SnAkE Egg

I know now if i wanted to i couldn’t be accepted into a  slave role in society after some pondering and the actual courage needed to drop off a resume. In some ways my resume is somewhat egomaniacal with doctor and reverend and CEO etc lol

I guess in some ways i am meant to do what i meant to do in an artistic sense...i am beginning to believe there is no work out there for me that i am capable of doing thanks to my history

It was immense the feelings i got to delete my captivation piece  and blog for fears of my employer finding out who i am

In some ways i can feel the luciferian mind inside me at times controlling me to do things and to think in certain ways and in some ways you feel this when you look at somebody and think something mean like oh god he is so huge or look at her she is very ugly

This is not your own doing but the nasty vibe that controls your thought process

Because if your thought process wasn’t controlled to a certain extent we would all be artists and living in an age of enlightenment and smiling all the time because you are in an eternal bliss state unlike anything anybody presently could obtain

This is very much how i look at the world. I have been in an intense state of introspection and meditative trance for about 10 years now. Of course i am seen as somewhat ‘weird’ because nothing bothers me really

I mean of course i am human but i am able to recognize bits of humanity everywhere i look and see others

I think of all the reasons to want to be employed then i think of when i dropped off my resume and the girl told me policy about following up etc

So i felt like saying, so you want me to stalk the manager? LoL isn’t it enough that i made notice that i would like to be employed by your establishment you have all my info why not make the effort to actually pick up the phone and call meh

Of course i would need employment in a place that has compassion for me as a person and likewise me with them for their path but also one where i don’t have fears of my hand shaking and spilling a hot drink on somebody like at sen5es the nazi bakery

In some ways i would be quite the risk to be employed because the cultists would find out and swoop enmasse to the joint, in some ways it would be good for business but in others being one of the most famous theorists in Canada currently and in the future has its drawbacks

Some of us were born to be artists i guess

My book and my art are coming along

Everyone i talk to does not inspire me one bit to finish the book, or praise my efforts which i find disheartening i find it funny though that possibly my book is somewhat of either a threat or an enlightenment tool of awakening so i keep going and obviously people can see from my writing here grammatical notations in my writing is not one of my strengths but i say i am a writer and not an editor lol

I don’t even want to research what it takes to sell a book when completed because i simply want to finish the book ...i know i will need a publisher and literary agent etc

That is if my art doesn’t get snatched up by a super gallery hehe for the time being i am ok with bringing it to the avenue of second life, because that is where most of the essentials in the art are from but the highlights has to be my tinkertotz

I look around and realise that in my own impressionable reality i am somewhat detached from mostly everything and that i probably could never lead a normal life again with the amount of drugs i consumed and other events and occurances including sexual mind games

But i just know that i am doing ok currently and i will be ok and that is all that matters

In some ways a workplace could use a doctor of divinity and a representative from the virtual church of techno but in other ways i know the system most likely wont let it happen

Enlightenment is something not to be taken lightly because there is great objection and opposition everywhere you look. It is harsh to be able to say i am an enlightened being

Because people assume you can breathe out rubies or touch babies and make them instantly grow into adults or turn coffee into wine

You may not even have the desire to change people, nor even the need to socialize...perhaps choosing the least social method and the most detached ideological method to bring enlightenment to people.

One where you don’t feel you communicate with other souls

You may not want to speak to others or shake their hand for the pain you have gone through

But i always look at these discourses as me in a room full of people perhaps a few dozen per week

I don’t force anything on you and i leave it up to you when you need a break and when you need to escape the church of techno to ponder a theory or return to you normal mode of thinking

Perhaps you just wanted to feel what is going on in somebody else’s mind for a few minutes

That to me is enlightenment and the virtual representation of true ascension.

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a nice crow  one of the only animals that doesn’t have gender specific titles such as chick bull or cow associated with their sex lol

I was in a huge city roaming around with some chav boy he was so hot and he dropped me off at the hotel i was at and we switched phones his was brutal old and mine was new flip out keyboard and yea he left me at the hotel the whole night and i was scared he wasn’t coming back he gave me a keychain to the hotel but was more of a motel when i got there and passing the time i sat around and smoked marijuana lol i was going to report my phone stolen but was on hold so i walked to a cafe to chill and the lady took my giftcard and it melted so she said she would reimburse me

Later on i went back to the hotel all night and then the stud came in in the morning and i was scared and laughed at me for thinking he abandoned me there he handed me back my phone and me his and his fell apart because it was so old then he invited two other chav boys in and they all went in a coffin and came back out again smiling and i knew it was my time to go

So the crow took me to another city i had been injured like stabbed or shot in the left inside of the elbow so i went home drunk with some people and they wanted some chicken so i went out and gave them some and was left to peel my shirt from elbow and the dried blood from my skin i think the people wanted a BANK card too but i was unsure i was so focused on my wound

The crow took me next to a bridge

When i was walking a-cross it a guy in front of me reached into a bush and pulled out a large eel or snake and threw it on the road with a thud and the thing was freaked and it started to slither in fear and it got hit by a car and i started to cry because that snake was probably sleeping just a moment ago and it slitered off wounded to a corner where i told a group of guys what that other guy did to the eel and they said yeah bro that is pretty sick and sad too i mean the creature was probably content and he had the gull to include me karmically in his actions

