BaTTLe MoTh

All that matters is the present moment, how much beauty, compassion and eloquence you exude not only to others but to yourself, many people feel they are not worthy of special attention given the cattle like programming we are all under daily.

Much of my own personal salvation came being humiliated and being an outcast within the gay community. Puss boys laughing at my originality or my 'walk' and I only found my future within the rave scene, which was way more welcoming than the gay scene, I find the gay scene to be extremely narcissistic and psychopathic. I remember going into gay clubs only to be humiliated by drag queens a few times, and people just acting like everyone they meet is strictly a sex toy.

In the rave scene I found, peace, love, unity and respect! I found a community where I could express my inner child, my animal side, my carnal nature being and most of all use the auditory sounds to achieve a certain level of evolution. I strongly believe that techno is a route to profound enlightenment. But to each their own, I like to fill my day with compassionate discourses on the way of life, techno, contesting, meditation, obscure conspiracy or esoteric teachings, reading, blogging, writing, forwarding my empire etc hehe

I have not been employed for over a decade but have never really been bored, you would think somebody in my position would be staring at the walls. I have found a certain level of comfort with my existence. The ability to forward projects such as my books and other philisophical paths.

I observe people out in the world and feel nothing but compassion for others paths, Most of us have it pretty tough. For me personally, I think somebody would have major issues just jumping into my existence for a week without the nature of my being present - what I mean is that the person would have to have the intellectual capacity to take on some of my endeavours, and I find my existence very challenging at times, part of me feels loss over not being able to mesh with society more but in a way I am society, I belong and I am here, which is what I think of...I may be alone in the forest with a beautiful man and two cats and not see a soul for a month but that is what I enjoy, my solitary reclusive nature, and rightfully so, I do not need other peoples energy to keep me going, this is the strongest thing in society -people need others for their own sanity, however I live strictly on the energy of the buddhic or the energy of nature and the spiritual hidden worlds. This many people would never understand.

We are in a very energy sucking inclusive environment and most people are being indoctrinated into alien forms of living, it seems we have lost our inherent humanity, our more deeper spiritual nature, our true selves, our ancient purpose. But nothing to fear, I just can't relay in a single teaching how important it is to sit calmly in the middle of the night and focus on bringing your desires to you, otherwise your inherent humanity will be dictated by forces you cannot control.

So the only thing that matters is the present moment, where you reside right now, where you are going is coming but does not have to worry you. I have always feared my past, so many questions...and my future oh man nothing more fearful than that. But I have always felt that the present moment scenario holds a certain level of magnanimity because hours can fly by, days fly by, weeks fly by and you don't even notice it.

I think the biggest illusion in society is the time illusion, we are imbedded to constantly be aware of time itself and the illusion of constant ritual.

Anyways, enough of my speech for today, blessings

-          Shaun A. Delage

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SwAmi RevERend

I feel very blessed to be alive and here now – many people don’t feel a sort of disassociated sense from their body, but I feel very lucky to have a mysterious human body to be experiencing this life currently. So much hidden, so much undiscovered, so much mystery

How it all works, how this whole reality can exist, how we can breathe and be present.

I feel fortunate that I have lived through a certain level of adversity, I am happy to have to not have to work for an existence, I failed at that miserably, but I can see with my path how extremely lucky I am, and how people get thrown away into homelessness or jail so easily.

Wrestlers have to wrestle for a week other meatheads for what I make in a month, people have to labour for two weeks to equal my pension payment.

But it is not time to gloat about how I don’t have to work, far from it. I wish I could meld with society more than I have, have everything that I have missed out on, I feel in a sense I have lost out on so much by not having a working life, like the condo, car, mortgage, high finance job or lawyer job.

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I also feel like I have gained so much, spiritually, I am able to have all the free time I need to meditate and live a spiritual life, and not many Buddhist monks, have a cash flow or a life partner.

I get to live in a beautiful forest ashram, surrounded by grazing deer, hopping bunnies and perky squirrels, my life is almost complete, I feel like I have missed out by not having a more involved existence, but I probably would not have met the man of my dreams, and moved to the country and attained my religious credentials.

