DawgHound
Lying on this planet I feel somewhat bound,
My heart is searching and wandering waiting to be found.
My feet walk a billion steps in a night endlessly on the ground.
Wondering what sort of thing I will hear next, perhaps a sound.
Tying my hand up then going three sixty and unbound.
I look away and know that I fully well astound.
Somewhat of a linguistic that is incredibly profound.
Astutely recognized and many would simply want it around.
Without my energy in their life they are bordering on unsound.
Playing in your mind like you’re used to on the playground.
Or in the fairground.
Or on the greyhound.
Or on the rebound...Winks
Many look through life as if they are ice-bound.
Spell bound.
Earthbound.
I want to have the energy level of a bloodhound.
Homebound.
Saved the day.
Earth is my showground.
Passing by a cute wolf hound.
Escaping with my spirit completely over to the underground.
- Shaun Delage
Fantastik
I look and stare at awe at my skills for the graphic.
I wander around able to lock on as an empathic.
I sign my name with heavily pronounced calligraphic.
My world around me is subconsciously pornographic.
People take snapshots of my life ever so photographic.
I see the world as being completely and one hundred percent psychopathic.
I see his eyes ever so romantic.
He sees me ever so stigmatic.
He laughs at my deeper quality of being nomadic.
I smile at his flair for the dramatic.
I find him completely cinematic.
I know it will take some skill to find him, and not to mention, tactic.
I know in the future the world will find our union problematic.
But only to the system.
I would love to sail away with him on a voyage seemingly transatlantic.
I only see our union as something that could best be described as intergalactic.
- Shaun Delage
NicNic
My own being (and nobody else) is my own critic.
I sit around with those that love me at a beautiful picnic.
I look around at a beautiful man and want to mimic.
I walk every step insanely rhythmic.
I know people all around are unjustly cynic.
Seeing past the madness and illusion of the ritual Olympic.
Looking at the moon somewhat ecliptic.
Feeling the pleasure in people’s eyes is somewhat sadistic.
I write with a flair and original style for the artistic.
I know in my heart I am better off and more sophistic.
Looking around it is hard to ignore most of the horrific.
But I see a lot in that around me that is somewhat terrific.
I live way on the cool breezy pacific.
Wanting to be somewhat puristic, ignoring the holistic, and trying to be prolific.
Yet desiring in others for them to be specific.
I walk with a stride somewhat intrinsic.
I ignore the more practical nature and look into being more analytic.
Seeing that ninety percent of others out there crave, that, in the masochistic.
I smile and flash my teeth in the fashion of being somewhat voyeuristic.
I want him to be a bit egotistic, idealistic, modernistic.
Walking in and out of the system is somewhat surrealistic.
Perhaps my dreaming self is somewhat over optimistic
It is somewhat of a distasteful sickening acidic
They bounce that title on me but I know deep down inside, I am simply.
Telepathic.
- Shaun Delage
EyE EyE
I look at myself and see you.
I see him and look at myself.
I look at us and see him.
I look at her and see us.
I look at us and see her.
I look around and see us.
I look up and I see them.
I look over you and I see us.
I look about and see a lot.
I intensely shine a beautiful energy.
One not to be mistaken with pure bliss.
Not jaded by what most would surround themselves with.
I write with a viewpoint that distances myself from the words”
- Shaun Delage
Enigma
Involved yet amused.
Simply but eccentric.
Courageous yet scared.
Tough yet hurt.
Intuitive but unknowing.
Selfless encouragement but self hatred.
Oblivion embracing familiarity.
Obsession built on common love.
Instil a believing spirit in an emotionally withdrawn person.
A true avatar, a true guru, a true mystic, a true evolved being.
Always careful, knowing, all too powerful.
Never wanting that power to be interpreted as arrogance.
Never wanting to let anybody know of the most awesome supreme power of the divine.
My thoughts are my own my confessional romanticism
An incredible shining belief one where no other faith, dogma, ism, or cult could ever penetrate.
A dimensional prophet.
A dimensional mystic.
The sight into the unknown.
What most are scared to see.
Because most cannot and will not comprehend.
I am careful not to judge another culture.
I am sure they can be just as weirded out by me as I them.
How could he see. Without being given the key to travel?
Without the vehicle.
It is unsurpassed and cannot be copied.
It is rare.
I know others are out there.
Usually told they are an oddity or distasteful to the general status quo.
Why stay earthbound.
But better yet...why give over your own psychic code?
For the ability to travel, when you can perceive the most amazing and immaculate concepts of the universe on
your own, many are scared of this ability.
They believe it is unworthy of attention.
Or hell based like a portal has been opened.
I say only this, the only thing hell based is a perceptive skill limited to our own earth based systems of
comprehension.
I know this as well. that most academics are taught and moulded to be the super computer they are yet lack one
essential quality... the intellect.
Infusion of a more combined status of the avatar.
I don’t want to be known.
I don’t want money or attention.
I just want to be able to relate what is shown to me, what is gifted as sight.
I can’t tell you if you’re getting married in ten years, to a person with blonde hair or if you will win the lottery in
about twelve years and get a blue car in four.
Perhaps I can, but in some ways I need human contact to be able to tell you.
Lock onto your aura.
I am one.
one in seven billion, an actual being with a quality of evolution in mind.
To me that is the only way to live life, Locked into a core belief that doesn’t belong to me is the definition of
insanity.
One piece of advice, there is truth in mental illnesses.
Some illnesses are closely intertwined with the divine nature of being.
The ability to hear other realms, and perceive that which is out of this reality.
The uber intellects and psychiatrists know this, but better yet.
They also know that there is a diagnosis to fall back on for every faction of society.
Quickly judged, sentenced and killed off without understanding the true nature of the being.
Nothing has to be this way and I can assure you...
That the people that are akin to the evolved beliefs will rise up again and manage this planet in the most beautiful
ages of enlightenment, with some help from establishment.
