dog pelt (under fur)

I wanted to share exactly how the Code to the matrix book and the resistance group found meh since it is something i have kept to myself for good reasons, since it happened about a year ago when the enlightenment of the one found me in a sense. But also it seems like yesterday that which was one year ago when you live without the boundaries and constant repetition of time.

I have always been the one, it just seems to layer on quite a bit the past 10 years and the past 7 or so it has gone quite stagnant under the guidance of my ex lover

I had been in a very long almost marriage to a man i still love deeply, like any relationship it is usually at some point bound to fail unless it is your soulmate, the one you are meant to either spend the rest of your life with or you meet up and you both leave the matrix for the other worlds out there

I didn’t know anything was going on, my life had a level of perfection. Although i was very overweight and unhappy. I did not see it

I was posting something online on scribd and typed it out, one of my earliest dharma talks that i invented around that time a combo of enlightenment and poetry and dreamwork although i didn’t really get too much into the dream aspect around that time because it was not encouraged in my lifestyle

Anyways i was hunting on scribd and typed in the searchterm MATRIX

When i found the first few results came to a book called “The code to the matrix”

Intrigued i opened it to discover there was a download link on the resistance website

So i downloaded the whole book and read it in private over a few days ( i am a very very fast reader)

A few nights later i awoke in the middle of the night to go look for granola bars in my partners bag because i was a bit hungry and i knew he had good ones.

Something <<<<< made me wake up in the middle of the night almost like a whisper in the ear

And i opened his bag to discover a box of condoms.

I was like oh man, since we were mostly asexual at this point i was left heartbroken

I asked him about it and he said he had cheated on me with my ex i left to be with him

The next few days i stopped my medication and let that sink in until one night i stayed up and read the matrix book again and lit a white candle

When the candle was about to burn out and feeling the effects of stopping my meds i changed into my full tibetian Buddhist robes some skater shoes and luckily i didn’t shave my head

I wandered around town for about 4 hours from about 4 am onwards and walked about 10Km or miles

Some of it barefoot

I could feel peoples thoughts of me wandering town in my full robes, laughing, pointing, people saying why does he have hair that sort of thing but i went on

I was going to leave town and go meditate in the forest when i came to the bus terminal

And broke down almost

I knew i was in an altered state from stopping my medication for a serious mental illness

I phoned my ex and he said to me that he knew i was heartbroken and he is sorry

I just broke down and walked through Chinatown in my full robes to have people shaking their fists at me in anger and i kept walking to the police station through the heroin town in downtown Vancouver

Where i told the attendant that i had stopped my medication and i needed help

An ambulance and officers were called to attend to me and i was brought to the hospital where i had been given my medication again.

Over the night thankfully i stabilized

The next day hit me and i remembered i was due to go to whistler with my ex and his cat

We were going to a five diamond hotel for a few days

I said to the doctor can i please leave since i am a voluntary admission i have been looking forward to this for months

I said i was stable and he agreed with me and told me that i may be on this medication for the rest of my life and he asked me if i learnt my lesson of stopping the meds too soon. I said yes and i was off for a drive up to whistler and checked into the beautiful and ritzy hotel where i spent the weekend in complete surrealism

Over the next few days i forgot about everything when we came back to Vancouver i let a day or two pass and then i said to my ex “I’m sorry, i am too heartbroken. I have to leave you. I have to pack up my things and leave town. I cant stay with you anymore. My heart is broken completely. My life is no longer here. I need to leave.”

I left that night and went to Victoria and have been in the same spot since

Since then i have lost over 100lbs i have completed 41 chapters in my rough draft in my book. I have completed over 400 perpetual male rave pop art pieces and about another 300 variations.

I have discovered my independence and figured out essentially how gifted i am to be alive.

While i know now that that person was not my soulmate, i have a tremendous amount of respect for him. For keeping me alive for so long. For literally rescuing me from a drug induced life where i would have surely died without his care. For giving me a safe and beautiful home to live in and run and for giving me the safety needed to start my second life business.

While any relationship has inherent mistakes and pros and cons.

I am fortunate to still be in contact with this angel, while it has been very tough, i mean very very tough and we have been on two cruises and essentially we were contracted to be together and once the contract expires thats it for both ends of the spectrum

While it was tough and very dangerous to be in.... this is how i came to my new life

After a somewhat restful 7 year vacation and almost marriage

Here i am in the world.

