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It is funny to be an ordained member of the apocalypse

I mean the rapture itself is something of individual perception and if the prophecy doesnt reach you  simply out of ignorance or the thoughtform unable to permeate an addicted mind then so be it we have ourselves a quagmire for confusion.

Many are so hopelessly unable to perceive the rapture or apocalypse until it is too late

Which is why i advocate starting now a kit for unrest and complete societal meltdown which includes some canned lentils and the ritzy mixed beans (the most protein and the cheapest) things like dry lentils (as much as you can afford) and also using what little income you do have to have things on hand that you can barter in case of a complete societal meltdown because the truth is were on our own

What things to barter you ask well I have thought about this for quite some time and the stupidity of the flock will prevail but you can outsmart those that will literally eat people when the time comes and you can live off your stock instead of getting human hair and skin in the teeth

So what to stock up in your barter kit/ 2012 kit? I recommend as much tea lights as you can possibly buy, this is something that not many will think to have on hand and will literally trade a weeks worth of food for one little tea light and some matches I know it sounds greedy or off that is life deal with it lol

Tea lights come in really handy for reading, calming , meditation, boiling tea, and cooking light items with a pot. Also things like stocking up on lighters small and large in a zip lock bag will come in handy and things like sewing kits and most of all...soap lol sounds funny but the last thing i want to be is dirty at a time like that and soap can be cut in 4 or 6 squares to barter including strike anywhere matches if your feeling extra greedy and extra protective you can only barter one or two matches if need be

Being greedy with these items not only places you in a favorable position but it allows your survival to be essential in a tough time...imagine your whole block being pitch black for a few days and then you decide to go around asking people if they would like to trade a candle for some food and you can see the desperation of people having to sit with the lights out for days they will literally give their first born lol

Of course stocking up on things like musical instruments and incense and the usual disaster essentials like winding radios and flashlights (or fleshlights if that is what you need in a tough time lolz) and first aid kits etc will come in handy and things for our furry little friends like bird seed and cat food. This kit imagine everything can also be used in case a total 2012 apocalypse doesn’t happen and dec 21^st you can light 1000 candles around you and meditate in complete bliss that you have lived through such a terrible time. *wink*

I have always dealt with the ideals that this preparation is simple paranoia but in my meditations i have come to discover that it is better to be prepared and this 2012 kits comes in handy in case of tornadoes, earthquakes or societal unrest the dry lentils provide a complete nutrition when soaked in water for a few hours and you can keep 1000 lbs for infinity no problem that is why i also advocate keeping some in the can because they taste so yummy and are ready just in case

Things like the toilet and water may not work either in cases where hyrdo electric is shut off so you may want to go into apocalypse mode there and keep some extra garbage bags and urine buckets on hand just in case lol i know funny subject but things that people never think about is my ultimate goal

I also wanted to talk about the fact the 90% of people are nutritionally deprived currently either they are living off the system eating literal garbage and packaged foods or they are living a completely obscene diet such as veganism etc

I have seen many other dimensions and they eat slabs of meat you would never begin to ponder and there are crabs and fish as big as houses etc

It is imperative that you are not nutritionally deprived in such a chaotic time, diets such as veganism, fish only, raw food, fruitarian etc not only leave you up to complete directive hypnosis by the system but also leaves you angry, easily swayed, easily taken over, vibrationally off, and not to mention nutritionally deprived. It is important that you eat items like beef or chicken or eggs at least once a day these things provide you with the remedy for hunger the longest.... something that a raw food or vegan diet or whatever don’t provide.

if you choose to be vegan or vegeterian you want to make sure you provide yourself with enough vitamins or medicines to counter effect the starvation you will go through including nutritional deficiencies in the blood, and organs, and the body...if you have enough money to do this great...if you are apart of the urban poor and are struggling with diet... i recommend the church of techno urban poor diet which is beef/chicken/buffalo/salmon burger diet with things like roasts and other meats in the slow cooker with potato and vegetables for variety (in between burger meals) and a variety of oatmeal/flax and breakfast cereals and a ton of bread and essentials like peanut butter and rice/almond milk/rice/seeds/spices etc these fundamentals are not only nutritious when used with items such as tomatoes and onions and pickles but also rather productive cost wise to stick with a proper meal but i have been struggling to grasp a diet that works that you can buy once a month and your fed for the whole month with things like enormous food prices going through the roof, most of us bachelors have to stay fed and sane man

other than that if your continuing to slave away and can afford whatever you like well enjoy it lol not everyone is at your 'level' on earth...there are also people like buddhist monks and nuns that practice the aesthetic practice of depriving oneself of food after noon etc while i struggle with this concept it is best to keep in mind while you are enjoying your meal that there are BILLIONS starving at this very moment....whatever you can do to forward the causes of humanity or ur own enlightenment with the energy of the food that you enjoy puts you in a more favorable position universally.

I am in the middle of the UN FOOD ration program and the urban poor... Yet I remain in an enlightened state because I dont have to constantly have variety in my diet  - me personally i can eat a chicken burger for dinner all week with rotini and chicken noodle soup and oatmeal for example all in one day for a week ...not only my environment around me but finances have forced me into this enlightened diet one where i dont need to depend on slaving to keep myself alive rather the kindness of others and essentially the creators will.

nobody wants to be cruel to animals yet if you dont deal with this you will literally waste away or become so vibrationally lost there is no retrieving you ....

