Virtual Ministry Archive

flight feather







I have always been extremely intune to psychic influence and when the main doctrine of the church of techno is taken off the site we know we have an issue at hand
Since i am the only person that can alter the site let me explain
I am suggestive to a psychic vibration at times, in ways many of us are
At times my body is taken over and i am made to do tasks which i have no control over much like my more distant criminal life and such
While i don’t discount the vibration as being extremely hell based
I always find some solace in my abilities to perceive things not of this world.
Many are left alone and that is great enjoy your life haha others with my type of vibration are usually targeted to join some of the secret fraternities to continue trauma based psychic warfare
Mind you i essentially tricked the mindset until the last possible moment when i decided to resist and become an anomaly much like neo in the matrix
This is why there is a great war to me and i find it ironic that 2 days after i add pictures to my captivation piece something literally enters my body and causes me to take the document off the site
I know i threaten the basis of my country and my continent but also the world in entirety
This is why there exists cults like this is to literally work as a cleaning squad to go behind the anomalous nature and fix it back to normal
Part of me doesn’t want anybody to know about my shadow characteristics and who i used to be but part of me wants people to know what i have been through because i am the prime candidate for helping others walk away from the trauma state
There exists conflicts of interest all over and there may be in my captivation piece but there may also be something i am not completely enlightened too but what it all comes down to is your perception in the world and that is where the greatest warfare exists to help you theorize in your own mind that your perception doesn’t matter that you should always look outward for your answers
This comes in the ritual form of mass media and it relays to you that how could there be any answers within when the human self is flawed
While i argue i am perceptive to psychic warfare i also argue for the illusion of choice and the illusion of time and i am not here to be scared of what people will think of me but rather what type of enlightenment i can offer them by being a medium for expression and the freedom to let your thoughts envelope the entire globe.
I am lead around from elitist to elitist from cultist to cultist and that is why i prefer to keep my being in a virtual sense and then the rest of me rather introverted because in a way all i can sense ‘out there’ in my home town in my city in my province is illusion
They have attempted to entitle me with illnesses and labels but what it comes down to is i am a human being and I, in a way have countered entitling myself with such titles as Reverend and doctor
So we have a paradox of entitlement
I know my blog threatens my being and my life and i know it threatens my country and i know it threatens my entire country when pieced all together will information i am unaware of or unenlightened to
And i don’t live my days thinking i am a victim, a suicide survivor, a schizophrenic, an aries, a gay man, or any other titles
I just go around and live in the microcosm i have been afforded by galactical decree and i am permitted to resist what i am being lead around to do.
I am permitted life
I am permitted to oppose
I am permitted to be anomalous
I am permitted to enlighten
And it will keep layering on
It just takes some skill to resist the rulership of the earth literally entering my brain and form to achieve a result
This is something i may never escape from nor you but i just have to learn to pick up the pieces and place the main doctrine of the church back on the site where it belongs
Where it should be seen
Never hidden
U should never be afraid of your inherent choices, even negative, the illusion will work to enlighten
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 I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a supreme delight  i got a nice jelly fish
It took me to a store where i broke in with some teen guy and his little brother we were ransacking the place and going to split the winnings 3 way we were laughing as we walked out of the store after trashing it
Next i went to a gay store where i bought some urban chav designer scally clothing that look is mainly athletic and urban but bright colours, there is alot of chavs these days walking around
I tried on some Bermudas and loved em and bought a few jackets with furline trim but they were just effin hawt so i bought em for sure, i was sad that the clothing store had to close so i quickly bought the clothes and ran out

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Tempting fate
Yet looking my enemies square in the face
Wanting to ascend but having to talk to people that killed jesus
LoL
You see these types all over and they will gladly sell their souls
to remain fattened for one more week
rather than go with the uncomfortable notion of hunger
nobody will bring you enlightenment
you have to find it for yourself
in this very moment i hope i enlighten you
for what else is there ?
-          Shaun A. Delage




