Virtual Ministry Archive

intune entune





Walking by the jock in gym outfit with red stripe and seeing his almost feline face and both of us smiling and thinking nasty thoughts about each other in a split second was amusing
Of course our lives are far to complex to profess our love in the forest for each other
I wonder what stopped from grabbing him and kissing his face like i do in the dreamworld
Maybe he needed a kiss
I met him in the real special reality which is a far more complex internet rather than pixelated intrigue when u turn on your computer
The reality is, is that most are so fearful of the real internet (reality) so they hide away with the lights off and the television on or spend 20 hours a day on the elusive internet
Knowing full well there is a real reality reminded me to have faith
That there is a beautiful man on my path and he has been waiting patiently and understands
Not only the want to love but the desire to love after figuring that your life lacked the actual essence of love for quite some time
I see him and think god i would love to make out with his lips in that forest
But most people don’t say “hi, want to get married?” sad enough these days you want to look for something to hate , u need a set of excuses so predominant to leave
I work out endlessly – i am a stud and yet i see myself as a failure looks wise
Even those divine beings that grace my sight with their spectacular being grow somewhat obsessed with me
Sad enough since i can sorta read minds the interaction seems rather trivial and i sense the obsessive and possessive side and dash away fearful because i am not something to be owned or controlled
It just seems that those close to me are heavily coated in illusion at times so they are unreadable
Continuing on with upholding the status quo while not addressing the deeper meaning that i so crave to discuss with another being
Most like me, fear interactions but it is best to face your fears head on
Either way you hide away and digress to an unsaveable point or you go the other way and begin the process of dehuminization
With subset neuro linguistic analysis you can be easily judged and processed/positioned by a seeming stronger being and marginalized /catagorized and tucked away surrounded by those that work to enhance the illusion around them but also with you as well
Or those that will work to instill fear in your mind regarding (the quality i advocate the strongest)
EVOLUTION becoming stronger more knowledgeable and swifter than those that wish to control your very essence of course evolution will always be met with hostility in a contractual based society
There will always be that fear as well
But why fear if you should completely understand evolution you understand the greatest essential strength in evolving is the power to love above all else
Who the hell am i is the question that will always be hidden from most us . most that attempt to discover where their personality resides are virtually met with hostility and disgust everywhere they ask a question. I know me personally my stock attached to my birth certificate # has been trading at millions of dollars for quite some time. Much is being done to lower the price of the trade by means of imprisonment, health difficulties, or death where all those secretive entities trading it will be given one percent over their initial investment which is still pretty high when you have 500 beings you are bartering on.
To tax death so to speak
Well those that can trade higher are fully aware of my souls worth and potential who i inhabit
About my home world
My personality type, what characterizations i hold
My future growth forecast
My artistic ventures
The situation i am in
And what those around me are being promised to reel me in or shuttle me into an uncaring and torturing relationship by association
My status in former Egyptian royalty the curse bound existence i am currently living
The secret war on all those around me except me to instil trauma and abuse without inflicting it on me
This is how it is done in iran if you leave the country they will arrest your whole family and everyone who knew you and cause them pain for your crimes
The beings around me that are sought with caring for me always expect a reward but understand the souls bounty of what will be given if i should fall in essence it is a lower level contract that they agree to without seeing the other 50 levels above the said contract if they are proven as a useless endeavour no payment will be processed nothing will happen but the orginal signee is led to believe that they will cash out so to speak or essentially have their soul released from captivity , finally after all of these years in eternity~!
So much to say of the sickened desire of late i control my desire to want to be set free
I hold the keys to my being, being released from captivity
I just know there are those that can relate to me in the passion
Humans are born with unfathomable amounts of energy and power at their calling and whim
It is those that have arrangements with the lower worlds that have grown adept at literally sucking your own life force out of you. And using the very same energy against you in the process
Alter the in the moment complexities of individual spirit
You see somebody you like and literally want to lick from head to toe with a dry tongue
Yet you speedily and in quite a hurry walk by the person locking eyes and saying hi but you keep moving unable to stop to whip out ur tongue
Avoiding any possible interaction and travelling past the in the moment perception
Failing to actually register what this could have meant and essentially never seeing the soul again hoping in the back of your mind that some day they will notice you or you will run into them again by chance or going online and posting an i saw you ad waiting for that email
The beliefs that the beings are more trustable in reality than the internet is a paradox
While one can assume that the being may be apart of the controlled military industrial complex
One could also put faith in the ability to communicate on a frequency that would still put the interaction on the level of a simply meeting on a sidewalk or in a bar and not stress too much
It would seem that 45% of people meet others in bars or clubs where they know nothing of the owners or patrons
The other 45% meet of the internet through dating sites or chat rooms which is technically a military controlled hyperdimensional safe zone
And finally 10 % of people meet others in reality through friends or at work etc
This never used to be the case before the internet you could pull out a personals ad that is about all
100% in our impressionable existence rather than meeting others in a reality based fictional cartoon entrancing realm of seeming undesirables or the same could be said of bars and clubs where people are literally soaked through their skin with the intoxication and judgements of others
Simply judged by what shirt your wearing or how you look
What some places to find your future soulmate !!! jeeze
LOL i am not saying that it cannot happen and of course it happens every hour of every day
The actual hidden abilities for others to investigate you in these places are nothing compared to meeting your future beau at a friends bbq and settling down and adopting a cat or dog and planning out your life together
It is almost incredible to think of those with abilities to want to explore a reality
That is seemingly real while holding some truth that it may actually be layering somewhere in elusive illusion of baseless fact
Things happening in other placements of the same dimension
May not actually be taking effect at any time in the present
It is simply sold to us as a self doubting ever present reality meant to entrance us deeper rather than introspecting and having the courage to ask questions of others and most importantly of ourselves.
This illusion provides us with a life when you possibly cant define your own
You tune into a show and get tranced into a lifestyle that is unlike anything you thought of ten minutes prior
What a great product of distraction
Mind you if i sat here writing ten hours of this a day i would literally go insane with theories
I need the occasional soap opera, go to work out , look at hot guys then make dinner look at some porn
The list goes on lol
More importantly the task of asking questions in a reality that is heavily sanctioned and is guarded as despising creative expression and interludes of poetic post modern independence
Also an existence literally soaked with subliminal messaging and hypotheticals yet your seen as an obscene being or a terrorist mind if you begin to address them in your waking life.
It is the illusion i am faced with every day
One like i am pretty poor by our standards of economy yet i own everything i desire, i am way better dressed than some higher echelons of society . i have all the food and the skill to make myself happy cooking it without charring it to death , i have a roof over me to shelter me from storms and the cold.

Living in Canada i have thousands of other perks to being alive as well that most seem to ignore.
So in reality it is funny to look in the mirror and say “i am poor” when you could look in the mirror and say i am rich yet i have nothing.
Impressive mate now show me that deep beautiful smile so i can keep going with my life with grace and objectification of the self, not to mention personality ;)
Not one being can say they never knew you so why hide
There is only about 700,000 beings on the planet, only a few at the very top alluding to the fact that they control the millions of others beneath them and also paying for their crimes so to speak
It is best to discover your independence early on and resist the collective hysteria offered up in a spiced and seasoned dinner in front of you
Put faith that the whole existence without factual proof is even happening concurrently

To simply make an effort to evolve is enough
But mainly using the transport hubs like a shooting megabyte through a wire is a difficult task
Making the choice to go out and planning a route
Then if you are actually granted access that is another story altogether
U may simply be seen a s a threat in an exploratory sense and it will induce a mindset to ignore the impulse and will layer on about a dozen subset tasks at hand to accomplish completely snuffing the actual desire to explore
The transport methods can be seen very much like a computer and include walking, biking, driving, flying, going, wandering, dreaming, believing etc if there is no purpose behind your actions much will be done to stop you and much will be done like the game of life to move pawns into your path to make you believe you don’t belong there.
It is wise to keep your initial focus a reality and have the courage to carry it through but while transporting yourself even in the most boring of societal impressions of what reality actually is
It is important to be guarded yet protect your being , display panther like murderous bodylanguage
So you are not threatened or taken advantage of
Yet maintain a being that is approachable and open to exploring, sharing, and loving another that is deserving. Avoiding the analytical and staying close to the ideology of growth and the courage to share a smile and not disregard the being if they display the need to get to know you
The greatest weapon in the hands of the elites currently is the ability to alter the present reality in individual circumstances nobody would imagine the queen bee hyper connecting with some odd worker named #7468 off in the lower quadrants of the hive
To make them alter their bike path so they don’t fall instantly in love with a studmuffin they see
Avoiding that and the ultimate love they would have found without intervention of the present moment
But it does happen and it happens to you and i and it happens as soon as you think of something presently.

