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There will always be contradiction especially with those that are enlightened beings. It is the nature of dialogue simply being able to discuss higher matters proves to be an effective skill in theory

The most important aspect of contradictory statements rests with the ability to take comfort in the in the moment response to a particular situation but moreso how does it affect your surroundings

You cannot be reborn as an animal. They are strictly here as a newer initiate as a precursor to their actual human birth gaining a familiarity with earth and its objects so it literally doesn’t all give the baby a heart attack when they are born here

What a twisted world that hints to you if you are naughty or mean or such you will become a farm animal or somebody’s pet.

Kind of flipping the truth at you a bit...this is what happens when the enlightened theory is taken in by anybody other than the source of the enlightenment (jesus or Buddha etc)

So many in each genre of society that don’t care to awaken their soul they find comfort in their regimen for decades on end here people are at solace with their virtual prison sentence in a huge prison with many rules and signs and people ....

They don’t want to awaken because they don’t want to find they are in a plethora of illusion

The easiest thing to do is readily attach to something like a community or a cult and once there mould to the common belief systems of the cult group mindset and in a like wise motion resist most change outside of a spectrum such as this

To most figuring out on Thursday that on Friday they are going to have quesedilla’s rather than chicken strips is all that tends to occupy the mind rather than higher thought but i am not here to place judgements on beings who choose simply not to look around higher.

For a being in constant evolution it is nice to delve in every genre imaginable of intellectual stimulation

Once you find something that SUPER CLICKS with your ideals....it is great and glorious news to attach and belong

But you cant give up there

That is the biggest essential loss in most careers and other callings is the person stops evolving and lets the choices be conducted for them where they should be running their career with force and dedication

Technically saying you must be careful to watch how you evolve with that group

If the groups ideals outcast your own evolution or if you just become a member of the flock rather than take an active role in the dealings of the community then best to keep evolving

Like any community it will always possess characteristics that make you wonder if you belong and of course you do you belong every where you bring your incredible shining presence into but many join a group or a faith or society and never leave

Understand you are never in a  prison anywhere by virtue of divine universal decree that if an individual wants to pursue any other direction, most of the world will open up to that person as a choice. That individuals are afforded safety in their travels. It is only the restrictions placed on us by common regional governments that stop the entire world from becoming a 100% nomadic free for all Rave Party !

Even if you subscribe to a secret society with the threat of death it may be so, but they can never right out kill you . you are never theirs eternally. Now to sign over a life long oath is a difficult position to take but also one that doesn’t harness your soul eternally.

That with your departure on earth you are never eternally here

That even for your own games and crimes and sins

You will essentially at all times be given the choice to evolve

You choose to either resist evolution and sit comfortably where you are

Or you choose to join humanity

Including billions in thoughtform that made it to the other side

Violence and murder allow for the soul to be harnessed at times and worked on but you are never beyond repair that if decided you should not belong to a hell realm numbering in the massive quadrillions of souls, and mind you they are still somewhat ok to live in, it just is a bit more difficult.

That no matter where your soul rests there is always observation as to the course of your future.

No matter how neglected you may feel with your square meterage of the matrix

While the ritual persists that you lose all of your earthbound protections, this is the case but you still have observation

You may lose divine intervention for the paradoxical psychic protections of the dark arts. While sometimes angelic in nature and regarded as such

The end definition precludes that your actions while having this entity attached to you is hell based.

Were all lizards, one only needs to look closely at the lizard like texture in the hand to figure that out makes us more suggestible to psychic grand oversight

While the earthbound sin based justice league even uses love against individuals to further traumatize them punishes all for crimes dating back several incarnations of sin

If you are not aware of your previous ones you can simply scan into the separate entity retina happening around your being and taking place this current moment

The universal insight

Sees all

Even though not permitted millions of miles near us because that is the nature of the hell based ritual sacrifice

Of beings that were sent to be the initial oversight

They were hurt beyond repair and they cannot come they are simply too blackmailed and too scared for the protections of their being to even step a single foot in our realm

The trickery of the luciferian mind  was able to lock in several rituals and use earthbound governance to make divinity exiled on earthz

Of course to the original creators of the galaxy this was pure trickery

There exists no actual vessel of perception and protection other than the souls we were born with here imbued with a governing factor within the body of all known life.

A part from each part in the universe simply when somebody enters our life they step through a clear and sticky fluid into the orb that is our perception, and they are simply led to believe WHAT THE FUCK these people rock, i am gonna stay here awhile.

The brain being in direct connectivity with divinity

Although they have tried to master its complete causality and investigate its actual potential but sadly cannot do much with dead brains...

Nobody may completely understand/innerstand the alien concepts of the brain while those that resist evil and chaos allow their mind to be accessed and protected

The protection is rather efvervescent rather than technological or an actual perceived presence more of what the collective beings in the galaxy put their faith into ....

The earth based laws will always govern over the whole body which is why you have many health difficulties and punishments

But keep in mind mother earth doesn’t allow you to go around inciting hatred without a physical price that is why you have the explosion of these surgeries and enhancements to basically go around masking the karmic implications of your involvement on other souls

Which is why some of us look more feline and beautiful than others ...

Alterations of sort to avoid the karmic implications of your hateful actions on others .

Now i am not attacking you personally but i mean the people that don’t look human that go around using the ideology of the system on others and enmasse affect large portions of the populace sometimes to the detriment of their human body

This was put into place by the hell based governance to avoid their being from being visually detected

And to avoid having the person seen in this dimension as covered in boils or scars like a troll like in older matrixs basically visually it is a record of their hatred on others in the midst of their chaos and mind you some of this hatred is so dark that i dare not even describe it

Which is why you should never really fully trust people that don’t genuinely look human

Plus you have many peoples dimensional entities being brought in to make you believe that this individual is actually the person.

When they attempted to mirror program me i discovered for about a year i couldn’t even look in the mirror for fear of being given future directions sometimes covering mirrors and thinking fuck i am the closest thing to a vampire that there is

I theorized that every mirror is essentially different and that i and many others out there are being led around to a very select group of mirrors.

Well the figure in the mirror still haunts me to this day i am a feline looking late teen, never going to grow up into a real man, well eventually maybe but will probably look pretty crazed like this for like ever

Karma ty

Smile bright i know

I am an angel +angle rather that a devil +Evil

 It is only our figurative ideology that places faith in the war on good with literal wings or horns as a visual representation

Some people that awaken with they had more normal lives

I don’t know where i got my level of strength from

Do you know where you get yourz?

