Poetic Lick :)

SuPremE one (1) -


Until I find him.
This whole illusion will fall, and I don’t mind taking the karmic tow.
My own internal illusion will fall.
The external 3-D illusion.
Nothing will ever progress.
With so much sadness.
In the most sacred of beings heart.
Solace for the future.
The love is traumatic, until you find the right soul.
For me it is a guy, a beautiful one in spirit.
I know he would know me instantly.
It is a funny notion to arrange to meet.
After all of this time.
He would love me instantly.
I would not have to stress or worry.
In ways I wouldn’t need much.
Just to be able to meet his lips and kiss.
Something he has been training for.
I guess in a way he would have everything taken care of.
Even if he doesn’t it would be fun to try together.
Laying in his arms and figuring out a path together.
Subliminated ideology goes out the window.
When you speak in the language of love.
I just hope he enjoys every bite of divinity...
In its truest and most complete immaculate form.
Because that is what I am here for.
My most supreme and highest love.

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Tigger station -


To be in renunciation, to train in the depths of poverty.
Yet remain in a self that has evolved class wise above most others.
Yet not much to relay in speech.
Comfort in written word.
Timeless nature of self.
The future looks upon me with orgasmic love.
Finality to a being yet substance without safety.
Song of the heart.
Whispers of the soul.
Thoughts of the most evolved.
The most passionate bold love that would hit this dimension,
Would take over by the blazen figurative ideology of both beings.
The dark hair unites and the smiles just can’t stop.
A force that is unstoppable.
Being kept apart for so long would have both alone and literally dying inside.
An illusory world filled with so much hate.
Our kiss would make each other feel complete
And would vibrate into every force of our beings.
But not just that – a kiss with the tongue.
Surrounded by a hundred candles, some fresh flowers and some oils in warm water.
To massage his gleaming back.
To feel every bit of him under my hands.
To kiss him, and help him understand that this took a lot of effort.
But the first meeting and most nerve racking interaction would happen once and be a bliss moment.
But there is always the notion that it can happen every single day of our lives together.
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2 more VocAb -

Anything is possible.
However the suffering without each other is immense.
The radiated eyes of belief.
The soul of passion.
The force of self.
The being of life.
I want to see him.
I want to unite.
I want to taste his bicep, if he doesn’t have one a lick will suffice.
Timeless theories of self.
Thoughts of more beings on earth.
Feelings of only the few.
Thoughts of many.
Timeless sense of being.
Thoughts of one.
Feelings of desire.
Thoughts of chaos.
Timeless desire of independence.
Thoughts if intrigue.
feelings of elusive reality.
Theorizing of inclusion of mind.
Tranced into belief of spectrum.
Yet mindful of the process of protection.
Those that see you and I are nothing in a sense.
Until I look at them and fully see their soul.
The elemental is never beyond touch.
But more-so those that govern have only... One shaded self.
No spectrum.
No elemental.
My world is run on mystery.
Yet revealing the greater war on humanity, and independent thought.
Why my beautiful soul remains here to witness this.
Is made apparent each day I live.
Only to live a life with purpose.
A life of humane treatment and dignity.
A life of calm thought-form.
A life of solitude and bliss.
In the eternal wisdom of the enlightened ones.
May you attach yourself.
Feel their living energy for the natural and loving progression, of your beautiful and meaningful soul. Amazing most
splendid theory.
Of corrupted self amidst theory.
Or self inclined to theory, or being of natural symbiance to theory.
Self amidst trauma yet trauma exists only within.
Having faith in a higher power which only comes from within.
Being gracious amidst the people that will gladly see you fall.
I find many others have faithful interludes with independence.
Beauty and love. Amidst madness and chaos

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Comparitive interests -

She wonders why I am so akin to her.
When the only thing I want is to feel her emotions
The intergenerational love affair
Before this old lady was my inherent need for a desire so strong
And with that I felt love but it was nothing.
Until I found the young woman of my dreams
Whom I love to this day
And she loves me with complete and utter ambivalence