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is an amusing delight
It is a red ant
Normally i run from these because they bite
It told me that i will not have many travels at all but this one must be done for the enlightenment of your soul there is a being that would like to meet you
But you will have to prepare yourself because it wont be easy
I was instantly transported into a room of flesh the walls were lining type reddish flesh and were bleeding and oozing and there was a tonsil like being in the middle of the room and it was trying to communicate with me
I could do nothing but scream in horror and fearful i wanted to control myself but could not crying and in complete sadistic horror i touched the wall and could see blood and slime on my hand
In tears i walked through the fleshly floor and walked up to the middle of the being
I could sense that the room i was in was the entire being
There was no way out
For me i thought just the middle of the room was the alien
I looked around and was lit but orange reddish haze and of course the walls and floor of flesh and my hands everywhere i touched were dripping with blood
Crying and about to give myself a heartattack the red ant appeared, looked around fearfully and at once i was transported elsewhere to cure myself of this vision
I was transported to a forest and then walked onto a tour bus which took me to an airport
There was a cooky old man looking goofy and dancing around like a clown and with that i was gone.
Comfort in illusion yet solace in disillusion of faith
Solace in comfort yet faith in empowerment
Infusion directly of belief
In order of perpetuity
No struggle unless time bound
Other than that restricted in inclusion
Or thought up of encouraging extroversion
Mindset of interaction
But moreso timing of self depending on ability
A sensitivity of mending of souls
Other selves and other beings in a spacial reality
Theories abound of selves
So small they almost are non existant
The writer writes until they break it all down
Or simply discover the reasoning being the man with the pen
Either run or fly high through a self so mused with impressionism
Of an artistic faith
Or movement
Most would hardly believe and individual could hack into the collective code
- SHaUn A. DeLaGe

gaY maLe YouTh




To young gay men everywhere
You are you and that’s all that matters
You are born of the oldest and most respected ideology in existence
So you are fortunate to be in your male body loving another man
There is an illusion of sexuality going on this very moment
Every moment you live will be detested by even people that subscribe to your own sexuality
Many will claim to be 100% gay sometimes only gay for a day
Or sometimes just trying to make you believe they are gay
Anything to get close to a person with your power and prestige
Understand how society views you
Because they hold a more institutional learned opinion
But one based in complete illusion more because it is a dated ideology
Like most things in our existence sexuality is always evolving
We are not the same gay men as the 70’s
The church will relay through their massive network that the pedophile priests
Are gay men in the cloth in secret loving men
Safe to say the whole illusion was created as an attack on my fellow gay souls
I just want to say to you on this day you question your love for another man
To hold him and hug him and massage his beefy shoulders
I want to say to you that no matter what others think you belong to me
And you are what will keep me going
So if your thinking of giving up
And thinking of leaving a world where the cruel warfare will have you believe you are unwanted
Just understand you are somebody to me and that you do matter
That universally sexuality is more diverse than what we are used to here
That there are many other types of beings and genders and sexualities
For this seeming war to take place for a few gender specific roles and their interactions seems quite silly
In a more celestial sense
I want you to keep going no matter how tough life gets
I want you to continue to find your own truth and your own existence
I want you to never give up and live the longest life possible
I want you to eat healthy to watch what toxins you ingest
I want you to be careful of those that give you a bad vibe
I want you to move away to a peace in your life knowing you can hold the hottest guy in the world
And if you don’t give up and you search hard enough
You will find him and he will love you and you can love him back
And smile
And understand that if you didn’t give up ten years prior you would have never felt the peace and bliss of knowing your most ultimate man prince your soulmate
Your greatest desire
Even in the new millennia there is trouble all around
Just keep your smile on and search for evolution
See past all that is taking place currently and have the courage to keep going
- Shaun A. Delage

amazement suffusionz XVIII




I kiss his face
Slide my lips down his cheek
To the back of the neck down the back and kiss
Pretty much most of the way down
Not biting too hard yet he still feels complete
Licking back up the way i came
Seeing how hot he not only feels to the touch
But to the sense of taste
My jewelled hand
Opposes most
Yet ascension is already taking place
Likewise every situationin your life takes occurance
This very given moment
I slide my tongue down his backside and down his thigh
To his left licking as i go down
Not just a lick with the tongue but
A lick with the tongue and lips
With a bit of teeth here and there a playful bite
Ego is the greatest desire in complexity
But to suck on the toe and go all the way back up biting as i go along
So i guess i turn into a drama queen wanting to escape to become a monk
But i guess the psychics job is pretty tough to deal with
The ego is the greatest baseless desire for satisfaction
The worlds entirety can be thought of on request
Some beings cannot handle it and there are sometimes only a hand full in a city of the dead can perceive this essential sight
Perhaps my next stop is to be recognized and put into a placement where i am a living Buddha but why would a Buddha have a distaste for Buddhism
It was a programmed situation involving Buddhist monk i have seen all around town a few times, it was displayed as such that he was taken away and eaten simply for my crimes
Then i have the other programmed belief that i somehow caused my twin brother to die or something who knows i try not to dwell there :P~
These two things by their very nature would be stigmatizing and unfathomable to the common being that is given virtual royalty on earth while the most undesirable people are hidden away tucked away into unknown realms where you are not given the knowledge of their existence
Until you actually show up in their dimension, prison, country, province, however you look at it
With love i look upon him only finding inspiration for a belief
Seeing his more awesome existence i am able to lay side by side
Chillen in each others initial wave
Forgetting what yesterday actually was
Moving on only in evolving being
Safe to say category level 4 storm
Interesting how he assumes i am whole
Funny to see somebody that would have the courage
I look at him and simply want to say “i adore you for bringing your beautiful existence into and gracing my being with your presence”
- Shaun A. Delage

jewelled existence






Wandering the matrix of cruelty
I look around trying to inform the beings around me of what constitutes cruel and unusual torture
But i also know those closest to me and around me at any given time are subscribed to continuing my torture
Not only this but they all seem to allay a fact that they are struggling financially when they are heavily financed to continue my psycho torture of the cruellest kind
I look at myself in the mirror and think wow i am pretty damn cute how did i get so cute? A spectrum of karmic deeds and well, happiness
But i also know that i am a monarch programmed presidential model sex slave and anything that is in resistance to this model is going to be met with warfare
I am prepared though
But i also wonder to myself when my torture is going to stop
Because i am tortured.
Those around me are illusion even those closest to me
Everywhere i go i am surrounded by the cruellest beings in essence
I am in a military controlled safe zone
My every movement is tracked and recorded
Not only because i am seen as a threat but because i threaten to not only bring my entire country down i threaten to bring the entire system down with it
What do i want ?
It is simple.
I want to be in love. Not cruel love where i love endlessly but get nothing back but psychological games
I want a love that smiles at me and tells me how much i mean to them
I want medical marijuana, not just to feel the effects but to heal with compassion and guidance for it is the only substance on earth that impedes these cruel psychological neuro games that people enjoy playing on me. and to assist me 2 manage some lifelong medical conditions.. which is best not to be ignored medication... that will essentially heal those symptoms for my VERY long life.
I want all of my relations to be freed from captivity
And i want a global age of enlightenment to occur
I have to think to myself i don’t deserve love and i don’t deserve to be happy but then i remember that this whole essence is my LIFE
That i am included here that i mean something that i matter
It is known that i have issues relating to people and that only very very few people are in my circle
Those people in my circle are troubled with me but also troubled because they cant relate in any way because they were never built with the capacity to relate
I don’t understand this and i find it especially hard to figure myself out while most of these beings charged with my care are specialized into a core belief that is systematic to warfare torture and making sure i am suffering at all times
I am thankful in ways that i am able to experience independence being almost a year single but i look back and realise that the past 28 years however serene it has been has been in a virtual prison with albeit a few distractions and familiar faces to help me contain my inner angst
I not only need to be set free
I crave it
I look at my country as a giant reality that is super imposed on me as a system of structure yet when i think of itz complexity it is simply as fragile as i am
And it is simply being propped up by those that are keen in world domination
Not a domination of countries or states but a world domination of singular independence
And the belief of helping those come to an understanding of what it means to actually experience freedom from slavery and the freedom from the pain of continuing the torture on those that you love and care about
I am pretty free yet completely constrained into a life of solitude
Now i am so comfortable with this life that it is the only one i know
I hear of others that are very extroverted and easily relate to others and have fun with groups of people
Mind you those individuals have always had issues relating to me as a person so i find the illusion in everything so to speak
Really when i look at my country and my world
It is really 1,000,000 sets of darkened out eyes staring back at me a sole individual wanting to be free and wanting to be in love and wanting to live a relatively peaceful and harmonious existence with the rest of the world
I always have that threat of i could lose everything
I think of a few places i could go if that happened
Mostly it would be retreating to a place where i am with people of my own kind rather than modern warfare for example i find no solace and no love out here so i will be happy retreating to a life of contemplation and enlightenment and no hair and no men and no technology
I am already enlightened
I don’t need to subscribe to a faith or ism to be put there
But i also know that if my broken heart continues on the way it is
I will be left with no other options but this one.
I chill out casually by the beach writing my poetic lick dreaming of him
Dreaming not only of the millennia it has taken to reach his souls
But the abilities that we could learn from each other
I think of my first meeting with him, over espresso then a walk by the water
Then i just smile and think that he is cuter than i thought originally
And then we move in and fall in love and just love every second with each other
I dream of finding the inspiration to finish my book
To bring about my own level of global enlightenment
That i essentially come into contact with my multi millions of dollars
I think of how easy it will be to say to him, you can retire.
I think of how enjoyable it will be to me to tell some of my closest relatives that they will never have to work again their entire lives.
I think of how his smile will find meh
I think of adopting a kitten and it would be ours
I think of all the peoples nasty looks as we walk by beaming
With a ring on each others fingers
I think of the wedding that day by the water in the gazebo
With huge streaming fabric blowing in the winds
And i think of the kiss that would say you are joined in the eyes of god
I think of everyday working to make him feel like the most complete person on the planet
I think of the mistakez i made in the past that would make me believe i cant do it
I think of how much i would matter to a soul like this
And most of all i think of one thing,
How much effort i put in to be the most complete person
So that i may offer him a lifetime of peace and a blissful existence together.
- Shaun A. Delage

