Dog Bunion

You can always garner some sense of your path by your mental state, how much good qualities you possess. Qualities such as love, compassion, sincerity, kindness, affection, forgiveness, happiness, generosity, beauty, humbleness etc

I strongly believe in the power of meditation to achieve enlightenment, and if you are not shown meditation in your life, by going to a retreat or even undertaking the goal of learning through CD’s mp3’s and/or (guided courses) it is a very unfortunate thing, because it means you have good karma in your life if you are shown an ancient method of introspection.

I think the longer you devote to the mind, the better, you can work on your body your whole life but you can’t take it with you, all you take is your spirit and your soul, so anything to work on those things will forward you for eternity.

This past couple decades has been quite a massive shift in the evolution of souls, what we have is quite a few soul’s that are irreparably damaging the nature of their souls through the use of massive amounts of drugs and such with some going into absolute genius and enlightenment like ravers, and others going into vast, dark hell corridors like heroin addicts.

The notion of impermanence can be one of the greatest lessons of all time, nothing is permanent here, we are spinning through a galaxy beyond comprehension that will ultimately change over time, and none of us are given a set time on the planet, we live in an illusion of permanence sometimes with days pitter pattering by with nothing but time. But you and I will die at some point, a lesson from the changing seasons.

For anybody to understand a solid teaching that I can relay soundly proves a challenge because I have been typing away for years here with no real ability to ascertain any sort of communication except what I put out there, I hope to god I have changed somebody for the better, it is almost like an apocalypse for me at times because I don’t really live in the real world much, mostly in the virtual, but I think the greatest lesson that I can relay right now is, to make as much money as ethically possible, you don’t know where things are heading in ten or twenty years, if you dislike the price of food now, imagine what it will be like in 2024. So try your best to make sound decisions with your cash flow, however small or large. Wealth comes in many forms, from residual income to earned, to spiritual cash and karma that is bestowed on people that give to sick animals for example.

Me, I have attacked this money thing full on with very little, and I get almost no help from others, while most have family they can rely on or friends to push them forward, I have relied on myself mostly for quite some time, I still get gifts once and awhile but I feel the pain of the drug addict that has nobody to aid them in distress only themselves and the -$4 they have in their bank account.

Another reason why I see some of my meagre income going towards an array of lotteries is going to help my situation I almost live in this reality full spectrum, I have my virtual world residual income which taught me about residual income and I had the courage to start my writing, then now I am making sales on Amazon so that is pretty damn cool, more possible residual income, then the hospital lotteries drawn from a barrel, then the national lotteries for 10-50 million dollars, then the house lotteries to possibly win a house and rent it out, then the spiritual aspect of reversing my karma through good deeds done on this virtual ministry and through my art, then my contesting-which I do religiously every day. Then you have the meditation, affirmations, manifestation aspect of my life –which I believe are building up for something and I am selling stuff on eBay, etsy, Fiverr etc so all in all I have attacked this reality full on and full spectrum with an array of my individuality

Most people online wish they could just live in a cabin in the woods with wi-fi

Well I get to live that cept wi-fi is bad for you, but we will all eventually be using wi-fi solely

Keep the future in mind while living in the present and begin to ask interesting questions of yourself, you never know where it could lead!

-Shaun A. Delage

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KaT ResCue

To come from a life of unimaginable horror, into a new existence that is slowly enveloping into the divine places my being in a confusing array of emotions. To simply live from my own childhood is a rarity, most people like me end up unbelievably traumatized, enough to end their own life or get into more dark realms of society.

Thankfully I have found the divine, and I see myself as a representative of the infinite. A student of the Buddha. And I know deep down inside the depths of my being that anything I have done wrong while in a state of abuse, sadness and trauma, is all but forgiven.

I believe society is setup to harness as many of these by products as possible and work them into being slave lords, abusers, people with power, drug addicts, prostitutes, abusive parents, and people that continue in their own little way to work the dark arts into every millisecond of life.

Only when you find the divine, infinite power, then none of this has any hold over you, forever, you may be in a prison planet, surrounded by hell galaxies and dimensions, perhaps nobody will hear your cries, but eventually you find a simple way out of it all, and it is to look within, and eradicate all forms of negativity, hatred, anger, sadness, abuse, pain, suffering and sickness.

While only working individually for the greater good, which isn’t wealthy by what we understand, it is a completely new universe, imagine us in this 3-D world, and try and imagine a 4-D or 5-D world with a whole new plethora of substance and form, equation, desperately trying to right the wrongs of the dimension underneath with whatever power it can muster.

Notice I don’t put any faith in G-O-D as they are formerly known, because the infinite and the all knowing and all powerful would not choose an anagram for dog, when a dog is simply a lower species on earth that is subservient to human beings.

The infinite would be thousands upon quintillions of minds trying to work through the dreamstate and other hidden realms to work positivity, this is one reason why we have things like hospitals, police, airplanes, political asylum, internal affairs, ocean creatures, beautiful people, and love.