I have written on my captivation what i went through with the hippy cult forcing me onto this raw vegetable diet while putting me under luciferian hypnosis to basically commit spiritual incursions that are so harsh i don’t want to mention them here but I would have done it if I had lacked divine nature in my guidance and protective energy essentially tying me karmically and satanically to this hippy cult
-you also want to make sure you mix your foods as much as possible (proteins/starches vegetables etc that while it takes more energy to breakdown essentially it will take longer to digest effectively staving off hunger) and you want to as well make sure you dont chew your food to a complete paste because it will digest quicker essentially making you hungry quicker so the middle ground dont swallow food in chunks because you can choke and dont swallow in liquid paste because you will be hungry quicker essentially causing you to eat more.
also be realistic about your stress level when your stressed or taken out of your environment you will undergo a hunger spell which is why it is essential that you learn to combat stress through meditation or music because the hunger spell in times of chaos can literally put you in severe danger....

Believe me the last thing you want to be is swayed from your patient state into one that goes out when times get tough and throw rocks at police because in times like that you will be the first to get shot in the head under martial law you can be murdered legally for altercations like this. It is best to be in your home meditating with a candle and incense and the door locked rather than throwing your anger in the form of a rock at windows and carrying out a flat of kraft dinner.

This by far is my essential strongest clause currently is to make sure everyone i meet is not in this deficient state because even news and the current HYPNOSIS state and PSYCHOLOGICAL operations state depend on you being deprived of ALL nutrients, all nutrition and all the proper diet so that you easily fall under the watchful gaze of the all seeing eye and under the auspices of project monarch –which is growing in numbers every day with the help of groups such as the masons, eastern star, shriners, rotary etc...new slave lords are being introduced as the earthbound justice league to literally make people pay for their earthbound sins and believe me 100% of people have sinned so it is a literally free for all for them sad enough and more souls that you can possibly imagine are being corralled this way to essentially make this soul harnessing cult the greatest domineering force in the world and a complete global domination has been under effect since the matrix last rest in the 1990’s with the advent of the internet age...if your not a mason, believe me you will not be taken care of. You need to be prepared ....if you are apart of luciferian army then so be it enjoy your life you are taken care of...for the rest of us we have to be realists.

Nobody came out with the notions of apocalypse until 9-11 hit which is when the conspiracy theories became an even more ever present reality...that obsessively our entire world is not the world we thought it was and we have been in a state of complete annihilation since and in a state of perpetuism of 1990’s we are locked here forever until the matrix is reset again...looking like it may happen in 2012 or the entrance of divine entities to save the day or all the detested souls run to their underground world to wait out the rapture is beyond me at the moment but i always say it is better to be prepared for about a month or two on your own rather than unprepared waiting in some dark alley with a knife to skin the first cat you see for protein.

Rather than give into complete paranoia over the subject you can take a rather enlightened viewpoint like meat eating and take the middle ground.

The middle ground seems to be the best option amidst so much chaos don’t want to be a vegetarian and don’t want to be a carnivore? Be an omnivore ...only want to eat meat and cheese but no eggs and no milk lol do it ...want to be in the middle of liberalism and anarchy well there is a middle ground with internet activism

Just don’t get lost in mob mentality

Dont starve yourself to death

Dont forget to help others in such a difficult time

Dont get so lost down addiction that you cant perceive your surroundings

Dont get caught up in collective fear and paranoia

You can live oblivious to the suffering of the world if you choose that is your choice

For the rest of us

Be prepared and keep your smile on !!!
 Let the enlightenment layer on, there are those that have been closed off of it for too long
chances are those that are ignorant of all of this are most likely under the hypnosis of the swine flu vaccine lolz

-          Shaun A. Delage

timing sought

Matrix universalism is a funny concept because many don’t even know how to define a matrix ideology let alone universal life church ....ULC people assume is a mainly Christian organization. Simply because of the fact it has church in its name. The mainstream Church’s per se are devious and predatory

Predatory on the vulnerable, associated with evil and associated with the financing of torture of all Christ consciousness on earth. This is ironic. Because you have literal “christian right wing nutballs” going around preaching that they are the embodiment of god inherent to their neuro linguistic programming. While being used as a common pawn to defeat all forms of Christ consciousness on earth. The irony of it all amazes even me. But if you view the Christ as being on the cross with a small loin cloth your sadly mistaken. The consciousness pervades all beings and all planetary distinction

This ideology has been sold and marketed on thousands of these earth programs and 100% of all “Christian hybridic alien” programs attest to this ideology. While attacking those that look for alternative methods of intellectualism. The irony of it all is that the Christ consciousness rests with me, a gay man. This is something that people that are indoctrinated into these faiths are supposed to adore and respect yet they try their hardest to defeat the personae at all costs.

The irony is pleasing to me. And how harsh it is to be apart of the Christ consciousness because at some point the system will chuck you out of the meat grinder in the form of hamburger meat ok another bad visualization but i wanted to compare the Christ consciousness to something unappealing rather than the gold trim and pontificate laced theory we are all used too.

