Dog Bunion

You can always garner some sense of your path by your mental state, how much good qualities you possess. Qualities such as love, compassion, sincerity, kindness, affection, forgiveness, happiness, generosity, beauty, humbleness etc

I strongly believe in the power of meditation to achieve enlightenment, and if you are not shown meditation in your life, by going to a retreat or even undertaking the goal of learning through CD’s mp3’s and/or (guided courses) it is a very unfortunate thing, because it means you have good karma in your life if you are shown an ancient method of introspection.

I think the longer you devote to the mind, the better, you can work on your body your whole life but you can’t take it with you, all you take is your spirit and your soul, so anything to work on those things will forward you for eternity.

This past couple decades has been quite a massive shift in the evolution of souls, what we have is quite a few soul’s that are irreparably damaging the nature of their souls through the use of massive amounts of drugs and such with some going into absolute genius and enlightenment like ravers, and others going into vast, dark hell corridors like heroin addicts.

The notion of impermanence can be one of the greatest lessons of all time, nothing is permanent here, we are spinning through a galaxy beyond comprehension that will ultimately change over time, and none of us are given a set time on the planet, we live in an illusion of permanence sometimes with days pitter pattering by with nothing but time. But you and I will die at some point, a lesson from the changing seasons.

For anybody to understand a solid teaching that I can relay soundly proves a challenge because I have been typing away for years here with no real ability to ascertain any sort of communication except what I put out there, I hope to god I have changed somebody for the better, it is almost like an apocalypse for me at times because I don’t really live in the real world much, mostly in the virtual, but I think the greatest lesson that I can relay right now is, to make as much money as ethically possible, you don’t know where things are heading in ten or twenty years, if you dislike the price of food now, imagine what it will be like in 2024. So try your best to make sound decisions with your cash flow, however small or large. Wealth comes in many forms, from residual income to earned, to spiritual cash and karma that is bestowed on people that give to sick animals for example.

Me, I have attacked this money thing full on with very little, and I get almost no help from others, while most have family they can rely on or friends to push them forward, I have relied on myself mostly for quite some time, I still get gifts once and awhile but I feel the pain of the drug addict that has nobody to aid them in distress only themselves and the -$4 they have in their bank account.

Another reason why I see some of my meagre income going towards an array of lotteries is going to help my situation I almost live in this reality full spectrum, I have my virtual world residual income which taught me about residual income and I had the courage to start my writing, then now I am making sales on Amazon so that is pretty damn cool, more possible residual income, then the hospital lotteries drawn from a barrel, then the national lotteries for 10-50 million dollars, then the house lotteries to possibly win a house and rent it out, then the spiritual aspect of reversing my karma through good deeds done on this virtual ministry and through my art, then my contesting-which I do religiously every day. Then you have the meditation, affirmations, manifestation aspect of my life –which I believe are building up for something and I am selling stuff on eBay, etsy, Fiverr etc so all in all I have attacked this reality full on and full spectrum with an array of my individuality

Most people online wish they could just live in a cabin in the woods with wi-fi

Well I get to live that cept wi-fi is bad for you, but we will all eventually be using wi-fi solely

Keep the future in mind while living in the present and begin to ask interesting questions of yourself, you never know where it could lead!

-Shaun A. Delage

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Chicken Tumor

Much of the hidden world operates with the seen world, and things that happen to you in the hidden world depend on your visible reality. This is why neighbourhoods are segregated and income levels stay the way they are because it is done by highly adept planners of society. They make ‘affordable’ housing in it’s own jurisdiction which is why many people never come out of their situation – they are literally surrounded by the energies that keep them weighted to the ocean floor so to speak. This is why ‘rich’ neighbourhoods are all surrounded by likeminded people. There is some exceptions to the rule like islands where super rich and super poor hippies mix but it is a rarity. Another reason why gay people have their own ghettos and why much of what may be acceptable in a gay ghetto is highly frowned upon in a rougher or different place of abode.

If you are surrounded by people with money, you will make money, if you are surrounded by people with a needle in their arm waiting to cut somebodies throat for a dollar… this is the place that will surround you.

Much of what you input into your reality becomes your reality. So even the slightest fray into vampires or horror movies, violent video games or bizarre gore will leave your psyche wanting more of this and have you obsessing over this type of stimuli

So if you watch shows of rich people and the mistakes they make, listen to classical or worldly music, inhale a cigar, and go on a weekend cruise up the coast on a cruise ship –you will only welcome such a class level into your future.

If you eat pizza pockets. Live in a cut throat ghetto with dealers on the street, and live in filth-can’t clean up after yourself and talk like a miscreant –suffice to say that there may be no relative evolution.

There is always room for people and souls whom want to evolve and ascend, and there is always things around the corner for these types –new things to discover, new things to help you evolve.