Waiting on the starlit street for the train to come and seeing people stare all around

Nobody really knowing where you reside

Or where you come from

Yet wanting to figure you out

Or perhaps wanting to theorize as to what your next plans are

Lets get this party started

Because what a boring past decade it has been

Lets get this party started

Before we all die of boredom

-          Shaun A. Delage  

Veal underwear

Not many people are reminded of their own mortality on a daily basis

We go about our lives oblivious to true suffering

We see movies and shows about people in other countries and

couldn’t fathom a life outside our own, how dare our busses not have heat

or there be a line for a public washroom or the debit machine is slow

we take so much for granted but nobody even begins to address how we

all got it in the first place. Our society is built on many secrets

a few being that we are the most return on investment in the entire world

not only in capital but in energy exchanges and life forces

but also the most oblivious to wanting to seek true answers

what it takes is some very old souls that sometime articulate things

to ponder for years upon years

Also our society is built up on the cultist way it is the domineering and governing force

To say your entire government is built up on elite drug trafficking and child labour and sex abuse and human trafficking and suffering is an understatement

Mind you we live in a relatively compassionate society to be in, if you can fight till you get what you want

Other than that it is very much apparent that the nazi mindset is in control everywhere you look from our food to the websites we network on to the money we exchange to every single controlling facet of our lives is governed by somebody with the cultist mindset

Funny thing is these days they can oppose you without even making themselves known hiding behind a tag name or a number or the site they work for never adding a personal touch just regurgitating policy left and right

I cannot believe how litigious of a society we live in, you cant kiss in public without people frowning

You cant J walk without feeling like a terrorist you cant smoke, play , laugh, watch, look, hear smell

You cant do ANYthing without it being dictated every imaginable legal woe or obstacle

This is one of the major things i was dealing with with my male art

People all around were and still are like oh you cant do that you cant do that

I feel like saying I AM DOING IT IT IS DONE I WILL CONTINUE TO DO IT

Because i love to do it

I love staring at hot guys and dressing them up with dimensional extacy eyes

Because if i had to live one boring day in your life i would jump off a bridge

This is the thing with me lately, i am doing what i want how i want when i want

The system is so bent on controlling people and this is one person that will not be told what to do i figure sure the wiccan psychic told me i am going through two pre contract violations

Frankly my contract was torn up the minute i was mutilated and tortured in a foreign country against my will

Now the system is going to have to massively repair all the enlightenment i am slowly bringing into the world through, art, performance art, words, love, and guidance

I was pondering how much i am being neuro programmed lately with thousands upon thousands of layers of useless banter and code and how sick i am to be where i am currently

I know i am not the only one

It seems that the minute you start to revolt many people take over you care

I speaking from a monarch slaves point of view however

I have many controlling me at all times, with some degree of neglect and lonliness

Things are going to start changing though , somebody can only take so much

I have figured that the senseless code has helped me retreat into a self that is reclusive but defeated

I feel i have made strides personally to address my trauma state but not only with myself

I have attempted to reach out to a sadistic system that imprisons me (without being charged)

Perhaps its because i somewhat half way gave up my sovereignty with the signing of the native genocide movement articulation or it was my obsessive need to include the Netherlands and some MLA’s in my struggle and the RCMP, cBc, and various other random people

This is basically me making notice to all of these people and it will be logged and recorded because that is what corporations and groups do. They keep info like this until something big happens and your name comes up again

So i am left to operate in the shadows with a mini blog and 1000 hits per day in all avenues online

I just find it so fuked up that i go from one controller to another just senselessly programmed at will to submit or stay quiet

Few days everything is rosey then the person lets me know through suggestive influence that i am not welcome like me being in their life is a chore

Better that then going through years upon years thinking nothing is wrong until the final moment when something does happen that makes you question your whole life and the system you inhabit

I don’t feel like a “rat” per se for making my captivation piece public

Come on this is not some turf war between the bloods and the crips

This is Global international torture of a citizen of a seemingly free country and the illegal surveillance on the individual which is inherently cruel. The forced sexual rape by alien beings, the forced biological experimentation on my human body

Generally a little higher up than a neighbourhood brawl

This is why enlightenment through anything is essential

And i know i am not the only one that is going through this internal prison structure

Thankfully with the internet i can share this and the world hates that because in the 70’s people used to be easier to mould and imprison now these days it is an almost vengeful psychotic obsession to control everyone or the entire world will break out into chaos

Just like they are fearful because the world is of becoming an enlightening technological sexual awakening. With the release of the orgasm into the world we inhabit it literally envelopes the planet twice with each little burst of pleasure.