Able to lead the church of techno, finish my novel. Lead the Perpetual Rave Male pop art movement

And discover what ascension and evolution/enlightenment actually means

With that i discover true happiness and true life and love

I have been on my own since about 15 yrs old so it nice to reconnect with those that care about the progression of my soul.

I ask my guides to come find me and what i get is a nice delight it is a dogfish sometimes swims around canadian waters and is very nice they basically look like a shark and also have a nasty bite as well

Well i found myself in a plaza where i saw a girl that could breakdance while pregnant lol i dunno she was pretty good at it, i was just concerned about the babe she was carrying while thrusting like that ‘breakdance bebe” apparently she found something that was going to turn her into a horrific creature

It activated and an assault group who met in a prison came and were going to try and find her to stop her

Next the dogfish took me to a jail and a parking lot closeby as well i was being arrested and i had on one blue sock and one black sock i saw david icke who was super small and in tights dancing around at my feet in protest

I arrived at the jail and asked to be put into protective custody and the attendant said absolutely not and I told her to download my captivation pieces which she was going to do then i told her it was a grave breach of the geneva convention to go against my wishes

I was able to break the handcuffs in two. She placed me in solitary confinement after that.

Next the dogfish took me to an apartment where i met a guy that was a few years older than me and another guy who was his boyfriend who was a few years younger and we all lived together and were all in love deeply. And we all took turns to kiss each other and make out. It was pretty hot !!! we got along pretty well but was a tender embrace rather than a sexual lust

I had a few computers and one of those ipad ones and i was playing with it for a few hours and i made some love letters about how much i loved these two men and how much i adored them.

Beautiful embrace by the theoretical side

Trippy intune with a more philosophical nature

And infusion of a belief that there is no theory

There is no philosophy except for that which is present

That the entire would is one philosophical playground

And world of subliminal suggestion and artistic creativity

Amidst so much analytical reasoning

Makes one question the actual living presence of our reality

Anybody more deeply inclined that is

-          Shaun A. Delage

fluffy kitteh

All anybody wants to feel is love, but love is only equal to the love felt

Some people are unable to find the love they need based on looks or the temperament they possess or other character traits

This leaves much of our society either desperately seeking out their feelings in other avenues and redirecting their energy which by far is very beneficial to the workings of society

But what if you are making no effect on the actual human beings you aim to enlighten

You simply appease the matrix and the matrix in turn rewards you for your effort with a pay cheque

Much of our society is built up on either programming the system in an unknown fashion much like a hypothetical code or programming the system to continue the system in all avenues

Most of our work involves keeping either the system running or the actual continuance of the system going

When independent minds revolt and harness the energy to themselves much warfare is directed at the person to stop them in their tracks because this is a life or death game essentially and much can be done to kill you if you don’t have the right protections in place or if you are not of use to the sides of duality that you represent

You can be killed neuro linguistically essentially so why worry about things like cancer or plane crashes or anything like that

I think of one example of this that enlightens even me

It was my meeting with the master mason in his white tower and my brother type.

They were trying to neuro program me to have sex with them both knowing full well one was HIV positive There exists a war on people and i am convinced i have unlocked the secrets to HIV AIDS

That it is done mainly through neuro linguistics and masters and hosts rather than through the infected fluids that everyone imagines HIV is spread

And it is done through a confusing array of neuro programming a sheet of beings that send you to your death essentially

Technically if your not having sexual love making for any other purpose than the directive force of love than it is a pointless endeavour to begin wif

And you are setting yourself up for disaster

So what did i do to deserve a rogue master mason trying to get me infected with HIV?