merry xmas from the churchhhhh of teknooooo


dogpaw





The inherent sadness that each of us carries with us
Some of us have a small amount of sadness and others are carrying a tremendous burden
The hive mind is aware of how much trauma we all carry and keeps layering it on even more
What a world, i am aware of some of the sadness that my community carries in a silent war
Everyone i see online in the gay community alludes they are HIV +
I am not aware of the exact numbers but it would be considered a pandemic by our standards which i don’t understand the whole swine flu thing when a few dozen get it in our city and the outcry
Mind you here now we have the most horrible culling in human history by the elites taking place and one i was almost neuro programmed into taking as a reality
They want us dead and they are figuring out methods to target communities and kill
That essentially brings a level of enlightenment to a being and i am aware of my own level of dissatisfaction within the gay community and i know i am better off being somewhat of a non sexual person lately
It will be odd to be here 20 years down the road after the major crisis has passed and millions more of our brothers and sisters we have lost in the fight and mind you it targets the gay men specifically but there is other people that catch it
While i may appear as being a prude or something for being disinterested in sex with random people i am way better off thinking of the diseases you can get simply through fluid exchange
Then i think of the war on our people that nobody wants to point a finger at and this surprises even me, that essentially the finger is pointed at the people that catch the disease when it should be pointed at the elites who cast the disease out on us
There is war all around and it is picking your friends and neighbours off one by one, it is a war that prefers not to be named ...so i say the longer you learn to temper your cravings the better off you will be. When you are the last remaining people on the planet that reserved your love for your beautiful and shining soulmate or nothing at all
I think sometimes of the sadness i hold and then i live back into the present moment but without the attachment to the past there is nothing so it is wise to go there sometimes to recollect and remember
Me i remember walking around town in a vivid surrealism with this beautiful man with a chain of bells and we both going to a houseparty and doing a cap of E and dancing together in love
Skipping over the border to go see him
And then boom the seriousness and the causality of our union of love hit and it is something i may never recover from, who could recover from almost dying ?
Not many get to go through that
But i enjoy life and to be able to enlighten myself as to the true nature of my own existence here
I don’t feel i have a war to wage , i just feel that when there is invisible enemies that stay hidden this is where we have a nasty argument for enlightenment
I figure it is wise to ascend past all beings on earth
And to evolve past all known celestial evolution and to start thinking universally rather than in a singular or an earthen bound self and this is where much of my faith belongs too
Not based in earthbound cults or worship of nature or people
My faith rests in universal theory and wisdom being able to penetrate the earth and find you and fill your body with universal wisdom
Because essentially what is earth based religions but alot of stuff we don’t understand and why begin to understand it you cannot nobody can, it is made to be like that
I am troubled by the blindness of Catholicism people don’t even know what they are involved in and they have literally no idea what is being talked about then you have the eating of the blood and body of Christ and it is no secret that this faith belongs to another dimension altogether
Mind you i come from a catholic family........ and the other end of the spectrum is wicca and other extremes so not anything i want to be involved in so i rest solely in hyper reality of universalism
Mind you i don’t really make it readily known i am a reverend and a doctor
And i am pondering applying for my masters and my phd in universalism but that is another blog post all together lol
I just feel i may have an appropriate amount of universal wisdom inside my spirit as afforded my being and the causality of my spirit and nothing else really matters be it peoples impressions of me or their vibes because as a sister faith i have the church of techno and that lays in a whole balance of melding of religion and it is funny the amount of triviality when people sign up for universal life church thinking it is a purely Christian organization
Oh how they run away in fear when they find it is a universal based faith
Many cannot begin to ascertain universal wisdom and that is most troubling in today’s society
So i ask why they have gone to the other end of the spectrum of applying to faiths or cults of people they know nothing about and partake in rituals they know nothing about and call that substance?
The very few religions on earth were created by the same people that profess this love of god because they created him which is profound not only because they know they created this image but because we actually took the bait
There are some faiths that are fringe that are somewhat useful
But i always say it is wise to take your knowledge from all avenues of the spectrum rather that devote your soul into one causality
It is funny the vast amounts of people that belong to Catholicism and believe that if they give their money over and repeat the mantras and forget about being kind just repeat the mantras you will go to heaven
They literally forget about being kind to others in the process that they let this hyperdimensional reality take form in their being and they cause them to go further and further down the route of complete ignorance all the while being able to recite the only name they are aware of that has any substance which is amen ra and this they don’t even know because how could they? They have not devoted their lives to figuring out the truth or the essence of the matter they have devoted their lives to accepting their reality as a reality and doing what they are told and walking down a path that others lead for them
They believe that while they go to church on Sunday and take part in mass ritual and give their money over and eat the flesh of Christ that they too will be saved by the promisary note of the salvation of Christ. What the faith did was attach to the various forms of familiarity within all of us and the actual hacked dreamstate and the magic of the dark arts and made it into a substansive mainstream ideology
I don’t sit here claiming to be an occultist while debasing mainstream religion either i am speaking from an ordained viewpoint and this would seem a bit off for some people hahaha
While i could be considered an occultist for my hidden wisdom and my inherent nocturnalism and my history of trauma and abuse and torture in this realm
I attach to the side of divinity in all matters and finding out the truth and where i am going and that is to ascend past this dimension and essentially receive my next incarnation elsewhere and out of humanity itself because i want to go to a species that is somewhat enlightened and telepathic and has everything figured out
That is my hope and i don’t want to descend into a lower realm god no so i make every choice with this perception of evolution and no matter how deep i have gone into causality and bringing those into view for my inherent torture here
I only want to evolve and not parrot others views , this quality in me essentially makes me an enemy of the state and of the earthbound faiths.
Many are not comfortable in the world of hidden knowledge and i speak mainly of the knowledge of the ascended ones inside of you and that is constantly being revealed to a lucky few that are deserving
People need substance and a visual and auditory sensation to believe the intellectualism is real and in this they find discomfort with psychic insight and work heavily to shut down those pathways believing it is the tool of the devil and that is unfortunate but inherently their choice if they wish to shut down those pathways to universal wisdom, because the truth is never easy ...it never will be and it will never be packaged into something sweet like what is being brought forth in the mainstream these days.
If you are on a hunt for answers this place may help you and guide you and recode you to figure out your essence and in that i find my most spiritual calling the hidden nature of the world and in that i find you may find your enlightenment at least to be able to relate with somebody that has made mistakes and has the qualities of humanity imbued in their soul for you to observe – to some it is a comforting scope to receive enlightenment from a person displaying actual verifiable human qualities because that is rare given the amount of programming into alien hidden communication that exists all around us even in your most familiar dealingz.
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I ask my guide to show me the way what i get is a nice delight a nice skunk, now these are the cutest creatures on earth i have to say lol
It took me to a lake path where i stumble on two guys wanting sex and i go to their cabin and i started to undress and i am like ok well i am ok with everything but anal and they said you thought you could get away that easy one was over 12 inches they started becoming forceful and i had to defend myself amidst the madness i kicked around an agents earpiece they were very hot guys but they had no souls and they insisted i get super high and drunk
Next the skunk took me to a room where i was chilling out with some people and a guy was taking a bath in the middle of the room and the water kept overflowing the one girl gave a computer a virus which i was trying to master fixing like starting the comp in safe mode a bunch of weird images started playing on the computer that started broadcasting into reality in the room such as a series of bad transvestites and movies that were ancient and trippy and weird music that was like high pitched chirping but done all kewt sorta seemed to be noway i could think of to master this virus
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Wandering the realm
Wanting to be apart of it
Yet cast out as an exile
This is where i rest
Exiled
In a virtual hacked sphere
Bring enlightenment
And virtual pants to the masses
Who wants their character to walk around without pants
Brrrr
-          Shaun A. Delage