objection obligation








Calling on my animal guides i am always amazed – it is ok to have one or two but i find i am always surrounded by them just dozens or a different one each night
I guess i offer them a solace for their existence
Likewise they support me
Actually asking an animal spirit to show themselves
I am amazed at what they actually are
Nothing akin to my own faculty of earthbound perception
Sometimes mythical always unique
Of course many many are thousands of miles away tucked in their beds
Helping me on some unknown realm
Then i have my human guide and the four others that follow him
I am thankful that i have done nothing to disgrace them
I am thankful that they haven’t left me
I am honoured that they would want to spend time with me
I know my calling too
I have had the spirit of a dead lady visit me a few times
She was a lady i met when i was around 13
Her name was dawn
She lived in Nanaimo BC
She got aids from mysterious sources was a recovering drug addict
And also told me that she was involved in conspiracy involving doctors lawyers judges etc
But the whole thing was too grand for her mind to comprehend
The level of unseen magic at play the levels of illusion
She wanted somebody to aid her in finding peace
She wanted somebody to bring to light the horrific occurances in Canada at the turn of the millennium
She wanted somebody to walk her path yet bring to light and illuminate what exactly took place in her life
She has been watching and guiding at times, i feel her beautiful spirit
When i saw her she was 90 lbs she was white as a ghost and i think about her sometimes
I know she comes to visit me
I know she was there when i was going through my attempted Masonic initiation
Now i stress the initiation never took place because i left before it was completed
I don’t understand what exactly has taken place in my life
I would have had sexual relations with some strange people one that looked like meh
I may have had sex with a father type or some reptile hybrid entity like in devils advocate
I wish my captivation piece was purely fantasy or the musings of a paranoid schizophrenic
I cant really understand
I just know
That mysterious forces led me to places to meet people
And it wasn’t coincidence
It is easy to say oh he deserved it because he sold himself or he is a financial criminal like colton harris-moore
Or it is also an easy argument for a young gay man to follow in my steps
But without the proper guidance i would be sitting here infected by these madmen
I just know in my heart i am not like them
I know exactly what goes on for people initiated into these insane cults
And i know how much they detest people like me who make others aware
To illuminate the darkness so to speak
With sadness i think of all of those lost
I think of the gender and species dysphoria
I think of those that are mutilated and infected with neuro disease via rape and hidden magic
I think of those that can do nothing to stop the progression of their death because
They were not guided
I think of those that trap others
I see the hell they come from
How the illusion gives them everything while here
I think of myself and how fortunate i am
I think i am one of the luckiest people on earth
To have lived through all of this
And i know it is tough for me some days
But i also know i will never broadcast my pain on others
Because they already have enough pain in their heart and attached to their auric field
My job is to help them resist the power words, the coded language
My job here is to filter out the negativity in their auric field in one slight illumination as i pass them
My job here is beautiful
But sometimes i also need a smile
And that is rare
But those that do give it, give me the power to keep going
And i thank you for it
From the very depths of my soul.

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a nice infusion of two animals
A sort of snake and a bird being it is tough to describe
But i hop on its dragon like yellow body with red frills
I was in the presence of the energy of the sai baba
These days he was looking for an incarnation that could relay what he was going through
Before he passes away
And in some levels i understand
But better yet somebody with the faculty of perception
I was due to meet him and i was making myself something to eat
Kind of like lettuce and was washing it and placed it in my mouth to eat
And it was coated in a strong mould it literally made me throw up
I got sick and virtually poisoned instantly
Looks like our meeting will have to wait
He said to me, i am the baba – i am all knowing, untouchable
Many will be given the gifts before i pass away
But very few will be able to understand and use the power
I am all knowing, and much is being done to lift the curses on the earth
But those that resist will always be targeted with lies
It is easy to make a mockery of something you will never understand
And it is easy to make a mockery of something 3000 miles away
i think of how much i look like the young sai baba the 2nd it is shocking !!
With you Shaun Allen Delage i bestow the gifts of the universe
You have been chosen to lead and i adore you and love you for your courage.
The dragon like snake bird took me to an open city trying to find my way to familiarity
Just wandering side streets in this matrix i was like exhausted
I was in some barely lit roadway when i a guy on abike drove by and said do you have any idea how the hell to get out of here ? i got directions to turn left go 2 blocks turn right
I told him, no i don’t sorry i am just wandering trying to find a hotel lol
He drove off
I wanted to experience the gay nightlife of this American dimension
Without being thrust into an underworld of chaos
I moved in with a guy for one night paid him rent and then he gave me the creeps
So i said i gotta go
And he handed me a few dollar bills and i said no dude look i paid you ALOT
So you have to refund me everything
So he did he took out some futuristic looking American bills but more European in appearance beige with a holographic beige emblem on them and they were folded three ways on the bill sort of cardboard thickness
To say they were weird $100 bills was an understatement
I finally got all my money back and bid him farewell he was creepy and goofy so i was happy to leave
Walking out the door and down the street i reached into my pocket and found some ticket in ticket out cashouts from a casino one was for $384 another $287 and a few others of like $60/$80/$100 etc
Laughing i think of how lucky i am and i will have alot of money when i get home.
I was searching for a hotel in darkened streets but couldn’t find any in this metropolis
The dragon flew by with bird wing and took me to a place close to my home.
I was walking thru the street devastated on a recent breakup
Then the police drove by and i kind of hung around a group of men and the car stopped and they virtually kidnapped him from the group
Other people were totally like what the fuck The police said it was because he was making stories of shooting people i walked a bit over and found some gum wrapped around my headphones so trying to get the little strings out took some effort
A chav guy so hot omg ( a chav is a guy that looks like he will sell you some weed or coke lol backwards cap, baggy jeans etc ) urban stud anyways said are you having trouble lol i laughed and was like sorta
I was also chewing like 20 pieces i hate when this happens because i literally have to pull it all out with two hands and people laugh at me but oh well
A twink was walking with his grandma and mom and they said we should stop and get some chicken and he said something like where are we going to get the money and the granny was like its ok i got cash
And they went in and bought dinner
So i saw the dragon flying in a circle above and thought splendid he is here or she or whatever i wasn’t sure exactly of its gender nor did i feel any inclination to ask
First it took me to use the washroom in a hole in the ground in public which i was kind of grossed out by and well i just did my business like 87% of earths inhabitants. It is only us in the elite states that are given a jurisdiction of soul harvesting to the said cults that are used to the luxuries we have and not going without toilets or bathroom tissue
Then It took me to a huge country estate
I guess i was adopted or a son or something it was my job to cook for a family of four
Me my brother and my mom and dad
They were totally loaded i mean this house was massive and there was a stable and many many buildings on the property
I was in about the 8th pantry pretty far away from the main house stocking some prawns and sauces into an open ice chest on the floor and i got a call from the dad saying why does everyone else have to depend on everyone else for dinner
I took that as my calling to grab what i came for food wise and get to my most loved hobby – cooking
We were eating and the brother joked about anal sex or something made me laugh and the mom rolled her eyes and the dad was just scarfing my meal down his face
An earthquake started the whole house rattled and i could observe the brother just chillen kinda happens weekly lol
I waved goodbye to the dragon bird

Cordial communications with all loving beings
Insomuch a beauty interlude of romanticism
Confessional adaptation of security
Yet so inclined to offer a reality
Or fate of temptation
Of beings that only advise on compassionate
Intuition
Self of involvement
But another self of indirection
A soul in line with the divine
Yet resisted by those that would trap and decline
Better yet to just love
Succession of bloodline trait
Enmasse reality of inclusion
Negativity never thought up
Hostility resisted yet self of state
Versus individualism in a statement of fact
Most highest lifestyle
Supreme inclination
Ordering the most beautiful soul

In existence to make the choices that would make those
Growl in disgust
A more playful reality
Moving from perpetual boy to perpetual late teen
I see the world with the love of youthful interlude
But the existence of the oldest soul to walk the face of the earth
While spit on i realise later on that i am the one to spit
However hurt i am to wipe it from my eye
I rain showers of it on their dark tower at midnight

Alone in solace
He will become meh
And i love him for it
The instituted caste will fall
The seeming Islamic law above all else
Will fall
For the proper treatment of prisoners of war
And may the freedoms and protections of my citizens
Will Actually be put in effect.
- Shaun A. Delage