No drastic revolution is needed. No blood spilled. No signs to wave. No rocks thrown at windows
There will always be discord.
But what we need is evolution running the show.
Not death bound individuals with no possible perception of evolution.
Nor the desire for enlightenment.
Or the ability to help others succeed.
Foresight of knowledge.
In safe design for melding of souls.
I can’t escape u, nor can you escape me.
I love you as you have always imagined.
Yet I live for theories, design and making things happen.
I love this self that I inhabit.
There is no more that needs to be done.
The enlightened self, of two, maybe three.
One being in a thousand. Billions follow his every move.
Because they have failed in some way.
Or left the scene, they remember you.
They remember who you were.
They will guide and protect you.
Because they are in a place that cannot be described.
- Shaun Delage
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Putter Tat
What a roller coaster it has been through emotion and trials
and tribulations the past few weeks.
In our current society everything is pseudo sensational so
to speak so it is tough for some to break from the sensationalism or their
programming to quiet the mind and learn to recover from a system that is hell
bent on shaping your mind for you.
I listened to a Nicki Minaj song yesterday and was thinking
WTF am I listening too, here we have a millionairess singing a song for the most
stupid to be programmed into. It is bizarre because the super elite are
themselves pretty smart but they appeal to the lowest common denominator
because that is who pays the bill. Think of it, there are people that make
$40,000,000 for singing a four and a half minute song. That is insane, what
people get paid to do on earth always astounds me because there are a few in
this caste system that get handpicked to just shove it in the face of the rest
of us.
Truth is, I achieve my success through manifestation and
hard work. My success may not be another’s success however. I just think that
if you are spiritually sound, reasonably happy, compassionate for suffering and
generous with what little you do have and most of all, if you were to leave
here tomorrow and meet your maker I would want to make sure I have dealt with
everything and have nothing to answer for. Personally I don’t want to have to
go through young adult hood and teenage hood and life again, which is why I am
set to evolve to something else.
I don’t want to have to do it all again because I have not
learnt from my mistakes. Well my mother and I have reconciled and I have been
doing a lot of manifestation lately, and it is working. I am also doing quite a
bit of meditation and having more and more out of body experiences, I have
grown adept at actually opening my astral eyes and looking around to see what I
can perceive.
I think I was chosen to go through all that I have to learn
from it and to show others that no matter what adversity you have been through
there is always forgiveness, and the future.
I think the world is pretty insane lately, from ebola, to
the race riots, to tons of other stuff, I think we are all under some form of
hypnosis or psychological operations, but one that can turn off the TV or the
computer or the ipod and shut off the cell phone for just one hour and give
yourself that time as a gift to your soul, your oversoul, your spirit, your
happiness, to re energize !
Just taking an hour to figure out why you are here, or to
make a list of next years goals, or to come to terms with past trauma or who
you hate, or to manifest the next possibility takes skill because people can’t literally
pull themselves away from all of the madness for enough time to chill out.
Truth is the end of the world has been happening for millennia,
the chances of it happening are pretty slim but the matrix likes to keep
everyone fearful and dependent so you’re so hungry and scared you tune into CNN
and eat a matrix pizza lol
The whole world is suffering, there is people suffering this
very moment and that causes some sort of schism in the reality but you have to
realize how lucky and fortunate you are to have the things you are used too. I
have always questioned why I was born in such a wealthy country and that is my
birthright, I am sure of it any place my soul inhabits will be fortunate in the
long run but I never have taken my life in Canada for granted, it is a
beautiful place to call home, and I am very fortunate to live in such a large
resource rich country. See you have to really come to terms with how you are
blessed so that you may live a better existence knowing how truly fortunate you
are, and there are some people that are born blind, without limbs, without hearing
or a steady source of water for example.
It is easy to get swept up in paranoia but the greatest gift
you can give yourself is one hour of peace.
-Shaun A. Delage
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ChEshire KaT
A long time
ago I realized I was on my own per se, and this is terrifying to an individual.
I mean, most
people have a family member or friend they can depend on, financially or
otherwise
But when you
are truly alone, only then can you come to terms with reality.
I have seen
others operate, most of their houses are furnished by a rich family member,
$700 to save you when you accidentally sent the cell phone company money twice,
a new car when you turn 16, help with your first down-payment on a house, money
for the new baby room, $2000 to help with the student loan underpayment. I realized I was on my own every single dollar, nobody to help with college, nobody to help me edit my book, nobody that would even care and this is a deafening reality to some while growing up some of my boyfriends were getting their private school paid for and were beaking off about how their servants serving their meal did it from the wrong shoulder, or they were getting a new car thanks to rich pop, our society is extremely unfair in it's setup, and most chav families out there you realize you are on your own from an early age, no wonder there is so much crime and adversity. These rich kids and their families gifting was beyond my own interpretation of reality, in a sense comes with more pressure but incredible to think about.
People don’t
even know how much they rely on being helped along by their friends or family.
I can say
that I have not been helped along other than a relationship. Just to be completely alone in your prospects is almost painful to most they try not to dwell on it too much.
When you
partner with somebody it is wise to be as kind, fair and just as possible.
The level of
people that are suffering alone, is most likely immense, and you see these
people scattering away in the sidelines, riding their bike down a highway
filled with luxury cars, people still wonder why there is crime, and I observed
an aged native man recently asking people for a dollar while they fill their
luxury cars with food, and every single one was almost programmed to say NO.
probably laughing off the old indian with a liquor store bag in his hands. It
is just funny to me that we will gladly pay $8 for a box of cereal and can’t
even afford to give somebody a dollar. How we are engrained to just shuffle
along the streets passing by a dirty person lying with their hand out tears
falling to the street. Technically it amounts to what have we become? Of course
there has always been much poverty in the ages. We have an incredible amount of people that
are so broken by this structure and have no motivation to keep it going and
very few that actually do in effect keep it moving. Being a part of 3
minorities I have a keen understanding of what people go through in life,
myself being part native, disabled, and a gay man- I know in my heart what it
is like to suffer and to have empathy and compassion. Karmically we live in a
very unfortunate set of circumstances, and it is only enveloping as we go
farther into strife with the entire world, safe to say about half the world is
poverty stricken living in filth soaked slums, while we in the west live in an
illusion of wealth.
