chiLLen and flippEn

To be left alone amidst relative madness is comforting

In a state of complete questioning

All you look at are further questions

I research more into the raw food diet and am left with more questions than answers

Now mind you i am looking at things from a dimensional perspective

Thinking of the thought that my body or vessel does things that are considered superhuman at times

I not only need complex proteins and carbs but i also need a comfort in my diet to carry me through another month being of the urban artistically poor

I have to budget and worry about these things because frankly i don’t want to be one week left and all i have his white rice and a few cans of lentils

I always stress the middleground

I cant go one hundred percent organic either so that is usually not an option for me, unless i had double the budget

Mind you one can still eat a millennium warriors diet, be an artist and thrive dimensionally and co exist with all other spacialities on other realms it just takes skill

I have heard the raw food diet being preached with the resistance and likewise breatharian and fruitarian diets and other things like organic is the only way to go or no meat and egg and fish ok lol or that simply eating from the suns energy is a good option

Mind you most of this can be beneficial to the status quo for some time i find my diet works quite fine and that is a diet of renunciation

To eat a tiny bit luxuriously amidst so much poverty in the world. You don’t want to get to the endpoint and for them to say “boy you have eaten your fill in this lifetime” either end of the spectrum and i am not into foraging or suckling or rummaging etc

Mainly why i am so resistant to the theories of groups that overtake the complex food argument is because of my hippy raw food dealings a few posts back which by its very nature is a mistrusted concept with me and will remain as such

I am not too concerned with cancer or weight gain/loss or things like length of life

If only people know the constant repetition of cancers and obesity in media are leading to the epidemics currently, not primarily peoples eating habits.

So what does a renunciative diet promote? I would say 4 – 5 smaller meals per day in apocalyptic style rationings and luxuries are not usually permitted but promoted once and awhile

With the thoughts beginning at the start of the meal, i am eating this meal to nourish myself, and keep myself happy and fed and sane, and if an animal has been killed please thank the animal for its sacrifice for bringing its wisdom to your human body and may you learn from the animals inherent mistakes

I have never been a fan of cheese or milk or heavily processed or packaged foods at all

But everywhere you look something you have been guru about for a year or so or longer and you can find hate literature on the item be it grapefruits or oatmeal or meat or walnuts etc

It seems people have overactive imaginations with our inherent need to nourish ourselves

And to either twist the truth or heavily promote one diet over another or to try and sway you over to their supposed enlightenment

The only thing you need to concern yourself with is how you are going to stay alive for another month

This is the nature of reality and our world currently

If you don’t believe we are in an apocalyptic state i don’t think much can be done for you lol it is in the back of everyones minds

Why am i paying so much for food, why is this so expensive ....brr its bitterly cold outside and for those with warm temperatures you have to worry about drug lords or gangs or danger

A Shirt is $45 no ok that is cheapo a shirt is $105 no ok that is midrange a shirt is $225

Have we fucking gone completely nutz? Some people are spending what some people have on a food budget for a whole month. The nature of our saddened state

This is why people go hungry – why people are suffering – why shelters are filled – why so many are in jail – why so many are infected with diseases and cancers

We have literally stopped caring

Our governments want us dead

We are more of a profit to them dead than alive

What kind of a place do you live in that turns away people threatening suicide seeking medical attention only to have the person hang themselves a few hours later in the same bathroom of the hospital

Or in my case to go to a psychiatrist for help and have him say my illness is illusion that i may want to get it rechecked at some point then give me a lengthy and weird freemasonic handshake

Or to go to the hospital in my home town only to be told nasty things by the psychiatrist

This has got to stop, this nazi death camp has got to be halted in its tracks

This is why i have attempted to bring my story to the highest levels of governance and policing in my country. Not only to attempt to find some solace amidst so much confusion

But also if my complaints are logged but never acted upon it places me as a human being on the level of a universal philosopher of ultimate reality which essentially puts me in a higher position than a city state or any theological adeptness or any being attempting to govern or police me

