velvet ear

To set others free in a literal sense seems honourable instead of leading them farther down the route of illusion

This quality in you that while everyone sees warfare and many will reject

The very few are enlightened by you and that essentially is worth it in the end

There are those that hide behind virtual identities and tag names and stuff like that and there is a great fear in revealing yourself beyond these names virtually

One thing i have done recently is come out in second life and it was a long time coming

And this is something that second life governance is fearful of because some people hold alot of sway in the virtual world and people respect you based on your actions.

I don’t really come out as my avatar and then my real name somebody has to do a bit of searching but thankfully the church of techno along with a few other avenues has some substance in second life

And believe me i have met my share of craziness on the net so a few from second life i can deal with if it comes.  I get alot of curiosity from the few million dollar ebay ads i have up and people poking over to see the man behind the ad and some reject the church of techno in totality and others embrace the ideology not only for its intellect but i guess in a way it offers a representation of the opposition to the trauma state that exists and this trauma state doesn’t want to be noticed because it is invisible

People love having a millennium warrior rant about things they could never rant about. Given their placement in society.... so to hear it is true alteration of sublimination

Nobody perceives where their consciousness goes when they are in the sleep state and neither begins to comprehend how exactly it comes back into focus in the waking state into your being into your subset microchip inhibiter (your digital relay station) masked in a body of flesh- that by familiarity you have no relation at all whatsoever with yourself as a digital entitiy ..nor an entity based in computer or technology circuitry...Safe to say if your not robotic then your not but we could be apart of the most advanced designed circuitry on the face of the earth and it is all done with familiarity from the stores we shop at to the things we buy to the faces we see all denote some level of familiarity... how nice...

It is not my job to pull people away from their lives and have them give up their jobs and their families and go into a state of introspection...Part of my own path is displaying my life in the open so that others may relate and take comfort in how an actual enlightened being operates and it is by far no motorcades or sitting atop a cloud with my shirt off feeding people cake it is nothing like that, and of course i don’t take ultimate ownership over enlightenment either because i wholeheartedly believe you as well are enlightened and you are enlightened this very moment what takes skill is embracing and nurturing that enlightenment amidst a trauma state and so much illusion layering on. Then you have the illusions of sexuality and the illusions of wealth and life essentially

Coming up rather quick is Christmas or xmas and many are troubled by this time because of the endless songs repeating and the alcohol overflowing and the huge bird roasting in the oven, the financial pressures and well presents and some of us are very alone and some of us are wanting to be alone lol I say embrace tradition with a smiling face because before you know it it will all be over and we will be bringing in 2011 in no time. Treat others kindly with this fictitious spirit that lives once a year and enjoy it rather than attempt to ruin the spirit and embrace others in the struggles and their choice to open up their heart chakra this one time a year and just be happy and enjoy...Something else i have been pondering is the organic movement and the illusions of such there is a simple fact that now about 75% of all organic products you buy are owned by the same companies that have the normal products ...just under different brands masked in a corporation that is numbered etc....this is of worrying concern and mostly as well it is a travesty because they have literally made it their directive to buy up all the mom and pop operations...So i say we need a new diet out there ....one where you don’t have to obsess about the dangers of neuro toxins in your food and that is the apocalyptic diet

...Just keep yourself fed for one whole month and then repeat endlessly. Me personally i am quite happy with variety of many sorts and i actually limit my vegetable and fruit intake to juiced about once a week...why well in protest and renunciation ...i cant really afford 100% organic or even 25% organic so i live off the energy of the creator ..and most of vegetables are coated in chemicals so why bother even lol i dont believe in. the food pyramid or what the canada food guide tells me or society tells me i should ingest into my body when there is monks that only eat one meal a day before noon and the rest is in starvation mode ....And a super green food pill, this i love ...now only the fruit pill is left .... god i hope they put all fruits and veggies into a single pill lol  then later on in 2030 the full meal pill ...it will be a miracle if the greedy foodists reveal this global hunger solution before then...believe me if you see what they ingest on other realms a simple smoked chicken sandwich here doesnt look so bad, mind you people look at their cat or dog or bird or little fuzzy and could not even fathom carving them up an stuffing them like a bird and in that we bring the horror side of the vegetarian arguement into view ...what you dont want to do essentially and this is the greatest illusion at play is lower your vibration frequency so that you are under the neuro programming of the system in continuous basis.  you want to keep your vibration at a sane and beautiful level so that you are able to fend off most of the illusion...oh how the system enjoys having 1/2 the world as vegeterians, that is 1/2 the world under their control vibrationally. you look at any animal and think oh poor thing... you see a fish or a bird and almost would cry hacking that thing to pieces but when you are feeling bad about it just remember that you are in the  middle of the circle of life, that is your birthright and your placement it is best not to revolt against that and kill yourself in the process over your pain....much of the animal being ingested in you allows the animal to be reborn finally as a human....what a blessing in disguise and most likely their greatest dream fulfilled so in a way you are apart of the causality of a miracle .. :)  Eat in renunciation to others suffering and eat with the mindset i am eating this food to keep myself alive so that i may make enlightened choices and essentially not have to live in the uncomfortable notion of hunger (which may i ad is illusion of sorts)  You need to give yourself enough nutrients to stay full for as long as possible and i have even heard that mixing types of foods is wrong when in fact that is what keeps you fuller longer is by having a protein a carb and a starch rather than just a protein in your stomach because it breaks down quicker having only one type of food to breakdown.. For the urban poor there is many options to be able to live and the food argument is quite lengthy but even at the very top with people that can afford any type of food we are living in a relative time of boredom in the west because we have only made traditional food to be variety and you have a few like turkey and hamburgers but those things are so sporadic just on holidays or as a treat...See we don’t have a traditional food like the Indian culture and the Chinese culture we have only hacked trying a new things every day and soon enough you have tried everything and now what...The enlightenment with food exists in your heart and depending on what you can afford it is wise to have a sense of familiarity that you can come back to and embrace...Like for dinner for a month make yourself chicken, lean beef and salmon burgers but dress up to the nine and just focus on that for a month instead of buying all types of food and you will find you save yourself money and worry..

