I would say an apocalypse is pretty individual in terms, for
many people it hit when the trade towers came down, or when princess Diana was
killed, or when the greatest financial collapse in history occurred a short
time ago, for many they may be catching up so to speak when everything comes
into finality in a few days for the mayan prediction, chances are not much will
happen.
For me, I have been in a self induced exile for quite some
time, imagine being able to find love while you never leave the house, but it
found me.
I try and stay quite busy and cant keep still for long but I
have been doing a lot in the virtual world of second life quite a bit and the
recession has hit in the virtual world. When I first started in SL the average
people online were about 65k now is around 32k at any given time, but when I
started.... gambling, banking, and pretty much everything was legal and then as the
USA adopted more laws to put onto us they had to clamp down on banking and
gambling then also child avatars being with adults per se.... you get my drift....however relations with animal humanoids and humans remain legal lol...same with escorting and beastsex fetishes, stripping and rapeshacks....They just let teens in although they are restricted to PG parcels and PG ethic. They also got rid of people using corporate logos and anything trademarked ....So a set of unpopular moves has caused an exodus of sorts from the virtual world.... everything was pretty free for all in 2007 when I joined and I was able to pay
my way through some pretty insane slot machines. I am glad it found me though I
have met some cool people in SL and have had some great times, now my rave
store and mens store are paid up till june 2013 and I just keep reaping a
residual income. It is funny they still have slot machines but they have to be
skill based so you have to nudge your way to a win not much skill needed
however.
I have always looked upon this time in the past as a time of
renewal, change, enlightenment, energy, fixation, love, happiness. There have
been times when I look at 2012 as a rather impending force but here it is a few
days away. All you have to do is look around at the police state, legal prison,
prison state, pharmaceutical society, slave race, our youth have been herded
into prison like environments for almost a century, we have new laws being
enacted that restrict our mode of life, we have police roaming the streets in
military fatigues carrying assault rifles, we have people so desperate for any
sort of money the prostitution underground is running on full force for the
rich to take advantage of the souls of the young and pretty, we have people
that are losing homes, countless homeless people with masters degrees, we have
youth racking up 100k in debt for student loans to get degrees that mean nothing, banks
charging us fifty cents per cheque and one fifty to simply look at a digitized
copy of a transaction online, people are going nuts and I don’t doubt the shooters
recently had been going through some sort of hardship, but I am not going to
dribble on about the ethics of a mass shooting, I will only say this, we are
desensitized to death and suffering, it is the latest media hype, we have
project monarch running rampant with simple random linguistics operating within
the fullest confines of this satanic and super secret program.
No doubt there will be much more suffering in the years
ahead including a world war, nobody really understands what they have until they
have to ration and be drafted etc
I feel kind of sad when I wake up sometimes, not for my own
life, it is pretty beautiful and calm, just sad for all the suffering and
hatred taking place around the world. People are not born with qualities to properly
express their anger or are literally abused every waking moment of their living
lives. If only that elusive god program would do more work in individual lives
even the most karmically unfortunate we would not be living in this imperfect
society.
There are so many things wrong with the world people are
having issues even accepting the reality as their reality, they go about their
lives almost detached from everything and come home and just breathe a sigh of
relief that they lived another day.
This church is only a religion if it guides others through
difficult times, and offers a methodology to life, heals people, and functions
as a spirituality that is all encompassing and all knowing.
Most of the wealthy religions have HELL all over them, from deaths, to burnings,
being caressed by secret societies, and just simply hypnotizing their followers,
accepting endless donations to an already supremely wealthy faith. I have never
pushed money on my readers, I leave a donation button but it has never been
used, I figure everyone is asking you for money these days, my only inclination
is not amassing wealth but rather offering philosophical dialogue for free,
without cost and without any expectation of reward.
But the funny thing is that the world operates on energy,
and I no doubt have hundreds of readers per week thousands more in various
other online realms, and I am solely dealing with energy as it is, and what
will I do with it? Well part of me needs to really prep myself for each
discourse…. takes about a week or a few days, and many bloggers don’t know what
to do with their blog after many months let alone years, I have always operated
within the confines of a virtual ministry.
This may be a blog to you or a site or whatever but to me it
is a house of god, spirituality, techno, philosophy and faith that encompasses
the almost shattered souls of people that were experimented on during the
clubkid days of the early 1990’s with massive amounts of chemicals given to us
by the dark world to literally download entire lives into the maker of the
concoction.
Some of my readers are beyond repair, and that is why I
continue to write, to be able to offer solitude and guidance as I see myself
like this most times. Some aren’t able to operate within the confines of
society and are very bored lol and others are very deep people that need their
thirst for knowledge satisfied eloquently
I am going to leave it at that,
I am also going to write after Dec 21st my
impressions of this aeonic shift
Keeps your heads up tigers, onto the future
-
Shaun A. Delage
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