Sadly billions are putting their faith in illusion and until they find the real truth, the ultimate power, and experience the ultimate divine, they will continue illusion until they have their last breath. It takes people like me to explain it in complexity or show it, or experience it to better serve those I seek to help.

I have always liked the idea of being an all knowing and all powerful Buddha or Guru but they would never presume that people call themselves that, while my religious degrees may seem egotist in nature, I only use them for official reasons, and have left an enormous paper trail of who I may be, or whom I call myself, or whom I presume to be, but essentially what I am is a representative of the divine, the ultimate infinite source, the highest being in existence. Essentially what any guru see’s in people coming to them for advice is a fractalized version of the same equanimity. And you do nothing but smile and laugh and simply remind them that they are the most pure, the divine in form, and awaken that being to whom it is.

This essentially is the role of a faith healer, or spiritual leader and while the evil ones forces may label us insane, a sexual deviant, criminal, weird, bizarre, or abnormal.

The work has already been done, in the most simple sense, and nothing can be done to change the very nature of ultimate reality and enlightenment but to keep looking within for answers, to keep evolving, to keep smiling even in the face of threats, subliminal or otherwise.

This is the power that has shown me to forgive, and let go of my manifesto and the people on it, I have discovered a new age, a new world, of enlightenment and possibility.

A place is reserved for me, beyond this place, I know it, but for heaven sakes I am going to at least try and make sure I don’t have to ‘go anywhere’ first to experience true liberation.

-Shaun A. Delage

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complete seclusion

The true nature to alteration of sublimination lies with you and you solely. I have been dealing with some of my monarch slave side recently. Really pondering what i have been programmed with in a sense code words. Others that come up as well...the only real way i can see myself escaping the programming is to keep going endlessly in a tiring adventure of cosmos theory

Understandably i have been programmed with many code words that may come up in the future by the most elite regional royalty in my region but not just that dozens of these hellish creatures that only live in a world of sadism and sickness.

One of the directives of the church of techno has always been to have it as a base of analysis of some sort in case all chaos breaks loose and ensues with my being but also in that regard i understand i hold profound amounts of psychic energy that when used for the better will of the most divine.

Magic can take place to exist in a spacial sense.

it may happen like a manchurian candidate thing, Be it with a programmed crime or death or conspiracy if i haven’t already been immersed in enough already lol but it has always been my directive to be more of a public entity rather than one that operates with them in the shadows

I argue that everywhere i go i am led from one minder to another mainly the dozens of people that speak in riddles and also the people that display dozens of personalities given their own sexual abuse and trauma abuse based programming.

I also inhabit an advanced characterization of theoretical analysis . not one based in the luciferian mindset (those that are indoctrinated into post secondary witchcraft institutions.)

While some argue that my  being is somewhat powerless when i so rightfully lack essential qualities to assure i have a successful life. I also excel in every sense of things that are unexplainable and not of this world.

And one needs confidence because i am divinely programmed at night to reverse the trauma of the day.

Today i passed by some guy and moved out of the way for him to pass and then he literally shoved his arm into me, reminding me of either two things...that people can be inherently sadistic or that there is a great force against me as an individual. That is why i don’t like people very much and they don’t like meh

My country breeds these people through neglect, this is my community, my humanity and i am sure it is much worse in a hell based country rather than the freedom of our own.

Much of the people out there inhabit a degree of sadism and cruelty and twistedness you would never imagine

You would never have any idea

Then you meet others that reverse the effect and inhabit a being of profound angelic qualities.

Some of those angels are fiercely separated and guarded from others that they may have an effect on

I have been dealing with a  notion that i may be tasked to do something horrible.

In some ways the Church Of Techno may mysteriously save you, save another, save somebody. Because nobody but me and google can take it down the enlightenment will continue to layer on at all definable cost.

But also, which was not expected in the church’s infancy was that it may help the leader of the church the sole reverend and doctor of divinity that types these words from being cast into a rape and torture prison against my will for choices i have no control over.

While much is being done to medicate me to the point where i make the right choice. I cannot ignore the grave trauma inflicted on me with no therapeutic benefit so i am left with no other course of action than supreme enlightenment, however painful it may be

It is the nature of the severe programming instilled on me from the master mason in his tower or the nazi bakery and all of its demons or the people i am surrounded with

Which goes way against my inherent need for a community centric lifestyle to be lived.

My hopes in bringing the serious crimes unit of the RCMP and various levels of provincial governance and hospitals and even the hague have gone un noticed. Either i am just being silenced, ignored, or they think i am dreaming this all up.

Bringing my case up to this level stops everything in its tracks and in a sense decades of programming has had to be put to a stop because if i am ever objectified the whole entire earth will change.

