To set others free in a literal sense seems honourable instead of leading them farther down the route of illusion
This quality in you that while everyone sees warfare and many will reject
The very few are enlightened by you and that essentially is worth it in the end
There are those that hide behind virtual identities and tag names and stuff like that and there is a great fear in revealing yourself beyond these names virtually
One thing i have done recently is come out in second life and it was a long time coming
And this is something that second life governance is fearful of because some people hold alot of sway in the virtual world and people respect you based on your actions.
I don’t really come out as my avatar and then my real name somebody has to do a bit of searching but thankfully the church of techno along with a few other avenues has some substance in second life
And believe me i have met my share of craziness on the net so a few from second life i can deal with if it comes. I get alot of curiosity from the few million dollar ebay ads i have up and people poking over to see the man behind the ad and some reject the church of techno in totality and others embrace the ideology not only for its intellect but i guess in a way it offers a representation of the opposition to the trauma state that exists and this trauma state doesn’t want to be noticed because it is invisible
People love having a millennium warrior rant about things they could never rant about. Given their placement in society.... so to hear it is true alteration of sublimination
Nobody perceives where their consciousness goes when they are in the sleep state and neither begins to comprehend how exactly it comes back into focus in the waking state into your being into your subset microchip inhibiter (your digital relay station) masked in a body of flesh- that by familiarity you have no relation at all whatsoever with yourself as a digital entitiy ..nor an entity based in computer or technology circuitry...Safe to say if your not robotic then your not but we could be apart of the most advanced designed circuitry on the face of the earth and it is all done with familiarity from the stores we shop at to the things we buy to the faces we see all denote some level of familiarity... how nice...
It is not my job to pull people away from their lives and have them give up their jobs and their families and go into a state of introspection...Part of my own path is displaying my life in the open so that others may relate and take comfort in how an actual enlightened being operates and it is by far no motorcades or sitting atop a cloud with my shirt off feeding people cake it is nothing like that, and of course i don’t take ultimate ownership over enlightenment either because i wholeheartedly believe you as well are enlightened and you are enlightened this very moment what takes skill is embracing and nurturing that enlightenment amidst a trauma state and so much illusion layering on. Then you have the illusions of sexuality and the illusions of wealth and life essentially
Coming up rather quick is Christmas or xmas and many are troubled by this time because of the endless songs repeating and the alcohol overflowing and the huge bird roasting in the oven, the financial pressures and well presents and some of us are very alone and some of us are wanting to be alone lol I say embrace tradition with a smiling face because before you know it it will all be over and we will be bringing in 2011 in no time. Treat others kindly with this fictitious spirit that lives once a year and enjoy it rather than attempt to ruin the spirit and embrace others in the struggles and their choice to open up their heart chakra this one time a year and just be happy and enjoy...Something else i have been pondering is the organic movement and the illusions of such there is a simple fact that now about 75% of all organic products you buy are owned by the same companies that have the normal products ...just under different brands masked in a corporation that is numbered etc....this is of worrying concern and mostly as well it is a travesty because they have literally made it their directive to buy up all the mom and pop operations...So i say we need a new diet out there ....one where you don’t have to obsess about the dangers of neuro toxins in your food and that is the apocalyptic diet
...Just keep yourself fed for one whole month and then repeat endlessly. Me personally i am quite happy with variety of many sorts and i actually limit my vegetable and fruit intake to juiced about once a week...why well in protest and renunciation ...i cant really afford 100% organic or even 25% organic so i live off the energy of the creator ..and most of vegetables are coated in chemicals so why bother even lol i dont believe in. the food pyramid or what the canada food guide tells me or society tells me i should ingest into my body when there is monks that only eat one meal a day before noon and the rest is in starvation mode ....And a super green food pill, this i love ...now only the fruit pill is left .... god i hope they put all fruits and veggies into a single pill lol then later on in 2030 the full meal pill ...it will be a miracle if the greedy foodists reveal this global hunger solution before then...believe me if you see what they ingest on other realms a simple smoked chicken sandwich here doesnt look so bad, mind you people look at their cat or dog or bird or little fuzzy and could not even fathom carving them up an stuffing them like a bird and in that we bring the horror side of the vegetarian arguement into view ...what you dont want to do essentially and this is the greatest illusion at play is lower your vibration frequency so that you are under the neuro