So in a way I feel loss, over the fact of what could have been, but extreme extasy over what I have attained, and it can only get better now, you know even the thought of a job interview scares me half to death, the competition of life, I prefer not to compete, I know 60 people are vying for the same position so let them have it why bother lol I feel thankful in a way that however difficult the process is, I have dignity, to have an amusing existence rather than pick through trash for trace metals, I am counting the blessings to be born in an incredibly affluent country that gives it's citizens dignity in the form of welfare or disability pensions, health care, and things like fresh water and healthy food, schooling etc I feel very fortunate despite the hardships that I personally have gone through that I live in a relatively enlightened society that treats it's citizens humanely and with rights.
But I also feel in a sense this reality is somewhat of an illusion, a survival of the fittest, who can make as much money the quickest.

This is one reason why I started writing, and the blog is a less grammar phobe way to express myself, my first book is being edited as we speak, and what a milestone thousands for editing is just brutal to go through so I see why people don’t really write books, but it is how you look at it all that matters, I mean it’s not really a question at this point of –if- I will get published, it is more of a question of –when- and in the meantime I will use my expertise I have gained online to self publish and bring my book to reality.

It is funny to go about life on your own terms, most people have corporations or managers that dictate their existence, I feel fortunate to be able to go into unchartered waters, and this is the nature of the aries, but we get so broken trying to find new paths, it is up to the rest of the zodiac to pick us up and dust us off and show us another way.

I think of the life of many spiritual leaders, and they offered a different perspective, a way of life, imagination, creativity, a new place to find yourself. Many spiritual leaders just get a cult following because they talk about vague concepts that nobody understands, and people just follow because they are simply mystified. I always wanted to be clear in my ministry about how to attain a certain level of enlightenment or bring a nature of prowress to life so that you may live a more eloquent life. In my travels I have began to understand that there is no blanket approach to enlightening your followers, simply because of the hidden, some people are on their first incarnation, some people their last, some are in the middle, some have thousands more lives to live before they begin to address a way of life.

I have come to understand that the way to bring enlightenment to disciples, is provide as much instruction on how to live a serene existence so that they may better experience their life.

Give them something to carry with them for the next thousand lives.

A bizarre story, meditation, techno, art, words, kindness, etc

By showing some of the more naïve beings that there is somebody that meditates, and listens to techno is enough, far better even is an ordained gay reverend that posts half naked twink pictures on his church haha

This is the difference between my ministry and the catholic church and the Baptists etc

I post my half naked teen art because gay men idolize youth culture and young men, but there is a limit, I always say above 17 is my limit art wise or whatever but the other faiths are more secretive and secretly esoteric and preach one thing about sexuality then in the darkness they live another life.

I have no doubt that there are truly enlightened ordained ministers out there in places such as Catholicism or other faiths, me I have nothing to hide, I want people to believe in god and the divine, but I want them not to see it as some anger ridden bearded weird old koot hiding up in the clouds secretly watching everyone to see if they sin or masturbate but, to a more divine faculty of enlightened beings (some not even human) charting the nature of the galaxies to an ultimate outcome.

I hate to say it, but most just deal with the fact that they are forgotten, they are left alone in a room for 12 hours and nobody cares what they do, they could die and nobody would care, I think deep down this really gets to people, the way to make it here, is to make sure you are alive as long as possible, and to make sure you stand out in the crowd, one of the androgynous feline gods, would pick up on energy of you on the universal energy grid and focus on your being for a moment and affect change in your life.
YOU HAVE TO STAND OUT

You have to carve your own reality, you have to learn to be a trendsetter, you have to be one of a kind, the first to discover something, you have to affect change.

For the most part I think that the most absolute quality even in adversity is kindness, and the ability to assist others, a Punjabi housewife that serves her husband her whole life 3 meals a day – cleans the whole house and does not make much noise in social situations, may not seem like much, but nobody knows when she leaves the planet she is reborn as a heavenly deva, because she has served beings that count on her continuously and asked for nothing.

Divinity is mysterious, scared, and doesn’t want to be found, god and the divine are in the most mysterious corners of the earth, it is always time to discover !

