To be left alone amidst relative madness is comforting
In a state of complete questioning
All you look at are further questions
I research more into the raw food diet and am left with more questions than answers
Now mind you i am looking at things from a dimensional perspective
Thinking of the thought that my body or vessel does things that are considered superhuman at times
I not only need complex proteins and carbs but i also need a comfort in my diet to carry me through another month being of the urban artistically poor
I have to budget and worry about these things because frankly i don’t want to be one week left and all i have his white rice and a few cans of lentils
I always stress the middleground
I cant go one hundred percent organic either so that is usually not an option for me, unless i had double the budget
Mind you one can still eat a millennium warriors diet, be an artist and thrive dimensionally and co exist with all other spacialities on other realms it just takes skill
I have heard the raw food diet being preached with the resistance and likewise breatharian and fruitarian diets and other things like organic is the only way to go or no meat and egg and fish ok lol or that simply eating from the suns energy is a good option
Mind you most of this can be beneficial to the status quo for some time i find my diet works quite fine and that is a diet of renunciation
To eat a tiny bit luxuriously amidst so much poverty in the world. You don’t want to get to the endpoint and for them to say “boy you have eaten your fill in this lifetime” either end of the spectrum and i am not into foraging or suckling or rummaging etc
Mainly why i am so resistant to the theories of groups that overtake the complex food argument is because of my hippy raw food dealings a few posts back which by its very nature is a mistrusted concept with me and will remain as such
I am not too concerned with cancer or weight gain/loss or things like length of life
If only people know the constant repetition of cancers and obesity in media are leading to the epidemics currently, not primarily peoples eating habits.
So what does a renunciative diet promote? I would say 4 – 5 smaller meals per day in apocalyptic style rationings and luxuries are not usually permitted but promoted once and awhile
With the thoughts beginning at the start of the meal, i am eating this meal to nourish myself, and keep myself happy and fed and sane, and if an animal has been killed please thank the animal for its sacrifice for bringing its wisdom to your human body and may you learn from the animals inherent mistakes
I have never been a fan of cheese or milk or heavily processed or packaged foods at all
But everywhere you look something you have been guru about for a year or so or longer and you can find hate literature on the item be it grapefruits or oatmeal or meat or walnuts etc
It seems people have overactive imaginations with our inherent need to nourish ourselves
And to either twist the truth or heavily promote one diet over another or to try and sway you over to their supposed enlightenment
The only thing you need to concern yourself with is how you are going to stay alive for another month
This is the nature of reality and our world currently
If you don’t believe we are in an apocalyptic state i don’t think much can be done for you lol it is in the back of everyones minds
Why am i paying so much for food, why is this so expensive ....brr its bitterly cold outside and for those with warm temperatures you have to worry about drug lords or gangs or danger
A Shirt is $45 no ok that is cheapo a shirt is $105 no ok that is midrange a shirt is $225
Have we fucking gone completely nutz? Some people are spending what some people have on a food budget for a whole month. The nature of our saddened state
This is why people go hungry – why people are suffering – why shelters are filled – why so many are in jail – why so many are infected with diseases and cancers
We have literally stopped caring
Our governments want us dead
We are more of a profit to them dead than alive
What kind of a place do you live in that turns away people threatening suicide seeking medical attention only to have the person hang themselves a few hours later in the same bathroom of the hospital
Or in my case to go to a psychiatrist for help and have him say my illness is illusion that i may want to get it rechecked at some point then give me a lengthy and weird freemasonic handshake
Or to go to the hospital in my home town only to be told nasty things by the psychiatrist
This has got to stop, this nazi death camp has got to be halted in its tracks
This is why i have attempted to bring my story to the highest levels of governance and policing in my country. Not only to attempt to find some solace amidst so much confusion
But also if my complaints are logged but never acted upon it places me as a human being on the level of a universal philosopher of ultimate reality which essentially puts me in a higher position than a city state or any theological adeptness or any being attempting to govern or police me
And i am usually one to resist resistance at first then slowly after coming out of my shell and figuring that there are others that are coming from and healing from massive amounts of confusing programming from all angles, be it discrete or serious grave breaches of trauma infliction
This is how i see the resistance not only forming a political party in my country but also having a theological, philosophical and international relations groups or directives
But by the time this takes place the resistance will most likely have a principality where members may freely immigrate to based on their trauma
To be involved in a community centric society built on enlightenment, evolution, and ascension above all else but also have safeguards and checks in place to make sure that nothing horrible happens in the abuse of power of such freedoms
from illuminatimatrix.com
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I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a satisfying delight i get a nice crab which is a comfort considering a ripped one apart last night and ate it and felt really bad about it and still do
I was on a train trip and i said that people outrank the conductor they should follow every order so they got lots of money success fame and glamour total Michal alig style
Next the crab took me to a palace and i had to have an informal sitting with some royal family which i found extremely boring so i mulled about amidst the richness and the queen or duchess said do you find these events boring and i said i would just like to be doing some gardening or something with my time
Then she handed me a stuffed almost real remote control dead cat that i played with which was fun
Next the crab too me to an open field where i started to camp and lit an open fire in a tote which was toxic and not much place to find wood the police drove by but never stopped just pointed at me in my gypsy camp
Next i was taken to a wheel of fortune episode where the lady got a bonus and skipped to the last jackpot at ten million dollars and won it !!!! she was so happy likewise me for her including the precognitive aspect which was later made apparent
Questioning illusion
Yet satisfying personal reality
Wanting more
Yet being offered less
Trying to find me
Yet wanting to be with him
Somebody by my side
That inhabits
Compassion
Sincerity
Love
Kindness
Growth
Ascension
Enlightenment
Ev olutio n
Where is he
To see him is my most pressing goal
Yet i see everyone else but him presently
The theories collide with my own nature
Fearful of being banned
Yet wanting to question reality
Is the nature of the game
Wanting to stay in the game
Making my next move to assure my win
- Shaun A. Delage