It’s almost like as if, you eat the same thing everyday –day in, day out and you just stay the same but if you expand your horizons and move away from the pizza pockets and make a halibut with dill sauce or learn how to make gyoza from scratch or if you even have the slightest clue what cilantro is all the power to you lol

I think rich people are very skilled at adaptation, the true wealthy people, because you can have a ton of money and have zero class likewise you can be very poor and have more class than somebody with ten million.

Nature is a very unforgiving place to live, and myself I have been contemplating my existence in my meditations, a life of extreme adversity and pain and sadness but I was able to turn it around and embrace boredom with all encompassing creativity.

It is tough being introverted because chances are there will be no friend to help you out, there will be no opportunity just waiting to be found, there will be no obstacle that a best friend can help you out with, there will be nobody to cheer you on, there will be nobody to tell you about your weaknesses.

I have learnt to embrace my reclusiveness and summon the energy I need from a spiritual level, and learn things that most people couldn’t invest a decade learning, I seek a path of spiritual gain and spiritual power and enlightenment. Of course we all need to make money and exist – but with that out of the way, the fact that I will most likely never be given the opportunity to work again because of my disabilities it is in a way defeating but also empowering in a sense and not many people in my situation could walk out of it all sane, because who wants to be told that the 3650 nights that you are up you will spend it alone with your thoughts with very little human interaction.

Most people would literally go insane, it is almost like a prison cell -4 walls and a ceiling but thankfully I have dipped into my un ending creativity and I have some feline souls to help me through this.

I am doing ok though – I just imagine another person trying to live my life lol it could not be done.

Yet I have very little time in my night to achieve all I need too.

We haven’t even unlocked the secrets of why cats are here, why we sneeze and what happens after this place so my night seems like a triviality

Stay sane in an insane world blogbuddiez

-          Shaun A. Delage

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10,000 nutz

I think living in a time of non-belief is the same as living in a time of complete unquestionable belief in god. So I have found a place of serenity in the middle way. Placing my belief system in that of good and evil. See I lived a paradoxical life that was a mish mash of half good half evil.

When you come from this, you tend not to view a choice as wrong, or criminal per se, but a learning experience. Which places you in a very precarious position within the karmic wheel. If I had not been blessed enough karmically to not find meditation and peace, I would have been locked up most of my adult life. I think of the countless people behind bars sometimes in my meditation, those that don’t have freedom, and then I think of how insanely criminal a government such as HARPERS government or the USA under bush or whatever and I can see how they have pretty much locked up most people that question the system and that alter their consciousness or market the idea of altering consciousness.

I think of how evil the system is locking up the freedom fighters and matrix warriors constantly because I believe there is many millions that should not be confined behind bars this very moment, where we live in a world where choice is governed by karma, and may I say it, another more evil and dark force.

Simply saying that some people can be sent into a rage, or packing across the country with simple neuro linguistics from an initiated person. I believe that the people that are locked up behind bars this very moment and have their freedom taken away is a complete travesty on humanity, the system has failed.

Why, they would want to come out here, and pay rent, taxes, and have to commute etc and deal with real life pressures is beyond me. But these people are locked inside a system that promotes gang culture, rape, survival of the fittest. I am sure there are other equations I am not thinking of when it comes to people behind bars, like the people that definitely deserve to be there like serial murderers and rapists and molesters etc but that is not what I think of when I write this. What I think of is the pot smokers, LSD dealers, mushroom ravers, Guantanamo Bay prisoners, locked inside a prison that is not even in any sort of countries legal system. I think of the US and Canadian soldiers raping on afghani’s and urinating on dead corpses.

You begin to understand that you are right in the middle of something that could totally implode because the people running the show only look out for their own. We have people starving and dying because this system is so cruel and unfair everyday.

These people in prison, these young men, are told there is nothing the authorities can do if they are raped. Excuse me, if you did your job properly and watched these people like you are supposed to do then there would be no prison rape. There would be no horror, people don’t go to prison to be brutalized.

So when I contemplate my government, my continent, the freedoms of western society and what I am involved in, I think of these things. And then my thoughts go to the super elite, to the ones that have it all, an 18,000 square foot mansion, 4 cars, and $16,000,000 in the bank. But what they have to go through to keep or attain that wealth is horror beyond belief-interdimensional magic, and oaths, fraternal hazing, twisted orgies, weird pharmaceuticals…..

Just a painful and incredible insane society we live in all spectrums, so why somebody would want to attain massive wealth is something I know of, but why they would want to attain it the way they do is beyond me. To tell you the truth they are damn desperate to attain wealth and fame they will do anything they can.

When I compare myself to anybody I think it’s wise to research and compare yourself to a Buddhist monk rather than celebrity worship. A Buddhist monk lives simply and without money, a good book to start is the monastic code, a guide to living as a monk or nun, and start listening to one of three thousand discourses listed at the bottom of this ministry.

