Buddhism, Church of TECHNO and the nature of God

Essentially what it comes down to, in Buddhism, is the nature of god can be found within and this goes against every religion. While Christian, muslim, jewish faiths preach to believe in somebody from thousands of years ago and to believe and fear in god and his wrath.

Buddhism has a bit of a misinterpretation of god because people think in Buddhism that you should worship the Buddha from 2500 years ago when this is exactly quite the opposite.

There are many of enlightened beings currently on earth, some share their enlightenment in the written, some the oral, some through art and pop culture, some through making movies or documentaries and some may be those you least expect, the housewife that spends hours making sure her family is fed a nutritious and healthy meal for example.

Buddhism works for me because it tells of a story of a man a long time ago that set out to become enlightened and to see all, to experience true liberation and this can be achieved by anybody that sets their mind to it, it may take several lifetimes but where I differ from the scripture is that it does not take millennia for most, only one lifetime.

I think the strongest aspect that drives Buddhism is that there is suffering in the world and it is immense so for a religion to finally tell the truth is an aspect that I agree with. Parts of the other faiths ‘have the message’ but none really teach you anything except to adore their rituals and customs, and none offer a way out from samsara and the matrix essentially like Buddhism does in teaching you to work with the mind and if you don’t know meditation, then you can just simply work with observing the breath.

Many in existence right now are helping to evolve the planet through a world of atheistic belief and this may seem right but essentially what it comes down to is the fact that the person does not have faith in anything per se and there is much already established that we can believe in, and if none of it works for you then there is always the ability to create your own. But so many believe in nothing because it is a comfort, and this is usually a pretty bad path because it does not allow you the ability to shape your future incarnations through meditation for example or shape your current reality in purpose driven meditation, affirmations, auto suggestion etc

There are people that are successful in ALL faiths and some that are success driven without subscribing to any faiths, but there is also many people that are being indoctrinated and programmed to spread the gospel when that is not the way to salvation, an all loving most high god would not send an ambassador of him to be murdered for the sins of man and to be adored in a disgusting ritual of eating his body and drinking his blood. It seems these faiths have made us all scripted into a gigantic holy war for centuries but if you believe in inter dimensional travel and astral travel then you can believe that there is hundreds if not thousands if not an infinite amount of earths all happening concurrently the next one over just has one less mosquito.

Only the most intelligent and most evolved are attracted to a faith like Buddhism and even simple meditation or yoga because they see the intellect in it all and the ability to spend a lifetime becoming enlightened, so the nature of god remains within, whatever happens ‘out there’ is beautiful and magical and most likely the object of supreme intelligence, not something you have to concern yourself with, what you have to concern yourself with, is releasing yourself from the cycle of birth and rebirth into unfortunate poverty, disease, or karmic stricken lives. Away from this prison apparatus that is reality confined within a module of suffering and pain and into an ultimate beautiful reality where, you matter. Where you are somebody, where you CAN make a difference, not just a cog in a machine or some useless eater or somebody that is detested, in the spiritual realm every one matters, everyone is somebody, and everyone has achieved their purpose.  

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In times such as this, it is easy to give into hype and paranoia but if you can imagine this for a second and think to yourself if you are worried about the collapse of the USA or the dollar for example, think of where the city states are, there are no city states in Russia or China. The power ultimately will rest with these jurisdictions for quite some time in the foreseeable future, most likely the world would have to undergo nuclear war before they can decimate the financial system in entirety.

It seems ebola has taken a back burner for awhile and other things are coming into the forefront.

I have never feared death, and some may totally despise the thought of death because their entire value system would have to be rebuilt and one the world is heavily invested in making you in subservience too. That being materialism, can you imagine, you pass over from this world into the other side and materialism and money are a completely different form, or you have just been jet propelled 1000 years into the astral future, you wouldn’t quite get the complexity of how much things change.

Some of my older readers are aware I almost lost my life to suicide, and rightfully so the experience has helped make me the person I am today, with untold amounts of compassion, sincerity and a spiritual and intellectual side that is powerful and unique. I am pained by that experience my whole waking life because of how close I came, and how much I would have lost in the last 15 years that I am fortunately still alive. Everything I have learnt, the lessons involved in crime and adversity and the power within my smile to keep going are really an un-measurable amount of courage involved.