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a mystical surprise

I get a nice tabby like panther

It has grey fur and white paws and black spots

It took me to a movie entrance where i was buying tickets to go see a movie about doctors

Well it was the only thing playing

So i went upstairs and found an actual doctors office

Where they were going to test me etc

So they told me to find a room

On the way to the room i went into somebody’s sport coat and lifted something

Since i didn’t like being led here on other precursors

Throwing my theatre stub on the ground i got the hell out of der

So next i walk outside into a sort of dimensional vegas

Where some people were trying to make me go into a Chinese owned casino

After refusing several times i walked across the street and into another one that was like an elite mirage type setup i looked in my bag for money and an ID and i asked where their atm was and they pointed to one with a green sign on it in the corner

Next the panther took me to a young guys house about 18 years old and there was a dad there that was very compassionate towards me and welcoming however the young guy would make sex noises and humping the chair when his dad came in i guess this was normal behaviour for them so i guess they wanted a threesome or somethin who knows

Figuring out soul theory yet a blind face to it all

Inclusion into a sub base thought form that is here

Direction into a formidable solution based focus

Crazed ideology into a sub aero infusion of energy

Directive stare into thoughtform glare and inlike flare

Beauty amassed to full inclination of thoughtfield

Taste the theory for the theory is tasting u

-          Shaun A. Delage

RaVeR RoyALTy

To get to a point of complete freedom from the system would take miracles for most people

With lines of credit, estates, mortgages, insurance, health issues, schooling and work and etc

Just like i speak of the many levels of curses on each being there also are these techniques used to foster conservative ideals in even the most liberal minded people

Ur too swamped with responsibilities how could you possibly take on more

So many people that would join the fight for complete liberation of our species but cant because they are left exhausted including financially also based on their obligations, and other things most cannot or will not critique the system that has them so imprisoned yet rewarded yum yum

Because they have people from work or school or family on social networking how could they allay they internally hate the way things are run

Either your on one end of the spectrum or really far on the other end

It would seem that society cannot breed a middleground, too many extremes to settle with

Constantly warring sides of the arguments

Lately i can barely sit thru teevee at all and i enjoy it !!!

I know others who shape their whole lives around it

I can barely sit thru ½ an hour show

I guess in some ways i can be more productive without it

While watching it time ticks by slowly thru the show and even slower thru whatever they are trying to shill or hawk on us (the commercials)

Many cannot live without tv

They don’t understand what you do without tv

In the process of awakening you find you do not need to subscribe to all of your previous traits

Mind you i still watch a few shows here and there when i absolutely have to get off the internet lol

Speaking of the net it is different because you have choices you choose to stimulate yourself

Teevee is wrapped in an illusion of choice the only choices you get are to pick the channel and a few other commands everything else is blared at you in an uncontrollable and generally not a very stable fashion

I look at enlightenment and wonder what does it mean

The Vancouver oracles words ring out in my mind and is hard to escape my fate and my future

YOU used to be a woman in ur last life

YOU are not happy where you are

YOU are going to have ALOT of power and authority

There is a curse on you

YOU will live a VERY long life

Don’t worry about all of those that will be jealous you

It doesn’t all matter though really unless you put your belief into the guidance of the oracle

 I have faith in myself and much of the statements ring true

I could base her words on some theory of an old gypsy loon

LoL

But i KNOW everything she told me is true she has helped to guide me

Being inducted into supreme raver royalty i wanted to understand the nature of the curse on me

Being inducted into raver royalty was not an easy task and one that is risky as hell

I mean people around me were wasting away , literal skeletons , some wouldn’t even take drugs the normal way they would do it thru their private parts like um ok hello ....seizures overdoses

Nobody could look at me and understand/innerstand what was going on on a dimensional level being shuttled thru vip sections uber hawt parties and my circle of friends changes monthly to more status minded minders and promoters it is like a kaabalistic royalty but without words more people and you are simply introduced like in the kingdom of saud lol

I was given unmeasurable quantities of drugs and remember one night i did 12 caps of xtacy

Anybody that knows about xtacy can normally only handle one cap haha

People watched and were envious of my success

Watching me behind the scenes or serving water

It was all a secret initiation but one where i was due to have the same cursebound existence as Michael alig, but i escaped the torture they had planned for meh

Otherwise i would have been locked up in a foreign country

What ended my actual rave career was me meeting a powerful multi millionaire and abuser and drug addict thru a younger raver friend whom was incestuous with his mason dad

Soon enough i was due to go on a yacht down to s. America and was a week away from disembarkation

With this sex abuser and coke head and heroin addict and his wife and their 500 pound first mate and his wife and another

What saved me was finding a pack with about $100,000 in US bills and i took about $15-$20,000 from that pack and greedily snatched them up and went shopping and had fun man hehe

A day before we were about to leave for the tropics they woke me by being handcuffed and with a tazer

Shorting out they told me if i didn’t get off the boat and sell myself and make money to pay them back they would pump me full of heroin and sell me out of a hotel room

Or that i would be “shot in the back”

So they hauled all my newly purchased clothes from lechatau to garbage bags and told me to pick a few items and i was off and luckily i found my passport amidst the items and took that but i had to stick it in my underwear ( a heck of alot for a 15 year old to go thru)

He threw about $3 in change for the skytrain and said see ya

I just know and have faith that things happen for a reason

That my own youthful greed was virtual divine intervention 

I know what would have happened to me on the yacht bound for Jamaica and costa rica

Either dead or drug addicted or thrown in jail

I could have been hacked to pieces and thrown in the water because he has killed before

Because i made it clear to all my best friends and family that i was going to Tokyo and that nobody would have ever found me i would have vanished with no trace at age 15 probably sadistically raped and tortured on the high seas by a lunatic mason and just discarded in this hell realm

So nobody would have any idea where i went even my closest friends thought it was weird that i just upped and vanished after meeting this strange millionaire

Was a cartel lower hell being the entire situation was very surreal being shuttled around penthouses and clubs and presidential suites in all the major hotels in Vancouver like wedgewood and lonsdale quay hotel and a few others

Smoking rock cocaine which to me was pretty pointless anyway that shit made me into a  fiend man in an instant

He said he was the guru of the internet and that owned all the major domains such as health.com

The yacht had a submarine on the back of it lol how could i say no to this worldwide adventure?

IT WAS pure divine intervention

Meanwhile i have many memories of this weirdo naked in these hotel pools smoking drugs

My time to go away on the iron knight yacht

My first real introduction to the supreme rulers on earth and the Fucked up people that run the show

He was a transvestite

It was lunacy

So for this experience to shape my young colthood

Shape the identity of who i am

Lucky to me and in the divine creators eyes i am worthy of protection and guidance

So i started my life in Vancouver with nothing and too ashamed and defeated and hurt to go back to my raver family

The yacht crazies would have found me anyway lol better to keep a low profile

So i let things settle for a few years

Let them smoke 8 million out of 12 million in rock cocaine and literally kill themselves with their own karma

And eventually after all that brain fry they most likely forgot who i am or even what happened

I remember the last comment i heard him say while there was pictures of their genitals on the yacht tv

That the young jamaican school girls would be nice and sexy to him

I guess is ok when your escaping Canada on child sex charges

I hope it was purely the rantings of a madman i don’t wish harm on anybody

And i only pray that all these people have found evolution and forgiveness

I was to be soul harnessed and added to the lower demi gods personality

Where i would have been ritually sexually tortured and sacrificed and eaten and would have become a part of this lunatics psyche desperately trying to look out of his hateful eyes and warn others in whatever way i could

Whenever i doubt my own ability as a psychic and i am a very new and first generation psychic

The only thing i need to ponder is my life in entirety

How Sylvia browne is like me, schizophrenic and divine natured and almost a shadow life

With my own clairaudiescence  people say it is a tool of the devil

Hardly

Exactly quite the opposite

How many devils i have fought and won i am proud of my gifts   many higher vibration beings take comfort in being around me

My intellectualism at times far supercedes any earthbound existence

 well, when i am not watching shows about them dressing up cats lol well, i am either here writing or pursuing my ultimate goal of just breeding cats my whole life lol so who knows here i lay simply to say ....

