You never know who you really are until you almost lose your life.
In our inherent loneliness we prop ourselves and our emotional state with things like cigarettes, and alcohol and drugs, (every 2nd person i see on the street is smoking, it is sad) What else would you do when you find out your life consists of a 70 odd year prison sentence
in constant subservience
to ISIS =$$
almost everyone you surround yourself with is lonely. Because people don’t know how to love the self
much of our media instils the notion that the individual does not matter and glorifies in telling us how many people shot others or brutally attacked and raped others or people that are harmed in some way and subliminally this instils the ideals that.... what good are you when you are made in the same image as these monsters.?
So in their ignorance of self and subfusion of time they abuse themselves
How could anybody love another when they don’t have the desire to introspect and figure out what their essence is as a whole
I look in the mirror and think to myself I have no idea who this is staring back at me, and i just smile because i am proud of who i am mysterious as it may be. I am proud that i have surpassed the madness enough to be able to smile at my path
Much of addictions lead to a pointless end one where the sickness is never predicted because of the chemical masking agents in the additive substances.
The individual props themselves up with the substance just to feel normal and hide away from their real essence their loneliness and their inherent mistakes that haunt them continuously
Thanks to the powerful luciferian psychic mind for constantly reminding each individual of what they have done wrong ....ty lol
The first years are fine, but you get to a point in your addictions where it just becomes a pointless and cash draining adventure through chemical response and electrical signals
It becomes pointless yes, but also baseless, substanceless.
I am speaking from experience as well being addicted in some way to various substances ranging from cigarettes to alcohol to marijuana (Go 4:20 lol) and right up to crystal methamphetamine and xtacy and all that
Then you have those that are most traumatized in society that are literally targeted and won over to the bloodcults to literally continue and redirect the pain onto others.
All the while masking their being further in intoxicants and most of the time our young men that have undergone the figurative death ritual are not even aware of the pain they broadcast onto individuals like a prism outward.
I look out into the winter wonderland and making my way (barely able to walk in my skater kicks through the ice snow and slush-is ok i have boots but those things are effin clogs man)
Not many have to face a world such as this and i know within myself that the illusion of apocalypse could not happen without serious energy being broadcasted back at the side that brought it on
Many conspiracy people are fortunate to live in the tropics or on islands tucked away from it all and warm climates and could not even begin to fathom being cast out like an inuit into the winter wonderland of minus 18 with snow
That is why i know that the 2012 events as they are being marketed cannot happen as they say
It is meant to like eye say in other posts guide you further away from your dreams and goals but also further entrap or ensnare you into a life of addiction
I want to relay that no matter what there will be continuance of the species
There will be a reality, there will be life.
If it means facing challenges then so be it, if it means the matrix gets reset ....live it
Have you ever wondered why there is no vocal opposition to the 2012 theories? Because there is a tiny conspiracy clique and they can be won over at any point with any singular choice
(promoting all this) and the ideals and has come at a very powerful price.
People that hide away and believe in this have no guardianship or faith in themselves. Or a love for ones being to be able to outlive this madness –if you only knew how many suicides this has and will cause over the next few years it would sadden you.
You need to understand your being will continue. No matter what
We have come to far technologically and i have seen the future so i know and have made the future available on this blog
We have the year 3000 to get to not the year 840 BC
We are not going to be erased into the stone age
Much of the last 20 years has been spent propping this ideal up in individual minds that the world is ending and people believe it. This is one of the most heavily financed campaigns on the planet,
Why?
Because it is market research into fear based programming. Much of our communications are monitored so they understand the effect this is having on the populace
Then in 2025 there will be something to the same regard that the advanced psychological operations dreams up to scare us with
When it clicks by and nothing happens it furthers the way for smarter fear based programming
But also much of the energy being sent to 2012 is greedily perpetuating things like wars and famine and bloodshed (it adds magic to the whole endeavours) and things like child abuse and other crimes by the cultists
In a mask of magic and an unseen hand that is able to redirect everything associated (tagged) with 2012 outwards (wherever it wishes)
Only way this has been propped up so much is because it has been marketed within the cultist network as a factual statement.
Did they really assume they were worthy of the truth?
- Shaun A. Delage