We live in
this illusion of wealth from little things like running, clean, healthy
mountain water, to working toilets, food stores where you can buy any sort of munchies,
working power and lights, every gadget one could imagine. How vastly different
from India or Africa or S. America
Safe to say
that somebody that does not recognize and have appreciation for these luxuries
will end up living in something they never thought possible.
How easy it
is, for a beautiful city to get plummeted with depleted uranium, for the forces
that be to attack the water and sewage systems, and essentially collapse and
entire city or country in a matter of minutes to hours.
We are
surrounded by million dollar buildings and highways, stores that sell $800
jackets and $40 scarves. Yet we have people that are so sad they must shoot up
heroin all over their bodies to achieve any sort of happiness.
It’s almost
as if this world was built for the naïve and the ignorant materialist to bask
in and not even think twice, about the untold suffering and horrible abuses
that some of the citizens of earth must endure to live another day.
They say it
is a gift from the Christ or the god that you can have this meal, or live in
such opulence.
Where is
this power present when somebody gets brutally murdered, raped, robbed, beaten.
Where is
this power when one chooses to shoot themself, or jump off a cruise ship, or
when a stray animal is dirty and wet huddling under a dumpster, where is this
god when a prostitute is working the corner in 6 inch heels, where is this god,
when abuse happens, and nobody cares, where is this god when the shelters are full
and people are turned away –yet on sub zero cold nights we have the compassion
to open more. Where is this power when the governments are passing laws that
are downright criminally insane, where is the Christ when 12 police officers
are beating somebody almost to death, if this god can see all, then why does it
let countless masonic temples and fraternities do what they do, and allow
nuclear armed submarines to scour the earth.
I am afraid
the only divine, that you will find is within, they have long forgotten about
this place.
Imprisoned within
the body like a pearl, we all await our fate, whatever it may be.
I just am
saying, not everyone here, has arranged to be here, nor wants to be here, This
structure by far is the most terrifying design I can conceive of, a magnificent
superMAX prison for those that have the most money. And literally those that don’t
have the motivation to keep this illusion in place suffer with horrible health
conditions and extreme poverty, suffering, and abuse.
The point of
this discourse is not scare one away or harass their belief system
The point of
this teaching is to make you aware of what you do have, the people in your life
that guide and assist, the animals that look up to you for every meal, the plants
that need your attention and those that you pass in the street, If you truly
want lavish miracles to take place, it is imperative that you start performing
a few.
-Shaun A.
Delage
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Tigger nation
Life is all about learning through your mistakes. Most
people don’t address their mistakes so they lead a life of heartache. We live
in a very tough existence, being alive. It’s almost as if life feels so
personal in your own little world, and when you are out in the real world you
only feel like a singular fish amongst a school of fish.
Wow what an enlightening past few weeks this has been in my
own life, I am back to having a credit card with a low limit, my limit before
was $1500 and I couldn’t sustain that amount. I really realised how much you
need a credit card in this world, you feel like an alien without one, almost
everywhere you turn credit is needed.
I have been doing the final touches to have my book ready
including uploading it to sites, and getting the official copyright certificate
with the intellectual property office of Canada, designing the cover and doing
last tidbits of editing.
I have also bought myself a cool software program to stop
all internet gaming, that is my big vice, slots.
It is tough to say you have an issue, but I have revamped my
style…after a decade of entering hospital lotteries at $100 a pop I am calling
it quits, I have spent about $5000 on em and all I won was a watch.
So now I am going to enter the national lotteries, for those
that say I can’t win, I beg to differ there are winners every week and you have
to believe you can win. It’s all about manifestation and karma I figure.
So I can enter 50 draws of the national lottery for what a
hospital lottery costs, for those unfamiliar with hospital lotteries you basically
pay $100 and you can win a house/condo & cash and a few cars
The odds are way better on hospital lotteries vs the
national one about 250K vs 12 million
I strongly believe I am on a path however and it would be
nice to buy my little piece of the dream.
I have been thinking about my path a lot lately, how
paradoxical it is, and how much I have gained.
I feel like I am surrounded in love and light now and
exactly what I seek, anyways just wanted to give a small update and wish my
blogbuddies a good day
-Shaun A. Delage
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EGG RoLio
What a strange time energy wise, I have always lived through
adversity in a rather spectacular sense. Sometimes I feel defeated, not
successful enough, non materialist, non conformer, and yes sometimes I do wish
I was able to ‘belong’ to the system more.
I guess when you exile yourself for a decade you tend to
really understand what you have missed, not a pseudo prison sentence per se but
a time of introspection and restriction. You observe in others what qualities
you despise and what qualities you admire.
When I feel like this, I like to think of the path of
enlightenment but more so what would the path of an enlightened being look
like, and I only need to replay a few years at a time in my head of my own life
to come to terms with enlightenment and the nature of a very powerful entity on
earth, that has nothing.
True at this point I could pack up and leave for another
continent with a bag and a few Buddhist statues lol there is also a sense of
success with having very little, and people with me are simply shocked that I
do not amass material treasures and hold down a stable life.
I find it easier to have a partner, and in finding my
compadre in the forest I didn’t want to settle for a man with simple qualities,
I knew he would have to be of a strong nature to understand me, and highly
intelligent, psychic powers, and a character that can best only be described as
somebody you would find on a rainy street in the apocalypse with a smile on his
face.
We found each other and then two cats found us, so
surrounded by felinis energy.