That some souls are on a higher vibration that is completely unmeasurable to regular folk

The illusion is in western society is that raves died out in the 90’s

Yet the war against techno and ravers is being waged because ravers are a threat vibration and have secretly been labelled a terrorist organization

You only need to hear of the freemasonic ritual sacrifice at the love parade    by invisibles that can take over  1000 beings at a time

Or here just recently a girl was gang raped at a rave instilling the notion subliminally that ravers are not welcome to evolve that you simply cannot

This hatred for ravers and candykids and adults with youthful faces and intent extends far beyond the community into other genres cause us techno fiends can take over if we put our minds to it

Hehe

Anybody that assaults the topic of schizophrenia or dismiss the ravings of a madman may find some comfort in two ideals one being the movie A BEAUTIFUL MIND and this one common adage throughout the medical community

That there is truth in schizophrenia

For how much the lower classes are abused and degraded the fact of economics is that all marketing is geared towards some of the lowest echelons of society

They idolize our few dollars it is just insane it is the only thing keeping them wealthy

Could you imagine if instead of all the white trash foodmercials they are hawking if they had commercials strictly geared towards wealth and class

How come even the elites are disgusting redneck animals these days i don’t get it

The going fad is swine i guess who knows

Bently and diamonds and ads for penthouse lofts and world cruises would take over

I am sure the billionaires watch our teevee and are like “do they really eat/ingest that garbage?”

Money is the most tightly-completely controlled essence on earth

There are VERY few divine entities that have wealth that are also not imprisoned by it

Deffo not saying they don’t exist just very few angels that could seriously and compassionately assist others with their wealth

Mind you much of what i write about is intellectually stimulating

But the fact of the matter is by definition i am technically a terrorist with the current legislation

In some way i am almost half expecting to be kidnapped on my way to the store lol

How this came to play well is beyond me , kind of my own life mixed with that loon bush and a few other things like 9-11 and Arabians lol

But i am not inciting harm on others or any countries or anything like that so i am safe *me hopes*

Just simply divulging Masonic secrets like i do and speaking out against canadian aristocracy

And my captivation piece and my ties to the resistance are enough for me to be arrested under the security acts placed after sept 11^th

It hasn’t happened yet i am not saying i am above all laws but i have gone thru too much trauma to be locked away on terror charges and i don’t really subscribe to either side of the argument so their evidence would be baseless

With My history and my current mode of enlightenment and being in the public eye

I would not be held for long, actually knowing me, i would probably get a nice job out of it all

And be able to adopt some cats man !!!

I ask my guides to come find me and what i get a simple surprise it is a rainbow iguana

I hopped on its scaley textured skin and it took me to a camping spot where a native tribesman told me he couldn’t pay his camping bill and asked if i could pay it for him, he said with sadness in his voice that his word is backed up by the elders handshake that he could pay that it was just tough times

I said sure man here ya go and i handed him a handful of hundreds with my quad double diamond ring hand

The iguana was smiling at me from beyond and i couldn’t help but smile back and it took me to a locker room where i was spying men undressing omg well hawt anyways i reached into the locker to take my clothes out cause i was pretty nude and i pulled out a plate of crab legs

It was pretty gross cause they were moving i was like yikes i seriously cant wear these

The iguana could sense my dissatisfaction lucky i was given a pair of tibetian robes to wear while he took me to my next place where i was buying candies in a store and some were dirty i was being rather tame about it all and the guy said they were deep fried candies which naturally i thought was pretty sick as in a bad way candy plus deep fried omg

I was basically coming back from the gym when i ran into some familiar friends at a park who smoked some 420 with meh and we were all on bikes riding around having a blast

Until i saw the iguana in a little tykes seat and i knew i had to go

I was in a store buying stuff for people and trying to dial a number of course the numbers phased in and out of vision i was shirtless and tring to cover up my muscles  when some girls came in and asked why the peanut butter is so pricey

So i brought stuff back to my place which was a tiny 3 room loft for like dwarfs i dunno it was kind of dingy and weird place but my home for the night so it was all good

Incredible bliss of encouragement of the masses

Many countries love to be in tune with you

Yet you try and travel and quick to say get out

Safer to say you are illusion

But better to be illusion than solidity

In a world of illusion

If both were real than you could be whole

There would be no reason for secrets

No lies

No pain

No hurt

You would be whole

And like a tasty vitamen

Yum yum

So slick

Need some water

Wash that pill with 24 essentials down my slick ass throat

Yum yum

Make sure i live to be 208 yrs old

Yum yum

-          Shaun A. Delage

function amaze

Many are in tune with this reality and thrive

The opposite is those that struggle in reality yet thrive in other dimensions

Other awareness

People assume there is much magic done to be perceptive of lower worlds and higher realms alike

When in fact all you need is the proper intent

Like i am going to travel tonight and i am going to help others in other dimensions

I have come across countless beings with the hellish desire to terrorize others when we are asleep and likewise that can be said of people in reality as well

They terrorize because they know they will never see you again the chances are one in 800,000,000

Many in the lower worlds also know you do not possess the in the moment faculty of perception either and you simply cannot function while asleep simply to say your memory centres do not function as well

So it is a literal free for all for sadistic desire that fuels things like perverse sexuality and violence

If you don’t have a strong character and much protection i suggest placing your intent elsewhere

People can be amazed at the theoretical expression of the dimensional dreamstate versus our own waking reality

Strength of life and strength of soul do matter

This is why many walk about real life freaked out because the literal hell worlds they are involved in

If not careful you can even lose your life in your sleep many beings try to choke you and mutilate you and rape as well

Now mind you the perceptive skill is needed to either break away and find strength or the perception of what this being is trying to broadcast or say

There are supposed solutions and definitions of what the dreamworld is yet no understanding

No belief that it is reality

There are some that believe it is a reality

Many would not want to be engrossed in that reality – who would want to?

Knowing how many places are in need of enlightenment because the systems minders have led hundreds of thousands of people into a  darkened abyss because they let it happen

But sometimes when your in the right perceptive mood you can make things happen and move away from the hell based worlds and move into higher vibrational frequencies

Alot of it has to do with the choices you make on a daily basis

And your hopes –dreams-wishes

In my case how many brain receptors i have fried and how my own personal brain chemistry is unalterably different than the average individual

Just simply going to sleep with the thoughts of i am going to remember everything is enough and it does work

The way our perception blends into this reality is amusing especially if you have pre cognitive dreams like i do

Having a dream take effect months later not only gives you dejavu but also a twisted perception of time in relation to your world playing out

Much is done by random sequence to make you aware of time and frankly that is what ages you and gives you doubt and worry

It is never nice to mistake somebody for over 65 yrs old when in fact they are in their fourties

Perception matched with theory yet most just simply evolve with each day

I say sure, but also learn to master each day and throw in a surprising comment that actually makes people think rather than the cordial preprogrammed responses we are used to giving

It is fun to simply blurt out what a nice shirt or i love your dog

Each comment alters their life with your being and changes peoples lives dramatically in tiny neurological steps

If somebody asked me to narrow down my own personal life to a few movies it would probably be stardom, A beautiful mind, the devils advocate, 7 years in Tibet, matrix, Constantine, and fear and loathing in las vegas.