The Christ consciousness does not need a virgin birth nor a million dollars to be recognized

Despite the neuro torture people are going through on the subject and believe me there are countless other illusions meant as backups or safety nets so to speak like Buddhism, Judaism, Hinduism etc and we have a war of the faiths

Essentially the greatest struggle we are facing amidst society completely vanishing in an instant in nuclear melt down is the war of sexuality

We have the greatest seeming sinning ‘relationships’ being heterosexual relationships being propped up by the media and slave lords and the entire structure because it not only breeds more people into the matrix but also provides untold amounts of magic in an otherwise incestuous relationship.

Still with me lol those that adhere to their original programming of the male homeworld and male sexuality and female homeworld and female sexuality not the genetically enhanced by product of sexuality that we see today propped up the highest degrees of luciferianism Christendom and masonry pyramid structure are inherent to their original DNA code of sexuality

Where society would constantly neurolinguistically barrage us with references to sexuality to back up the ideals of society and the furthering of the luciferian consciousness to full submission by the populace. Without consciousness and the inherent sexualities being marketed and sold we would have no existence so we have the formation of life...something to be regarded as beautiful and shining and loving and smiling...something to be adored and thankfully as a by product of our adoration we have the highest levels of creation watching over each and every one of us and providing the inner mind with intellectual pursuits, inventions, ideas, and dreams. While we may all be harnessed and controlled essentially our own philosophy and our dreams and mind are freeform and have the ability to be tamed, but also given growth and nurtured to the point of enlightenment.

This is why people literally flock to gurus and priests etc is because enlightenment is rare...but more so enlightenment in uninitiated members of society is even more of a rarity

It would seem those inherent to being a spiritual leader are targeted and ensnared into sub cults literally putting several dozen initiated humans to control the person to tiring end neuro linguistically.

For example you only need to look at how the guru sai baba operated or perhaps like Keanu from the matrix with his “team” surrounding him ...u just begin to wonder who surrounds enlightened beings and the funny thing is usually they stay silent about their inherent torture of the being because they literally operate as agents of illusion literally forcing the person through language to achieve ultimate goals seemingly on their own doing

Because those hybrids that surround them are knowing fully of how susceptible the person is to suggestive language but also have the most advanced degrees of luciferianism at their disposal which ironically as well in the moment most have no idea they are dealing with an initiated member of luciferianism... Only after the fact sometimes literal decades after the fact does one begin to question a lovers or friends involvement in their life. To say it lightly people literally infest the surroundings of Christ consciousness and spiritual programs and monarchs because they have such a far reaching consciousness that is not of this world unlike their initiated self (what a perfect energy source to feed off and suckle off of) Mostly a by product of their own talent and their own interpretation of life being literally stolen from them for all of eternity so they finally bring their hatred for that event to petty criminals that these cults-and cult members hunt tirelessely So that they too can return the hatred for their own dissatisfaction with their initiated life to the ones that are seemingly guilty of petty earthbound sins. They move around like locusts with a full bank account appearing magically in peoples lives not even fully understanding of their earthbound luciferian sims like ruler controlling every movement and action they inhibit in the matrix

People with actual human qualities of love, happiness, compassion, sincerity, and intelligence are rare forms of humanity these days simply because conciouness is infinite

There are people being born here with fetish’s so deeply entrenched in the hell worlds you would never even guess but likewise there are some that are born with varying degrees of divinity

They literally can put a face to divinity and words to the actual divine spirit which by universal legality like luciferianism must remain invisible and undetectable. Moreso each side is constantly keeping the other in check reporting sins, and good deeds. Really putting each human in a paradoxical literal mess with divinity and the satanic mind equally.

Essentially it is up to you which side you rest on. How much you support those that are suffering. How long your willing to wait patiently for your turn to come up on the game of life wheel and essentially it is your choice with every small action whether you want an eternal nature or simply want to appease a pyramid structure in place...the only place you will progress is farther up the pyramid and it does end at the tip. Beyond that which you could define as eternity are un reachable through this scheme

Essentially if it has been deemed correct that you have attacked all of your lessons head on. Dealt fully with things like suffering and compassion. Treated others kindly and with love. Looked upon people with enlightenment rather than suspicion and gave what little you do have in the form of talent and guidance, will judge where you go after this catastrophe experiment known as earth...Of course there is a fear of exploding to death who wouldn’t fear being blown to bits in a nuclear disaster but death is something to never fear. There is countless other earths and dimensions to visit after this one. They are growing increasingly desperate to corral as many souls as possible into the satanic illusion with each and every single action and choice.

I have a belief and have been told advanced information that I personally will have a VERY long life.

That is simply why i don’t give into collective paranoia and fear based weaponry

I have confidence in divine instruction. I have confidence in life.  I realised this long ago when i was a twink and almost lost my life...which is why I live as a by product of the 1990’s clubkids

You never really realise your true inherent nature or placement in the world sadly until trauma takes over and almost rips it from you...then you have no basis for confronting enlightened beings with unintellectual theories

Trauma it seems is enlightenment, sadly enough ...the Nazis did tests on how much trauma one person can take and believe me...we can take alot of trauma. Alot of pain, alot of abuse.

It saddens me that they would have done market research on this subject but it also saddens me that this is an active participation in our governments and corporations here in north America and Europe

Seemingly those willing to attack illusions are getting attacked themselves

Do you want to exist as a person that stood up and said this is enough or do you want to be known as somebody that is perpetuating the trauma state ?

Essentially the choice is up to you

Believe me the rewards as mysterious and evasive as they are

Outweigh the latter.