And i am usually one to resist resistance at first then slowly after coming out of my shell and figuring that there are others that are coming from and healing from massive amounts of confusing programming from all angles, be it discrete or serious grave breaches of trauma infliction

This is how i see the resistance not only forming a political party in my country but also having a theological, philosophical and international relations groups or directives

But by the time this takes place the resistance will most likely have a principality where members may freely immigrate to based on their trauma

To be involved in a community centric society built on enlightenment, evolution, and ascension above all else but also have safeguards and checks in place to make sure that nothing horrible happens in the abuse of power of such freedoms

from illuminatimatrix.com

 For those with a general understanding of this site, and the hypnotic/subliminal nature of this 3D illusory reality, continue to observe the events unfolding all around us, and know for certain that all things are relating to the luciferian agenda. Interpret everything from a subliminal perspective, using the information on this site as a guide, and continue to watch and wait … DO NOT RESIST or REACT, … for everything is simply an illusion designed to manipulate us to REACT. Do not believe the notion that we must react, resist, or retaliate, for this is the purpose of the elite doing the bidding of the luciferian Mindset, further establishing the Trance State and the ultimate fabricated Day of Judgment. Do not believe anyone who is urging the population to get up and take a stand against the elite, for this too, is the very goal of the elite. The elite, acting upon the inspiration of the Thought Process, who manipulate even those who believe they recognize the dream state and manipulation, who unwittingly do the bidding of the elite through ignorance, but who nonetheless serve diligently, the gods of intellectualism and the luciferian Thought Process. Such admonition is extended by the deceived and manipulated to attempt to preserve the 3D illusion and to perpetuate the Trance State

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a satisfying delight i get a nice crab which is a comfort considering a ripped one apart last night and ate it and felt really bad about it and still do

I was on a train trip and i said that people outrank the conductor they should follow every order so they got lots of money success fame and glamour total Michal alig style

Next the crab took me to a palace and i had to have an informal sitting with some royal family which i found extremely boring so i mulled about amidst the richness and the queen or duchess said do you find these events boring and i said i would just like to be doing some gardening or something with my time

Then she handed me a stuffed almost real remote control dead cat that i played with which was fun

Next the crab too me to an open field where i started to camp and lit an open fire in a tote which was toxic and not much place to find wood the police drove by but never stopped just pointed at me in my gypsy camp

Next i was taken to a wheel of fortune episode where the lady got a bonus and skipped to the last jackpot at ten million dollars and won it !!!! she was so happy likewise me for her including the precognitive aspect which was later made apparent

Questioning illusion

Yet satisfying personal reality

Wanting more

Yet being offered less

Trying to find me

Yet wanting to be with him

Somebody by my side

That inhabits

Compassion

Sincerity

Love

Kindness

Growth

Ascension

Enlightenment

Ev olutio n

Where is he

To see him is my most pressing goal

Yet i see everyone else but him presently

The theories collide with my own nature

Fearful of being banned

Yet wanting to question reality

Is the nature of the game

Wanting to stay in the game

Making my next move to assure my win

-          Shaun A. Delage

millwood

hay blogbuddiez
I will never fully understand the normal operations of our planet

Those that so dually care about us are usually too busy to take notice
What nobody wants to relay to the regular populace is that we have been in a state of apocalptic meltdown for about 20 years now and the 9-11 tragedy was the subliminal suggestion that the plan had been completed
think about it
the answers will find you

