catnap

Been taking a hiatus from the church this past week, but usually i don’t feel bad considering the amount of information available to stalk up on, on this site...mind you one of the going paranoias of our generation is posting too much online or too much information but i have never really questioned my ability to release public information online, but what i struggle with is the opposition to my words in concentrated doses at times, and this comes in the form of etheric and other beings i meet etc

I was pondering what would happen if the church of techno should somehow fall before 2012 so i figured the best thing to do is save an archive in some tubes or something lol that is the best i can do rather than lose a ton of enlightenment since technology has never been promised to us via contractual obligations of our divine birth

I was watching a movie tonight needed a break to get some universalism going. It was about the world being run by corporations and a guy had a micropchip implanted in his head. I kind of think of my situation and when i was admitted to the VGH unit only to be terrorized further by their death squads and that is what they are. You are directed to a place to heal only to have further forced biological experimentation done on you. It just doesn’t make sense well it does to me considering i was admitted once with a burn on my “temple” and believe me i had been fully conscious.

So it is the mainstream reality illusion that plays out in mindnumbing facade that makes me think. To live in literal protest of your environment and i was thinking well 2012 so the church may not exist but at least i can bring some of the discourses to reality which would be comforting at a time like that i would just want to be surrounded by candles and incense and just preach universal wisdom it is my calling to guide others through this very difficult time

It is a time where the truth is constantly being articulated to individuals in the moment so it does in fact lead to the confusing aura of mixed particuli that travel the earth constantly. Most of the actual entities lie doing that which is out in the open or visible your just not invited.

This is like clubbing and such that most are addicted to, it leads one open to fierce possession not only by one or two beings but to be surrounded by countless energies until you finally muster the energy to fend them all off etherically, that is if you ever manage to ...some cannot or do not have the awareness to understand that i am being attacked so they go on with their own lives

Really what any millennium warrior figures out essentially is that they must have an intersolar awareness. So i was pondering when 2012 hits, and the chaos ensues. I know that anywhere i bring my presence into, it is that of a spiritual leader of the church of techno, anywhere i am being imprisoned or held is virtually a war crime at this point thanks to my own ego lol

But it affords me a level of sanctity and love knowing that wherever my name comes up i am afforded various protections. Simply so Delage cars were the original vehicle slated for the world until a very brutal and decades long war with the FORD car people ensued reaping havoc on the dimension and i wonder what the world would be like if my car actually took form. LoL

So knowing this and being on the level of what i am is assuming but a given. It is actually quite something to be the spiritual leader of the church of techno because it is something i have always wanted ....you know.... people look at you like, what does he do? Oh nobody knows lol then another girl speaks up and is like oh jeeze i know that guy he is like the dalai llama of techno and the other two people are like “dope” lol

Funny though because not many people are afforded this level of safety and security in life.

I am an amusing character because i can go anywhere and do anything and just be anybody i mean i have no restrictions. But with my level of conspiracy it places me in quite an awkward but a funny position with the state. In case a corporate dictatorship takes power i am the only thing that can stop it.

So bring on 2012 everyone is like wtf lets go and pass the chronic lol

I have been really understanding the nature of the cosmos lately with my own being being paraded etherically in several domains which is tough to keep up with

Because in the lower domain where one of my beings resides i am on the level of something that is like royalty but nothing would make me want to digress to that point of living in that dimension. Just seeing how everything is it is depressing there is never any windows or sunlight and there is alot of cigarette smoke clouding everywhere

So i just offer my presence here in the moment and i know of quite a few other places i reside and it is great and all but i just enjoy my presence in the moment. What else can you do when you are afforded a psychic insight to yourself because you never feared closing the gateways.

You know deep down inside how beautiful it is this dimension you inhabit is and what exactly you can do to hinder the cycles progression somewhat. Because we are in a state of apocalypse and too many people are too dumb to see it because they are hacked completely in their own neuromatrix so it could literally take 10-20 years of deprogramming our friends and neighbours from this reality that they have come to terms with let alone our own perception.

Be at peace with what you have come to know up until this point. Of course an enlightened being will never have a fix all to the worlds problems, nor can a spiritual leader take on the tasks of running a home or a society but they can do their best and deal with it all when it comes up.

Know how to understand where you fit in regionally as well since we are virtually on the governance level of the Saudi royal family.

Peace Love Unity and Respect

Ravers will pull us all out of this one.