embodiement of completion





Living life to the fullest reasoning of that which is permitted
I walk around in my working class area and love the people here
I can sense the struggles of everyone
I am fortunate to have been set free from a life of slavery
And it cannot be taken away
Although of course more would be nice i just don’t see the point than to live a more material existence
I am happy i am comfortable my needs are taken care of
When excess is formed the peoples minds divert to a more primitive state where they must have and own everything possible that they can get their paws on because I deserve it I make my money
It all comes down to torture
The more the being is tortured in their workplace the more they broadcast that trauma on others
People who are essentially free number in the very very few
Sometimes it comes down to a point where the system finally gives up and is like yeah give him what he wants
I know i will have excess abundance in the future
I will be very Very wealthy and i will have ALOT of power and authority
But that is only because i have tempered my material cravings
And have the extreme sense of compassion to assist others in the process
Mind you i will still go on a spree here and there
But material wise i have learnt my lessons
I am not going to waste a hundred thousand on clothes like most desire to do
I am much happier buying ten shirts on sale than buying one shirt for the same price
What mentality craves this luxury
It is the trauma based mindset that hasn’t been set free
Many many are willing to go thru life until they are very old submitting to the selfish desires of others while never questioning their own existence and exactly why they are here
They go around with the sex based greed based mindset
Why would you attain a human body just to pleasure it endlessly for 70 years
I have no idea it amuses me to see these types
I am not celibate anymore but i spent almost 7 years in celibacy
And i can say that it is rewarding to spend at least a few months
Mind you pleasuring oneself is different
But moreso i mean sexually serving the needs of another has to be based in the most highest form of communication
All other interaction is simply illusion and pointless
Why would somebody wait ten thousand years to attain this self and simply just give blowjobs every 3 days for their whole life in some slut fest
I don’t get it
Well , in ways i do
It is the newer incarnations
They discover they have sex parts and enjoy them and just learn to serve them endlessly
It is like getting a new jaguar you just want to be seen in it and drive it endlessly until it breaks down
Then you have to get a new one
EVERYONE needs some sort of release of tension
But i am also saying societal impressions of sexuality are pretty lame in essence
When you meet a being and think wow hot and have fun sex while tanked then never see the person
You simply wonder on some level who the hell was that individual
Where they even a planetary involvement ?
Now i know i am going to cause a stir with my following statement but i don’t care one bit
Before the 70’s sexuality was elusive and mainly monogamous and you didn’t need protection
With the sexual based enlightenment of the hippy generation many people started to explore each other unprotected
This evolved into countless of beings being injected hyperdimensionally with the code of many others
Many other entities from other galaxies
It became possible to download the entire solar system in one night of orgiastic fun
The systems controllers saw this as a threat because you could become far more intelligent than any of your common friends or acquaintances
So the illusion beings our minders those secret signatures that haunt the curse bound rock we live on launched an all out global pandemic on the new incarnations and past survivors of the nazi death camps
They launched HIV AIDS to halt the spread of intellectual superiority
They also introduced quite a magical device to stop the flow of information from being received making the entire encounter completely pointless in reality
It is called a condom
Now i am saying that HIV is illiusion but it is also something to be feared as well and not taken as a lighter risk
But what i am saying is why the hell not find 1 or 2 or 3 or 5 partners you love that you trust and stick with them
Why go around fucking everything that walks with no care in the world of the actual transfer of information or the actual representation and the history of the act
We have been having sex and making fucking awesome love for hundreds of thousands of millennia
Why base your fears on the past 30 years of illusion
How nice that they see us as simply tools in their illusion
Saying you cant have PROPER sex with people yet Throw Sex based ideology in our faces up to ten thousand times per day
It amuses me but it just simply needed to be articulated for you to ponder.
I call on my guides to show me the way and what i get is an amazement it is a beautiful colt for those that are unaware of what a colt is it is a young male horse
This one has dark hair and is youthful in appearance he has been abandoned by everything he knows and is forced to wander the matrix in sadness without horse shoes because his feet are too small to have the shoe nailed to his hoof
So he just runs through the forest exploring and getting into trouble with other animals who are supremely jealous of his ability to run free and glide through the water and the air unnoticed
He took me to a world like our own where all of a sudden these small dwarf like aliens appeared the size of a toddler with huge heads and thick dark brown textured skin very tree like in appearance but would wander around and insisted people eat these candy like things that were disgusting
The candy was the same colour as their head and tastes like mothballs
It is really gross because i know because i had to eat 3 of them in a row
These beings were everywhere in dark hallways in hospitals in schools all around
I had to go up and tell people that they were here and people would not believe me so i would take their hand and show them and point out these nasty munchkins to them and they would be terrified
Like what the fuck is that thing sorta deal
I needed to get out of the city so i stole a car and drove for hours to the country but i had to get rid of the car so i left it on the side of the road and i waited at a bus stop where i saw a detective car pull up beside the stop with a state department lady that observed me sitting there although i was trying not to be noticed
So they drove off thankfully lol
I walked on cause there was no bus or something who knows and found a forest path where i followed it to a break in the forest floor with a ladder and it lead down to a beach so i went down there and saw some people and got scared and went up the ladder again somebody was following me omg
So i quickly got up the ladder and waited at the top
Suddenly a dirty blonde shaggy curly haired boy came up through the forest floor and he was shirtless and wearing looser but scantily clad shorts omg
I looked at him and smiled and as he came up i ran my hands down his body to his shorts and then well yea i sorta started sucking him off he just smiled and then i stopped and looked at him and he said that i do things and see things i shouldn’t – while sucking him i stopped and asked him how does he know so much about meh
We both smiled anyway and just wow omg hot
I had to tell everyone i meet about these aliens and they arrived and they were everywhere and their candies were fucking gross apparently my wrists were the only ticket out of that place the galaxy very much like our own- it is simply do to the fact that i have a cross between the marks of the Christ and the Masonic compass and square that is only akin to the great power of rA but i am the only sole person that may travel like this on earth there is no being like meh
I am a 5th element *wink
as i went up to the dock i walked up to a perhaps 30 – 50 million dollar yacht
And caught a ride outta there
So happy
The colt was sitting up in the captains seat and he looked so cute trying to sit like a human being , being a horse
I arrived in a strange city
My sports team had to go confront another team we were in prison
But all escaped for the day one of our team started going against us
Because he was being harassed by the energy of the opposing force
So to tame him and temper him we all tackled his hot ass and stripped him naked and we did the same and um yeah got pretty wild with about 12 men all jocks lol
The colt didn’t want me to go into detail but ah well
He took me to a place where a train full of refugees arrived close to where i live
They arrived within hundreds of metres of me because they needed my sole guidance and protection and solace for the future path they will inhabit they do not deserve to be stuck on a rusty ship travelling through vortexs of sickness and death and having to live the way they do
Mostly because they took a 90 day boat ride and some died some got very sick
Their region was hell based they needed a place to evolve
Most people here say send them back
That is sick
Where the fuck do you get off in your elitist ways turning back 500 people that need help
People in Africa and sri lanka china etc have to walk 10 miles just to get ecoli laced water to drink and make their food with
Your birthright for being born in the most free country on the planet is amusing to even me
Talk like that and you better watch your next incarnation
WELCOME TO CANADA
They were basically under arrest they were questioning the leader who said you want me to sell out everyone so i can get a day pass and special gifts
Mr. I am a refugee and i am trained in the powers of observation
Then and agreement was worked out
And the leader shouted out at the dock and everyone complied

Community of one
Community of seven
Beings of twelve
Trials of eleven
Hatred of five
And the tests of twenty
Seclusion of seventeen
Infusion of zero
Amusement of fifty
Craziness of nine
Occasional enlightenment of one
Beings that inhabit your soul
Will call out
Beings that see you as a super imposed reality
Will mock
But who knows what deals they have made
Those beings that would lock away the masses and throw away the key
They wear a red sash and call people names without thinking
They speak out of ignorance
But mainly out of MAritime law
One would assume that the beings are only in the many
But the beings inhabit quite so few
That if we could see them in a room
Without the guards and the locks
And without the uniform to impose
But nevermind the fact that spilled blood was soaked on their sash and robes
That hearts were rubbed on the very clothes they wear
While they sentence you to a few years to be raped and abused
The most vulnerable in society
It is sickening to think of

but to meh

They would not matter very much

-may the enlightenment spread into the very
nature of your soul you beautiful being !!
- Shaun A. Delage

Feliniz - devoted to gater talk !!!





Encouraging all to be in line with the most divine is a difficult task at hand
Spurting materialism and disregard for human life when you can literally carve yourself up with the glorification of the ego
Sensible to be in union with the extreme philosophy of do that which is right
But better yet those that do that which is wrong are taught mainly to disregard everything that is seen as abnormal or an oddity at best
It is safe to assume that the working agents of the most divine or the most high are numbered with the hypothetical
10 good souls facing 50,000 evil
It is a sad state of affairs
But those ten souls will outshine the others and the power broadcasted by the creators angels on earth will by far illuminate way past any intellectualism of the darker beings
We will always be stronger
We will always be smarter
We will always be faster
We will always be protected
We will always be cuter
We will always win
And we will fight until the very last second
Of course we may not see everything
The invisibles may take care of that
But it all comes down to those that have a higher perception of communication
Being shuttled by the invisibles into situations that need to be quickly solved
The most divine the most high in fact works in mysterious ways
Most are used to scratching the eyes out of every being they meet just so they can sweat their way to the top
It is a good method
And one that may bring you immediate rewards
But they are never lasting
One being led around by 50,000 sickening souls that do harm
That do mutilate
That do curse
That do evil
YOU CAN be the angel
You can touch the divine
You may have made choices but there is always a way out
When you look on the face and the eyes of the great feline god
U understand that there are some beings that are WAY beyond reasoning
Way beyond thought
Way beyond perception
And virtually unstoppable/untouchable
And incredible smart and incredibly cute
My only wish for you is that you start to make the people that guide you filled with beauty and everlasting enlightenment
The souls you reside in are far to precious to let go
The being you inhabit is a gift
You have waited millennia to attain this body
Please use it for the most divine.
I ask my guides to show me the way
And i get a one eyed salamander
Now this salamander is pretty cute but also has a spectrum and blue tipped tail
That tends to fall off at times
It is ok tho
Happy as can be and has the power to enlighten
But the salamander needs to be able to evolve past what is given to it

The lizard took me to a pharmaceutical baby breeding operation i requested records to be downloaded instantly from an atm how spy like ah well
I kind of thought i walk with a badge but also a more energetic guidance of sorts
Being reclusive my work is heavily concentrated
The lizard tot took me to an Oceanside place for a job and they said i will have to carve out trout guts
To make money kinda gross but oh well a job is a job
I walked up to a man scaling a fish and asked him if he wanted to have secks with meh
He said sure
I said i gotta jet seeya
Hardly a cosmo job baby
The lizard took me to a dimensional mall the hotel was on there too
I was going to order coffee but they ignored me so i walked away and went to a chicken place
Feeling a bit hungry i ordered one and i got a huge slab of flesh like more like a turkey leg but the effin this was HUGE like covered a whole plate
It had the dotted skin like a turkey hehe
Well i was going to order some milk but they ignored me so i got up and walked to a food court area and started munching mind you the leg was awesome and the skin too was seasoned
A couple wanted to sit with me so i got up and walked up to a guy about 6”4 huge muscle jock holy cow this guy was an ADONIS like unbelievable i was like amazed holy lol bodybuilder body without being too big i went up and said something to him
And he got super angry at meh
And started following me with a stalker like intent violent or something initial reaction
Feeling threatened and in tears i almost got away by walking fast
And he grabbed my shoulder and he spun me around and was going to beat me
And i put my hand on the back of his neck and brought him close to my lips
And licked his lip and kissed him passionately with the tongue and amazing and he started crying and i was too so we were covered in tears and embracing
He let out a moan like he has never been kissed by a guy before
We parted lips and i asked him if he liked it and he said oh god yes you are a fantastic kisser
The salamander jumped by and took me to a forest where a girls military group was running thru the trails
About ten out of 30 said they wernt fed even though they have a high endurance life
And they were starved for ten days while the other 20 savoured their delicious food
The ones collapsing from starvation said they would eventually get a raise if they got up and kept at it .