you know this already , that there is an evil governance/givernance in power and that nothing you can do appeases your more inner qualities for living in paradise. For those lucky enough to live in paradise you are lucky because about 90% of the known and inhabited world operates in winter apocalypses
you feel it when you go shopping for food and know that nothing can be done because the prices have jumped almost 400% in the last 10 years
you feel it when you shop for clothes
the only people able to take solace or comfort are the slaves really and the slaves are what is perpetuating the illusion further
mind you in apocalypse mode everything is pretty ok still, i am just surprised that they let this illusion or lie go on for so long
it encompasses one of the greatest post modern conspiracies of our time. meanwhile they distract us with pointless media meant to instill the notion that there is nothing to concern yourself wif
and substantial luxury like travel or diamonds or anything else like cars etc are reserved for the freemasonic elite
can we come out of it ?
yes but it would take alot of work, we would need to end captalism as we know it and give everyone a purpose and send the people with the lower demonic entities controlling them to be cleansed of their possession ...we would need every system as we know it to cease operating as it has been and to be reviewed
we would need to halt all essential service, and halt all employment
where more creative aspects would take over to appease boredom
we would need to halt all air travel and vehicle travel
we would need to analyze our entire lives
we would need governance of enlightened beings to take office
and in a way they are prepping for this with the advent of 2-0-1-2

I have taken a break from the resistance lately

Mainly because of the harsh attitudes i have been discoveringbut is ascension really nobody ever said it would be easy ...

While the inner circle obtains to read as much as possible and learn things

I cant help but read some of the material and let them know that some of it can also hinder your enlightenment

I know i was meant to be apart of the resistance so my membership is not in question

You just have to feel motivated

I relayed in my captivation piece what i went thru at year 2001 or something with me and sevan

So i have been focusing on other things at the moment
i hope to be more of a virtual presence than i have been the past few weeks but my art has taken form 

One of the biggest illusions i see in the conspiracy circles is this flood talk and the talk of apocalypse

I wonder where this is leading more vulnerable people

And there is a point to becoming too paranoid about things

That is why i aim to relay that if it comes you deal with it when it happens

Not sit there and literally close your life off to outside influences in the fear the earth will go through rapture

This seems to be one of the greatest illusions of our time and one impression i am probably not welcome to relay to people

Because from all angles from the Christian right to the masons to the theorists to everyone else believe the world is about to end

I don’t really see it as the earth will crumble i just have been given some inside information as to the length of my life by the Vancouver oracle

And in my previous posts i have doubted her advice but now i believe in it

I BELIEVE i will have ALOT of power an authority

I believe i used to be a woman in my last life

I believe i will have a long life

I believe others will be jealous of my success

I BELIEVE there is a curse on meh

There is a difference between believing and understanding and mind you there are those that will never go to a psychic in their entire lives because of religious beliefs etc

I just know that she is a guide, and despite what others tell me she is there to guide me into my true path

I am somewhat of a crazy conspiracy person because i believe things can be changed by being involved in the system and working with it and melding with it so to speak to achieve success rather than incite drama or hatred or violence to revolt

Because as much as i would love to overturn the system there is much worse eventualities that could take place

I am fortunate enough to have some people in my life that i somewhat analyze as a threat but they also lead me to question things of my own reasoning at times, and also help temper my theories as well

Some people don’t have that and some people don’t have access to the medications that they need to be somewhat normal

In some ways i am feeling what the larger groups go through with many members but also the inherent dissatisfaction with the clique that pervades over individualism and intellectual pursuits of the individual above all else

Because any group will try and allay that the individual is not welcome that you must mould to the groups beliefs to achieve success

And in that ideology i find some serious flaws

Everywhere from Buddhism to the resistance to masonry to everything in between

I strive to be a balancing point between all angles because it is the nature of the doctor of divinity

If the end of the world should come, accept it ....dont fear it

If the matrix should be reset so be it

I watched a conspiracy show on 2012 recently with Jessie ventura and noticed one of their ‘experts’ was wearing ring with the V on it and i am like holy fuck and also the episode gave me a strong vibration to recluse and buy a ton of seeds and a flashlight/fleshlight and get into survival mode and look for a missle silo or whatever and start buying seeds by the barrelfull so i can sustain myself for what are the estimates of 14 years without anything...