Now you could disregard each flick as fictional

But in effect each movie we see is changing an individual beyond any neurological simply because of the overstimulation of the senses and also stimulation of our memory centres

It is great if you don’t base it in any realm of reality, all the power to you but the sad truth of it is

Is that it becomes many peoples reality

One of the reasons why i swore of horror all together and the last movie i saw that was horror was hostel

I told myself this is fucking disgusting  

I am never watching another horror again

Personally i don’t enjoy the chemical responses they induce and the actual secretion of fear thru the body

I would much rather watch something that enlightens the mind rather than freak it out and send it into protective mode

So many are caught up in the ritual of being programmed weekly at the grand lodges known as theatres

You will see one of the 12 movies we have and if you don’t like any well have a fun night

So many are willing to subscribe to this ritual based on a 30 second spot on their other fav neuro active simulation they see on teevee

The ritual mind programmers know you will never get those two hours back and they love it

It gives magic to the actual coding sent to relay into the world where the flick was originally broadcasted from

I only speak from experience because i had a few altercations with the eastern star witch Jessica alba

It is all in my captivation piece lol

The ritual magic i went thru on her set and the threat on my life by other actors

Also her arranging things with others on my captivation piece as well

To walk by on the street is coincidence lol but to be employed by dark angel and then have a few meetings after that in a nazi bakery was enough for me to say that i speak from experience on the hell based beings and dimensional intrigue happening in movies

In her eyes the thief must be put to death because it messed with their own ability to make it an A LIST show that my actions sent shockwaves throughout the set and word does get around, even to the highest echelons that finance the flick

Gossip is glorious

Surprise bitch

You have been outed in an international conspiracy

There was a reason that the Christ was crucified along with two thieves

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is pretty crazed it is an energetic female sparrow !!

It took me to a strange futuristic world where i locked eyes with a guy  a few times and had to follow him thru the crowd to catch up

Finally i reached a gay function and they said i was largest doner i gave $60,000my name was ultra anonymous though under a pseudo corporate entity

I had over $200,000 in my account so i could deffo spare $60,000

I could see the guy in the crowd he sort of looked like me and a bit taller i wanted to catch him

But i finally said this is it i cant run after him anymore

I could see him immaculately dressed leaving my field of vision

He was so hot

He looked german or Russian

I looked down and i saw a fossil of a mini dinosaur

And one of my tinkertotz was on the floor as well

Inclusion into hyper space reality

Infusion of belief for ideals

A safer bet to say you are elite

When others are moreso than you could ever be

Can you theory the masses

Or can you splendour the individual

Amazing eccentric view

But theory in tune with a thought of equanimity

Affection for a spacial love

Effective for the time of faith

Direction amused for countless futures

My own shadow

Is looking and proud of me and proud enough to smile

The shadow self infused with ideals

Protective energy amused within

Occasional spiteful dialogue

But sticking to a theory at its best

Is the ultimate in enlightenment

-          Shaun A. Delage

thoughtful lifez

Seems like society at times would be a virus

The only method conducive to healing is to continuously label somebody over and over again

I was shocked to recently have the title of loner attached to me by health professionals

I look around and see that society as it has been working for individuals has done nothing to further the scope of enlightenment

While you may get more hook-ups and more insider deals The fact is that when your not influenced by others you are generally not at the sublimination of the global hype that runs the show

At least he could have been more creative in his namecalling

Perhaps:

Mystic, psychic, reverend, doctor, philosopher, conspiracy theorist, anti mason, perhaps schizophrenic

Aries, gay – or the insults that go with it , left wing , raver, virtual fashion designer, i dunno

Why he would pick that one to solely target at me is beyond me, i just know him telling me that many manuscripts don’t ever get picked is defeating

I wonder who picks these people to watch over us when we need help

Pure lunatics !!!

Seems to me encouraging others would be the very nature of a psychiatrist

It also seems that the two tier prison system we have by virtue of illusion is not working either.

Or you can sit at your desk just tagging people all day

What a job !

I would be depressed too !!

The people employed in health care especially psychiatric are generally not very intelligent people

If they can hold you down to administer the shot then they are hired

More concerned with whether you are homosexual and if you were molested as a result

Hello? That went out in the seventies man time to catch up with the new millennium

A targeted human is good for them

It gives them something to work on and something to torture and analyze

It is odd when you know your more eloquent in speech than somebody that is university educated

One being in resistance to everything imaginable

Laying in my own enlightenment

Knowing i will be one of the very few that will be ok in the long run

So many are able to figure out in youthful interlude that they are somewhat forgotten

Can they see what i see?

The dimensional orbs around meant to record the next spiritual incursion

Not a Truman complex per see but my orbs were afforded on a sense of galactical united nations

Meant to record simply and give the appropriate penalty where it is due

My world is generally liveable

Not that tough when your a bit of an eccentric

But in theory the individual stands out why?

Because the individual is unique

I offer a way out as well

So many try and cloud me with their neuro drama

When it is all illusion

They know you will be taken care of for life that is afforded by divine decree

What happened?

Well, as you have probably read there is about 10 major incursions

And perhaps a few from those where the universal punishments were given for forsaking all dimensional law and for breaking universal codes of conduct

My being was given a free agent free enterprise status

A slave set free

Many around me, even those i care about deeply are involved in the slave network and will do anything to uphold their own piece of guaranteed capital and with this comes illusion

The major incursion occurred with dare i say, my brutal and horrific suicide attempt

The fact that i am here to speak about this gives me supreme happiness

Which was neuro programmed on the evergreen state college grounds with a Masonic and eastern star affiliated family.

The incursion was that i was simply to young to be brought to death in todays society to understand anything but also at the time and the next few years i was involved in alot of intrigue so it was better off in the systems eye to rid me

I not only halted and brought my life in the open i literally did the same on an astronomical scale to my beautiful blood brother whom was just as naive as i about the actual ramifications of our union

Their side did not play by the rules so to speak

Sending the ultimate in a weapon of destruction that no being resists

Well he actually had to help save my life , in that i thank him from the bottom of my heart

I just wish romance would have taken over rather than a generational cursebound occultic war with ford cars and delage cars lol if he would have given me a chance we could have had everything work out differently

A fellow monarch slave meets another

No earthbound crime is worthy of decapitation in a civilized society no crime not even murder or cannibalism is tried with the ultimate outcome of having tendons cut and i was very close.

People were shocked at the brutality of my action, that i never planned, it just took place with my left arm being straight across and the right arm in the opposite direction

So the highest point was able to see my actions behind my will and gave me the ultimate love and freedom and divine intervention in all matters for the existence of my life

Steps are in progress to guarantee that freedom with projects in the millions of dollars and other creative aspects

Funny for me to say i don’t have much but my talent, i know my outlook amazes people.

Where would i have gone if i succeeded ?

I would have gone into a fractal world like our own but more darker and depressing there are many others out there like this one where they watch us

No being escapes their prison sentence

No being is afforded safety from the earthbound cultist league

Our wonderful little earthbound personal demon saviours

There are many superstar Canadians and cute too J

It will be nice to have the world open up from this cruel and sadistic torture

I hate the earthbound devils advocates

I deny them access to my soul

But is hard to escape them when everyone in your familiarity threatens you with eating your leg

Nutz i know lol i cant even fathom it and it is my frieking leg !!!

