To get to a point of complete freedom from the system would take miracles for most people
With lines of credit, estates, mortgages, insurance, health issues, schooling and work and etc
Just like i speak of the many levels of curses on each being there also are these techniques used to foster conservative ideals in even the most liberal minded people
Ur too swamped with responsibilities how could you possibly take on more
So many people that would join the fight for complete liberation of our species but cant because they are left exhausted including financially also based on their obligations, and other things most cannot or will not critique the system that has them so imprisoned yet rewarded yum yum
Because they have people from work or school or family on social networking how could they allay they internally hate the way things are run
Either your on one end of the spectrum or really far on the other end
It would seem that society cannot breed a middleground, too many extremes to settle with
Constantly warring sides of the arguments
Lately i can barely sit thru teevee at all and i enjoy it !!!
I know others who shape their whole lives around it
I can barely sit thru ½ an hour show
I guess in some ways i can be more productive without it
While watching it time ticks by slowly thru the show and even slower thru whatever they are trying to shill or hawk on us (the commercials)
Many cannot live without tv
They don’t understand what you do without tv
In the process of awakening you find you do not need to subscribe to all of your previous traits
Mind you i still watch a few shows here and there when i absolutely have to get off the internet lol
Speaking of the net it is different because you have choices you choose to stimulate yourself
Teevee is wrapped in an illusion of choice the only choices you get are to pick the channel and a few other commands everything else is blared at you in an uncontrollable and generally not a very stable fashion
I look at enlightenment and wonder what does it mean
The Vancouver oracles words ring out in my mind and is hard to escape my fate and my future
YOU used to be a woman in ur last life
YOU are not happy where you are
YOU are going to have ALOT of power and authority
There is a curse on you
YOU will live a VERY long life
Don’t worry about all of those that will be jealous you
It doesn’t all matter though really unless you put your belief into the guidance of the oracle
I have faith in myself and much of the statements ring true
I could base her words on some theory of an old gypsy loon
LoL
But i KNOW everything she told me is true she has helped to guide me
Being inducted into supreme raver royalty i wanted to understand the nature of the curse on me
Being inducted into raver royalty was not an easy task and one that is risky as hell
I mean people around me were wasting away , literal skeletons , some wouldn’t even take drugs the normal way they would do it thru their private parts like um ok hello ....seizures overdoses
Nobody could look at me and understand/innerstand what was going on on a dimensional level being shuttled thru vip sections uber hawt parties and my circle of friends changes monthly to more status minded minders and promoters it is like a kaabalistic royalty but without words more people and you are simply introduced like in the kingdom of saud lol
I was given unmeasurable quantities of drugs and remember one night i did 12 caps of xtacy
Anybody that knows about xtacy can normally only handle one cap haha
People watched and were envious of my success
Watching me behind the scenes or serving water
It was all a secret initiation but one where i was due to have the same cursebound existence as Michael alig, but i escaped the torture they had planned for meh
Otherwise i would have been locked up in a foreign country
What ended my actual rave career was me meeting a powerful multi millionaire and abuser and drug addict thru a younger raver friend whom was incestuous with his mason dad
Soon enough i was due to go on a yacht down to s. America and was a week away from disembarkation
With this sex abuser and coke head and heroin addict and his wife and their 500 pound first mate and his wife and another
What saved me was finding a pack with about $100,000 in US bills and i took about $15-$20,000 from that pack and greedily snatched them up and went shopping and had fun man hehe
A day before we were about to leave for the tropics they woke me by being handcuffed and with a tazer
Shorting out they told me if i didn’t get off the boat and sell myself and make money to pay them back they would pump me full of heroin and sell me out of a hotel room
Or that i would be “shot in the back”
So they hauled all my newly purchased clothes from lechatau to garbage bags and told me to pick a few items and i was off and luckily i found my passport amidst the items and took that but i had to stick it in my underwear ( a heck of alot for a 15 year old to go thru)
He threw about $3 in change for the skytrain and said see ya
I just know and have faith that things happen for a reason
That my own youthful greed was virtual divine intervention
I know what would have happened to me on the yacht bound for Jamaica and costa rica
Either dead or drug addicted or thrown in jail
I could have been hacked to pieces and thrown in the water because he has killed before
Because i made it clear to all my best friends and family that i was going to Tokyo and that nobody would have ever found me i would have vanished with no trace at age 15 probably sadistically raped and tortured on the high seas by a lunatic mason and just discarded in this hell realm
So nobody would have any idea where i went even my closest friends thought it was weird that i just upped and vanished after meeting this strange millionaire
Was a cartel lower hell being the entire situation was very surreal being shuttled around penthouses and clubs and presidential suites in all the major hotels in Vancouver like wedgewood and lonsdale quay hotel and a few others
Smoking rock cocaine which to me was pretty pointless anyway that shit made me into a fiend man in an instant
He said he was the guru of the internet and that owned all the major domains such as health.com
The yacht had a submarine on the back of it lol how could i say no to this worldwide adventure?
