without coercion, mental reservation, or ulterior motive, according to my honor and freedom as a natural and sovereign human being.
 Rev. Sh@un A. Delage 

A Program for Ending Genocide

Legal genocide in Canada has rested historically on three pillars: a colonial political oligarchy under the authority of the English Crown; a powerful, unaccountable and state-protected religious oligarchy in the Roman Catholic and Anglican churches, and later, the state-created United Church; and a foreign-controlled, dependent economy.

To dismantle the root causes of genocide in Canada, we must replace all three of these systems, through a process of active de-construction and reconstruction: undoing what caused the wrong and building an altogether new political and social regime in its place.

To commence, our general aim must be the following steps of “decolonization and de-construction” in order to lay the basis for a true democratic and secular Republic:

 

I. Politically: Active disaffiliation from the English Crown and the Canadian state and its courts;

II. Spiritually: Disestablishment of the Roman Catholic, Anglican and United Church of Canada; and

III. Socially: De-corporatizing our economy and establishing local, self-sufficient economies under public ownership.

A real Program of Justice for all victims of genocide in Canada must restore social equality, the health of the land, and democratic sovereignty of all nations within Kanata , through these and other measures:

  I.     Politically:

 1. Abolish the office of the Governor-General, disavow all Oaths of Allegiance to the British Crown, and issue a formal Declaration of Independence from the Crown.

 2. Establish a new Constitution of the Republic of Kanata. Reconstitute Canada as a federated and secular Republic of Kanata, based on a recognition of the root title sovereignty of all indigenous nations and of the common ownership by all citizens of the economy, wealth, lands and resources of Kanata.

  3. Abolish the Canadian armed forces, the Indian Act, the federal and provincial courts, the Senate, the RCMP, and the Indian and Northern Affairs department and their puppet aboriginal agencies.

 4. Create a new standing army based on popular citizen militias.

 5. Establish popular, indigenous courts of law.

II.Spiritually:

1. Tax the churches: Revoke the charitable tax-exempt status of the Roman Catholic, Anglican and United Church, nationalize all church property and land, audit and assess all payments owed by these churches to the people and indigenous nations since their inception, and return all lands and effects stolen by these churches from native people.

2. Revoke the legal charters and legislation governing the Roman Catholic, Anglican and United Church of Canada, and thereby end their official, legal status.

3. End diplomatic recognition of the Vatican and expel the Papal Nuncio.

4. Separate church and state: no funding for religious schools or churches, no religious oaths or functions connected to the state, no state protection for clergy or churches (ie, revoke sections 176 and 296 of the Criminal Code of Canada).

5. Establish a public, international inquiry into crimes of these churches against native people, including in Indian residential schools, with the power to subpoena, try and jail offenders.

   

III.         Socially

A Jubilee Campaign to restore the land and economy to the people: 

1.   Cancel all debts and mortgages, and return all land to its original owners.

2. Place banks, money supply and credit under public ownership and control.

3. Impose a 100% tax on all wealth gained by inheritance, interest and speculation, and abolish all income tax. 

4. Establish a maximum wage and redistribute all surplus income to the lower paid.

5. Collect all back taxes owed by corporations and impose a special tax on the super wealthy and on corporate profits.

6. Abolish foreign ownership of the economy.

7. Abolish all land speculation and the commercial trading in land.

8. Nationalize all resources.

9. Socialize all housing, medicine, education and transportation, and make these services freely available to all people.

10. Create Local Exchange and Trading (LET) networks across Kanata to decentralize and democratize the economy, abolish money and credit, and harmonize humanity with the earth.

A Gaia Campaign to restore the health and harmony of the land:

1. Impose a Green Tax on all privately owned vehicles in order to phase out their use.

2. Abolish nuclear power and the uranium industry.

3. Develop wind, solar and tidal energy industries.

4. Phase out petrol vehicles, and replace with non-polluting, mass-transit systems.

5. Immediately nationalize all polluting industries and abolish or eco-convert them.

6. Legally limit the size of all land ownership to no larger than 100 hectares.

7. Collectivize all farming and agriculture, and abolish all pesticides and herbicides.

8. Abolish the sale and commercialization of water: Provide free, universal access to water through the establishment of public ownership over all water resources.

   

Acting on this Vision and Program

 

These proposals are but a beginning in a long process of social and spiritual emancipation from corporate genocide.

Our purpose as a de-colonizing movement is to create a new society within the shell of the old: to bring about a parallel social order in opposition to “Canada” through a massive democratic movement from below. We can only succeed in this goal through a conscious, activated citizenry who take control of their lives and the land, and undo the legal and mental slavery foisted upon them.