forecasted future



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You understand that humanity is in jeopardy when people are referring to themselves as a corporation or all they can relate to is a corporate identity outside of themselves
This is a troubling notion not only because it is believed that you are a corporate being in relation to the numbers on your birth certificate according to maritime law
and the corporate identity afforded with your name on capital letters ........so to attach to other corporations would seem a silly notion. Just endless amounts of corporate identity pervading all known consciousness. In a sense corporate intrigue
Very much so as well i believe that when you are a cultist you have the option to change your name to a title denoting your entitlement as a sex abuse mason or a rapist or a guru etc and your corporate identity to operate as such within all confines of earthbased law. if you are unaware of entitlement how could you begin to oppose such jurisdiction.?
Many are troubled by their inherent humanity with slavery and such and nobody can begin to understand how to release the vast amounts of magic associated with their being
Things like health difficulties and other events manifest themselves into this hell based reality and impose onto your being
Much of humanity is lived in glorification to those that release their being to the cults that run the earth
Mainly cultist mindset is one of the oldest entitlements on earth
In some ways i could be considered somewhat of a cultist mindset myself . ...but i choose to relate in ways that are antithetical to the mainstream ideology
Why do what everyone else is doing?
My main strength lies with ascension.  Why would i join a secret fraternity built in glorification to people i know nothing about that threatens mutilation if i divulge their secrets? I know in my last life as a cultist that i wanted a way out. The only way out unfortunately was another incarnation but yet they still try and target me and literally have used every trick in the book to ensnare me through other entities and codewords ...This is not free will ....this is not freedom of choice and i wonder of those that are locked into this ideology do they even know how much they suffer?
Mind you i am quite silly, i don’t sit and obsess about this all day long much of my reality is spent in fractalized shards of reality my day constantly ticking into a basis of fact that rests in each reality so i have essentially 20 personalities that i step into ....Much of my other life would not sit comfortably with my passive anarchism and much of my realities when they mix appear as being a systematic corruptive fate
So the only way out was to step into another incarnation as meh... yay... here i am ...I wanted a way out of the darkness and to enlighten others of the rather stigmatic reality and life lessons of belonging to such a religion that you nothing of and a body or vessel you know nothing about.
When your whole religion basis itself in hunting down petty thieves and other sinners for their ‘crimes’ and making them pay, i think we have a little bit of a situation that needs to be addressed here
Not only should i bring up that financial crimes are an elusive crime which can be proved to be NON existent without the capitalist system in place so therefore anything in relation to theft is technically illusion and with those charged with these crimes are technically warriors against capitalism
But i also argue that people with the mental illness of theft in their actions are also being used as tools of the luciferian mind to achieve their soul being entrapped and ensnared for their supposed crimes.
They are of a certain vibration and that vibration is easily taken over and they are guided into their crimes by the very nature that wishes for them to be lead into these secretive cults and furthermore eye argue through the basis of ritual magic that these earthbased cults are the ones responsible for most of those tagged with the titles of their crimes
I have made it very clear who is responsible for my inherent criminality and thanks to the powers that be for releasing that in me, but there is still the satanic network that hunts me for those crimes and it takes alot of courage and love for oneself to practice a sense of responsibility in ones actions
The sadness that envelopes the earth and nobody has any idea the actual numbers of people vs cultists there is in existence on earth ....This will be kept secret. And in relative theory it is somewhat paradoxical as well in my case a person can literally be surrounded by the ideology and the threats
So you would be made to feel like your the only singular free soul for hundreds of miles ...I search the net in my hometown for traces of humanity and let me tell you i find virtually none at all ...But i am also in queen victorias city the capital city of british Columbia and the polarity witchcraft capital of the world
Luckily i am somewhat safe considering the amount of magic cast my way and there is this belief of enlightenment with me, above all else and there is nothing i believe in more. I don’t feel i want to do the work of the oracle it is not my job to do the work of the oracle in a sense . My job is to guide others through the paradoxes of enlightenment  and to guide them into full enlightenment rather than to guide their future.
This is a difficult task considering the magnanimity of the trauma state and the illusions present all around including in my own genres of communities i belong to. So much of earth is built up on distraction and what is the distraction ? It is casting your minds eye outward rather than inward and challenging you in a sense and training you to never have a thought to look inward and ask questions of your being and your surroundings
Much of the ideology of the world is built on distraction..With things like careers leading the way because they offer a lifetime of distraction ...And guide you further and further away from yourself and pay you to do such
It seems almost as silly as paying to give yourself cancer when you go buy a pack of cigarettes..Much of the visual programs of homelessness and the v ery poor in other countries serve the elitists and cultists as a visual methodology of control.
In fact they want you to see people eating their own feces because that visual will serve as a reminder for a lifetime of slavery onto you and complete subservience to the greater manipulation
When people try and figure out the Masonic symbols meaning and i have heard everything from sex parts intersecting to queen Victoria and prince albert understand that the symbol is not human not of this world ...it is from another dimension altogether and not one you want to be associated with.
If you are however, you want to be sure you remain in a sense of passive resistance to the ideology and support those that are not aligned with the ideology because you have the very nature of your soul you are fighting for.
If i had a nickel for everytime this mindset has actually entered my body and attempted to make me do something to achieve a causality like shutting down the church of techno i would be insanely wealthy, i would be a trillionaire by now
Much of our ‘reality’ shows instil a fear  in people not only showing you the broad range of spectrums of humanity ..you think to yourself i don’t want to end up like that person so i will work harder or you watch a carefully scripted show on a celebrity and think too much money brings more problems ....as well many celebs are involved in getting into roles that place them into a certain personification. So you unwrap layers of trust and alow the script to essentially recode your DNA
Their words literally penetrate your soul. It gives you a certain familiarity with the person and helps instil a characterization which is opposite of the being they actually inhabit. This is troubling and while some may enter your soul and shape your life this skill is essentially inhuman. Hard to see your boss as a program or your mother or your partner heck even me but that is what we all are – operating on a grid of familiarity in one of countless microprocessors on one of multitudes of microchips on one of trillions of earths and they relay to you the only way to escape or see past the illusion is to join a cult and essentially give the keys to your soul through ritual of your beings consciousness?
Also locking in the ability for your being to be able to return each night after waking in a sense with some level of familiarity ...much of enlightenment rests with your patience. Your ability to outwit those that have raced to the finish line light years ahead of you and paradoxically all they wish for is to be put back where you are, in the dark.
Much of the earths resources are illusion
There exists universal oversight that taxes the rulership of our domain of humanities use of resources so in turn you have the elite parroting the green movement and you think to yourself of course i want to save the planet who wouldn’t? When you think of it it all sounds great but what it comes down to is the very few elites being able to market their inherent angst with being overtaxed so they in turn relay it to you in forms of products and selling you entertainments which help alleviate some of the burden that they have financially but they want more...the alien taxation fee is something that will never be revealed because it threatens much of the basis of religions and the entirety of society altogether.
Much like the illusions of the organic movement that are present in such a movement, and i am in no way offsetting the benefits of eating organically...here you have hippies or incarnations based solely on promoting the values of food they know nothing about entering a vessel (the body) they know nothing about in a world they will never be enlightened into
Only to appease the few slavemasters who were looking for a way to make the food price jump 600% with little effort at all but to avoid the introduction of chemicals by the leading corporations this only gives those in power the charge they need to make more money for these products which in turn raises the planets profitability basis.
Also they were looking at an efficient  method to raise the prices of food beyond anything over the next few decades and replace our entire diet with the organic diet which will in turn cost more.
This whole argument is based in so many illusions which either side is expected to take a side and parrot endlessly the values of such an argument when nobody says your body itself is illusion that you are illusion so why eat more illusion lol it is amusing to an enlightened being because without this i would have no discourse
Based in illusions of further illusions such as cancers and the threat of death believe me, if it is your time to go it is your time to go ...not many are enlightened into the vast paradigm of humanity so they literally have no idea how to operate dimensionally or how actual enlightened beings operate and live all they have is their singular and most infantile self to relate to but who would expect them to evolve if no evolution was shown to them?
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I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a joyous delight i get a nice bat but not the average black bat but a pink bat which loved me endlessly...It took me to a drug ridden neighbourhood where i was serving food to people there was a huge staircase covered in grease that i tried to climb but it just fell on people that were standing nearby which i warned them to get out of the way ..Serving this food in this neighbourhood brought me great joy and i delighted in being able to keep these people nourished and alive for one more day.
Next the bat took me to a rave house party in a disgusting house the walls and floors were sick but there was a deejay and ravers everywhere this is the causality of the party scene the parties will keep going in secret until the end of time we will keep the party going we have too
Next i was taken to a studio where there was a show and the actors bodyguard in a car was murdered by having his neck snapped and the motion left him in such an animation that it looked like he was giving a blowjob to somebody  the bodyguard was obese although i did get to hang with the actor for a bit and we smoked a bit of 420 :P
Wandering the last remnants of humanity in this dimension
A fractal reality that doesn’t exist
It only exists in our minds
This superimposed electrical signal
Something that we cannot relate too
Something we wouldn’t figure out
Something we have no idea exists
Something there is no relation too
Something we cant see
Because our belief system wont let us
-          Shaun A. Delage