Ah even family , friends, sales people, doctors, everybody wants to eat my leg

Its kind of gross – their only scare tactic on earth doesn’t work with me, because if i give up my leg i would gladly take it off my own body for them to eat lol have it , now are we settled lol

While in the same regard i also deny our god or the creator access to my soul as well

You see people holding up bibles and shouting at the air talking in tongues and i am like fuck this is madness

Nobody wants to allay we have been apocalypse mode for over 2 decades in everything

Pretty much everything we have is still dimensionally pretty petty lol
what settles me is looking up at the sky and seeing the pink and blues mix like a hue in the sunset, or seeing a  kitten smile at me or a baby look on with bright eyes 

I am reminded that there is more out there

Outside of my personal torture chamber

Finding ones soulpath and soulsphere is the most pressing of concerns

All other intrigue is illusion

Surrounded by those that could care less or have no involvement in evolution

Almost a virtual censorship when it comes to my dialogue for 3 years public lol

Maybe i am somewhat unapproachable

In some way what i write about could be classified as a state secret

And much of it is only done with the guardian of a tyler at the door

But it all doesn’t matter

What matters is that i have the freedom to share my opinions with you

That i have not sold my soul , that i am evolving and transpiring

Spectrum theory

That my egotist theory doesn’t only belong to me its yours too

To help shape your existence

And to me that is all that matters in this very second

Society is glorified on us in our own states because it is the nature of regional psyops

The glorification of regional cultural economics

The regional system is flawed

We rarely hear the ideals of and the lessons of other continents

The regional media props up the regional crime syndicate and then the regional royalty

Just like in the kingdom of Saudi Arabia we also have over hundred thousand in our royal family

For one to go around saying simply that people are threatening you thru subliminal suggestive theory

And hypothetical’s people don’t even input what your last statement is let alone have the ability to critique it

Their first impression is to say your paranoid or lunatic or revert to some societal medical jargon like diagnosis

I am saying the longer people are graced with my auric field the longer they are able to literally download info and use it against me

Which is why i have yet to find somebody with verifiable human compassionate characteristics

It leads me to belive that this super max prison i am in is insane

And the people i meet in it are equally insane and are just holographic entities

Mean ones too lol

Many that could relay the complexities of our human suffering cannot speak (like cats)

The world is all about keeping the very few that can hear other frequencies tuned out

An impression that society has literally run out of space

In my country we are all crammed into cities and97% of the country is all forest and unpopulated

The planetary grid must be kept in place to allow the earth hybrid to literally dock with ours and people get off in those rural sections sometimes in the hundreds of thousands of people  and it also mimicks our earth

Imagine what we could all do with an acre of land and a nice car and some cats and a dog ?

I believe i have a super ego yes  but is more of a refined egotist desire

Ego in society is an oddity

It teaches you that you can have everything you want in society if you are cocky enough

I personally would choose to be shy and worthless than cocky and rich

To attach to a life of nothingness no involvement no intervention with the actual way the planet is being run is the goal of every being instituted into the slave network will reside by the financiers

Their goal is to get everyones soul so fargone it is unretrievable think of it this way you hear a song changes your life soon enough you have 50,000 songs on your mp3 all life altering

One last note before i must take my leave

Technology as a god which is the current ruler over our domain is an actual and perceived mindset that can work against you as well

-          Shaun Delage 

ideation of ideology

Many are left exhausted trying to defend or assault the topic of marijuana because it is evolving at a rate 50,000 times our own human capacity, too enhanced for our normal range of human perceptive abilities.

It is a constantly evolving ideology or intellect in the face of all creation it allows the individual to doubt everything in the known scientific world

The fact that it is being smoked by some of the smartest most complex minds on the planet yet as well being smoked by the lower end of the populace in that which they garner to try and comprehend what it is like going on for other levels of society.

So the complex minds would be the developing minds and the retirees, the hippies, all of islam, an entire country (legally anyways) currently a rep from every personality type on the planet, a representative from every faith/religion,  virtually guaranteed for the entire life of the projected existence of marijuana a sacred herb (or a menace to some), a representative from every profession, ideology , and existence on earth knowing no cultural bounds. Now one with a mental illness would not only be able to be perpetually high but also high in the moment and be able to pass it to others.

To say it simply we are all an existence like the marijuana and the sevan ideology but much like the anonymous ideology many newer age cultist/terrorist fads have a course and this time round we made sure that the course of action was never hidden from independent minds it was simply wanting to be found. Were all in the being by virtue the DNA holds quadrillions of levels of information, when information gets mixed up or lost or is unexplainable the entire systemology is left to self destruct.

A receptor of concentrative and informative quantitative analysis per se

But to any  being that controls this mindset now there we have  some of the most powerful of proetections in place but also the most powerful demons waiting to understand the human psyche in mixed doses to be able to articulate as a human but more so blend in ...

To control this thoughtform in an undefinable, completely existential, paradigm  of ideation of this known dimension however complex could make somebody assistive to occasional attack by an earthbound being that literally grows obsessed and will pay heavily for information regarding your whereabouts and your observations.

It does make you thoughtful of all that goes on in the entire spectrum of this realm and what you could witness as a being that can see out of 100 sets of eyes at once and take over their bodies

Well, this would pose a natural threat to our legal system wouldn’t it ? a clause that millions could claim, and rightfully that the millions are being held against their will this very moment.

Deep down inside you understand as a youngster in this culture there is a hatred broadcasted at ur being every given moment of every day and the easiest thing for people to do is give into subliminated theology

Basically all in all the last paragraph would make any being confused about the many complexities and traits of the mind.

While however amusing the system makes you believe you are or your life is purely fantasmical

The system we all inhabit is not of a very intellectually stimulated funny bone lecturer type mindset . This ideation exists and it has a more deeper and more philosophical nature and a hidden and more mysterious realm of observation.

While the only ideology in society is intellectual thought , one amazing being could be seen as setting his entire cosmos out in the open and to freedom, where some saying that your very nature sets people free

Everything can be seen below this level of thoughtform .where by virtue of nature all alien beings must speak openly with each other but shun any other alien beings. Where to speak simply of societal happenings, refed media , and the generalities of society  is the supposed norm. Where in more ancient cultures you would meet somebody depending on how refined you were

What everyone these days and on this alien homeworld is programmed to simply ignore any will to speak of a higher thoughtform. This thoughtform is and was seen as a threat.

And it was instituted long ago to be welcomed by virtue of initiation into this realm with the murder of a mother father aunt or uncle, brother sister etc and is the most supreme of negatively recurring thoughtforms.

It is reserved only for those developed and generally tripping

It is an odd argument to note that much like you have to pay to give yourself knowing and institution and a more evolved reasoning simply belonging to a day or ideology or faith or name or country or party or belief or dream or party etc is by its very nature ritual and recurring curse. How many levels of curses do we have on our soul?

I always put forth the argument of why trust both ends of the s[pectrum]

While in educational institutions it would seem efficient to subliminate to the strongertheories of somebody that is specialized in their own field

It is troublesome to most in the realm of creativity that while 98% of society finds their true calling some never do and they settle for a job that they work for 40 years only to collect a below substandard pension

It would seem an event fit for the news if some individual was matched with their calling

What a glorious event

FULL ENLIGHTENMENT

It would take over all the murders thefts and diseased people, arsons, old ladies being sexually assaulted or we see people hurt limping by in the media poor me, poor them, poor you, poor all of us !! why believe any of it . it is simply financed capital theory

While many are so individually cursed within their own cosmo matrix it would seem a huge task to anything antithetical to their own world . that possibly even taking anything else on could in effect send the person on a path that would take 6 months to recover from but knowing the individual it would take 30 seconds to recover ...