It helps that he has a life and a place and a home, I was
rather lost. By understanding that perhaps I do need somebody brings great
power because you can start to manifest what you seek.
I try and come to terms with what kind of a being I am
everyday, but everyday that passes by brings new evolution and progress. The
loss of a pet recently made me think about the process of grieving, loss, and
evolution even more.
Many young people live very fearful of getting old, and
wasting away. And being alone.
I think of an enlightened being constantly, are they able to
regurgitate information on cue, do they have loads of money, are they beautiful
with abs and pecs, do they live in a castle or penthouse condo.
I think of myself when I think of this type, and everyone
should, although not many strive for enlightenment in life. It may be a rather
egotist pursuit to dream of being enlightened or to see oneself as enlightened,
I just think of how close I came to being a Buddhist monk yet have every door
shut in my face, truth is I am a pseudo new millennia monk
Inventing ones own faith does bring a sense of satisfaction
in life haha I only need to dream of how it would evolve if given the material
means to evolve and I am in a world of amazing lucidity
We are in a time of great upheaval, and spiritual awakening,
spiritual progression and growth
We have dictatorships all around guiding us in legality and
we have a place to live that to some can only be construed as 4 walls and a
roof painted white shining so bright it’s hard to close your eyes… jacked into
the interhuman superhighway of digitalis, reading other peoples impressions of
the world so that you too can garner some sense of reality
That....and the, inquisitive nature that is guiding us all to the
answers, who am I and why the hell am I here now, for this and for what?
We almost feel cheated that santa isn’t being driven around
in a motorcade surrounded by bodyguards, almost cheated that we were lied to for most of our infant life of the nature of our most treasured holiday or someone thinks that I cannot for
the life of me remember who I was in my past few lives, I have no idea where I
am going, or what happened 14 days ago, I have no idea what the next year is
going to be like.
Some of us can go to psychics and palm readers and only come
out with a multitude of more questions.
Many people feel cheated in a way of what they see and
idolize as success isn’t happening to them. These people are almost willing to
do anything to have a lil adoration or a camera lense focus on them for some
time. Truth is we are losing people every hour to that darkness and the people
that cannot live with restraint and that need that constant adoration are being
whisked away into dark rituals and things so unfathomable we cannot really
speak of them with any light shining on us, it just doesn’t belong.
I figure the way to real truth and real evolution and
happiness is to guard the nature of your soul at all times from walking away
from it. To truly assist others in their struggle for life as much as sanely
possible with no expectation of reward. To live a little haha eat a marinated
steak once and while and either despise the process of death for bringing this
hunk of meat to your lips or relish in the delight of pure satisfaction that
you won’t starve to death, not today. But also to meditate on the nature of
your soul, where are you going, and to attach to some people so much that they
will remember to advocate on your behalf when they cross over to the other side
or be there when you do, to welcome you to another reality.
This is something I struggle with on a daily basis, lol not
for the faint of heart but I believe in things like alter realities, other
universes, parallel dimensions, heaven and hell, astral, and divine.
It is funny to be a matrix warrior about it all, I mean I
have a sense of right and wrong and god and devil but almost guard my attachment
to those with my life, so many are putting their blind faith in two words, god
or jesus. It fucking mystifies me, that 7 billion people or so believe in this
in one form or another, and I feel like shaking people like your effin religion
was created by a super secret all male fraternity to hoard wealth under the
auspices of black magic and incest.
LoL
I have discovered that even orthodox Buddhism has flaws, and
what a strange religion to belong too, but I have tried to belong, and have not
gotten anywhere, so out of my own frustration and need for expression I created
the church of techno, which might I add is difficult to define with no god, no Buddha,
no jesus, no bible, only a pseudo Gnostic meditation rave schizophrenic male
art church of virtuosity.
I am thankful that I am able to live in this time of
awakening, this time of the pinnacle of humanity, a time to walk into the
future and be greeted by some who have been waiting for you this whole time.
Welcome to 2012, but onwards to 2013
-
Shaun A. Delage
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Finch Wing
Monarch families are basically generational abuse bloodlines
that are bred into trauma and suffering so that they can continue the trauma on
others – there is the belief that most monarch families are hybridized
offspring of some very elite and powerful people that own you as an asset and
they would love to groom you to perpetuate trauma on others and continue the
cycle in this luciferian system we all are housed in
Conspiracy theorists wont even touch a monarch slave with a
ten foot pole
It was funny and liberating to be able to send my trauma
document – manifesto to all those involved, it was brazen and I have balls lolz
so hehe I was not taunting them I was simply making them aware that they have
contributed to the trauma state on an individual – in a way it would have been
nice to receive a response, and I have sent my document to everybody and they
all ignore me
I have sent it to the department of Indian affairs Canada,
cbc, tmz, national enquirer, icke, hiddenfromhistory and Kevin annet, newsweek,
the wall street journal rat line, CBC news, the liberal and NDP party of
British Columbia (my member of the legislative assemblies) the serious crimes
unit of the RCMP, office of the BC police complaints commissioner, college of
physicians and surgeons, and the country of the Netherlands for the right of
asylum
I am not looking for pity or celebrity because that will
never happen but I am looking to have the monarch sciences blown right out into
the open and be a person that can testify under oath about every single
individual involved and this massive individual conspiracy
Makes me kind of a net loon haha but I wanted to bring my
story into the open so that it may aid others – especially some shy twink or
some grandma or whatever that the divine consciousness points in my direction
I am definitely not after money because truth is I have
never had much of it, only waved in my face a few times and my documents are
available online without cost
Kind of a reflection of this church, I have been typing away
for like 3 years averaging 260 three page discourses a year and have only
received one single donation as a threat from some stalker something like one
or two dollars
Basically in a way, providing a place for enlightenment
digitally seemed to be my only motivation and I have had quite the following
the past year or so
So to be initiated into a monarch family, an abusive
bloodline, and be a trauma asset is paradoxical
Everyone I have sent my manifesto too has ignored me,
including the people I thought would support a fellow conspiracy theorist and a
hundred years ago I would have been a different person, and most likely hanged
about ten years ago lol one thing you don’t speak against in those days is your
monarch
I strongly believe there are two classes of people currently
operating – all the people that have taken the dimensional swine flu injection that
has altered them irreversibly for their entire life, limiting creativity,
intelligence and happiness and numbing them down to a complete automaton
And the rest of us that have not taken the injection, the
free and beautiful, the creatives, the gays, the cutes, the chavs, the furries,
the butch lesbians, and everyone else in between we have our solid intelligence
to garner our future, we have innumerable amounts of creativity, imagination
and expression.