time stop



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I look at my own life as a string of happenings in a causality sphere
Yet i wonder where i rest with the earthbound justice league
Mind you given my own causality i have brought alot of this black magic onto myself and rightfully so like interdimensional travel (doing so much drugs to be able to perceive other worlds)
I essentially chose this causality and i have to live with it as being an ever presence of my life
I don’t picture myself as any specific title but something irks me to this day...that i was almost involved in dark hell based sex magic to achieve what? Well to have the trinity sex that i was supposed to have in the tower with the mason and the lomax i was due to have my soul swapped
There would have been an eternal soul swapping and essentially the magic needed to carry out a war on the general human race
Me being a stupid 19 year old i had no idea that what i was going through would have been an initiation into the mystical schools and i am willing to give credit that my twin, lomax may have had no idea as well but this essentially is the trickery of the system
It places people before you that you would never guess have any role in things like black magic, murder, sacrifice, cannibalism etc.. To you, you are looking at somebody gentle, kind, a bit of a jerk but otherwise too soft to be involved in anything like this
While i was almost tempted in the ultimate in gay temptations and the object of much gay porn the idea of twins or brothers going at it i cant ignore that i was a naive lil bugger and i needed subliminal signs to realize that i was being tricked into something i possibly couldn’t have left
Now i am here without any illustrious nature to my soul and the only thing i want to do at this point is slow down my life to the point where i am able to analyze the causality i have been through and essentially not involve myself  in any more hidden rituals
Thankfully much of this madness has slowed down the past 8 years but in a world without time the causalities are happening all around me.
I see multiples of this situation in towers such as the spot penthouse loft with 666 in the postal code  in each city and it allows darkened hell magic to repeat a situation where there is required alot of interdimensional magic to achieve the end result.....
if i was given a clear directive of course me and any other being would deffo not partake in any such mystical incestuous sex ritual ....
I see my captivation piece as a sole entity to be able to base the church of techno and its inherent beliefs on not only because of the people named but the ability to resist the madness instituted on a singular mind within the matrix and at least have one sole being that many can direct their energy to, a verifiable entity that is in resistance to being tricked and brought further into illusion
In this i find a tru basis for the virtual realm of the church of techno, Millions of lines of code are able to be downloaded with techno along with putting yourself in a disassociated state able to input even more intellectualism without getting irked with angst of sitting in the same spot for 4 hours
Techno beats specifically those found on the official stations of the church of techno exist as a mainstay to be able to intellectually input vast amounts of information as well as perform many tasks needed to achieve enlightenment
Much was done to snuff out techno from becoming a tool of global enlightenment with the recent sacrifice of over one hundred people being crushed to death in Germanys love parade under a stone bridge and there is no secret that ravers are the most hunted on the planet at this very moment
Yet the enlightenment is going to take over no matter how tough they try and snuff us out
This music is the future of the next 1000 years possibly the next 10,000 years in a sense of relative futurism
Those that ignore techno or have a distaste for it are generally those that should not be trusted lol
Funny to say this because most don’t ‘mind’ techno but the true enlightened masters of techno listen to it 5 hours or longer a day and this achieves a certain level of enlightenment allowing the music to be perpetually in existence in your soul so that if the sound is ever shut off you can access vast amounts of techno streams playing out all around you even in your very DNA
It also allows you to hear algorithms of a celestial sense  and allows you to listen to the very music that aliens in other galaxies obsess about and with honour teach others in the galaxy through telepathy to institute on the masses
So they may have beings that can crush ravers 100 at a time and stop one of the greatest tools of enlightenment from taking over....what they are scared of is the bars and nightclubs being switched from boozed out alcohol laced entities feeding off soul energy to xtacy dimensional enlightenment blurring causality and existentialism
And in this we have the true nature of the church of techno, and it resides in each and every one of us
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I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a wonderful surprise i get a nice ferret
It took me to a store where i saw these sandwiches that were like childrens toys pinwheels and they were only $4 each so i sat down and showed my ass by accident to two guys and one pointed at a turnip and he wanted me to try that lol but a lady sat down next to me that was a man woman eunich of sorts with a beard
Next the ferret took me to a house like a retreat where i was told to go outside and there was a guy interested in me and i walked out past a reservoir with two food trays i was wearing as slippers so i wandered back into the house and started mixing lemon juice with chocolate in a blender somebody said to me that xmas day isn’t rare to get bombed along with ten days after
Next the ferret took me to a parliament building where i got caught setting something by security and i jacked off with =him to shut him up which he loved and i told him he would get alot of money if he stayed quiet about what i was doing there , i told him my crimes were politically motivated
Next i ran out of there with a loaded weapon total psionics style and caulked the gun and ran through traffic , everyone seemed to ignore me i could do super jumps as well
 Next i was taken to a steps outside a house where i was surrounded by girls in those beige polygamist frocks one insisted on giving me a massage and then she forced her thumb into my ass and i got up horrified ...i was going to escape them when a bunch of them took my computer and ran off which i needed because of my book on it and i was willing to pay $10,000 for it back
Suddenly a van full of more them pulled up from the church and started chasing me until i ran through the town to call police of this weird rape and theft that occurred i finally found some women that looked Italian with beehive hairdos that let me use their phone
Next the ferret took me to a road trip with two girls and a guy where they wanted to all have sex and i said no thanks just the guy and the girls got mad and so they said ok can we watch you urinate which they did and it was sorta fun but thats all that happened and we went onto a mcdonalds where you could order but you had to put old food down on the table it was pretty gross ...
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There exists a finch
On the planet
That could make your every dream come true
But the finch only sees what is present
As being an ever present reality