I think real wealth should come within, it should not be any external force. It may not even happen this lifetime, and that is something nobody wants to hear, so they get increasingly desperate. Especially in a society run by money where people work 5 hours just to afford a scarf.

Anyways I have been on a path of bettering myself, I have remastered and listed quite a few of affirmations and hypnosis and stuff in the audio discourse section of this blog in my links and I have provided quite a treasure trove of stuff you can use in your meditations to achieve real peace.

I have been pondering doing a few more doctorates with the Universal Life Church.

I have quit smoking, on day 5 now, and it is a breeze – I am motivated by money and a long life.

I have been organising my home and living a pretty awesome life out here in the furest

So somewhere karma has rewarded me with a beautiful home and life out here.

If you ever need help with your own life, my best advice is to ALWAYS look within. And not be fearful of yourself or solitude. Enjoy the blessings that come with life, because there are few and they are rare.

-Shaun A. Delage

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PoRk HeAd

Our society is an extremely personal place to be in, and you haven’t felt the true nature to society many of you will when you get very old and constant trips to see the doctor or numerous surgeries.

This is why one should feel lucky and fortunate when they are healthy, that they have solitude, that they can exist without pain or suffering. The whole reality consists of a vast money making apparatus that has a voracious appetite for money, and it doesn’t even stop when you are elderly, it seems like a constant pyramid scheme, and a battle for the survival of the fittest.

I cannot imagine what it was like to live ages ago, or in the future, but I will see, when I grow old how much things change, my 30 years seems like an eternity.

It is wise to spend quite some time in silence and in communion with the creator so that you can heal from your past and work to attain the proper future.

Part of me was wanting to exact revenge moreso on people from my manifesto and by putting youtube videos of them with text to voice, but something stopped me and made me aware of my actions. I wholeheartedly believe them listed for all time of digital nature on my manifesto is enough, now I am willing to let them live in peace, and part of the manifesto was to make them aware of their actions, the hurt they have caused, but rightfully so, many belong in jail for what they have done.

This is the nature of the cults and gangs on earth –they exact revenge that is two steps ahead of the law, so when somebody like me, tries to sit down and explain it all to someone I sound like some strange internet loon lol some of them don't care, they are either really super effin crazy stalkers or they are masonic in nature so there will always be somebody to save them, and the power of revenge doesn't rest in how much money you make. 

The real and most attainable way to exact proper karmically fortunate revenge is by becoming a success, and giving back the pain, abuse, and suffering back to the world in forms of creativity.

I am currently in the process of obtaining my third and fourth doctorate hehe so no revenge is sweeter than being able to use titles like saint or Ph.D legally before or after my name :) To some that doesn't matter, but to me, it does, and even to some of my family are suspicious of my religious side, but that is only based out of ignorance. 

Quite a bit of the manifesto was formed with the help of use of marijuana and it unlocked places in my brain that were unheard of, and lay dormant for years, I believe strongly in the legalization of this plant but also feel we would be living in a society riddled with paranoia, the bizarre, and obesity.

Now I am a year free of marijuana and I feel the most enlightened effects of being off of it, clear focus, I tended to get extreme attention deficit and severe munchies, it made me so paranoid that I did not even want to leave the apartment building in a fire alarm.

I believe strongly that the inner workings of this dimension may never be found out, most of our reality and its workings are enveloped in super secret rituals by the elite to have it all take place continuously.

We live in a world where regional police act like judges and kings, where judges and kings are oblivious, we have super criminal governments in power even down to the regional level thanks to the fact that only illuminati pawns are placed in positions of governance. We have a food illusion over taking the west, people are dying of starvation in other parts of the world, eating mudcakes or grass, and we are able to find anything in the grocery store we desire with only a few dollars.

We have media being force fed to us in psychological operations, and everything you see currently is extremely dumbed down and unintelligent focus, things like meditation and writing and the arts seem to be resting in the obscure.

I have watched a few movies lately and can see it has been brewing since about 1990, it seems they have run out of creativity so they just constantly revamp some old novel.

Being a writer myself and seeing how difficult the writing process is, I can safely say that I understand why people choose their lives over routes with extreme difficulty.

Also it seems any sort of entertainment that can shape minds, is heavily controlled, and any type of recourse one may have with an individual in the press or whatever is also tightly controlled, so that people that have given their nature of their soul over to the cults of earth get a free run of the world.

For most of us, week long jaunts to the Dominican republic are out of the question. And say having a $400 dinner is just ridiculous.

There is a multi level economy, and most of it is marketed at a dying middle class, to tiring end with repetition, but things being marketed are just pyramid schemes in themselves like smart phones and ipads, that require further financial servitude to enjoy them.

There is an echelon of people that are above it all and you never hear of them nor do you know where they go what they eat or what they do, they must laugh in their limousines at the triviality of our world, meanwhile hopping an interdimensional jump to the world that is next to us, almost like this one.

