chillen and flippen
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The cause for furthering the human race exists as a preamble to only a very select few
There are perhaps only a dozen places online, this site included that help to alter sublimination, address illusion and further the causes of enlightenment, ascension and evolution.
Getting some desperate calls from my now ex weed dealer i can see the matrix is intent on keeping me addicted to whatever control mechanisms that are in place to keep ascending beings like me at bay
I have to say withdrawl from marijuana was one of the worst experiences i went thru this year. My spine hurt. I was in a literal depressed state at times over come with emotion because it does affect the dopamine centres of the brain. Completely flooding the dopamine and without it you don’t get that massive flux of dopamine.
But I am not here to discount marijuana completely it helped in my regressive therapy for my captivation piece and it also aided much of my male art which was fun to make
(just bringing it to all avenues of expression took hours if not days) so the 420 helped me pass the time
But you just need ALOT to survive You need ALOT after some time and it stressed me out financially
You just need it and will get it at whatever costs.
I found the withdrawl to make me into a depressed maniac which would have been solved if I got more and more and more and more lol
A 420 priest would say enlightenment is in marijuana...so is enlightenment forcing 27 granola bars down your throat in a few hours? I find my focus to be out the window , my enlightened natural wisdom state to be non existent ...i cant to tasks like meditation or reading effectively while I am perfectly okay watching hours on television...hmmmm enlightened? Hardly. Plus you get the stuff from other monarch programmed slaves and slave lords as well... just stuff to think about mates.
Putting the new anthem song on the church I feel now the church is in its most enlightened state
Kudos again to tera from facebook for sleuthing some facts to bring my revised (27 times) version of captivation. I also feel this document ties in with these untouchables that are attempting to get me hooked on things.
I feel like neo in the matrix like “I don’t want any trouble” and “you don’t have any hold over me”
So I am not in a position to personally say YOU SHOULDNT DO THIS OR THAT
20 days free of that stuff and i can say that i am happy to reclaim my wisdom state
...it doesnt have a hold over me anymore ..but the withdrawl was effin brutal man - nothing i ever want to go thru again- rightfully so that is why most people grab some more -because they start suffering. Who wants to suffer emotionally and physically ?
I dont want the white square to have a hold over meh
if you see the checkerboard not as a 2-d gameboard but rather a 3-d cube..lolz
I am just trying to address illusions
Conspiracy is happening all around and a trusted friend told me that there can be conspiracy in everything everywhere you look.
While it may be easy to throw my captivated document away and move on with my life as not a victim
I feel it is in my rightful place in society to literally broadcast my story at full volume so people have a chance to see there is a luciferian mind There is a trauma state We are in a full fledged police state
We are under emergency rule, the war powers act, the public works act, the national security act etc
It’s time to awaken yourself to the inner workings of the world. Download some ascension books from the resistance . Chill and flip and move on and keep ascending
With my help of course
*winks*
- Shaun A. Delage
massive word
I have been really meditating on the latest anonymous craze and how vulnerable i am personally to suggestion and how vulnerable and fragile all of society is to this latest revolution.
It would seem the answer to capitalisms problems is to replace it with what exactly ?
We may not be perfect but at least we have substance rather than a world that is a literal free for all post apocalyptic waste land. I guess in some ways I am somewhat involved being somebody that opposes the western ideology But I am not advocating the complete destruction of everything we have.
I have been treated brutally by the system and some people involved are not specifically to blame but their shattered self i see them operating behind a shell fully comprehensible and able to communicate on other levels...ironically in the moment may be deceptive as the true story sometimes takes a full decade to unravel that is the nature of enlightenment my dear kitties and many people around the world are perceptive to this global hypnosis that is literally shattering people and fragmenting people into sub catagorizations that would make one appear as politically obvious.
While it is easy to discount the movement as an advanced psychological operations...everyone i ask for help regarding the subject ignores me or changes the subject even those in the conspiracy circles
So let this blog be a visual representation of how one being is affected and how quickly one can reattach themselves to a system that they depend on and love, and rely upon for nourishment and safety
Me personally I would love to grab a mask and go walk around but moreso I would like to do it with the mask of the church of techno or in sai babas robes...something i have created...