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Waking earth -

Obsessive love to natural theory.
Quite insanity when somebody proposes a new idea.
Articulating speculation.
Foresight into oblivion.
Against all natural bound law.
Obsessive theory of natural existence.
While many sit strangely looking for nothing.
Waking in a world of sleeping people.
Awakening bright eyed after thousands of years in slumber.
Time only as an essence.
But a more figurative philosophy.
Beauty only to those with infusion of ideals.
The actual obsession with growth and the ideology of growth.
Encouraging free thought in others,
Amidst societal intrigue to the opposite.
Power thoughts.
Infused organisation.
Opulent desire.
Quagmire of belief systems.
Paradoxical never ending humanity.
Many selves ago I was defeated.
Many selves in the future I desperately tried to hold on.
But the need to come back and save my soul.
Save my soul from what I did wrong.
So here I sit.
With the encouraging need to direct your focus.
I hope you stay with me

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working werld -

Inclusion into hyper space reality.
Infusion of belief for ideals.
A safer bet to say you are elite.
When others are more-so than you could ever be.
Can you theory the masses.
Or can you splendour the individual.
Amazing eccentric view.
But theory in tune with a thought of equanimity.
Affection for a spacial love.
Effective for the time of faith.
Direction amused for countless futures.
My own shadow.
Is looking and proud of me and proud enough to smile.
The shadow self infused with ideals.
Protective energy amused within.
Occasional spiteful dialogue.
But sticking to a theory at its best is the ultimate in enlightenment.
Figuring out soul theory
Yet a blind face to it all.
Inclusion into a sub base thought form that is here.
Direction into a formidable solution based focus.
Crazed ideology into a sub aero infusion of energy.
Directive stare into thought-form glare and in-like flare.
Beauty amassed to full inclination of thought-field taste the theory...
For the theory is tasting you.
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Brown Cow -

Loving the way I used to be.
I sell my soul to myself every day,
and realise how fortunate I am each hour that Click’s by.
Simply to say that life is useful is one thing.
Another to say life is boring at times.
When the future is all around us.
The future is beyond me and you
and working with you.
Of course you cannot ignore your own dreams and impulse, so be you.
Theory abounds of night-less day’s theory abound of day-less nights.
The only duality of the soul is within your own split self.
The duality of the being, takes over to shine brighter.
Because without duality.
There would be nothing.

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NuM Num'z -

Incredible bliss of encouragement of the masses.
Many countries love to be in tune with you.
Yet you try and travel and quick to say get out.
Safer to say you are illusion.
but better to be illusion than solidity.
In a world of illusion.
If both were real than you could be whole.
There would be no reason for secrets.
No lies.
No pain.
No hurt.
You would be whole,
and like a tasty vitamin.
Yum yum.
So slick.
Need some water.
Wash that pill with twenty four essentials down my slick ass throat.
Yum yum.
Wondering where the stars take me next.
Yet I evolve so casually abound in a time.
The time is not my own and has no relevance.
Yet I have an obsession with it.
But not so much so.
Because if I did like everyone else.
I would age like everyone else.
So better to not keep track of the day or month or year.
I don’t get old like the rest for the common style.
Make sure I live to be two hundred and eight years old.
Yum yum.

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uno one numero 1 -

Awareness of self.
But needing awareness of others.
Meanwhile attaining to be you, and thinking of many selves prior.
Thinking slowly and surely.
Of your most awesome being.
In other places, and wanting to discover the highest point you can achieve.
Your most high, your highest self, your supreme entity.
The one that has dominion over all omni-presences.
The one that can affect change and theorize to your future.
The one that matters.
The one that is like you.
The one that understands you



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CounTess CaTaRaCT

It’s funny, I have had a lot of time to contemplate this past week but no discourses for a bit, I have tried to post videos I am watching so people can be up to speed with things that are in the obscure, a video recently said the Christ was most likely a paranoid schizophrenic haha try telling the world that, it is brutally funny because our whole society is built on this one man, seemingly…..and his delusions of grandeur. I have had some profound meditations this past while and synchronicities that lead me to believe that I am on the right path, and that everything is going as it should be.

So much psyops lately in the mainstream it is unbelievable and you only notice these things when you catch glimpses of what the mainstream is up to like I do, I don’t have a television so I am not hypnotized into that realm, and people would ask ‘what do you do’ I respond, LIVE !!!! hahaha

I think much of these psychological operations are millennia old and tiring operations that go from decade to decade to keep people from finding themselves so they keep coming back time and time again to undergo another prison sentence until they get it.