If only people knew what it was like to live in India, China, Afghanistan, or Africa they would discover for themselves what is important in life. Some people have the guts to take off around the world and be guided by the creator but this creator is illusion, for example how could such a loving god allow a child in the amazon to grow up totally feral for about 15 years, wouldn’t they help them, wouldn’t they help by sending somebody to save the poor thing.

God is within, it is not an external force, god is what you make of the world, as long as you don’t break mans law.

God is a complex equation of suffering, reincarnation, intellect, Satanism, solitude, pleasure, and finding the answers.

It would seem however that we are all karmically fortunate to be living at this time, when there isn’t endless boredom, life by candlelight and endless war and other stuff that plagued the times before us.

Open your heart, and commune with your inner self. You will find all the answers you seek.

-Shaun A. Delage  

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ChiPmuNk MoNk

I cant even believe the amount of life lessons and tests that make themselves known to me and find me even though I live a life of relative isolation. I have two cats, and one of them is an avid hunter, killing innocent beings like songbirds, bugs and mice. The other day I let her in after some time outside and I always check her mouth for things but noticed something, and she coughed out a life fieldmouse out of her mouth which just landed in one thud and looked up at me, half frightened to death. I said oh pickles (name of my cat lol) Why would you bring this poor thing in here, so I grabbed a stew pot and chased the thing around to endless circles of the kitchen, meanwhile the cats are licking their chops. Finally I called my boyfriend to help who was in a slumber, I have made it my forte to not wake him unless absolutely necessary but this was an emergency- I was not only chasing a mouse around but two cats with crazed looks in their eyes trying to shield the poor thing from the felines jaws.

I have always made it my goal to liberate life as much as I see fit, including bugs, beings that are smaller than you should not be your prey but an equal.

Anyways, BF comes down and we start chasing it all over again, and finally it ducked under the washing machine, so we decided to forget about it, let it find a way out through a crack in the floor.

A few days passed by and we checked under the machine, and nothing so we assumed it got out and freed itself. The next day we hear a cafuffle in the kitchen and saw the poor mouse running across the kitchen and the cat right after it, the cat put it in its mouth again and swatted it a few times, and it ran under the stove this time. So I am juggling keeping the rodent in sight while stuffing cat by cat into time out into the bathroom lol BF finally grabbed hold of it by its tail and out back into the forest the poor thing goes, liberated!

Where most people fail, karmically- I excel

I have had some issues trying to place myself in the mind of a cat, a beautiful cute fuzzy creature with pointed teeth, a killer.

I believe strongly that anything you kill, is a creature of the divine, powers more strongly than you, and for all the creatures that we kill in our life by eating them or keeping them out of our home etc, you can use a little enlightenment to save the odd one that crosses your path once and awhile, but since cats don’t understand I am constantly trying to fend off evil karma from entering my environment.

I believe life throws you these little tests sometimes, to see how you would react to a situation, most would just give the mouse or bird astray in your house a quick bang to the head with a pot and kill it.

This I don’t really understand in people and I would never do that to a living being. another reason why I personally don’t hunt or fish.

It is funny how much dogs or cats in our care become accustomed to humanity yet remain somewhat feral most of the time.

It is, really a lesson in compassion and kindness, for you never know when you will be in the mousehead or the anthead one day, if the reincarnation ever subsists to animalia from humans.

I got some shocking psychic predictions lately and have posted them under this posting a few down. I have decided to ask for advice in some deeper matters that have been plaguing my consciousness for some time. My life itself remains somewhat of a mystery, and since I am not an extrovert I don’t have the ability nor the capacity to forget 90% of what happens to me.

A few things ring out for me, I will start to see some issues come up this summer that will point to some answers for the mysteries that surround me. And I will become fully liberated in this life time, in 2019. WOW

See I always have out of body experiences in the astral so to speak so it is not unusual but I was pondering what I would think if I had an OBE in the waking life….sort of terrifying. And I will be 37 lol

And the issues surrounding my penthouse/mason/twin encounter which happens to be the most unusual experience of my life. So they were trying to change the nature and structure of HIV and it failed badly and now more people have HIV than should have.

My experience with psychics is, that is they propose more questions than answers lol

I have been pondering the curse thing for quite some time, I believe you can get rid of the curse on your own, and I have been taught to not believe in curses and run the other way when a psychic tells you you have a curse however I have a sleep paralysis thing, extreme shyness, and a few other things that could be construed as a curse, including living far below the poverty line financially.
What initially got me hooked was the vancouver oracle that initially told me I was cursed first asked me if I had protective talisman on me, I said, as a matter of fact I do, reaching into my pocket I pulled out an elaborate turkish evil eye charm with dozens of silver beads interwoven onto it and the psychic took it and read from the talisman ...