Consequently, we reject any reliance on or involvement in the existing parliamentary or electoral system, which is based on an undemocratic allegiance to a foreign monarch.

   

Instead, we will seek to create new popular assemblies and courts through which the people can express their will freely and openly, justice can be directly enacted, and the present political system can be overturned. We will use mass civil disobedience, strikes, withholding of taxes, and other direct actions to undermine and replace Canada and its institutions with a truly democratic republic.

Without an independent land and economic base, we cannot create the Republic of Kanata. We therefore look to peoples' direct actions to secure such resources for our Republic, by helping them to withdraw their allegiance to and involvement in the existing economic system.

We call upon all those who share our vision and goals to take these three steps: a) withdraw their funds from all banks and financial institutions and reinvest them in cooperative agencies established by our movement, b) withhold all taxes and other payments from every level of government in "Canada", and c) join the Local Exchange and Trading (LET) networks established by our movement to create alternative, agricultural-based green economies.

In short, we are declaring an economic boycott of the present regime in order to build a future for our planet and all its people.

To coordinate and lead this campaign, we look to a mass revolutionary party to engender but not dominate our movement. The creation of a democratic and secular Republic of Kanata will unleash the greatest freedom and diversity among the people, who will learn through their own struggles the meaning of self-government.

Our underlying recognition is that true democracy and sovereignty cannot come into being or survive without the complete public ownership of all of Kanata by all the people. The poorest person has as equal a right to the land and its wealth as the richest, and we shall work to create a society where all class distinctions and the private ownership of the economy have been abolished.

We encourage you to share this Program and Vision, and begin to act on it, for you are Kanata, and the future.

As a first step, we call upon all people who are in agreement with this Vision and Program to take the Pledge of Allegiance to Kanata (below) and to form organizing committees in their communities to prepare for the formal launching of the Republican Party of Kanata.

We especially look to the sovereign hereditary elders and clan mothers of all indigenous nations to endorse our movement and work with us to end the oligarchical church-state regime known as "Canada".

In solidarity and hope for our common future,

 

The Elders and National Council of the Republican Movement of Kanata

………………………………………………………………………………

   

Pledge of Allegiance to the Republic of Kanata

I do solemnly swear allegiance to the Federated Republic of Kanata, and to the principles of sovereignty, natural law, unconditional democracy, and public, collective ownership for which Kanata stands.

I swear to defend the Republic of Kanata against all enemies, foreign and domestic, and to sever all ties and allegiance to the British Crown, and to the government known as Canada. I pledge to stand in solidarity with all those who take this oath and to defend them unconditionally.

I take this pledge freely, without coercion, mental reservation, or ulterior motive, according to my honor and freedom as a natural and sovereign human being.

(Name, Address and Date)

   

Please send a copy of your signed Pledge to:

The Secretary, RMK

260 Kennedy St.

                   

   

fiction enlighten

Being rather infamous is a self defeating prophecy, and nobody can begin to understand your intellectualism in the matter when you say there exists an illusion of choice in life

Then you throw in that you as a being were intoxicated by serious chemicals which made you more influenced by psychic vibration

It would seem being infamous has some drawbacks

I feel okay though because i know whats in store for me, and sometimes i just casually pass the boredom along but other times i wish i would have melded with society a little more

To be influenced by the causality that is running the show rather than oppose it

You understand illusion and you understand your future when you live in an embodiment such as eye

And it is one of the toughest to live in all of the most distasteful beings all rolled into one anomaly

I would have been better off to accept a role in society and work with it

Countless times i think back to my almost death at 15 yrs old and don’t understand how anybody could live through something like that and i almost didn’t, then i think back and the thoughts pervade me that there was a tremendous amount of outside influence and maybe 5% my own

So in a sense i feel somewhat victimized in the matter and then i just only need to be reminded of my own wounds daily to feel the pain ...no 15 yr old would choose to do that and sadly enough many of our young gay youth are being targeted because they hold sometimes superhuman abilities

With trauma you just learn to move on and accept your karma and in a sense the trauma based programming didn’t work on me because i am not perpetuating trauma on others

The oracle said in the matrix that when programs face deletion they choose exile or to return to the source

I guess i am a literal exile within the system and this is how my future is happening and i am okay with that. It almost seems silly to have such a bright individual go to waste but i try and relate in some way that is somewhat normal and then i think back to the drug cocktails i would do much like in fear and loathing in las vegas like 10-12 drugs a night and i wonder how many people out there are actually somewhat normal or able to operate on a normal level

Since i am not really wanting to return to the source i guess i choose exile

The only thing i need is to think of the divine nature and of the creators presence here on earth and beyond and that is all i need to carry me through another day

Many think of humanity as some simple mistake when everything was carefully planned out.