This is madness
do you not think there is systems in place to guarantee the continuance of humanity?
do you not believe in this ...then why believe in 2012 put your belief and your power and magic into something that matters .....
do you not think massive hostility has arisen before ?  this is why the gods and creation lies low most of the time is to build up energy to assist all the children of the matrix through difficulty because when called for divinity - divinity is there to guide and protect above all else...if it is believed you will be of more use on the other side things will happen with you leaving this realm to help others from another awareness
if you still have lessons to learn, and people to help and things to do
you will be kept here and in no way should you feel if chaos happens it is time to shoot yourself in the head god no keep going and if your starving keep going people are rumoured to live 70 years without food and even water and air are cravings so please have faith other than the satanic decree that runs the earth .

Just the amount of people preparing for this event is enough to make it happen

They are literally making the event go ahead through the subliminals all around They are literally guiding us into our own apocalypse and if there is one person in resistance to it all (meh) then at least there is one energy that doesn’t believe

If everything should happen

I am changing into my Buddhist robes and walking and travelling like a nomad and talking with people and guiding them through all of this

I will be the actual embodiment of the Buddha of the new millennium

That is my role, my purpose

Should this all go into chaos

And if my death should come

Then so be it

I accept it with happiness for i have strived to achieve ascension in all avenues

Besides my very old spirit guardians will be there to guide me

I have mated with some of the highest reptilians , i have addressed some of the greatest conspiracies, i inhabit a mind they would want to guide and protect them, i inhabit extra sensory abilities to able to guide the people that remain into complete enlightenment

I am the sole being in incarnation that they would send people to retrieve me, i am the being that would be put on the ‘lists’ because i have a loving compassion for my enemies and my enemies feel bad for what they have done to me, inherently and work to bring understanding in my own life.

In some ways i have been prepping for this forever being nocturnal and detached in apocalyptic mode

I know and have confidence that i will be one of the only remaining beings

Do you have the same confidence?

Besides, this is not the sole dimension we inhabit as i have made very clear with the church of techno, one belief many don’t want to relay simply because they are unable too

I am a threat to all avenues because i don’t really fit in anywhere and address illusions everywhere i go it is the nature of the anomaly<- google it if your unsure lol

I ask my guides to find me and what i get is nice it is a crane and it took me to a city  where i was roaming around and i met a girl with the tag name regional girl and she would login to the net and find friends and travel the world with her cute male friend she was cool i was staying in a place close to town with incense burning with a large bird sleeping on the floor it was huge about human size but i wasn’t scared of it nor did i want to be mean to it i just let it sleep in my comfort

I wanted to party with regional gurl and her friend and went to buy some deserts and this waffle pie or something was way too pricey so i got some muffins and drinks which came to two dollars less

The lady at the store remembered who i was or knew who i was but by the time i got home the regional girl and her friend were off

Next the crane took me to another city but i think it was the same city just different section where i was biking around in a semi gay area which was nice cause they are usually so cosmo

I was biking through the streets when i saw a curly hair girl peeing on a sign post and i shouted out you sick pig and kept riding i was texting the whole time, love it i was off to a super rave with over a hundred thousand people which i made it too thankfully in time yay

The party keeps going

The party want\s you in it

The partay wants all of us in it

Party with meh

Party at the place

Just make it

Be at the level where you can actually travel to the party

And just dance the night away

In a dimensional club or place

Just chill and share

Dance your life away

And be free

-          Shaun A. Delage

SnAkE Egg

I know now if i wanted to i couldn’t be accepted into a  slave role in society after some pondering and the actual courage needed to drop off a resume. In some ways my resume is somewhat egomaniacal with doctor and reverend and CEO etc lol

I guess in some ways i am meant to do what i meant to do in an artistic sense...i am beginning to believe there is no work out there for me that i am capable of doing thanks to my history

It was immense the feelings i got to delete my captivation piece  and blog for fears of my employer finding out who i am

In some ways i can feel the luciferian mind inside me at times controlling me to do things and to think in certain ways and in some ways you feel this when you look at somebody and think something mean like oh god he is so huge or look at her she is very ugly

This is not your own doing but the nasty vibe that controls your thought process

Because if your thought process wasn’t controlled to a certain extent we would all be artists and living in an age of enlightenment and smiling all the time because you are in an eternal bliss state unlike anything anybody presently could obtain