I was almost worried about coming out as a monarch slave to
my minders and having my home situation threatened because who wants to be on
the street. Now I have escaped a programming scenario and an abusive situation
and I am willing to come out amongst my family and friends and am not afraid
anymore. I am not afraid to label my abusers, I am not afraid to speak of my
trauma, I am not fearful of being shot or whatever because we all die and I am
1000% sure I will ascend into the heavenly or buddhic planes after my time is
up here because I have done my life’s purpose and my path
Hard to look at your own birth mother or father or grandma
or grandpa as somebody that has advocated on your behalf and sold your soul to
satan’s army but even they don’t understand their role and are easily shifted
into countless personalities and dimensions on a daily basis so like they would
remember being woken in their sleep in 1985 and sleep walk to under a bridge at
3am and given instructions and sign an oath in blood guaranteeing their
offspring as a tool of abuse and trauma to anybody that pays them and signs
over your corporate entity to the trauma state
People of varying distinctions treat me with hostility every
time I say I am a Reverend and Doctor of Divinity and this is sad because their
own programmed nature has allowed their more ignorant side to debase any level
of resounding humanity around them
Almost everyone you see is currently on some level of
psychological operations and everyone is watched and I have no doubt in my mind
that maybe my emails to the various people were bypassed in the name of
national security
So here we are, fighting for humanity
I would like to announce that I will be returning about 6-8
copies of the manifesto and tagging those responsible for the fourth
consecutive deletion craze instituted through my own brain and hands by forces
I cannot control
I am in a safe and comfortable loving existence with a
caring and sensitive tigerboi so life is good
Blessings from the leader Imperatus of the Church of Techno
Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD MA (mdma much lolz)
Gopher royalty
When I ponder the complexities of divinity I remain on the
fence about it
I am only reminded of divine nature recently for example
with people that care about me sending me a bed that I desperately needed or a
new ipad contest win or a new ipod
But essentially divinity would only operate within the
realms of spirituality
Sometimes I doubt divinity, I only need to look at my own
trauma or experiences for example.
There are things within the human soul we will never know
about like orgasms, sneezing, yawning and dreaming
So there must be more within the confines of our being that
most are locked away from discovering
It is always wise to sit alone and meditate in the comfort
and privacy of quiet and candle light
See the little thing I missed out on was being inducted into
raver royalty in the 1990’s club kid and candy kid scene being one of the more
harder edged candy kids I remain something solely a myth
For example it would be a paradox in the nineteen nineties
and have upwards of 4000-5000 friends
It would be easy to say Hey scene how are you – I kind of
got a feel for how the rave scene has progressed from a man scruffing my head
like a gopher recently and some insane candy ravers eccentricities
Working within the realms of addiction, monarch slavery,
poverty and conspiracy not to mention my more artistic qualities proves
challenging then you add in on top of it all that we are involved in world war
3 and things are happening around the world we will never know perhaps for
another fifty years
I have always advocated meditating by candlelight because if
you do not allow divinity to aid your path you will never break out of the
cycle
I have been pondering my own path of the one, and rightfully
I am the one because I have forced many people to discover their inner nature
and work to resolve their humanity or whatever I don’t even care at this point
what they do with themselves because I believe many of us here are harnessed
within the lower astral worlds and can never possibly escape,
The only freedom people like this see is being able to come
into this reality as a success and treat everyone else like they are beneath
them and this is unfortunate
It would seem like the ancient souls are the ones that are
poor, dejected and going through things like sickness abuse and trauma
We live in a literal hell world and have been harnessed here
by forces beyond our control
Life is all about learning and not seeing the world as a
hell realm per se but to see it as an object of beauty
Were engrained into our skulls daily that we are sick
rapists that hurt old ladies when that is the farthest from the truth, if only
the media told proper enlightenment to the masses we would not be under this
sick and twisted play space for the hybrids
Hybrids we are
From the modern condos to the synthetic fabrics, microchips
on bank cards, to the ritzy futuristic looking news rooms that are being blared
at us
Its almost as if aliens have taken over and do not want to be visible so their
culture permeates everything in existence, hidden of course
Gone are the days of candlelight and canning and knitting
and the more traditional methods of living as we welcome this new modern
hybridic state into our lives pre packaged meals that cook in one and half
minutes to the rayon we are wearing and the $35,000 sunglasses
I’m sorry but you could support a village on that amount in Pakistan
for a year
So its almost like what the fuck are we all involved in
Almost a playspace for the satanically inducted only to
enjoy
While the real peaceful souls and people with purpose are
left in a poverty state and in a trauma state while those that succumb to
hazing, blood drinking and incest get to travel the world and resist the trauma
state by soaking their finely manicured toes into the white sand beaches while
sipping champagne
Many people don’t ever get to travel and when they do they
only get to travel once a year
What an existence
I have submitted my manifesto to the icke site, while not an
egotistical pursuit I mainly do it because of the secrets that are on the
document are constantly enveloping my being into the trauma state
While I only operate within the realms of enlightenment I don’t
let this bother me, it would be neat to be able to speak about my experiences
at a conspiracy gathering or something
But I am not after fame and fortune although it may happen
with my books being published and my art movement but not for now and it seems
like an odd existence to want anyways
Liberation from suffering seems to be the going goal
sShaun A. Delage
sellout city
One would think reading through the years upon years of
discourses and my famous manifesto that I have a pseudo vendetta against masons
and the establishment
Exactly quite the opposite
I believe there are some initiated sellouts that inherently
use the nature of their soul to achieve a positive yet sometimes paradoxical
outcome
I just have a personal vendetta against masons and others in