So it is safe to say that you can feed the finch
And hug it
But just don’t be mean to it
Or your every dream will definitely not happen
Due to the power of the finch
-          Shaun A. Delage
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hex cat




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Without art essentially where would we be in the world ...
There exists a great power to stop the art mindset from developing otherwise society would be rife with performance art
In a sense some of my mental illness and psychotic outbursts could be considered performance art
From going nude at embassies and Buddhist temple and a college campus
But where does one go when you don’t understand the faculty of the mind enough to figure the self out
When your going with the perception this is performance art then you have art
But when you believe people are going to feast on your leg and the only way to get away from them is to take off your clothes at an embassy and be afforded the protection of the state or at a Buddhist temple and they will see you are a prime candidate for being a monk, because they will see you nude then place Buddhist robes on you..... then you have what is bordering a fine line from performance art to mental illness
To try and define art is one thing but to lash out a society that treated you inhumanely is another thing altogether and in a way i am a stronger person because i was able to release my anger into performance art
Likewise my anger was used and directed into forms such as criminality
And thankfully i direct that energy and my untold story in much of my art and blogging and in my book as well ,these days
Each piece tells a story and when you add in what exactly my art is, you have the meaning of art.
My art takes pics from the net and i dress them up with dimensional scope and use various forms of artistry including collage and pop art to achieve a post modern expressionism
When your an artist that is one thing but when you are responsible for the creation of an entire art movement that is another and one i love to be involved in
My art is impossible to copy
I use various graphics i collected and also made myself and bring it full on to achieve a dimensional piece
Not to mention i have about 200 times what the average artist creates
I am currently working on another instalment of dimensional male art but also on the last few chapters of my book as well which is nice
Without art where would we be?
Without colour spectrum and a dimensional mastery of the senses where would any of us go ?
As i keep going deeper into causality with this blog i am sure i may scare some or make others wonder perhaps start a few legends about who i am or what i am
Understand that what i type here is not me, i am simply a medium for expression
Some of it relates personally but also some of it relates to other dimensional sight and perception
Then you have the regular English prose stuck in here and there for familiarity
I just added some pictures to my captivation piece
It was a long time coming actually seeing some of the faces responsible for some of my madness
And they should be seen on one document
They need to be seen and a picture is worth a  thousand words
While i don’t wish ill harm on anybody i just wish to bring their being into focus where they belong and where they should be seen and so they cannot operate in the shadows anymore
Most people don’t even understand the magnanimity of where they permit their being to come into focus in present time and in some ways i wish for one person or all of them to come into contact with me and say you have it all wrong
In some ways my perception is essential and i put myself at great risk including libel for naming the people responsible for my torture
In a sense if i was to go to trial i would also be at risk to perjury and those are risks i am willing to take
While i always attest that i am willing to undergo any psychological examination attesting to my inherent torture in Canada
The powers that be don’t challenge me , the certainly don’t sue me, because there is truth in my accusations.
So i not only bring a character or a personae into focus or a conspiracy blog i also bring an art movement and without everything coming into focus there would not be a sense of superstardom or ego mania associated with my virtual incarnations.
While i have friends everywhere that will guide and protect me if needed i also say their guidance and protection is not really needed....i have worked tirelessly to bring my being into the public avenue while not seeking stardom it is happening all around.
I also put myself at great harm divulging so much but in otherways much of my life is simply going to be swept under the rug now that i am a public personae and in this i find a level of safety and comfort
If i was to keep quiet and operate in the shadows like many of my enemies i would have no standing and could easily be defeated
So i sit not only as a passive anarchist but also an artist, a suicide survivor, a poet, a gay man, a raver, a blogger, an aries, a matrix being, the one, an ex thief, and ex raver, an ex sex worker, an ex monarch slave, an ex mind control victim, i sit here not only as a friend but somebody that has lived to tell my story and that is rare ...the system usually takes care of performance artists like me quicker and in some ways it has failed the people by letting me evolve so much
And evolve i will
Not only do i threaten my country in entirety as a metis warrior against an occupied territory.... i also stand united with my brothers and sisters against enslavement and i stand united with the philosophical notations of my being as being an ever presence
I stand as somebody here with battlescars and the damaged soul needed to carry on with a shattered life but also as a member of the resistance
To resist what ?
Resist this madness enveloping all around us at great speed
Resist my country being taken over by cultists
Resist my continent being run by sadists
Resist my being being slaughtered alive in the public forum
Resist torture
Resist pain
Resist unintellectual thought
And in this we have a certain universalism
For there is nothing higher than universal thought and law above all else
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I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a satisfying surprise i get a nice mink
It took me to the middle of a city where i got the idea to make rave pants with faux fur and then i had to correct myself, like i already made rave pants they just be digital i was sitting round with a family in a moterhome and the mom said her life was in danger
Next the mink took me to a forest where a class went on a camping trip and brought some fake jewellery one necklace looked like an insect necklace with a diamond in the middle and a girl was wearing several watches everyone was arguing over a play they were going to do
Next the mink took me to a huge house where hundreds of secret service were coming out on mopeds and politicians were standing on the lawn and i wanted to shout out to them who here is the biggest crook ...i looked in the driveway and saw a super stretched SUV truck limo that had green detailing
Next the mink took me to a very modern hospital where i was wandering around and the girl i was with took me to a cafe called “benji G’s” the hospital itself was very new
I looked around for a male washroom but they were all female ones from what i could see
I looked in the cafe and it had a dish of onion rings with gravey in a buffett and they were going to give away $500 giftcards