The haunting souls who reside here yet never die
The ones im in love with need my touch
Far to precious to lose their lives
I do the work of insanity to save them
I cant believe how many men i will meet on the other side
Omg one bf is not enough i will have millions
Gonna be HARD to keep up but i will manage
Safety of the feline embrace
The most divine of all creatures
Safe to say the best discovered
And the most marketed beings on the planet
Only because the fuzzies are so damn cute
Everyone wants to hold them
Pet them
They are drawn
They feel cursed to inhabit a furry body
But hold the entire universe in display
At their whim
And they can figure out who is most revered
Because for one feline lifetime
They will only meet 7 people
That are deserving of their power and their grace
So next time you see a beautiful kitten
Tug it close and pet and scratch the back
Because you never know
How much the animal will appreciate your loving embrace.
- Shaun A. Delage

captivation 3.6 WHY LET YOUR striking looks be a state secret ?? >:/



























CAPTIVATION
ONLY READ IF YOU CAN PERCEIVE HUMAN SUFFERING
Rev. Dr. SHAUN ALLEN DELAGE D.D.
Under the threat of perjury and libel
And a brutal and torturous jail sentence
Why let your good looks be a state secret?
Dedicated to the immediate release of COLTON HARRIS-MOORE











Vancouver/US/Canada conspiracy-monarch slave mind control victim
Ritualistic and glorified incest magic and magic that is never spoken about only hinted @
My thoughts on this are rather mixed but i also know that libel is only true if the situation is proved to be false. I have the very nature for my soul i am looking for and obtaining a higher being. A higher path. Not one involved in ritual magic and dark arts instituted by the ladies of the eastern star and the grand lodges of various places. The only real way i can end this sickened state is to bring into view. I don’t subscribe to secrets. My life is public domain. I am a recovering C.I.A./csis sex slave. Psychiatry survivor
I am willing to undergo a polygraph test and further psychological analysis to determine the validity of my concerns in the trauma state happening in the minds of our beautiful earthbound selves. i am in no way responsible for the lives of international citizens it is not my wish for an attainment of self. Under the threat of perjury.
Robert Larry Mason- was programming me into eating soup and having me eat soup i guess for my future cannibal soup eating who knows kinda gross– said i had to be double wrapped if i was to have sex with lomax( – see below) basically was trying to have me have sex with somebody who is
HIV + that looked exactly like me and was a bit more beautiful lol one day woke up and caught him chanting next to a candle over my sleeping self, would do things with his gut, burnt his cats face.  Master at sublimination techniques. Picture of him with former prime minister mulrouney. I was reading a book on masonry when a paragraph was taken out of the book and posted in xtra west Vancouver gay magazine. Where i met mr.mason initially. Then he introduced me to my replicated self. I packed and moved every item i had into his house then quickly packed up and moved back out a few days later. I said if it was anybody under any other name i wouldn’t have done this. Made comments about only having a half a brain while having his head operated on and his back operated on as well.  Talked in riddles. Scotiabank Vice Prez, chairman> gizeh- under the current state of Islamic law above many others. The spot condominiums the white round circular building in DT van –previous prime ministers- Level 36 shriner. Mirror programmer. A sex mason. Baphomet hybrid. The spot penthouse loft, 666 in postal code. I was shown the movie “total eclipse” http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Total_Eclipse_(film) where it is implied that i would suffer the loss of my own leg if i did not convert and essentially release my soul to masonry where the initiation is depicted as having one leg shown and tied at the knee and undergoing a figurative death. Since then i have undergone many handshakes with people resulting in physical pain for days after followed by sadistic dreams. As well, shortly after meeting this man in his tower i was hospitalized and confined with no rights under the law as far as my own treatment was concerned and was injected in the knee which vibrates on a daily basis (see VGH below) by a nurse from a union on the same street as the grand lodge of the BC and the Yukon (nurses union) (w8th ave Vancouver) very well , i like very many few people do not give into this subliminated notion that i will lose my leg, and will gladly lose my leg and die on this planet than to give my soul over to some secretive fraternity/cult that has been masterminding the eventual occurrences in my supposed timespan of a lifetime. I do not subscribe to being fed human meat either. At their orgies of lust and literally eating your fellow man. He had one way mirrors all over his loft, made sure i knew of it. When i underwent a psychiatric examination at VGH there was this room with a one way mirror. I was basically hospitalized for having a burn on my temple (forehead) with no understanding of how it got there. I do know i was in a state of mind that would make me aware if any trauma happened. It was all hidden magic. I was due to have a threesome when i stepped back and hit my head on some steps. And lomax said “see he hit his head” “he hit his head” It is odd that they would say this because my real grandfather committed suicide by shooting himself in the head. He displayed his affiliation with eli lilly in the form of lillys and attempting to have me bartered in my arranged marriage scheme witha  girl from the pharmaceutical company arranging an MBA presentation at the Hotel Vancouver – had two brother Siamese cats that were having sex all the time. I guess this would make me the temple prostitute i am struggling with the fact that my own brother could hate me to some degree but my brother would be two years older than i and was given up for adoption. This would make this the greatest conspiracy in canadian history. That my brother was infected with HIV and somehow the papers got mixed up and i was given another brother in his place with schizophrenia.  Although visually i know what is the truth and my identity confirmed the natural route would have been to sanctify the initiation because i don’t know what the answers are i don’t know what has been done to me but if i did have sexual relations with my own father (however he looked nothing like me)  i am prepared to accept that. That even now the family i inhabit is illusion on my supposed fathers side. I believe i am a hybrid entity from another galaxy a divine birth entity so to speak.  It is tough to see past the illusion the envelopes every being that comes into contact with me. My brother lomax was into transvestite worlds. Said he was the godfather to prince William and harry and that his sword was haunted next to the stairs and showed me a picture of a guy standing three levels up on the staircase. He hinted at being in the know of some of my crimes including stolen laptops and told me he knew some people in the Vancouver police dept and showed me their business cards. His daughter is ‘kelly mason’ he lived in the penthouse of the spot where i was subliminated into having unprotected sex with this alien being weirdo which was painful considering how small of a penis he had because it was sex with a devil reptile father. Pretty sick kellys biz card had the Egypt eye and he said he came from Toronto and his wife was Islamic and he had to leave because of a conspiracy involving rentboys and he said he would personally make sure George bush put me in jail if i left him. Said he would put bullet proof glass on the parking lot same as milligan below – also the entire building has video recording that recorded me around the premisis. A level 36 shriner is considered the devil incarnate
- Jason Lomax [ja-s son] hmmm, cute but was attempting to infect me with HIV. Hint: Devils advocate movie. My exact replica twin introduced via larry mason. Was trying to get me to have sex with this guy my brother, most give in. I did not. Dogwood monarchist. Said it was larrys way or the highway and i chose the highway. Ironically i met this twin when my great grandmother died and she in fact did kill a child when she was younger so i am not surprised that this being showed up and tried to have me have sex with it and possibly get infected with hiv in the process. Illuminate the illuminated it would be no secret that she was trying to have me bartered for her soul and have me trapped with my own soul vs hers and to set herself free with a man that had childlike characteristics. This individual will always be paradoxical in my mind, most likely a raised secret demonic entity but i am willing to give him the benefit of the doubt of being an actual displayable human being. He was a drag queen apparently. So he would be aquainted with joanie and the dogwood monarchy of Vancouver. He was featured on the modelling show ‘ how far would you go’ Looked exactly like meh, this torture still messes with me to this day has family up in prince george
Sandra Macmillan Xtra west and pink triangle press . E star, hunts and pimps out assets. Stock must be up there. I am not speaking of corporate stock, since i believe the press is somewhat privately held by private interests. By private individuals. Basically you sign up for an ad and then you are graded on your looks and skill and pimped out to the highest bidder by people that are seemingly “all about the community” What sort of community sells people sexually? The illusion is that it is all the persons choice to be a billionaire escort when it is heavy mind programming and a host of other complex issues but the easiest formulae is being young, gay, & broke not to mention defeated by the system. And the whole community thrives on this it is really sickening. Xtra west works with freemasons and the police to target vulnerable people and sell them off for healthy renumeration
Dan Goodleaf- nunavut territory architect- Canadian costa rica ambassador... Kahnawake Mohawk Territory kitsalano beachfront embassy-3 govt distinctions on wall. Rough Hybrid creature. Ironic how he believes women selling themselves outside of reserves is “ab.hor.rent” i escaped my forcible confinement and walked barefoot to his kits house in yellow robes that i was forced to wear. Stripped of my clothing and identification. I was followed by police detectives where i eventually ended up at UBC. Yes here on paper and digitally I had unprotected sexual  relations for pay with one of the highest echelons of governance in the country of Canada. One of the highest ranking public officials in office. Not many people have any idea what “Nunavut” is or what it means. It is the newest body of land in Canada a territory was split and from two three were created so Canada has another territory versus a province. Where is my proof? i know exactly where he resides embassy wise. Which will always remain a secret. Who else would know that?  I know the layout of his house and the 3 government distinctions on his wall are etched into my mind. Also all the interactions are traceable via the phone and ad records of xtra west. He also had a mole on his huge penis. 3 women that lived below the ambassador watched me enter the property of the kitsalano beachfront embassy
 Sen5es bakery...metropolitan hotel..crowne plaza hotel Georgia- i was introduced to the wife of a billionaire whom led me to the vuitton store in hotel Vancouver people were arguing and it later subliminated my eventual capitalist vuitton rape that i met this guy vuitton across from masons loft and he took me back to his place and lulled me into another unprotected sex rape after this sexual assault i went to st. Pauls hospital asking for a rape kit test and they said i should be admitted to psychiatric and i ran out of there in tears. Was paraded in a welfare to work scheme and many gay men were trying to buy me. Some came in with hot guys there to tempt me. Gay sex washroom downstairs. Human d.n.a in the food. Introduced me to evil weirdo who later became the goatee vampire in the matrix that got shot in the head.  Tried to sell me on the open market to rich men and also Jessica alba came in quite a few times and as well peter wall simply having this being in your presence is enough for pre programmed assault basically humans can be programmed like crystals. Owned by Chinese freemasons from Toronto. After i split tea on an asian girls crotch resulting an ambulance riding up on the sidewalk and was dismissed for stealing a chefs shoes lol the whole bakery vanished. Was on the grounds of the former crowne plaza hotel Georgia on the corner and sent there via ‘destinations’
S.U.C.C.E.S.S. was involved in a business plan scheme which evidently was a pimping front for several well to do business men including a tobacco daddy who was very affectionate. I got accepted on my idea for edible insects/incest
Sun Wah Centre Vancouver Chinatown aprox 270 Keefer st. Scotia bank in mall – Chinese freemasons own this mall- i went in and picked a silver briefcase and walked out attempting a mindless theft on the way down the escalator a brother of the owner punched me in the head and forced me back to a security area where an African American was security i was on probation at the time and this one incident would have sent me to jail so i grabbed a razor from my pocket and cut the compass and square into both wrists while the security was talking with the guy and it was over my actual cuts from my serious attempt bleeding on the ground they came in and freaked out and told me to return the case downstairs to the shop with blood soaked on it and they let me go. Otherwise i would have been thrown in prison. I walked to the tinseltown food court greek restaurant and let the girl call me an ambulance where i was brought to st. Pauls hospital and released after not saying a word. All on camera and all with a witness as the guard. Secretive beings controlling your every choice like a character in the sims but when it comes to mutilation there is some hardcore lessons to be learned about individual choice and the sadness of the most detested yet most beautiful evolving soul on the planet. The notion that i brought it on myself is an easy argument i however beg to differ that i was lead there by unseen magic to be placed into protective rape custody where i would have spent several hours or weeks or months in prison by these lunatics running the show i however changed the plans a bit didn’t i? Because here i am 8 years crime free in 2010 it would have been easy and perfect punishment to put somebody like me in the prison system to not only be raped by prisoners and guards but also given brutal infections in the process. We live in a sickened society that will lock up any individualism yet wont provide any care for people that need it in the form of therapy. It is much simpler to throw the animal away and drug it up to cover the pain of their illusion of a life.
“Destinations” contractual United States job finding firm for the intelligence agencies and BC gov’t was responsible for sending me to sen5es for employment
Vancouver Police Dept. Witnessed a beating of a homeless man behind my 6 bedroom apartment at hastings and main the same block as the police station and ovaltine cafe. Where they film movies all the time. They beat him while he was shouting that he is trash and left his puppy for the SPCA and his shopping cart for just anybody to take looking around paranoid the officers did their civic duty on society as they would say “this job changes people” those aware of this notion would never think twice about offering somebody up for rendering. Who is watching the watchers. But doing drugs with police officers and dressing up in womens clothes gives ya  abit of confidence in being able to please a man.
Vuitton guy-people were killed on his bathroom floor-transexual islamic princess as his girlfriend,worked at hotel Vancouver same place i went to an mba presentation via the sex mason where i was introduced to my arranged marriage setup.