cults that use the advanced sciences to inflict trauma on others, part of my
purpose in publishing the manifesto was to alter the course of each individuals
life that is listed because I could be called to testify at any moment given
the nature of the litigious society we live in –essentially anybody on the
manifesto is free to sue me for libel and then perjury if it is proved that I
lied about any of the circumstances
Part of me wants to forget most of what has happened but
part of me wants to bring this wide into the open so these monsters will enjoy
the view from their federal jail cell
But, essentially that wont happen with the lustful nature of
the luciferian mindset and each of the persons named has most likely been placed
under surveillance long ago so that evidence may be collected and in part my
manifesto is brazen and under the watchful critique of the powers that be
I am currently the only Canadian with a published manifesto
to this degree naming everyone from Hollywood actors, to ambassadors and heck
even the queen herself is on the document for placing me under psychological
operations in an advanced solar ritual involving her husband and former prime
minister cretien
If called I will be able to back up the manifesto with my
word alone and am willing to go to the highest court in the world to prove
everything on the manifesto attesting to war crimes allegations in Canada because
there is a war on individuals, creativity, and people that resist masonry
Pretty brazen yes But I am the underdog because I don’t have
any money to back my word up, I only have faith that the proper people will
read the document and think twice before they inflict trauma on others or work
to better themselves to the degree that they are able to perceive the trauma
state
With me personally it was done through dozens of separate initiated
sellouts, hardly the ability for my common uninitiated self to perceive, but I
am very smart and essentially tying that clique onto one paper places me within
the highest realms of human beings on earth let alone Canada
But my goals have never been egotist in nature, aries are
all about the ego…look at me, I am so beautiful but in essence I look in the
mirror and think “oh that’s just me” some people their jaws drop when they come
within the prowress of an aries
We are the first to do many things and essentially the first
to jump off the bridge to save you from drowning
I understand the complexities of my incarnation, that of Keanu
reeves, JK Rowling, Michael Jackson and the 2nd sai baba to the fullest
realms possible and the warfare against spiritual leaders
In essence the time line can be averted but the future is
playing out presently and they are scared of losing control and essentially the
power and prestige that comes within the dimension
Then you add in the fact that at any time I am willing to
submit myself for polygraph tests and further psychological analysis regarding
the nature of my claims but I am left in a role of complete subservience to the
poverty state and the apocalypse state and while the apocalypse is playing out
currently and it is currently world war three essentially those sell outs are
able to avert the trauma state through advanced sciences and an endless bank
account
While the rest of us suffer
I don’t really want to look into allegations that they are
involved in eating human meat, drinking blood, and undergoing advanced
surgeries to achieve their inherent wisdom because frankly I cannot take it
I cannot believe that this is going on in my reality and
essentially it doesn’t have to belong to yours either …let them blow each other
up in an all out nuclear catastrophe and just be thankful that the thousand
times you were offered to sell the nature of your soul through advanced sciences
of entrapment and soul harnessing and essentially the lowest most vulgar realms
of luciferian consciousness and ethic
Be thankful that you don’t have to ingest the flesh of
humans or drink their blood or have your genitals mutilated or your body carved
up just so you can be subservient to the slave state
Be thankful that the very course of your soul can be charted
by the owner of your soul…you
Be thankful that you don’t have to stay here in this
dimension and countless others like this one for the rest of eternity
Gods, buddhas and the creator etc are not wealthy and cannot
give you billions of dollars by you praying for it …just be thankful that you
as well will not be a financed corporate entity
While the rewards may be too fabulous to pass up also you
open yourself up to some extreme brutality
Their time is almost up on this dimension when the divine consciousness
pervades all known existence and they are completely desperate to harness as many
souls as possible in as little amount of time deemed necessary
While 2012 and the complete destruction of the matrix may
seem a brutal concept to innerstand essentially you will be taken care of by
our great creator or the feline god or Buddha whomever you believe in
You will be safe in divinity’s hands
If it means getting shot in the head or drowning to death or
frying alive in all out nuclear holocaust then don’t fear it, the life will be
better on the other side and for goodness sake treat others with kindness,
compassion, happiness, and love through such a difficult existence (this time
currently) the pseudo pinnacle of creation
I don’t forsee any of this happening however I don’t want to
scare you but as well I don’t want you to be lead into avenues you don’t understand
or cannot grasp much like enlightenment should be easily understood, when it
dabbles in complexity or hidden sciences you should distrust this nature but
not hate essentially and the most realms of enlightenment come with having a
diverse outlook on life and diverse investigative skills
The ability to not get swept up in things like negativity,
sickness, or addictions
Still ur allowed to live and enjoy yourself
Ironically at a time like this I am doing my souls work and
my souls deed by providing spiritual instruction in a time where it is
desperately needed, we are losing people every moment because of these
initiated sellouts and the trauma state
I wish to be somebody that can say shape up or enjoy your
view from the jail cell
Essentially this simple website is my lifes purpose my
reason I am here …the ability to guide and protect people through literary
means and the arts and the ability to resist the trauma state and the apocalypse
and police state currently in effect
Mind you I will probably be the first to be executed under
military rule but at least I have made an impression in the moment, essentially
performance art
I am pondering obtaining the highest degree in universalism
at the moment
I am leaning on studying and taking the tests in honour of
the spiritual leader of universal life church
anybody may be ordained and for life and without cost
so hardly an egotistical pursuit
Shaun A. Delage
hex cat
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Without art essentially where would we be in the world ...