It adds to the magic as long as the intent is ok then the world benefits from the energy and is able to fix errors and also guide and protect its citizens with a plethora of energy at its disposal

Not just saying sit at home and jack off like a fiend

But it also goes into good deeds and enlightening choices that are inherently difficult to make in the moment that end up ok so rather fortuitous

I spent about 10 hours today putting my pop art for sale on second life and it was so boring and so tedious i never expected to list 140 pieces for it to take ten hours and i am brutalized sore and drained

But i see it as this, i will be making a long term residual income from this for years
i just cant help but feel like a virtual sadist after this marathon lol

So all the programming is doing something, either programmed with millions of layers of instructions or meant to become reclusive and scared of any form of communication except virtual

I still cant believe that some that try and place controls over us don’t even know what youtube is.... i am like laughing about that because the control seems so limited when your living in so much ignorance

So for all us techno saavy coolcats this is where our future and destiny lies and most will be left behind because advancements keep layering on and on and on and if your too tired or too busy to keep up you will be stuck with the sub race operating out of literal typewriters in comparison to the technological advancement of the millennium warriors of today

I was doing boring and repetitive stuff to all my listings and couldn’t help but feel like a dimensional programmer i wondered what i was chained into doing on other realms and i found it to be a very sadistic practice however with no real promise of financial reward i cant help but think i am relatively insane for doing such a practice

The little thing that seperates me from them is i am doing what i LOVE.

Are we sharing to much? Are we feeling we are entitled to something

I just say lets get this effin party started

These hacks are ready to retire anyway

I ask my guides to find meh  and what i get is a nice ape, i love these animals because they are very loving and take care of their own

It took me to America where i started to dream inside a dream much like inception i got weird vibes of where i was staying and wanted to leave in a rush there was a vision i had of a snake chewing an arm so if that is what i am running from then better to get going lol

So we walked out of the place to reveal a lobby of ancient style slot machines for quarters it looke like a strange apparatus and also hundreds of these in a musky nasty lobby from the 60’s or 50’s

It was just a scrubby place to be yuck i walked to a roadway where i saw a water vehicle shoot around then go on land and two studly queeny beautiful men came up and sat with me they had fur line coats and were really hot i told them i was worried how i was going to get home cause i was VERY far away

Next the ape took me to a fairground and i met some guy in a booth and he was in a machine i liked and where you put coins in then more fall out but i had to go and quickly made out with him and asked him to pee in a cup so i could drink it which he did and i lapped it up and the machine was huge and massive and the room was filled with games like racing limos etc but each game was about the size of a gymnasium

Perception of will

Fortunate loving

Society theorizing

Being influential

Believing in your own

Wanting a lot more in self

Surpassing negativity

Becoming whole

Theory of many

But you will become

Only become who you

WANT to be

-          Shaun A. Delage

coffee boi

Making my way into how the known world operates well 98% of the known world anyway i applied for a job today and i am confident that i could do the job to the best of my abilities

Alot of what has been holding me back is the torture of the system and it makes me wonder what other people are going through that are entrapped by the system as well

Being told i am relatively unemployable yet on the other end of the spectrum being told by a psychic i will have alot of power and authority makes one wonder

Of course all men aspire to have power and authority

But just going nowhere but my own artistic inclinations isn’t going to help me

I need to pay bills and i definitely need something to do

My last job was around year 2001 and the employment didn’t work out too well i was going through alot including massive amounts of drug use and experimentation and sex work as well along with my more criminal elements of my life adding to a quagmire of an unbelievable magnanimity of issues that arose

Being with my ex for 7 years almost 8 as well, i didn’t have to work so i focused on my second life business and tending to the needs of a feline maine coon

I hope i can repair my friendship with him, he means alot to me

Anyways i am now at a point where i can accept my slavery with pride and vigour

There is no honour in being poor, i don’t see myself as a failure, just unhappy being in the urban poor

I may see myself as a contributing member of the workforce and attain to get a more fulltime job but i am quite happy working the lower end of the spectrum with a low paying job a few nights a week and see where it takes me

The courage it took to get into the mindset was immense but i know once there i will feel thankful for having the courage and love for myself to look further into employment

I have fears like most do but all i can do is work on myself enough to be able to face them effectively

I feel i have almost zero issues to deal with in my life, if stuff comes up i can calmly assess the situation

There comes a time where you just need to change yourself and your surroundings and take a deep breath and be a man so to speak and step up

Kinda funny to put on my resume REV DR

LoL but at least is an ice breaker

In a world such as ours we see many avenues to go down

And where you will not tread there will be no doors opened for you

How do you know where to go if you don’t tread

Where will you go otherwise

I wonder about everyone about

Do they intrigue me, of course they do

Not only because i recognize the plethora of issues in my own life

I can only imagine what others are carrying around

Yet i relay some of my experiences and most aren’t

Willing to be as open or they don’t have as fascinating of a life

I ask my guides to come find me i get a nice bison

Took me into a room where i was looking at a ticket i had and everything on the ticket was mini but a more solar splendour and beams of light were coming from the ticket itself and mini solar rays flip it over and there was a small mini computer on it with push buttons i kept checking it to make sure its real and found i was amazed in a computer this size i was getting ready for a trip and looked around and the apartment was small sized futuristic and pretty cool in design

I had a science class to go to that the bison took me to next and there was a wat to copy orange tickets and a girl said i hit her and i said i didn’t i am a scientist saeonce so i ditched that class and  went to the mens room where i fiercely jacked off some stud and sucked him off lol and then some people from his sports team came into the washroom and he vanished