Some have a distaste for eating the same thing all month but unless you solve this in you there are things and problems that will haunt you...While nice to have a variety of cereals and options for lunch making at least one meal in familiarity along with apocalypse style mindset will help you achieve the enlightenment you seek

...And do not obsess about things like cancers, obesity and genetically modified foods too much.

If your body is illusion then you can best bet that most foods including organic and other ‘healthy’ foods are as well...While nice to eat in renunciation (like some rice and lentils every few meals – instead of a rare steak)

You will find you develop a certain sense of respect for yourself for thinking of others and for thinking of people in the very poor countries that cannot afford anything to eat and are literally wasting away..

What i remind myself every meal is something i saw recently

 I was standing downtown and i saw a homeless man or program reach into the garbage and pull something out and eat it like an animal

While many would laugh or say that is disgusting believe me because you are not in his position is a favourable influence karmically and many of us could be placed there with a few strokes of a keyboard so it is wise to embrace yourself and embrace your divinity and not essentially have to pick a side but work with all spectrums of the duality for that will be your ultimate ascension.

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I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a smiling and wonderful delight i get a nice juvenile eel it said it only had one place to take me but to enjoy what i see and to ride its body like a horse which i did

It took me to a city where i was standing in the street staring at a building , much like you would see in the older and more drug ridden neighbourhoods of cities, i wondered how this was able to exist in a culture of so much fantasy and i looked at the buiding it not only looked one hundred years old it had the combined energy of being 100,000 years old it just creeped me out, it was fenced off

The building just felt ancient

Somebody walked by and said i was nice for eating and asked if i wanted a porter house steak and i said that is disgusting and walked away and declined their offer a bit flustered at their comment and came to an entertainment district and could see massive clubs and such but they were more straight clubs so i was looking for a gay club and found a few and stuff but military swamped in after and i arrived on some old Pakistani ship and was a bit horrified by being surrounded by water that was filled with garbage and human waste and this is nothing we see here in the west i tell you

I walked outside again and past hundreds of these super clubs and was amazed at how they looked one had red carpet and a huge foyer like the Moulin rouge and i could tell there was fights there when it was open and thought they needed alot of security for a place so big

Working to achieve enlightenment

While some will say it is madness

And i say embrace your self

For if you walk farther away from your being

You will never achieve the ascended state

And that is your ultimate and most pressing goal

Is to welcome and embrace that state in you

For there is nothing left

-          Shaun A. Delage

taiL SaLe

Asking myself one thing, does the Christ consciousness exist and there is definitely alot of magic sent his way so the magic has to accumulate somewhere and be present and in a waking body of power ...much like santa  lol i also make the argument that things like the Cleopatra consciousness is trapped on earth in perpetual identity in feline consciousness

Why would somebody idolize the Christ and not build a church on say santa ? well that i cant answer but people have began to understand and articulate this and the information will find you if you seek it

It would seem that whomever has the ability to download the greatest amount of knowledge becomes the strongest on earth and mind you there are those that are adept at downloading the knowledge through ritual and other magic like blood drinking but the information is not enlightened and beautiful knowledge

The most serene knowledge is subscribed by the philosophical schools such as the resistance group who are in their final stages of having almost 2000 books available (and i have downloaded 419 so far) and there is another indigo elder that has 100Gb of hidden esoteric knowledge

While they use the term occult frequently if you don’t understand the meaning of the word it may frighten you and by no means implying anything to do with darkness...however the knowledge you seek may be just that ...it may aid you in your enlightenment but i also argue this knowledge may hinder your enlightenment as well just like the dream world having a plethora of visions available from having a first date to meeting some amputated hell being the vision may pull you away for a second but the next one may push you light years ahead

Light years ahead of any cultist is where you want to be

While they perceive themselves as enlightened beings for drinking blood, and eating human soups and other things like power games and sex games with celebs ritual sacrifice

If you attain your knowledge through whole and the right mode with substantial influence focused on the power of good intent and aligned with that which is right

The enlightenment will take you and find you

Many don’t understand what studying is, and i find this difficult trying to relay with a sister going through the luciferian post education system.

While you may not input 30% of the information you read you are interlocking with the creator of the knowledge and the body of thought connected with that knowledge

If it is made by a hybrid mindset you are connecting to the hybrid mindset

If it is made by a conspiracy theorist you are connecting with that person

Of course safe to assume this code is allowing us to connect on an etheric level

That is why there is so much distaste for creative enterprise ‘out there’

This is why enlightened beings are literally targeted and butchered alive before they have a chance to affect change on the populace by the time warriors

I was researching my blood brother (the guy that neuro led me to attempt suicide) There is no doubt that he knows what he did, and that he most likely doesn’t go through one day on earth without thinking about me

I know there is a game at play and i was amused to find out he worked at a place called ‘shaun’s restaurant’ in Atlanta Georgia

This is supremely unsettling it would seem that there is a whole ideology built on my seeming sacrifice now and this scared the hell out of me, safe to assume at some point he will probably follow my blog as well

I don’t know what i would ever do if i ever talked to him again. I don’t even know what i would say ?

Would you know? I mean i almost killed myself on his bed in evergreen state college

I don’t know what i would say to somebody like that

But the thing is i don’t blame him specifically ...we did go to a few raves and have a few amazing moments together but there was a secret war on

The suicide attempt was years in the making with the initial programming taking place a few months or a year before when i worked for the freemasonic cadet troupe ST. John Ambulance as a medical attendant where i was heavily programmed into this serious ritual

So mind you it may be crazy flukes or whatever but i cant ignore the fact that he is in the freemason capital of the USA Working in a restaurant of my namesake adding and sending perpetual energy my way and this is heavily coated in symbolism and the illustrious nature of the cult

This is only one of myriad of occurances in my life that are unexplainable

Mind you i have relieved all of this by wanting to attain enlightenment and believe me i believe i am there otherwise i wouldn’t have started my virtual ministry two years sooner than the Christ started his.