In a way the church of techno has the power to fend off the chaos and avert things like crime and murder and rape/violence and serious issues. Every line you read is code meant to instil another layer of divinity onto your soul. Which to many is a relief considering the amount of sadistic torture being layered on every second.

The church of techno aims to guide people to find their most virtuous and ultimate identity.

I will even do it to the detriment of my human body which is in a sense virtuous yes but i also offer my spirit being to advocate on your behalf at any time. Which nobody is willing to do at this point in any existence temporal or reality based.

I hold profound levels of psychic energy and skill and power. I am able to redirect it where its needed to. And only do it within the realm of divinity

While divinity may be paradoxically painful at first ...later on things happen for you that are on the level of supreme enlightenment. Because the universe works very slowly. Given the size of the events taking place.

The church of techno resides as one of two sole institutions in my city that are able to assist people and help them heal from trauma based serious intellectual programming.

The other one based out of VICTORIA BC CANADA is Illuminatimatrix.com

& one of only a handful of places on the internet that can be trusted within the infinite confines of enlightenment – evolution and ascension.

So in a sense alteration of serious amounts of sublimination

While i theorize there is only a few people in each country running the show . the smartest thing anybody can do is input enlightenment from as many avenues as possible that will direct your focus.

Code essentially sending you on a new path , a new directive. One where it is the obsessive desire to alter sublimination but needed

Because i know it saves the very essence of your soul.

And that is what is needed these days is representation from the other side. Amidst an army of millions of darkened souls and i can say that one divine being can literally outshine 100,000 of these types (hellish sadistic creatures) that is aligned with divinity.

I know and am confident i am empowered with the nature of divinity

My desire to help others does not rest in egotistical basis, moreso to help the youngins who know no better or the naive or those that cannot articulate it nor even conceive of this realm of ultimate perception without the basis of reality of verifiable factual substance we believe is happening or currently taking place. The trauma state or the drama state i think i will pick the ascension state 

It is my purpose my path my life service to others after realizing the true nature of the world after countless doors being unlocked in chemical precursors.

I am in service to you and many others , many mysterious digital others, to achieve ascension

Because what else is there ?

I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice surprise. It is a squid

I was prepping for an art exhibit on a cruise ship and i would go around telling people of the exhibit. One lady tried to take my passport in my back pocket only to be surrounded by security

I went into my room to get some buddhas and some crystals for the buddhas to hold and to my shock one of the quartz crystals started to move.

The maid cleaning my room said  it was good for my dreams the crystals and what an incredible ship. I was planning on making and announcement like “dimensional rave male pop art exhibit in the cafe”

Trying life

Yet wanting wonderous life

The life of supreme being

The most virtuous you can be.

The ultimate being

The ultimate self

The most supreme qualities you need

To carry you through one more day

Be it in isolation or out in the open

The only thing you need is happiness

And just a hint of love

To douse out the negativity of them

Against u

-          Shaun A. Delage

Rain HeN

You never know who you really are until you almost lose your life.

In our inherent loneliness we prop ourselves and our emotional state with things like cigarettes, and alcohol and drugs, (every 2^nd person i see on the street is smoking, it is sad) What else would you do when you find out your life consists of a 70 odd year prison sentence

in constant subservience

to ISIS =$$

almost everyone you surround yourself with is lonely. Because people don’t know how to love the self

much of our media instils the notion that the individual does not matter and glorifies in telling us how many people shot others or brutally attacked and raped others or people that are harmed in some way and subliminally this instils the ideals that.... what good are you when you are made in the same image as these monsters.?

So in their ignorance of self and subfusion of time they abuse themselves

How could anybody love another when they don’t have the desire to introspect and figure out what their essence is as a whole

I look in the mirror and think to myself I have no idea who this is staring back at me, and i just smile because i am proud of who i am mysterious as it may be. I am proud that i have surpassed the madness enough to be able to smile at my path

Much of addictions lead to a pointless end one where the sickness is never predicted because of the chemical masking agents in the additive substances.

The individual props themselves up with the substance just to feel normal and hide away from their real essence their loneliness and their inherent mistakes that haunt them continuously

Thanks to the powerful luciferian psychic mind for constantly reminding each individual of what they have done wrong ....ty lol

The first years are fine, but you get to a point in your addictions where it just becomes a pointless and cash draining adventure through chemical response and electrical signals

It becomes pointless yes, but also baseless, substanceless.

I am speaking from experience as well being addicted in some way to various substances ranging from cigarettes to alcohol to marijuana (Go 4:20 lol) and right up to crystal methamphetamine and xtacy and all that

Then you have those that are most traumatized in society that are literally targeted and won over to the bloodcults to literally continue and redirect the pain onto others.

All the while masking their being further in intoxicants and most of the time our young men that have undergone the figurative death ritual are not even aware of the pain they broadcast onto individuals like a prism outward.