IT WAS pure divine intervention
Meanwhile i have many memories of this weirdo naked in these hotel pools smoking drugs
My time to go away on the iron knight yacht
My first real introduction to the supreme rulers on earth and the Fucked up people that run the show
He was a transvestite
It was lunacy
So for this experience to shape my young colthood
Shape the identity of who i am
Lucky to me and in the divine creators eyes i am worthy of protection and guidance
So i started my life in Vancouver with nothing and too ashamed and defeated and hurt to go back to my raver family
The yacht crazies would have found me anyway lol better to keep a low profile
So i let things settle for a few years
Let them smoke 8 million out of 12 million in rock cocaine and literally kill themselves with their own karma
And eventually after all that brain fry they most likely forgot who i am or even what happened
I remember the last comment i heard him say while there was pictures of their genitals on the yacht tv
That the young jamaican school girls would be nice and sexy to him
I guess is ok when your escaping Canada on child sex charges
I hope it was purely the rantings of a madman i don’t wish harm on anybody
And i only pray that all these people have found evolution and forgiveness
I was to be soul harnessed and added to the lower demi gods personality
Where i would have been ritually sexually tortured and sacrificed and eaten and would have become a part of this lunatics psyche desperately trying to look out of his hateful eyes and warn others in whatever way i could
Whenever i doubt my own ability as a psychic and i am a very new and first generation psychic
The only thing i need to ponder is my life in entirety
How Sylvia browne is like me, schizophrenic and divine natured and almost a shadow life
With my own clairaudiescence people say it is a tool of the devil
Hardly
Exactly quite the opposite
How many devils i have fought and won i am proud of my gifts many higher vibration beings take comfort in being around me
My intellectualism at times far supercedes any earthbound existence
well, when i am not watching shows about them dressing up cats lol well, i am either here writing or pursuing my ultimate goal of just breeding cats my whole life lol so who knows here i lay simply to say ....
That some souls are on a higher vibration that is completely unmeasurable to regular folk
The illusion is in western society is that raves died out in the 90’s
Yet the war against techno and ravers is being waged because ravers are a threat vibration and have secretly been labelled a terrorist organization
You only need to hear of the freemasonic ritual sacrifice at the love parade by invisibles that can take over 1000 beings at a time
Or here just recently a girl was gang raped at a rave instilling the notion subliminally that ravers are not welcome to evolve that you simply cannot
This hatred for ravers and candykids and adults with youthful faces and intent extends far beyond the community into other genres cause us techno fiends can take over if we put our minds to it
Hehe
Anybody that assaults the topic of schizophrenia or dismiss the ravings of a madman may find some comfort in two ideals one being the movie A BEAUTIFUL MIND and this one common adage throughout the medical community
That there is truth in schizophrenia
For how much the lower classes are abused and degraded the fact of economics is that all marketing is geared towards some of the lowest echelons of society
They idolize our few dollars it is just insane it is the only thing keeping them wealthy
Could you imagine if instead of all the white trash foodmercials they are hawking if they had commercials strictly geared towards wealth and class
How come even the elites are disgusting redneck animals these days i don’t get it
The going fad is swine i guess who knows
Bently and diamonds and ads for penthouse lofts and world cruises would take over
I am sure the billionaires watch our teevee and are like “do they really eat/ingest that garbage?”
Money is the most tightly-completely controlled essence on earth
There are VERY few divine entities that have wealth that are also not imprisoned by it
Deffo not saying they don’t exist just very few angels that could seriously and compassionately assist others with their wealth
Mind you much of what i write about is intellectually stimulating
But the fact of the matter is by definition i am technically a terrorist with the current legislation
In some way i am almost half expecting to be kidnapped on my way to the store lol
How this came to play well is beyond me , kind of my own life mixed with that loon bush and a few other things like 9-11 and Arabians lol
But i am not inciting harm on others or any countries or anything like that so i am safe *me hopes*
Just simply divulging Masonic secrets like i do and speaking out against canadian aristocracy
And my captivation piece and my ties to the resistance are enough for me to be arrested under the security acts placed after sept 11th
It hasn’t happened yet i am not saying i am above all laws but i have gone thru too much trauma to be locked away on terror charges and i don’t really subscribe to either side of the argument so their evidence would be baseless
With My history and my current mode of enlightenment and being in the public eye
I would not be held for long, actually knowing me, i would probably get a nice job out of it all
And be able to adopt some cats man !!!
I ask my guides to come find me and what i get a simple surprise it is a rainbow iguana
I hopped on its scaley textured skin and it took me to a camping spot where a native tribesman told me he couldn’t pay his camping bill and asked if i could pay it for him, he said with sadness in his voice that his word is backed up by the elders handshake that he could pay that it was just tough times
I said sure man here ya go and i handed him a handful of hundreds with my quad double diamond ring hand
The iguana was smiling at me from beyond and i couldn’t help but smile back and it took me to a locker room where i was spying men undressing omg well hawt anyways i reached into the locker to take my clothes out cause i was pretty nude and i pulled out a plate of crab legs
It was pretty gross cause they were moving i was like yikes i seriously cant wear these
The iguana could sense my dissatisfaction lucky i was given a pair of tibetian robes to wear while he took me to my next place where i was buying candies in a store and some were dirty i was being rather tame about it all and the guy said they were deep fried candies which naturally i thought was pretty sick as in a bad way candy plus deep fried omg
I was basically coming back from the gym when i ran into some familiar friends at a park who smoked some 420 with meh and we were all on bikes riding around having a blast
Until i saw the iguana in a little tykes seat and i knew i had to go
I was in a store buying stuff for people and trying to dial a number of course the numbers phased in and out of vision i was shirtless and tring to cover up my muscles when some girls came in and asked why the peanut butter is so pricey
So i brought stuff back to my place which was a tiny 3 room loft for like dwarfs i dunno it was kind of dingy and weird place but my home for the night so it was all good
Incredible bliss of encouragement of the masses
Many countries love to be in tune with you
Yet you try and travel and quick to say get out
Safer to say you are illusion
But better to be illusion than solidity
In a world of illusion
If both were real than you could be whole
There would be no reason for secrets
No lies
No pain
No hurt
You would be whole
And like a tasty vitamen
Yum yum
So slick
Need some water
Wash that pill with 24 essentials down my slick ass throat
Yum yum
Make sure i live to be 208 yrs old
Yum yum
- Shaun A. Delage