I was a billionaire escort

I had sex with dozens possibly hundreds of men essentially setting them free and yes some of them were powerful and some were married some i will never know who they were or are because it was just two men meeting and having a great time only to get a stack full of hundreds in my hand at the end

So that in a sense caused some trauma to the system and caused me to inherit some very negative energy along with my more criminal lifestyle and my dimensional practice of drug experimentation

The system we inhabit is not very forgiving at all

Much of the drama hit around year 2001 and before but i see residual effects even to this day when i deal with people in the moment

These darkened souls are able to read or psychically perceive who you are or they get advanced information and they use it against you in an all out assault

But i cannot believe

Otherwise i would go literally insane with paranoia and i look around at the world and see inherent bits of love everywhere i look from somebody handing a pandhandler without legs some change

Or a couple kissing in the street

Or i look at a dogs face (the next human incarnations on the planet-here to familiarize their being with earth so they don’t literally die of shock when born into a human body)

Or i look at a bed of wildflowers or i see somebody or someboy smiling

And i say that term loosely and i have been attacked quite a bit for calling men boys

It is a gay community thing , not one based in the sickened desire to rape small children lol

Like wtf for somebody to accuse you of things like that by simply attaching a cultural title to a gender is amusing because it is usually the people that have such strong aversions to youth treat people with hostility regarding perpetual youth

It is hard to imagine me being a young guy forever at some point i am going to look aged but it is very tough at this point when your almost 30 and look 16

LoL

Some people would say you should not reject that part of yourself

But it is also kind of harsh because older men wont touch you because they think your some stupid twink and younger guys love you however if you look the part then you even act the part and they are equally shocked to find out your literally an old man

What a shell to be walking around in

I must have good genes and i am not complaining at all haha

I just wish i was an alpha male with the shirt and tie and pinstripe slacks and the car and the condo at this point

But it may never happen for me in that regard

But there is nobody that is forgotten here no matter how alone you may feel

And the answers to your inherited success may be all around you this very moment it may just take some thinking power to perceive how it is all going to fit

It is tough for me to say i believe in god, because i do i believe there is a faculty of good and evil gods that run the earth then i believe there is the most high or the supreme creator and there is always other beings that will have godlike or luciferian powers and then you have the human beings that walk around as literal gods or angels or evil people

While i see so much pain and coldness in the world it is definitely nice to keep hope no matter where you are

That you too may be happy , healthy, prosperous and free from danger should be your ultimate and most pressing goals inherent to the meaning of life will find you as long as you have those objectives in mind

You will never ever find yourself if you don’t take time for yourself.

You must take time away from all of the useless programming code people are filling you with

It is imperative that you take much much time for yourself and take time to reflect and isolate and take time to touch yourself, i don’t mean masturbation, (although that is nice, to service the self for a change rather than be a sexual slave for others) i mean rub your arms and your legs and your own feet and your scalp and really connect with your being on a more tender embrace.

Take time to lay in bed without the objective of falling asleep

Take time to meditate and work out and take walks without people gabbing your ear off

And always be choosey of how you are willing to surround yourself with this type of programming, if the person or media influence is not offering you any sort of ascension or evolution then chances are it is damaging you.
i call on my guides to show me the way and 

I get a nice dove and it took me to a dimensional casino with the older style slot machines i am used too perhaps a lower world or a world out of sync with our time an older world i dunno

I tried to make a withdrawl even though i had a stack of bills in my pocket i just wanted more so i login to the ATM and it said my account had been locked due to criminal activity good thing i had a stack of money on meh so i sat down and gambled a bit and there was a stud next to me that was doing the same thing and he was leaning over and playing and i said to him hey you win anything, and he is like nah i haven’t and i pulled out two crisp one hundred dollar bills and gave em to him from my pile and said hey you wanna mess around and he said sure and i said whip it out under the table and nobody will mind and he said yes believe me they will mind meet me downstairs and i went downstairs and i went to a smaller room downstairs where there was another guy and well we did have ALOT of fun to say the least the guy could handle us both :P

Next the dove took me to a pool or rec centre where i walked in the changeroom and it was tough to explain what was going on because it was happening all at once it was a cross between a sadistic murder scene and an orgy and torture and a party and drug induced craziness there was a fire as well on top of it all lol well after that all died down i changed into my gear to go workout and told some guy about how medicated i was that i need it and it was provided free for my schizophrenia after i fixed a 420 pipe and talked with a girl on a bus about her trip to Europe

Amazement to the theories of being

But what is self without substance or direction

A self admitted to a theory of life

But a life of intuition and guidance

But a life of theory and belief

-          Shaun A. Delage 

candy neck or snake neck ?

