When I ponder the complexities of divinity I remain on the
fence about it
I am only reminded of divine nature recently for example
with people that care about me sending me a bed that I desperately needed or a
new ipad contest win or a new ipod
But essentially divinity would only operate within the
realms of spirituality
Sometimes I doubt divinity, I only need to look at my own
trauma or experiences for example.
There are things within the human soul we will never know
about like orgasms, sneezing, yawning and dreaming
So there must be more within the confines of our being that
most are locked away from discovering
It is always wise to sit alone and meditate in the comfort
and privacy of quiet and candle light
See the little thing I missed out on was being inducted into
raver royalty in the 1990’s club kid and candy kid scene being one of the more
harder edged candy kids I remain something solely a myth
For example it would be a paradox in the nineteen nineties
and have upwards of 4000-5000 friends
It would be easy to say Hey scene how are you – I kind of
got a feel for how the rave scene has progressed from a man scruffing my head
like a gopher recently and some insane candy ravers eccentricities
Working within the realms of addiction, monarch slavery,
poverty and conspiracy not to mention my more artistic qualities proves
challenging then you add in on top of it all that we are involved in world war
3 and things are happening around the world we will never know perhaps for
another fifty years
I have always advocated meditating by candlelight because if
you do not allow divinity to aid your path you will never break out of the
cycle
I have been pondering my own path of the one, and rightfully
I am the one because I have forced many people to discover their inner nature
and work to resolve their humanity or whatever I don’t even care at this point
what they do with themselves because I believe many of us here are harnessed
within the lower astral worlds and can never possibly escape,
The only freedom people like this see is being able to come
into this reality as a success and treat everyone else like they are beneath
them and this is unfortunate
It would seem like the ancient souls are the ones that are
poor, dejected and going through things like sickness abuse and trauma
We live in a literal hell world and have been harnessed here
by forces beyond our control
Life is all about learning and not seeing the world as a
hell realm per se but to see it as an object of beauty
Were engrained into our skulls daily that we are sick
rapists that hurt old ladies when that is the farthest from the truth, if only
the media told proper enlightenment to the masses we would not be under this
sick and twisted play space for the hybrids
Hybrids we are
From the modern condos to the synthetic fabrics, microchips
on bank cards, to the ritzy futuristic looking news rooms that are being blared
at us
Its almost as if aliens have taken over and do not want to be visible so their
culture permeates everything in existence, hidden of course
Gone are the days of candlelight and canning and knitting
and the more traditional methods of living as we welcome this new modern
hybridic state into our lives pre packaged meals that cook in one and half
minutes to the rayon we are wearing and the $35,000 sunglasses
I’m sorry but you could support a village on that amount in Pakistan
for a year
So its almost like what the fuck are we all involved in
Almost a playspace for the satanically inducted only to
enjoy
While the real peaceful souls and people with purpose are
left in a poverty state and in a trauma state while those that succumb to
hazing, blood drinking and incest get to travel the world and resist the trauma
state by soaking their finely manicured toes into the white sand beaches while
sipping champagne
Many people don’t ever get to travel and when they do they
only get to travel once a year
What an existence
I have submitted my manifesto to the icke site, while not an
egotistical pursuit I mainly do it because of the secrets that are on the
document are constantly enveloping my being into the trauma state
While I only operate within the realms of enlightenment I don’t
let this bother me, it would be neat to be able to speak about my experiences
at a conspiracy gathering or something
But I am not after fame and fortune although it may happen
with my books being published and my art movement but not for now and it seems
like an odd existence to want anyways
Liberation from suffering seems to be the going goal
sShaun A. Delage