bamberton love
What anybody wants is universal knowledge AND universal insight to be given in language
that they can understand. Likewise when I write my books I make them so anybody
can read them really and they make sense to me, but if they were hybridic in
nature or a digitized language that nobody understands then what is the purpose
of enlightenment
As well enlightenment is ever evolving – I dont hold it
against you if you wish to take your enlightenment elsewhere , not many people
are going to agree with the rantings of somebody that sees things out of
reality
I have been battling my own inner humanity and my own need
for enlightenment amidst so much chaos
Now the christmas season is coming upon us and were going to
lose a lot of people this year
Actually it is unknown the amount of people we are losing
every hour, the amount is unfathomable
As well, the total amount of human beings on earth being
currently 7 billion as of halloween is illusion
Why?
It is illusion because your creation is simply unable to
process the magnanimity of humanity let alone can you meet all seven billion
people to prove their existence
I have not always looked at what is being blared at me at a
million miles a minute with any grain of truth because to tell you the truth it
is mostly illusion
The actual enlightenment I receive is transmitted to me via
the words and actions of others from the astral and hell worlds so I am able to
better differentiate my reality in the waking world
Since I am permitted to see the lower worlds and the hell
worlds and the real worlds I understand exactly what is at stake
Lately I have been harrassed by ebay for my million dollar
ads
They want to talk to me about my listings because rightfully
they do when my ads are the most expensive on the site and probably one of the
most expensive art products in the world
I dont want to talk to agents of the matrix when everything
is set out in the specific ads
I dont feel the need to explain myself to hybrids who know
nothing of art or performance art
Rightfully so they have probably received a few complaints
for my perpetual male art (the rights to market the art- is priced at
$1,500,000-my dimensional dream journal for the same price and my tinkertots
rave font which is set at $420,000) perhaps they are mad that I included them in my trauma document and still continue to be a customer - it is beyond me no idea lol
I will hold out until the very end because I believe they
are acting in an alien malicious sense and stalking me online and not
permitting me to make adjustments to my listing until i speak to them and
essentially explain my position to them when I have had the listing up for over
two years paying fifty cents a listing per month so why they choose to harrass
and stalk me now is beyond me
I also have a hatred for them since they lowered the maximum
price for a buy it now listing from $20,000,000 to $1,500,000
So essentially a love hate relationship and I get quite a
lot of traffic for my blog from there
I will probably muster up the courage to talk to them in a
month or two but their reasoning for stalking me is beyond me at this point as
you may read I am going through quite the drama in real life so I am dealing
with a lot of stuff coming into ushering the new year of 2012 and it wont hit
until new years day when the global age of enlightenment casts on us all
What exactly is this?
Well it is too complex to even fathom
It is a global age of awakening and thankfully I am in a
relatively safe and enlightened dictatorship/country to be in
And I do thank the divine spirit for giving me a birth in a
fortunate and paradoxically enlightened masonic country where there is a huge
wealth forecast for the citizens based on the amount of people that have sold
their souls
As well every day I am reminded of my own inherent suffering
through my own injuries sustained in this reality and how lucky I am to be
alive...but as well I realize that many are essentially vying for my soul in
such a chaotic time when I see it as a reality that everyones souls has
essentially been won over to the various factions or cults in this grid
I receive warning signs in my reality of my own nature and I
am reminded that I live in a very dark and hellish place to exist
When I cant even perform various motor functions that people
take for granted and rightfully so if we did not have a Masonic and nazi
dictatorship I would be declared the walking and breathing and talking Christ consciousness
on earth...my existence would be that of blessing animals and babies and people
Now I have to watch where I go, what I say – watch my next
steps and I know I am in a superimposed reality that is based somewhere in a
lower astral world but I cannot really nail down the dimension or solar system
or anything because that knowledge is being hidden from all of us and the codes
and keys locked away forever
I only wait until the very last minute breathing in nuclear
waste products for divine entities to land and take us into their solar space
vehicles for a return to our home dimensions
We have to have faith
We have to keep existing until the last possible moment
There is great warfare to enter individual lives through
subliminal suggestion and psychological operations to literally make groups of
people or personality types commit suicide or become so hopelessly addicted to
various dangerous substances so they essentially don’t figure out the truth for
themselves
Essentially what anybody should concern themselves with is
listening to their perception and enhancing their being to the point where you
can defend your body and mind at all costs in your reality from danger
As well people should not be so concerned with others, but
their own self, their own trusting nature and their own enlightenment
I have been on a literal decades long exhile and it is
isolating but I am beginning to figure out that essentially there is people or
beings out there that do care about the progression of your soul.
Peace Love Unity and Respect
-
Shaun A. Delage
Tia NooK
I have always done some pretty crazy things in the name of
love, like packing every belonging I have in some nomadic fit and moving two
hours away to a lake that is named after me
I renamed it shaunigan lake however from shawnigan lake lol
In the name of love chasing after love I have almost lost my
life, travelled into foreign countries
Dared myself to be different and challenged what I normally
would do
I thought I had the strength to be a country boy with a
handsome mountain man that is a loving, kind, gentle, soulful and beautiful
lover
It just didn’t fit like a glove for me
The whirlwind romance was a beautiful thing for the both of
us but my inherent lonliness and dependency on another really got to me.