-        Shaun A. Delage

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MATRIX DECODED

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CaKe WaLk

“Making it” or so to speak in such a time is endearing to say the least but troublesome for a fair number of people… many just hopelessly plug the pyramid scheme along which is fine but others with the qualities leadership currently despises is having a difficult time nevertheless

In an all out fascist Masonic quasi political dictatorship rife with corruption and criminality…agriculture that is almost non existent, Hollywood that is overflowing with sellout souls, art galleries that aren’t buying, restaurants that are struggling to keep their tables at even half capacity, unseen and hidden world war 3 soon to encapsulate the entire globe, 2012 on the horizon, schools that seem like prison camps, music that is just programming you, movies that are baseless formless and void of any real entertainment, structured financial meltdown, monarch sciences operating full on, lower beings being harnessed enmasse into our realm, a prison planet that is guarded by a celestial spider web, leaders and VIPS engaging in things like murder and cannibalism who would want to really become something in this state of affairs

I have always advocated for a residual income over employment and to not do what everyone else is doing, but so many are struggling to hold onto their jobs and their income, my advice may not resonate

Some, cannot even fathom a residual income, nor can they devote a ten year long quest to writing their first novel…it seems when you start on your quest the system and its inhabitants try their best to stop you early on…not like I am left with any choice in my own personal quest…writing novels and doing art seems better than staring at bugs or a wall all night lol

Me, I am struggling to define myself artistically and this I find a challenge in such a litigious nazi like brethren look out for brethren society…seems the dictatorship doesn’t even have to rule the masses, we have grown adept at policing each other’s actions to the point of nausea

I have discovered this in my art, which I admit are images taken from the net and believed to be public domain since there is no watermark or anything and I alter them more than 30% and use only about 10% of the image and create art with it- it seems we have exhausted all avenues of art to tiring ends

When somebody comes along and trailblazes I am met with hostility everywhere I go about it and I don’t care, it is funny when somebody says “according to the terms of service of the site were on you cant upload that art” I only laugh because I would love to get sued for my art- it is the publicity I need haha

They don’t understand that collage is an art form and that I as an aries have invented my very own perpetual rave art movement and that I challenge the meaning of art…the thing is nobody really knows how I can do my art and simply debase it as childish cut and paste

My method will remain a secret but art is in the eye of the beholder not in the status quo, currently I am listed in two newspapers for my art site Canada wide, another condo owners newspaper is in the works and I am working with a press release software to come out with an official announcement of my virtual gallery opening, I think now is the time to do the art and bring it in the open, when the newspapers aren’t rife with classified after classified to ponder only about 30 or so and bam there is a raver art link – perfect!

I am also in the like god knows what edit of my first book and a creative edit of my 2^nd – I have found a way to express myself and it is a mighty retirement fund, meanwhile I scrape by with a modest monks pension and I am thinking how fortunate I am to be alive and kicking to witness this time in our age the time of reawakening, perhaps the time when we put all the sellouts to death who knows haha but I am not waging a war, I happen to enjoy the systems we have in place, I just can’t stand sellouts using them for their own deeds to make themselves richer than beyond imagination while the rest of us scrape by so some reclusive billionaire could have another million or so tacked onto his fortune, it doesn’t make sense to me, this system we are all housed in will never make sense, but the struggle we all go through does.

Not many people have 300 pieces of art they can market on a website but I do and it is glorious, not that I have much sales but it is fun to at least try !!

So I guess the point to my discourse is to follow your dreams even though it may seem like they will go nowhere, you never know where you will end up, perhaps the same as yesterday or perhaps you could have 2.2 million in publishers royalties in your savings account

At least start your first chapter, invent a new method of doing art, start your first blog posting, do a video, sing a song, paint a picture, meditate on fortune or love and at last of all – don’t do what everyone else is doing, watching, saying, or believing.

Challenge authority and hold it accountable and be shining YOU

-          Shaun A. Delage

Interdimensional astral travel 4.0

Interdimensional astral travel =

In the middle of the farm with sheep one of the sheep bit of a kids tongue and there was this other part of the mansion that had these sea creatures and I got to operate the sound system and some women got super mad at me, and it was all done by a camera or something then I talked to a guy without an eye he gave me two joints and he was talking about going on a screen (his face) a massive complex this party farm

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I could fly by flapping my arms and jumping off cliffs and nobody else could going by expansive valleys and ocean front and I would cast off in a crowd of people and watch them all point to me flying like a rubber chicken !

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Saved 4 kids from abuse by their father and took guardianship over them, it was all done in an opera and told them they would never have to live a life like that again. The dad punched them right in the face and I said that is unacceptable so I called 9-11 and contacted the fire dept and told them I was willing to go to court for the kidz

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Feasting because I reported the abuse and we went on a tram and had a feast in every location. It was an awards ceremony of sorts for me and the kids.

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Travelled really far and ended up in a small town and met a family with one kid and the kid was an adult and the whole family was into the bible and jesus and we went into a big city and tried to pawn 6 or 7 gold items and two watches didn’t pass the litmus test but a few necklaces did, and we were off to Toronto with this blonde haired guy.