I tried reading back my words and enunciating them into speech and couldn’t get it right and it reminded me that some of are more adept at bringing enlightenment through various avenues which don’t involve making speechs or sitting on a throne like a guru with a dozen followers handing you flowers

So we all sit here in relative confusion and it is amusing to see because none of us are really superbly clear of where we are going but there is help and it is divine nature and divine thought in right actions and right speech and being your most galactical self

The practicality of your human self is technically illusion but the amazement of your actions is beauty and love and in that we will all become enlightened beings.
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are we sharing too much with the global age of technological and an unregulated technological advanced society that functions digitally ? you bet !! This is the only way we are going to release humanity from the global trauma state and the slave state and by people telling their stories and getting things out in the open we will discover more about ourselves in the process and enlighten others

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  I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a fun surprise i get a nice wolf

It took me to a supermall where i walked up to the ritzy penthouse and went to the washroom there where there was a shirt with a wallet so i opened it to reveal a thick wad of dollar bills which i greedily took it was so much i couldn’t even count it or hold it so i stuffed it in my pocket in two handfuls

I did leave a few however lol

On the way out of the mall and down the elevator i walked past security who said to me ‘if anything is out of order we will be calling you or looking for you’ i love it

I was planning on going across Canada and starting my life over lol

Next the she wolf took me to an airport where i saw a female celebrity that took some time in the navy and she was dressed in the funny little canadian navy female outfit which if you don’t know what it looks like google it it is really silly looking

They marched to her private jet and then just at the steps she broke out in a dance then she fell on the ground later on when she landed she was at her home and going at it with some guy in the corner there was two xmas trees on and some lady asked if i wanted a pillow and when she went to hand it to me it had a bunch of stains on it , it was pretty gross lol

Next the wolf took me to a store where i was searching for stuff and i found the products to be below substandard as opposed to our dimension i mean it was like a lower end convenience store and i took alot of time picking stuff out like some boxes of pies and hamburger meat and sunchips

I paid for them and spied a hot Lebanese guy that worked the front cash a was about 5”8 and really short hair almost cut to the head but he was super hot studmuffin

Anyway i walked outside and some people were going to give me a ride and the obese lady took my bag of food and sat on it which i got mad about and they said they would wait for me while i paid for the stuff the checkout moved outside btw i walked up to the guy and paid again and then he said he wanna come with me for a second and we walked across the street to his apartment which had a bunch of mattresses all over and he rolled a joint and i smoked it with him and tried to write my cell phone number which i did pretty well and i said i will pay in marijuana and he said no i want the store to run the right way and i said okay anyways i said those people were waiting for me and i had to go and he gave me the biggest hug and he was so cute omg

Theory inself

Theory outter being

Wanting to suffuse theory

And amaze those in progress

But wanting to believe

That is the nature of thought

The needing to believe

And the figurative analysis needed in belief

Belonging to a field of hidden knowledge

This is the nature of causality

That i should be so wanted and needed enough

Yet so thrown away in society

The philosophical mystery schools are here

For the enlightened ones

To the enlightened ones

I will never give in

-          Shaun A. Delage

Blacklights omg YAY other dimensional sight - site :P

The farther you go down the route of slavery the more dependent you are on the system to keep you alive rather than being dependent on the true nature of your talent, urself

fuzzeh dominance

Many, unfortunately cannot even begin to perceive the hell state all around us

Safe to assume there is countless beings looking over your shoulder as you read these very words trying to make you believe that the words do not exist or to try and emit a frequency that enables you to read but not actually interject the words into your DNA

The hybridic mind adept at grooming slaves and grooming slavery and rubbing it in those peoples faces that resist and resist wealth and most of all resist the luciferian mindset being played out in our schools all the way up to adult education

Many that are aligned with your spirit even those close to you will hold a vengeance on your being for not accepting the role of slavery almost to a mind numbing fixation

This to me is quite silly because those that are supposed to actually care for the progression of your soul only care that you continue the societal functioning in some part and not be in resistance to it all

Let me tell you there exists a resistance to societal functioning because of the only options being made available are capitalism , socialism, communism , bloodline royalty and Islamic dictatorship.

What people have been literally crying out for centuries about was a global age of enlightenment

A GLOBAL AGE OF ASCENSION

A GLOBAL AGE OF PERCEIVED EVOLUTION

Not appeasing a few slave masters that laugh at all of humanity because they sit amidst billions to perpetuate the slavery of the citizens and there is truths in what i say because there are a few individuals that exist that are far richer than any country or state or province and there are a handful of puppet corporations that have far reaching wealth and power available to institute global campaigns of slavery and an existence at their will

That is in theory against their own countries workings and that of their familiar associations

Even the office workers or even the people in regular jobs at corporations really have no idea what the hell they are actually doing to people because they are lost in a world of code and languages that are beyond them

This hybridic language often uses euphemisms to disassociate the individual from perceiving any wrong doing.

This to me is of worrying concern not only this but you have 75% of the known workforce going to work detached from a literal awareness state only going to work in the mindset of thinking about their weekend or their kids or their bills.

Nobody actually understanding what they are doing to people around the globe with their corporate dominance and mind you ...some have found their calling and are fully aware of what they do in the workforce but if you are aware then you are very very lucky............. others are inducted into complete tiring slavery so there is no mindset able to conceive of anything other than the abuse they are suffering on their job

This abuse state that exists and the reward systems in place with things to buy when you get off your shift and to go out and relieve yourself with a  few drinks and an orgasm is of worrying concern because it all starts again the next day

The enlightened state does not need to operate in such a way and society it seems has grown adept at being able to control every single waking human being in complete subservience and total global enslavement and domination over individual minds except a few lucky ones however

Those lucky ones are branded and tagged with alien beings and other things like surveillance teams and other tracking systems to assure that those they come into contact can be wiped clean in the dreamstate of any perception of an encounter and the perceived alteration of sublimination that exists

What a sad state of affairs we are living in amidst such a paradigm of controlled wealth . Most of this wealth you can see and touch and perceive but it is not yours at all

The only people pushed to the top and into celebrity status are those that make a deal and sell their soul for a figurative death ritual but it is made to appear like they just came onto the scene

When some of the most talented people lay undiscovered and un noticed for literal centuries who resist having their body taken over by a lower being