Next i was sitting around talking about some mafia stud when i opened a book and it mentioned my male beasts blog

Then i was riding in a car with my ex and somebody made a citizens arrest for him for the power elite so i escaped but went home to discover a proposal letter however he got put in jail and i was devastated lol

Time to fly

Time to why

Time to try

Time to be high

Time to be sly

Time to eat rye

Time to sex a pie

Then sorta cry

I just wanna try

I don’t wanna lie

Just be an angel and tie my tie

-          Shaun A. Delage

thinkin

Today the premier of our province stepped down the irony that i may have had a little part in it all is all too amusing , while i sent the letter and such off to the opposition outlining my torture in Canada there are some striking similarities to politics in what i say as a torturous place to live

Now it would be grand to say the premier stepped down because of me lol but just me emailing my letter and talking about a few things and a few characters might have send somebody steaming in the right direction to take this province back like where is my evidence either because the greatest thing the freemasons have is the luciferian mind and actual nameless pawns at their disposal no way to relate to different people to the same lodge so... humzz

In some ways we need to evolve, past the elites holding the power at every turn,

We need a millennium warrior in office, somebody effin cool and kewt not somebody that is just going to chain us up further

So perhaps i played my little part, kinda sound like the village weirdo when your screaming about Masonic handshakes and conspiracies and etc but welcome to a day in my life

One where everyone says i am making things up and torturing myself

I say your all effin space aliens anyway so wtf

-          Shaun A. Delage

jUsT DucKy

I don’t know why i bought $400 worth of pony beads on ebay when i last went to Vancouver on the zandaam cruise but i have given out 30 bracelets and now just dozens sit around all my buddhas necks in my room so 5 buddhas with about 4 or 5 bead bracelets per neck

I remember i had 85 total gave 30 out to people yay and now i have quite a few left over with about 300 bracelets left in beads, but i don’t think bracelets are my calling

I mean what the heck am i supposed to do with 300 bracelets man i would need very long arms, i seem to think i have long arms though so maybe i could wear 150 bracelets on each arm, although people would really wonder about meh

On halloween i tend to be a bit like blah over the people with bloodmarks on their faces and fangs

So i wanted to be a good vibration, although the vibe seems to take over alot of people i tend to think of myself as a balancing force. People are either drunk out of their minds or they are sugar fiending or rushing or the person is satanic lol

I have been really drained lately i know what it is too it is my art, i just came out with 40 pieces in the past few days and it is not only conceptualizing art pieces that nobody could copy, (even if they wanted too.) But also making art that hundreds of thousands are going to view....i had a precognitive dream about a characters name from a movie i recently watched about a guy that works at a diner that photographs things and a gallery saw his work and picked him up and gave him a cheque for $78,000 then he got super famous in the art scene, anyway the name i picked up was ‘richard holbrek’ and funny if you look far enough back in my pieces you will find the name in my poetry piece about people that went to an Arabian country and talked to a general named Richard holbrek about a guy that stole an elephant...anyways when the name came up in the show a few months later i thought fuckin hawt the stud in the show was a perpetual teen he was hot omglike imagine justin bieber but with like very late teen to early adult hood present, actually a datable guy haha

Not only that but now since my ebay ad has been up selling the rights to perpetual male pop art for $1,480,000 eye now view my computer and my mind as a trade secret

Which is always nice

Another thing i have been listening to is one of sai’s mantras on youtube it makes me think of the guru fondly rather than what the psychological operations of the west coast is broadcasting on us about the omni present guru. An embodiment of god on earth. He is not the only one, however there are many more if you look...i guess the point i am trying to make that if one of these godly type spirit entities enter your life, it is best to be appreciative of the lessons you learn, that will continue to layer on for years and years of evolution...something no government/givernment, establishment, society or faith can promise..In that is the true meaning of omni presence. So cbc and ‘seducing sai’ what are we gonna talk about next?

The melodic trance pervades me, not only because he has opposition, which might i add is reason to enjoy his presence even more. It is the reactionary state to a super ego. There are many that are against him and i understand that fully given the cultist mind that opposes me as a being. Yet when i venture out i am reminded of the class war and the war on the people wanting to attain the real human qualities that everyone inherently desires but it is being withheld continuously from those that want it

Much like a snapping turtle with a nasty jaw that would crush a knuckle or perhaps a stone.

So much of the world is here in the now... Much of the characteristic of those i oppose are present in even me, how could they not be...i need to know what i am talking about, don’t eye?

I have been on a romantic poet thing for ages, and i love it because i know he is out there and exactly what he feels, i guess being a blogger i feel him every half hour with every set of male eyes that lays their insight on my own hack3dvoyance.

I am in no rush to settle down with anybody. I have to be able to meet the supreme male, the one that has been better than all the last combined...Let me tell ya that takes one of the most powerful beings in Canada if not the world. Or their own country.

That is appealing?