I look out into the winter wonderland and making my way (barely able to walk in my skater kicks through the ice snow and slush-is ok i have boots but those things are effin clogs man)

Not many have to face a world such as this and i know within myself that the illusion of apocalypse could not happen without serious energy being broadcasted back at the side that brought it on

Many conspiracy people are fortunate to live in the tropics or on islands tucked away from it all and warm climates and could not even begin to fathom being cast out like an inuit into the winter wonderland of minus 18 with snow

That is why i know that the 2012 events as they are being marketed cannot happen as they say

It is meant to like eye say in other posts guide you further away from your dreams and goals but also further entrap or ensnare you into a life of addiction

I want to relay that no matter what there will be continuance of the species

There will be a reality, there will be life.

If it means facing challenges then so be it, if it means the matrix gets reset ....live it

Have you ever wondered why there is no vocal opposition to the 2012 theories? Because there is a tiny conspiracy clique and they can be won over at any point with any singular choice

(promoting all this) and the ideals and has come at a very powerful price.

People that hide away and believe in this have no guardianship or faith in themselves. Or a love for ones being to be able to outlive this madness –if you only knew how many suicides this has and will cause over the next few years it would sadden you.

You need to understand your being will continue. No matter what

We have come to far technologically and i have seen the future so i know and have made the future available on this blog

We have the year 3000 to get to not the year 840 BC

We are not going to be erased into the stone age

Much of the last 20 years has been spent propping this ideal up in individual minds that the world is ending and people believe it. This is one of the most heavily financed campaigns on the planet,

Why?

Because it is market research into fear based programming. Much of our communications are monitored so they understand the effect this is having on the populace

Then in 2025 there will be something to the same regard that the advanced psychological operations dreams up to scare us with

When it clicks by and nothing happens it furthers the way for smarter fear based programming

But also much of the energy being sent to 2012 is greedily perpetuating things like wars and famine and bloodshed (it adds magic to the whole endeavours) and things like child abuse and other crimes by the cultists

In a mask of magic and an unseen hand that is able to redirect everything associated (tagged) with 2012 outwards (wherever it wishes)

Only way this has been propped up so much is because it has been marketed within the cultist network as a factual statement.

Did they really assume they were worthy of the truth?

-          Shaun A. Delage

perfection symbiosis

The linguistic earth we inhabit with countless rules to follow

My earth does not inhabit thousands of rules or policies

I am sure yours does to some degree

But you can live with a minimal amount of directive in your life

and still attain a degree of enlightenment

Much of my captivation piece assaults medicine. Mostly for what i feel what was done to me on the psychiatric ward while i was supposedly very sick and needed to be hospitalized

But the fact of the matter is when your sick there is no options other than the care given

Not many people go to their MD and think “this person has carved up a dead body” no you deal with them on a human level ...

Being an enemy of masonry i have come to the understanding that my death may come at any time

But also very brutally- that is why i have attempted to bring my art and writing into the digital avenue where it will sit on various microchips around the globe for the perpetual existence of the net

While the Vancouver oracle told me i will live a very long life

Perhaps it may be so and that i welcome.

I just want to be able to live a life on my terms, with my own rules. My own guidance

I want to live without my life being dictated about at every turn.

Much of my new book i am writing is directive of morpheus in my life the god of dreams

And i have in a sense taken this blog and turned it from blogger to fiction

Much like the writing style i have made a main character that can go into a  virtual world I made up and travel dimensions and he meets gurus and goes to raves and there is another character that can do poetry

I am on chapter 42 currently of the rough draft and i keep going

Probably have another 40 chapters

So i have dreams and my own given directive rather than having everything laid out for me or living a life where i am under ‘their’ guidance doing ‘their’ work and ‘their’ directives

Rather i am in my own world doing my own thing being my own sovereign person and that is how it should be

Perhaps it is the nature of the curse on me or my illness but i am very perceptive.

I hear things that people say come up a few hours later and it is troubling

I tend not to freak out about it though and already people are starting to say some characters from my book etc

It kind of scares me i wonder who would know intimate details of my life etc

But it can all be read in the aura then you bring in the notion of invisible guardians controlling our and everyone you meets moves so there is quite the paradoxical world we live in

I am also dealing with something that i have been aware of for about a year is i am 28 now

And most people lived to be my age at some point and then died a hundred or so years ago and before that as well

It is crazy to think of how short of a life they had

Must have been easier in that life, although things are paradoxically easier now that we live to be in our hundreds

So i am here thinking of my own mortality and really pondering it

I know i will have a very long life

What it comes down to is cheating your way through, acting your role, living your part

And outsmarting those that place restrictions on your being

I know i am living the past year in renunciation and probably the next one as well

Renunciation so that i may have a good time when i am 30 years old

I will be able to afford to go out and party and have fun, i may be able to afford a home and other things

So i give up this year so that i may enjoy the next few in relative comfort

Usually it is the opposite with gay society when your 16 you tend to enter the club scene and spend it there until you look very aged when your in your 30’s from drinking so much or you catch some sexual infection and you become bitter about life.