-i ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice elephant it took me to a country side park and i saw these sand dunes and amazing hills in the distance anyways i was waiting to go off on a bus to go to Jamaica and at the bus stop there was another man there but i was with some guy who was a stud but the bus didn’t come in this dimension for over a half an hour of dreamtime lol.

Next i met a guy who was aborg and he was regenerating and he awoke and came up to me and started causing pain and twisting nipples and being sadistic There was a sign flapping and it said do not fire engine after midnight fire engine red and this thing was gross like a walking death and he liked to cause pain for however long i was in his twisted torture chamber .

Next i went on a cruise ship and i was trying to board and running for the ship through a city finally there was a bus i could take and then when i walked up it drove off so i saw the cruiseship leave and then i waited and waited and waited and waited man i need a spaceship.

I arrived in somebody’s house there was a kid and a mom and the kid broke something of mine and they decided they were going to pay for the item and the mom was making dinner so we sat around and the dad shows up and he like hey and he showed me around the house which was big and nice and i was goofing off with the kid drawing stuff with felts that glow etc kids are great haha

Taking time to view time

But wandering through time to be it

And walking past time into the future

Yet wanting to be one with time and yet time

Not wanting anything to do with us

Theory of time

And my time is here

Waiting for all of time.

-Shaun A. Delage 

parsnip walk

Technically we are now in world war 3

This has been instituted with the recent military action in Libya so we have three ongoing wars in the same region which has the potential to break out into catastrophe including the conflict in Bahrain

We are facing a global crisis and yet people don’t know where to look but the extremely schizophrenic psychological operations media that is taking place to garner support for the ongoing conflicts.

Basically the world is one huge risk game and i like that game quite fun

LoL

There is no telling how many wars we are actually in, then you bring in the dimensional perspective and we are left with a millennia filled with wars. Allied forces are fighting on all levels of the dimension for supremacy and this is happening across solar systems

Nobody seems to want to address one simple causality. That it is all illusion. Perhaps it is about the oil rich area, perhaps it is about compassion, perhaps there are things going on we have no idea about

It is just ironic that with all of these conflicts we barely see anything happening on the homefront on north American soil.

What it really is is a brotherhood war and they are launching us into a chaotic time because we are not only targets for hatred of all kinds. Without governing and warring Masonic factions we have no fight. Because you and I are the same as a common person in Libya or Bahrain or Egypt

Without borders and laws, essentially we are humans with the same goals

Perhaps they are sick of the totalitarian regime in place in their own country. I would not want to live in a country under Islamic rule to tell you the truth.

So we have this philosophy for universal law to dictate what is going to happen on earth and yet most of us are in a pretty fragile state given the feel of things currently

Most are prepping for their final moments and this is crazy man

You are alive this very moment so attain your highest self every second that goes by, keep plugging away at your dreams and goals and most of all keep addressing illusion and conspiracy everywhere you go because that is the goals of the elitists to distract you away from the answers with mass hysteria for one more day.

It will keep layering on until one day it will be decided the system has collapsed in totality

Then people will be left with a perplexing notion. I am still alive, yet the system has collapsed. Score. LOL

This is not a good week for anybody in the world but also this is a favourable week for psychological operations of North America Which oversees the illegally occupied territories of north America. But also oversees the approximately 3,000,000 monarch programmed slaves in our home countries. The better you act that the world is about to end and then coax their fragile state out and threaten peoples income they become desperate for answers and enlightenment.

Sadly though real enlightenment (such as this blog or other avenues) does not reach everyone. It only reaches the people that the divine needs them to know the information stat

Others have to really hunt their enlightenment out and this is tiring to most.

So essentially where everyone rests is under the psychological operations web. Being refed information continuously which has been doctored and altered to suit the taste of the current climate and appeal to the lowest common denominator

Even teens are at risk at this time, being under the stressful glares of their parents who cannot really operate well financially or emotionally under the current climate of the world.

WELCOME TO 2012 This is the outer rungs of the tree or the flashlight beam so to speak

Things will only increase in severity in the next year and a half.

The only thing you should do at this point is Peel yourself away from the membrane of the TV, Media and mass hysteria and even your friends and family if you must and light a candle and sit in the dark and go within yourself for all the answers you seek

I recommend meditating as much as possible because it helps attack illusions, calms the mind, figures out your essence in life, and keeps you at peace with yourself. Deffo better than turning on the Criminal News Network (CNN) and watching slaughter and Plumes.