Wouldn’t it not be

They not only look at my art and try and figure out who is behind it and youthfully scan my being with no insight into my own psychic abilities of perception but it is still the adoration of admiration

I can only imagine when my art goes viral or my writing goes postal.

From my understanding the average artist comes out with maybe a few groups of a few dozen pieces because painting and sculpting etc take so long in a sense my art has taken about 7 years of solid graphics inspiration to take effect so really each piece technically took about 2 months to finish so far, depending on your outlook, artistically.

One could say you come up with about 20 pieces in about 24 hours or about one per hour. But the way each piece drains me when i picture 90,000 sets of raver and perpetual youth’s eyes on my art that gets me and gets each piece and is damn hungry for more often pondering each piece obsessively

Without art there is no artist and without an artist there is no life

I ask my guides to find me and what i get is a nice delight i get a beaver, i love these things not only cause i used to have a beaver damn in back of one of my houses but also the slang terms  so lovingly attached to this animal out of ritual magic

(Much like the magic being broadcasted onto the crystal with it being two ends of the spectrum. Paradoxically it is appealing yet dissatisfying at the same time)

Somebody was a threat or something and sniper had to assemble on rooftops in a plaza and they were aiming at somebody in a car being driven and my car swung beside it and i shot the person in the neck as i drove by and they walked up to a building and went into a school and died in a corner where people were pulling the persons hair out

Of course the whole situation made me grief stricken it was ok though i can deal

Occasional walking

Theorizing in one

Individual obsess

Amazing style

Yet kicken degrees

And living a fourth life

Let alone dozenth to the triple

Forecasted indolence

Encouraging a stopped watch

But not only that but encouragement to intuition

-          Shaun A. Delage

galactical warrior

What the matrix did was announce a new age of spiritual observance, those too stupid to pick up on the vibration will be left......way......behind ...

Billions of dollars will be spent to harness singular souls, i could imagine how much would be spent to harness a soul that can see and travel dimensions, in a sense of virtual prophet. Somebody that wishes to relay his visions through art and performance art as well

The Buddhists believe enlightenment is very much possible. You know the funny thing about $billions being used to finance the corralling of your soul is that you would never see a penny of it.

It would be those all around you with deals to ‘bring you in’ that would constantly be reimbursed to continue the illusion, and some may not even realize their own inherent role

The only thing you can do is be by those that will protect you

In the moment

Mind you they be an enemy or a program that is bent on programming you or whatever but it is important to recognize their more positive elements at play. Everyone has the ability to be protected and guided but also resisting the more insane drama of the system everytime it comes up

Some don’t operate in reality very well and this is funny, some are just waiting to go elsewhere and belong elsewhere but are here now. Other people are in a sense omni present in many realities at the same time which is why they appear scattered. Then you have the vast amounts of people that have had their body taken over and controlled in a ritual death from a lower being

It has come up many times this week the uncontrollable urge to join masonry and all my problems will be taken care of ...this vibration is amusing because it is fun to live in the power and allegory of the moment and the wealth and you literally feel like you have a $200,000 diamond Watch on

The deal is , all your problems will be solved, you wont have to suffer

You would be financially free –the deal i have going is the longer i can hold out (unlike my enemies and such) the more benefits and riches i will reap essentially i am pretty high up on the levels all ready

So if i hold out till i am 75yrs i would be one of the highest levels of resistance therefore reaping more benefits

It is funny to think of somebody that has really nothing as being supreme over their peers and they know they are higher up because of the people they fucked, literally giving them celebrity status

Being a celeb is funny especially when your the only celeb at the moment that hasn’t undergone the figurative death ritual there just comes a point where they will let you in, after they realize your fame has gotten out of hand.

Meanwhile your despised because you are the only one in the inner cult of holly wood that hasn’t undergone the figurative death ritual

This is what happened with Warhol, he got to the point of superstardom because of his ability to con his way in and become the greatest threat to the system alive a virtual mafiosa
simply all those in the cults wanted to be surrounded by his energy and do drugs with him and be altered beyond imagination...they wanted to understand the mind behind the art movement

This is on the level that i am , and it is funny to be inclusive in this placement because i am the sole target of the inner cults at this point and i keep layering on fame Every single day that goes by i become more inspirational and more people are made aware of my presence and it is on the level of the universal philosopher of ultimate reality or essentially a guru

The way i am able to do is it through visual and means of articulation

Anybody that locks onto my signal is able to make magic... much like the incarnations of other universal philosophers of ultimate realities a few being keanu reeves, sai baba, and sevan bomaer and a few others

Believe me, i am not scared of anybody ripping the power away from me so to speak, as long as i can keep relaying information from the other worlds...i will have my very own devotees and it will get to the point where my art must be seen in galleries to be believed and my writing will be put to the front and centre

My blog will achieve superstardom and it almost has, this is why i laugh when i notice i have many returning for their dose of dhamma or dharma or enlightenment depending on your outlook

There is no life like mine, and the true guru needs a super ego to exist

Many of my enemies have undergone death rituals so they have the ability to dimensionally travel

They don’t understand how somebody that is so resistant to the earthbound cults could achieve so much with so little help