Where in the world am i
Yes i reside here
Almost next to you
But in an omni presence
Because there is one of us
Rather than being not connected at all
Where is one but a few next to each other
Standing strong
Standing still
There is life amidst a self of trauma
There is a world outside our own
Have faith and the answers
Will find you
And embrace your being till the very end
-          Shaun A. Delage 



tough type



Much of the world exists without enlightened dialogue, many people you meet are just carrying out inherent programming of the system and behind a veil of a dozen programmers for each person we lay with the quagmire of independence
Many exist as a whole being and it is fortunate but for the most part you deal with people on a level of being approximately 75% programmed nature and this can be troubling to deal with
And much of the interactions i deal with are heavily concentrated in a sense that i am of about 15% programmed intent in my life thanks to media and other influences but for the most part i have charged myself with reprogramming my own nature and resist the notion of having a dozen people behind the scenes controlling my every move
Mostly there is no place for mysticism or enlightened dialogue or anything relating to philosophy of any sort in society and here we have societies greatest flaw that it has been dealt with in such a manner that most aren’t permitted freedom of association with their more creative sides
Mind you it is not doubt in my mind all of humanity is hacked to a certain degree and i pass through the matrix every few weeks when i am not introverted and i am heavily sensitive to the vibrations out there
The only safety i have is not being constantly programmed by other people and their energies and working to attain that spiritual self takes skill when you yourself even see Buddhism, the most enlightened sphere of thought on earth to have some serious and grave flaws that nobody seems to want to interject or even visually play them out in their mind.
My inherent Buddhist qualities are not in question since i believe i have evolved past any theological inclination and for me to belong to an ism or cult would bring serious distress with rules such as shaving ones head or not being able to stand while urinating not eating after noon and no talking etc.
It would seem that like they have a pharmaceutical for every supposed flaw on earth they also have a religion or belief for any seeming flaw.
I have found a new nature which is in the esoteric schools and i don’t see myself particularly as a mystic more of a philosopher
While nice to attach to ideologies i also see myself as being very keen and enlightened so i go where ever my mind is needed for the time being
This may be the case but there is a level of societal imprint on me that is somewhat hacked. In ways i am not able to lead a normal life so i lead my life in relative protest
My mind operates on a completely different level other than the ritualistic method of 9-5 and Monday to Friday mode. I seriously have issues trying to mould into society and am left with not much else in my scope other than a belief in enlightenment and an inherent attachment to divinity and the universal wisdom inside all of us
Not belonging to a serious darkened sphere nor a bright white light sphere i see myself somewhere in the middle without the inherent duality that is engrained into each of us.
This duality is present in everything we do from rich to poor to left to right hand night and day and even down to our bodily functions
This deep and interlocked ism into our mind has serious flaws because it forces us to be either black or white   day or night etc
There is nobody i am aware of that is nocturnal perhaps only 1 or 2 people for about a few KM that are not in a drunk or drugged state so of course i am living with some level of abnormality
Living life in a sense of an enlightened being without faith brings added stress and issues but none i cant overcome. The only method i am aware of to deal with a lifetime such as this is patience and to be able to see past the present moment.
Many of us possess degrees of sadism inside of us, in fact all of us have this level of sadism from working out to being able to study to being in a job you hate to having to go to surgery right up to sexual pleasure and other things like masochism and the Satanism that seems to run the earth.
it is in this notion of sadism we find the entire scope of societal functioning. With only very sporadic bits and bursts of enlightenment or pleasure mixed in with a for the most part sadistic place to live.