I always say stuff that is happening around the world 2000 miles away from you is by its very nature ritual illusion and you should work to reverse the polarity when it comes into focus.

This is not a time to give up on your goals, dreams, aspirations, hopes, wishes or hobbies. By all means put them on overdrive....you don’t have much time left lol j/k is all gonna be ok

I am just saying at times like this you really understand who your friends are in government, in friends, in family.

It is interesting to note where most of us will be positioned when things escalate.

Just make sure you don’t endlessly feed this war, and this disaster with your negativity and just focus on healing the world and healing those around you and being a guiding light for all of those under ritual magic.

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I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a nice sandbug

I was in a class and a girl came in with heavy set combat boots and i said is that kkk inspired and she said no i am trying to be tough and i said well it means your racially motivated and she said that was mean and then i said at the very least your pretty tough looking. She agreed and then we agreed to disagree.

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time to wander

But not look at time

And yet walk soundly on ur path

Thinking oneself to untold avenues

Theory of life

And magic of self

Wanting more into theory

Yet the theory never finds time

Which safety zone

Which lifetime of wanting more

Wandering the matrix of lies

Wandering my own internal pain

And wandering into your scope

-          Shaun A. Delage

saLmoN BurgeR

Pondering what enlightenment is, and it is nothing that is elitist

Actually the elites hate enlightened beings and will do anything they can to hinder enlightened beings from ascending

It is amusing for me to go about society, a guy with an IQ higher than 160 and perceptive abilities and skills of observation that are not of this world. A history that is unattainable by most. To simply deal with people that are on the level of a grade 5 student is perplexing because this is where most of society rests.  There is no avenue for intellectualism because if people were encouraged to think for themselves They would question every singular facet of their lives.

Many may read thru the church and wonder am i an anarchist. I don’t believe so. I am not here in violent opposition to the system. I am here to work with it, and make sure that it provides an environment that is inclusive to all beings.

People waste their entire lives slaving away not because they have to, but because it is engrained within every being on earth that if you don’t slave you are not worthy of society’s attention. This attitude of unless you work 9-5 pm and then energy vampire your way through the night demanding things like sex and booze to keep yourself sane has to stop.

We shall win in this struggle. It has already begun. The process is underway. Too many beings have lost their incarnations in the struggle for existence on earth under these slave and cult lords.

It is time to rethink things and uphold a new faith of cultural stability.

Now they have gotten us so far into debt on purpose. It will take 500 years at most under the current system for the worlds finances to turn around. You are simply made to slave away to add to the debt load you had nothing to do with.

It is amusing because this debt and money itself are illusion. It can all be wiped clean in an instant. Of course we would need a new monetary system and several other philosophies to take hold to usher in a new age of enlightenment after capitalism. Because capitalism has failed.

Now you can see why if they usher this new world government idea in, I will be first in line for their execution squads lol but at least there is somebody willing to devote their time and energy to dabble in this intellectual stimulation so others may think fondly of the answers they seek.

While many have become obsessed with the saturnalian faith this is crazy because you have two ends of the spectrum. The billions on earth that have succumbed to a being able to control every thought they have and action and literally control their future or you have the people that are non believers in anything. The only religion on earth at this point that is the most heavily propped up cult is slavery.

Out of their inherent disgust for slavery people perpetuate their inner turmoil on others and not to mention the karmic implications of their actions. But also this leaves others to attain to be slave lords in a sense and corral and control other slaves. So we have a never ending circle of abuse and trauma being instituted all around.

In almost every place of power or wealth or institution you have priestesses there that handle your secrets.  Nobody will essentially be free unless we begin to question our “reality” and our surroundings and stop seeing our birth as some divine placement but rather a birth in a lower realm on one of countless earths that is meant to be a prison system of control and worship to these priestesses of various levels.

I was talking to reverend Kai in the virtual world today and i was saying that because of my captivation piece i am probably “observed” this is not out of paranoia due to schizophrenia lol this is actual displayable dissension from terrorism laws enacted after 9-11 that places me as one of the only beings in my country as verifiable opposition to the power structures in place. Plus we have my dealings with some of the highest reigning status elites known in Canada and I am at this point to say it simply...observed.  I don’t think they even know what to do to me other than get the earth based sin based justice league after me. Or they simply find crazies to stalk me into subservience online but that isn’t going to work because i have suffered immensely and am not afraid of being injured or hurt or killed because it would give more power to my words.