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I was chasing after this guy with other worldly powers and I had a steak knife on me to get him and chased him he was weird had deathly powers he could strangle people with a switch in his brain and I chased him thru the mall and he died his hair blue and finally caught him and triple cuffed him and we were celebrating then he jumped out of the building to his death.

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It seemed I could jump into the future while I was in the future my mom was going through a tough time it seemed like an alternate future where she had aids. I was in a  dingy version of her apartment and I discovered this piece of copper on me that could alter reality. I put the copper on a card and it could decorate the house with anything imaginable wallpaper, cupboards flooring furniture etc and I would take the copper off the card and it would go back to normal, same ol dingy

I was walking through the future Victoria BC a hundred years from now and I came across an old factory so I used the copper and blew into a horses mouth and it came alive and started galloping the factory people were shocked. I guess the horse died. I walked through this bioethics section and people were having sex and then I saw this hot boy and said wanna suck me and he said no I need something bigger and I used the copper and materialized a body builder with 15 inch x 15 inch and I said is this big enough haha and they went at it

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I was at a skool living in portables and shuttled from class to class people were pretty nice a huge disaster happened somebody was bbq’ing in the ground and it caused a fire over pride day lol I went to the hospital and hundreds of people were affected, code orange. I was just cold, so no injuries.

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I went to an awesome rave festival in a fancy hotel and I abandoned a cat for catsitting and I was trying to get to where she was in this old hotel and I saw a statue and I activated systems designed to protect the hotel anyways got back to my room and I used somebody elses credit card – the rave was awesome soother kids, sesame street ravers and total rubber ducky candy ravers.

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I made friends with some ravers – and ended up going and partying at their place and escaped military arrest via special ops on an island and drove on their atv to their home and the leader kid who was really friendly with me …I said how am I going to get home, the skytrains are closed and then the friendly guy said meanly fags can go their own way and I just said whatever and walked to an open atrium where there was some kids and a lady in a helicopter and I said hey can I catch a ride with you guys and she said sure and I shouted as we were taking off I said looks like fags are flying out in a copter anyways we took off and I noticed a van pull up and Vietnamese men jumped out and stabbed people with needles containing poison and I had a bunch of knives on me so I gave them to the copter people and we cut the mean men and the ravers came to help afterward and we took off in the van for the city because I was pretty weak.

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I was at a talk by a young queen elizabeth and I friended her nephews and we were smoking pot and listening to her give an xmas talk we took a break walked out to a dock and I almost slipped and we smoked more pot !!

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I went to a hotel with a guy and ended up exploring a city for awhile and went back to the hotel and got the bill for the room and it was ten times more than I expected and I was quoted 250 a night and had some cash on me the bill came to 450 a night plus tons of room service so I said I will pay you 400 now and the rest later and he said that was unacceptable so I went to my room, cleaned it of all the 420 cause I was in an American dimension and would have been put in prison and went downstairs and the police arrived and told them they were trying to stiff me and a guy said oh there is marijuana in the room and I said SHUT UP AND SIT DOWN they had my bags and stuff in a back room and they sicked this weird escort girl after me and walked out and flipped them the bird on the way out.

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Got kidnapped from a bus ride and was punched 20 times in the face having trouble walking …I would collapse while walking and was brought to a cult and hospital ward-I was going to go clean up and somebody had burnt or something on my ward. There was this figurehead the doctor elite and everyone else was under the influence of weird drugs in the food and human meat hot dogs. The food was good but was all drugged and human ick just so bizarre to be on this ward basically kidnapped and locked on a ward tucked away in the forest and could see Vancouver in the horizon and I tried to call 9-11 but didn’t have any luck people were blitzed and indoctrinated they gave us lashings (I got 30 lashings) one part this guy had a fishing hook on his mouth trying to hook it into another guys mouth and they showed a movie about how we were all kidnapped and brought to this ward. There was this restaurant before the bus then I ended up here – lame

This concludes my dimensional and astral travels for the month

Shaun A. Delage

deviance critique

While deviantART in the past has been the center of much eyerape and soul torture, they have reached a new standard by combining their worst fandoms into a new genre characterized by depictions of furries in incestuous and/or homosexual relationships with a swastika splatted somewhere in the picture.