David/dave MILLIGAN owner of the iron knight yacht that i stayed in the wedgewood with and also north shore hotel. He raped a friend of mine. Also threatened to shoot me in the back –was fleeing Canada on child porn charges was worth 12 million. Met his son at a rave who introduced us. Took every item i owned for investigation by Panamanians and costa Ricans to establish a realistic curse on me based on his given talents. Said i would be shot in the back, this would make one assume that lomax whom was infected was done so by my own mistakes so therefore the sex mason and him would have a bounty on my soul so to speak but i do not subscribe to time in a sense so i do not take fault in this being my fault ,... follow me lol the devil would be the supreme deceiver sure but at least pick something a bit smarter to entrap my very soul man.  I had to find my passport in my stuff they were throwing off the ship..when they wern’t looking in less than 20 seconds.... This all when i was 15 years old. He was a transvestite and a bad one too into heroin and coke and i had to leave the yacht bound for costa rica with my passport because i had been busted after the fact after i took aprox $30,000 US from the 400LB first mate of the yacht what a blessing in disguise thank you to my angels for that one ! they woke me on the last day with a handcuff and a flashing tazer gun/stun gun at a marina on the yacht in new west minister.  And forced me to confess to my crimes on videotape under duress. Then i was released with $3 and a passport... he said he had ties to the RCMP and that they would find me and hunt me down as well. Said there was going to be bullet proof glass on the yacht-mason said the same. I met with a member of security for the wedgewood hotel where milligan stayed and he hinted that i was a celebrity while staying at the penthouse where my friend Jessica was raped by this cokehead. I identified myself as a member of security for mr. Milligan and was videotaped. While they instituted no investigation as to my presence, if i am 28 now and look 17 can you imagine what i looked like when i was 15? lol
USS abe Lincoln- brought onboard a foreign nuclear aircraft carrier under no jurisdiction from our own country. Was given a super secret tour.  At age 12 and brought around areas where there were many nude sailors
·         Vipassana meditation CENTRE – dhamma surabhi    BLUE meditation cult- although the technique cured my insatiable lust for criminality the actual centre and people drawn to the centre are not. Eastern star ladies affiliation (no secret) PINE LAKE saw a girl drown to death as a youth (ritual drowning.) and sacrifice for my own royal intrigue to take place.  Dhamma surabhi = sweet smelling aroma of pine. Teacher called me transsexual and had a pin at the end of the course displaying his affiliation with the lions club international. Interdimensional Mindgames telepathic warefare magic and Indian curses taking place, under the guise of metta and free love when in fact they starve you and subliminate things to only telepathic beings put there by the elite ones a mystery school so to speak. The Victoria chapter dhamma modana is holding day sits at the eastern star hall in colwood. They don’t allow you to speak either or pleasure yourself. The dining room curtains are Masonic blue. The doors are Masonic blue. Surrounded by an electric fence. Of course any willing being would say, they are great they are beautiful.
On one level on a surface level the meditation is very nice and beautiful, other things are happening that we are unaware of. This meditation sticks with me to this day, calms and heals me. but also cured me of my greatest curse alive the one that would have had me thrown in jail. The need to break the law. The rush of being in trouble. The torture of being cursed to be THE most detested personality type on the planet. I was not supposed to act out or speak out how dare i. Nobody that takes the course ever speaks ill of it. They use a method that is all to familiar like posting a sign that says “please do not point your feet at the teachers” without explaining it it created an imprint so that whenever you point your feet at somebody you think of vipassana  and the confusing linguistics. It is a modern day Masonic CULT of people but it is widely accepted and is taking over the world. Which is paradoxical in itself. The followers empathetically protect the values of the meditation while it is helpful to some degree it allows you to disassociate with your human wisdom state of being actually in the moment.
Was telepathically assaulted while on the course and subliminated to do sexual things with illuminated light With another guy. I was followed here by somebody from the hippy gypsy cult that was trying to trap me into a child sex scheme and was made fun of in meditation and had energy vampirism and assault done on me while on this course by a weird eunich related to shahee warner
Nextel -i was introduced to a central intelligence agency person from a pride party at the downtown library in Vancouver. I was given a behind the scenes tour of Nextel in Portland and given a toxic DMT substance at a rave in Portland where i felt instantaneously murderous in my thoughts, it took alot to resist the vibration. I only introduced myself as seven or 7 and people mistook me for seven of nine this was in the year 2001 aprox.
CBC NEWS  that while my 1994 outfront interview was broadcast after my serious suicide attempt Canada wide they refuse to publicize this document
British Columbia government and there is a solid and verifiable paper trail in my case as well with many cases of abuse that the government has kept secret and never attempted to intervene.... while applying for a $5000 grant for school i walked into a ministry for children and families office and discovered several files containing abuse records which were never acted upon but conveniently logged sitting on a computer screen in front of me, and while there was a few investigations involving police and counselling in Sydney BC for having a black eye nothing came out of it thank you to the RCMP Many many cases of abuse that were never logged yet when something was brought on me regarding something sexually devious everyone jumped on me beat me an harassed me for flat out lies
Kingdom of the Netherlands The Hague War crimes Court- articulating that if a person is being tortured in their home country for their political views they essentially have ignored my requests for political asylum in the Netherlands so far..including grave breaches of the geneva convention by having biological experimentation done on me at VGH
Queen Elizebeth the 2nd. Cretien, and prince phillip . The HMCS quadra mindcamp. R. C. S. C. C. Rainbow.  My abuse there was a human rights investigation shunned by the admirality of the pacific coast- Despite the mind torture that ensued in the system and the drugs given and the collective thought process that was instituted there is no war yet a war on ourselves. Abused by a female officer and assaulted at age 15 put to sleep  @ camp Quadra.
UBC – i was introduced to a mysterious Japanese psychiatrist through my xtra west billionaire escort ad that had me read newspapers for him on the grounds of uBc and it instituted my breakdown involving my psychotic episode where i was getting messages in newspapers then went to the embassy and stripped naked and was certified i also have sex with him but couldn’t have sex with him cause he is asian, his records of identity are confirmed at F212 bathhouse in vancouver
Peter Andrachuck- the start of it all. Victoria regional royalty. Made me touch 2000 year old books. With hide for paperback. Had furry legs. He raped other guys in hotel rooms. Father leading advisor on Hispanic artefacts. mother is a medical doctor Darlene hammel. Masonry . referral done by above. Met him through the VYPS VICTORIA YOUTH PRIDE SOCIETY where he was co chair where many men up to age 35 where preying on vulnerable gay youth as young as 14
Shahee/craig Warner – setup a child sex scheme to try and lure me into a “hippy cult” took parts of my name like others and is generally a fucked up individual. Introduced me to a satanic hippy cult that had sexually abused girls by a girl named ‘estarte’ and they tried to neuro program me to sexually assault the girls , of course it never happened lol but they were trying their hardest including feeding me visionary herbs was instilling the notion of vipassana on me and also the forceful encounter with the ambassador to costa rica through subliminals of costa rica.
Joico salon products for making me strip to my underwear at Canada place for a hair show at age 17
The empress hotel/Banff springs hotel-proscout/wedgewood/pinnacle hotel-hotel vancouver-theft/sex/death/chemical/blood magic. Mrs. QUEEN  Elizebeth cursed me with the thieves curse to steal thousands upon thousands from the empress and police officers. As a youth. Then later continuing my curse with the chemical neuro programming. I hopped the security rope and walked down the same path as her royal majesty put on display for all to see. During the commonwealth games. Inside and outside the Emperess hotel, ironically.  Anybody that did this these days would have been tackled and shot but i did it because a few other intelligence agents did it. Many other people present at her walkabout there received the same dimensional curse. It is done through neuro linguistics mind altering phrases and words flashes of cameras and pre cognitive rituals and then they do the walkabouts. I was at the time of a youth going into The emperess hotel (same as the walkabout) and greedily stole over $200,000 from a pool locker room ....all before being able to be charged legally. Why would they never question me and permit me access even under video and security surveillance but there was a hot security guy who is blonde that happily watched me on camera in the hot tub. This was all around 14 years old.. Of course a newly minted senator was a victim larry Campbell the corner, i know because i almost took his badge.... i’m sorry but those that at this point that are thinking.ineed.jesus i think you should just stop reading lol no charges no investigation other than that by secret entities i would spend hours and days semi nude at age 15 in that place all under the watchful eye of the people that work there. PROSCOUT was a cover for Monarch slave trading where i was auctioned off in front of people from ford agency and others like willhemnia and etc etc in the Banff springs hotel which is ironically owned by the same people as the emperess Where i committed many crimes just to get to Banff where i was literally sold off under the guise of modelling
Jessica alba – was on her movie dark angel in the pilot ...then later checked up on me at sen5es a few times with peter wall (sen5es vanished but is currently in Toronto) daddy wall finances her and cash warren. She did not like that i was apparently involved in a crime on her movie set and wanted to see and make sure i was put to death. She is an eastern star affiliated freemasonic entity
-tourism BC and Corporatel. Intrawest. Staffing of the movies higher ground and dark angel. Hayley wagner: star. on dk angel the scene about the pilot scene where i am in (candy raver clown courier with beads all over doing tarot with super huge cards is an interesting scene indeed) he was a witchdoctor, playing us all....so it would seem. The witchdoctors curse would entail much secret litigation and intrigue. Those cards were about a ½ a foot with. simple symbols on them. Northshore studios and Hollywood north extras. Corperatel is a Masonic corporation that was charged with my death while employed at corperatel i was given lots of crystal meth and a free trip to whistler where i attempted suicide and was literally possessed in the pinnacle hotel
Thomas haas and renata borak my boss at sen5es and the head pastry chef  (incestuous nazi’s)- Austrian nazis that work for mr.wall ....live in his place at the wall center.
Peter wall – Wall Center Hotel – Vancouver Architect.... i went into his hotel after being fired at sen5es for not accepting my pimping scheme and crystal meth addiction...i grabbed a crystal glass and smashed it grabbed a ladies purse and didn’t steal it but just threw it across the room took off my shoes, threw them, walked up the escalator and went to the phone to report a crime against the geneva convention.
I traced pyramids in the blood soaked floor. Now one would wonder how could he do all of this. Well the simple pleasure of being graced with this sauris royalties presence is enough to be whispered in your ear on other levels. They commissioned a hair dresser just below the metropolitan hotel to cut my hair to take it to continue this magic and curse. The hair dresser was beyond hot so i seductivated to their obsession by my own love for men ironically this hair dresser lived in the wall center as well. If you view the wall center from above it it directly in the center of the city and is an eye. Reported a crime via 9-11 against the geneva convention. I was arrested under the mental health act from this hotel incident and brought by ambulance across the street where i spent the night at st. Pauls hospital before being released.
Vancouver General Hospital For injecting my knee with a Masonic non human entity by forcible injection... Called 4 security officers tied me down to  a stretcher and like i said injected me with a secret alien being. All against my will. Against any convention on human rights in the country of Canada and against the treatment of prisoners of WAR. placing me in an oxygen deprived room and making me wear blood soaked robes. Introducing me to another twin of mine but more muscular. Traced the injury in my wrist. Reptile CIA mindcamp. Torture studio. Ugliy hybrid creatures that are charged with your mindcare and neuro programmings. He said his name was Dr. Freezin but i suspect that is the name he gave because i was found naked in front of a Buddhist temple freezing. Reported a crime against the geneva convention via 9-11and the phone was shut off and i was locked up further. During one of my certifications i was forced to strip and then a police officer came up and harassed me about a little metal tin case with crystal meth he found supposedly around me and was treating me with hostility when a nurse spoke up and said that it could have been left by somebody the night prior. Dr freezing said i was “low on potassium” and to drink his elixr after he gave me this mystery drink.... i tried to throw a chair through the window of VGH and was given a lethal injection of this alien being in my knee against my will and being forcibly confined while tortured. This potassium mystery drink was also given to another guy when he as well acted out and punched a nurse and was transferred to a locked mental institution while somebody was shouting that the entire nursing staff should be charged with treason. They locked me in a room and took out all the oxygen so i would pass out ...
 Vancouver Police told me none of my sexual assaults were “real” in their opinion. Had sex with a  cocaine smoking cop that looked like me that made me dress in womens panties and bras
and saanich police -> whom falsely accused me of a serious sexual assault at age 14 and tried to lure me to “steal” a wallet that was “mysteriously” left on the table by the detective. To this day people still assume that i did it and well let them because i know the truth.
R.C.M.P -i’ll simply leave it at this for the moment
University of British Columbia. The elite ones so to speak. Later forcibly confined there as well with no rights under the law. Reported a crime against the geneva convention i caused ten thousand dollars in damage to the hospital flooded the room, set fire to my bed and escaped their mindcamp. Reported a crime against the Geneva convention via 9-11 and the phone was shut off.  I was eventually released after being paraded around naked at starbucks and having the RCMP clothe me with their jacket and hauled back for further incarceration.  And confined by the national security act in UBC