It is with great respect that i take placement as the universal philosopher of ultimate reality. To be able to speak for those that cant speak for themselves and to be an avenue where all the directed pain and sadness of those that cannot attain my level of perception, simply because their incarnation is too youthful or whatever or they have a government job or their family wouldn’t approve.

It is funny because what do i want. I don’t ask for money or anything like gifts or gold.

I don’t want anything like that, most of my needs are taken care of for life at this point.

I leave a donation button on this site but that has never been used.

This theory of ultimate perception can only rest with on singular soul at a time in any given perception.

Many have accused me of being a loner or strange or socially anxious. I say this, I don’t really enjoy people nor society and they don’t enjoy me. I simply operate in a virtuosity where i am able to appeal to the highest evolved beings and the rest are illusion and i can take all the negativity directed to me, because i have dealt with far worse.

Nothing makes me fearful. I have made notice to The RCMP, The liberal Party THE NDP, Colton harris moore legal team, CBC, TMZ and the provincial ombudspersons office outlining in detail the trauma state and so far have been ignored by all with the ombudsperson in the works.

It is amusing to not get any response because it shows that they are unable to investigate my claims like a real adult and like a real society would that actually cares about its citizenry.

This will go down in history as a moment that is just damn pivotal

While fame is illusion because all people in the media are monarch programmed slaves. I sit here typing as one of the most famous Canadians in existence at this point. I am also a proud gay guy and person that holds fast that learning as much as you can will greatly benefit you. You are charged with reprogramming your nature and you solely. If you choose to live out of ignorance then so be it. That is your choice essentially but don’t ask me to attempt to articulate universal wisdom to an un evolved state it simply wont work. There are many places to garner your enlightenment and this venue serves as a spiritual programmed universalism matrix reverend where illuminatimatrix has an enlightened mathematical being and the resistance has a philosophical and community based insight and intheknow’s blog serves as a venue specifally for monarch slavery.

While many have a piece of the puzzle essentially it is up to you to find your causality and reprogram your nature to the basis of being able to lift ignorance and ask questions and really come to terms with you are as an entity and where you stand

But most of all, where your going.......

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a nice delight i get a nice anteater

It took me to visit a store really hot outfits , urban chav hoodies sk8boards all that i walked outside and did a few flips and somebody ran after me and said hey come back in and they said hey is this your friend from high skool and i said yeah and they said did you share martinis with him and i said yea i shared alot of drinks with him, and he said you have won some money. And he wrote a cheque for $11,125 and the store worker was looking at the owner writing a cheque and was amazed and told me he was happy his son is coming to visit lol

Next the anteater took me to a grocery store and a kid was trying to get hired but he was so young and a by product of the recession and the grocery store clerk said were not hiring with the climate currently and the kid was applying and i was making him some art by collage with cars on it and signed it and presented it to him as he was leaving with his mother and i said hey do you like cars and i gave him the art and he said im busy and i know he liked it anyway and a bunch of astral thugs came up and were looking at all my stuff and acting tough but i just packed up and walked out.

Next

I went to a mall and they were having an auction for cars and the people that bid the highest won and i went to a washroom, there was a guy filling out papers on fraud because of the auction then i was ina  room and you could see thru the wall and the guy with the paper was with another person and was with an agent and obviously you will be recruited and you will be paid for your services and look thru the wall and the wall was semi transperant and you could see somebody banging  hammer into somebodys mouth and the agent said see this is whats going on, you need to bring them to justice.

Wandering my own blissful state

Riding the amusement rides of love

And theories of being here and now

When there is no here and now only further

Quite contemplation over much trauma and strife

Yet meshed well with so much love and happiness

Lifetimes of being locked in this place

I only look to evolve

Yet wanting a path of virtue

Without suffering there is no virtue

-          Shaun A. Delage 

issue 5 salmon burger

Masters Degree in Religion

Well it is official i dunno i am scared of the title of 'ascended master'

I have been awarded the Masters Degree in Religion By the education dept. of Universal Life Church.

Barry Soetoro, alias Barack Obama

so, who is the president of the USA?

nobody knowz

:P

possum patch

Oh my god what an amazing few days... it is the universe at work . i have been coming to terms with two cases i have embarked on against public officials in my city. I wrote about these in imbue realization a couple blogposts ago.