Much of enlightenment is paradoxically painful

Nobody knows how beings with profound amounts of enlightenment and ascension and evolution exist with such a level of happiness that their counterparts in positions of extreme influence have zero trauma yet hold so much massive wealth and power

It would seem there is a fine line between those that are traumatized and those that inflict pain on others

While neither end can attest to any specific degree of pain there is no finality to pain it seems

That there would be a continuous flow of pain and enlightenment

People that you assume are at the top and are not going through any type of trauma.

There is degrees of trauma yes but to the people at the top there are safety nets available with the smartest minds available to help you and guide you through your pain for a price of course while this option is not even considered for the people perceived as lower beings (90.92% of the known world)

I have been battling entering this latest lottery by VGH millionaire lottery

Mind you it would be extremely paradoxical if i won, considering i am accusing them of injecting my left knee with a being but i would enjoy a house with a suite in it and i would retire at age 28

So for me, i know i have strange amounts of good luck and i know somebody is watching over meh

It may not happen this draw or the next and my millions may be the works with my book considering there are no starving writers lol

But even a singular chance and winning $2,000,000 is enough for me to enter at $100

Why?

Because if you enter the national lotteries here your chances of winning are one in about 12,000,000 or 24,000,000 i furget

but these hospital lotteries, while you have to pay more the odds of winning are on average one in 160,000

Those are odds i can live with man and it is keeping me motivated to stay alive one more month or two or three haha just to wake up to a call like you have won 2,000,000 dollars would be amazing and you cant win it if your not in it

Mind you i am not really a fan of the national lotteries given the odds but also winning $50,000,000 tax free is pretty cool if you ask me man

I have been thinking of all the reasons not to enter and then i look at my hands and my wrists and think i am not a normal person, i have not lived a normal life. I am definitely leading the way for magic of winning to happen, because beings do know who i am and i have angered and paradoxically amused others in various avenues

Recently i just took out an ad for a $9025 psychic reading on ebay

I have taken various denominations out and to no success and confident that i have psychic powers this is the only causality i am willing to live with

I would essentially do an enlightenment retreat on the person and relay every known bit of information the guardians want them to know while answering every question fathomable

I put in the ad, why mess with penny psychics...you get what you pay for

That along with my $1,480,000 ads and the psychic healing stones ad and the dimensional dream journal ad makes for quite an eclectic ebay

In case your wondering and wanna see it for yourself my tagname on ebay is: “newamsterdam604”

Anyways all that aside

I would like to make the argument for urine therapy lately it has come up in discussion. That while most are inherently disgusted with the idea of drinking their own urine or bathing in it or washing their face

I make the argument on behalf of the subject that it will cause you not to age, That you can heal any skin disorder, That your psychic energy will be increased dramatically

Your teeth and hair will improve along with your energy and outlook, if your unsure or disgusted or a bit turned on i welcome you to google it a bit more

I have been pondering the people i am aligned with in my life in a subset of paradoxes and on my captivation piece with the conspiracy leading all the way up to the monarchy and in Hollywood right to the banks and the highest forms of governance in Canada

I am pretty fucked up lol

To say that schizophrenia is a concern is a triviality compared to the plethora of issues in my life

I am just proud to say that i am happy, content, safe, protected, and loved

Mind you a nice man would be nice but for the time being i am focusing on my book

I want to sort of give my art a rest for awhile.

I have about 300 pieces so far and that is alot for any artist and i have safely posted them everywhere on the net to be used again if i should die or whatever really bringing the art to the mainstream and here as a movement by anybody willing really. The only catch is to make money off the art you have to go through me or my estate essentially other than that you will be sued

Muhahah

I have been thinking about this guy from Pakistan i chatted with a while back on gay.com i found him a bit weird against the west and cut our communication off based on his views of the US considering most likely the communication was monitored as a threat somehow

I know now my life is very much public and monitored to a certain degree because look around we are in an informative prison a psychological operations web

Anyways a few weeks after i talked to him the Pakistan floods hit

Crazy i know, he was in the upper echelon of the Pakistani caste system but of course for being gay the penalty was death by firing squad

It makes me think of how well and how tough we have it here equally

That i am sure there are some advantages to living in Pakistan although from our perspective we are the highest in the world caste system likewise with other communist and Islamic countries or just countries that are hot all year some people would just want to escape to Alaska to see the glaciers to stop the heat so each inhabited area must have its pros and cons

Likewise with our rulership in Canada.