I have asked myself why was I born where I was and not in some slum or war torn country and I think it has to do with good deeds, and I keep doing them onward as I go so I have full faith that the next life will be opportunistic –however part of me doesn’t want to live another life as a being, I would like to evolve to more higher realms rather than the vulgarity I have witnessed here. I kind of wonder sometimes about all of us being soul harnessed here and imprisoned in this reality and some of us are royalty and celebrities on other planets but our soul was kidnapped and brought here to live out a life of slavery for a few elites, people call my way of life, the way I see past this existence socialism or whatever but I think of a few things when I think of enlightenment, I see meditation as an essential quality in life to constantly bring your nature to the present moment and present second, because everything is in the present, all history and all future, you can shape your destiny and the future destiny of earth and beyond, but what our society is lacking is the people that can say that this is possible

So essentially we have soul fragments all over trapped in illusion never discovering who they really are or asking the right questions, or revolting against an unkind and uncaring society to be in.

Suffering is immense but also beauty is immense as well, and not many people can recognize the beauty in mystery like helping others, or animals that don’t speak our language, and I strongly believe that if your role is to assist others in their very paradoxical life of suffering and sadness that it is amazing that you yourself can bring light and power and beauty into their existence –because there isn’t much of us around.

It’s funny because right now I am thinking of purpose, and I have written about 12 chapters into my third book and it takes so much of my energy to finish another chapter yet I can pen out dozens of these blogposts or discourses in the meantime.

I have not yet figured out why some on earth seemingly get handed a wonderful existence why those that possess the qualities I align with are meant to live destitute and sick in lives of seeming illusion.

I think it has to do with the way the earth is structured and only so many are permitted from each personality type and galaxy and it seems what is rampant is this reptilian hybridic hive mind people that are not very intelligent, vain, materialist, opinionated and obsessed with triviality that have all the power in this dimension.

Our media is vulgar and every 2 minutes there is advertising, GREAT enough time to pee and get a cracker, then back to it. Our movies are not very complex and it really takes some hunting to find something actually agreeable, our shows are rife with hidden messages, coded theory, hypotheticals, and programming. Our social media is filled with people adept at making others feel miserable about themselves, our school system, in fact if you do survive it per se, and not end up like one of the beings I speak of above is a rarity, it is filled with abusers, and weirdos and a virtual prison system for the young.

Our religions are based on books penned seemingly thousands of years ago based on some hippy and talks of realms above the clouds and an old vengeful god that will send you to hell if you touch your anus, or pleasure yourself… god give me a break ! The major religions on the planet will either behead you, suck the blood from an infant circumcision or abuse young ripe preteens and scar them for life.

No wonder we are all heading the way we are, our fundamentals are a tad bit flawed, then on top of it we have, slavery, addictions, sickness, poverty, psyops –on a daily basis!

I have never taken my role in society lightly, I try to shed some normalcy on an otherwise insane place to grow up and live, but I don’t have all the answers, and never will.

I guess in a sense somebody that helps you live another few hours, or have faith in another few days is divine intervention in such darkness.

Look within, tune out, connect with crystals, many years older than you, heal yourself, be kind to all beings and look forward to another day, correcting the last.

-Shaun A. Delage

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SnoW CoNe

I would say an apocalypse is pretty individual in terms, for many people it hit when the trade towers came down, or when princess Diana was killed, or when the greatest financial collapse in history occurred a short time ago, for many they may be catching up so to speak when everything comes into finality in a few days for the mayan prediction, chances are not much will happen.

For me, I have been in a self induced exile for quite some time, imagine being able to find love while you never leave the house, but it found me.

I try and stay quite busy and cant keep still for long but I have been doing a lot in the virtual world of second life quite a bit and the recession has hit in the virtual world. When I first started in SL the average people online were about 65k now is around 32k at any given time, but when I started.... gambling, banking, and pretty much everything was legal and then as the USA adopted more laws to put onto us they had to clamp down on banking and gambling then also child avatars being with adults per se.... you get my drift....however relations with animal humanoids and humans remain legal lol...same with escorting and beastsex fetishes, stripping  and rapeshacks....They just let teens in although they are restricted to PG parcels and PG ethic. They also got rid of people using corporate logos and anything trademarked ....So a set of unpopular moves has caused an exodus of sorts from the virtual world.... everything was pretty free for all in 2007 when I joined and I was able to pay my way through some pretty insane slot machines. I am glad it found me though I have met some cool people in SL and have had some great times, now my rave store and mens store are paid up till june 2013 and I just keep reaping a residual income. It is funny they still have slot machines but they have to be skill based so you have to nudge your way to a win not much skill needed however.