Lately i have been fiercely introverted and in a state of deep study and introspection
This may be the case for quite sometime until i can figure out how deep into causality i am going
When you wake up to find a lamp that has been unplugged while you sleep and KNOW it wasn’t you
You know and innerstand that things are happening and there is in a sense a position within the system to stop you in your very tracks because you threaten the basis of your entire country let alone the entire system everyone works to build on a daily basis and in this the people that are locked in find an inherent hatred for your being for attempting to resist the madness
They don’t completely understand your being like you do as a person
The deeper I go into myself the more i analyze and much has been done by the psychological operations of my last relationship to make me believe that i am nothing, that i am simply some slut or whatever lol who knows
I know that in essence my nature is regulated within the tag name of my province “Supernatural British Columbia” My nature as well many are angered by being a new millennium fractalized Christ of course because nobody wants anything to do with you and everyone has a distaste for your embodiment even those that are supposed to have an alignment to your soul which i find particularly troubling and have no basis of self because of it
Then i add in the belief that i am not actually human, that i am a hybridic multiple that was bred in the trauma state to belong to the trauma state and perpetuate that trauma on others
why would i want any involvement in a society that i know nothing about locked into a being i know nothing about it just simply doesnt make sense to me and i know there are others that are just as confused although the illusion keeps layering on and on to make you walk away from introspection and enlightenment to an almost vengeance to the self and to the mind
Yet i resist and yet i don’t want anything to do with this life if i don’t even believe i am present
Kind of funny to think of myself as not existing but that is the nature of my being
Society has literally vilified and tortured me to a point where i am unable to operate normally in society so i choose to have no involvement in such a society
I don’t think or believe that i will be nailed to a crucifix thanks to the human rights laws but that is all relative
In a sense i have been sacrificed already and have already died and here i am still living it confuses even me, but one thing i am aware of is that if i was to be left a few more moments in my sacrifice i would have died and would have been lost to this dimension altogether
While not wanting to attach to anything darkened yet i thrive in darkness seems paradoxical
I barely go out in daytime and even then i feel odd
So it is nice to take my intellect from many avenues and just live in the enlightenment of what the creator wants me to do and what the creator wants me to see and in that i find a gift of the most karmic beauty because most people are so helplessly locked into the system it is unbelievable
Most go through university and get 40 books a year for their studies. Yet i sit here after downloading approximately 800 with thousands more on the way
I don’t know if i will get to read them all but it is nice to have in my field of vision in case i want to figure out my inherent nature a little bit more and the secrets of those that have left us and will never be back because their mystery has walked on into other realms to repeat their inherent gifts.