Something i have been pondering lately was the geneva convention violation in my own country of Canada which declares the rights of prisoners of war

If called to trial there is verifiable truth that we are in a state of war against those that resist masonry and those that sold out for the hell beings to control their every move

I was almost inducted into masonry and was lead there with a master mason in his tower and my genetic twin and something happened involving the master burning his cats face on the stove and i left the penthouse suite and went back to my regular life

I essentially chose not to have the initiation and shortly after was locked up against my will at Vancouver general hospital and because i threw a hospital bracelet at a nurse who claimed it was assault called 4 private guards to hold me down while i called on the power of Christ to observe this i was injected with two injections in my knee as described in the opposite of the figurative death ritual which is the new initiate being blindfolded and one leg naked up to the knee

In the injections was some powerful agents to cause me to sleep immediately one thing i am unclear about is whether the injection itself materialized in my body as a living alien being or robotic being or when i was asleep they inserted something into me much like the matrix

There was these nurses that worked on VGH psych unit including this one huge cow who insisted i declare my sexuality and they even placed somebody with a  severe virus next to me when the H1N1 outbreak hit and the guy was seriously ill so they essentially tried to give me the virus or instil the subliminal to take the shot (which everyone in my familiarity has done except me)

They also made me wear a hospital uniform that was soaked in the blood of surgeries and amputations which thankfully they cleaned before i got to wear it and also placed me in a room where they took out the oxygen and put me to sleep as well

They took my blood every morning (3 vials) and they even took a catscan

Yet they relay they don’t care about me or my illness presently when in the past they initiated treatment on me which would have easily cost in excess of $100,000 in the united states

After they mapped my being and tagged me i was literally thrown out into a unit and i asked if i qualified for disability assistance being my 2^nd hospitalisation and no diagnosis she said cruelly that the shelters are overflowing and do you think you deserve us asking for assistance for you acting the way you did and she told me being naked in public is disgusting

What it took after the first hospitalisation (being certified for being naked at the Indonesian embassy) then later my second certification (where i was found naked in front of a Buddhist temple and with a burn on my left temple that mysteriously appeared there) It took a third hospitalization at UBC hospital where i walked nude around campus and set fire to my bed and flooded the room and escaped their care they finally diagnosed me with simple unexplainable schizophrenia

Seeing that my life was in danger due to market pressure and other events like being a suicide survivor and ex sex trade worker they said that they would advocate on my behalf for government assistance

There is no secret that we exist in a total global enslavement of all individual thoughtform but also a complete psychological warfare of the elite psychic time travelling mind to literally target those that are essentially the causality for not only millions on our planet being set free but quadrillions on other galaxies and starsystems as well  

 This elite psychic mind controls every millimetre on earth and what it takes is ultimate love and sacrifice and knowledge of your own inherent gifts to resist being enslaved by this mindset

This mindset is trapped here for all of eternity to do the bidding for the hell based worlds but also make it aware and prop up the illusion that the hell based worlds don’t exist along side our own in a literal fractal twin dimension causality happening all around us and we are unable to perceive this because when you are asleep the other world operates and when they are asleep we are up

There are thousands of these coded worlds happening all around us in these matrix’s called countries

Then you have the ultimate perception that we are on of trillions of earths operating and much like this one there is the total global enslavement and rules situated on each of these globes everywhere

That is why it is essential that you and i figure out how to perceive these other dimensions and work tirelessly to attain enlightenment of not only yourself in this dimension but your other selves and fractalized selves so that you can join forces and muster enough energy when the illusion is layered on in heavy coatings of magic to not only defeat the mindset working against you

Essentially you will not work endlessly in just this dimension working to appease a singular mindset into silly illusion of elusive fate that there is no other realities other than what is present in front of you

It is important that you discover this future and reclaim your other beings because you risk being hurt, tortured and raped on other planets because you too are being targeted and believe me you will feel the pain and it will become apparent with things like depression and illness and other events that play out with uncertain futures but no definable characteristics that would make you believe you are deserving of this pain in this life

That is why some of us go through so much warfare on earth and others just laugh at those silly humans for all their trauma because they gave up their soul long ago

Most of all they laugh at you because you have no idea what is actually going on, have no power to stop it and have not developed the sight to see what is actually going on

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i ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a supreme delight it is a beautiful pony

I love ponies not only for their name but because they are the adoration of youngsters everywhere

It took me to a room inside an inner city of Pakistan where i was sharing a meal with about 20 other travellers and it was a good meal but i walked around the town and the buildings seemed like new Orleans but in the twenties or so around that age I met this young Pakistani guy about 20 yrs old who was very cute he told me he would never get to leave or lead our lives we are fortunate to live in the west that he is stuck in a hell world  and to take sanctity in the fact that you were born in a country of divine birthright and favourable consequence so he said there is just a hole in the ground to go to the bathroom and no toilet paper i joked with him and said i guess i would be a mulatto hybrid and he laughed at me and said yeah one with a cowboy hat on too

I could sense he wanted to leave Pakistan and visit the west and see our world a bit but he was literally trapped in a world and a city where people are eating their own feces to stay alive amidst so much grandeur and the illustrious nature of the west and the appeasing nature of our citizenry

What do you take for granted

But everything

While those that hate your spirit know nothing

They have no idea of their own inherent role

They have no knowledge nor care of suffering

They don’t inhabit one ounce of compassion

Its time humanity stood up against the literal cities of the dead

And we smiled at each and every one of them

For their time is coming

And so is ours

Believe me

Are you with me ?