While i resist and in someways revolt against much of the madness i cant help but think i am so deeply entrenched into the system it is near impossible to escape the web of energy all around me not to mention my accounts, my name, my legal obligations, avatar, my skills, my depression with it all and my inherent love for where i live and the notion that i am thankful for not being born in a hell based place or a place that i could never evolve in

So here we are riding the ascension train ....when it pulls up just smile and wave because this is life and learn to enjoy every waking moment you have no matter how boring it may seem !!

I ask my guide to find me and what i get is a wonderful applauding beast i get a hedgehog and i love these creatures because you just want to cuddle it being a smaller hoglet

It took me to a large cruise ship i had gone on shore excursion where i rode around on a bike for a few hours and came back after somebody injured themself i walked my bike back to the massive cruise ship and set it down in a room where i was offered some champagne in a metal and glass dish

I walked through the large hallways and knew it was a ship but was massive and they were seating people in a formal dining room and i looked on the menu and saw it was just cheese sandwiches which i found gross so i walked back to the open cafeteria place and there was a pizzeria

I reached for some pizzas but a lady snatched mine up first and i said hey but she was already gone filling her face with them so i explored the food a bit more and saw a dish that said “orim” and it looked kind of like couscous i naturally assumed it was a loose cheese or pasta or something

There was also muffins floating in water which was kind of weird but hey whatever

I spied various other dishes like this garlic coil thing that looked like a dog treat of sorts or a ham hock lol

Next the hedgehog took me to a place i was housesitting in it was a Gucci decorated place and i noticed a guy showering so i spied a bit and then sat down and out came a dark haired really flamey bigger gay man. He looked alot thinner from a distance but it was not his size that i found weird it was his flaming nature. I guess i was built for a more masculine man

He handed me an invitation but when i opened it it just ripped to shreds

Next the hedgehog took me to a large crowd

Where i walked through them and i had superskills and confident if needed i could jump really high or go fast, beat anybody up that threatened meh or fly through people at superspeed

Some lady stopped me and said one of the toonies in my pocket was counterfit and i took it out and the middle of the coin popped out and i said yea your right here you keep it   this whole gathering was some huge strange apocalyptic party pretty crazy seeing 45,000 people gather in one spot but if your not invited then how would you ever know it took place?

Figuring self amidst energies

Wanting the truth

Yet not ignoring a self of beauty

Finding comfort in familiarity amidst so much illusion

Finding long lost friends i have waited centuries to talk to again

This is for you

And to all of our relations

We will EVOLVE past all of this madness and sadness

Into complete inner wisdom and a beauty for all beings

Released from captivity

With a smile from our loving creator

-          Shaun A. Delage

Blacklights omg YAY

stoned to death

i know all those around me are angered with the fact that i havent joined masonry/blood cult.. yet with all of the resources being directed my way and do i care? not in the slightest

I have been dealing with a show that i really like lately

It is MTV LIVE on channel 111

Canada version

It is in a Masonic temple

The show features pseudo millennium warriors

(an obese blonde girl, Darren jones, another girl host and paul the intern)

Pretty funny people and i like the shows mindless humour

What has made me come out about this secretive mind game going on is the actual skit they just showed

They always have the Masonic emblem on behind them with blacklight

And the Masonic emblem didn’t have blacklight on it they were doing a skit on nazi germany and the wall setup between the east and west side of germany saying one side got everything they ever wanted while the other side suffered and had to drink out of puddles and the other side got to play new videogames before they came out and watch all the porno they wantedthey got a bunch of 'free stuff' like doritos thrown at them while the other side had to make gloves out of the chip bags

This is insane and i know what they are referring to and trying to advocate

Leaving your life behind and joining freemasonry essentially

And everything will be taken care of
that there is a major major war on with the young minds and once you cross over a certain point believing its cruel your inducted into regional royalty to win the detested souls over that dont want any part
or attempt to end their lives

What they don’t tell you in the ad is you will be literally neuro butchering people to death

And being the causality of people catching aids, cancer and going to jail and death as well

Because once you undergo the figurative death ritual you yourself become a walking undertaker

The earth based sin based justice league

Then they don’t tell you about everything else that goes on and i will repost my stone piece here now

(because it is too far back in my writing for anybody to find on this site would literally take hours lol)
also since people have issues actually identifying what exactly masonry is