Others think either we are all one or are semi detached from everything

Being in a sense, in a pained existence is yes a self fulfilling prophecy of disaster but one only needs to break out of the ice and out of the world of turmoil and into your talent to achieve your happiness

Many don’t have talent or haven’t discovered their own talent and this is funny because if it was meant to find you it will happen

It may be all laid out in front of you this very moment, it usually is.

So infamy or not you can always come out of any seeming digression through your own state of mind. Typically i use meditation to visualize and actualize my future but also to calm the self and also relieve boredom

What anybody wants is to be entertained away from yourself for another hour but what if the secret to living exists when you look within... You have a nice blanket or shawl and find a quiet place and calm the mind and calm the self, scan the body and visualize your future or your dreams, perhaps some new clothes or something to learn or you want a new job...visualize yourself there

Perhaps you just want to go away to a beach or jungle away from all of this, well do it ! nothings stopping you able to visualize yourself there and out of your red brick place over looking an alley hehe

In a world where your every fantasy is available digitally and visually doesn’t it count for something to actually want to attain a future that is beyond what everyone else is doing?

An ascended state perhaps

And this is what i am reminded of when i think of my history as rather infamous is that i am not a normal person, of course nobody is. But my path is not going to be what everyone else is doing and my future may surprise some and it counts for something to literally put your life on hold to be able to visualize your future and your dreams, you may find you meditate for longer and more time and you have fun with what your doing and not only wish for material things, but things like love, safety, enlightenment and other things that cause you some thought provoking time.

Direction itself is relative to the nature of motivation. The streets are filled with people with struggling layers of motivation. And what is stopping you or i from being on the street and going down that route, not very much and that truth is insanity to some.

In the system we live in it comes down to choices and those that struggle to make choices are left way behind. Many out of frustration could obliterate their own lives but who would choose to do so. Not many, but there are some that choose do it.

The church of techno itself is a mindset of theoretical basis for existence just hovering over a human male. What the church provides is a virtual method of looking around and within your being and interpreting causality, but not to the point of paranoia. Some read these words and are intrigued by the level of introspection so they look further within themselves.

Simply a method to ask questions or at least be able to articulate questions of your surroundings continuously and with a love for self empowerment

So you may be in a meditative trance or you may be making dinner or talking to somebody you don’t like and you constantly analyze the causality of the situation and where its leading you

The actual energy of the church and its inherent visual representation and the rave party surrounding it is happening this very moment around you. You just have to be able to put yourself into the other dimensional rave playing out and in a sense embrace your inherent individualism above all else

That is the actual continuous code that makes you unique because every one of us is unique YES but you walk into a crowd and everyone (hopefully) has the same amount of legs and arms and a face

I mean what is the actual chemical precursor that makes you unique

That is something to go into a meditative trance 4 sure ^.^

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a funny surprise i get a hyena

It took me first to countryside and i had no other choice but to crash a truck i was in and it was sad to have to go through a Thelma and louise sequence and there was no other way out 

Next i went to a beach in tahiti and there was a whole bunch of fairground rides and they were coming out of the water it was great and i went into my apartment and showed my crotch to a waiting man who smiled and pointed and i thought slick babe slick

Next went to cruise ship to board the thing and went to a washroom and they started spraying urine everywhere and it was disgusting they wereusing squeegees to really wipe all the filth away it was gross but i made it onto the ship in time for it to set sail

Next i saw an animal that had a horn in the middle of its nose but was more of a horse dog

Next i walked thru a city and the industrial section there was an old ravine and some guy jumped in naked and he had a good body and then i tried to catch a cab and came across a homey G party and one guy fell in front of me on his bike then I won $20,000,000 which was great the fame and fortune pervaded my being

Working with substance yet wanting a theory for being

Morebeing is more substance

But a theoretical life is something to be adored

And a natural rhythm of completeness remains the ultimate struggle

And a self of substance leads out over class for most

Which is sad because with class comes substance

The being involved with so much yet so naive about the timeline

We all struggle and wait for the ultimate in outcomes

To quantify all known life as it is known.