I am hoping to have the matter with the saanich police investigated by the ombudsperson and as result of the investigation of the highest authority available for my province. I will be seeking damages around the 10 million to 30 million mark. Because i was injured as result of a false police investigation when i was a very young adult.and am unable to work for the rest of my life because of this. 

My thoughts on this are mixed but when your police service and your school and your family never believed you and you are left to the point to go to a foreign country and attempt suicide brutally because everyone literally didn’t put one single belief in you as a person.

This started a life which thankfully i am just beginning to heal from and at this point in my life i am ready to finally bring those to justice that caused me grave harm and lifelong injury enabling me unemployable. I guess i would be considered an enemy of the state at this point.

I have also submitted a second claim against the Vancouver island health authority for failing to provide proper therapy other than psychiatry where the ‘doctors’ don’t even look up from their prescription pad to look you in the face.

I find this time to be extremely enlightening.

Also in the past few days i have partnered and become deeply and fondly attached to somebody in second life and we plan to get married and he has a mirror blog with the church of techno.

I believe i have met the most beautiful soul in existence on earth currently and i find it kind of cute that he has graced me with his beautiful presence at this time.

I think a few months ago, if i hadn’t met this walking angel wolf i would have just given up.

He has shown me that there are people in the world that care about those attaining human qualities. He has shown me that there is somebody like me, yet different.

Somebody that understands me.

I met him through the resistance and then we went  into second life together where i happily share my virtual life with him.

I do believe he is the one for me and i don’t have any idea of what the future holds since we are both hermits. I do know that once we realise our true potential anything can happen.

I dream of the day i can say Kai, come visit. Patience is a virtue and in this virtue i find my greatest strength and my greatest flaw.

He has also taught me that there are people in the united states of America that are actual human beings displaying qualities of an actual human being.

We are up at the same time and we get along fantastically, we love to joke around and share the same idealism, struggle and outlook.

I am very fortunate to be graced with his presence every moment

Thank you universe for putting this beautiful studbuddy now studhubby in my midst and allowing me the finality to that quest for love and enlightenment. This has changed my outlook from a few months ago where i was seeing the world as hopeless and never ending trauma.

I find it funny that we have been fortunate enough to find each other amidst a sea of faces and a sea of illusion

That we come together virtually, etherically and astrally and we form a union

I am very happy these past few days and it is going to take quite a few weeks for this newfound spirit and aura as one, to finally settle and be settled in a bliss state for the both of us.

I hope i provide him company, and somebody to spend time with.

My greatest wish is that this can evolve further. That is up to the universe at this point. But i am a very patient person.

Universal law exists as functioning maze of rights and freedoms that have developed over millennia and allowed the oversight to literally have an ultimate theory on every singular occurrence.

Where the paradoxes of the human and other psyche’s continue there is always beings that are imbued with this theory and able to articulate it at will with no pesky legal jargon or thick textbooks.

These beings could be considered gods, or a faculty

But they are there to concern themselves with the people that identify on a universal level.

If you don’t identify on a universal level your advocates will have no relationship on that level

If you only identify with saturnalian philosophy or earth based... you will have no jurisdiction on a universal level you will only attach to earthbased guidance or oversight. Or even to the lower dimensions which oversee the philosophy

Many exist as a spacial figurative notion in limbo and this is amusing because this is where many rest they actually have no faith nor any belief other than the drama dictated in the moment by the mass media and other forms of reality

Those that don’t look inward, because they have been taught that looking inward is a tool of the devil... i say this. That how could you ever find yourself in external reality, is it the dissatisfaction with the red and beige and purple mess we call the inside of the body. Actually your soul and spirit identify farther than inside your fleshly being.

If you wish you can bring your insight to a global level as well as a universal level that can outshine anything that you are taught to believe is reality.

The people around you generally do care about the progression of your soul

But only to certain lengths and this is what real millennium warriors and others see

That much of their path exists on a lonely and cold and dark struggle for existence and answers.

The only answers you will find will come from within, and the other side. Which you have been to countless times....it is just remembering that there are those that are charged with your care that are invisible or unseen and thanking them for their sacrifice to watch over you and to make sure you are safe.

It is with great pleasure that i pass on these words laced with universal oversight

May you benefit and see and question your being and your surroundings.