-          Shaun A. Delage

dawg dance

Forwarding the causes of enlightenment in such a difficult and endearing time proves to be a challenge. I am fully aware that some read and are offended by the way i relate some information.

That is fine, that is your choice essentially but my hopes in bringing my life so out in the open in the Church of techno is to halt the spread of the luciferian mind in singular lives

People may not understand what it is like to have a mental illness, or be Buddhist, or simply to do not understand what universalism is, nevermind matrix techno universalism lol

I never set out for fame, i guess in my art I wanted to become a pop culture icon of the new millennia considering there is not much to observe or perceive other than the current illusion being played out in advanced degrees of psychological operations.

When all one has is psychological operations as their source for entertainment one becomes so lost down a path of illusion there is not much salvaging that you can do to that person who becomes purposeless and baseless formless shell or program furthering illusion into the depths of more illusion

Being an artist or a reverend is one thing but having an entirely new as yet undefined art movement is almost comical and inventing a new religion based on the by product of the 1990’s clubkids is amusing in itself. Furthering enlightenment it seems to be my greatest struggle yet i find so much solace in each art piece being completed, ironically the same shaun zeno style yet each piece is drastically different

I remain a graphics guru. Hacked art. Art movement. Enlightened master. Eloquent writer. Ya so fun But I have scanned other blogs by hitting the next blog button and I am amazed at my own catagorization as a blog yet i loosely term it a church and art movement

I have begun to realize in a sense that project monarch is somewhat enlightenment ...I mean it would seem that through advanced levels of psychic torture and physical trauma that one inherits a certain degree of ascension. In coming out so to speak with their story they become whatever they wish and one only needs to research my life or cathy obriens life and listen to us post monarch slave to understand that we are relatively enlightened beings.

People are angered by the fact that I don’t have to work for a living and Don’t have to slave and I spend my time making male art (yum) and writing my books in an altered reality and blogging. My virtuosity is somewhat enlightened but I am also relatively human so I do go through human struggles and likewise the virtuosity in a sense swims the information superhighways obstacles and illusions like a real life self.

Investing ones time online it would seem to be an enlightened state. I wander in and out of second life and I love the people there and am enlightened to their own humanity and their own struggles in life.

My virtuosity is somewhat epic or egotistical haha it is amusing to hop into a virtuosity for some time to manage my thousands of dollars of virtual currency (a natural anti depressant) just imagine what you would feel like if you woke up every day with $2000 more dollars lol

My virtual currency is in linden dollars lol so that works out to about $8

I know, a bit depressing haha oh well...that fantasy will suffice...it is much more than the money

It is more of an artistic venue for expressive will that will change people. My life in that world still remains relatively simple, the money trickles in. The people I meet are true millennium warriors and artists in their own regards, partiers, people that are keeners, coolcats, lovers, fighters, actual human beings. I remember what it was like to spend about 3 years And ten hours a day building my store with the dream that I too could make $1000 a week and forget about everything and just be Raver X

Well the money is alot less, I tend to harbour the ideals that I have almost virtually retired at this point

My store and my income is solely supported by newbies and some other players....but the constant flood of  people has kept my store alive all this time and will most likely continue for the next 6 or 7 years of residual income. All because i believed in myself, my talent and my inherent boredom.

This is what keeps me working on my novels or my art is the fact that I will have an unstoppable portfolio and when the time comes I can say I have a readable rough draft able to be edited something of fear and loathing quality that I can submit to publishers

This dream of believing in oneself amongst all challenges is essential because out of thousands of sperm so to speak only one make it through the membrane the rest die or just swim endlessly in circles. Okay bad visualization lol ok so we wont go there lol

Even amidst Buddhism I am left with further illusions and all the buddhas I have in my place are all thin buddhas not the obese buddhas were used too and even one of my buddhas is black and a few other gold metallic paint. I also put some candy raver beads around their necks along with skull candy headphones and toques because buddhas love em

They serve as a reminder of my own individual Buddha nature and that i don’t have to gain 500 lbs to call myself enlightened...when i bought my Buddhist robes off ebay from Nepal the guy told me that there was a 500 lb Floridian trying to buy the robes but he couldn’t imagine how big that guy would be so he asked him to measure himself...needless to say the robes were not quite a good fit ...moral to the story ...well there is none, i guess i am trying to relay enlightenment in the moment

Earlier tonight i was talking to a devotee and a co reverend of the church of techno REVEREND KAI omg that name is so HOT....Rev. Kai how are you oh I am fine that is great Rev. Kai lol I just want to go on saying REV kai all day it just rolls of the tongue lol

Anyways I was telling him something good did come out of my Gnostic meditation course VIPASSANA mediation as taught by SN GOENKA (GOETIA) besides my criminality being erased I also was in day four of my meditation course basically by this point your depressed only eating two meals a day with fruit for dinner, and you cant talk with anybody or pleasure yourself so your sexually anxious and starving lol

Anyways I was walking on the forest path alone and came to a log in the middle of the forest path and bent down and saw a bright green gelatinous forest frog. I lowered my hand out flat and it hopped right on. It sat there and stared at me while i raised it to face level and i smiled at the frog and it was equally as happy to see me. After a moment, I think i even petted it. I lowered it down carefully and let it hop off my hand and it hopped back up the creek probably went to go tell its frog family what it saw on its walk. He was probably like I saw this giant and he picked me up and smiled wow or I saw this grub it was so big I was scared it was going to eat me. Or you never guess what I saw

It reminded me of my own enlightened qualities, and yet most Buddhists believe you need ten thousand more lives to attain enlightenment which is why I don’t like Buddhism very much. Because I believe I am currently in an enlightened state...nothing I have to work to attain tirelessly by reciting mantras forever or shaving off my eyebrows or whatever.