SToNez StArt

What is freemasonry

6 billion to one

                Or perhaps 6 billion to ten

                Same amount really

                The ability to target previous incarnations

                Cannibalism

                Sexual slavery

                Dream cannibalism

                “              Slavery

                “              Murder

                “              Rape

                “              Blood

Hell based

But more importantly hell dimension based, about 70 million or so planets in a hidden realm

                That have some jurisdiction over many places inhabited

Neuro linguistic magic

The belief that they own everything around you including everything you have on your person

But they own you as well, i think not

The ability to trick those previous incarnations into believing they are worthy of initiation in this life

                Hybridic mindset using our own human based bodies for the captivating illusion taking place

                Umeasurable personal wealth

                Drug dealing

Neverending bank account in this realm

                The ability to get away with ANY crime

                Or be transported to a place where you can continue your cravings

                                Infinite evolution

                New sicknesses new intrigue always enveloping on the past

                Renaming

                Quantifyable dreamskills

                Targets psychics, trauma based people hyper, intelligentsia

                Your dreams become a reality with your death

                                Want to sell juice? You will be heavily financed, marketed

                                The happy little sims or avatars will flock to your business *yay*

                The wishes of the greater get propped up to the few

                                Medical torture

                                Power rape

                                Celebrity orgies

                The ability to act out world and regional events with seemingly boring and uninteresting issues

                                We are all masons

Figureheads for various institutions to be placed there to govern over the few detested ones

                                Ritualistic bloodbath

                                Satanic oath

                                Earth based= stone

                                Once a target has been located

                                All efforts to subliminate their soul over to the cult is forecasted

                                You lose your soul for your lifetime on earth

                                But attain your personality traits

                                And given new ones

                                Financiers would take pleasure in making your most detested or hidden qualities

                                                                                A measure of the public eye, to be in their amusement

                                And also give you new ones that you are paraded around as having

                                                But at first

                                                You are adored

                                Making solid interactions a form of conspiratorial notion (handshake)

                                                Recruiting everybody in the targets familiarity to their own side

                                                Using that in gaining the recruitment of the target

Using sublimination and guilt techniques to sway over the person to freely give their soul over

Hidden and unknown technologies

Hidden and unknown elixRs and fetishes

Sign over your single mindset and your ideals to their own workings

                Want fame?

                                Join us

                Want to die?

                                Ignore us

Thousands of sugardaddies and sugar mommas and other sugar beings

                Everything comes with a price

                Ability to transfer pain and alien thoughtform via simple interaction

                                If your scared

                                Never shake another hand again

                                See if you, yourself

                                Can control it

                Alien drugs

                Self mortification

                Ability to harm others with simple words or actions

                Child sexual abuse

                Those that have been targeted from a young age will be groomed

                Those that believe there is too much hurt in their lives

                                Will be solved if you join the lodge

                                Will be sad once they hand over their key

                                Individual pain is nothing compared to the alienistic collective pain

                                Without our creator

                                Gambling odds in your favour

                                Run by city states

                                Governance over other realms in space, animal, plant, and elemental

                Want to be an actor?

                                There is a price

                                Want to have a corporation

                Saw off somebodys hand

                                Want to live out your fantasy

                                Rape somebody

                Want to be a billionaire

                                Well, we all know what has to be done.

                                Guard your soul

                                Against ALL that see it

                                Protect it and nurture it’s wisdom

                                As soon as this is written new forms of masonry are being invented

                                It is ever changing

                                Evolution

                                But pain based.

                                Just understand

                                And laugh off all the threats.

                                But they can never be laid out in simple legal terms

                                It is always seemingly hypothetical lie based illusion

                                                But they are good people right?

                                                Happy rich old dudes that like to give....

-          By meh

Stones end

So MTV LIFE/LIVE

What about reporting that we are in a virtual state of apocalypse ?

Or how about when you join masonry you are forced to rape your relatives ?

Or forced to undergo a ritual much like 'the game-movie' that is always being prepared for you behind the scenes by the alien lower beings that are bartering on the very nature of your soul...should you join masonry to make you sadistically pay for your crimes while rewarding you with massive riches and a lifestyle at the same time?

Or how about the alteration of your genitals?