I have always looked at the past ten years as a sort of renunciative state of introspection

Maybe my whole life with be in renunciation i don’t know

Part of me just wants to be able to go to the club and have a few drinks and smoke one with some friends and listen to music

At this point i am unable too

I just have hope in the future i will be able to enjoy my life a bit more

These days when i think of that i go envelope myself in my book and yet another chapter

I have things looming over my mind like, no literature background no grammar skill, dropped out in grade 9 only to get my GED a few years later. Then i have people i tell about my book saying things like “oh manuscripts never get picked up these days” “your going into the wrong field” “it may never get picked up” “there is gay characters in it?”

Flustered for a moment or two i kind of angrily shoot back “My book is different, it is going to be a star”

People think what they see of me on the surface level or through advanced telepathic information is the correct version

What changes my own viewpoint is me reading a few chapterz of my book and i just smile because i know i have something and what everyone i deal with broadcasts secretly is that they couldn’t do it on their own, they needed help...be it submitting or going to school or finding an employer,or sugardad etc

Essentially they were not karmically imbued with GOD GIVEN talent to make it happen and this to me is shocking because 100% of the people i deal with in familiarity or simple occurance have had to submit like this.

I know there is a supremely high up level that could access my book from the computer mainframe etc

And they also know too I am going to be a star

It is literally being funnelled all the way down into everyone i deal with

My book is going to be one that gets a cult following :P

After it is published people will want to see the movie

 It will be nice going into the club in a rolls Royce from all the publishing royalties

And EVERYONE will know who you are because you walk in with a hot security officer

And you just buy the whole crowd a glass of champagne and smile, for you had faith in yourself and your talents and your dreams most of all

I ask my guides to show me the way

And what i get is a nice delight it is a raven the bird of conspiracy lol

It took me to the middle of nowhere and people were doing a  game show

One guy had to take a stand on an elevated stone pinhead while the others did challenges to try and set him free

I walked up the mountain side and could see hundreds of thousands of nag champa incense littered all over the mountain side The blue packages and trademark packaging stuck out and it made me happy

Next the raven took me to

A guy got shot so i was handed power over a corporation and i got to sit on a CEO chair and eat a meal with two guys with elevated teaching boxes like found on the vipassana meditation courses

Next the raven took me to a mobile command unit where i took everyone hostage including the cooks and i got to feel up a really thin and hot cop omg

Next the raven took me to a school where there was a shooting we were at and evidence techs were everywhere and me and this kid practiced singing in a hallway it was so fun we were singing a song from Moulin rouge and believe me i could sing better than Real life

Wanting more

Yet wanting less

Timing for more

But needing less

And figuring more

For less

And wanting less for more

Trying to find more

Amidst less

And figuring less while wanting more

We want more

But will it find us amidst less?

-          Shaun A. Delage

luvin himz

Sexuality is a very concerning topic to most

While it be somewhat undefinable much like the illusion of class and wealth combined

(that you don’t need money to be classy)

And people don’t understand this one bit.

Many try and attack the issue of sexuality because it is one of our most vulnerable topics of the human psyche

You have four sexualities, Gay/lesbian, straight/heterosexual, bisexual and celibate/asexual

Now most in their lifetimes settle on at least one definable moment to do with their ultimate prowress

But if i could tell you the experiences i have had as a gay man, meeting married men or straight men who were ‘curious’

I could relay that they try and adhere to the neutrality of the sexuality for a short time

And then when discovering the flaws of the sexuality move back to something more comfortable.

Alot of straight men experiment with guys, it is the nature of the original male programming and the male home world and star system

There is always an attraction to other men even amongst the most straightest in society

Many try things they are supposed to like oral sex and then discovering anal sex they discover a pretty hardcore avenue of expression.

That while painful for the most part and enlighteningly pleasureable the pain seems to ring out in their mind and in a sense scares many straight men away from the gay community

This is one of the greatest conspiracies put to prey on the community

That gay men are obsessed with anal intercourse

When there is a fringe group within the community that will subscribe to light touching and etc to achieve real sexual enlightenment rather than full on penetration

Then you have the people that identify as wholly tops or bottoms and this is a comfort for most

Now me being kind of an asexual gay it is amusing to watch the dance because either identification with being a top or bottom leaves the relationship pretty unsatisfactory because at some point each role does not please the other resulting in frustration and then the individual moves on to another partner that can satisfy them

For people to obsess about anal sex is quite silly

And me being the gay i am i attach to being in the know of sexuality since i have tried all avenues of sexual experimentation i can say that when you are an individual about things from the very start everything is bound to happen for you

While i love schoolboy sex , that nervous quickie you have in the locker room and thats it i can tell you it leaves quite the impression rather than you spreading full eagle for the jock to take you