I think back to my time in crime and sex work and I wonder if it is all karmic, I mean I have the option to go out and get employment or whatever but being on a disability pension has its benefits, I don’t have to work, I have issues, I will leave it at that.

For the most part I don’t think I was meant to be in the working life, or in normal society, I think I was more destined to live a spiritual existence, somewhat detached from everything yet in small ways apart.

This made me think of what if the Church of Techno evolved, what would come out of it?

Well I would probably open a physical (structure) where people could listen to deejays and these endless words every weekend or in a retreat type atmosphere, combining meditation, techno, philosophy, conspiracy…

I would want it to be a recognized faith, and for that to happen in Canada it has to exist as a structure for 15 years. It is funny because of the new pope thing happening I was thinking how cool it must be to be the pope, and it hit me in meditation, I am a pope. LoL just void of 17 trillion in my ministerial bank account.

I don’t think spiritual people were destined to work easily with money. I guess I would need a faculty of advisors if the church ever evolved, and I would leave the money in their hands lol would suck to spend all the churches money on slot machines haha

I would just want to share my experiences, and have group meditations cycling between techno and silence, taking breaks for marijuana and some damn fine food 3 times a day or night with endless snacks, my philosophy would differ from most organized structures in place, like vipassana, where your not allowed to do anything really on the course, including only eating two meals a day.

It is also funny to note that the Church of Techno is perhaps the only religion on the planet that is welcoming to all sexualities.

Anyways some ponderings from my end of the globe, I have placed a confessional at the bottom of this virtual ministry if you want to be absolved of all sin for perpetuity as well

Thank you for reading

Thank you for your support over these years

Blessings

-          Shaun A. Delage

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Kat downtempo

People can theorize what is about to happen in this so called meltdown of society, truth is nobody knows what is going to happen in a few months while most people can theorize simply what is going to take place, nobody truly knows the scope of 2012

I only look at the structure in place to understand exactly what could transpire, we have so called elected officials in office that further enchain people into bondage.

At the time of this writing there are 15 states under a form of martial law currently, the presidential election is in a few days and 2012 is just two months away. What a fucking chaotic time to be alive man haha

I was reading more about the Canadian emergency acts like USA ones, and all that is needed is a majority vote in parliament to enact emergency legislation and the charter of rights and freedoms are suspended and likewise in America once the emergency declarations are signed all forms of human rights are suspended as well and even atrocities performed under the martial law declarations are not even arguable before a supreme court.

So here we are.

I know exactly the worlds that surround us being in the astral and my brush with death have me fearless for the last moments, truth is many of us are suffering from health difficulties due to the radiation leaking into the environment.

If nothing happens in 2012 imagine how much time we have left of them plugging out multitudes of ipads. We have almost exhausted our creativity but exactly quite the opposite, all forms of creativity by uninitiated people into secret societies are not financed or marketed or even looked at.

Only that which props up the structure in some way be it forced work for pennies or indoctrination temples, (universities and skools) it is almost stifling to try and imagine what could happen and what may happen but there is always the extermination of the human race at hand, something that leads people into fear but death is not something to be feared.

I question god daily because if you give over your complete belief like many religions you open yourself to being ignorant. But how could a god allow things like nazi camps, north korea or forced work, obesity, murderous vengeful people walking the streets.

I guess one of the secrets of life is to keep your head above water and just live simply as best as karmically fortunate, this life may have been a waste but you have your next and others after it to worry about as well, and what exactly is this force that says you will be born in USA vs Canada vs North Korea vs China vs a human/cow/cat body

They say in muslim countries god willing, or god is with us, it is funny because it almost seems farthest from the truth and we are all meant to be here under the subservience of slave lords and masters whom decide our fate as entire countries and populations.

A world where millionaires can be anything they wish, ambassadors, prime ministers, presidents, kings, queens, CEO’s

But the rest of the populace is expendable of sorts, and cattle to them.

It will be an insane few months I can tell, and we are all alive and kicking to witness it, however death is nothing to be feared, a state where torture and corruption runs rampant is, but we can evolve together.

I just know I have personally achieved all that I wanted this life, and that is what keeps me going everyday. The power within to understand and contemplate my mistakes and circumstances and the power to believe that I was dealt a very unfortunate card in life. There must be an equal exchange of karma in life, otherwise you live and inhabit a prison structure.

Human beings are to be rewarded continuously for their service, not just once or twice in their lives, there must be an equal exchange or you will watch the karma unfold this very moment all around you before your very eyes.

