ॐ ChuRch of TeKnO EDM Virtual Ministry INTERNET ACTIVIST anti police+masonic brutality + city State: SwAmi RevERend

I feel very blessed to be alive and here now – many people don’t feel a sort of disassociated sense from their body, but I feel very lucky to have a mysterious human body to be experiencing this life currently. So much hidden, so much undiscovered, so much mystery

How it all works, how this whole reality can exist, how we can breathe and be present.

I feel fortunate that I have lived through a certain level of adversity, I am happy to have to not have to work for an existence, I failed at that miserably, but I can see with my path how extremely lucky I am, and how people get thrown away into homelessness or jail so easily.

Wrestlers have to wrestle for a week other meatheads for what I make in a month, people have to labour for two weeks to equal my pension payment.

But it is not time to gloat about how I don’t have to work, far from it. I wish I could meld with society more than I have, have everything that I have missed out on, I feel in a sense I have lost out on so much by not having a working life, like the condo, car, mortgage, high finance job or lawyer job.

LoL

I also feel like I have gained so much, spiritually, I am able to have all the free time I need to meditate and live a spiritual life, and not many Buddhist monks, have a cash flow or a life partner.

I get to live in a beautiful forest ashram, surrounded by grazing deer, hopping bunnies and perky squirrels, my life is almost complete, I feel like I have missed out by not having a more involved existence, but I probably would not have met the man of my dreams, and moved to the country and attained my religious credentials.

So in a way I feel loss, over the fact of what could have been, but extreme extasy over what I have attained, and it can only get better now, you know even the thought of a job interview scares me half to death, the competition of life, I prefer not to compete, I know 60 people are vying for the same position so let them have it why bother lol I feel thankful in a way that however difficult the process is, I have dignity, to have an amusing existence rather than pick through trash for trace metals, I am counting the blessings to be born in an incredibly affluent country that gives it's citizens dignity in the form of welfare or disability pensions, health care, and things like fresh water and healthy food, schooling etc I feel very fortunate despite the hardships that I personally have gone through that I live in a relatively enlightened society that treats it's citizens humanely and with rights.
But I also feel in a sense this reality is somewhat of an illusion, a survival of the fittest, who can make as much money the quickest.

This is one reason why I started writing, and the blog is a less grammar phobe way to express myself, my first book is being edited as we speak, and what a milestone thousands for editing is just brutal to go through so I see why people don’t really write books, but it is how you look at it all that matters, I mean it’s not really a question at this point of –if- I will get published, it is more of a question of –when- and in the meantime I will use my expertise I have gained online to self publish and bring my book to reality.

It is funny to go about life on your own terms, most people have corporations or managers that dictate their existence, I feel fortunate to be able to go into unchartered waters, and this is the nature of the aries, but we get so broken trying to find new paths, it is up to the rest of the zodiac to pick us up and dust us off and show us another way.

I think of the life of many spiritual leaders, and they offered a different perspective, a way of life, imagination, creativity, a new place to find yourself. Many spiritual leaders just get a cult following because they talk about vague concepts that nobody understands, and people just follow because they are simply mystified. I always wanted to be clear in my ministry about how to attain a certain level of enlightenment or bring a nature of prowress to life so that you may live a more eloquent life. In my travels I have began to understand that there is no blanket approach to enlightening your followers, simply because of the hidden, some people are on their first incarnation, some people their last, some are in the middle, some have thousands more lives to live before they begin to address a way of life.

I have come to understand that the way to bring enlightenment to disciples, is provide as much instruction on how to live a serene existence so that they may better experience their life.

Give them something to carry with them for the next thousand lives.

A bizarre story, meditation, techno, art, words, kindness, etc

By showing some of the more naïve beings that there is somebody that meditates, and listens to techno is enough, far better even is an ordained gay reverend that posts half naked twink pictures on his church haha

This is the difference between my ministry and the catholic church and the Baptists etc

I post my half naked teen art because gay men idolize youth culture and young men, but there is a limit, I always say above 17 is my limit art wise or whatever but the other faiths are more secretive and secretly esoteric and preach one thing about sexuality then in the darkness they live another life.

I have no doubt that there are truly enlightened ordained ministers out there in places such as Catholicism or other faiths, me I have nothing to hide, I want people to believe in god and the divine, but I want them not to see it as some anger ridden bearded weird old koot hiding up in the clouds secretly watching everyone to see if they sin or masturbate but, to a more divine faculty of enlightened beings (some not even human) charting the nature of the galaxies to an ultimate outcome.

I hate to say it, but most just deal with the fact that they are forgotten, they are left alone in a room for 12 hours and nobody cares what they do, they could die and nobody would care, I think deep down this really gets to people, the way to make it here, is to make sure you are alive as long as possible, and to make sure you stand out in the crowd, one of the androgynous feline gods, would pick up on energy of you on the universal energy grid and focus on your being for a moment and affect change in your life.
YOU HAVE TO STAND OUT

You have to carve your own reality, you have to learn to be a trendsetter, you have to be one of a kind, the first to discover something, you have to affect change.

For the most part I think that the most absolute quality even in adversity is kindness, and the ability to assist others, a Punjabi housewife that serves her husband her whole life 3 meals a day – cleans the whole house and does not make much noise in social situations, may not seem like much, but nobody knows when she leaves the planet she is reborn as a heavenly deva, because she has served beings that count on her continuously and asked for nothing.

Divinity is mysterious, scared, and doesn’t want to be found, god and the divine are in the most mysterious corners of the earth, it is always time to discover !

- Shaun A. Delage