Believe me, I don’t say enlightenment is an egotist pursuit ...who would want to enlighten others to a trauma state or suffering or be the figurehead to some mysterious new millennia faith

Who would want to be thrust into a position of power and authority to oppose the systems structure and be a figurehead for a conspiracy clique or be arrested and confined under the mental health act or terrorism legislation or who would want to be almost given HIV who would want this?

Not many.

But i feel it is imperative that I share my life with you.

The very nature of your soul depends on it.

-Shaun A. Delage 

Early warning signs of fascism

Early warning signs of fascism

1) powerful and continuing nationalism

2) disdain for human rights

3)identification of enemies as a unifying cause

4)supremacy of the military

5)rampant sexism

6)controlled mass media

7) obsession with national security

8) religion and government intertwined

9) corporate power protected

10) labour supressed

11)disdain for intellectuals and the arts

12)obsession with crime and punishment

13) rampant cronyism and corruption

14) fraudulent elections

suffice shine

This organized system of collapse is far more reaching than anybody can begin to understand..but with mega corporations and pod like government structure it would seem that the systems collapse is a small world indeed...the breakdown exists with agriculture , shopping, finance, entertainment. There are back up systems in place, back up theories and back up plans but the total 2012 collapse i believe is going to take place, the only thing people can do at this point is mainly prepare emotionally and mentally

I have been in a state of complete apocalypse for over 6 years so i believe i have alot to offer society if this should happen, rather than being unprepared for a months long disaster complete grid wide meltdowns, power structures failing and society undergoing military rule. Not many people are prepared and it has not happened for decades this emergency level rule

Nobody is willing to address the fact in our media that we live under emergency declarations a complete observation state and police state

It is pretty much illegal to do anything and your not allowed any freedoms in society unless your furthering the goals and illusions of society...So those elites subscribe to elite satanic spells in a sense to ensnare those naive souls linguistically to their side....anything differing from the system like system busting opposition etc immediately there is an army that is willing to fight you in a sense for furthering the enlightenment and ascension...

People are willing and not scared to stand up for themselves and stand up for enlightenment and ascension

Then you have the people that are propped up to further the illustrious nature of the system being mustered as a virtual army to oppose this person they will stop at no end...they have the luciferian mind at their disposal including technologies and kinetic enhancements satanic sub conscious psychic perception...really in a sense able to target the persons sub conscious inner net and really freak them out with code words.

You have people scared into isolation working as anomalous and working as people that are artists or protesters or nocturnal or what have you just different but mostly everyone is involved in some way

Then you have 99% of society furthering illusion they are so involved in the illusion and cannot understand their role in everything or begin to understand the magnanimity of their role, unable to put a definition to their identity which many are operating under the monarch mind and slave lord or common slave so you have most in between being a slave and elite forwarding illusions on all ends of the spectrum to tiring end.

They will do anything to fake their identity in the moment. Essentially wearing a mask. They can play elite but what it comes down to is 99% of society is common slaves. With power. Even the super wealthy are lacking essential qualities of class and in this i find the greatest illusions

The enlightenment seems to be operating in the moment and depends on how you relay that enlightenment in the moment and addressing the karmic qualities that appear in the moment and those karmic are a by product of the matrix, your spirituality , the people around you, your sins your deeds etc

I was reading recently that karma was induced to keep the lower classes at bay

I am not a believer in karma personally because it was instituted before any of my sins were committed...my greater suicide attempt happened before a 6 year crime spree so essentially karma cheated and jumped the gun a bit. I guess in a way I was angered at how the system treated me...If i did a bunch of crimes then slaughtered for it it would have been easier to deal with.

Just made me believe that the earthbound sins are somewhat illusion. Then you have the argument that you arrange all of this to happen. That you arrange your events and sins to take place. I believe the level of illusions and psychological operations are vast because they don’t want to relay that your on a prison planet with a sentence

The more you appease the system the more rewarded you will be...the more you oppose the more you will mutilated in the public square so to speak...mind you i live in one of the freest places on earth and we have things like the charter of rights to protect people that dissent politically

But i would have been a sole believer in karma had the events unfolded naturally rather that within the greatest confines of luciferian magic. The belief i did it all on my own is infantile

What took place was a horrific incident then i revolted against the system in a seeming opposition

Many people started to develop a hatred for me, because I was able to mask my identity behind Androgyny

I was able to fit in and blend in a crowd , able to mask my sex and aura , my age...i was able to be a criminal rather easily...now i have this gigantic Masonic illustrious conspiracy

That involves this theory that i somehow infected my twin with HIV and now my twin and all the masons combined are joining forces to defeat me

I am not a  believer in this at all it is so far fetched the devil would be the only one to dream up something like this so crazy as this lol then you throw in the other equation of a real brother or Siamese twin some huge genetic breeding experiment ..fraternal brother at least

So i am left to wonder , they target me continuously that is why is stay in relative isolation a constant target for murder because I am the only regional opposition to this structure in place

I am left to believe I am the only one in my perception that hasn’t submitted my soul for initiation

I believe i am in a perceptive theory...many people you see in public wont have any role in your life when they enter your life the invisibles work with the energies to make sure your seen as an oddity to make sure that no enlightenment or cryptic is transferred

There would be a war against anomalies ....you would think that opposing the system would be the greatest goal but rather i believe it lays in bringing individual minds over to your perception and altering consciousness to the point where they begin to question their reality and they begin to theorize their involvement in the system and essentially their path.