SimonFraserUniversity – Gave blow jobs to the swim team at age 15 in the locker room and also favours for the blue shirt student security team. While servicing the official swim team in the locker room,  i was told that i was their little ‘loony toon’
Kitsalano mental health team - when i brought up the issue of being injured in my hands their reply was you don’t think you would be feeling things so long after your injury do you ? and they said all i was looking for was to be taken care of. What mean things for people to say that are charged with your care and the quacks just babble on while telling me not to relate any of my psychotic outbursts when in fact when you put them all on paper here they seem to flow together...however he did relay at my last appointment with him that my life has a level of surrealism to it
Derek Van Cleve – Olympia Washington –suicide/blood brother-EVERGREEN state college(mindcamp)-mushrooms –masonic elite death ford family  (van cleve ford, morton Washington-family biz) (shauns restaurant Atlanta , Mason world usa. Currently employed) Formerly of neworleans via the hurricane. After doing mushrooms with this guy when i was 15/16 on foreign soil i attempted suicide brutally at evergreen state college neuro CIA torture. My first introduction to the men i so love the most. I was tied to a chair with my wrists slashed and put in hospital where i was flown back to the country under my guardian the minister for children and families. It is simply a crime against the patriot act to incite terrorism against a united states citizen.  At a point after my suicide attempt i was driven from port angeles to Olympia to the doorstep of Derek in an official united states coast guard vehicle from a  Chinese man that counted the beads on a rosary. While i stuck my thumb out to hitchhike to Olympia this man picked me up.