I have always looked upon this time in the past as a time of renewal, change, enlightenment, energy, fixation, love, happiness. There have been times when I look at 2012 as a rather impending force but here it is a few days away. All you have to do is look around at the police state, legal prison, prison state, pharmaceutical society, slave race, our youth have been herded into prison like environments for almost a century, we have new laws being enacted that restrict our mode of life, we have police roaming the streets in military fatigues carrying assault rifles, we have people so desperate for any sort of money the prostitution underground is running on full force for the rich to take advantage of the souls of the young and pretty, we have people that are losing homes, countless homeless people with masters degrees, we have youth racking up 100k in debt for student loans to get degrees that mean nothing, banks charging us fifty cents per cheque and one fifty to simply look at a digitized copy of a transaction online, people are going nuts and I don’t doubt the shooters recently had been going through some sort of hardship, but I am not going to dribble on about the ethics of a mass shooting, I will only say this, we are desensitized to death and suffering, it is the latest media hype, we have project monarch running rampant with simple random linguistics operating within the fullest confines of this satanic and super secret program.

No doubt there will be much more suffering in the years ahead including a world war, nobody really understands what they have until they have to ration and be drafted etc

I feel kind of sad when I wake up sometimes, not for my own life, it is pretty beautiful and calm, just sad for all the suffering and hatred taking place around the world. People are not born with qualities to properly express their anger or are literally abused every waking moment of their living lives. If only that elusive god program would do more work in individual lives even the most karmically unfortunate we would not be living in this imperfect society.

There are so many things wrong with the world people are having issues even accepting the reality as their reality, they go about their lives almost detached from everything and come home and just breathe a sigh of relief that they lived another day.

This church is only a religion if it guides others through difficult times, and offers a methodology to life, heals people, and functions as a spirituality that is all encompassing and all knowing.

Most of the wealthy religions have HELL  all over them, from deaths, to burnings, being caressed by secret societies, and just simply hypnotizing their followers, accepting endless donations to an already supremely wealthy faith. I have never pushed money on my readers, I leave a donation button but it has never been used, I figure everyone is asking you for money these days, my only inclination is not amassing wealth but rather offering philosophical dialogue for free, without cost and without any expectation of reward.

But the funny thing is that the world operates on energy, and I no doubt have hundreds of readers per week thousands more in various other online realms, and I am solely dealing with energy as it is, and what will I do with it? Well part of me needs to really prep myself for each discourse…. takes about a week or a few days, and many bloggers don’t know what to do with their blog after many months let alone years, I have always operated within the confines of a virtual ministry.

This may be a blog to you or a site or whatever but to me it is a house of god, spirituality, techno, philosophy and faith that encompasses the almost shattered souls of people that were experimented on during the clubkid days of the early 1990’s with massive amounts of chemicals given to us by the dark world to literally download entire lives into the maker of the concoction.

Some of my readers are beyond repair, and that is why I continue to write, to be able to offer solitude and guidance as I see myself like this most times. Some aren’t able to operate within the confines of society and are very bored lol and others are very deep people that need their thirst for knowledge satisfied eloquently

I am going to leave it at that,

I am also going to write after Dec 21^st my impressions of this aeonic shift

Keeps your heads up tigers, onto the future

-          Shaun A. Delage

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6 + 1 SHaun delage

Notice of existence and creation in linear time
The words of:
StudBuddy: a cute leaning on metro GuyFriend.
PowerBuddy: A Cute you.ng Que.er Boi.
PowerBud: a severely traumatized young gay male that is somewhat enlightened
Studbud: A hot male crush that works out regularily.
MillenniaWarrior: Non gender spe.cific applies to youth of the new millennium that resist illusion.
Millenniaknight: Male youth of the new millennium that protect a most virtuous universal code that is always evolving.
MilleniaChick: Female Youth of the New Mille.n.ium that defend the universal existence of evolution.
-For the perpetual existence of virtual identitie

- Shaun.A.Delage.Shaun.Zeno