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I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a wonderful delight a fruit fly ....first it took me to a city trying to hail a cab to a hotel and I had two envelopes on me with $5000 in each envelope I was trying to hail a cab and none came they were all full finally I found one and hopped in it had airline seats like a smart car and he said what is your name? And i said shaun and wrote down my cell number and he said “have i got a present for you” on the outer edges of the city i was wandering side streets finally i made it into a farm world and started to panic and i finally found somebody who was a gay guy kinda femme but he was a weirdo he was like a giant but really femme he wanted to have sex and i said no thx i am just trying to find my way back to town finally he led me to the street where i was able to hail that cab.

Next i went to a city and there was four drag queens going all over town and these guys started following them and they walked into a store to return the wigs they bought they were in 1970’s little Italy ...they were returning to their Italian roots they said they were eating at the patio cause it was their blood.

 Senseless self service to others

Amidst so many with reward central

No reward is the best reward

You figure out essentially what your talent is

Finality to recognition is far reaching

On would be amazed at theory

Yet trying to find a place

And a time to exist

Remain elusive.
- ShAuN A. DeLaGe

Maler artwerkz Galleria #15

splendor sine

I am aware that my life is literally cursed by those with earthbound rule at their disposal

Cursed to walk the night it seems, like a vampire. Cursed to be so outside of reality that you may never have any part of it and in a sense cursed to not have any money, cursed to a life of virtuosity

I always think back to when i was mirror programmed and I simply wait until the time comes as a  pseudo recovering sleeper agent.

I think back to the programming given to me by the level 36 mason so that I as a human may respond to the words when the time comes...one of the reasons I have been working tirelessly to forward my own enlightenment and when the time comes to become murderous in my thoughts to simply ignore them based on my own ascension level

I have also come to terms with the fact that like 99% of society does not get the “honour” of being mirror programmed in a sense most are left to slave away or appease those around them in a seeming neuro linguistic paradise...just another automaton of the system forwarding illusion

So I have a hatred at my being from those initiated because why do i oppose for so long and then I have those that are not given the chance to be initiated and wonder why I and not them was picked in a sense and furthermore why I was offered everything on a golden platter so to speak but politely declined.

Yet I regret that choice these days at times when discovering things like poverty, disease, hunger all around me including suffering. Subconciously I made the choice for myself –perhaps divinity stepped in and demanded that not another one be initiated to the cult.

Anyways I may have to walk wherever I go, and not have a chauffeur or a jaguar

I may have to buy things on sale or live off of a beef/chicken/salmon burger diet along with slow cooker stuff and various forms of breakfast cereal lol instead of prawns and dip and rare steaks and my credit card with actual credit on it

But at least I have the navigation of my soul

At least i solely can offer my own enlightenment without having to appease an oligarchy

At least I can further the cause of enlightenment with my virtual ministry where there is no rules, no symbols to evoke, no rings to kiss, no mantras to recite.

My church only operates within the highest realms of divinity in the moment

My post may have remnants of 12 people involved a sentence for each or a unified teaching

Whatever I just love my own expressive will ...I feel the need to market and share that part of me and it does leave me open to harsh attack but instead of a “religion” I offer more of a  loosely termed art movement that rivals that of Warhol or Picasso or davinci

Much of my art was non existent when I went out with my artist ex boyfriend the cyber gypsy arts weirdo I was going through alot at that time not to mention being programmed to become the next spiritual leader and most likely detested spiritual leader of their little cult and then later on the bigger initiation to follow as a marketed spiritual leader of freemasonry essentially being marketed as a guru inherent to my spiritual programming like Keanu

Funny thing that makes me laugh, is I did it all on my own and despite the threats of death and stuff that i have to weather to bring enlightenment to all that seek it ...I am still here transmuting advice and discourses within the highest realms of divinity

So the EYE keeps its gaze steadily on me attempting to outsmart me everywhere I go sending maltese pawns and others in my way to make me believe that they are observing me

That doesn’t bother me since about 90% of the “people” and “faces” I see out there are by most part ILLUSION so I just let them watch and I wear the brightest orangest vest I can possibly find.

Essentially my virtual ministry offers me a venue of expression against this plethora of illusion but also connects me to likeminded minds whom can also input my expressive will and use it in their own lives...

While being a guru per se is appealing wearing a guru outfit and a diamond watch and sitting on a pillow. Or being a super artist with their canvas is appealing or being a super gay with my eyes set on the next stud or being a conspiracy theorist ranting about this and that

I only simply look at myself as an anomaly and in a sense a blogger is a pretty illustrious nature to hold because the world is a very very boring place and people are looking for enlightenment tirelessly once you are deemed interesting you can have a pretty loyal following

Funny cause i make my art and everything and make no money from it yet ...working on my book , no money there either ....money tends to trickle in from second life and i leave most of my currency online to be used as a virtual currency between many sites remaining evasive on the tax forms, but before you report me there is not much to claim anyway lol

What are my objectives and goals? There is none with divinity  .... what do I do?  I do absolutely nothing like the clubkids and hippies would relay

What am I ?