It is my belief that these things and quite a bit of what I have tried to articulate the past five years in this virtual ministry have lead me into a world of growth in solitude. Techno has healed me to the point of normalcy and the ability to express myself so openly in a world filled with secrets and passwords has left me with an understanding of spirituality and love.

To say I felt discomfort with every religion is an understatement. I strongly believe there has to be a faith for the techno savvy hepcats in solitude with nothing but the safety of being behind a closed door and the internet to be able to shape their belief system. This is a strong quality, the wanting to evolve endlessly. Most faiths out there regurgitate things that you don’t understand and also aim to have you as their agents, try and lure in as much people as you can with the word of Christ or whatever.

The religion I hold close to myself more than any other organized faith is Buddhism, specifically thai Theravada Buddhism. There is some talks that you can listen to in your own home for the next two decades in the link section but it is a search for more that has lead me on my current path, being able to listen to affirmations without boredom and to want attainment of financial freedom, to things like trying various herbs like oil of oregano and searching out things to better my environment like meteorite’s and orgonite, so to say there is a recipe for enlightenment is an understatement, most people will try and attach to a soul group or a genre of society and some may find comfort in that but what if you feel comfortable alone, on the internet drinking tea and listening to techno –surely there has to be a faith that aligns to your belief system in some way and does not discriminate against, gays, the poor, women etc and some of my earlier musings were pretty critical of groups like the freemasons, but in a sense everyone here is learning about themselves and working through karmic issues and more complex issues as well, even freemasons, I just hold close to me that they have lost the direction of their soul by giving into a weird ancient cult.

so I wish you a good week discovering what you need, and finding yourself, you never know when the world will come knocking at your door.

-Shaun A. Delage

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So many are hypnotized by their religions, hate to say it and it is ironic, being a virtual church that I state this, but what it all comes down to is, attachment.  I think the mainstream faiths market themselves to the newer souls. Of course, everything is inverted and upside down, so the most godly faith happens to be the most evil on the planet. Which is why I have found comfort in Buddhism, you can have church in your living room in solitude. Me personally I don’t belong to a sangha in my community (a Buddhist group of people) because of my schedule and my life, but that hasn’t stopped me from exploring the divine in solitude and taking refuge the Buddha. I love listening to the Buddhist discourses and garnering some sense of reality from them. People think all there is to life is working and playing video games or watching movies.
To live a truly adept life takes real skill. I have always been conflicted with my own life for at least the past decade because I am on a disability pension. The government just hands me money and medication and takes care of me, because otherwise I would be in a hospital or end up in prison without medication and when things are that bad you tend to take a viewpoint of yourself as at least a little bit ‘damaged’ I am very very fortunate to be living in a country that takes care of it’s citizens in this regard, but life could be better. It’s almost as if the past ten years due to my income I have been living in a literal apocalypse. A wasteland of very little money and some adversity. But in a sense I have created a very beautiful and touching life that lives way above that, with dignity and class even though I don’t have millions in the bank, I at least think I do.
I think of people that are on my income and have to struggle like I do, but don’t have help, it would be a tough life, to be alone. I have been very fortunate to find a loving mate that helps take care of me and we live a good life, fruitful at best !! When one can create a very pleasant existence despite the circumstances you know you have a good mind on your shoulders.
I have always believed in the unknown and the future, and this is why I can understand why not many people are willing to devote a quiet night to meditation, it doesn’t really give you much, at least not as much stimulation as an xbox or a website or 300 songs on your ipod. The benefits of meditation are unseen, and you are responsible for what you seek and want to get out of it essentially. There are presidents and prime ministers and kings and queens that have not found the Buddha or the meditation.
I strongly believe that Buddhism is for the most evolved souls on the planet. From what I can understand of the nature of meditation is that it simply eradicates all forms of hatred, illusion, negativity and sadness. It in a sense, in a hidden way, makes you into a more compassionate and loving person, but this takes skill on your part to work into your meditation the avenue of sending all the negativity outward, far away from you and welcoming the hidden energies into you that will do their work.
I also have had more trust for wicca and paganism in the past decade and more than the average person would trust in them because they simply view it as Satanism out of ignorance. Some of the most highly evolved concepts, philosophy and psychics I have witnessed that were either wiccan or pagan and actually offer tools to forward yourself in this reality in the form of spells, chants, talismans, sigels, music, scents, and energy. Far much more than the mainstream faith is willing to offer in the form of a 2000 year old 2000 page bible that doesn’t make very much sense.
I have always thought that what comes to you in the moment is your most pressing reality. I had to read some of the bible to pass my Ph.D but it just solidified how insane it all is and what illusion we are all trapped in. I take being able to warp the reality in your favour in the near future in the form of a spell, rather than read the bible and hope and pray for to an old man in the sky any day. But I am not willing to belong to anything like wiccan or pagan or Buddhism simply because I am pretty reclusive and detest any sort of social function.
Also what seems to be in the mainstream these days with our youth and pop culture is a society of atheism, young people that don’t really believe in anything but getting drunk and texting all day. I think if you can find whatever you need to, to stay sane you have done the right thing, but also to just simply ignore the divine, the creative spark that brought you here in the first place in this time and reality would be an absolute travesty. I strongly believe this energy wants to be found, and those that spend every waking moment finding this energy that keeps you breathing, your heart beating and money coming your way and food in front of you is the most pressing goal. I just think that not many are tested on their faith or their lives so they don’t really know or understand what is at stake.