programming of the system in continuous basis. you want to keep your vibration at a sane and beautiful level so that you are able to fend off most of the illusion...oh how the system enjoys having 1/2 the world as vegeterians, that is 1/2 the world under their control vibrationally. you look at any animal and think oh poor thing... you see a fish or a bird and almost would cry hacking that thing to pieces but when you are feeling bad about it just remember that you are in the middle of the circle of life, that is your birthright and your placement it is best not to revolt against that and kill yourself in the process over your pain....much of the animal being ingested in you allows the animal to be reborn finally as a human....what a blessing in disguise and most likely their greatest dream fulfilled so in a way you are apart of the causality of a miracle .. :) Eat in renunciation to others suffering and eat with the mindset i am eating this food to keep myself alive so that i may make enlightened choices and essentially not have to live in the uncomfortable notion of hunger (which may i ad is illusion of sorts) You need to give yourself enough nutrients to stay full for as long as possible and i have even heard that mixing types of foods is wrong when in fact that is what keeps you fuller longer is by having a protein a carb and a starch rather than just a protein in your stomach because it breaks down quicker having only one type of food to breakdown.. For the urban poor there is many options to be able to live and the food argument is quite lengthy but even at the very top with people that can afford any type of food we are living in a relative time of boredom in the west because we have only made traditional food to be variety and you have a few like turkey and hamburgers but those things are so sporadic just on holidays or as a treat...See we don’t have a traditional food like the Indian culture and the Chinese culture we have only hacked trying a new things every day and soon enough you have tried everything and now what...The enlightenment with food exists in your heart and depending on what you can afford it is wise to have a sense of familiarity that you can come back to and embrace...Like for dinner for a month make yourself chicken, lean beef and salmon burgers but dress up to the nine and just focus on that for a month instead of buying all types of food and you will find you save yourself money and worry..
Some have a distaste for eating the same thing all month but unless you solve this in you there are things and problems that will haunt you...While nice to have a variety of cereals and options for lunch making at least one meal in familiarity along with apocalypse style mindset will help you achieve the enlightenment you seek
...And do not obsess about things like cancers, obesity and genetically modified foods too much.
If your body is illusion then you can best bet that most foods including organic and other ‘healthy’ foods are as well...While nice to eat in renunciation (like some rice and lentils every few meals – instead of a rare steak)
You will find you develop a certain sense of respect for yourself for thinking of others and for thinking of people in the very poor countries that cannot afford anything to eat and are literally wasting away..
What i remind myself every meal is something i saw recently
I was standing downtown and i saw a homeless man or program reach into the garbage and pull something out and eat it like an animal
While many would laugh or say that is disgusting believe me because you are not in his position is a favourable influence karmically and many of us could be placed there with a few strokes of a keyboard so it is wise to embrace yourself and embrace your divinity and not essentially have to pick a side but work with all spectrums of the duality for that will be your ultimate ascension.
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I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a smiling and wonderful delight i get a nice juvenile eel it said it only had one place to take me but to enjoy what i see and to ride its body like a horse which i did
It took me to a city where i was standing in the street staring at a building , much like you would see in the older and more drug ridden neighbourhoods of cities, i wondered how this was able to exist in a culture of so much fantasy and i looked at the buiding it not only looked one hundred years old it had the combined energy of being 100,000 years old it just creeped me out, it was fenced off
The building just felt ancient
Somebody walked by and said i was nice for eating and asked if i wanted a porter house steak and i said that is disgusting and walked away and declined their offer a bit flustered at their comment and came to an entertainment district and could see massive clubs and such but they were more straight clubs so i was looking for a gay club and found a few and stuff but military swamped in after and i arrived on some old Pakistani ship and was a bit horrified by being surrounded by water that was filled with garbage and human waste and this is nothing we see here in the west i tell you
I walked outside again and past hundreds of these super clubs and was amazed at how they looked one had red carpet and a huge foyer like the Moulin rouge and i could tell there was fights there when it was open and thought they needed alot of security for a place so big
Working to achieve enlightenment
While some will say it is madness
And i say embrace your self
For if you walk farther away from your being
You will never achieve the ascended state
And that is your ultimate and most pressing goal
Is to welcome and embrace that state in you
For there is nothing left
- Shaun A. Delage