-          Shaun A. Delage

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ticking life

Well I cant help but feel somewhat nomadic lately, leaving home, moving into a mysterious and enchanted forest cabin in the woods, surrounded by birds singing, deer feeding,

Now I am off to Vancouver with a backpack and gonna stay there for 2 weeks or so

I really like catsitting because cats make me think about the nature of souls, I question why I wasn’t born a cat but I probably was, haha

Without cats and dogs humans would die (I am serious- we would lose many people if we didn’t have these loyal pets as our friends)

They are the soulmate you don’t have to win over, or the daughter or son you never could have, a shoulder to cry on, something to nuzzle into and something that loves you unconditionally

Part of me wonders if they are aware of exactly how expansive the world is, I bet when they walk outside they seem a bit schizophrenic. Humans humans everywhere they must wonder

I walk my cat in the forest and it seems like the three souls that needed to unite through a chaotic millennium shift did happen and needed to happen

I strongly believe my new man has the forecast to be long term, while I am throwing out titles like roomie and room mate I understand deep in my heart that he has the qualities I have been longing for and searching for in a man

Everyone has things they are dealing with but my out of the blue bursts of schizophrenic and imaginative dialogue has him on his toes, I see an equal exchange of enlightenment between us and an equal level of communication and I see him as equal and he sees me

I am going to miss my forest nook, my barn cat/stew cat and my new mysterious aquarian

He almost gets to witness the madness of an aries world

Welcome to ARIES 2012 haha on top of it all I turn 30 tomorrow

Kind of an epic bday

My last living situation was stable and materialistic

Now I give it more stability more serenity and more spirituality

I only believe in love above all else, and that makes me an oddity in the world, I have seen the evils of wealth and it isn’t really much I want to obtain in that department

It would be nice to be wealthy don’t get me wrong but I think you have to learn some serious life lessons to effectively handle wealth and do well with it otherwise you end up some sellout old hybrid reptilian

It is tough to go through the world being out of touch with reality but I only have searched for things that would bring me enlightenment

Part of me moving to a forest cabin with a beautiful man is the work of the divine in my opinion

It is the manifestation of my hopes, goals, dreams and survival in case society goes nuts….but I am not in it for the survival although having a serene mountain man as my guide would be fortunate

Somebody that knows how to cut down a tree, trap a rabbit, caulk a gun, plant veggies, pull weeds

Somebody that has made their life as serene as possible is the most fortunate circumstance

But that is not what I was hoping for. What I have been longing for is a man to love and respect me that is kind, sincere, honest, happy, caring, sensitive, and skilled in his own regard

I have no idea how to paint a bathroom or fix a shelf likewise he may get a few chapters penned the wrong way in his novella but we each bring enlightenment to each other

My greatest fear it seems is being loved, I have been loved at times but it was always a different love, a material love, a forgotten love, a painful love, a strictly sexual love, a poor love

But to find an impressive smile and an immaculate being was my only goal, honest eyes, caring nature

This is what people sing about

Now I am in Vancouver and I will be here for a few weeks

Expect some more discourses because I will have time on my hands

Happy spring blogbuddies

-Shaun A. Delage

Beaky wing

Many don’t ponder what it is like to be different, sure the possibilities are endless in society much like a virtual world where anything could happen.

For me personally second life is an avenue that people have been dreaming about for centuries, to hop into an avatar and be somebody else, and be a character in a video game

But what if life were different – What if I was blind perhaps, and could only see darkness around me, or perhaps being born into a body of a cow only to be slaughtered while still alive

Many should be thankful for what they do have

Me my relationship with divinity is bittersweet because I view divine nature as somewhat bitter in it’s reasoning. How could an all loving god make millions suffer while the folks here in the west can get anything they wish to eat if they have ten dollars on them

So to be thankful for what you do have is the ultimate lesson

Many are not gifted with an old soul either, nor spirituality that isn’t jaded with gods to worship and frocks to wear

Ultimately conspiracy may be my religion but I have faith in divine essence

That power that gives me the beauty of sight, the choice to walk down the street with my legs in tact

The power to have an orgasm and the power to smile.

I have come to terms with the earthbound devils in full comprehension and while the luciferian mind is perplexed that it has not won over my soul in entirety

I am very patient

Awaiting the enlightenment of the entire human race.

If it means the destruction of the matrix so that the illuminists will all run into their bunkers and hide then so be it

I don’t want to say my life is entirely illusion

I do believe there is a supreme being but I believe more so that there is a faculty of divine beings charting the course of the cosmos and this being one of millions of the exact same self similar repeating realities

There is not much to lose in apocalypse

Being gifted with not only astral vision but an astral body to have sex with bodybuilders proves wonderful

It not only teaches me that there is much more to reality and my current reality doesn’t really exist as much, some furniture, a few identification cards, a human male body with an enormous penis no I am just kidding haha humble me lol

Um to go on …a few computers and some blankets, no debt thankfully But essentially this and things like my hair and teeth are definitely mine but in losing all touch with this reality there is not much of any of can lose

Being gifted with astral sight also teaches me that there is an expansive journey to be had, and my being confined in this reality Imprisoned like most by lack of money because I haven’t sold my soul proves challenging

Somehow I ended up with the three poorest professions money wise, writer, priest and artist haha

Too funny – But I am incredibly wealthy in spirituality and character

Many don’t thank the divine essence for what they do have and many are oblivious as to what exactly they are gifted with, while it is forcefed down our throats that there is seven billion people here currently that number is illusion when you think of it because really in your individual perception there is only one.