This is very much how i look at the world. I have been in an intense state of introspection and meditative trance for about 10 years now. Of course i am seen as somewhat ‘weird’ because nothing bothers me really

I mean of course i am human but i am able to recognize bits of humanity everywhere i look and see others

I think of all the reasons to want to be employed then i think of when i dropped off my resume and the girl told me policy about following up etc

So i felt like saying, so you want me to stalk the manager? LoL isn’t it enough that i made notice that i would like to be employed by your establishment you have all my info why not make the effort to actually pick up the phone and call meh

Of course i would need employment in a place that has compassion for me as a person and likewise me with them for their path but also one where i don’t have fears of my hand shaking and spilling a hot drink on somebody like at sen5es the nazi bakery

In some ways i would be quite the risk to be employed because the cultists would find out and swoop enmasse to the joint, in some ways it would be good for business but in others being one of the most famous theorists in Canada currently and in the future has its drawbacks

Some of us were born to be artists i guess

My book and my art are coming along

Everyone i talk to does not inspire me one bit to finish the book, or praise my efforts which i find disheartening i find it funny though that possibly my book is somewhat of either a threat or an enlightenment tool of awakening so i keep going and obviously people can see from my writing here grammatical notations in my writing is not one of my strengths but i say i am a writer and not an editor lol

I don’t even want to research what it takes to sell a book when completed because i simply want to finish the book ...i know i will need a publisher and literary agent etc

That is if my art doesn’t get snatched up by a super gallery hehe for the time being i am ok with bringing it to the avenue of second life, because that is where most of the essentials in the art are from but the highlights has to be my tinkertotz

I look around and realise that in my own impressionable reality i am somewhat detached from mostly everything and that i probably could never lead a normal life again with the amount of drugs i consumed and other events and occurances including sexual mind games

But i just know that i am doing ok currently and i will be ok and that is all that matters

In some ways a workplace could use a doctor of divinity and a representative from the virtual church of techno but in other ways i know the system most likely wont let it happen

Enlightenment is something not to be taken lightly because there is great objection and opposition everywhere you look. It is harsh to be able to say i am an enlightened being

Because people assume you can breathe out rubies or touch babies and make them instantly grow into adults or turn coffee into wine

You may not even have the desire to change people, nor even the need to socialize...perhaps choosing the least social method and the most detached ideological method to bring enlightenment to people.

One where you don’t feel you communicate with other souls

You may not want to speak to others or shake their hand for the pain you have gone through

But i always look at these discourses as me in a room full of people perhaps a few dozen per week

I don’t force anything on you and i leave it up to you when you need a break and when you need to escape the church of techno to ponder a theory or return to you normal mode of thinking

Perhaps you just wanted to feel what is going on in somebody else’s mind for a few minutes

That to me is enlightenment and the virtual representation of true ascension.

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a nice crow  one of the only animals that doesn’t have gender specific titles such as chick bull or cow associated with their sex lol

I was in a huge city roaming around with some chav boy he was so hot and he dropped me off at the hotel i was at and we switched phones his was brutal old and mine was new flip out keyboard and yea he left me at the hotel the whole night and i was scared he wasn’t coming back he gave me a keychain to the hotel but was more of a motel when i got there and passing the time i sat around and smoked marijuana lol i was going to report my phone stolen but was on hold so i walked to a cafe to chill and the lady took my giftcard and it melted so she said she would reimburse me

Later on i went back to the hotel all night and then the stud came in in the morning and i was scared and laughed at me for thinking he abandoned me there he handed me back my phone and me his and his fell apart because it was so old then he invited two other chav boys in and they all went in a coffin and came back out again smiling and i knew it was my time to go

So the crow took me to another city i had been injured like stabbed or shot in the left inside of the elbow so i went home drunk with some people and they wanted some chicken so i went out and gave them some and was left to peel my shirt from elbow and the dried blood from my skin i think the people wanted a BANK card too but i was unsure i was so focused on my wound