I have always been a leader and not a follower
It would seem to discount this movement as a psychological operations opens one up to attack from all avenues...why nuzzle up to the right wing whom are desperately trying to protect what little pension funds they have left
I was reminded of the illusion of 2012 recently and how hopelessly dependent on others I am to survive
There are countless people hopelessly adherent to the system and if a total collapse were to happen billions would immediately perish within months but nobody seems to address the fact of the karmic toll on the war that is waged. That the karma would be so horrible on those that afflicted this they would literally be cast out of this dimension and into a hell plane for eternity
The organizations responsible would be obliterated
A sweeping enlightenment would take over earth but many would not know what to do with themselves You would literally have people carving up people and eating them in the streets
This is all so horrible to comprehend but this is what enlightened beings need to think of and need to relay to the greater naive populace so they don’t get suspicious of a system that inherently does care for them
It would seem that our controllers and the psychological operations of north America are hell bent on locking up most of the anarchists, club kids, Buddhists, hippies, and gays.
I was watching an illuminati video on Lady gaga and I was thinking about how easy it is to win over the cultural status quo
You simply need to get the gays on your side everyone follows us because were the old souls of the planet ...but strangely enough that is quite paradoxical as many newer incarnations have come out as gay or bisexual completely surprising a system that was placed solely for breeding. But also leaving them open to a hypnotic state that is easily manipulated by the elite gods and goddesses in power in the masonic temples and eastern star faiths and saturnic royal families the list goes on and on...
You have the advanced operations of lord Stanley taking place and we see a world filled with total anarchy and it scares the hell out of alot of people
I almost have to pinch myself to remind myself I am under virtual hypnosis everyday that goes by with media and my own self exploration affords me a level of discernment
What I am realizing is class is very rare even amongst close relations.
Sad
What a world to comprehend
I am glad I have the time too.
-hope you like the new church tune blogbuddies
-hope you like the new church tune blogbuddies
- Shaun A. Delage
fourty nightz
Personal enlightenment is vast and unbelievable lately....it took alot of courage for me to post my captivation on facebook....part of me was triggered by anonymous’s message.
I am starting to uncover or unravel the illusion. Thx to a devoted member of esoterickitty deceptionhollywood. Tera ...she has uncovered some starting clues that have gone un-noticed and in the past week i have revised my captivation piece about 5 times....
So it turns out that my fraternal brother possibly real brother has worked in a few Hollywood films as well so this is not just your average Masonic conspiracy it is now a full fledged Hollywood industrial complex conspiracy involving some key players in the Vancouver grand lodge of the BC and Yukon.
I know i am not being ignored but rather observed at this point by the RCMP and i know this because when i went out today i saw 3 unmarked police cars observe my walk to the grocery store....
I have hope that my captivation piece can unmask some of these monsters that feel they are above the law in satans army. They literally swarm to me like a crickets nest because I have psychic ability...I am also a trauma asset. This is funny because they cannot understand how after this long i have not succumbed to initiation and they know i know way too much being a former member of the eastern star cult in a previous past life as my female incarnation welcoming the highest realms of the Cleopatra consciousness into my soul. I am not proclaiming myself a god head god no
At the very least a simple anomaly. I like to see myself enlightened somewhat but like you I have my struggles. Like this week i seriously misjudged my food stock and became apocalyptically low on rations. It got to the point where i needed to ask a trusted friend and my ex for help.
This is funny cause he is like you poor thing. Yet I go to the bank and withdraw money and it says REV DR haha i should technically be making $450 an hour with a title like that lol
It makes me think about how much you rely on others and need others in life no matter who you are. Wandering around my working class area i see scores of youth. I am pondering putting up resistance posters around my area. I am also going to be ordering a few guy fawkes masks and walking downtown as a sole protester and I will meditate with my drum infront of the grand temple here in Victoria.