God, Buddha, and the divine are everywhere, helping you live, helping you see, helping you walk and stay fed, this energy keeps you alive and all of us alive, it keeps this whole reality existing and the birds singing in perpetuity, quite a lot of energy needed for that, quite a lot of energy needed for that.

-Shaun A. Delage   

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Religion and sexuality are touchy subjects for most lol and it is funny how many people I come across online that profess a belief in the bible and jesus and exemplify their hatred of gay and lesbian people.

This is funny, because I want to say “Even the pope doesn’t have a problem with gays, why should you” haha another reason I found Buddhism, and believe in it. And another reason why yours truly started his own virtual ministry.

I wanted this ministry because of the power to tell you the truth, the power to shove it in their face that I have a virtual ministry and am gay myself.

Especially in conspiracy circles people tend to be really closed minded, which astounds me, because if you are seeking answers and enlightenment and secrets to be unravelled you have to have the right disposition. The ability to overcome prejudice and hatred.

See many people would think I hate the people on my manifesto, but I don’t. I simply believe that by naming and picturing them I can provide a record for all of time of the issues that an individual has gone through, and I have tried to seek help only to come across quackery.

It is funny because people in my situation would feel pretty defeated and many give in and take their lives, but I feel I have much much more to offer every single minute I am alive longer.

I have found a unique healing concept, a virtual ministry, a virtual world, my novels, TECHNO, meditation and of course living in the furest.

I have gone down my own path without going into wiccanism which is tempting, because of the acceptance but I don’t believe people should be invoking things like deities or gods or whatever without fully comprehending what they are doing. Also I don’t think people should essentially do rituals they have no understanding or grasp of. Issue is people are so hungry to bend reality they will do whatever they can first and foremost to do it.

I am here to say that it takes a VERY long time, but whatever you will to do, it will happen.

I get small psychic incursions kind of like a pre cognition and it is small things like a few days before something I will say some key words or explain a concept and then I will see those words, the scenario or concept materialize in the form of a movie or webpage in reality.

This leads me to believe that my manifestation is working, that I can bring whatever  I need to myself and it is funny because there are still people that believe if you look within you are a Satanist or whatever –no saving them I guess, they are under the direction of forces beyond me.

I have always wanted to be in control of my destiny and my own future and my fate. Not left up to some powerful magical entity that requires your constant adoration for your future success.

Truth is, 90% of the world has no fucking clue!

They believe in 2000 year old books, old men in the sky, and that all gay men want operations to become women lol

I have seen and battled the illusions from all end of the spectrum, including from within my own community, having relations with men and having them try and barter my soul or having drag queens sexually assault you. Having parents beat you or having friends try and kill you.

The illusion and the magic is so far reaching I don’t even know where to begin. I just know, I am a proud gay guy, a Buddhist, I love techno, I love the net, I love cats and chillen in the forest, I love virtual stuff and reading and am very fond of meditation.

So as long as I can embrace that core belief and not self destruct in anyway I personally have a tool to get me through endless weeks and months in this matrix.