Or will you give in prematurely like the rest

I hope ur with me

2 evolve

-          Shaun A. Delage

animalia rock

What is reality, but a mass  of more questions

Many people look at their present moment reality as being non existent because they hold a basis for identity either in the past or the future

I am somewhat guilty of holding onto the past as well

And the Buddhists will make you believe that there is nothing but the present moment reality

I am sorry to say but the most enlightened religion on earth has flaws, but it is the leading contender in my books because it is always ever evolving as opposed to stuck in the past like many other faiths not just the past but supposed thousands of years ago

I look around in my present moment reality and i am shocked by what is being presented

I know that much of my family and relations are illusions although i attach to them quite easily because of that history

But i wonder about myself being surrounded by people that don’t actually have the power to listen to you or your words, just endlessly programming you with their code

To tiring ends

Then i am on a neuro medicine that affects my brain called risperidone for my schizophrenia

It also causes insomnia and other things but for the most part it helps me not confuse my realities which i think aids me, and in no way do i advocate stopping medications or anything like that...god no

Most of us need them and thankfully we have them because without them much of us would die from danger or health difficulties

i also have my first ever sexual encounter with a guy looming over me, it was on a military base amidst much drama. because i live across the street from a military base and also i look out my window and can see the nautical canada USA border so essentially with these subliminal reminders  I question myself and whether i am actually gay.

I know for a fact i am not bisexual or straight

I know now that i am not celibate

If i was to pick and choose a sexuality of course i would choose being a gay man but there is some fundamentals i don’t agree with in gay society and the trauma instituted on me by the gay community and closeted gay men

So i think for the time being because i don’t have my soulmate with me or any other substance with a sexuality i am comfortable being asexual

Mind you there is also a virtual sexuality with me, and with much of the people in second life that have marriages virtually but that goes undefined.

I feel it is the safest mode of life considering what is at play against me currently

I feel alot of gay society are just automatons of the culture endlessly repeating gay etiquette and attaching to pointless baseless and substanceless ideologies

TOP / BOTTOM  well if there is a disinterest in most of the culture what would make them think i would choose a cultural title for my private areas

Part of me believes i can have a relationship without the obsession of sex and i have had people treat me with shock and awe when i said i was somewhat celibate

They don’t understand the enigma i inhabit and a few causalities of wanting to be celibate or asexual

The first one has to be my involvement in the sex industry and the sometimes violent encounters i had with closeted psychopaths
...and the next is the power sexual encounters i had to go through involving very high ranking reptile people
...the next is my religious vocation although i don’t deny myself sexual pleasure i actually enjoy it ......the next has to be the fear of sexual infections and diseases....... the next has to be what i understand is peoples literal obsessions with sexual activity and they would literally murder their own family rather than give up the orgasm state ..........the next has to be the fact that i have alot of astral and spiritual sexual encounters which i enjoy so i have sort of a celestial sexuality as well ..........then next is my medication i am on kinda ads to the disinterest in sexual stuff but not so much that i deny myself pleasure just so much that i in a sense would be disinterested in pleasing a partner other than my soulmate..... The next has to be that i have had a history of abuse........ The next has to be that i have done ALOT of drugs some nights doing up to twelve caps of xtacy in one night and other times doing a cocktail like ketamine, xtacy, GHB, shrooms etc...... Plus there is much more that is hidden that i am unaware of but much of this could be solved by talking it through with somebody i love or settling on something fun like lets be together but we don’t have to go the whole way or whatever

The trauma state exists in my mind and i have serious difficulty accepting the fact that there was no past and no future only present

But the only thing you can put your faith in is the present

If you constantly live in the present moment without time and work to resist peoples programming you endlessly you will not age what i mean by this is the lifetime is a span of 70 years or so and every day is filled with thousands of lines of code that is meant to instil the grand paradigm onto you which essentially is a great old grey haired wise person that needs to be wheeled around and spoonfed

If you resist this programming it will be impossible to age because if you don’t believe in age or time you will not age along with the rest of people and here lies the fountain of youth

But also along with that is giving yourself a bunch of whole and filling and nutritious and sometimes not so good for you carbs and food

Also taking care of your good looks by cleaning yourself regularily

But most of all loving your being how it is. Not working to constantly alter your appearance

Sure it is nice to go to the gym and workout but it may also hinder your spiritual growth somewhat by adding to ego complexities and you develop such a super ego that you workout 5 times a week and go have sex twice a day with a stranger then god knows what else would happen

Let me share a story of what happened to me about a week ago

I was yawning and i developed a facial spasm in my neck and chin, it was disheartening i freaked out and it reminded me that we are more delicate that you can even imagine

That it is wise to appease your divine nature every chance you get because everything could be taken away in an instant

Anyways some hours passed and i go workout like fun yay i go in the locker room and might i add i saw the HOTTEST twink alive he was like 19 years old reddish hair perfect body and well everything else was in order lol   anyways some older men some of them obese came in obvious cultists or reptiles i dunno and they were talking in a psychic reverberation sequence about how this lady got esophigal cancer and her whole throat swelled up and they made sure to say and she was in a mental hospital as well and they looked at me.

This reminded me that there is this sauris people in charge. That there is a luciferian mind that owns the title to this domain. They use threats to mainly ensnare people into these cults and it is sick because people literally are pushed into these figurative death cults by blackmail and through subliminal suggestion and definitely not on their own free will

You choose to be surrounded by power animals, and guardian angels or you choose to be surrounded by these twisted sauris’s that choice is essentially up to you whether you want to spend an eternity in this place or navigate the countless dimensions after you are permitted exit from this domain

but there is something else out there  as well that prefers not to be seen because it is very far away and can only be accessed through your mind, guardians and other beings and that is DIVIINITY

I can tell you that while the opposite may be tempting and there are those that are trapped with no hope of escape i also say that there is always a way out, that you are never trapped here or anywhere

That you are essentially free.

That you are a divine entity and you must work to embrace that quality in others no matter what spectrum causality you belong too

I was revamping my captivation piece recently because i now believe the colton harris moore stuff was a secret weapon for me to send my life story to various entities anyways and i kind of thought to myself

Well definitely my rights and freedoms have been violated as a canadian citizen

My fundamental human rights have been violated

I have been experimented on , sexually assaulted, tortured in foreign countries and i am programmed endlessly and i am a virtual prisoner here without the one thing i crave most and that is LOVE

But i am still here as a sovereign entity that when called can be a visual and almost feline looking representation of ultimate love and sacrifice and to me that matters

A universal philosopher of ultimate reality

I work to attain the ascension i crave not only selfishly for myself but for my disciples and my friends

(my family remains ignorant to my struggle, but that is their choice really)

So i am alone and with a virtual family and a virtual church that touches dozens a day and in that i find comfort

One thing i laughed about is the notion of a lawsuit

Where do i begin i almost laughed and how deep does the rabbit hole go and if called to trial where would this all begin and where would it all end?