The crow took me next to a bridge

When i was walking a-cross it a guy in front of me reached into a bush and pulled out a large eel or snake and threw it on the road with a thud and the thing was freaked and it started to slither in fear and it got hit by a car and i started to cry because that snake was probably sleeping just a moment ago and it slitered off wounded to a corner where i told a group of guys what that other guy did to the eel and they said yeah bro that is pretty sick and sad too i mean the creature was probably content and he had the gull to include me karmically in his actions

Waiting on the starlit street for the train to come and seeing people stare all around

Nobody really knowing where you reside

Or where you come from

Yet wanting to figure you out

Or perhaps wanting to theorize as to what your next plans are

Lets get this party started

Because what a boring past decade it has been

Lets get this party started

Before we all die of boredom

-          Shaun A. Delage  

Veal underwear

Not many people are reminded of their own mortality on a daily basis

We go about our lives oblivious to true suffering

We see movies and shows about people in other countries and

couldn’t fathom a life outside our own, how dare our busses not have heat

or there be a line for a public washroom or the debit machine is slow

we take so much for granted but nobody even begins to address how we

all got it in the first place. Our society is built on many secrets

a few being that we are the most return on investment in the entire world

not only in capital but in energy exchanges and life forces

but also the most oblivious to wanting to seek true answers

what it takes is some very old souls that sometime articulate things

to ponder for years upon years

Also our society is built up on the cultist way it is the domineering and governing force

To say your entire government is built up on elite drug trafficking and child labour and sex abuse and human trafficking and suffering is an understatement

Mind you we live in a relatively compassionate society to be in, if you can fight till you get what you want

Other than that it is very much apparent that the nazi mindset is in control everywhere you look from our food to the websites we network on to the money we exchange to every single controlling facet of our lives is governed by somebody with the cultist mindset

Funny thing is these days they can oppose you without even making themselves known hiding behind a tag name or a number or the site they work for never adding a personal touch just regurgitating policy left and right

I cannot believe how litigious of a society we live in, you cant kiss in public without people frowning

You cant J walk without feeling like a terrorist you cant smoke, play , laugh, watch, look, hear smell

You cant do ANYthing without it being dictated every imaginable legal woe or obstacle

This is one of the major things i was dealing with with my male art

People all around were and still are like oh you cant do that you cant do that

I feel like saying I AM DOING IT IT IS DONE I WILL CONTINUE TO DO IT

Because i love to do it

I love staring at hot guys and dressing them up with dimensional extacy eyes

Because if i had to live one boring day in your life i would jump off a bridge

This is the thing with me lately, i am doing what i want how i want when i want

The system is so bent on controlling people and this is one person that will not be told what to do i figure sure the wiccan psychic told me i am going through two pre contract violations

Frankly my contract was torn up the minute i was mutilated and tortured in a foreign country against my will

Now the system is going to have to massively repair all the enlightenment i am slowly bringing into the world through, art, performance art, words, love, and guidance

I was pondering how much i am being neuro programmed lately with thousands upon thousands of layers of useless banter and code and how sick i am to be where i am currently

I know i am not the only one

It seems that the minute you start to revolt many people take over you care

I speaking from a monarch slaves point of view however

I have many controlling me at all times, with some degree of neglect and lonliness

Things are going to start changing though , somebody can only take so much

I have figured that the senseless code has helped me retreat into a self that is reclusive but defeated

I feel i have made strides personally to address my trauma state but not only with myself

I have attempted to reach out to a sadistic system that imprisons me (without being charged)

Perhaps its because i somewhat half way gave up my sovereignty with the signing of the native genocide movement articulation or it was my obsessive need to include the Netherlands and some MLA’s in my struggle and the RCMP, cBc, and various other random people

This is basically me making notice to all of these people and it will be logged and recorded because that is what corporations and groups do. They keep info like this until something big happens and your name comes up again

So i am left to operate in the shadows with a mini blog and 1000 hits per day in all avenues online

I just find it so fuked up that i go from one controller to another just senselessly programmed at will to submit or stay quiet

Few days everything is rosey then the person lets me know through suggestive influence that i am not welcome like me being in their life is a chore