There exists a great power to stop the art mindset from developing otherwise society would be rife with performance art
In a sense some of my mental illness and psychotic outbursts could be considered performance art
From going nude at embassies and Buddhist temple and a college campus
But where does one go when you don’t understand the faculty of the mind enough to figure the self out
When your going with the perception this is performance art then you have art
But when you believe people are going to feast on your leg and the only way to get away from them is to take off your clothes at an embassy and be afforded the protection of the state or at a Buddhist temple and they will see you are a prime candidate for being a monk, because they will see you nude then place Buddhist robes on you..... then you have what is bordering a fine line from performance art to mental illness
To try and define art is one thing but to lash out a society that treated you inhumanely is another thing altogether and in a way i am a stronger person because i was able to release my anger into performance art
Likewise my anger was used and directed into forms such as criminality
And thankfully i direct that energy and my untold story in much of my art and blogging and in my book as well ,these days
Each piece tells a story and when you add in what exactly my art is, you have the meaning of art.
My art takes pics from the net and i dress them up with dimensional scope and use various forms of artistry including collage and pop art to achieve a post modern expressionism
When your an artist that is one thing but when you are responsible for the creation of an entire art movement that is another and one i love to be involved in
My art is impossible to copy
I use various graphics i collected and also made myself and bring it full on to achieve a dimensional piece
Not to mention i have about 200 times what the average artist creates
I am currently working on another instalment of dimensional male art but also on the last few chapters of my book as well which is nice
Without art where would we be?
Without colour spectrum and a dimensional mastery of the senses where would any of us go ?
As i keep going deeper into causality with this blog i am sure i may scare some or make others wonder perhaps start a few legends about who i am or what i am
Understand that what i type here is not me, i am simply a medium for expression
Some of it relates personally but also some of it relates to other dimensional sight and perception
Then you have the regular English prose stuck in here and there for familiarity
I just added some pictures to my captivation piece
It was a long time coming actually seeing some of the faces responsible for some of my madness
And they should be seen on one document
They need to be seen and a picture is worth a thousand words
While i don’t wish ill harm on anybody i just wish to bring their being into focus where they belong and where they should be seen and so they cannot operate in the shadows anymore
Most people don’t even understand the magnanimity of where they permit their being to come into focus in present time and in some ways i wish for one person or all of them to come into contact with me and say you have it all wrong
In some ways my perception is essential and i put myself at great risk including libel for naming the people responsible for my torture
In a sense if i was to go to trial i would also be at risk to perjury and those are risks i am willing to take
While i always attest that i am willing to undergo any psychological examination attesting to my inherent torture in Canada
The powers that be don’t challenge me , the certainly don’t sue me, because there is truth in my accusations.
So i not only bring a character or a personae into focus or a conspiracy blog i also bring an art movement and without everything coming into focus there would not be a sense of superstardom or ego mania associated with my virtual incarnations.
While i have friends everywhere that will guide and protect me if needed i also say their guidance and protection is not really needed....i have worked tirelessly to bring my being into the public avenue while not seeking stardom it is happening all around.
I also put myself at great harm divulging so much but in otherways much of my life is simply going to be swept under the rug now that i am a public personae and in this i find a level of safety and comfort
If i was to keep quiet and operate in the shadows like many of my enemies i would have no standing and could easily be defeated
So i sit not only as a passive anarchist but also an artist, a suicide survivor, a poet, a gay man, a raver, a blogger, an aries, a matrix being, the one, an ex thief, and ex raver, an ex sex worker, an ex monarch slave, an ex mind control victim, i sit here not only as a friend but somebody that has lived to tell my story and that is rare ...the system usually takes care of performance artists like me quicker and in some ways it has failed the people by letting me evolve so much
And evolve i will
Not only do i threaten my country in entirety as a metis warrior against an occupied territory.... i also stand united with my brothers and sisters against enslavement and i stand united with the philosophical notations of my being as being an ever presence
I stand as somebody here with battlescars and the damaged soul needed to carry on with a shattered life but also as a member of the resistance
To resist what ?
Resist this madness enveloping all around us at great speed
Resist my country being taken over by cultists
Resist my continent being run by sadists
Resist my being being slaughtered alive in the public forum
Resist torture
Resist pain
Resist unintellectual thought
And in this we have a certain universalism
For there is nothing higher than universal thought and law above all else
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I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a satisfying surprise i get a nice mink
It took me to the middle of a city where i got the idea to make rave pants with faux fur and then i had to correct myself, like i already made rave pants they just be digital i was sitting round with a family in a moterhome and the mom said her life was in danger
Next the mink took me to a forest where a class went on a camping trip and brought some fake jewellery one necklace looked like an insect necklace with a diamond in the middle and a girl was wearing several watches everyone was arguing over a play they were going to do
Next the mink took me to a huge house where hundreds of secret service were coming out on mopeds and politicians were standing on the lawn and i wanted to shout out to them who here is the biggest crook ...i looked in the driveway and saw a super stretched SUV truck limo that had green detailing
Next the mink took me to a very modern hospital where i was wandering around and the girl i was with took me to a cafe called “benji G’s” the hospital itself was very new
I looked around for a male washroom but they were all female ones from what i could see
I looked in the cafe and it had a dish of onion rings with gravey in a buffett and they were going to give away $500 giftcards
Where in the world am i
Yes i reside here
Almost next to you
But in an omni presence
Because there is one of us
Rather than being not connected at all
Where is one but a few next to each other
Standing strong
Standing still
There is life amidst a self of trauma
There is a world outside our own
Have faith and the answers
Will find you
And embrace your being till the very end
- Shaun A. Delage
tough type
Much of the world exists without enlightened dialogue, many people you meet are just carrying out inherent programming of the system and behind a veil of a dozen programmers for each person we lay with the quagmire of independence
Many exist as a whole being and it is fortunate but for the most part you deal with people on a level of being approximately 75% programmed nature and this can be troubling to deal with
And much of the interactions i deal with are heavily concentrated in a sense that i am of about 15% programmed intent in my life thanks to media and other influences but for the most part i have charged myself with reprogramming my own nature and resist the notion of having a dozen people behind the scenes controlling my every move
Mostly there is no place for mysticism or enlightened dialogue or anything relating to philosophy of any sort in society and here we have societies greatest flaw that it has been dealt with in such a manner that most aren’t permitted freedom of association with their more creative sides
Mind you it is not doubt in my mind all of humanity is hacked to a certain degree and i pass through the matrix every few weeks when i am not introverted and i am heavily sensitive to the vibrations out there
The only safety i have is not being constantly programmed by other people and their energies and working to attain that spiritual self takes skill when you yourself even see Buddhism, the most enlightened sphere of thought on earth to have some serious and grave flaws that nobody seems to want to interject or even visually play them out in their mind.