Then I am at the other end of the spectrum and the nuclear plant and radiation leaking and I am in a sense in a rush to get my words to the eyes of the people that need them the most.

So in a sense I have all the time in the world, yet may not have another day lol

It is a very confusing time to be alive, and only the intellects question everything, one can figure out a lot in isolation.

But the essential key is to know your core self and nurture those qualities to absolute success. Because we’re all born differently. 

-Shaun A. Delage  

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well i figure i am fortunate to have gone to a foreign country and the mother centre of masonry for the west coast and it was prevalent in most of the city that masonry dominates the culture.
Of course on my own i would never be able to afford it but thx to my friend and ex i am able to enjoy a trip like this and like the cruises i went on

of course i could read the culture and a profound and mystical experience overcame meh

i figured that i would take another chance at psychic and tarot work because i get ALOT of pre cognitive dreams and situational occurences in my life that make me wonder am i psychic or perceptive then because of my own ego mania i see myself as  an anomaly a christos an exile

It is funny because on a surface level i struggle with my own humanity but you break down my own layers a bit and you find that i am an extremely talented individual and i do take time to admire that in myself since my astrological sign is that of ego

This quality is something that many lack and there is a warfare on those that are not bred with god given creativity   

I am also coming to terms with the fact that i am essentially a saint, a healer, blessed one, the one.
mind you it is ego maniacal to say such in a public forum for fear of ridicule but i suspect that there is alot more amazing christos and the blessed ones out there it is simply faux pas to see yourself in the role of the spiritual program.

this is the thing i question in myself whenever i list myself as a psychic (it has happened about 20 times so far) is what if i am not really psychic and i have attempted to do readings and one girl really assaulted my reading which caused me to shy away again ironically while receiving pre cognitive dreams and visions then i only need to look at my own inherent earthen stigmata which is a self defeating prophecy in a sense but i realised one thing that i want to be able to offer the best i possibly can while funny i also have been told that i am clairvoyant i think i just need more experience and the knowledge comes in the moment it is basically trusting in a higher power to relay info that needs to be  recieved by the person that contacts you so funny i may say something wrong or even get the sex of the individual wrong but that is my greatest fear is that i am not 100% correct but nobody including the matrix can tell you who you are

i have faith in myself so i will trust that













sent the captivation piece to ruport murdochs newspaper the wall street journal before i left
I have made notice to the entire world of this hidden torture state and i think simply the matrix doesnt really know what to do with me but that is all relative in a seeming thousands years old system

caterwaul tonic

When your living in a culture of subservience ....the fear based systems will institute levels of governance over your being ....and that is to really subliminate the ideology of subservience in individual minds .....where your meant to indoctrinate yourself into slavery, consumerism, materialism

Nobody wants to address the fact that it is the systems over us that needz to be looked at and analyzed and objectified in totality... and i have always been an advocate that they should be replaced with a new level of enlightenment be it futurist or a mental human spiritual quotient that would make life fair for everyone

Mind you living in society as is, a birth is glorious event but to the elites this is something to be controlled and they do this with various realms with our food and medicine and the keys to death traps (cars) this is their way of really controlling the population through their own means

I have never opposed a world government or anything like that which places me in a paradoxical position being in the conspiracy circle

I have never opposed a government that gives you freedom to associate freedom, of religion, rights of the person, rights of the individual and if its run by a faculty of some of the freest countries on the planet. When your stuck in an individual country and the country places its will over the individual and place places restrictions and laws over the natural progression of the individual then what difference would this bring in the grand scheme of things in comparison to the world government.

This is the future of humanity, is the world government and the world police and if its run by groups of the most seeming free nations on earth like Canada USA and Europe etc

What is the problem ?

I mean i would rather have a world government over an Islamic or communist dictatorship anyday

To say i cant kiss another man in public lol

If the world government itself, empowered me as a human being and empowered my choices as a sovereign entity then there is no issue.

The enlightenment itself in relation to the individual would take effect no matter what dictatorship we had over us

And here we just had 10 years with a conservative government and i would take a  world government anyday over that....... they sure don’t speak for the majority

We need enlightened beings in every facet of society but that is not what they are hired for, they are generally hired for their more psychotic qualities of slavery

For enlightenment to occur you would need to devote your choices to enlightened choices and keeping your enlightenment and choices as pure as possible and keeping your path clear of any obstacles and as simple as possible

And this can be done with alot of mindpower and you can in a sense devote your energy to clearing away your path in the future and welcoming things like happiness, compassion, devotion, love, and simplicity in your life.