So for most to just simply sit and listen to ideology daily is enough for them to verify an existence

Those that work with the public are meant to simply relay their experiences within the matrix

But to insightfully listen to dialogue where by nature of default you never take place in the discourse

Theories abound of humanities complexity where by nature of the most developed satanic mind and the theories are abound with gay and straight, and every other genre of evil.

The easiest professions to enter are those that help others

While the most with room for exposure are those professions that analyze and interpret  the growth of human beings. Simply put because they are neverending.

In the realm of figurative theory that no subject to do with humanity ends and literally at the job of researcher could change their lives dramatically

And unalterably

That while many attain to have at the very simplest nature an ideology of the financial slave cash cow or money pig syndrome but everyone has it

With the introduction of this fictitious

World where every earthbound law does not apply and for reasons.

Where by nature of no being could attain full enlightenment

While many allay they have secret powers and can levitate etc

Most cannot work to obtain the level of fully enlightened being by virtue simply because it is unattainable and there would have to be a ritual sacrifice of your lord being being present to take place,where you could by nature of default obtain many levels of enlightenment and evolution, likewise with the contract bearer having difficulty and when another contract signee signs over all hell breaks loose

But to obtain a god like power you would need an event so drastic dimensionally it would send chaos throughout your realm

While i do state that it can happen it just not happened for millennia

You would hear about it and it was taken away from us at a few points in history and collectively guided elsewhere to repopulate the dimension

It resulted in the human races brain waves to be tuned to a new frequency
it was the major infusion of horrific ideals into the populace that worked to instigate the belief

If i go to far somebody will butcher me sort of deal

While most their goal if asked is to say my goal is for nirvana

Many do not have the faculty present to idolize over 700,000 types of beings.

That if given would threaten the entire human race and that no human being may discover this or is even worthy

not even the most powerful on earth

simply to say that enlightenment is the supreme and ultimate goal of most religions is an understatement

while many attest to this earned degree or that one

many simply start the process the moment you walk into their door on your own freewill

while many would feel at home offering this degree of enlightenment

it is simply not your own independent scope

to many enlightenment cannot be given freely, it must be bought

to many you must undergo the figurative ritual of the Cambodian love goddess...... cambodian/north korean black panther a generally wild and sadistic murderous jungle human with a soul so dark it is unbelievable but by virtue of incarnation they are granted access, a place to live the whole culture in its entirety

enlightenment to them cannot be given freely because they have paid such a high price

so you have countless beings being given a dose of evolution

while countless others are not welcome to it

it is much like having a fancy steak dinner with lobster and prawns knowing full well hundreds of millions are starving around the world

Your left to feast on the meal like an animal or pick away at it slowly (feeling guilty)

While many claim intellectual superiority over the rest of human beings

The sad state is that very few selects get very special treatment

The rest are left to live just like the rest of you and i and they hate us for it

There are only very few at the top who have the power to close an entire 6 block radius for their arrival

Meanwhile the lower godlike beings desperately try to fit in around us hoping they wont get noticed

Or outed as such because that would be it for them and their seeming perfections

Many feel completely at odds with their community around them.

It is only the most compartmentalized communities where you even have members that feel they are unworthy of recognition

Or even wanting to be involved

When your living in a world where an individual cannot even forecast an upcoming trend (they leave that to supercomputers)

You know there is a war on independence

They will say , shaun in the beginning of this movement what were you fighting for?

I was fighting for the superiority of independent thought and the freedome of personal evolution and enlightenment

Seems like a good cause with a good fight i probably have started it but wont take effect for hundreds of years lol

It simply would take a miracle

Like if you walked around knowing that you could end a pandemic, that you are the antibody

You would look at yourself differently

Others would view you differently as well

Where in today’s society by statement of word and your own course of enlightenment

People proclaim “what the fuck, you need to be locked up!”

What a statement to throw at an individual, a fellow human being, a person on the path, it leaves one to wonder where we are all going on this machine

(at a thousand miles an hour)

But most of all i think of the countless other brothers and sisters we have lost in the fight

Mostly because their conceptual practices were too complex to understand

We definitely do not live in a populace that encourages independence

If you live in a  small town yes, the mode of living is encouraged to be independence funny how that begins to digress as you live in a place like that. That to stand out would make them talk more.

Small towns tend to be freedom bases to pockets of independence

But sadly not to evolution or liberation

Out here in the metropolis’s we are left to stand in line and take a number have people work their way around us nervously

Told to take a number and wait , that is the only way you will be taken care of

While i have met many personality types and to say there are simply 54 doesnt have much reasoning because there are about 700,000 that spawn from that

Then you add in the infinite amount of personality characteristics

And it is hard to define an ever changing sphere of human evolution

It would simply be easier to let it run its course rather than obsessively watch and critique people where they live.

Where only some resources are geared towards observation mostly everyone has a characteristic that needs to be observed

Much of societies issues seem to be solved by the take a number philosophy

When much of our problems in health finance and travel etc will not be solved with take a number

Just to even experience a level of schizophrenia one only need walk down a busy street in any major metropolis

To anybody that lives, they feel the technology alien superpower hive mind

It operates via specifically tuned instruments

Not only on planet earth but many other places beings inhabit as well

You feel it everytime there is a glitch or lag or a system wide crash

Mostly to navigate the sub folders of an all access point were left to keep 95% of the known world jacked into these hive mind relays

But also the poorer classes experience a taste of virtual freedom

But most of the known working world that subscribes to sitting in front of a machine that is oddly intellectually superior in ways

Or so it would seem since by nature of existence the machine needs us to operate

softened starez

The most ultimate and pressing natural ability that should always be developed is our own perception of present time and our role in the universe

If you don’t matter or are not working to drastically change the world with your viewpoint  or simply make your own impression than you are not doing your work.

And there are only a handful of people on the planet doing their work

The adept ones are very skilled at corralling souls and instilling the belief that the the individual does not matter in the grand scheme of things

When it is exactly quite the opposite

You do matter

You can effect the course of the planet and the entire universe as well...if you put your mind to it !

That is what the system and its controllers are fearful of , is not only a handful of enlightened beings changing the course of the cosmos but an entire planet

Now mind you no society could keep up with the change that would envelope the earth.

No beings would live a pointless existence that matching people to their true skillset and their true destiny would not only be for the chosen few elites and alien beings that have travelled to earth to make their story known, like my fraternal brother Keanu

Because the perceptive tests , machines and alien intelligences exist to alter the course of individuals but also humanity as a direct result

But moreso very few people have shuttled their way to the top to get their stories told , but you essentially need to release the power and complexity of the soul to make such a measure

Many people believe that their belief systems are not akin to talented people so they take the first chance they get to either bolt or treat the talented individual with hostility

This is a theory but not only out of ignorance but out of envy or hatred

They don’t innerstand how an individual 20 years younger than them could have the entire universes intellect imbued within their soul when they themselves have had to pay a heavy and sadistic price for their own piece of the wisdom pie

In a way use their own perception to figuratively analyze the simple equation that they simply were not built with the receptors needed to input such information

While the easiest level of hatred is to treat the individual mind with a level of complex hostility for the one with hatred residing in their souls are even far more intellectual than they let on

But to the power and wisdom of a super Buddha or the highest point of creation everything is simply beneath them

What an odd world we live in where i dare say the younger and stupider minds are heavily financed while the oldest and most respected people are literally being targeted and butchered alive only because they threaten the entire power base

The best and most effective methodology to use to target the anomaly’s is research and almost subliminate your energy at a very youthful interlude while the said being is enveloped in the youth prison system known as schools

Simply observing older versions and using that info to theorize as to the exact paths of the younger anomaly’s  how easy is it to target and label one very independent soul amidst a school of alien fish numbering in the thousands

The easiest way to observe them is to simply let the others attack the individual at will whom does not subscribe to their collective hysteria instituted mainly by the governance

They attack at will and then the broken soul breaks down and asks for help and then the healing doesn’t begin only more torture

The torturous institutions and safeguards come into effect to further reprogram and assault independence to mould a being that is able to blend well with their surroundings

But only very few escape the torture regime in place, the programming and the extreme sadism of neglect that the society that so seemingly cares about them places on them and very few live to tell their story and very few live to tell anything relating to their path

Very few escape alive

I hope to change that and to be an entity that guides and protects and also institutes growth and empowerment to the highest levels possible

Because who wants to lay in a urine soaked trash filled alley when you can glide on the freeway with the wind in your hair holding the hand of the one you love.