That one, is the nature of the satanic mind trying to encapsulate your soul into its realm

Mind you the hell realms are not so bad, there is still cruise ships and shopping and cities and transport etc but imagine going on a north Korean cruise ship with open pots for toilets or you go to an asian mall and walk by clothing only to find that open pot in the middle of the room and this is where you do not want to reside

Thankfully due to my lifes work I will not be harnessed into these lower realms when the time comes and I can face the supreme deceiver in the face and tell that individual or faculty of satanic individuals how little they mean to me because I am confident that I have done my lifes work tirelessly so that I will attain evolution into the vast buddhic or heavenly dimensions rather than digress because I made a contract in blood oath to sell the nature of my soul

Karma in a way cheated me, so I have that going for me, initiating great suffering in the form of my self inflicted suicide attempt before I went into criminality so in a sense I was robbed of my humanity and my dignity

So angry me, at the force that initiated my almost death through an initiated bloodline hybrid that I went on a years long crime spree then you add in the solar ritual involving the queen and her walkabout and I am left with way more questions than answers about my life, but I am realizing that at the time of that walkabout (and it is all in my trauma manifesto) pope john paul 2 was pope and the world was fruitful and loving

Then everything started to digress into the all out fascist corporate dictatorship we see now in our very presence and many of us are scared right now because nobody knows what is going to happen this year so people are on edge

Psychological operations are in full force and we may never know what exactly is happening overseas or whatever for quite some time, homebound slaves we are being fed state media and there is no avenue for creativity, adoration, expression etc

I feel cursed, not only my choices but my entire life. I am in prison without actually being locked up

In an internal prison only given a few more dollars than I have and this is what most people are going through just trying to keep their head above water because who wants to be eating pie out of the garbage can when you can sit in your ritzy 22^nd floor condo eating lobster

But the western culture is severely flawed because we do not recognize poverty as an art

Poor people are wealthy in character and make very sound decisions with their money

The wealthy are careless and addicted with theirs and they only support fellow wealthy businesses and people in achieving their goals

Just when you are living in a world filled with hatred and a new nazi pope, child sex scandals, monarch slavery, the Satanist mind carefully watching you through millions of sets of eyes including your own, a world riddled with poverty and sickness, racism, class war, and world war three including the end of the world paranoia we have quite the quagmire to ponder and most people just have given up and don’t explore their own mind enough to feel confident

Me the thought hit me….ONE MORE YEAR here

One more year

If this 2012 stuff does happen

My prison sentence is one more year.

I will not be confined further by a fictitious elusive and satanic natured currency, I will not have to answer to anybody but my creator, I will be able to look death square in the eye and say thankfully due to my visions you don’t matter

I will not be stocking up on pales of rice and stuff because I believe if it is my time to go then it is my time to go, I know I will be greeted by thousands on the other side that I have helped, including some handsome astral bodybuilders *wink* I will be welcomed into the real reality because I have gained a sense of composure regarding my soul’s purpose

It would be nice to be wealthy and to have millions of dollars yes but what good is that if you just waste it all on heroin lol

Maybe my life is that of a poor techno monk so be it – I couldn’t ask for anything more supreme because I own my soul, I don’t have to submit myself to insane hazing rituals to get more cash flow or jack one out with a group of old pervs in the lodge to finance my existence or drink blood out of a skull or eat a cake of blood and menstrual fluid

God lol

I am happy living on my rations and being a conduit, (perhaps the only one in my region or awareness) of matrix techno universalism

It almost feels like it is me against the world at this point in my confined reality under virtual house arrest with the seeming freedom to walk the concrete jungle but when I go out on my walks some people can be very mean or nasty with their eyes or for example the other day a guy purposefully set out to scare me by lunging at me while walking

This teaches me that there is no heaven here

We are in a paradoxical purgatory of sorts, perhaps most of us are already dead I don’t know

Perhaps you needed to murder somebody to get into this dimension, hence the almost bitterness of divinity in handing out rations lol

I don’t pretend to have all the answers but I do have faith

Faith in the future, in my essence being transported to a much more enlightened society than this sick and twisted playspace for elites

Would be nice to belong to a culture that resonates with creativity, intellectualism, love, happiness, evolution, ascension, and enlightenment.

Our culture is very much like an orgasm, could you imagine if we had a perpetual orgasm oh my lord life would be fucked haha but no the orgasm is literally 10 seconds long if you’re lucky and laced with that is the possibility of HIV or pregnancy or whatever so paradoxical

Just would be nice to belong to a society that is profoundly in tune with the universal nature rather than just how much material wares you own or how much Tupperware is in ur cupboard

I have faith that the countdown is taking place and my soul will be retrieved and brought back home.