AWOL FELINE

There is no doubt in my mind I am given the ability of extra sensory perception

Lately I have been going through a flood of emotions some of them suicidal and depression but nothing I cant handle. It is a combination of marijuana withdrawl and stress and yea ah well

The funny thing is I cant talk to anybody about it because if you say to anybody that your having suicidal thoughts you will be certified and your rights taken away for a minimum of one month

I strongly feel that much of my emotional state is being influenced by forces I have no idea exist

I am isolated, introspective, meditative, and I have undergone rituals that provided me with initiation into the mystical Gnostic cult of vipassana so hence my meditation has been hacked in a sense as well

So I have no doubt in my mind I am being literally flooded with this energy by my enemies which number in the millions of freemasonic initiated beings.

I feel I am the only human being because of my isolation but in my searches online yes there are people and yes I see people all around when I walk into the matrix but technically I am the only one with my inherent qualities of happiness, compassion, love, sincerity and adoration of spirituality and intellectualism

I wont begin to understand half of what has happened to me and yet people may never know either. I just know I have alot of powerful people that I have pointed the finger at for my own trauma state and this is ironic because they don’t like to be named, people kill for this amount of power that I speak of in my writ of the church ‘captivation’ But I have done the impossible and named those responsible and I resist all attempts to literally hack my mind and have me labelled as insane and locked away almost indefinitely

I have a pending case with the college of BC physicians and surgeons for my mistreatment and their failure to provide me with therapy for trauma based illness and advanced monarch programming but not only that I told them that their unwillingness to provide Qualified professionals to treat me for trauma based illness is a crime against the geneva convention, the articles of torture and the articles governing war crimes.

Because it can be proven that project monarch exists and is in full operation around the globe with approximately 2 billion or so under the control of the luciferian demonic entity

The only psychiatrist I met here met me and told me to go become a monk and be with god then gave me a lengthy freemasonic and scary handshake to let me know that he was one of them and that they are watching me and waiting until the moment comes when they win

So hence my fear of psychiatry and medicine

I am left to battle my own thoughts and my own world and this is ironic because I have pointed the finger at the highest levels of governance in the country of Canada HER MAJESTY QUEEN ELIZIBETH the second as being responsible for my torture and essentially for ensnaring my soul into a mystical solar sun cult

Then I have my time in sex work meeting the entire grand lodge of the BC and Yukon and then I have had a few sexual assaults never mind the self inflicted wounds I suffer from and yet I don’t need any therapy it seems

My correction is that I am the leading person that would require therapy in Canada.

The way they have mistreated me is cause for grave breaches of the geneva convention and I remain a political prisoner in Canada under self induced house arrest because I am unable to do anything because I am locked away into the urban poor.

Thankfully I didn’t sell out

Thankfully I am literally starving while my enemies dine on prawns and rare steaks and the finest red wines

Thankfully I can chart my souls future and this is what they have a hatred for.

I am continuously under the psychological operations of project monarch and my every action remains under the luciferian control but I still have some understanding in a creative realm yet I remain restricted financially for various reasons but still I am proud that I am alive, proud that I didn’t become a sellout and essentially lose the keys to my soul nature and what I hold true to myself is the fact that I am able to travel past the earth when this dimension collapses

Those that are my enemies are trapped here in this nuclear wasteland forever while me, the poor and dejected writer from BC gets to go and travel to some of the most divine and pure places in the universe while everyone that has attempted to ensnare the soul of the one gets to live in filth and misery and violence not to mention hatred

I have discovered a new energy and that is my own enlightenment

The fact that I feel I am imprisoned by forces I cannot control including within my own mind leaves me perplexed but I am not fearful of this state because I know my life as it is

IS NOT PERMANENT

I believe that I am being controlled by this alien race much like in the matrix movies and my next moves are all being dictated by this intelligence. So I remain in isolation and under a pseudo house arrest

I only know that there is somebody out there that can assist me to discover myself but really the only one that can do that is myself. I may chill here and wonder am  I just a waste of time

But I am penning my 2^nd novel and am a success art wise that surpasses the talent and mystery of many of the worlds uber famous great artists

I have succeeded in creating a post modern expressionist and resistant art movement

Then I also have this venue of expression which many don’t understand, some feel I am something to be studied, but enlightened beings go through the same struggles that everyone else goes through

I struggle with my life, because we are teetering on complete annihilation and this is not a state anybody needs to be in. We have new threats from abroad (mysterious desert turban wearing closet cases) yeah right our WAR is internal