I am probably one of the only members of anonymous that they cant touch so that makes me think of how much people will be drawn to me as a conduit for the forces of divinity above all else.
I am personally sick of the power structures in place.
I am personally sick of Satanists controlling my every move and running my country into the ground via initiated incest leaders and monarch slave lords.
I don’t think it is a crime to sit on the street and bang a drum so I will do it in a couple weeks and walk downtown with my mask announcing at the very least that there is one singular voice of opposition to Satanist armies
I am not advocating violence or the overthrown government
I am advocating a system that is inclusive of everyone
Also a system that genuinely cares for it’s citizens.
I am also advocating for the peaceful introduction of sweeping reforms to citizenship and to replace capitalism with a system more fitting of a new millennia
Capitalism has failed
I was told something by the mason in the tower that strikes a chord about this Arabian war
“wars are fought over boys, you should know that by now”
It creeps me out because I know they are after and literally juicing over the realms of my soul
And not one that they have broadcast their eye onto has resisted the temptation
They are won over at some point due to the heavy subliminal suggestion and the poverty stricken life most that resist this powerful dominion are involved in
So we are calling for the release of all marijuana smokers from prison, thieves, mentally ill etc
We are calling for the immediate release of Colton Harris-Moore, Michael Alig, and Marc Emery and countless other millennium and matrix warriors that were seduced by the luciferian mind and literally taken over mind body and soul
I am calling for the immediate stoppage of the prison rape trade and porn circuit fuelling internet porn
I am also calling for the governments of Canada and the United states to step down and submit themselves for citizens arrest or trials to ascertain the level of war crimes they have inhibited on the populace.
The Country of Kanata to issue formal independence from the crown and for a faculty of The resistance, anonymous and the movement from hiddenfromhistory ..to govern.
To reinstate the countries back to their true owners the native people.
Let it be known on this day forthwith
- Shaun A. Delage
killy style
Thanks to some of the sleuthing by some new alliances on facebook i have discovered some more truths about my captivation piece. The last little while has been a roller coaster of emotions trying to figure out the true methodology and personal struggle of my trauma document
I have uncovered some startling facts about somebody related to the document being Kelly mason whom appears to be one of the leading production companies and has worked with all of Hollywood. She seems to be involved heavily with people like Jessica alba etc
Its troubling because it ties in with the theories of the monarch training i under went
I was on the outer edge them not willing to welcome me in because i never essentially gave them the keys to my soul through ritual so i am in a sense garbage to them. Not worthy. It is troubling to work thru the illusion and to see how much illusion there actually is and to see these key players and there isn’t anybody from the grand lodge of the bc and Yukon i haven’t met and had sex with.
Placing me as one of the pseudo defacto opposition regional royalty in my region. I am the only vocal voice against this cult in british Columbia. The only solace i have is with mysterious internet strangers around the world including operatives within the illusion. Makes me believe there is human beings but we are scattered all over the world surrounded by thousands of hybrids to further the illusion
You know you kind of think of the illusion itself and you wonder if the people are actually a human being or a digital hologram, they appear real they look real and have substance but you interact with them and they don’t have any depth there is no actual character to them..
They are simply a program running, a power program, a teacher or police or whatever ...it is troubling because you do feel like your in a state of disassociation. When your dealing with these people you just kind of interact with them to further the illusion but you don’t address the illusion in any way because they are not meant to be addressed in that manner nor are they built with modes of opposition.