To live in a complete comfort zone is ultimate to your own enlightenment

While nice to discover your way around a man, it is also nice to respect him

You may find 90% of the men you meet are not specifically interested in anal intercourse they just do it because of the communities standards and also just simply keeping up with powerful or submissive archetypical roles that must be defended at all costs

I even make the argument that a non sexual relationship can be loving and beautiful and incredible

While most of the relationship is ideal to surround oneself with the pleasure of the orgasm state it is ideal not to focus solely on that
believe me the longer you can hold out in a sexual sense the better rather than having an unchecked sexual lust because the 'culling' is taking place - the death camps are in perpetual existence with the advent of HIV AIDS and cancer etc  so the longer you can realize your true potential and slow and steady wins the race rather than fucking everything you see with or without protection  creates a stigmatic illusion of your sexuality.
on another note

I also argue that the advent of internet pornography has created a fifth sexuality on earth which many cannot define nor even begin to idolize given the complexities of sexuality

The people that enjoy porn solely for its enlightening aspect, the provide the ability to isolate oneself and live out a fantasy, be it gay straight etc

For a couple to ignore this part of themselves would be detrimental to the state of the relationship

When your every fantasy can be lived out in the age of technical supremacy we have ourselves a little quagmire of sexualities forming to enmasse into a spectrum of unbelievable love

Than envelopes the earth in real peace, real enlightenment, real ascension, real evolution.

I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a wonderful surprise i met a nice goose who took me to a small village where people ate small kid like portions because there was no food available, this took some getting used to since some of our western portions could feed a whole family of about ten here ....and i didn’t want to say anything of my home planet being customary to this practice because they would have gotten depressed.

They were scared of being busted for enjoying things too much like chicken fingers i cooked for them witha  dip of asiago and dill

Findinga  soulpath amidst so much trauma

But wanting to discover drama amidst trauma

There is love

But there is essentially better than love

And that is spirit

And spirit of being that is unknown to most

And a self that sees past life and time

Only seeing their true ascension

And figurative philosophy amongst

Millions of individual dreams

-          Shaun A. Delage

dog pelt (under fur)

I wanted to share exactly how the Code to the matrix book and the resistance group found meh since it is something i have kept to myself for good reasons, since it happened about a year ago when the enlightenment of the one found me in a sense. But also it seems like yesterday that which was one year ago when you live without the boundaries and constant repetition of time.

I have always been the one, it just seems to layer on quite a bit the past 10 years and the past 7 or so it has gone quite stagnant under the guidance of my ex lover

I had been in a very long almost marriage to a man i still love deeply, like any relationship it is usually at some point bound to fail unless it is your soulmate, the one you are meant to either spend the rest of your life with or you meet up and you both leave the matrix for the other worlds out there

I didn’t know anything was going on, my life had a level of perfection. Although i was very overweight and unhappy. I did not see it

I was posting something online on scribd and typed it out, one of my earliest dharma talks that i invented around that time a combo of enlightenment and poetry and dreamwork although i didn’t really get too much into the dream aspect around that time because it was not encouraged in my lifestyle

Anyways i was hunting on scribd and typed in the searchterm MATRIX

When i found the first few results came to a book called “The code to the matrix”

Intrigued i opened it to discover there was a download link on the resistance website

So i downloaded the whole book and read it in private over a few days ( i am a very very fast reader)

A few nights later i awoke in the middle of the night to go look for granola bars in my partners bag because i was a bit hungry and i knew he had good ones.

Something <<<<< made me wake up in the middle of the night almost like a whisper in the ear

And i opened his bag to discover a box of condoms.

I was like oh man, since we were mostly asexual at this point i was left heartbroken

I asked him about it and he said he had cheated on me with my ex i left to be with him

The next few days i stopped my medication and let that sink in until one night i stayed up and read the matrix book again and lit a white candle

When the candle was about to burn out and feeling the effects of stopping my meds i changed into my full tibetian Buddhist robes some skater shoes and luckily i didn’t shave my head

I wandered around town for about 4 hours from about 4 am onwards and walked about 10Km or miles

Some of it barefoot

I could feel peoples thoughts of me wandering town in my full robes, laughing, pointing, people saying why does he have hair that sort of thing but i went on

I was going to leave town and go meditate in the forest when i came to the bus terminal

And broke down almost

I knew i was in an altered state from stopping my medication for a serious mental illness

I phoned my ex and he said to me that he knew i was heartbroken and he is sorry

I just broke down and walked through Chinatown in my full robes to have people shaking their fists at me in anger and i kept walking to the police station through the heroin town in downtown Vancouver

Where i told the attendant that i had stopped my medication and i needed help

An ambulance and officers were called to attend to me and i was brought to the hospital where i had been given my medication again.