Witnesses and records would be overflowing and essentially if it does happen i am ready

For the time being there exists a great war to trap me, and quadrillions of dollars would be spent to ensnare my singular soul

That by definition the wikileaks and the matrix movies were created for me solely to ensnare my soul in a singular fractalized reality

But that is another philosophy talk altogether

I don’t retain the exclusive rights however but if you look at it in a transpersonal method or a fractalized dimension where you are the ruler of an entire galaxy elsewhere it all begins to fall into place

One only needs to feel the ‘pleasurable sensations’ throughout the body to remind their being that they are never forgotten here. We are with you. Divinity is here and it is coming to surround you with its nature at all times. Even in darkness.

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I ask my guide to show me the way

What i got was a nice surprise it was a heron these are beautiful birds with very long legs for walking through water and grass

It took me to a place where i was racing in a track and it looked like a video game interface it turned out it was reality or a blend of both

There was a host that really scared me, it was a man that i didn’t know if he had a lower half of his body but he only had one arm and looked like he was from down in southern US he was holding a dripping bbq sandwich

I tried not to focus on him too much they were critiquing my driving i was causing accidents everywhere

You could choose where to race like rural rode or city and there was a camera crew following you wherever you chose

I got in so many accidents that they were hauling me away

Thankfully the heron took me to my next placement i was at a rec centre and came across a towel with a dozen or so crystals on it and i picked about ten that i liked and they were transmuted elsewhere

They were huge crystals and would have cost about $1000 each in our dimension they were all shapes and sizes

Then this deviant kid came by and started going to the bathroom on them i got so mad i told a lady that worked there and she slapped him and she packed the lil bastard into a van and the kid vanished and me and her started to smoke some marijuana we drove 500 miles away and we had just enough to call mommy and daddy on this lil kid but he was nowhere in sight and the lady sparked a dube and she liked me because i could read the icons on a computer and understand the sounds that it made i told her that we are all on some microprocessor somewhere operating on one of billions of earths and she said believe it i told her there was virtually no way to escape the rules of this dimension and she agreed with me and i told her that i must learn to work with them

Next the heron took me with a motorcycle racing group we were travelling there was stuff we were driving through called bonus rounds which made us alot richer when we drove through the big hollow squares people in my group were getting injured all round

I went into a bakery in a wheelchair to pick some stuff and settled on a cinnamon pretzel but the girl broke it in pieces then i got up and ditched the wheelchair and went looking for pastries and passed some guy who shouted to people do you have any gay friends and i shouted out you just made one lol

Next the heron took me to a city neighbourhood where a body of a woman had been dumped by a guy in the back of a building and tons of people were going to look and i went with them to go look and i was on the phone with police and i saw a police garbage truck drive by

I looked right at the body in the crowds of people and it had a shoe that was off

I walked behind the building and a guy drove by in full motorcycle gear but you could peddle it like a tricycle lol i thought he was the killer so i had to hide myself in the snow to escape being seen by him and all i could think of was the compass and square and was scared that i would be next

Where does causality take you

And for most it takes you nowhere

But a world of neglect and the realisation

that there is no path

essentially it is those with an actual path

that many are deathly envious of

the fact that your consciousness is no longer decided by you alone

but a full on faculty of the smartest minds in the UNIVERSE

-Shaun A. Delage 

Ty to charles magus via the resistance for this post which i must get out to the readers :

WARNING!! DO NOT BECOME PART OF WIKILEAKS MASS-MIRROR TRAP!

REJECT ANY CONTACT WITH WIKILEAKS!!

The information they are looking for is a CIA trap and will be used to try and eventually shut your site down! DO NOT FALL INTO THIS TRAP!  Warn other Site Owners away from it!

Look at the info they are looking for!

There is no way I am going to have this site put on a list of sites for the CIA or whoever to restrict!

A lot of those sites have already done so and are going to be 'captured there!'

about wikileaks (the official standing of the church of techno)

it is funny how individual minds are being targeted especially the ones that resist this madness , me personally i found torrents on a 'mirror' site downloaded them all and glanced at a few i read through the alpha beta gamma ritual and then glanced at some document codenamed 'alien' which stood for some craziness anyways it took alot of power to resist uploading the documents i found ...it would seem the war is on the people that choose a side when both sides have fundamental flaws...i have never trusted 'anonymous' i have heard they are not only racists but sexist and homophobic as well among other things...neways i have deleted all the stuff i downloaded since i dont really get most of it in a way it would hinder my spiritual progress having a direct download from this operative site...just looked like a bunch of random stuff - i just wonder how many individual minds they are looking at hauling off in the next few years ....its time to realize our inherent enlightened state... Being the spiritual leader of the church of techno affords me a certain level of safety considering i have made notice to the federal police force, both sides of the political parties, the hague and several other agencies including CBC news and various embassies and hospitals...it would be difficult to try me personally in a terrorist court with this blog up (which offers a detailed psychological analysis that proves i am not of a deviant mindset) what i feel bad about is that some of the individual minds they are targeting in all of this dont have something like the church of techno to aid them in their defense and they are being told to take a side...essentially you should never 'have' to pick a side. You can take comfort in all ends of the spectrum and be comforted by both ends of the argument take solace in a spectrum of causalities ...how many souls are being dragged off to secret courts and secret tribunals under military law and jurisdiction i wonder.   - Rev. Shaun

flight flower

The beings that pervade over our lives around us.

Nobody would even guess that their closest relations or partners are hybrids

Me i am aware of this essence in my own life and the almost inescapable reality of such

I don’t understand the complexities completely or why they would want to institute complete control over my being.

But i do know they are angered that i haven’t fulfilled my purpose what i was bred to become of joining some of the illustrious cults in existence that my bloodline and all my relations essentially belong too

There is history in my family of abuse, sadistic violence, sexual abuse, incest and suicides.

It is no wonder that even in modern times i am still expected to hold onto these norms of the bloodline, because i don’t i am a virtual exile within the family

Nobody understands why i cling to the idea of divinity when it paradoxically ignorez me most of the time.