My inherent Buddhist qualities are not in question since i believe i have evolved past any theological inclination and for me to belong to an ism or cult would bring serious distress with rules such as shaving ones head or not being able to stand while urinating not eating after noon and no talking etc.
It would seem that like they have a pharmaceutical for every supposed flaw on earth they also have a religion or belief for any seeming flaw.
I have found a new nature which is in the esoteric schools and i don’t see myself particularly as a mystic more of a philosopher
While nice to attach to ideologies i also see myself as being very keen and enlightened so i go where ever my mind is needed for the time being
This may be the case but there is a level of societal imprint on me that is somewhat hacked. In ways i am not able to lead a normal life so i lead my life in relative protest
My mind operates on a completely different level other than the ritualistic method of 9-5 and Monday to Friday mode. I seriously have issues trying to mould into society and am left with not much else in my scope other than a belief in enlightenment and an inherent attachment to divinity and the universal wisdom inside all of us
Not belonging to a serious darkened sphere nor a bright white light sphere i see myself somewhere in the middle without the inherent duality that is engrained into each of us.
This duality is present in everything we do from rich to poor to left to right hand night and day and even down to our bodily functions
This deep and interlocked ism into our mind has serious flaws because it forces us to be either black or white day or night etc
There is nobody i am aware of that is nocturnal perhaps only 1 or 2 people for about a few KM that are not in a drunk or drugged state so of course i am living with some level of abnormality
Living life in a sense of an enlightened being without faith brings added stress and issues but none i cant overcome. The only method i am aware of to deal with a lifetime such as this is patience and to be able to see past the present moment.
Many of us possess degrees of sadism inside of us, in fact all of us have this level of sadism from working out to being able to study to being in a job you hate to having to go to surgery right up to sexual pleasure and other things like masochism and the Satanism that seems to run the earth.
it is in this notion of sadism we find the entire scope of societal functioning. With only very sporadic bits and bursts of enlightenment or pleasure mixed in with a for the most part sadistic place to live.
Lately i have been fiercely introverted and in a state of deep study and introspection
Lately i have been fiercely introverted and in a state of deep study and introspection
This may be the case for quite sometime until i can figure out how deep into causality i am going
When you wake up to find a lamp that has been unplugged while you sleep and KNOW it wasn’t you
You know and innerstand that things are happening and there is in a sense a position within the system to stop you in your very tracks because you threaten the basis of your entire country let alone the entire system everyone works to build on a daily basis and in this the people that are locked in find an inherent hatred for your being for attempting to resist the madness
They don’t completely understand your being like you do as a person
The deeper I go into myself the more i analyze and much has been done by the psychological operations of my last relationship to make me believe that i am nothing, that i am simply some slut or whatever lol who knows
I know that in essence my nature is regulated within the tag name of my province “Supernatural British Columbia” My nature as well many are angered by being a new millennium fractalized Christ of course because nobody wants anything to do with you and everyone has a distaste for your embodiment even those that are supposed to have an alignment to your soul which i find particularly troubling and have no basis of self because of it
Then i add in the belief that i am not actually human, that i am a hybridic multiple that was bred in the trauma state to belong to the trauma state and perpetuate that trauma on others
why would i want any involvement in a society that i know nothing about locked into a being i know nothing about it just simply doesnt make sense to me and i know there are others that are just as confused although the illusion keeps layering on and on to make you walk away from introspection and enlightenment to an almost vengeance to the self and to the mind
why would i want any involvement in a society that i know nothing about locked into a being i know nothing about it just simply doesnt make sense to me and i know there are others that are just as confused although the illusion keeps layering on and on to make you walk away from introspection and enlightenment to an almost vengeance to the self and to the mind
Yet i resist and yet i don’t want anything to do with this life if i don’t even believe i am present
Kind of funny to think of myself as not existing but that is the nature of my being
Society has literally vilified and tortured me to a point where i am unable to operate normally in society so i choose to have no involvement in such a society
I don’t think or believe that i will be nailed to a crucifix thanks to the human rights laws but that is all relative
In a sense i have been sacrificed already and have already died and here i am still living it confuses even me, but one thing i am aware of is that if i was to be left a few more moments in my sacrifice i would have died and would have been lost to this dimension altogether
While not wanting to attach to anything darkened yet i thrive in darkness seems paradoxical
I barely go out in daytime and even then i feel odd
So it is nice to take my intellect from many avenues and just live in the enlightenment of what the creator wants me to do and what the creator wants me to see and in that i find a gift of the most karmic beauty because most people are so helplessly locked into the system it is unbelievable
Most go through university and get 40 books a year for their studies. Yet i sit here after downloading approximately 800 with thousands more on the way
I don’t know if i will get to read them all but it is nice to have in my field of vision in case i want to figure out my inherent nature a little bit more and the secrets of those that have left us and will never be back because their mystery has walked on into other realms to repeat their inherent gifts.
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