So your left being treated with hostility everywhere you go because you threaten the very nature of their programming and their self so we have an argument for the theory of humanity human beings etc and you know you have this western ideology you walk through thousands of people every day and nobody really rings out in your mind of having independence or any qualities of humanity that are inherently beautiful, or shining, gentle or compassionate and it creates an imprint for the person like me that is rather anomalous and it feels like millions of eyes are cast on you because your the only one that opposes and your the only one in tune with addressing this illusion
You have nowhere to go except this inner prison and there is nowhere to escape to because of finances and i just work with what i have the art world and the internet and writing i know there is no permanence to this and my life will open up and i will be able to experience freedom that these elites live every day i just have to remain myself, finish my book and stay sane and not give in to the satanic energy flowing in to me in concentrated form
It is tough you hear the horror stories such as anne sexton and Michael alig that just gave up they gave into alcoholism , drug abuse, sex addiction etc
They lose the process of their souls through slavery through initiated bosses etc They lose their very nature of their souls and have offended their animal guide whom have long walked on to somebody deserving of their attention ...u feel there is nobody around you that can relate so your just meant to build your own path and it feels like everyone around me has given up and submitted to a life of slavery or cults and they are furthering the causes of slavery and cults.
Alot of the people i deal with have access to higher levels of information than i am allowed and what i am allowed is the direct access to information from the highest sources possible psychic power in a sense and this angers people that have hand me down info etc because sometimes not entirely accurate in the moment
Parts of my life coming together like Kelly mason and i am realizing how much control the Hollywood industrial complex has over me and i am not even apart of it
It makes me think about the illuminate sciences and the path of the one and the path of life and it angers everyone to the nine. It angers to them to the nine that you don’t want to join them and you have turned this initiation down thousands of times
You walk a life of abject poverty and your living off of rice or rice cakes and they don’t understand why
Because i am after the eternal nature of my soul and not instant gratification not strictly material not a world where i am rewarded solely in this material sphere and it is the very nature of my soul i am after and in my own field of perception there is only a singular perception through my eyes and to me i am technically the only one on earth that is under these tests and i feel i am the only one not under a hypnotic state and it does alienate you
The meaning to my illness is seeing things out of reality and i don’t think i will be ever able to join this reality – if this is what it is ...it is cruel vindictive, disgusting system in place. Simply my energy throughout the system and i see people act out around me on airplanes, busses etc and there is really a divine nature to me, and this does not mix well with some people
Your literally a beacon of light you shine bright matrix code and everyone else is just dark and dreary and there is no substance there you walk through the streets and broadcast your signal and people look at you with curiosity or you get those hateful stares. Those nasty looks...your get people attempting to physically assault you walking by
Or you get nasty vibes from somebody in customer service where your supposed to be treated with respect. SO i am playing a very dangerous game lately because these people aren’t actually on the level of regional governance and many are on an international level why deal with a common canadian bank when you can deal with the IMF.
So this is what i am up against is these internationalists forwarding this agenda seems to be the going religion is this faith these people are dual citizenships triple even work visas and have all the money in the world to travel and visit other Masonic temples and more secretive areas in the world on vortexes etc take part in more rituals in more energy centres.
It is a cult it pays its members to go all over the world. There are places so dark and dismal and beyond explanation and they do rituals on these vortexes and welcome the highest degrees of luciferian magic and they come back to their home country or town and are so imbued with this satanic energy they become a conduit of evil for somebody that meets them out of the blue they become confused and almost blinded by the energy. Some of these people are not even aware of their own inner magical nature because of the monarch mind so its split into thousands of sub catagories.
You have these people are so shattered and shift from one alter to another and are not even aware of the definition of monarch mind. You have the people that on a front are a mother and yoga teacher and yeah full beauty, i love people etc then you have the deeper alters that are into the eastern star cult, incest, blood drinking. Etc.
Everything that is prevalent in those cults. I went to a graduation of an RCMP officer a few years back and the ritual they perform is unbelievable , the ritual they do. The parade drill was the most militaristic and the most confusing array of drill i ever saw
They have this ritual down you know the young officer falls into place snaps to attention the superior shouts and activates the alter and the person becomes a literal monster. Bred to follow the directives of the people above them. Almost cryptic they only need to do a few drill poses or a few words and they turn into this monster that is only doing what they are told. When they are supposed to be protecting and guiding our lives.
When you make a complaint to the highest forces in the land and they ignore you
It places you not only as a universal philosopher of ultimate reality but you believe there is nobody that can assist you in your path except yourself.
