I am aware that my life is literally cursed by those with earthbound rule at their disposal
Cursed to walk the night it seems, like a vampire. Cursed to be so outside of reality that you may never have any part of it and in a sense cursed to not have any money, cursed to a life of virtuosity
I always think back to when i was mirror programmed and I simply wait until the time comes as a pseudo recovering sleeper agent.
I think back to the programming given to me by the level 36 mason so that I as a human may respond to the words when the time comes...one of the reasons I have been working tirelessly to forward my own enlightenment and when the time comes to become murderous in my thoughts to simply ignore them based on my own ascension level
I have also come to terms with the fact that like 99% of society does not get the “honour” of being mirror programmed in a sense most are left to slave away or appease those around them in a seeming neuro linguistic paradise...just another automaton of the system forwarding illusion
So I have a hatred at my being from those initiated because why do i oppose for so long and then I have those that are not given the chance to be initiated and wonder why I and not them was picked in a sense and furthermore why I was offered everything on a golden platter so to speak but politely declined.
Yet I regret that choice these days at times when discovering things like poverty, disease, hunger all around me including suffering. Subconciously I made the choice for myself –perhaps divinity stepped in and demanded that not another one be initiated to the cult.
Anyways I may have to walk wherever I go, and not have a chauffeur or a jaguar
I may have to buy things on sale or live off of a beef/chicken/salmon burger diet along with slow cooker stuff and various forms of breakfast cereal lol instead of prawns and dip and rare steaks and my credit card with actual credit on it
But at least I have the navigation of my soul
At least i solely can offer my own enlightenment without having to appease an oligarchy
At least I can further the cause of enlightenment with my virtual ministry where there is no rules, no symbols to evoke, no rings to kiss, no mantras to recite.
My church only operates within the highest realms of divinity in the moment
My post may have remnants of 12 people involved a sentence for each or a unified teaching
Whatever I just love my own expressive will ...I feel the need to market and share that part of me and it does leave me open to harsh attack but instead of a “religion” I offer more of a loosely termed art movement that rivals that of Warhol or Picasso or davinci
Much of my art was non existent when I went out with my artist ex boyfriend the cyber gypsy arts weirdo I was going through alot at that time not to mention being programmed to become the next spiritual leader and most likely detested spiritual leader of their little cult and then later on the bigger initiation to follow as a marketed spiritual leader of freemasonry essentially being marketed as a guru inherent to my spiritual programming like Keanu
Funny thing that makes me laugh, is I did it all on my own and despite the threats of death and stuff that i have to weather to bring enlightenment to all that seek it ...I am still here transmuting advice and discourses within the highest realms of divinity
So the EYE keeps its gaze steadily on me attempting to outsmart me everywhere I go sending maltese pawns and others in my way to make me believe that they are observing me
That doesn’t bother me since about 90% of the “people” and “faces” I see out there are by most part ILLUSION so I just let them watch and I wear the brightest orangest vest I can possibly find.
Essentially my virtual ministry offers me a venue of expression against this plethora of illusion but also connects me to likeminded minds whom can also input my expressive will and use it in their own lives...
While being a guru per se is appealing wearing a guru outfit and a diamond watch and sitting on a pillow. Or being a super artist with their canvas is appealing or being a super gay with my eyes set on the next stud or being a conspiracy theorist ranting about this and that
I only simply look at myself as an anomaly and in a sense a blogger is a pretty illustrious nature to hold because the world is a very very boring place and people are looking for enlightenment tirelessly once you are deemed interesting you can have a pretty loyal following
Funny cause i make my art and everything and make no money from it yet ...working on my book , no money there either ....money tends to trickle in from second life and i leave most of my currency online to be used as a virtual currency between many sites remaining evasive on the tax forms, but before you report me there is not much to claim anyway lol
What are my objectives and goals? There is none with divinity .... what do I do? I do absolutely nothing like the clubkids and hippies would relay
What am I ?
I am a millennium warrior
A matrix warrior
And a metis warrior all rolled into one oh and raver cant forget that
But I have progressed seemingly past the need to go to parties and ingest a cap of xtacy to experience enlightenment that was only parts of my path
Now I have evolved into a virtual personae and I fulfil my duties with ascension and kindness in mind despite the hatred that people inherently broadcast at my talent
I could rant all day about myself and my ego
Or make a blog on product comparison or talk endlessly about a life that doesn’t matter which is why I find this place to be enlightening not only in myself but I can feel those that cant speak openly about what I say routing me on
Telling me to keep going
The enlightened beings are awakening after years of slumber and torture
Enlightened beings are not very illustrious
They could come in the form of poverty stricken people or perhaps the oracle living in her projects apartments it seems truly enlightened beings are never broadcast in the forms of wealth or in an illustrious nature because their inner nature their inner wisdom and their psychic skills and talent essentially become by products of the luciferian mind
I blogged way last year that it is my belief that once you go thru initiation you give up your soul for your life but not eternally and i am beginning to realize that it is an eternal struggle, essentially what were fighting for here. Even if they have financed the initiations of everyone associated with me, that is not for me to worry about really ....
Essentially the soul....
The beautiful, shining, eternal nature to your soul.
Is it worth it? Something so evasive and mysterious?
I sure would not want my destiny to be mapped by those with so much power and control over my life.
- Shaun A. Delage