May you only wish for happiness, prosperity, and ascension

And most of my blogs are confusing to some people i tend to think that i am in an altered state perpetually, mind you i try not to write a blog under the influence of marijuana or wine or whatever but sometimes that is a wise option for revealing in the moment prophecies. This is why you see the church just remain blank for a week at a time, is because real life gets to me.... and there is no way to articulate it and there may be beings left behind that don’t understand the concepts mind you there are some that read through a few postings and get turned off cause of grammar, essentially not elite enough lol

So thats not for me to worry about, my worry is articulating the information appropriately and those beings that understand the concepts and are able to move on. My worry is about coming into contact with people that enjoy reading what i have to say

I have a core group following and a few others that are mystery followers and i have some disciples which i enjoy ...and a  co reverend, and sadly enough the more evil elements with working with the public.

In no way do i want the church to expand, i am quite happy with one disciple

I don’t want to garner any money from it, so more of a post modern artistic expression or evolution for me it is helping me to inspire intellectual growth and thought in a few people and myself, I have also fashioned a novel out of the concepts and people are trying to shut me down through intimidation etc but that is where universalism takes over any earthbound human being stuck within the gravitational forces of earth so i am really able to look past all the negativity of some of the more negative disciples of the church i only ask why they don’t move on and take their energy elsewhere

My words will not be received by the populace in entirety and i can only get the words out there and have the people that want to hear the words and ignore the rest and i have this argument

I don’t mind the idea of a world government or world faith or world court as long as it doesn’t leave anybody behind and doesn’t inflict harm on others and as long as there is justice able to be served in case anything goes wrong with the idealism

So there should be safety nets in place

We address illusions here so when you have people in conspiracy circles hawking the idea of microchipped people and world government

And they regurgitate this line and code at random will

What is there to fear

Like you will have any choice if there is a microchip or world government

There is no choice that is not administered on behalf of super entities on the insects that scurry on the earth so what have you got to fear and what have you got to lose.

You cannot walk up to a building and tap at it away with a spoon expecting it to fall to pieces at your feet. You have to find your niche in society and even if you are apart of the conspiratorial circuit and you enjoy a good conspiracy and figuring things out on your own and you cant let these things shape your beliefs and dictate your choices

You have to garner your info from as many information sources as possible, be it enlightened be it hell based , confusing, media, hell based, media , friends , family etc

Your left with a world where your not an enemy your a friend of the world.

If the world should dictate world policy to you, you have your shining self to move on with each choice, because you know your right and no government or institution can place any hold over you.

Its the illusion that you don’t matter that you don’t exist that you don’t belong it is kind of ironic because this society wouldn’t have been created without the actual methodology of your character being factored into various realms of existence.

Just like 2012 serves as an ideological representation of cultural identity for our youth. Without it, they would revolt.

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I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a nice surprise i get a  nice baboon

It took me riding around with a kid who stole a bike from people in a field and i biked home and he biked with me, although the people never ran after him they just let him take the bike. This went on for about 4 hours dreamtime we just biked around and we would forget where our bikes are

Next the baboon took me to a wall There was some faces and blood coming from the eyes and this was considered art  the flesh was stretched over pieces of wood making it appear that the faces were full of life

Next Omnidirectional satellite imagery  was watching me i arrived in a strange city and was wandering and came across a skool or gallery and first i came across an old Chinese restaurant and i got a job with a big corporation – they said i was hired- i wandered the city i came across a gallery or a school and they were unpacking stuff and they got a box full of donations and they said i should photograph or volunteer and i said sorry are you an artist or do you like art and i was like yeah i love art i am an artist i make perpetual male art and she said what is it and i said the guy has graffiti and smiley faces and stuff

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Catatonic

But catatronic

Wanting to be a cat

Of course not finding cat like beauty in the world

I am only left to caterwaul in my mind

And mind you the caterwaul is high pitched

And nobody

Nobody can stop the insanity of the shrieking

-          Shaun A. Delage

V.I.P.