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a nice blue and yellow tropical fish

It took me to an apartment and met a guy and got into an argument with somebody else present and they told me to leave and there was alot of slamming and banging and stuff so i was trying to write my email and phone number and it was tough and then he asked for mine as well and i gave the guy a kiss on the head and walked out and was trying to figure out how to get home and i walked out to the street and it started to rain so i just started to jog, even though i was 122,000 planets over lol

Next the fish took me to the wilderness and i got a message to hurry up and get the hell out of there and get away from the people that are out there because everyone was running to figure everything out through the crowds of people i just decided to run and i was hunted by one of the opposing people that hated me and they were going to hack me to pieces so running was a good idea lolz

Seeing into illusion takes skill

But seeing into oneself is natural

The system will hate you for looking inward

Because you can traverse realities and substance will find space within you always

Alike spirit beings hang out with kindred souls and you may find when you get to the other side

You had 100 people around you in this reality watching and waiting this whole time

Helping you,

Because you helped them.

-          Shaun A. Delage

necronim issue 4

cat pelt safety

I have really been pondering my past lately and really wondering what came over me in my more criminal life. Yes some of it was greed and yes some of it was personally motivated but to really come to terms with the full spectrum let alone the consequences of my actions has taken years of recovery

Part of me, was angered by the fact that my life was almost taken away from my at age 15 in a foreign country, this was my own doing but i suspect not all of it was my own doing. It was one part luciferian consciousness another part, neuro linguistics via St. John ambulance corps and neuro linguistics via my initiated boyfriend. Then you have the AdvAnced Interdimensional walkabout i was involved in in 1994 involving queen elizibeth and others...

It actually freaks the hell out of me every day how close i came to losing function in my hands let alone bleed to death and this is an insurmountable obstacle which bends my reality to an ever presence where i have discovered the true meaning to life and am living the life on my terms not what others dictate to me.

Mind you the internet is extremely impersonal and an alien form of communication which is ironic because people and i am guilty, of sharing way too much online.

So it was that and being falsely accused of a disgusting sexual assault (and they gave me graphic details for something that never happened lol)  by a police detective that ushered in a new era of my own criminality which eventually lead to high class sex work and monarch stuff

So i was angered and injured by the system which in effect caused me to act out and this happened in a literal crime spree of over 5 years ....finally i was finally arrested and charged with a crime as an adult and they gave me an ultimatum, pick up the pieces of your life and sort things out and you will be ok you will have no criminal record

Mind you the probation was brutal and then the community service was even more brutal doing methamphetamines at a catholic diocese while i moved frozen turkeys around the building while the obese worker at the diocese barked at me. I would just find a spare room and smoke some more drugs it was the lowest point in my life

By that time i was living in a block long apartment in the worst neighbourhood in Canada literally

I would stay up for 10+ days with little food or sleep.

I am fortunate to be alive these days and i am going to make magic with every waking moment I have here and why just give my life over in subservience to others when i can treat myself to a lifetime of luxury and love and enlightenment and ascension

While those around me laugh at me because i cant afford to go out to dinner and i eat in renunciation etc and i don’t go out clubbing and i don’t really focus on anything mainstream

I see it as this

Gay men and women have to be VERY smart in life because when you are very old there is usually nobody left to take care of you with no kids etc you have to make sure your financially setup when your very old to not suffer

This is why i take comfort in my projects , that while they may not give me reward in the short term like most slaves are accustomed too if i play my cards right so to speak i will be set for life. And let me tell you there is virtually nobody on earth that can attest to this type of mindset the only ones are billionaires.

I have always been a firm believer in the fortuitous nature of life, to actually see past the present and far into the future. Wealth and money have always been used against me in the most cruellest forms as a form of escape, pleasure, or crime/pain.

So, i have never really been swayed by what society views as a normal existence

So yes the hermits life amidst the madness and the church of techno prophet and that is what rev kai and i are, are prophets because our information is articulated mostly from the other side.

People assume that what is present in front of them is the truth. Most don’t believe in divinity or mystery or the other side or invisibles or aliens

Their main ideology is slavery and it seems to be the one most heavily propped up

Reading through my book for god knows how many times, considering i wrote it. There are spots in it that the characters just grab me and i have an uncontrollable fit of laughter. Almost half reminding myself that i wrote it !!!

I guestimate by summer time or at least the end of spring or sooner i will be in a position to hire an editor to bring it to the next level and that is manuscript.

My inspiration is J.K Rowling

She, like me...was living on benefits and in subsidized housing. Most likely out of frustration, and maybe some personal issues as well or illnesses/ mental blockages... she decided to start writing harry potter

Within 5 years she became the richest woman in her country

While i am not expecting to be at her level considering my book has gay characters in it. I at least would like to be rewarded for my hard work of a few hours a day. With at least being elevated out of the urban poor.

