Many don’t ponder what it is like to be different, sure the
possibilities are endless in society much like a virtual world where anything
could happen.
For me personally second life is an avenue that people have
been dreaming about for centuries, to hop into an avatar and be somebody else,
and be a character in a video game
But what if life were different – What if I was blind
perhaps, and could only see darkness around me, or perhaps being born into a
body of a cow only to be slaughtered while still alive
Many should be thankful for what they do have
Me my relationship with divinity is bittersweet because I
view divine nature as somewhat bitter in it’s reasoning. How could an all
loving god make millions suffer while the folks here in the west can get
anything they wish to eat if they have ten dollars on them
So to be thankful for what you do have is the ultimate
lesson
Many are not gifted with an old soul either, nor
spirituality that isn’t jaded with gods to worship and frocks to wear
Ultimately conspiracy may be my religion but I have faith in
divine essence
That power that gives me the beauty of sight, the choice to
walk down the street with my legs in tact
The power to have an orgasm and the power to smile.
I have come to terms with the earthbound devils in full
comprehension and while the luciferian mind is perplexed that it has not won
over my soul in entirety
I am very patient
Awaiting the enlightenment of the entire human race.
If it means the destruction of the matrix so that the
illuminists will all run into their bunkers and hide then so be it
I don’t want to say my life is entirely illusion
I do believe there is a supreme being but I believe more so
that there is a faculty of divine beings charting the course of the cosmos and
this being one of millions of the exact same self similar repeating realities
There is not much to lose in apocalypse
Being gifted with not only astral vision but an astral body
to have sex with bodybuilders proves wonderful
It not only teaches me that there is much more to reality
and my current reality doesn’t really exist as much, some furniture, a few identification
cards, a human male body with an enormous penis no I am just kidding haha
humble me lol
Um to go on …a few computers and some blankets, no debt
thankfully But essentially this and things like my hair and teeth are definitely
mine but in losing all touch with this reality there is not much of any of can
lose
Being gifted with astral sight also teaches me that there is
an expansive journey to be had, and my being confined in this reality Imprisoned
like most by lack of money because I haven’t sold my soul proves challenging
Somehow I ended up with the three poorest professions money
wise, writer, priest and artist haha
Too funny – But I am incredibly wealthy in spirituality and
character
Many don’t thank the divine essence for what they do have
and many are oblivious as to what exactly they are gifted with, while it is
forcefed down our throats that there is seven billion people here currently
that number is illusion when you think of it because really in your individual
perception there is only one.
That one, is the nature of the satanic mind trying to
encapsulate your soul into its realm
Mind you the hell realms are not so bad, there is still
cruise ships and shopping and cities and transport etc but imagine going on a
north Korean cruise ship with open pots for toilets or you go to an asian mall
and walk by clothing only to find that open pot in the middle of the room and
this is where you do not want to reside
Thankfully due to my lifes work I will not be harnessed into
these lower realms when the time comes and I can face the supreme deceiver in
the face and tell that individual or faculty of satanic individuals how little
they mean to me because I am confident that I have done my lifes work
tirelessly so that I will attain evolution into the vast buddhic or heavenly
dimensions rather than digress because I made a contract in blood oath to sell
the nature of my soul
Karma in a way cheated me, so I have that going for me,
initiating great suffering in the form of my self inflicted suicide attempt
before I went into criminality so in a sense I was robbed of my humanity and my
dignity
So angry me, at the force that initiated my almost death
through an initiated bloodline hybrid that I went on a years long crime spree
then you add in the solar ritual involving the queen and her walkabout and I am
left with way more questions than answers about my life, but I am realizing
that at the time of that walkabout (and it is all in my trauma manifesto) pope
john paul 2 was pope and the world was fruitful and loving
Then everything started to digress into the all out fascist
corporate dictatorship we see now in our very presence and many of us are
scared right now because nobody knows what is going to happen this year so people
are on edge
Psychological operations are in full force and we may never
know what exactly is happening overseas or whatever for quite some time,
homebound slaves we are being fed state media and there is no avenue for
creativity, adoration, expression etc
I feel cursed, not only my choices but my entire life. I am
in prison without actually being locked up
In an internal prison only given a few more dollars than I
have and this is what most people are going through just trying to keep their
head above water because who wants to be eating pie out of the garbage can when
you can sit in your ritzy 22nd floor condo eating lobster
But the western culture is severely flawed because we do not
recognize poverty as an art
Poor people are wealthy in character and make very sound
decisions with their money
The wealthy are careless and addicted with theirs and they
only support fellow wealthy businesses and people in achieving their goals
Just when you are living in a world filled with hatred and a
new nazi pope, child sex scandals, monarch slavery, the Satanist mind carefully
watching you through millions of sets of eyes including your own, a world
riddled with poverty and sickness, racism, class war, and world war three
including the end of the world paranoia we have quite the quagmire to ponder
and most people just have given up and don’t explore their own mind enough to
feel confident
Me the thought hit me….ONE MORE YEAR here
One more year
If this 2012 stuff does happen
My prison sentence is one more year.
I will not be confined further by a fictitious elusive and
satanic natured currency, I will not have to answer to anybody but my creator,
I will be able to look death square in the eye and say thankfully due to my
visions you don’t matter
I will not be stocking up on pales of rice and stuff because
I believe if it is my time to go then it is my time to go, I know I will be
greeted by thousands on the other side that I have helped, including some
handsome astral bodybuilders *wink* I will be welcomed into the real reality
because I have gained a sense of composure regarding my soul’s purpose
It would be nice to be wealthy and to have millions of
dollars yes but what good is that if you just waste it all on heroin lol
Maybe my life is that of a poor techno monk so be it – I couldn’t
ask for anything more supreme because I own my soul, I don’t have to submit
myself to insane hazing rituals to get more cash flow or jack one out with a
group of old pervs in the lodge to finance my existence or drink blood out of a
skull or eat a cake of blood and menstrual fluid
God lol
I am happy living on my rations and being a conduit, (perhaps
the only one in my region or awareness) of matrix techno universalism
It almost feels like it is me against the world at this
point in my confined reality under virtual house arrest with the seeming
freedom to walk the concrete jungle but when I go out on my walks some people
can be very mean or nasty with their eyes or for example the other day a guy
purposefully set out to scare me by lunging at me while walking
This teaches me that there is no heaven here
We are in a paradoxical purgatory of sorts, perhaps most of
us are already dead I don’t know
Perhaps you needed to murder somebody to get into this
dimension, hence the almost bitterness of divinity in handing out rations lol
I don’t pretend to have all the answers but I do have faith
Faith in the future, in my essence being transported to a
much more enlightened society than this sick and twisted playspace for elites
Would be nice to belong to a culture that resonates with
creativity, intellectualism, love, happiness, evolution, ascension, and
enlightenment.
Our culture is very much like an orgasm, could you imagine
if we had a perpetual orgasm oh my lord life would be fucked haha but no the
orgasm is literally 10 seconds long if you’re lucky and laced with that is the
possibility of HIV or pregnancy or whatever so paradoxical
Just would be nice to belong to a society that is profoundly
in tune with the universal nature rather than just how much material wares you
own or how much Tupperware is in ur cupboard
I have faith that the countdown is taking place and my soul
will be retrieved and brought back home.
-
Shaun A. Delage