I am a millennium warrior

A matrix warrior

And a metis warrior all rolled into one oh and raver cant forget that

But I have progressed seemingly past the need to go to parties and ingest a cap of xtacy to experience enlightenment that was only parts of my path

Now I have evolved into a virtual personae and I fulfil my duties with ascension and kindness in mind despite the hatred that people inherently broadcast at my talent

I could rant all day about myself and my ego

Or make a blog on product comparison or talk endlessly about a life that doesn’t matter which is why I find this place to be enlightening not only in myself but I can feel those that cant speak openly about what I say routing me on

Telling me to keep going

The enlightened beings are awakening after years of slumber and torture

Enlightened beings are not very illustrious

They could come in the form of poverty stricken people or perhaps the oracle living in her projects apartments it seems truly enlightened beings are never broadcast in the forms of wealth or in an illustrious nature because their inner nature their inner wisdom and their psychic skills and talent essentially become by products of the luciferian mind

I blogged way last year that it is my belief that once you go thru initiation you give up your soul for your life but not eternally and i am beginning to realize that it is an eternal struggle, essentially what were fighting for here.  Even if they have financed the initiations of everyone associated with me, that is not for me to worry about really ....

Essentially the soul....

The beautiful, shining, eternal nature to your soul.

Is it worth it? Something so evasive and mysterious?

I sure would not want my destiny to be mapped by those with so much power and control over my life.

-          Shaun A. Delage

new installment of male art :)

tangled sun

The divine birthright being born in the west. Many don’t even take time to notice this essential causality when they are too busy worried about the fact that they have to buy 14 more shirts to wear to look appealing or spend $500 on groceries. Or the $350 on personal hair care products.

Many ignore or tune out the simple fact that millions around the world are living in slums with no bathrooms or no running water. Millions. It is sort of a karmic thing to ignore this simple fact. It would seem here in the west we are more concerned about the fact that the coach purse you thought was going to be $550 didnt go on sale this week

It would seem that the ignorance of all of this would lead many to have their next incarnation into a very very poor part of the world. People do not have any compassion for suffering here and i only ask this...what is your divine birthright for being born here in north America ? or a developed country. Why were you not born in a very very poor country having to walk miles for clean fresh drinking water.

Some of it is karmic yes you have done some good deeds in a past life. But also it is in a sense a test of your ignorance. If you just simply watch vampire shows all night and live oblivious to the natural course of suffering around the world guess where one would be immersed in their next life?

In some ways society is guilty for segmenting us into regional rule. Provincial rule etc You have to really hunt out worldly information, even that information is tightly controlled and heavy on the propaganda

We live in the most elite society because on average more people give away their soul in entirety here to the cults than other parts of the world. Essentially all the suffering and slums you see are the actual human beings. They would make us believe we are debt ridden and going downhill when in fact we are the richest nations on earth and continue to climb higher up the wealth bracket despite the national debt per person.

I would be curious to find out how many actual enrolled freemasons, eastern star, saturnic, lions club, rotary, shriners...etc etc there are in the west because if they will use MILLIONS/BILLIONS of dollars to ensnare a single soul could you imagine how much 1000, or 10,000, or 100,000 souls are worth?

This is what separates us from the poor countries. This soul ensnarement, soul entrapment and soul entanglement ...Then once won over to the various cults you are able to be given your own domain or be a figurehead for some new project or corporation with nobody understanding of how you got your power ...This is why i advocate giving up a meal here or there to conserve universal energy but also to give up that meal in renunciation so somebody else can enjoy the energy of the animal or the nourishment that your renunciation provides. So instead of having an elaborate meal 3 times per day

Of eating from the genetic matrix simply have a meal of white rice with butter and salt and pepper or simple oatmeal with nothing in it. So that you too can innerstand what it is like for the rest of the world. This ignorance I fear is going to be used against the very citizens that surround you at their endpoint.

I am not here to advocate on others ignorance however but to attack my own at will and to understand the path of suffering so that I may assist others in their struggle for humanity. I have always struggled with eating meat. But I thank the animal for its sacrifice before I consume it. I have realized that Me personally I need more complex proteins then some seeds and a raw food diet. This has been my greatest struggle with the resistance considering my involvement with the raw food hippy cult and how easily susceptible i was to neuro linguistic programming while I was in a state of nutritional deficiency

Too many are in a constant struggle between the right amount of food and carbs and fat grams etc and all of us are different. Some of us are women, who require less food. Some of us are bigger women who enjoy alot of carbs to keep her happy and content and this is fine. Some of us are Men that require a virtual all meat diet because of the labour we induce. Some of us are compassionate men whom are only vegetarians who eat organics and hemp seeds etc Some of us are children who will eat anything in sight and some of are animals that are happy grazing on grass and leaves.