Better that then going through years upon years thinking nothing is wrong until the final moment when something does happen that makes you question your whole life and the system you inhabit

I don’t feel like a “rat” per se for making my captivation piece public

Come on this is not some turf war between the bloods and the crips

This is Global international torture of a citizen of a seemingly free country and the illegal surveillance on the individual which is inherently cruel. The forced sexual rape by alien beings, the forced biological experimentation on my human body

Generally a little higher up than a neighbourhood brawl

This is why enlightenment through anything is essential

And i know i am not the only one that is going through this internal prison structure

Thankfully with the internet i can share this and the world hates that because in the 70’s people used to be easier to mould and imprison now these days it is an almost vengeful psychotic obsession to control everyone or the entire world will break out into chaos

Just like they are fearful because the world is of becoming an enlightening technological sexual awakening. With the release of the orgasm into the world we inhabit it literally envelopes the planet twice with each little burst of pleasure.

It adds to the magic as long as the intent is ok then the world benefits from the energy and is able to fix errors and also guide and protect its citizens with a plethora of energy at its disposal

Not just saying sit at home and jack off like a fiend

But it also goes into good deeds and enlightening choices that are inherently difficult to make in the moment that end up ok so rather fortuitous

I spent about 10 hours today putting my pop art for sale on second life and it was so boring and so tedious i never expected to list 140 pieces for it to take ten hours and i am brutalized sore and drained

But i see it as this, i will be making a long term residual income from this for years
i just cant help but feel like a virtual sadist after this marathon lol

So all the programming is doing something, either programmed with millions of layers of instructions or meant to become reclusive and scared of any form of communication except virtual

I still cant believe that some that try and place controls over us don’t even know what youtube is.... i am like laughing about that because the control seems so limited when your living in so much ignorance

So for all us techno saavy coolcats this is where our future and destiny lies and most will be left behind because advancements keep layering on and on and on and if your too tired or too busy to keep up you will be stuck with the sub race operating out of literal typewriters in comparison to the technological advancement of the millennium warriors of today

I was doing boring and repetitive stuff to all my listings and couldn’t help but feel like a dimensional programmer i wondered what i was chained into doing on other realms and i found it to be a very sadistic practice however with no real promise of financial reward i cant help but think i am relatively insane for doing such a practice

The little thing that seperates me from them is i am doing what i LOVE.

Are we sharing to much? Are we feeling we are entitled to something

I just say lets get this effin party started

These hacks are ready to retire anyway

I ask my guides to find meh  and what i get is a nice ape, i love these animals because they are very loving and take care of their own

It took me to America where i started to dream inside a dream much like inception i got weird vibes of where i was staying and wanted to leave in a rush there was a vision i had of a snake chewing an arm so if that is what i am running from then better to get going lol

So we walked out of the place to reveal a lobby of ancient style slot machines for quarters it looke like a strange apparatus and also hundreds of these in a musky nasty lobby from the 60’s or 50’s

It was just a scrubby place to be yuck i walked to a roadway where i saw a water vehicle shoot around then go on land and two studly queeny beautiful men came up and sat with me they had fur line coats and were really hot i told them i was worried how i was going to get home cause i was VERY far away

Next the ape took me to a fairground and i met some guy in a booth and he was in a machine i liked and where you put coins in then more fall out but i had to go and quickly made out with him and asked him to pee in a cup so i could drink it which he did and i lapped it up and the machine was huge and massive and the room was filled with games like racing limos etc but each game was about the size of a gymnasium

Perception of will

Fortunate loving

Society theorizing

Being influential

Believing in your own

Wanting a lot more in self

Surpassing negativity

Becoming whole

Theory of many

But you will become

Only become who you

WANT to be

-          Shaun A. Delage

coffee boi

Making my way into how the known world operates well 98% of the known world anyway i applied for a job today and i am confident that i could do the job to the best of my abilities

Alot of what has been holding me back is the torture of the system and it makes me wonder what other people are going through that are entrapped by the system as well

