luvin himz

Sexuality is a very concerning topic to most

While it be somewhat undefinable much like the illusion of class and wealth combined

(that you don’t need money to be classy)

And people don’t understand this one bit.

Many try and attack the issue of sexuality because it is one of our most vulnerable topics of the human psyche

You have four sexualities, Gay/lesbian, straight/heterosexual, bisexual and celibate/asexual

Now most in their lifetimes settle on at least one definable moment to do with their ultimate prowress

But if i could tell you the experiences i have had as a gay man, meeting married men or straight men who were ‘curious’

I could relay that they try and adhere to the neutrality of the sexuality for a short time

And then when discovering the flaws of the sexuality move back to something more comfortable.

Alot of straight men experiment with guys, it is the nature of the original male programming and the male home world and star system

There is always an attraction to other men even amongst the most straightest in society

Many try things they are supposed to like oral sex and then discovering anal sex they discover a pretty hardcore avenue of expression.

That while painful for the most part and enlighteningly pleasureable the pain seems to ring out in their mind and in a sense scares many straight men away from the gay community

This is one of the greatest conspiracies put to prey on the community

That gay men are obsessed with anal intercourse

When there is a fringe group within the community that will subscribe to light touching and etc to achieve real sexual enlightenment rather than full on penetration

Then you have the people that identify as wholly tops or bottoms and this is a comfort for most

Now me being kind of an asexual gay it is amusing to watch the dance because either identification with being a top or bottom leaves the relationship pretty unsatisfactory because at some point each role does not please the other resulting in frustration and then the individual moves on to another partner that can satisfy them

For people to obsess about anal sex is quite silly

And me being the gay i am i attach to being in the know of sexuality since i have tried all avenues of sexual experimentation i can say that when you are an individual about things from the very start everything is bound to happen for you

While i love schoolboy sex , that nervous quickie you have in the locker room and thats it i can tell you it leaves quite the impression rather than you spreading full eagle for the jock to take you

To live in a complete comfort zone is ultimate to your own enlightenment

While nice to discover your way around a man, it is also nice to respect him

You may find 90% of the men you meet are not specifically interested in anal intercourse they just do it because of the communities standards and also just simply keeping up with powerful or submissive archetypical roles that must be defended at all costs

I even make the argument that a non sexual relationship can be loving and beautiful and incredible

While most of the relationship is ideal to surround oneself with the pleasure of the orgasm state it is ideal not to focus solely on that
believe me the longer you can hold out in a sexual sense the better rather than having an unchecked sexual lust because the 'culling' is taking place - the death camps are in perpetual existence with the advent of HIV AIDS and cancer etc  so the longer you can realize your true potential and slow and steady wins the race rather than fucking everything you see with or without protection  creates a stigmatic illusion of your sexuality.
on another note

I also argue that the advent of internet pornography has created a fifth sexuality on earth which many cannot define nor even begin to idolize given the complexities of sexuality

The people that enjoy porn solely for its enlightening aspect, the provide the ability to isolate oneself and live out a fantasy, be it gay straight etc

For a couple to ignore this part of themselves would be detrimental to the state of the relationship

When your every fantasy can be lived out in the age of technical supremacy we have ourselves a little quagmire of sexualities forming to enmasse into a spectrum of unbelievable love

Than envelopes the earth in real peace, real enlightenment, real ascension, real evolution.

I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a wonderful surprise i met a nice goose who took me to a small village where people ate small kid like portions because there was no food available, this took some getting used to since some of our western portions could feed a whole family of about ten here ....and i didn’t want to say anything of my home planet being customary to this practice because they would have gotten depressed.

They were scared of being busted for enjoying things too much like chicken fingers i cooked for them witha  dip of asiago and dill

Findinga  soulpath amidst so much trauma

But wanting to discover drama amidst trauma

There is love

But there is essentially better than love

And that is spirit

And spirit of being that is unknown to most

And a self that sees past life and time

Only seeing their true ascension

And figurative philosophy amongst

Millions of individual dreams

-          Shaun A. Delage