Gold Buddha Monastery – Indonesian Embassy- stripped naked arrested and confined by methods of unseen magic and told i was the insane one. At the Indonesian embassy i was technically on Indonesian soil completely naked and bathing in running water when my old crystal meth dealer magically appeared and said “i will give you the clothes off my back”
Interactive male phone line submitting me for handwriting analysis and voice identification under the guise of a job search when in fact they were collecting voice and evidence.
Delage cars – all but vanished around the turn of the century igniting an occultic war with the ford people.
Terry toivannen abusive administrator introduced me (grade 5) at an early age to the lions club –sex cult- drugged food and urine in the food.  Where i dressed as Michael Jackson, and teased and started a massive sex investigation ironically at ‘macaulay elementary’
The former eaton’s in The former eaton’s centre Victoria B.c. i was hired on as a school liason retail sales associate and was fired for stealing chocolates on valentines day for above peter andruchuck i was also walked on in the perfume cabinet where over two million dollars in colognes and perfumes were kept and spied on by a Victoria Reserve Police officer after being given a secret key that nobody knew about. Well i stole the bitches badge so she will always remember me.   i was hired by the same school where matthew lillard and sherry oterri were filming a movie that i got to give a ride on kabuki cabs. Matthew gave me a $20 tip. While i drove them to ocean point resort with a bodyguard in tow. Sherri said she wished she was having sex on the back of the kabuki cab.
Alberta government foster care physical and sexual abuse as young as 4 also thru the 1988 calgary Olympics ritual sexual abuse while in their care from a house where there was a hockey player as my foster parents also was taking showers with strange men at this time too because i remember asking what their adult penis’s were...still with meh??
Vancouver island health authority Doctor Zsigmundson – contractual psychiatrist – told me that my schizophrenia may have been mistaken for clairvoyance and then rid himself of me and my file and then gave me a lengthy and confusing freemasonic handshake after our only meeting which resulted in physical pain for a few days . It would seem a bit odd that somebody with my history would be refused psychiatric/psychological care.  It is impossible to resist handshakes in todays societies if you are male. Furthermore all i am being offered is medication monitoring given my situation psychological care and further therapy are essential so in effect this health authority and the province of BC and the Government of Canada are perpetuating a war crime. Their answer to my issues is to raise my meds more and more and offer nor real solace to my concerns than to call me paranoid. I told him i was off to a monastery and he said go be with god and he said at some point i may want to have my diagnosis reviewed when it is a hereditary and neurochemical imbalance
Victoria public library and BC forestry ministry – ritualistically tortured in the square of this building underneath the ‘trippy art metal piece’ i was grabbed and thrown into a  concrete stair with blood flowing head injury by a violinist. No charges were laid by Victoria police because they believed i was stealing money from a pan handler when in fact i was putting yellow pellets from a toy gun in his case.
canadiana hostel in dt toronto involving stolen id's posted notices and a staff that was all for the justice dept of ontario where my passport was seized and i was auctioned off to the highest bidder in toronto (see R Larry mason) sex scheme it would seem that if the situation plays out to the exact trademarked script so to speak than the court of your peers would essentially play out in legal jargon that is why they need high level justice people monitoring the situation my second trial by jury was at sen5es (based out of Toronto)
ROYAL JUBILEE hospital in Victoria – i was refused medical and psychiatric care even while producing this document as a basis to wanting help. The receptionist said to sit on the blue bench when there was no blue bench only beige and brown benches when you enter these facilities it is not really how you see it, they actually arrange for actors and other slaves to be present to continue the illusion that it is a medical facility.  The doctor said i was a ‘loner’ and also that my manuscript will never be looked at (cruelly) what strange people to be healing others, and cruel humans
St. John ambulance . Cadet sex troupe . pedophile ring. More drugged food, introduced me to the rave scene initially which was not all that bad, just the series of handlers that i met in the process that would continue this cycle..... St. John Ambulance is no secret that it has secret affiliations.  I was neuro programmed with a very graphic detail of how a man attempted suicide by injuring himself on city hall property extremely graphic details. One half year later i almost died. After this programming took place i was fired for giving somebody oxygen at a rave. Supposedly because i was not trained. Was pedophile ambulance officers in charge. That would always pick their ears to simulate an orgasm
St. Pauls hospital for releasing me when i had hundreds of scratch marks on my arms from a possession and a drug induced episode at the pinnacle hotel in whistler c/o corperatel.  and for saying i deserved to be in the psychiatric ward for saying i was sexually assaulted and that i wanted a test done, yet the doctor was hesitant on examining my anus while saying that as well... so i had to walk out almost naked and scared.
Being forcibly confined there with rights suspended after my wall center incident. I did get to baptize myself in orange juice *total raver style* lol J
Joanie obese Vancouver Drag queen- dogwood monarchist. Sexual assault in the odyssey night club. If it wasn’t for her touch the curse would have never evolved. It needed to go thru a court of my own peers. The sexual assault was a brutal finger in my ass by this demonic dogwood monarchist in the middle of the dancefloor of the odyssey nightclub. I have never been back there since. This sexual assault occurred after she saw me at the club with milligan as a bad transvestite im sorry but that tranny did not look passable, too much heroin !
these are just the localized players the illusion is continued in a methodical way via media and familiarity and everyone i know involved in this madness wants out but cannot. If i am to subscribe to this given estate i will no longer have rights to my story and my life. I will no longer be a man. They have the art and science of sickened torture down to an art. Replacing peoples hearts with dog hearts.
If i fall, all will fall. If i give in, my entire lineage will suffer and i will reward myself with the royal intrigue.
If i give in to this, everyone on earth will be lost forever. I have before but not this time. It is the illusion that it is not happening the illusion that none of this relates to you- everything was random. Everything was incredibly shaded in mystery. No really i know of what i know. When you say continuously you are raped by people thru sublimination the collective mind laughs-not only because they can read your every thought and action-but also because they themselves get raped and medically tortured on a weekly basis-laughing it off as a bad date with consent given. The Nazis contributed to a dark hell magic that would have been instituted into the world masked in invisibility – as if it doesn’t even exist. We are still hunted and taken care of methodically. Plz look at those in ur life- don’t freak out justunderstand that sometimes they have over fifty shades of a self. But also this person u see is usually a first response implant sent to investigate your emotional response and familiarity. Quite possibly the EVIL twin of whom u will come to know later. Most don’t understand the sickening state they are under nor can they remember the sexual and physical abuse from a young age. I know they are  not the only one to blame for this. People are simply pawns, i mean my thiefs/sex slave curse would entail me taking things from ritzy places, locker rooms, eastern star ladies, freemasons, rich men, powerful men, a man who became a senator that was a coroner, universities, foreign spies, poor people, handicapped people, satanic people, drug dealers, a few of royal decent, much of this will never be found out. It is untraceable. I feel i have friends in high places that were able to protect and seal my records. Of course i am unaware of the more larger implications of my actions. I just know that if certain doors were not opened i would not be here to this day to be writing about this. Much of this mindset was fuelled by a drug or sexual based mindset. Of course i am here to learn my lessons as you are. Some paths are not as wicked as others. I have almost paid for my path with the cutting of my tendons in both arms. Because i believe in myself.
I wanted to unlock the doors that keep us all chained up and i believe in you. Although there is forgiveness in peoples hearts. There is no forgiveness in the matrix we live in. Zero.
As a youth i was witness to many many crimes and forced to testify at these crimes, some sex crimes and others which brought the gangwarfare to light, the more hidden elements of occultic magik i was also jacking off with an adult member of the john howard society at age 12 where i was made to do community service as a youth.
I also committed so many crimes ( i cant even count)  straight from the Freemasons and easter star people selling tickets for cars directly. These witches and weirdos have made me into their demolay prince and i am something of marked meat these days. I would find things like business cards that said like how to greet a mason “are you a turtle?” “why you bet your sweet ass i am” and I look out to the north to the east to the south to the west type rhymes etc  i also hear this sweet ass thing in many movies and tv shows as well ....
I am a perpetual late teen, and everything is being done to make me believe i am sick for thinking as such when this is my core self. Mainly due to my upbringing but also being given many many drugs at age 15-18 which stopped myself from aging so to speak. Kinda hot but some would make me believe i am an oddity when all i really want are what any average 17 yr old wants. Most people in power find it incredibly hot to sleep with a 17 year old well me being in the mentality otherwise they could be in trouble for being seen with the guy :P~~~
These words are ordained by god and protected at the most highest level. For the progression of my own soul and not the elevation of half human hybrid animal rapists.  The entire world is illusion my world is illusion. I doubt yours is far from normal. My whole self is quite peculiar as a being where they would replace all of my relatives with hybrids and such :P once you are on their blacklist you get no help whatsoever from anybody involved in the system that they have instituted over all of us. The ones that ignore this fate are outcasts or exiles and get no financial benefits or any status within the system that they finance through various means that i will not get into right now.  What are my goals ? why bring this info out. I cannot keep it secret- if i do i will be easily snuffed out. What do i want ? i am unsure. That is not for me only to decide. It is up to a faculty to decide. But i do not want the country i live in to be controlled by these sex cult psychos anymore. Or a country run on sexual abuse, human trafficking. I would gladly take control of the entire country myself. I believe i have the reasoning. And it does actually belong to my people. This would make Kanata the only sole republic on the planet. Not influenced by the collective. But it would be tough to run a nation with only one compassionate Buddha and the rest in my region as hybrid digital entities that have no compassion, no talent, no sincerity, no love, no feelings, no enlightenment. They simply rely on the intellectual status quo of the collective hybrid thoughtform. That to me is an undesirable life. On one hand they have everything yet lack what i am wealthy in character of. On the other hand it is the other way around with the people that are wholeheartedly against me for some reason. There are many things. I cant pinpoint exactly what it is but there are about a hundred thousand incursions that were mainly against my own choice more of a subliminated ideology that would force me to do things to people which to this day i don’t regret because i know now i have a full faculty of perception of right and wrong. Unfortunately in my hay day from age 12 or so to about 22 years old i was not aware of this perceptive skill paradoxically the universal echelons of the vipassis allowed me to completely release every painful experience i held inside my soul. Allowed me to completely understand what i have done to others and allowed me to move on and ask for their forgiveness. It is all i can do. But not something that people on a monthly basis can threaten you subliminally with codewords that freak the hell out of you. I come from a family of torture and abuse and suicides. People allaying that they are apart of the KKK and also that my life is under the laws of the national security act and that i have no jurisdiction in Canada as a sovereign being due to the terrorism legislation enacted after the 9-11 stuff ...The only perceptive abilities you can rely on is what is in your field of vision in the moment. Everything else is illusion.
For those not familiar with the Geneva convention it is an articulation of the rights of prisoners of war. Those that resist this cult mindset will be treated with respect, dignity and all the rights afforded to a singular human consciousness.
They simply cannot take care of me through official channels so they send the earthbased sinbased justice league (mason wizards) to ‘take care of me’
Shaun A. Delage