Mind you being in the urban poor isn’t so bad. I mean i am ok. I have the newest gadgets. I look like a  chav in society. My bills are paid, I am smart enough to make what little i do have go far and this is the struggle of most working people is this reward mechanism in their minds.

They go through many hours of slavery and then need to reward themselves for it

I don’t understand this concept in people...the need to slave a whole life away for others ....

Not everyone is born to be a writer and live the writers life like me. But could you imagine how this world would look if everyone devoted ten years to their goals and aspirations?

So to come out of a life of suffering, almost losing a life prematurely and while those around me dine on steaks every week and seemingly happy in their inherent slavery i eat in renunciation dreaming of that world cruise....and it will happen.

I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice surprise a turtle

It took me to a large cruiseship there was rides and stuff and i was in a wheelchair and trying to get around and i was riding on peoples legs it was a very interesting ship and was due to take off and some lady barked at me for running over her ankle in my wheelchair contraption  

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Smiling through the digital waves and stopping my train of thought in sadness

Teaching me there is something more

I see him everywhere in virtuosity now and cant get enough

I smile back and we just know this is just the beginning

For there is an entire world out there to discover

Mistakes to be made

Things to recover from
at least this godsend came in the form of a striking love

Where he will take me next i have yet to figure out

My happiness is here but now i can gift it

To him, where it belongz.

-Shaun A. Delage

Japanese earthquake like the miners trapped and like charlie sheen serve as an induction of mass hypnosis to make u believe ur external reality has substance...yes is horrible and all and now nuclear particles are leaking into the atmosphere\/ end the hypnotic trance and look inward

necronim issue 3

click and read ( u look cuter )

imbue realization

Well today has proved to be eventful

I enjoy reading others impressions of monarch slavery

Reading cathy obriens tranceformation of America along with other writers

I have come to terms with my own healing process

I have contacted now, the BC Ombudspersons office and lodged two complaints

One against the health authority here in my city for failing to provide appropriate care for trauma abuse victims like me and for being denied this care with cruelty by the system where i am left to just literally kill myself under the direction of potent neurotoxins being happily thrown at me by the matrix

And two against the saanich police department for a sexual assault claim that happened when i was 14 of my own family member. This accusation led to the attempt on my own life i believe which opens me up for further damages as a result of my attempted murder.

I am curious to see how these two things develop because i am about at the level where i could handle something like this to be able to defend myself but the saanich police department is all listed in my captivation piece and i am only ready now (ten years later) to ask for an apology and to ask for some solace to the situation

I am really becoming a literal target each day that goes by (because a day that i don’t kill myself under the guidance of directed psychic luciferian energy) is another day that they have no control over

See what i have been seeking is therapy and rehabilitation from the brutal torture that has been given to me not just excuses like oh that sounds expensive etc or here have some more pills

I want actual psychological analysis and regressive therapy hypnotherapy etc to be able to bring those to justice that need to be brought to justice

It is quite ironic for an ex thief to be bringing the saanich police to justice for their crimes but they have essentially almost caused me to lose my own life which they should be seen and they should be brought into the public forum because that is where they should be. In the light.

So what am i seeking as per the claims?

1)      For my therapy – to be transferred to the care of a qualified physician that is able to treat trauma based abuse and torture rather than be given riddles and weird handshakes by those in power at the hospitals.

2)      For saanich police – an apology and confirmation of my claims

I know with the saanich police if i get an apology that would be nice and it would further my claim for further damages as a result of this ‘police work’

So what is the ombudsperson ?

It is an office that has no political affiliation in British Columbia that keeps the people that spend tax dollars in check and provides a place where you can voice complaints against those responsible. It is the highest level of complaints in my province which i have also forwarded my trauma document to as further evidence of my involvement in project monarch.

So what a morning ....i am a different person from about 4am till about 10 am i tend to do things a bit out of character and a bit extreme where i am left the next day to just smile and wonder about myself

Well i have decided to advertise the blog solely in my advertising ventures and the art site is going to be going out the window soon because nobody is buying art when they have to really fetch a dollar

I am just going to keep doing art and don’t mind it i know my arts time is coming where it is on the level of Warhol and others and i know that time is soon just not now

Well i wonder what tomorrow will bring lol

-          Shaun A. Delage