Or how about....the alteration of your sexuality, very much like scientology

Ah no, people would hate you then wouldn’t they ?

-          Shaun A. Delage
p.s. i know what my soul is trading at currently and paradoxically
do you know how much of a return on their investment u are?
shall i go into what i have been threatened with ? my captivation piece makes it clear
there is a direct threat on my leg and they will cut it and eat it or if i dont join masonry i will lose it to a tumor or cancer and die
these whackos tried to kill me through brothers and neuro lingusitics and now i am literally HUNTED every moment that passes that i politely decline their invitations and their mind torture
does this sound like an ideology you want to identify wif??

tough bounce

Ego mania is essential to the world coming to terms with itself, being such a grand spherical basis of reality. It is only natural that the citizens wanting to attain real human enlightenment inhabit a body or vessel of profound ascension in the sense of ego

Much of my blog centres on the egotistical notion of enlightenment and also puts me at a level of a prophet or the one.

Why am i so special and you are not?

There is no reality in the above statement, you are just as much the prophet or the one as me. you hold all of your own inherent reality within yourself.

Coming to terms with the fact that your full enlightenment may not happen for a literal decade or millennia is tough for some souls to take that is why it is withheld

And like they say in the matrix “The matrix cannot tell you who you are”

Just like me, i know i could be a great psychic and i get pre cognitive dreams all the time. And i say things that happen literally a few minutes later and probably trip people out as well lol

I don’t feel i have the ability to test that skill out and believe me i have tried. But i also feel that by me selling that skill to people i am setting myself up for disaster

I don’t really want to do the work of the oracle at least until i have a few more decades until i become a great elder of the matrix

This is why its easy for me to identify in a virtual sense with that of the sole leader of Raver Prince the church of techno.

It is the easiest form of enlightenment and also the best way to reach you

I may not enlighten everyone i meet, i am sure i anger most of those that come over from my ebay ads for me attempting to alter them in some ways

I only aim to reclaim humanity, lift the veal/viel of illusion and uncover the war on people

The only way i can see this happening is by me being as truthful and honest as i can be about my own life so we develop a trust

I am not too concerned with benefitting financially from my discourses or anything like that i leave a donation button on the site but that has never been used, its not even an issue...i know everyone is strapped cash wise. Alot of people have some time on their handz be it with unemployment, sickness, societal issues or shyness

I just aim to be a venue of contemplation. I know not many are interested in displaying their lives out in the open for fear of attack and such and that is one of the risks i take in having an open life but i was left with two choices Come out into the public eye where you will be safe and free from danger as long as you are a public figure or stay hidden and essentially join the enemies you preach about

I want to be a being that inhabits bright purple light

It is funny my blog , it started as a single download of over 200 files and spawned into a blog inhabiting art, poetry and dream work with a bit of bloggermania as well

Blogging itself is a relatively new practice and is incredibly liberating and a new millennium thing

Essentially people blog and if they are deemed entertaining you can develop quite the loyal following
blogging the only essential causality to future evolution, a place where you can mis-spell things and have grammatical errors and say things that you dont think about and become famous for doing such !!

But i am of course human and i say things that may offend others or i may have done things that don’t agree with more conservative minded souls

My only avenue lies within a sort of anti social method of bringing the church of techno and that is the internet

It is ok though because i always stress finding your enlightenment from ten places a night if need be

Be it here then the resistance website then hop over to illuminatimatrix then go to flickR then youtube etc etc

This is the only actual way you will be free from manipulation is if you constantly charge the mind to be aware and to be different and to challenge things and challenge authority and rules and systems

And causality is setup everywhere you look from the far left to the far right to the fringe to the conservative

Are we not remembering that the body you inhabit is the most mysterious thing on earth yet most would allay that it is the most undesirable to talk about given what it does..... are we not forgetting that the vessel you inhabit is a millennia old and much research has been done to the actual workings of the self

Don’t you think they would have every systematic fear based manipulation taken care of?