I guess in some ways i wonder a few things as well if i am already a mason , mind you i have not gone a death ritual or anything and stopped my initiation mid stream so to speak

But it is like a powerful luciferian cult once you step through the door there is no going back through

And there is no doubt i have opened up doors in dimensions in this realm of reality even

Somebody halting a Masonic initiation via a master half way through would be paradoxical , they would be hunted to finish what they started, because they simply know too much

I ask my guides to find me and what i get is a funny surprise  

I get a nice eagle to show me the way and it took me next to an office tower where i was applying for a job with a major corporation i had some fluorescent clothes on and they decided to hire me andthey asked how i deal with stress, i told them through meditation, art work, and intent, and renewal

The CEO thought i had the mind that they needed to achieve brand success
he told me just to love other\s lol

Next the eagle took me to a cruise ship casino where you had to answer 6 questions about the dutch royal family and which i could not , including who was the son of the dutch queen and full name etc and birthdates and coronation dates etc

So i couldn’t get it and i flipped out and they said thats how we do it sorry you are not permitted entry so i stormed out mad

Next i went to a nether region of sorts or a rift there was a corridor or subsection you could go through in the middle of a city that was like a dimensional red light district , you could fly, do flips, make deals , heal yourself, find love, trip out do dimensional drugs, make twisted deals, i was going to meet a guy since my time was running out at where i was living so i needed to find somebody to live wif and fall in love (i was staying at a drug dealers house-who dealed nasty coke) but he lived on the outskirts of this corridor and the area around it was heavy gang territory, dimensionally he kept pushing us out meanwhile i would take stacks of cash with me, so we had to prepare to go out and back to the corridor several times, it was a fun place to visit you could talk to people, do million dollar deals, try a line of vortex drugs, smoke the best substances in the galaxy and buy a priceless artifact with your word alone etc i want to go back, but i know i will never see it again 

Chillen and flipping

Trippen and vibin

Theory and chllen

Stuffin and trippen

And whackin and lovin

Finding and discovering

And living and soulful

Enter the matrix

Enter your soul

Enter the depths of your being

And figure out the essence of your

Shining soul

It is fractalized and beautiful

Nothing else matters

Fears of the world ending

Keep yourself as nourished as possible

Outlive the rest

And smile and stare down those that will eat you

Love those that need it

And connect with those that believe in you.

-          Shaun A. Delage 

Perpetual animals = AMINALS !!!!!

ambient lighting

To say there are no secrets in society would be an amazing concept in itself...even a simple phone company must be built to handle levels of secrecy those levels of secrecy would be more pronounced as time evolves. But also to handle the amount of secrets that the phone conversations handle between people with varying levels of trade secrets and top secret government information etc but also have the ability to analyze and interpret varying levels of dynamics to do with the populace i always say that people just gab on and on on the phone and think nobody is listening and interpreting the information and it is a funny concept because the same could be said of why wouldn’t they be listening

This is also like this with the higher echelons of communication, with communication being the #1 form of secrecy where the highest levels of beings are evolved. Think of the amount of trade secrets, government secrets and personal secrets that email providers and phone companies have to deal with, then you have it right down to the analytical aspects of the shows we watch and the food we eat and nothing is unknown these days if you live a virtual presence you will understand that mostly everything you do online is repeated back endlessly back to your email quite a few times, from lists to passwords, to requests to receipts, just endlessly fed back to your email with no objection on your part

This constitutes not only a technological supremacy but also an information supremacy that is constantly trying to keep up with the individual amidst somewhat massive levels of evolution.

There are many types of matrix type incursions that have allowed massive amounts of energy to enter/exit our stratosphere be it with magic or actual spirits for example the nazi death camps the tragedy of 9-11, assassinations, royal weddings

People wonder all the time why our own society is so glorified yet we hear nothing of European royalty or celebrities or news from around the world unless you search for it

Many feel that enlightenment cannot be achieved in such a regional system of obsession how could you become enlightened amidst so much ignorance of the greater world.

It has been tested to exhaustion that while independence and intellectualism are favoured by a smaller clique and objectified and personified with an almost extreme sensibility the actual code to success these days lies in stupidity and sex based programming

The higher realms of situational programming exist if you search them out much like the tv shows queer as folk or ROME or other shows that enhance the human race massively with a devout following but are ripped away from people too soon leaving people to go back into their worlds of neglect and negativity only to wait until the next form of enlightenment finds them

When it is not the responsibility of the system to enlighten you it is your responsibility to evolve with the system but if you choose not to evolve along with time, simply because you are too busy or too involved in your ‘life’ then you must be prepared to feel the consequences for that choice.

Many of the programs we see glorify a few personality types only to make you have a love hatred for them so they ring out, while this is a good option, there are other things at play like the character being written about and formed to appease all personality types

The greatest game at play is to objectify our sexualities, while me being a gay man it would not make sense to evolve to a level of a straight man or try and change my programming and my desire i find still that my own culture has serious flaws when it comes to the personification of status, sexual orientation, societal dynamics, and inherently the notion of love

We must always be able to readily object to illusion, or illusion will keep layering on and always be willing to reprogram the matrix at will, and the matrix hates this....try it you will be surprised at the results

While the service programs working will happily take your money endlessly for a bag of chips or the water you need because if you don’t drink it you will gladly lick a puddle on the street

I mean they will take your cash but the second you try and add a personal touch to the interaction depending on the person most of the time, you are greeted with a level of hostility outside of the norm of programming.... you simply programming them is not allowed.