-          Shaun A. Delage   

blacklight lane 2.2

forest rodent

Two beings in love is what the world despises in a sense well better to say the system rather than the world because the world itself would work against the system to bring two souls together to unite.

I was questing after love and frustrated not finding it I came to my own sense of self on the subject

I came to my absolute end point and was so effin sad I could not find a union that connected me with my souls purpose….mind you most people unite to achieve sexual or financial harmony but on my own side of things I connect with my mate and become fixated on achieving our highest potential.

I have begun to realize exactly how flawed I am and how damaged I am and what exactly I bring to the table. It is tough to be me, many may realize that by now. I have always strived after enlightenment and ascension

I guess in ways I want to be a fix all and in ways this blog or church relays my greatest flaw, that I cannot be a fix all to everyone perhaps not even myself

I realize there is a faculty of divine beings running the show but the quest for love leaves me with more questions. In ways I always felt a resonance take over with love, almost telepathically uniting with my lover.

I see myself as not having much to offer but exactly that, my presence may be just enough for the person to come to their own enlightenment

And my husband will be struggling and damaged as well Like I am

I find Love can unite two souls together but essentially isn’t love the greatest struggle that people quest over.

I think for the most part many people are looking for the system we have to all out collapse

In ways it would make things a lot easier on all of us.

Everyone around me in a sense will be suffering and all I can do is stay at the highest possible pinnacle so that I may offer my smile to those that need it.

I have undergone great changes in my life recently, almost this unspoken telepathic bond.

I find my man to be impressive in his nature, kind, loving, caring and beautiful

I just know that I face some difficult challenges considering all the drug use and dimensional sex magic I have been involved in which most would run the other way but I sense my inherent struggles to be enlightenment in this mans eyes which intrigues me

Almost as if nothing phases my soulmate

Two souls uniting and being in love scares the system because anything can be achieved.

Perhaps my lifes purpose is being fulfilled

In a sense you have to be very very careful what you do in the current state of affairs, being in world war three and the 2012 scenario unfolding

Essentially this is the endtimes.

Why would I want to be with those that care nothing for the progression of my soul in a time such as this

Fortunately now my greatest wishes have been answered

To live in a stress free environment in the middle of the forest with a shy and sensitive and intelligent man that cares about me

Not categorized in some concrete shoebox only another number or dollar sign to most

Essentially what anybody figures out, (and many are trapped this very second in situations that are unhealthy)  is that you have to be very very careful where you place your chess piece these days

With the odds stacked up against me, being an enemy of masonry there was an unspoken bond between me and my kindred soul and I was free to go where I please in his arms and feel sheltered and protected by him.

The system itself would be against your union of course because anybody that protects and shields anomalous nature (me) that nature that is hated and despised , brings great consequences

It takes a very strong and admirable character to say – you know what I don’t care if you’re an enemy of mystery …I love you and that’s all that matters

I strongly feel this is the end times, and I have been positioned through divine intervention with people that care for the progression of my soul

To animals we have lost the world long ago

In a sense I am very perceptive to this end times state because I have been in such an isolated state for many years

But humans have ancient purpose and ancient skills awaiting to be found and discovered

You are not what the system relays you are.

You have many many skills that may get overlooked by those around you but I have felt divine essence working mysteriously through my skull to position me in a place where I am almost guaranteed survival

Karmically anybody wants to be free and given the illusions of life to mask the apocalypse state

Me I have been operating as the bishop of the church of techno for many years

What I offer is a complex argument

But unlike what the system relays I have an ancient need to be recognized and valued above all else

I strongly feel that people should look into the current environment for clues about how they are being positioned for this end times.

I don’t see it as some flash in the sky either

But I do see it as a war

A war between the populace versus individuality and the true beings against the illusion

I strongly felt my life didn’t include being in the middle of a shoebox with people that care little of me

But for me to be here with a loving man and his friends to connect and undergo the trials of apocalypse with , and if we die trying believe me it was all worth it because I never took the easy route.

Technically in life I have taken the most difficult route.

I also partook in isolation to achieve enlightenment- not many are willing to go that route

And I was never really that isolated haha being pulled from it to take a cruise on a ship or go to another city or fly across two countries

Kind of ironic that karmically I get rewarded in such a fashion in one of the worst financial collapses in history

And well I just won an ipad so things are looking up for me haha (had to gloat there a bit- but entering contests for years upon years should pay off at some point)

Fulfillment of wishes

I guess in a way I wanted a strong and beautiful understanding man who simply ‘got’ my struggles. A guy that really took the time to get to know me.

Here Love begins.

And anything is possible

-          Shaun A.Delage