Being anti authority and anti establishment anti wealth and anti everything...i am the only person i know that actually questions my surroundings. Others are angered with me that because i question everything i bring their being into focus and in some ways i am probably responsible for them being targeted and won over at some point but that was their choice essentially on a spiritual level.

I am the only hyper intellect in both bloodlines that i know of, in my other bloodline i am the only native person in my family and that is ½ ½ native lol kinda like how Keanu is. I am the only gay person. I am the only one that i know if in my existence with the IQ and EQ that i possess

I too have had to endure a life of abuse and trauma and things like being a monarch programmed sex slave under the direction of the satanic mind himself. Also being hunted by people that presume they have guardianship over my soul. Passed from one boyfriend cultist to another. That care nothing of me or my spirit and actually have a hatred for my embodiment. (just what i can bring as far as psychic perception and the chance that they too may be injected by my hybrid DNA)

No wonder i cant lead a normal life and why i am resistant to alot of what people are trying to push on me as a human. They laugh and sneer at my individuality they question my choices amidst their sinful life. they try and defeat me, they leave me to mind numbing neglect and no personal choice in my own life.

Everyone i know is apart of this illusion and there is virtually no hope of escape.

I do see this one causality however that despite the odds stacked against meh  with so much hatred,programming,abuse,trauma...based minds i am still able to go my own route attend the university of the world

Still lead a somewhat normal nocturnal existence away from it all where i cant be bothered in relative safety.

I am fortunate to be set free from slavery thanks to the establishment

I am able to live on a priests wage and lead the virtual ministry i have always wanted to have

I don’t answer to anybody.  I don’t have any traces of deviance or criminality  left in me other than the programmed choices the system pushes on me.  (guides/makes me do)

I am a free agent so to speak

I believe we are all interconnected as one and those that share my belief empathetically stand beside me in my struggle to reclaim any traces of humanity left for me to claim amidst so much trauma instituted by the system/systeem

One of the things that haunts me to this day is meeting and having unprotected sex against my will with the level 36 shriner in his white Aryan tower and almost having secks with my brother incarnate or hybrid or genetic twin i have no idea and i cant even begin to innerstand this situation

I cant help but wonder what the fuck

There is witnesses to this and verifiable people involved as well although they would want me to believe they are all holograms or just names playing rogue like my name is MR.MASON but don’t worry i am not a mason, that is only my name.

I have allowed by my own choice some of the highest reigning reptile hybrids to literally inject me with their DNA/fluid and in that i find discomfort because they become apart of me and can essentially influence my choices and my intellectual capacity.

I guess i could be considered a hybrid now too lol

So there is no doubt in my mind that i am left with a shattered being  but i have one hope left and that is to ascend past their twisted little game

They continue to launch all out assaults on me be it with finances and health difficulties, etc safe to assume it will stay with me for life

But i am happy for the most part and everything is relatively minor thanks to my guardian entities that protect me ...i am healthy and somewhat sane and i have a bebeface so why complain rii-ght? Hehe

I know what is in store for me and it has been relayed and i wait patiently and do my work and my purpose in life

I work to expose the illusions in my singular life

I work to walk past the hundreds of hybrids in public that sneer at me (being divinity and perpetual youth and beauty)

I know my days are coming and if i haven’t chosen their disgusting ways by now safe to assume i will resist until the very last days of my existence

For i was not born into a human self in a fractalized dimension of only about 500 souls spread across an entire planet for nothing and to simply continue trauma onto others god no, including worshiping negativity.

For my own singular virtual ministry the church of techno there is 100,000 sites up to perpetuate the illusion but my singular porthole outshines 1,000,000 of those sites

I offer a virtual ministry like no other

Like the page says i am a raver prince

So they may try and subliminate ideals on me and forcefeed  individual choice on me, inject me with alien sperm to illicit a psychotic response, and inject me with microparticles in a hospital against my will that materialize into an actual being that lives in my knee as explained in the figurative death ritual.

BUT I AM STILL HERE. Yet i resist their little torture chamber !!

And if it takes losing my leg or my eyes to attain full enlightenment and to ascend out of this twisted place then i take it because who wants to return to this place another 2100 times

I believe i am a hybrid interbred anomaly that was chosen to be like them

But i don’t want that

I choose my inherent humanity and essentially freedom.

I choose perpetual youth and beauty and resistance  rather than to perpetuate illusion and this nobody gets in me.

Most give in a decade earlier than my 28 years

It is amusing to have a hatred for so much yet the need to revolt is so little

When you look at society and you see virtually nothing you agree with even in relative familiarity

What on earth is this mess and who are the actual beings in charge is what i am continuously questing for.

It is painful when you walk amidst thousands and they all talk in codewords and talk about Masonic colours such as blue ...but when they attempt to win me over to submit my being for a figurative death ritual i only have to look down at both my wrists to remind me of who my enemy is

I see the actual compass from the insignia of the freemasons carved over top of my serious suicide attempt scars (which, the original scars form on the left hand straight across and on the right hand down the middle when put together to form the tau cross or the T square as its known in freemasonry-i was meant to be a masonic sacrifice) and it reminds me of the pain i would live if i submitted and who is essentially responsible for my almost death under the seeming guise of a self inflicted disturbed individual.

Where i stand and where i am going

That is the consciousness above them, above us, above me, the most ascended and evolved state, the highest embodiment of all creation and i find comfort rather than looking in the bowels of some sewer stuffed with the filth of humanity and hundred dollar bills free flowing

I find my path and take comfort in it

It is flying around the cosmos seeing other dimensions, why would i want to give that up ?