Many people hide behind policy=policing for the inherent dynamics of interaction the second something is out of touch there is alarm bells, and you are treated as a threat

The minute you try and challenge the system built up around you people frown and revert back to their policy

Quite the society to live in

And when i go about my daily interactions the GREATEST flaw i see is the capitalist mind. Mind you i am not a communist or a socialist by nature...maybe i would be if i researched it... but i am not ready to move to china just yet

I am a realist

People are taught in the west that you are a person if you are a slave and everyone else that isn’t a slave is beneath you. This programming instils the notions that even the most psychopathic and mentally disturbed people are something if they just submit to slavery and this ideology is existent because most of the most evolved people on earth have found ways around slavery while they leave the mentally disturbed people to work an 8 hour shift then miss out on everything around them meanwhile propping themselves up on a level that is higher than a street person, higher than an artist, higher than a pensioner, or somebody on welfare or disabled people or mentally challenged people or the urban poor

While this is beneficial in the short term, nothing is ever lasting in life and the person is punished for their slavery in a sense and also punished for the inherent wrongs they have become or broadcasted as a greater implication of their actions as a slave so in a sense you get a nice settlement for doing your deed but your actual wrongs that have been objectified as part of the group mentality or on behalf of the group in which you are a slave of come back to you

Be it with health concerns or negative issues all around.

But also your left to continue your constant craving for madness and collecting things that it comes to the point where that is all you are, there is no spiritual aspect there is no need to garner information because you have zero time, there is no time to look after you body there is no time for family only slavery and once you have offended all those you care about you have nowhere to turn, but other slaves that can feel your pain because they relate.

The most enlightened people it seems are the most reclusive which is why it is imperative to really analyze every present moment and second in complete dialogue when other people surround themselves in your energy

Not only to figuratively objectify illusion at play but also to reach out to those people that have been placed before you in the moment to heal

This is one of my greatest flaws is that i just race by people that i could truly learn from and also help heal and this by far is not all my doing

It is also fear that i will be hurt fear of people and fear of those that are like me, because i have been hurt so i am left to make myself happy and make others happy mysteriously and digitally rather than inclusively and courageously

I hope one day to change that part of me, but it something i must embrace as a part of me now as being a part of my character and it is much like a cat that you go to pet and it darts off for fear that you will hit it lol

While i have been shown what the fruits of your labour can produce.... be it with cruises or yachts or mansions... i am still not convinced.... seeing things from an advanced terroristic financial viewpoint that while i have been blessed to be spendthrift on occasion and also live in luxury it is all illusion really, collecting vast amount of wealth over your lifetime leaves the slave exhausted, seriously and secretly mentally unstable and inherently dissatisfied with their results. It only leaves you as a pawn for the aristocratic glorification of the systems war on individual minds. it seems the goal of the system is to prop up the stupider and more naive souls up to the leading realms of society while leaving the most advanced, intellectual and enlightened souls way in the back wondering why they have been forgotten in the grand scheme of things.
i tried to become a vegetarian for all of 12 hours before i literally started to starve to death given my high endurance life....i guess i have come to figure it all out, the essentially i dont need alot of meat to be happy just a more complex protein, and when soy is bad for you too, what the heck do you eat ....my vibration wanted to stay sane essentially so i thank the animal for its sacrifice, that i may bring enlightenment to more people with its initial sacrifice- the middleground....essentially :)

I ask my guides to come find me and what i get is a nice interlude of magic i get a nice bull African buffalo and it took me to a concert where somebody started belting out synthetic rap to techno it sounded pretty phat and sick lol

Next the buffalo took me to a festival where i got to ride a half million dollar bike around when i tried to move it when i tried to ride the girl said i couldn’t test it and i told her i was probably the only one at this whole festival that could afford the bike and that i will have to decline her offer to test the bike and send a complaint to her boss, essentially costing her her job.

Next the buffalo took me to a house where i was serving a meal to people including a boss of mine and i was serving fish i had to use the washroom and discovered a freezer with a half slaughtered pig in it it was pretty gross and the toilet was sort of mobile like no pipes. I had lots of gum stuck in my teeth as usual .... L

The buffalo took me next to travelling where i was in a bus going across a country when we had to stop to eat somewhere in a field with all of these huts of traditional food and dancing from various cultures

I chose the native hut to dine in and they were dancing as well when i sat down they said people actually had to dance with them to get their food and a little girl handed an older lady some food wrapped in foil and she dropped it they said everyone has to do the happy feet to eat
next i started to shop for a portfolio to display my artwork in, of course i needed one that could fit over 300 pages in and i settled on one with alligator skin after looking at many that i thought were acceptable

Wondering where the stars take me next

Yet i evolve so casually abound in a time

The time is not my own and has no relevance

Yet i have an obsession with it

But not so much so

Because if i did like everyone else

I would age like everyone else

So better to not keep track of the day or month or year

And i just don’t get old like the rest of the common style

-          Shaun Delage

AmTrAk FLaCk

I am highly convinced that there exists a high stakes game of psychological warfare

Even if the warfare isn’t present in this dimension, this realm acts as sort of a dream world to mirror the greater whole of the world we inhabit

Safe to say our choices reflect what happens in other places

What may seem like a boring event here may be a grandiose event elsewhere

Because once you cross that border, anything can happen to you in twelve thousand additional realms.