Many of the older generations grow used to the fact that the younger are so spendthrift with the money they worked their whole lives to provide

I don’t understand completely why but for the most part understand two key elements that we are not birthed as we are led to believe think of it , no recollection of your bith unless what is given to you as information and also the incestuous bond that pervades all known intellect

Those that do not subscribe to a more sexualised ideology with their family are left behind left isolated and alone and neglected ..and distant

When you look at the yuppie youth and young adults with everything this theory is most likely the case

While it is faux pas to generally discuss theory like this it is perfectly ok while coming out of the shower witha towel wrapped around your waist in the privacy of your block long home

This wealth mindest

The sex abuse initiation into the power realms of society

It is what seperates them from us and us from them

But nobody dare speak of it (the hidden and most essential code to western ideology )

Because it must not be known as an essential key to our survival

It threatens everything we stand for and gives magic to everything we have

Especially from foreign enemies and the like

Of course it is an illusion that incest is not keen to both sides of the argument

Well, in islam it is encouraged to marry cousins and such and under the current state of Islamic rule one simply wonders about the power families in play or what they play with

In gay culture two twin brothers is pretty damn hot making out i am sorry but i must say lol

It is the highest grossing return on investment in porn and one i was almost sucked into doing it as well

In Egyptian times where we get most of our ideation from the monarchy was encouraged to marry within the family

Sickened in a way perhaps but just like the oldest profession in the world this is apart of the longest standing ideology on the planet

Nevermind the fact that our births are illusion as we understand them as taking place

It is amusing to write because i know some are reading are simply like what the fuck am i reading

But you keep reading because this discourse is usually only done in secret and under the threat of death and mutilation  (painful death) and torture

It only takes an enlightened being to discuss what most will never speak about

Simply because they have nothing to lose

The enlightened soul has been to the depths of hell and back four times today rather than spoonfed love and bliss by the establishment

They are not blackmailed into an existence where they cannot share their true opinion their opinion is life altering and life changing

Their opinion cannot be held against them because they are not a slave they cannot be put to death or be placed in prison they cannot be harmed, they are untouchable by virtue of divine decree

To even simply write that fruits and vegetables are illusion and are alien code input personality devices would make some freak out

That fruits and veggies are essentially obstacles of distraction and also the illusion persists that you need to devote 1/4 of your income to these alien shapes and colours and substances

 when you put forth that the argument that even water is a craving

the argument begins to fall into place

nevermind how many legal neurotoxins we ingest because of these youthful living entities

generally only about 4 % of society can afford organic so what a fruity and sloppy, sticky mess we have

i don’t mean to sway your impression of food or your preferences but the massive illusion taking place regarding food is an elusive argument while i relay you need to eat meat you need it because that is what we NEED to ingest universally to operate or you start digressing and wasting away

we are born to eat meat and plants and if you saw what we eat in other realms you would want to be a vegetarian too

it is our minders that instill the notion of vegetarianism because it lowers your vibration level and makes you easier to suggestive manipulation

to the point of complete and absolute subservience

i ask my guides to find me and what i get is a  simple delight

i get a large goldfish more of an ancient Chinese coy but i am really too unsure top narrow it down

i just knew it smelled like the ocean which was funny because it is naturally a freshwater fish !

it took me to an old school or something building which was setup as a holding area

while my job was to protect the perimeter at all costs including the use of assault i did get a tour of what we are protecting before hand an opulent mansion where a prime minister or president would live with elite decorations and gold trim pure opulence and oak dining set set up like midevil castle

the guy was able to turn the tide down and the room would empty of water and then fill up again but the furnishings would not get wet

this scene made me aware of the type of entities i was protecting and i was even hitting anybody that crossed the line, including protecting my fellow military assault squad members who were supremely cute as well of course the behind the scenes makeout parties helped me with being able to punch out anybody that crossed my friends in any way because they are simply the hottest guys in existence and i would do anything for them

it was my duty to uphold the law

and keep the people being held on the property many were trying to break the perimeter

i was sitting down against the wall with my feet out next to a girl and she asked about my scars out of curiosity and i simply said hun you don’t want to know

there was this one psycho goth girl running around on the property hunting geese with a bow and arrow and the geese would runaway from her screaming with an arrow in their bodies

it was sad to see so i sensed the urgent need to place her in custody

i had to hit people of all sizes and genders to keep them back and i walked into an old squashball court room and it was being used as a holding cell they were armed so i backed out and called for a more elite assault force

i was behind one young guy officer protecting a passageway when he got snatched and put in a choke hold

but i dashed out and grabbed the people by their faces and ripped them away from my bud

i spent some time in the opulence before and after the major protests

i was guarding something that was even more elite than ever thought possible in existence

it was my duty to uphold the pure virtue of law and integrity and allow them to live in peace from these lunatics !

the guy i saved insisted on me finding a urinal so he could ‘watch’ i happily skipped thru the hallways with the bloke grabbing him every chance i got !

the goldfish came by and took me to an apartment that had simply been lived in for up to thirty years without being cleaned

the lady had been accused of serious crimes and it was our job to collect info and there was every belonging imaginable trinkets and pictures, just the things you collect while being alive there was Korean magnets on the fridge and i asked the asian girl next to me what they said but she said she didn’t know Korean and i said yeah i would not want to live with kim jong il lol

i moved a box and a huge 3 foot red ant appeared and started running around confused and i swatted with an empty box and it just ran away and hid – it was pretty gross

the lady that lived there had never cleaned

the goldfish took me next to a rock by a brook where i was cuddling romantically with a brother or cousin or something pretty hot but the insane love i felt for this man was beyond anything i could describe

i got pretty excited holding him

but i walked away and ended up at a mansion where a jewish family lived

it was like an attraction or something and there was a school tour and a kid tried to hop thru the turnstyle after stealing  book

so an older grandma type with a white painted face was going to light herself on fire

i was like yuck i soooo don’t wanna see that man

i met a young woman who was jewish and Persian who said she was arranged to be my wife and would pay 50 million to be with me and she wanted to be the matriarch of the family

i sort of had to decline

the goldfish took me next to a library in a mall

where i had drawers of stuff they were closing and i needed to grab some of my things including contact lenses  and the librarian helped me find it i did manage to drop a clay or putty ear though which i thought was a bit sick.