They are so busy pointing the finger at arab spring to cast the attention away from the ADVANCED PSYCHOLOGICAL OPERATIONS happening at home, that keeps us all imprisoned in our various thought and form structures and they have achieved total global domination

I have really begun to breakdown the matrix movies and have come to an understanding that these movies are a prophecy of divinity because there have been many lost on the other side that have been able to relay this information and energy to help others see that the world around them is an elusive illusion

They knock it off as some silly sci-fi flick

Hahaha well it has spurred cults, religions, philosophy, songs, and most of all the movies have saved lives. But the movies themselves provided a time where everything shifted

Where everyone knew there was illusion

I wholeheartedly believe I am THE ONE, there is nobody that can tell me otherwise. My document and the discourses of the church prove it beyond a doubt. But what proves it even more is those that are seemingly supposed to be close to me with a tender embrace have a hostility or a hatred for my being and it is not just because of my past. It is because they have bartered my soul in the hell realms and the hell realms are here to collect and they are pissed that I am the only one left that resists having the very nature of my soul ensnared and used...

This nature is growing increasingly desperate to trap my soul because I am in its perception or pod or region I am the only one that resists - this is funny because whatever is bound to happen in 2012 will mean the liberation of all beings that have resisted. the illusion will lift.

It is funny to note how desperate the initiated members in my life are becoming at broadcasting their hatred for my being...those that should be the closest most tender embrace have a pent up hostility and anger that the person they promised to the luciferian mind is resisting at all costs even to the detriment of his human body perplexes an increasingly imaptient overlord lol 

Because trillions of dollars will be spent to harness the power of a single soul

But you wont see a dime of it

-          Shaun A. Delage 

tinker trot

No better time than for a universal dispatch than now

This past week I have been job hunting, man hunting, and in the middle of my own personal retreat.

I have also been dealing with the roller coaster of marijuana and the flood of emotions and the paradoxes of addiction

While it is nice to be me, I find in hunting for a job there is not much I can do.

My dexterity haunts me. I mean I cant serve coffee because I will spill it on people and I cant do tasks that require dexterity which is like 90% of jobs out there

And for those that don’t know I am a suicide survivor and along with my schizophrenia this loss of dexterity due to a serious self inflicted suicide attempt leaves me completely detached from the system

It is almost like I am forgotten within the matrix, an exile.

It is easy to get swept away in things i like to do like writing and art and virtual worlds

Part of me wants to blend with reality a bit more.

In hunting for a man, I don’t really think there is anybody with the qualities I seek...Family just visited and I observed the relationship dynamics at work and I question whether a man is right for me.

I don’t want somebody to defeat me or whatever at every turn.

I kinda want somebody that sees me as their equal

So it has been a wild ride on ascension. Not much planned for the next week except the GYM and chillen and reading some of the conspiracy novels I have.

I have been taking a break from writing my sequel because of the loss of 15 chapters

I am kinda grieving

Life is tough for me at the moment , but it could be alot worse

I mean when you live in a society where all of your basic needs are taken care of. Why complain ?

Be at peace with your existence.

I have faith in the future, that the world will open up to me as well...not just countless others.

Just have to be patient

-          Shaun A. Delage

matrix agentz

Aside from the intimate avenue of family and relationships, agents can attack in a far more impersonal manner. The crudest method of attack happens via harassment by strangers who are part of the Matrix hive-mind network. When walking down a street, through a shopping mall, around a university campus, or riding the subway, etc… one must realize that at least half of the strangers around are organic portals, and most of the rest are asleep souled humans.

All of them are open to temporary animation by the Matrix for direct interaction with a targeted individual. They may mumble cryptic phrases with synchronistic meanings, yell offensive statements tailored to press one’s emotional buttons, and rarely but occasionally engage in a physical attack. What separates them from ordinary crazies or random acts of harassment is that their actions seem unrelated but are far from random. There is timing, engineering, and synchronicity involved in what they do that singles out a specific target at a time.

They could be OPs looking for a quick gulp of energy from vulnerable targets, but the Matrix ensures that whom they pick “deserves” it. Other examples of hive-mind harassment may include hateful stares by strangers for no apparent reason.
Souled people may consciously do these things as well, but there is selfish reason for what they do, whether boredom, general hatred or anger, or just for fun, rather than direct manual control by a hive-mind. With intuition, one can sense the difference. With agents of the Matrix, there is sign of a single coordinated intelligence behind multiple strangers.

When staring into their eyes, one is looking directly into the eyes of the Matrix and the negative beings that maintain it.