Permitting your being to mysteriously win a contest or come into some money or have a trip offered to them.

While i am convinced my first cruise was inherently innocent the 2^nd one was a biological illusion

Even falling asleep for a split second on the way down is an eternity in some realms.

Oh how this dimension is quite peculiar

Almost a mirror dimension of another but one with greater technology greater wisdom and greater power

Much like the show futurama where a young bloke gets put like a few thousand years in the future and he is seriously like wtf

I felt the psychological operations on my first cruise on the zandaam when i went and i was literally put into this underground tour  of the sewers for like 4 hours...well it wasn’t sewers it was underground corridors with some rusted trash around.

I told my ex i was getting psychic reverberations and that i found it spooky that the tour guide kept saying things about starbucks and how the last tour guide here went on to form starbucks

He just angrily snapped at me for being crazy and i waited till i got home till i said never bring me in the sewers of seattle again lol

The tour guide seemed to know things about meh and she would talk openly while ‘reading’ me and about 20 other people....the entire tour seemed to follow a script

Needless to say a 4 hour hour tour of underground seattle is something i would never pay $30 for to go down with some creepy withered military coons with a hat that says USS flasher

To anybody that solely operates in this dimension my rantings may seem a bit odd or perplexing but people that are inherently aware of where they reside elsewhere may attach to some level of innerstanding

But this is the funny part....while convinced i travel dimensions...i am not the only one in the world

But even amongst seriously enlightened beings i find they do not have the power to travel either

Nobody i know dreams in dimensions and strictly dreams in hypotheticals

Mind you i still do dream in hypothetics but it is maybe about 5% of my dreamstate versus 90% dimensional travel and 5% ‘other’ lol...eye also have ALOT of pre-cognitive dreams as well which is tough to define but a present part of my life.

While i may have the ability to lock onto my other signals at will, or done enough consciousness altering substances to perceive other dimensions or other selves

People are left to just simply laugh at me as being trivial when i feel that they don’t even know how they are being used to be used against me

And how egotistical of me?

Egotist or not i was just brought on two cruises this past year lol so i am special hehe

Not many people i know of late into their 50’s or anything have even had a chance to go on one

Mind you they were only one day cruises but still alot of fun in a sense, although not fun enough that i can see myself being on a ship like that for 85+ days

With that i ask my guides to show me the way i get a young aardvark which is a cub by nature and it took me to a candy raver bar

Omg the people were hot and supremely clubkid and candy kid

This is the epitome of perpetual youth and beauty is the ones that can pull off the full on candy look and get away with it because not many people in their 40’s even can don 20 bracelets and a stuffy

I was rolling up marijuana and the guy i bought from said i bought alot

There was blacklights and beautiful people and it was an interplanetary matrix raver bar

Next i was taken to a train very much like the one down from Amtrak to seattle where people are aware of your presence and can report to other selves that you have crossed the border.

It was starting to be a nice trip i walked to the dining car and people were mashing butter into jello which i found a bit weird but i watched anyway cause it gave me something to do

Then i tried to walk back to my seat and the train went into hyper speed while i was walking it was pretty crazy and believe me i couldn’t walk if i tried.

It was a far cry from the van to seattle route on Amtrak that seems to lull the baby to sleep because it is so slow

I made some friends with some late teens who i felt were a bit suspicious of me at first then warmed up when they sensed the raver in meh or the perpetual teen i dunno and i was sitting round in a group of them talking while this younger girl about 10 was putting some bracelets on me that were tie up she was putting about 20 on me when all of a sudden 20 customs agents came into the car and the train stopped and they announced we were all being quarantined

We were to be tested for a virus as well which i protested and they laughed at me and said there is always one like you around and they could hold me indefinitely with the current legislation

So i quickly recanted and was put first in line to be tested

They put something on my face with a cotton swab and had to let it sit for about 10 minutes and then he did a pressure machine to my ear i guess if i turned blue or purple or something i had the virus or whatever

The youth and teens were standing around me and i said this would never happen in Canada we have a little thing called human rights here then one pointed out the oosterdam Holland America ship out the window and it was moving slowly by in the bay and he jokingly said it is going to beat us

Awareness

Of self

But needing awareness of others

Meanwhile attaining to be you

And thinking of many selves prior

And thinking slowly and surely

Of your most awesome being

In other places

And wanting to discover the

Highest point you can achieve

Your most high

Your highest self

Your supreme entity

The one that has dominion over all omni presences

The one that can affect change

And theorize to your future

The one that matters

The one that is like you

The one that understands you

-          Shaun A. Delage