Over the night thankfully i stabilized

The next day hit me and i remembered i was due to go to whistler with my ex and his cat

We were going to a five diamond hotel for a few days

I said to the doctor can i please leave since i am a voluntary admission i have been looking forward to this for months

I said i was stable and he agreed with me and told me that i may be on this medication for the rest of my life and he asked me if i learnt my lesson of stopping the meds too soon. I said yes and i was off for a drive up to whistler and checked into the beautiful and ritzy hotel where i spent the weekend in complete surrealism

Over the next few days i forgot about everything when we came back to Vancouver i let a day or two pass and then i said to my ex “I’m sorry, i am too heartbroken. I have to leave you. I have to pack up my things and leave town. I cant stay with you anymore. My heart is broken completely. My life is no longer here. I need to leave.”

I left that night and went to Victoria and have been in the same spot since

Since then i have lost over 100lbs i have completed 41 chapters in my rough draft in my book. I have completed over 400 perpetual male rave pop art pieces and about another 300 variations.

I have discovered my independence and figured out essentially how gifted i am to be alive.

While i know now that that person was not my soulmate, i have a tremendous amount of respect for him. For keeping me alive for so long. For literally rescuing me from a drug induced life where i would have surely died without his care. For giving me a safe and beautiful home to live in and run and for giving me the safety needed to start my second life business.

While any relationship has inherent mistakes and pros and cons.

I am fortunate to still be in contact with this angel, while it has been very tough, i mean very very tough and we have been on two cruises and essentially we were contracted to be together and once the contract expires thats it for both ends of the spectrum

While it was tough and very dangerous to be in.... this is how i came to my new life

After a somewhat restful 7 year vacation and almost marriage

Here i am in the world.

Able to lead the church of techno, finish my novel. Lead the Perpetual Rave Male pop art movement

And discover what ascension and evolution/enlightenment actually means

With that i discover true happiness and true life and love

I have been on my own since about 15 yrs old so it nice to reconnect with those that care about the progression of my soul.

I ask my guides to come find me and what i get is a nice delight it is a dogfish sometimes swims around canadian waters and is very nice they basically look like a shark and also have a nasty bite as well

Well i found myself in a plaza where i saw a girl that could breakdance while pregnant lol i dunno she was pretty good at it, i was just concerned about the babe she was carrying while thrusting like that ‘breakdance bebe” apparently she found something that was going to turn her into a horrific creature

It activated and an assault group who met in a prison came and were going to try and find her to stop her

Next the dogfish took me to a jail and a parking lot closeby as well i was being arrested and i had on one blue sock and one black sock i saw david icke who was super small and in tights dancing around at my feet in protest

I arrived at the jail and asked to be put into protective custody and the attendant said absolutely not and I told her to download my captivation pieces which she was going to do then i told her it was a grave breach of the geneva convention to go against my wishes

I was able to break the handcuffs in two. She placed me in solitary confinement after that.

Next the dogfish took me to an apartment where i met a guy that was a few years older than me and another guy who was his boyfriend who was a few years younger and we all lived together and were all in love deeply. And we all took turns to kiss each other and make out. It was pretty hot !!! we got along pretty well but was a tender embrace rather than a sexual lust

I had a few computers and one of those ipad ones and i was playing with it for a few hours and i made some love letters about how much i loved these two men and how much i adored them.

Beautiful embrace by the theoretical side

Trippy intune with a more philosophical nature

And infusion of a belief that there is no theory

There is no philosophy except for that which is present

That the entire would is one philosophical playground

And world of subliminal suggestion and artistic creativity

Amidst so much analytical reasoning

Makes one question the actual living presence of our reality

Anybody more deeply inclined that is

-          Shaun A. Delage

fluffy kitteh

All anybody wants to feel is love, but love is only equal to the love felt

Some people are unable to find the love they need based on looks or the temperament they possess or other character traits

This leaves much of our society either desperately seeking out their feelings in other avenues and redirecting their energy which by far is very beneficial to the workings of society

But what if you are making no effect on the actual human beings you aim to enlighten

You simply appease the matrix and the matrix in turn rewards you for your effort with a pay cheque

Much of our society is built up on either programming the system in an unknown fashion much like a hypothetical code or programming the system to continue the system in all avenues

Most of our work involves keeping either the system running or the actual continuance of the system going

When independent minds revolt and harness the energy to themselves much warfare is directed at the person to stop them in their tracks because this is a life or death game essentially and much can be done to kill you if you don’t have the right protections in place or if you are not of use to the sides of duality that you represent

You can be killed neuro linguistically essentially so why worry about things like cancer or plane crashes or anything like that

I think of one example of this that enlightens even me

It was my meeting with the master mason in his white tower and my brother type.

They were trying to neuro program me to have sex with them both knowing full well one was HIV positive There exists a war on people and i am convinced i have unlocked the secrets to HIV AIDS

That it is done mainly through neuro linguistics and masters and hosts rather than through the infected fluids that everyone imagines HIV is spread

And it is done through a confusing array of neuro programming a sheet of beings that send you to your death essentially

Technically if your not having sexual love making for any other purpose than the directive force of love than it is a pointless endeavour to begin wif

And you are setting yourself up for disaster

So what did i do to deserve a rogue master mason trying to get me infected with HIV?

