It’s funny, I have had a lot of time to contemplate this
past week but no discourses for a bit, I have tried to post videos I am
watching so people can be up to speed with things that are in the obscure, a
video recently said the Christ was most likely a paranoid schizophrenic haha
try telling the world that, it is brutally funny because our whole society is
built on this one man, seemingly…..and his delusions of grandeur. I have had
some profound meditations this past while and synchronicities that lead me to
believe that I am on the right path, and that everything is going as it should
be.
So much psyops lately in the mainstream it is unbelievable
and you only notice these things when you catch glimpses of what the mainstream
is up to like I do, I don’t have a television so I am not hypnotized into that
realm, and people would ask ‘what do you do’ I respond, LIVE !!!! hahaha
I think much of these psychological operations are millennia
old and tiring operations that go from decade to decade to keep people from
finding themselves so they keep coming back time and time again to undergo
another prison sentence until they get it.
I have asked myself why was I born where I was and not in
some slum or war torn country and I think it has to do with good deeds, and I
keep doing them onward as I go so I have full faith that the next life will be
opportunistic –however part of me doesn’t want to live another life as a being,
I would like to evolve to more higher realms rather than the vulgarity I have
witnessed here. I kind of wonder sometimes about all of us being soul harnessed
here and imprisoned in this reality and some of us are royalty and celebrities
on other planets but our soul was kidnapped and brought here to live out a life
of slavery for a few elites, people call my way of life, the way I see past
this existence socialism or whatever but I think of a few things when I think
of enlightenment, I see meditation as an essential quality in life to
constantly bring your nature to the present moment and present second, because
everything is in the present, all history and all future, you can shape your
destiny and the future destiny of earth and beyond, but what our society is
lacking is the people that can say that this is possible
So essentially we have soul fragments all over trapped in
illusion never discovering who they really are or asking the right questions,
or revolting against an unkind and uncaring society to be in.
Suffering is immense but also beauty is immense as well, and
not many people can recognize the beauty in mystery like helping others, or
animals that don’t speak our language, and I strongly believe that if your role
is to assist others in their very paradoxical life of suffering and sadness
that it is amazing that you yourself can bring light and power and beauty into
their existence –because there isn’t much of us around.
It’s funny because right now I am thinking of purpose, and I
have written about 12 chapters into my third book and it takes so much of my
energy to finish another chapter yet I can pen out dozens of these blogposts or
discourses in the meantime.
I have not yet figured out why some on earth seemingly get
handed a wonderful existence why those that possess the qualities I align with
are meant to live destitute and sick in lives of seeming illusion.
I think it has to do with the way the earth is structured
and only so many are permitted from each personality type and galaxy and it
seems what is rampant is this reptilian hybridic hive mind people that are not
very intelligent, vain, materialist, opinionated and obsessed with triviality
that have all the power in this dimension.
Our media is vulgar and every 2 minutes there is
advertising, GREAT enough time to pee and get a cracker, then back to it. Our
movies are not very complex and it really takes some hunting to find something
actually agreeable, our shows are rife with hidden messages, coded theory,
hypotheticals, and programming. Our social media is filled with people adept at
making others feel miserable about themselves, our school system, in fact if
you do survive it per se, and not end up like one of the beings I speak of
above is a rarity, it is filled with abusers, and weirdos and a virtual prison
system for the young.
Our religions are based on books penned seemingly thousands of
years ago based on some hippy and talks of realms above the clouds and an old
vengeful god that will send you to hell if you touch your anus, or pleasure
yourself… god give me a break ! The major religions on the planet will either
behead you, suck the blood from an infant circumcision or abuse young ripe
preteens and scar them for life.
No wonder we are all heading the way we are, our
fundamentals are a tad bit flawed, then on top of it we have, slavery,
addictions, sickness, poverty, psyops –on a daily basis!
I have never taken my role in society lightly, I try to shed
some normalcy on an otherwise insane place to grow up and live, but I don’t
have all the answers, and never will.
I guess in a sense somebody that helps you live another few
hours, or have faith in another few days is divine intervention in such darkness.
Look within, tune out, connect with crystals, many years
older than you, heal yourself, be kind to all beings and look forward to
another day, correcting the last.
-Shaun A. Delage
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