I have been struggling to come to terms with a decision i have made recently and yet the world around me seems to be making the choice for me.

I applied to be a long term server at Vipassana meditation center in the middle of nowhere in the middle of british Columbia

I have been to two courses that last in excess of ten days each

I have deepened my meditation practice to include at least one meditation per day sometimes quite a few. While i have hijacked the meditation to use it for building wealth i don’t know maybe it will pay off one day maybe not.

I have been pondering my reckless search for wealth and it is funny to me because my enlightenment may rest with a life without the use of money

Mind you of course i don’t want to isolate myself in the forest and swear of the world

But the argument goes much deeper than that in my spirit and my soul

I guess this would be a kindergarden before becoming a Buddhist monk but something i have been pondering is what if my purpose is to simply be a long term server, in which i get to keep my hair, keep handling money. I can have some time off when needed and well i get money flowing in every month for nothing so i am in a pretty fortunate position to take something like this on.

It means i would lose alot though. To gain so much more enlightenment seems worth it.

My home life can be challenging.

I know the universe can sense my frustration in a sense and if things don’t work out with vipassana at least i know i can go there in the future.

This is a troubling time for me, emotionally because i have taken on the realm of a virtual long distance and very loving relationship.

Plus i have my virtual business to watch out for etc

So yes troubling time

I like to see how the universe makes this one fold out for me, because i am unable to make the right choice myself.

I guess in a way i have made the choice already

Just coming to terms with letting go is troubling

I mean what a profound experience to be able to go through something like this in the west.

So i will see if my application is accepted and go from there.

I was pondering my fortunate karma for being shown vipassana meditation at around age 20 and i actually stumbled on a discourse given by the spiritual leader of vipassana meditation while on a walk in Vancouver BC

To leave the home life to serve meditators seems stressful

But this is a choice i must make in my life because i am not around people of my own kind. I am not around other meditators, I am not around people that have common purpose or intellectualism. I just feel somewhat anxious at this point given my hermetic role in society. On one hand i could not imagine myself being in my “life” for 5 more years.

I strive to attain enlightenment and possibly finding that enlightenment being in service to others.

Now mind you my last experience at vipassana was not a glorious one, i actually got into a few altercations with an assistant teacher over a few trivialities. But i was pre diagnosis and pre medication so I have an excuse.

I think i was simply to infantile and juvenile in my meditation to be able to perceive the gift that was given to me, given to me by our creator, our gods and our oversight

Simply so that i may address illusion everywhere and not live in ignorance

Now mind you the setup is rather cult like, and they have affiliations with the lions club and eastern star halls etc so that lead me to list them on my captivation piece along with the argumentative nature of the teacher.

So we have ourselves a little paradox.

If accepted, i would seriously ponder this one. While depressing to leave a virtual life and a virtual husband. If i pondered this decision in totality i would have to make the right decision based on my soul. My path. My future path and my life.

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Feeling the world around me has been a tiring task this past couple weeks and this is mainly because the world is crying out at the moment

It’s citizens are crying out for change in a system that literally coats them and butchers them in illusion

Mainly i believe the world is run by Satanists because you not only are able to look around and see how beauty and divinity are hidden from us

You only are able to focus on the beauty of a flower or the smell of fresh cut grass for so long before you go look at other things or move on with your life

Trying to figure out the philosophy of the world is immense because there is a self cycling illusion that has an ever presence in our own life and technically your own karmic wheel is shaping world events and the collective karma of the world is shaping these events.

While nice to be prepared for catastrophe if it ever happens, normally in our spectrum of feelings and emotions something catastrophic only happens every so often in singular lives

But then you ad in my argument that not everyone you deal with is actually human

I mean for some people.... even their room-mates or their parents have been selected to keep them in stasis for so long in this illusion... but not be a being, that is able to alter the individuals course of actions but relay to their masters or unseen worlds what is going on.

Of course never wise to distrust those that love you but you also cannot remain 100% in their advocacy for certain reasons.

You don’t know who they are

You don’t know where they come from

You don’t know their karma

You don’t know their history

You don’t know what deals they have hatched and with whom over the bounty of your soul

Even your closest friends and acquaintances are technically involved with the conspiracy leading all the way up to your parents and beyond into levels of governance and in the legal and medical and educational institutions that have control over your life.