I was a billionaire escort

I had sex with dozens possibly hundreds of men essentially setting them free and yes some of them were powerful and some were married some i will never know who they were or are because it was just two men meeting and having a great time only to get a stack full of hundreds in my hand at the end

So that in a sense caused some trauma to the system and caused me to inherit some very negative energy along with my more criminal lifestyle and my dimensional practice of drug experimentation

The system we inhabit is not very forgiving at all

Much of the drama hit around year 2001 and before but i see residual effects even to this day when i deal with people in the moment

These darkened souls are able to read or psychically perceive who you are or they get advanced information and they use it against you in an all out assault

But i cannot believe

Otherwise i would go literally insane with paranoia and i look around at the world and see inherent bits of love everywhere i look from somebody handing a pandhandler without legs some change

Or a couple kissing in the street

Or i look at a dogs face (the next human incarnations on the planet-here to familiarize their being with earth so they don’t literally die of shock when born into a human body)

Or i look at a bed of wildflowers or i see somebody or someboy smiling

And i say that term loosely and i have been attacked quite a bit for calling men boys

It is a gay community thing , not one based in the sickened desire to rape small children lol

Like wtf for somebody to accuse you of things like that by simply attaching a cultural title to a gender is amusing because it is usually the people that have such strong aversions to youth treat people with hostility regarding perpetual youth

It is hard to imagine me being a young guy forever at some point i am going to look aged but it is very tough at this point when your almost 30 and look 16

LoL

Some people would say you should not reject that part of yourself

But it is also kind of harsh because older men wont touch you because they think your some stupid twink and younger guys love you however if you look the part then you even act the part and they are equally shocked to find out your literally an old man

What a shell to be walking around in

I must have good genes and i am not complaining at all haha

I just wish i was an alpha male with the shirt and tie and pinstripe slacks and the car and the condo at this point

But it may never happen for me in that regard

But there is nobody that is forgotten here no matter how alone you may feel

And the answers to your inherited success may be all around you this very moment it may just take some thinking power to perceive how it is all going to fit

It is tough for me to say i believe in god, because i do i believe there is a faculty of good and evil gods that run the earth then i believe there is the most high or the supreme creator and there is always other beings that will have godlike or luciferian powers and then you have the human beings that walk around as literal gods or angels or evil people

While i see so much pain and coldness in the world it is definitely nice to keep hope no matter where you are

That you too may be happy , healthy, prosperous and free from danger should be your ultimate and most pressing goals inherent to the meaning of life will find you as long as you have those objectives in mind

You will never ever find yourself if you don’t take time for yourself.

You must take time away from all of the useless programming code people are filling you with

It is imperative that you take much much time for yourself and take time to reflect and isolate and take time to touch yourself, i don’t mean masturbation, (although that is nice, to service the self for a change rather than be a sexual slave for others) i mean rub your arms and your legs and your own feet and your scalp and really connect with your being on a more tender embrace.

Take time to lay in bed without the objective of falling asleep

Take time to meditate and work out and take walks without people gabbing your ear off

And always be choosey of how you are willing to surround yourself with this type of programming, if the person or media influence is not offering you any sort of ascension or evolution then chances are it is damaging you.
i call on my guides to show me the way and 

I get a nice dove and it took me to a dimensional casino with the older style slot machines i am used too perhaps a lower world or a world out of sync with our time an older world i dunno

I tried to make a withdrawl even though i had a stack of bills in my pocket i just wanted more so i login to the ATM and it said my account had been locked due to criminal activity good thing i had a stack of money on meh so i sat down and gambled a bit and there was a stud next to me that was doing the same thing and he was leaning over and playing and i said to him hey you win anything, and he is like nah i haven’t and i pulled out two crisp one hundred dollar bills and gave em to him from my pile and said hey you wanna mess around and he said sure and i said whip it out under the table and nobody will mind and he said yes believe me they will mind meet me downstairs and i went downstairs and i went to a smaller room downstairs where there was another guy and well we did have ALOT of fun to say the least the guy could handle us both :P

Next the dove took me to a pool or rec centre where i walked in the changeroom and it was tough to explain what was going on because it was happening all at once it was a cross between a sadistic murder scene and an orgy and torture and a party and drug induced craziness there was a fire as well on top of it all lol well after that all died down i changed into my gear to go workout and told some guy about how medicated i was that i need it and it was provided free for my schizophrenia after i fixed a 420 pipe and talked with a girl on a bus about her trip to Europe

Amazement to the theories of being

But what is self without substance or direction

A self admitted to a theory of life

But a life of intuition and guidance

But a life of theory and belief

-          Shaun A. Delage