Me personally I watch those around me going out to dinner virtually every night while i sit here and type as a simple virtual Buddhist monk. I just ate the rice meal i talked about earlier and I feel proud of myself. I feel proud that I didn’t have to kill anything this meal. I feel proud my meal probably cost about nine cents. I feel proud that I am able to figure out the suffering of many in other countries in one single meal. I feel proud that I have given them thought rather than masking the ignorance with a heavily spiced and heavily fried dish. Renunciation is not easy at all

But I am the type of person that is not a slave so I don’t have to reward myself for my inherent slavery

Instead I as a person live off the creator. I am able to have faith that I too can have a meal and have faith that even when provided with massive riches down the road that I too can have compassion for those that have nothing.. Those that have to eat mud to circumnavigate the hunger in their stomachs

This loving compassion for all beings, even despite my omnivorism (meat and plants) will essentially set me free from this prison planet at some point and I am able to ascend into these other worlds I visit regularily. Me personally I don’t enjoy raw food I don’t even enjoy raw plants very much unless they are frozen vegetables and i prefer to get my greens in the form of a concentrated pill, this is my futurist side.

But also the action of mutilating the plant is enough for me to hear screams from the living being on inaudible levels. It actually scares me to the point of detesting a raw food diet or organics or things like that. It is funny because I eat meat and I am not scared to say it. But I also keep this loving kindness in mind. The fact that the animal gave its life so that I can live nourished and without hunger for 8 more hours or one more day is enough to make me almost want to cry.

There is the argument that there is world hunger but I believe this is illusion. The matrix can produce anything at will since we are in a computer program. All the trees can be replaced. The water always flowing. The air recycled, the fish replenished and the matrix reset. Likewise 1000 bovine can materialize at will sort of sentient being that is here for a purpose. They are here to live the cycle of suffering waiting to be ritualistically slaughtered in a fashion that fulfils their karmic purpose but also the introduction into the world as a precursor to a human birth so that they literally don’t get freaked out when being born and die of a heart attack from sensory overload

Then you have the people that come back time and time again to learn their lessons. Birth after birth because they don’t get it ....They just live oblivious to the suffering around them, slaving away completely ignorant to the 12 people that have to live in one room in a slum in india and the grandma that has to wash herself nude in an alley. While we are afforded 1200 sq feet of space for one person, a few rooms to wander around in and fill with objects of your slavery.

To fill with these objects to cover the pain of your inherent slavery. To cover the pain of your suffering and your prison sentence. In a sense a day feels like a prison sentence and most don’t know what to do with themselves so they leave it up to the system to enlighten them. When in fact it should be you working tirelessly to forward the cause of humanity through art, teaching, poetry, singing, cooking, loving, dreaming, wanting, observing, crying, needing, hugging, smiling hehe the list goes on

But instead people become only automatons of illusion forwarding the cause of the slave nets and the slave lords and prop up the establishment every chance they get propping up the hidden cults that run the earth to tiring end. Because they like the farm animal have literally been corralled and their soul is waiting to be harnessed.

True independence in the form of enlightenment and ascension/evolution are rare. A rare form of expression indeed. But it is not my job to enlighten others, they must do it themselves.
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I ask my guide to show me the way what i get is a simple black ant, that doesn’t bite when threatened.

It took me to a streetscene where there was a guy on the street and he was a friend of mine and he got severely injured and he got a muscle torn in his foot and we were going to go a few blocks in ambulance there was a street guy wanting to do an adjustment on my friend and i said no you cant do an adjustment it is a ligament or whatever and he started to get irate then rev. Kai called me to my delight and saved the day with his shining light and the street guy cocked his head to the side and ran off sideways like an animal...the ambulance did eventually come and rev kai and I helped this poor guy into the vehicle with his hurt foot.

Next i went to an old temple in india and there was a cannon and a lady was going to shoot it and she said she likes to hump it alone which i found gross but in the eyes of Christ they believe that people that believe in allah are sinners and going to hell.

Next the ant took me to a place and i met these two guys and we were hanging in an apartment watching movies on the movie was a flick about a girl that got hired by a company and the bosses kill her successors...so she was a government investigator watching and the movie was a surrealist i said to the guy man we should watch this on mushrooms and acid he was insistant on getting naked and into bed...this guy was a MAJOR STUD omg I was nervous around him and we got naked and into bed but i was so busy putting notes down on monarch sciences that i missed my chance to be with him.

Next i went to a grocery store there was a HUGE slab of chicken meat for $9 that was the size of a cows stomach and same colour – I watched some guy buy some chicken wings and he got them cooked in the store and she gave him some cutlets free because they were having a sale..I walked out of the store and into a plaza where some kids were filming a movie and i was smoking a cigarette (wow 5 years quit too lol)

Next i was staying at a dimensional hotel and the elevators were broken and i waited forever and they never came and i tried another set they never came so i went to staircase there was thousands of people and there was a lineup of thousands in the lobby where i was checking out

There was hundreds of kids video games with huge tv screens and the guns in the holsters and the hoops etc and then i looked over and there was this suspension device that you can walk or drive on and it puts you 500 feet in the air and you could throw food at dolphins and they were carrying dolphins to throw too which was a bit mean ...you could throw shrimp, this was basically a tourist attraction. The dimensional lobby was massive and they were talking about the elevators (elevation) being broken too.

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To see what is unseen

That is the nature of the writer

To visually appeal to the masses

Is the nature of the artist

To set aside art as a sole enlightenment

Is an art movement

To scribe what is yet unseen

Is relatively prophetic

To attain ascension amidst guardian programs

Proves challenging

Some don’t live through the tests

They become more concentrated as the system

Becomes increasingly desperate to harness your soul

Patience is a virtue

-          Shaun A. Delage