Walking by the jock in gym outfit with red stripe and seeing his almost feline face and both of us smiling and thinking nasty thoughts about each other in a split second was amusing
Of course our lives are far to complex to profess our love in the forest for each other
I wonder what stopped from grabbing him and kissing his face like i do in the dreamworld
Maybe he needed a kiss
I met him in the real special reality which is a far more complex internet rather than pixelated intrigue when u turn on your computer
The reality is, is that most are so fearful of the real internet (reality) so they hide away with the lights off and the television on or spend 20 hours a day on the elusive internet
Knowing full well there is a real reality reminded me to have faith
That there is a beautiful man on my path and he has been waiting patiently and understands
Not only the want to love but the desire to love after figuring that your life lacked the actual essence of love for quite some time
I see him and think god i would love to make out with his lips in that forest
But most people don’t say “hi, want to get married?” sad enough these days you want to look for something to hate , u need a set of excuses so predominant to leave
I work out endlessly – i am a stud and yet i see myself as a failure looks wise
Even those divine beings that grace my sight with their spectacular being grow somewhat obsessed with me
Sad enough since i can sorta read minds the interaction seems rather trivial and i sense the obsessive and possessive side and dash away fearful because i am not something to be owned or controlled
It just seems that those close to me are heavily coated in illusion at times so they are unreadable
Continuing on with upholding the status quo while not addressing the deeper meaning that i so crave to discuss with another being
Most like me, fear interactions but it is best to face your fears head on
Either way you hide away and digress to an unsaveable point or you go the other way and begin the process of dehuminization
With subset neuro linguistic analysis you can be easily judged and processed/positioned by a seeming stronger being and marginalized /catagorized and tucked away surrounded by those that work to enhance the illusion around them but also with you as well
Or those that will work to instill fear in your mind regarding (the quality i advocate the strongest)
EVOLUTION becoming stronger more knowledgeable and swifter than those that wish to control your very essence of course evolution will always be met with hostility in a contractual based society
There will always be that fear as well
But why fear if you should completely understand evolution you understand the greatest essential strength in evolving is the power to love above all else
Who the hell am i is the question that will always be hidden from most us . most that attempt to discover where their personality resides are virtually met with hostility and disgust everywhere they ask a question. I know me personally my stock attached to my birth certificate # has been trading at millions of dollars for quite some time. Much is being done to lower the price of the trade by means of imprisonment, health difficulties, or death where all those secretive entities trading it will be given one percent over their initial investment which is still pretty high when you have 500 beings you are bartering on.
To tax death so to speak
Well those that can trade higher are fully aware of my souls worth and potential who i inhabit
About my home world
My personality type, what characterizations i hold
My future growth forecast
My artistic ventures
The situation i am in
And what those around me are being promised to reel me in or shuttle me into an uncaring and torturing relationship by association
My status in former Egyptian royalty the curse bound existence i am currently living
The secret war on all those around me except me to instil trauma and abuse without inflicting it on me
This is how it is done in iran if you leave the country they will arrest your whole family and everyone who knew you and cause them pain for your crimes
The beings around me that are sought with caring for me always expect a reward but understand the souls bounty of what will be given if i should fall in essence it is a lower level contract that they agree to without seeing the other 50 levels above the said contract if they are proven as a useless endeavour no payment will be processed nothing will happen but the orginal signee is led to believe that they will cash out so to speak or essentially have their soul released from captivity , finally after all of these years in eternity~!
So much to say of the sickened desire of late i control my desire to want to be set free
I hold the keys to my being, being released from captivity
I just know there are those that can relate to me in the passion
Humans are born with unfathomable amounts of energy and power at their calling and whim
It is those that have arrangements with the lower worlds that have grown adept at literally sucking your own life force out of you. And using the very same energy against you in the process
Alter the in the moment complexities of individual spirit
You see somebody you like and literally want to lick from head to toe with a dry tongue
Yet you speedily and in quite a hurry walk by the person locking eyes and saying hi but you keep moving unable to stop to whip out ur tongue
Avoiding any possible interaction and travelling past the in the moment perception
Failing to actually register what this could have meant and essentially never seeing the soul again hoping in the back of your mind that some day they will notice you or you will run into them again by chance or going online and posting an i saw you ad waiting for that email
The beliefs that the beings are more trustable in reality than the internet is a paradox
While one can assume that the being may be apart of the controlled military industrial complex
One could also put faith in the ability to communicate on a frequency that would still put the interaction on the level of a simply meeting on a sidewalk or in a bar and not stress too much
It would seem that 45% of people meet others in bars or clubs where they know nothing of the owners or patrons
The other 45% meet of the internet through dating sites or chat rooms which is technically a military controlled hyperdimensional safe zone
And finally 10 % of people meet others in reality through friends or at work etc
This never used to be the case before the internet you could pull out a personals ad that is about all
100% in our impressionable existence rather than meeting others in a reality based fictional cartoon entrancing realm of seeming undesirables or the same could be said of bars and clubs where people are literally soaked through their skin with the intoxication and judgements of others
Simply judged by what shirt your wearing or how you look
What some places to find your future soulmate !!! jeeze
LOL i am not saying that it cannot happen and of course it happens every hour of every day
The actual hidden abilities for others to investigate you in these places are nothing compared to meeting your future beau at a friends bbq and settling down and adopting a cat or dog and planning out your life together
It is almost incredible to think of those with abilities to want to explore a reality
That is seemingly real while holding some truth that it may actually be layering somewhere in elusive illusion of baseless fact
Things happening in other placements of the same dimension
May not actually be taking effect at any time in the present
It is simply sold to us as a self doubting ever present reality meant to entrance us deeper rather than introspecting and having the courage to ask questions of others and most importantly of ourselves.