-          Shaun A. Delage

  

chipper chip

Buying an acre of land on the moon tonight i realise how much of the world is illusion or insanity depending on how you look at it

I don’t doubt that they have colonized the moon already that there is at least advanced species there controlling our every move lol at least it offers them safety from us in case of nuclear explosion

The lunar embassy sells acres of land on the moon pretty cheap, there is presidents that have it and the head honcho sent notices to the U. N and they have sold alot of land on the moon i figure no time like the present and why not, since all i seem to deal with is the fringe, should get a plot on mars too just in case. At least i will always have somewhere to go according to my deeds held lol

You have two other sidez wanting to relay our causality... the lower realm other side.... and the highest authority on the other side. Most likely alot of the information about nuclear physics was channelled from the lowest common denominator while seemingly the most advanced weapon available you cant deny its ability to wipe out an entire society within seconds

And there are newer weapons like james bond stuff that literally implodes your innards before the rest of your body and this is what our freedom entails? It would seem that were free to do what we want in our own countries but as soon as we step into others we bring a world of bloodshed and ignorance to their door step

 Observing my mind at work the past weeks has been rather draining, i mean simply observing took alot of work rather than actually taking place. I quit much of my virtual life and went into another causality and that is my Buddhist monk programming and what it took was meeting somebody really into Buddhism for me to discover i don’t actually agree with the faith. I mean for me to see myself as enlightened or psychic laughs in the face of Buddhism because they believe you need at least 50,000,000,000 more lives to become enlightened x10

While i may not appear as an enlightened being on the surface when it comes down to universalism and techno and a few other genres intertwined i am enlightened in my own regard and to me this is comforting

And enlightenment is not anything that is regal or illustrious so i don’t know what everyone is trying to attain... i figure they want to be a god enjoying things in the Merovingian tower.

Nobody would ever relay you are enlightened because it is paradoxical a 60 year old would never tell a 28 year old “I think your enlightened” and also you may write some enlightened text and then go offline and say something unenlightened so it is extremely paradoxical to discuss enlightenment

Many people become enlightened in the analytical therefore becoming very wealthy in their own regard in a slave role for being able to institute policy on the greater populace.

Others like me, choose a more spiritual path where money doesn’t really concern me, and other things like doing what everyone else is locked into doing. I always like to see myself as the opposite of what everyone else is.

I have been really pondering this moon thing for quite some time and there is no time like the present, and also i have been pondering my next course the PHD in universal philosophy. Something i always say is no time like the present. What life comes down to is where you will sanction some of your debtload in the moment and where you will make sacrifice because you never really know how it will actually pay off in the long run, while nice to go about life with PHD after you name and attesting to having an acre on the moon you can still confine those degrees to personal development which might i add is always essential to one individuals growth.

While there is always the option of it being a scam i ask you this how many scams are in operation in the mainstream from the illusion of money to the nature of capitalism even when you go by a hoodie at the store in like 10 washes the thing falls apart and this never used to be the case when all we wore was one outfit . it would last all year. These days we all live on the cheap labour of developing countries

It is no wonder our clothes are made like this. You have people spending $700 for a wallet when that could feed a family of 4 for a whole month. This is crazy but it is the nature of the world we live in. I mean just to get in the door of the club you have to pay around $5-$20 this is madness just for the privilege of sitting in dark basement with some lights flashing lol

Much of what i have been dealing with lately is my own seeming digression in enlightenment within the scope of introspection

I believe i am digressing is my belief and that the world is passing me by when in fact it is the opposite

I have time to devote to causes that most would not even consider, a book to write takes one year instead of 5 it is great, i come out with the most influential male rave art of the millennium spawning a post modern expressionist movement

Really what it comes down to is those with real inherited talent whatever they focus their mind too becomes a powerful embodiment of their soul

And thanks to tools like the internet i can operate in a relative normal way (even socially) and not go completely bonkers with boredom

I always say too when the timing is right the world will find you and that is great because i don’t see myself in some regal position in society although that may happen with enough time and dedication

I am comfortable with my place in society living off a priests wage and doing everything i love to do and changing peoples impressions virtually and just being very unique in a sense with my aesthetic practice of nocturnalism and in a sense the apocalypse has hit for me, since there is not a soul for miles and it has been dark for 10 years for me, on my schedule lol

But if all chaos breaks loose i will be able to guide others into an enlightened state and at least there is one of me out of all of these people that will not be going through the withdrawls of the ritual we have all been involved in. i have just decided i am going to start putting tinkertots at the bottom of each post, ah the choices.

 - Shaun A. Delage