Being told i am relatively unemployable yet on the other end of the spectrum being told by a psychic i will have alot of power and authority makes one wonder

Of course all men aspire to have power and authority

But just going nowhere but my own artistic inclinations isn’t going to help me

I need to pay bills and i definitely need something to do

My last job was around year 2001 and the employment didn’t work out too well i was going through alot including massive amounts of drug use and experimentation and sex work as well along with my more criminal elements of my life adding to a quagmire of an unbelievable magnanimity of issues that arose

Being with my ex for 7 years almost 8 as well, i didn’t have to work so i focused on my second life business and tending to the needs of a feline maine coon

I hope i can repair my friendship with him, he means alot to me

Anyways i am now at a point where i can accept my slavery with pride and vigour

There is no honour in being poor, i don’t see myself as a failure, just unhappy being in the urban poor

I may see myself as a contributing member of the workforce and attain to get a more fulltime job but i am quite happy working the lower end of the spectrum with a low paying job a few nights a week and see where it takes me

The courage it took to get into the mindset was immense but i know once there i will feel thankful for having the courage and love for myself to look further into employment

I have fears like most do but all i can do is work on myself enough to be able to face them effectively

I feel i have almost zero issues to deal with in my life, if stuff comes up i can calmly assess the situation

There comes a time where you just need to change yourself and your surroundings and take a deep breath and be a man so to speak and step up

Kinda funny to put on my resume REV DR

LoL but at least is an ice breaker

In a world such as ours we see many avenues to go down

And where you will not tread there will be no doors opened for you

How do you know where to go if you don’t tread

Where will you go otherwise

I wonder about everyone about

Do they intrigue me, of course they do

Not only because i recognize the plethora of issues in my own life

I can only imagine what others are carrying around

Yet i relay some of my experiences and most aren’t

Willing to be as open or they don’t have as fascinating of a life

I ask my guides to come find me i get a nice bison

Took me into a room where i was looking at a ticket i had and everything on the ticket was mini but a more solar splendour and beams of light were coming from the ticket itself and mini solar rays flip it over and there was a small mini computer on it with push buttons i kept checking it to make sure its real and found i was amazed in a computer this size i was getting ready for a trip and looked around and the apartment was small sized futuristic and pretty cool in design

I had a science class to go to that the bison took me to next and there was a wat to copy orange tickets and a girl said i hit her and i said i didn’t i am a scientist saeonce so i ditched that class and  went to the mens room where i fiercely jacked off some stud and sucked him off lol and then some people from his sports team came into the washroom and he vanished

Next i was sitting around talking about some mafia stud when i opened a book and it mentioned my male beasts blog

Then i was riding in a car with my ex and somebody made a citizens arrest for him for the power elite so i escaped but went home to discover a proposal letter however he got put in jail and i was devastated lol

Time to fly

Time to why

Time to try

Time to be high

Time to be sly

Time to eat rye

Time to sex a pie

Then sorta cry

I just wanna try

I don’t wanna lie

Just be an angel and tie my tie

-          Shaun A. Delage

thinkin

Today the premier of our province stepped down the irony that i may have had a little part in it all is all too amusing , while i sent the letter and such off to the opposition outlining my torture in Canada there are some striking similarities to politics in what i say as a torturous place to live

Now it would be grand to say the premier stepped down because of me lol but just me emailing my letter and talking about a few things and a few characters might have send somebody steaming in the right direction to take this province back like where is my evidence either because the greatest thing the freemasons have is the luciferian mind and actual nameless pawns at their disposal no way to relate to different people to the same lodge so... humzz

In some ways we need to evolve, past the elites holding the power at every turn,

We need a millennium warrior in office, somebody effin cool and kewt not somebody that is just going to chain us up further

So perhaps i played my little part, kinda sound like the village weirdo when your screaming about Masonic handshakes and conspiracies and etc but welcome to a day in my life

One where everyone says i am making things up and torturing myself

I say your all effin space aliens anyway so wtf

-          Shaun A. Delage