For over thousands of years the greatest tool has always been the talk of the apocalypse

Could you imagine what people about 100 years after the mayans thought when they heard that story? Ah jeeze that is brutal thats going to happen in 1900 years lol
the 2012 phenomena exists to simply distract you away from your ultimate goals and wishes and further enchain you into a life of servitude and slavery because you are in the belief that the world is about to end, why bother finishing the book you started to write or why bother finding your soulmate, whats the use the worlds gonna end.
i encountered this mindset with a website called zeta talk originally a few years ago before they went into hyperspeed about 2012 it was a lady claiming to be in connection with the greys and she was listing all of the apocalypse preperations like sprouting seeds and masks and etc and well the predicted time she was a medium for the greys came and went, never the less the paranoia led me across two provinces and split up with my bf at the time moved in with another...what a crazy time to be alive.
that is why i am hesitant to prepare for something like 2012 because 1. i know my guardians will guide me 2. i can live off the enlightenment and the creator if i wish 3. i have already gone through this massive paranoia
when dec 21st hits 2011 and the time clicks by to no avail...nothing happening many will wonder where they spent their last 3 or 4 or 5 or 6 years in angst dealing with the ideas that the world as we know it is going to end.

The easiest method to control people in psychological operations exist with tools such as this at their disposal and massive wealth to promote the ideals

I always stress that this is not actually the dimension you believe you inhabit with the history that has been presented to you

That there in effect could be thousands of earths with the exact same self similar repeating circumstance being parroted and protected at all costs

While i argue it is nice to protect our inherited values and have respect for history it is also in reference to you as  a singular consciousness, illusion.

The human body exists as the sole enterprise institution of control because your being is owned by entities you are unaware of.

Even me simply speaking to this regard puts me at danger, why?

Because it goes against my initial contract to be here to speak out therefore that leaves me open to being hunted by the earth based sin based justice league for being a vocal opposition to the systems at play

And believe me you will thank me when all the drama hits

That there was opposition

That there was a level of resistance to being lead into regime that cares nothing of humanity

Believe me if the time comes and i am to be executed on the spot for my beliefs i will gladly take the execution than be party to what is about to develop

I am in no way advocating giving up or killing yourself god no

I am just saying deal with it all when it happens and challenge yourself to NOT do what everyone else is doing and to educate yourself in illusion so if the time comes when the 16 paramilitary forcemembers charge you with a warcrime and your punishment is execution on the spot you can take your leave honorably and not by your own doing

This is how you are to be released from the matrix

Or if the apocalypse should hit and you have nothing else to do but see the impending rising tides and you take the deepest inhalation possible. Confident that you have lived the best life possible

Confident that we will be there to fetch you on the other side

This is that 2012 stuff come to light again really and it bothers me because i see a change of global rulership and a change of power and governance

I also see myself at the forefront to that ideology and i see the power systems in place scurrying to hide and to protect what they have as a blood cult

Lets just say

I am able to communicate things to the fullest degree possible psychically to my home world

And they have in a sense made protections available to assure my succession in placement as a singular ‘one’ mind you i am not into kung fu or anthing like that and there are many many others that will be called to power and my succession is a guarantee given the amount of trauma fixated on me from these Satanist freaks.

Why i am i so special ?

Because i inhabit one of the most beautiful souls on the planet, essentially a pretty shy omnipresence

And if called to succeed the rulership of earth this can be easily done with compassion and guidance and a loving care for the beings that i am fortunate to be graced with the presence of
mind you when the egyptian rulership returns they will seek me and a group of people out to help rule affairs here and that is because of the cleopatra conciousness around meh

The basis to enlightenment rests with where your ego lays?

If called,

Could you rule over 6 billion needy subjects with a tender embrace?

I call on my guidance to show me the way and what i get is wonderful it is a female muskrat these are nice creatures and look like a beaver and she was pregnant with a litter to continue the circle of life

It took me to a room where i connected witha  group of friends and almost threw a plate on somebody from above and the girl got super mad she wanted to kill me so i ran to a back room and saw her boyfriend rubbing himself so i went up and grabbed him and nudged him to the horror of the girl walking in and she stormed out i showed the guy my art and signing my name in it and he smiled

Next i was housesitting for a cute guy when i found in his drawer some painted over nails that were bent and i was going to take a few for goodluck

I was rerunning stuff on tv when a girl came in topless to do some housework and i felt uncomfortable and said that is fine i will take care of that later and she left

Theoretical collision of faiths

Insomuch illusion of truth

Quagmire of belief

Waking reality superimposed functionality

Fortunate theory and love for all beings

Including you

-          Shaun A. Delage