Welcome to perhaps one of the most misunderstood corners of the internet haha
Feeling two ends of the spectrum this week i was able to discover more about my path and my being on a recent trip to Vancouver. While i find this place in the world to be incredibly beautiful to visit. I couldn’t help but feel crammed in like sardines in the ferry over.
I couldn’t help but feel stripped of my humanity and this is how most feel living in society
You are never really dealt with on a humane level it always seems to be on a level of take a number or treated like a virtual animal
I have also been dealing with a level of cruelty amongst my virtual life which is funny because people sense that i am fighting for something and they have lost their will to struggle and meanwhile my virtual life gets stronger.
What i don’t get is peoples seeming need to be somewhat cruel to another person this quality i do not get in people and it seems to be the one with the most marketed domainz in our society
I think there are a few judging points and then your either deemed a pass or fail
1) Slave
2) Cruel/egotistical
3) Extroversion/programming
4) Normality
It is troubling being a fail in all departments but that is my character and my being and perhaps i am too sensitive, the irony of the virtual life is that i keep getting stronger each day that goes by and it is funny to me to be able to go through my virtual life like this because what i am dealing with is peoples inherent need to perpetuate trauma seems to be the going sickness these days lol
it is funny to be in my position staring out at the mindset that opposes me and i dont know where it rests in totality i just know that there is a great in the moment reality that is inherently against enemies of slavery and the ideation of slavery and global dominance of thoughtform
what i am dealing with is a level of dissasociation from compassion and embodied in a virtual creation, really amusing to meet these types but like i say, you never know who they are on the other side of the screen and in relation to you are technically illusion but they use a sense of familiarity to deceive you into trusting them
...what it took was me meeting perhaps one of the nicest people i have ever met named rev kai who showed me that people exist with my own thoughtform no matter how much the system will make you believe in otherwise and much of the resistance is setup like this and i am very fortunate to be around people that get me and that respect me for my struggles and not want to eat my leg lol
i mean surrounded by these beings that offer me no other path other than a level of cruelty it seems amusing given my level of virtual success and basically if you have money coming in from somewhere and dont have to do much for it you are a success :)
It would seem that people generally have a level of disgust with the self given what the body does and this by far is one of the greatest things we need to alter in each of us.
To live in a society based on civility with a more defined millennium status is the seeming goal for most
But struggling to find ascension amidst so much programming and trauma layering on each days proves to be a struggle
For second life i plan to mesh my two brands together and market them which i think will be a good move. So a rave party boy line of clothing lol
The brands i have are extremely successful and i only want to build on that level of love !!
So to align with people and calm down and connect and have them be virtually cruel to a virtual embodiment such as myself and it is funny operating on like 5 virtuosities because i know my talents virtual wise, i started training in several facets of virtual stuff about 5 years after the internets inception which was fab for me, it puts me in a fortunate position over people just opening their computers for the second year or whatever
Plus graphically i have mastered my own world and this to me is an ascension is to be able to visually stimulate people in a work of art
And not many people understand in second life that the entire brand creation is up to the avatar or me
So i have to do everything from the graphics to packaging to designing to marketing to customer service
Mind you the place runs itself but others relay well its not slavery so it doesn’t matter or your only making pennies what a big deal lol
But for me it is a residual income for the next 5 or ten years which is kind of cool and i don’t have to suck face to some nasty boss i can essentially partake in any causality on the land i rent as a sovereign avatar
There is alot of ascension to deal with virtually but nothing i cant handle
So 3 brands down and partybois brand is coming !!
I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice starlet
I arrived at a huge hotel and some guys were trying to buy some stuff but the store was closed so they were just putting money on the counter
I went to the casino a few times and then took a train and fell down a ditch into the water and got my hair all greasy so i had to take a shower in the train while some lady was angrily looking over the stall at my nudity which i protested several times
Trippen and flippen
Stylin and divin
Whackin and chattin
Lovin and much love
Watchin and talkin
Stuffies and marinade
Chillen and trippen
Chillen and flippen
- Shaun A. Delage
