Sunday, December 18, 2011

Gopher royalty




When I ponder the complexities of divinity I remain on the fence about it
I am only reminded of divine nature recently for example with people that care about me sending me a bed that I desperately needed or a new ipad contest win or a new ipod
But essentially divinity would only operate within the realms of spirituality
Sometimes I doubt divinity, I only need to look at my own trauma or experiences for example.
There are things within the human soul we will never know about like orgasms, sneezing, yawning and dreaming
So there must be more within the confines of our being that most are locked away from discovering
It is always wise to sit alone and meditate in the comfort and privacy of quiet and candle light
See the little thing I missed out on was being inducted into raver royalty in the 1990’s club kid and candy kid scene being one of the more harder edged candy kids I remain something solely a myth
For example it would be a paradox in the nineteen nineties and have upwards of 4000-5000 friends
It would be easy to say Hey scene how are you – I kind of got a feel for how the rave scene has progressed from a man scruffing my head like a gopher recently and some insane candy ravers eccentricities
Working within the realms of addiction, monarch slavery, poverty and conspiracy not to mention my more artistic qualities proves challenging then you add in on top of it all that we are involved in world war 3 and things are happening around the world we will never know perhaps for another fifty years
I have always advocated meditating by candlelight because if you do not allow divinity to aid your path you will never break out of the cycle
I have been pondering my own path of the one, and rightfully I am the one because I have forced many people to discover their inner nature and work to resolve their humanity or whatever I don’t even care at this point what they do with themselves because I believe many of us here are harnessed within the lower astral worlds and can never possibly escape,
The only freedom people like this see is being able to come into this reality as a success and treat everyone else like they are beneath them and this is unfortunate
It would seem like the ancient souls are the ones that are poor, dejected and going through things like sickness abuse and trauma
We live in a literal hell world and have been harnessed here by forces beyond our control
Life is all about learning and not seeing the world as a hell realm per se but to see it as an object of beauty
Were engrained into our skulls daily that we are sick rapists that hurt old ladies when that is the farthest from the truth, if only the media told proper enlightenment to the masses we would not be under this sick and twisted play space for the hybrids
Hybrids we are
From the modern condos to the synthetic fabrics, microchips on bank cards, to the ritzy futuristic looking news rooms that are being blared at us
Its almost as if aliens have taken  over and do not want to be visible so their culture permeates everything in existence, hidden of course
Gone are the days of candlelight and canning and knitting and the more traditional methods of living as we welcome this new modern hybridic state into our lives pre packaged meals that cook in one and half minutes to the rayon we are wearing and the $35,000 sunglasses
I’m sorry but you could support a village on that amount in Pakistan for a year
So its almost like what the fuck are we all involved in
Almost a playspace for the satanically inducted only to enjoy
While the real peaceful souls and people with purpose are left in a poverty state and in a trauma state while those that succumb to hazing, blood drinking and incest get to travel the world and resist the trauma state by soaking their finely manicured toes into the white sand beaches while sipping champagne
Many people don’t ever get to travel and when they do they only get to travel once a year
What an existence
I have submitted my manifesto to the icke site, while not an egotistical pursuit I mainly do it because of the secrets that are on the document are constantly enveloping my being into the trauma state
While I only operate within the realms of enlightenment I don’t let this bother me, it would be neat to be able to speak about my experiences at a conspiracy gathering or something
But I am not after fame and fortune although it may happen with my books being published and my art movement but not for now and it seems like an odd existence to want anyways
Liberation from suffering seems to be the going goal
sShaun A. Delage