Some may say Rev. Shaun your a paranoid, loner etc the perfect entity for assassination or another event.

I may be, and i also have relayed that i am a pseudo sleeper at this point.

While i have been programmed by advanced level mirror programmers, I think at this point because i have found a group like the resistance i have a collective that is willing to aid me in my path for answers and also advocate on my behalf if anything should go wrong and i have documented here and on the writ for the church the exact methodology for my trauma which many protest to

and how did i make up my captivation piece (well the final edit has been in the works for over one year and a half) none of it is delusions or made up, it is all very much based in reality

I wish on some part that my captivation piece was all made up fantasy but that is what makes up my life.

Also i am sure to give my pseudo enemies my blog addy too so they are aware of how smart the universe makes its beings that attach to universal wisdom rather than earthbased.

I have attracted the attention of quite a few strange people and i admit that the church has some loyal followers or disciples that are against me, for reasons i am unaware of. Perhaps it is the people involved or the fact that they are involved so heavily in the illusion that they will do anything to prop it up and keep it going. Perhaps they sense something in me.  I have always attested to the fact that i am able to testify at trial against everyone on my captivation piece all the way up to Queen Elizibeth the second. As perpetuating trauma and abuse on singular souls and return my country to its rightful owners. My people. My fellow human beings imbued with compassion and love and happiness.

I am fortunate enough to be around some family and i have come to terms with the fact that they are not really human and in effect actually oppose most of what i stand for which i find ironic considering i was brought into the world via this person

So i wonder, what are they exactly. I remember the scene from the matrix where neo awakens and he is in a pod and i imagine myself in that pod when i am meditating because well, it is funny.

Here i am in a dark room with a few candles and incense and meditating with a velvet red shawl and yet i have an awareness of my present moment awareness and i am within my body yet cannot feel these cords hooked up to me laying in stasis in amniotic fluid

I think most would tend to wonder about themselves if they were aware of this situation

While the mainstream laughs off the matrix as some sci fi flick to alot of people it is much more than that. It is a religion and a faith and has a cult like following that numbers in the millions and if everyone on earth saw the movie it could number in the billions

I look into a birds eyes and i see so much of myself in that bird. I even envision myself with feathers and nibbling away with my beak and it is amazing to be able to look at your being in that body for a few moments and some people do this with their cats or dogs at times.

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a supreme and satisfying delight i get a nice barracuda

I arrived in some peoples house and there was a dad mom and kid and the kid broke something of mine some sunglasses and the parents said they would pay for it and they made me dinner and i sat around and chilled out with them – real humans. Was goofing off with the kid drawing pictures on paper and stuff was a blast we would draw pictures of pigs and laugh at them and cacti etc lol

Next i arrived in a dimensional store and i was looking at stuff and two guys were rushing around me and one guy was fighting and said he wanted to get this loser sorted out started wraping the guy in cellophane and i wanted to pick up some clothes that were total chav and raver clothes then i went to a cafe and i hada  breakfast wrap it said “for condo living” the wrap had eggs and sausage and stuff for $4.50 so a bit cheaper than our dimension

Next i went to the wildnerness and i was chosen to go over something and a guy was threatening me with a belt up the stairs it was all in good fun but him and a bunch of guys were trying to stop me and i would grab their packages and they would be packing alot man wow so it got me out of getting a belt and i was trying desperately to get away from this pagan wilderness ritual

Next i went to a plaza and there was foodcourts and stores and i was looking at this jacket and it looked like lumber jack jackets and i said these aren’t very fashionable so i flapped my tongue in disgust and kept walking and found an athletic male store so i went in there and they had really couture clothes and i was looking with another person and it gave me a chance to socialize with a hottie while shopping – sorry rev kai about this and the packages i am an astral slut lol ( he knows though by now, even jumped his bone lol )

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Salmon burger meets salmon currency for salmon ethics

What is salmon ethic

It is simply to live to your programmed nature and welcome some people into your world

Salmon ethic confuses most

Since salmon are endangered

Salmon life is gone

People are constantly worried whether they will have a can of salmon

But so many have eaten so much salmon they literally wear it on their flesh

So where are the salmon going to go

Their suffering insists on a global wide catastrophe

To save their species from decimation by our own doing

-          Shaun A. Delage