Yet i rest here most of the time in my own little prison under virtual house arrest by forces i cant control

There is the higher spirit that can sense my frustration and my pain and i believe there is a time for me and i find comfort in that

I find comfort in the idea that none of us are trapped here that by virtue of being a singular sovereign consciousness you are still essentially free

They have tried to use some gentle smiling sugardad to sway me with the ultimate in gay temptation but if there is one thing i am proud to have stolen it was their secrets right from under them (locked in their dna) maybe that was the intent of the rogue mason who knows  while it was risky and i could have been injected and almost was with a life threatening illness that was the risk i was willing to take to ascend to be an enlightened being. I took my chance and it was risky for death stared me in an equally as cute face as i am used to but it was essentially me, my Siamese twin, the one that gave in

Perhaps mr.lomax was illusion

Perhaps him having aids was illusion (thankfully we never did anything)

Perhaps having sex with the vice president of scotia bank was illusion

Perhaps me having sex with an ambassador was illusion

Perhaps me going on yachts and pocketing thousands was illusion

Perhaps my sexual assaults were illusion

Perhaps my suicide attempt was illusion

There is one simple causality that i broadcast

THIS IS MY LIFE

There are no secrets in it

And all will be revealed

If you are a mason and you piss me off or try to kill me you as well earn yourself a place on the most famous cursed document ever written (my captivation piece)

I encourage others to open up their myriad of complexities in singular lives.

I encourage you to open up and share your trauma state and expose those responsible for your torture so they don’t operate in the shadows anymore and i encourage you to release the pain you hold inside of you because you cannot progress holding it all in

So perhaps i am human with hybrid spliced into meh but at least i want to be free and want to aid others in experiencing freedom from illusion

There is great wealth and power against me and in that i find strength that i can fight them with so little but a spiritual calling and gift

(having almost nothing)

I know i have a far more virtuous soul than they. They are jealous because they know i can ascend because i have chosen it something they will never attain and that to me is sad that they didn’t choose a life of happiness and evolution but rather a life of bitterness and death and sickness

What type of world allows others to coexist with those that choose freedom of expression ?

The paradoxes of life

Where nothing is revealed but hatred for individuality

I choose my soul over all of this illusion and most of all i choose you to stand beside me in this fight because you are worth it.

The matrix is way more than a silly little sci fi flick i hope you know that by now.

I ask my guide to show me the way what i get is a nice delight it is a sparrow bird nice if you treat them kindly

It took me to a room i was sharing with a cute guy about 20 years old with blonde hair

I was watching on teevee some cartoons with anatomically correct men in it , was very amusing they were having sex and stuff was kinda hot  apparently this was mainstream tv too a far cry from our cultures abhorrence to sex and sexparts

I was getting the vibe that me and the hot guy wernt clicking

I even made the bed and cooked dinner and he said about the dinner “something makes me think i shouldn’t have eaten this” when he looked at the dirty pot to clean

There was a commercial on tv about a sherrif that had his car stolen but he made them pay because he was Aryan nation

Next the sparrow took me to a boat where people were swimming but there was sharks too and later on i was riding in a car with weed in it and the police came and started to question me but he almost recanted when he recognized me and then said he was gay

Next the sparrow took me to my building where i was supposed to shovel the walk for my landlady

I went out and some lesbians were already shovelling the walk way and almost done they were talking of needing fresh fruit and money but i didn’t want them to know i was getting paid to shovel

A bunch of tween boys were sitting on the grass amidst a whole bunch of garbage and when i walked up they asked if i was going to beat them and i said sorry i don’t beat pre twinks like you

I looked over and saw a regular transit bus but looked more like a greyhound and with the bottom section open and people sitting around

Wonderous beings choose enlightenment

Over wealth because

Even if you are richer in spirit

You are far richer than any being

That professes to have control over you

You are far more superior than any group that tries to

Sway you with policy and rules and laws

You are essentially the causality to your own enlightenment

So choose wisely because the choice will come

1,000,000 times in ur life

If you make one wrong choice...it is something you have to live with

My cutie

-Shaun A. Delage

goldfish kizz

What many peoples enlightenments concern yet don’t want to address in some way is our fixation with money. It is the most widely used and circulated form of elite satanic expression and it is the most heavily guarded where for most of the known world money seems to trickle in from time to time

Most know there is a price to pay when you make more money like having to submit to psychotic bosses and other things like completely selling your soul for the benefit of money or other things like your body to get ahead.

Many believe that slavery is the route to enlightenment but many get to a point after the fact where they realise that their entire lives has been baseless without substance

It is essential in your quest for money to really figure out yourself and your innermost dreams and wishes and forecast your own projected faith in the world so that you too can feel happy amidst the wealth

Many people either live with no money or lotsa money so that is crazy nobody seems to ever just have enough and when it is as tightly controlled as it is no wonder there is so much hardcore drug abuse and suicides

The people that don’t find their purpose become bitter and exhausted and then before you know it time to retire and the people that slave away sometimes can get very injured in their path to slavery for the quest for money with some losing limbs and fingers and other body parts and ailments such as sickness or constant sickness because they work with the public.

Then you have approximately 90% of the known workworld being controlled by freemasonic entities and we have ourselves a critique of enslavement

Then you have power hungry bosses you have to appease threatening you with being late 3 times in your whole career or taking too much sick days or they stare at your breasts or your package all day lol

Then you have the paradoxes of workplace communal living

I once thought of the youth school system as a prison and did the math and i spent more time at school than with my actual family it is amusing how this carries onto the working life

Most worry about what they will do when they are old like no pension or anything like that but that just means you have to be somewhat smarter when your younger to live a long and successful life (if you don’t subscribe to a working life)

But it is essential you never give up if you don’t want to be a slave , continue doing your work. Don’t just give up and drink yourself to death....do things that will put you favourably in the placement of life...like save the money you do have, or start a book..start a business, go to school for something you enjoy or read books. The mind numbing boredom of a lifetime can get intense if you don’t have variety and substance in your life

Of course what anybody wants is to find the meaning of life and the meaning to self

But that is always constantly evolving as time goes on, it just takes a highly perceptive and intuitive being to understand where you are going and where you want to go

I have seen where the extremes of wealth can take a person be it with personal struggle or being surrounded by millionaires and i can tell you that finding your own path and your own happiness is a fortunate placement to take in society that will bring much greater reward than ever thought possible

And if you don’t get a winfall then be happy with what you do have and understand that for the time being it is probably for the best and that things may be looking up for you sometime down the road

Just be confident with your own talent and your own lifespan here and not take anything too seriously and just be happy