Suffusion of inner dialogue

Incredible playtime of souls

The youthful one sits and watches you all

While you play around in the adult world

Of lies and illusion

For nobody could understand the personality type i inhabit

The rarest and cutest most successful type on earthz

I watch you and see past your mistakes

I watch you and see much of what i have done

Where the being resides is beyond me

But only the first sign of the zodiac could tell

Not the last

The first would want to repeat the successes he has made b4

The one with attractive glance of fate

The one with theories abound of late

Desired one singular being to simply mate

Hold on one sec i am going to be incredibly late

-          Shaun A. Delage     

oblivion naturezzz

Our culture breeds repressed sexuality and profits from it while reinforcing the impressions of the greater whole of society

While stating that gay men and lesbians are unnatural when everywhere you look there are hints of man on man and woman on woman love but never defined

Simply the existence of how our public washrooms and changerooms are setup in comparison to the other cultures for people of the same sex to explore their innermost same sex desires in private

It also allows for the easy down load of strictly same gender energy. The design of the public washroom versus here as opposed to more Islamic and communist countries  with the see through and public peek a boo doors and conveniently placed peepholes allow people of the same gender to explore themselves and anonymous privates (in private) it is an odd notion but most don’t notice the video cameras focused in on you as you enter the cruising area and there are virtually no cruising areas in public that aren’t observed. Then you go in and spend two hours and wank it and walk out with the cameras focused on your ass as you leave . Why the obsessive need to observe and what about the singular wire that transmits to which observation post in which galaxy

There is not one square inch on this earth that isn’t observed, mapped or defined

Urinals setup so you can stare at the massive nine inch next to you

Im sorry but if you not gay your seriously missing out

Ah the illusion of sexuality wherever there is freeflowing energy and exposed private parts there will be exploration no matter what you define yourself as

And if your gay for an hour nobody will really know *Lick* to say an easier argument of society it makes sure that young men are attached and married off and able to inseminate a female and have a child as early on in development as possible.

I am almost 30 and i am about at an age where i could emotionally take on the needs of a family but sadly enough i have not been mature enough up until this point when sadly young men are having kids and starting their lives even younger than 17 and their brain has not even developed yet how could they possibly take on the pressures of raising a family when they are emotionally children themselves

The young men have no room to explore their identity nor their sexuality based on the psychological operations of todays societies the ones deemed a risk are easily led around and matched up and literally bartered off before they even understand what has taken place

They start a family before they even begin to comprehend the full capacity of sexuality and how it may relate to them personally and they have already been forced into a archetypical role that reinforces their identity and their surroundings but fails to resonate within the soul

Of course living in a society that reinforces sexuality as an illusion allows for certain false comfort in the ability to breed and become a productive and contributing member of society and moulds them into a common psychopathic mind rather than choose the hardest path of self exploration and evolution

You virtually become a slave to the betterment of a family while this is a most virtuous and honourable position to have i argue that it also leaves the man confused , repressed, and used while you are left with no choice but to keep those around you fed and happy. I am not attempting to butcher family values  i am basically proposing the notion that about 90% of straight heterosexual men are left repressed and neglected with little benefit for growth and either explore themselves in private or work solely against the object of their greatest desire...almost psychotically

Because it is sad where most men lay in the world and i hope only that the enlightenment will reach those that need it desperately rather than having them locked ina  world of pain and despair

But more important than enlightenment is the individual process of growth to become your innermost desires. And make magic for those around you . everywhere you go and not just hurry by everyone and shoot hateful looks everywhere you go and give short mean answers but also offering your innermost evolving happiness to others.

Not a fake sense of self but true happiness and a true smile from the depths of your being.

Because other people need it in a world based focused solely on massive illusion , pain and trauma.

The many perceptive levels of secret societies exist for the glorification of the higher levels

This is the true game

This is where the wisest and most compassionate beings lay and attempt to right the wrongs of the lower echelon

Not out of virtuous knighthood but because they have access to more enlightened information than the lowers That most info is released on a need to know basis and it is odd to presume that the lower echelons would even have any degree of faculty of perception in comparison to the true masters

Or better yet even know what to do with secret information

The secret societies have mastered the ability of satanic in the moment awareness and manipulation

Much like the psychic uses more divine perceptive ability downloaded within minutes from their supreme creator

Every single product that has access to information has a grand overlord and an oversight faculty to be able to analyze the info

Anything to do with accounts, avatars, personal info, dialogue, finance, code etc

Has these types of oversight. It is needed with the plethora of entities on the planet

And the amount of secrets

Much like the hospital needs layers of oversight and more secretive policy to be able to handle the more secret elements of existence and societal paradoxical beings

Most of all to be able to handle these items in secret

Because the only element required with secret magic in a luciferian society is intent when you have the elusive master standing behind your soul like  a shadow

And that marked with mastering the in the present time spells disaster for the uninitiated who knows nothing of secret magic but to a normal human being they are unaware that other people may be being used against them as pawns while the master sits in his tower he is positioning somebody down the street to abuse you

You would know nothing of the abilities or even begin to understand those that govern the earth and earthbased sin

But also not even question those with superiority over all beings and the timeline until much later on than the present time.

The earth as we are aware of it is illusion of identity

There is in fact an infinite supply of fresh air, and clean water for the perpetual living enterprise of divine decree. So anything you hear of global warming, water running out, ozone depletion , is the greatest lie or con going on currently.

It is the sub calculative mini matrix’s called countries that have depleted their supplies in a sense but as you travel you pass through various stages or motherboards or microchips per se and the earth is not the round sphere you imagine it is various sets of portals and passageways into other dimensions and matrix’s in which we call countries.

I ask my guides to show me something and what i get is a nice interlude of animalistic energy i get a nice goose it told me my travels would be short today and that i should be prepped for the more hypoyjetical reasoning that they provide

It took me to a party that i was hosting and all of the ingredients tasted like catfood

So i ended up calling for delivery

The guy that delivered wanted to jack me off in his Daimler how nice i thought as i skipped out to the ritzy car but little did i know a Daimler is normal in this dimension much like a ford car or Mercedes in this one  i have yet to find  a dimension with the famed and elusive delage cars but i am getting close hehe

I saw my goose and it took me to an auditorium where there was a young man speaking and he was offering a sort of comedic viewpoint to life

He was sort of a lecturer

I was walking outside and i could see the father of the speaker in the top row and a lady stopped and grabbed my arm and said she wanted to accuse him of assault

The goose took me next to a  machine which i hauled nude people into but they were sick

I couldn’t really take this as a spiritual path so i asked the goose to set me free and back into my dimension for much needed rest before my next travels

I pet the goose and touched the hard quill’s on its back it smiled as it flew away

Obsessive ambivalence to natural theory

Quite insanity when somebody proposes a new idea

Articulating speculation

Foresight into oblivion

Against all natural bound law

Obsessive theory of natural existence

While many sit strangely looking for nothing

Waking in a world of sleeping people

Awakening bright eyed after thousands of years in slumber

Time only as an essence

But a more figurative philosophy

Beauty only to those with infusion of ideals

The actual obsession with growth and the ideology of growth

Encouraging free thought in others amidst societal intrigue to the opposite

Power thoughts

Infused organisation

Opulent desire

Quagmire of belief systems

Paradoxical never ending humanity

Many selves ago i was defeated

Many selves in the future i desperately tried to hold on

But the need to come back and save my soul

Save my soul from what i did wrong

So here i sit

With the obsessive need to direct your focus

I hope you stay with me

Wars are fought over me

You should know that by now

-          Shaun A. Delage