This illusion provides us with a life when you possibly cant define your own
You tune into a show and get tranced into a lifestyle that is unlike anything you thought of ten minutes prior
What a great product of distraction
Mind you if i sat here writing ten hours of this a day i would literally go insane with theories
I need the occasional soap opera, go to work out , look at hot guys then make dinner look at some porn
The list goes on lol
More importantly the task of asking questions in a reality that is heavily sanctioned and is guarded as despising creative expression and interludes of poetic post modern independence
Also an existence literally soaked with subliminal messaging and hypotheticals yet your seen as an obscene being or a terrorist mind if you begin to address them in your waking life.
It is the illusion i am faced with every day
One like i am pretty poor by our standards of economy yet i own everything i desire, i am way better dressed than some higher echelons of society . i have all the food and the skill to make myself happy cooking it without charring it to death , i have a roof over me to shelter me from storms and the cold.
Living in Canada i have thousands of other perks to being alive as well that most seem to ignore.
So in reality it is funny to look in the mirror and say “i am poor” when you could look in the mirror and say i am rich yet i have nothing.
Impressive mate now show me that deep beautiful smile so i can keep going with my life with grace and objectification of the self, not to mention personality ;)
Not one being can say they never knew you so why hide
There is only about 700,000 beings on the planet, only a few at the very top alluding to the fact that they control the millions of others beneath them and also paying for their crimes so to speak
It is best to discover your independence early on and resist the collective hysteria offered up in a spiced and seasoned dinner in front of you
Put faith that the whole existence without factual proof is even happening concurrently
To simply make an effort to evolve is enough
But mainly using the transport hubs like a shooting megabyte through a wire is a difficult task
Making the choice to go out and planning a route
Then if you are actually granted access that is another story altogether
U may simply be seen a s a threat in an exploratory sense and it will induce a mindset to ignore the impulse and will layer on about a dozen subset tasks at hand to accomplish completely snuffing the actual desire to explore
The transport methods can be seen very much like a computer and include walking, biking, driving, flying, going, wandering, dreaming, believing etc if there is no purpose behind your actions much will be done to stop you and much will be done like the game of life to move pawns into your path to make you believe you don’t belong there.
It is wise to keep your initial focus a reality and have the courage to carry it through but while transporting yourself even in the most boring of societal impressions of what reality actually is
It is important to be guarded yet protect your being , display panther like murderous bodylanguage
So you are not threatened or taken advantage of
Yet maintain a being that is approachable and open to exploring, sharing, and loving another that is deserving. Avoiding the analytical and staying close to the ideology of growth and the courage to share a smile and not disregard the being if they display the need to get to know you
The greatest weapon in the hands of the elites currently is the ability to alter the present reality in individual circumstances nobody would imagine the queen bee hyper connecting with some odd worker named #7468 off in the lower quadrants of the hive
To make them alter their bike path so they don’t fall instantly in love with a studmuffin they see
Avoiding that and the ultimate love they would have found without intervention of the present moment
But it does happen and it happens to you and i and it happens as soon as you think of something presently.
I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is an amusing delight
It is a red ant
Normally i run from these because they bite
It told me that i will not have many travels at all but this one must be done for the enlightenment of your soul there is a being that would like to meet you
But you will have to prepare yourself because it wont be easy
I was instantly transported into a room of flesh the walls were lining type reddish flesh and were bleeding and oozing and there was a tonsil like being in the middle of the room and it was trying to communicate with me
I could do nothing but scream in horror and fearful i wanted to control myself but could not crying and in complete sadistic horror i touched the wall and could see blood and slime on my hand
In tears i walked through the fleshly floor and walked up to the middle of the being
I could sense that the room i was in was the entire being
There was no way out
For me i thought just the middle of the room was the alien
I looked around and was lit but orange reddish haze and of course the walls and floor of flesh and my hands everywhere i touched were dripping with blood
Crying and about to give myself a heartattack the red ant appeared, looked around fearfully and at once i was transported elsewhere to cure myself of this vision
I was transported to a forest and then walked onto a tour bus which took me to an airport
There was a cooky old man looking goofy and dancing around like a clown and with that i was gone.
Comfort in illusion yet solace in disillusion of faith
Solace in comfort yet faith in empowerment
Infusion directly of belief
In order of perpetuity
No struggle unless time bound
Other than that restricted in inclusion
Or thought up of encouraging extroversion
Mindset of interaction
But moreso timing of self depending on ability
A sensitivity of mending of souls
Other selves and other beings in a spacial reality
Theories abound of selves
So small they almost are non existant
The writer writes until they break it all down
Or simply discover the reasoning being the man with the pen
Either run or fly high through a self so mused with impressionism
Of an artistic faith
Or movement
Most would hardly believe and individual could hack into the collective code
- SHaUn A. DeLaGe