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deeper into causality we go, i am warning you now lol
I am aware of my own inherent programming in the matrix when i think fondly of the blog post quite a few months back when i talked of a dream i had of sai baba and then i ate some lettuce and it was pretty gross and caused me to choke and needless to say the meeting never happened
I thought of myself as a sai baba devotee but have no direct connection to him or worship him in any way and this is funny to me because i am reminded of my interactions with the hippy troupe i detail a few weeks prior in my posts. I was introduced to this regional royalty sex cult and actually met my last partner of almost 7 years through them and while i don’t discount any dealings with my partner i love him to this day while believing i was apart of an advanced militaristic RCMP psychological operations
Where i was apart of a ritual of the RCMP officer being inducted into the RCMP and this was a strange sight but something i accepted. Anyways the hippy troupe programmed the inherent sai baba program into me with the shahee warner character being a devotee of the baba and they essentially lured me into this mini cult and tried to make me sexually abuse people which of course i declined but given my own trauma state they did not understand this quality in me, the fact that i don’t feel the need to perpetuate abuse on others
Only enlightenment..and this flies in the face of all known psychiatric circles as being an illusion
because i am an anomalous being that does not want to perpetuate illusion only evolve past my inherent programming. I was introduced to a reiki master who made me dinner and she was a devotee of the baba and had his picture up all over her apartment. I was also programmed by many people of this hippy cult which included some strange eunich from costa rica and an obese photographer and i mentioned this estarte character with the two girls who the whole cult was ritually abusing and throwing on people to abuse
Just the simply fact that they wanted me to abuse these girls was a horrifying thing i deal with to this day and i detail it quite a few weeks ago in my post hippy boi. While i attach to hippy idealism i tend to get freaked out by anything hippy related like natural clothing and organics and hippy ideals...while i argue that the mode of life you should attach to is simply loving and not being apart of a genre of people that attach to any singular ideal or faith. I was also introduced to much of the regional royalty after this point including being introduced to my genetic twin and others including the master shriner mason who said “and how is craig(shahee)”
While i find it difficult to live with the concepts of somebody that MADE me attempt suicide working in a restaurant with my namesake i also find it equally as disturbing to find that this other ex took the first three letters of my first name and reinvented himself from CRAIG to SHA-HEE...Then equally as strange is my love of my life cheated on me with this guy but thankfully we are still friends to this day which i value but of course i have freely given him this blog address and i feel it is my right and freedom to openly and publically discuss this causality in my life masked in black magic...While i want him to understand that i am not out to perpetuate hatred rightfully so i am able to speak about this in the open ...this is what the mistakes he has done to me has brought up, but in no way do i want to submit somebody to cruelty only the words that will bring my public domain life into focus ....because i am not involved in secrecy like those who seemingly attest ownership over my soul. while it is my directive to remain friends and nurture that friendship i also must bring this part of us into the public forum but i as well want to remain somewhat respectful of his privacy considering the immense karmic love he has shown me, and in that i find the divine nature of his being and recognize those qualities in him....so to say it simply i respect the jerk lol and since therapy is being denied to me with hatred by the system so i am left with only one option available and that is to continue to become enlightened amidst a personae riddled with mind control, abuse, and bloodline mystery and other things i am being left in the dark about. Many may ask well you are the last that should be telling others what to do
I argue that i am the leading forefront to initiate a belief system to the masses based on my recovery from the trauma state and to help others believe that they too as well can recover with the methodologies i have documented including advanced interdimensional travel and other causalities of my bloodline which i know is very strong with certain vibrations and in a sense all i seek is enlightenment above all else.  Believing you are enlightened is one thing but becoming and breathing enlightenment is another issue altogether
It is tough being me, and leading the church of techno because of the hypocrisy of mainstream religions and anybody that calls themselves a church is branded with some nasty entitlement thank you to the darkened beings for taking both sides of the polarity and demonzing all angles of the spectrum. While i attest to being a real being, i also have my own inherent programming and manipulation i am constantly fending off. Including my dreamstate being hacked approximately 20% of the time which i articulate very well here as well
I make mistakes like you and in this i find comfort that i may relay myself in an open manner that leaves me open to quite alot of spiritual attack and a certain level of spiritual war in place because i have been tagged as “the one” just like the matrix movies ..This is based on a myriad of disturbing occurances in my life as documented in my trauma document “captivation” It is my only wish to be a medium for enlightened dialogue and one that the other side wants and needs you to hear. To be a porthole for interdimensional travel and to be a revealing source of Masonic secrets due to my last incarnations in the eastern star faith...While troubling as a last life to be a female mason and the highest embodiment of female lineage and illustrious inner dialogue i can say i have welcomed a plethora of magic into my life based on this last incarnation and quite possibly others before it with the introduction of the Cleopatra consciousness into my being as detailed in some of the highest rituals of the eastern star cult...This is why i have been targeted and literally butchered alive and framed and attacked and lead around like a character in the sims (very much like the recent arrest of my criminality twin a few miles away in seattle "Colton harris moore") as the canadian super thief with the conspiracy of my criminality leading all the way up to HRH Queen elizebeth the second as detailed in my captivation piece in occurance to a dimensional walkabout that occured on the grounds of the empress hotel when i was a youth and through the commonwealth games where i was apart of an advanced alien interdimensional ritual of criminality that instituted my inherent law breaking nature with an interlocking curse in which i hopped the security rope and walked only a few people behind the queen in her walkabout after some other people did the same and it was an advanced reptile ritual and it all had symbolism and prime minister cretien was there along with PRINCE philip as well - when the queen got in her motercade i was left standing there virtually alone and wondered what the hell occured and that event spawned an almost quarter million dollar crime spree at that specific hotel which went on for almost a year with nobody working to stop me because it was observed and it was detailed but nobody ever intervened because this was something that i was afforded in the ritual ....it all occured in the city i currently reside in (the witchcraft capital of the world-along with the Netherlands) VICTORIA BC Canada...so when your federal police force makes a supreme allegiance to Her majesty the Queen and her heirs above all else don’t you think we have a little bit of a conflict of interest? At the very least a paradox to say the least...The Buddhists state that you need a male incarnation to achieve enlightenment and *shrugs* here i am hehe
So the only thing i am left with is enlightenment with many people being given in the moment advanced psychological information about who i am and who I inhabit as i believe it has something to do with the ‘demolay’ spirit as articulated in freemasonry...
people would call me names if i told them that i am aware of the Queen mother reincarnating into the body of kate middleton the future bride of prince william our heir to the throne here in canada but this would be a brutal slap in the face of any monarchist and brings the argument of intergenerational hybridic incest to light
neways enough of that madness lets talk about meh ....hehe
I am left in a rather shy and cautious incarnation i spend about 97% of my waking life on the internet thanks to the simple fact that the internet domains themselves are regulated and observed by the highest degrees and incarnations possible while the rest of the lower echelons of secrecy could not even begin to fathom how to articulate the enlightenment of the digital era
So much of us are left on various sites and connected via a certain level of etheric cables
My only route is enlightenment and in this the church of techno is an infant church with one sole leader and approximately 30 followers a week with about 250 others that peek in as well.
The church of techno exists in those that enjoy techno music and the official radio station of the church of techno is DI.FM techno channel
As a virtual incarnate i also operate on various other identies including Raver Xeno and Shaun Zeno along with Shaun Delage, Shaun A. Delage, Rev. Shaun Delage, and Rev. Dr. Shaun Delage
Some argue like my ex bf (who resists being set free, but enjoys my company nevertheless)
That how could you be a doctor with a degree online bought for $20
And others like my mother argue that how could you be a reverend with no church
I simply say that a mothers job is to inspire her children lol
Many don’t understand me, like the bank teller i met today
Whenever i go to the bank my titles come up on my account like REV DR. Shaun Delage
So they must laugh because i look like i am 15, almost feline and i walk in with urban chav/scaly clothing on and i try and spill out a few sentences to no end
They must wonder where my church is and all of that
It is funny
Only a few of those in my familiarity are aware of my ministry with my family operating in the dark and many think i am somewhat of a fraud or a liar which i find funny given the amount of trauma in my family that allows them to perceive things as being abnormal
I always see others as having shades of the 54 spectrum or 54 different personalities.
I have also detailed how i was almost kidnapped into the cult of vipassana
With two teachers on boxes and meditation courses around the world by SN GOENKA
What a scary world we live in
I have no idea where i am going
Many are the same
A month flies by in an instant for somebody that doesn’t operate in time
The only way to go is up
So the point of this discourse is to help you understand that i don’t hold any theological aspirations other than being ordained into universalism by the universal life church which preaches about universal wisdom and to only do that which is right and is not a Christian organization of any sort and non denominational. I have received an honorary degree in divinity as i told you earlier.
I would not have any standing with the impression of divinity in my soul or being ordained as a minister in universalism without any degree of divinity or universal knowledge in me.
I am a non orthodox Buddhist as well
Other than that i feel that my own inherent trauma state affords me a level of supernaturalism and surrealism which is afforded many gurus but i am not here to make money nor lead you into doing things or make you think a certain way nor am i going to perform any miracles or subscribe to any sort of faith, dogma, or ritual
I am simply here to articulate universal wisdom and help others escape from the trauma state we all live in


*winkz*