- Shaun A. Delage
kitten hug
Well it is a full moon, i can tell What an incredible day thanks to esoterickitty deception Hollywood...She does a ton of videos on youtube about monarch slaves. And ironically they have been able to meet one that has not been indoctrinated into Hollywood or the cults and I am able to tell my story without the fear of death. I have started to come out fully in the public realm with my captivation piece and this was essentially one of my greatest fears. Was that some of my closest friends and family would find out my secrets when it is ironic that i place my faith in total strangers on the net above this interaction with family, maybe a by product of an abusive upbringing or my fears of total abandonment.
It is funny because last night i got a flood of satanic energy for about 2 hours and this happens directly before something big happening where i think the only route is to submit myself for hospitalization and i am slowly realizing that i have a place out here in the world.
So it is a tough thing to battle that focused intent so i have ordered some orgonite to help me along with my great power aminals and guardian angels which i thank for most of my trials for guarding over me through the tough times because my guardian angels have been witness to the satanic conspiracy on earth. What also I have been dealing with in the resistance is ascension but i see it as this. The resistance i feel is attempting to make its members walk away from all modes of thought and all modes of faith and trust. Ie. Religions, Buddhism, david icke. It seems that when i attach to stuff like this in my core self. Somebody comes along and gives me a reason to distrust it. So I am left in a world where the only thing is the resistance in a sense which i see as a paradoxical twist of fate.
Something makes me distrust these things but something keeps calling me back to my Buddhist nature and my seeking alternative media imputs. But then i hear that all the conspiracy media is placed within the highest realms of the grand orient temples of masonry. So I am left to wonder where to look next and what to do. SO I look within for answers. That constant hunt for the answers i seek.
Then I am reminded that what i am accusing people of is the kind of power that people kill over. I am slowly reminded that life isn’t the game or the cartoon it’s made out to be. So i simply hide away in my virtuosity and await the millions of people that want to hear my story. It will be told. There is no stopping it, because i feel like i am the only monarch slave that has escaped the brutality of a sadistic system alive. There is nobody like me on the net ....believe me i have looked.
SO in this i find the very nature of my spiritual existence. To bring these monsters to the public forefront and throw them into abject subjective world where they can rot for all i care for the next millennia.
Unfortunately because they have helped further the cause of placing me in harms way they have been rewarded like the Saudi royal family rewards its members.
The kind of power that people kill over.
Yes but if i was killed this would bring the whole thing into scope placing me as one of the most famous canadian metis warriors in existence so there is literal warfare to keep my story a secret and keep me in a dejected state of submission.
I just simply work with what I have and this means forming the entire scope of the Shaun zeno art movement. Somebody recently asked me why i call myself SHAUNDELAGE SHAUNZENO
It is kind of an acronym from my other virtual personae RAVER XENO and the name JAMES ST JAMES from the clubkids. So I just kind renamed myself Shaun Zeno because of the generational bloodline i am in and i wish to be a more of an artistic representation of my name rather than a name that i was not given a choice over.
I have been actively searching for a guy and have an internet ad up and somebody had the nerve to write YOU DONT EVEN DESERVE TO CALL YOURSELF HUMAN
And i am reminded that possibly in my region, my province, my country or a 100Km radius that there are no people with human characteristics....That they are all somewhat hybridic in mind and soul. It would seem that with a lifetime of slavery one gets defeated to the point where they lose the very nature of their soul. Maybe i am a bit too perceptive. LoL
I feel the full moons energy all around. The mass emails i sent out a few days ago seem like months ago and i continue on in my enlightenment.
So, Thank you esoterickitten deceptionhollywood it must be the divinity working through our souls to meet up with each other once again in a system that has been repeating for the exact same self similar experience for all of time.
Her blog is available in my links in the bottom of this page.
Once again thanks and thanks for the half dozen or so people that have become friends with me because they simply believe in my struggle.
- Shaun A. Delage
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