It would have been easy to simply say well if we did this or
if we changed that everything would be different and we would have no issues
I found the country life and dependency on a man to be
intriguing
Enough to warrant pseudo performance art
That is what happened essentially
It was romance and performance art
After a months long internet romance or bromance as I like
to call it and while up in a forest nook tucked away from it all I decided to
make the jump and move in with him on a whim and take a gamble so to speak
People around me critique my motivations for up and moving on a whim but I have always been a
gambler in a sense with life and just feeling the energy of the grid has always
been motivating
I have an excuse for up and moving and doing something crazy
I have a mental illness and strong impulse control issues
But its not just that
I am liberated financially and am able to up and move
anywhere in my province and still have an income
Almost a curse
But being there in the forest made me figure out essentially
what is important to me in the city out in the world
Aries being fiercely independent cannot subscribe to a life
of dependence
I like to have control over my realm to some degree
I also found that waiting and fulfilling partner was in a
sense exhausting and I figured out essentially what I value which is my
personal time as well to take on sometimes ten hour marathons of writing and
art or whatever comes to my mind
Out there I was so set on making him happy I forgot to make
myself happy with my projects
My existence essentially was pointless and just that of a
pseudo housewife
Not something I despise though – I am fascinated with the
idea of serving a man endlessly
I am fascinated and obsessed with the idea of love to the
point of well obsession lol
I have essentially figured out now that I have lived that
life that it wasn’t a fit like a glove for me
I am dying inside trying to come to terms with my
unhappiness and the fact that I failed a beautiful man and caused him to have
hurt feelings and such but that was not my intent
I went full on into love and this existence with the truest
intentions and with the name of love in mind
I was willing to overlook my own happiness so that another
may feel truly blessed
Essentially this is what makes me the person I am
I am a performance artist and an enchanted one
I follow the signs life givez me, and have almost zero
responsibility
In moving out there I have successfully quit marijuana
While the temptation was great upon my return and just to
solve it all with one tasty smoking joint for five dollars
He helped me understand and innerstand that it probably was
doing me more harm than anything being so financially obsessed about a weed
I am not going to be a nazi about marijuana either I believe
it does some good in peoples lives like help them come to terms with their
inherent slavery and the pain of existence
While our bible belt alcohol soaked rulers (the
conservatives -unelected bilderburger freemasons) want to jail every pot smoker I believe whole heartedly that this
is the wrong approach(we live in the illusion of a democracy-it is a corporate fascist masonic dictatorship)
I now question whether legalizing it is a good option as
well but have always leaned on providing the weed to the populace in a safe
means with support for addictions rather than forcing people to buy it by the
poundfulls from gang members and thugs just so they can attain that enlightened
state
The irony as well is that we operate in a two tier society
where there is a hidden echelon that is
permitted to use the plant based on the fact that they are sick or ill or dying
while the rest get penalized and fined and thrown in jail for providing this
medicine to people that otherwise cannot join this hidden clique or secret society
of permitted pot smokers
So essentially he allowed me to come to terms with my own
enlightened state and really figure out for myself what I need in life and how
much I value living in a metropolis
I was able to show affection to a beautiful feline with a
raspy meow that was just amazing
I was able to connect with a man and cook him dinner and
show him that there is somebody out there willing to say you matter to me and
essentially isn’t this what love is
And what people strive for
This most ultimate enlightened wisdom state where the
answers come to you slowly as you open up your being to the possibilities
-
Shaun A. Delage
quarry talk
The past month has been a whirlwind romance in the woods
with a mountain man
I find the life of rural living to be intriguing but after
living the life for a month I realized that it is not for me.
The isolation really got to me, not having my own comforts I
am used too
I also strongly believe I am asexual at this point which
affects 1% of the populace
I believe I have a lot to offer somebody other than a sexual
life but in a sense I felt it was unfair to bring this to the table when he
deserved somebody that is more able to satisfy his needs
I find sexuality to be stifling and complex and being
proudly gay and then leaning on asexual has me mystified as to the realms of
sexuality
I appreciate being able to come into his life and likewise
him with me
I was able to put some rest to my binge marijuana smoking
I was able to put some rest to my binge marijuana smoking
While I am tempted to smoke it again
I realize that marijuana wont bring me the enlightenment I
require
And when your smoking $80 in one night and get nowhere
What is the purpose
I have actually grown to enjoy my enlightened state
While in my mountain cabin in the woods I discovered what we
take for granted in the cities
I discovered that there are calmer more gentler souls out there
that are not focus so solely on materialism and chasing after the things that
media instills on us
I don’t view me moving out of my home and into a cabin and
then moving out and back home as a falure per se
I am also able to dimensionally travel more when I am off of
marijuana
The kindness and hospitality shown to me has been immense
and I thank this man from the bottom of my heart for helping me discover and
put to rest my monastic desire
I have realized that perhaps being tucked away in the forest
in the middle of nowhere will bring me no enlightenment
My purpose is out here
Anyways I am going to hop offline now but wanted to write my
thoughts on my adventures for my blogbuddies
-
Shaun A. Delage
forest rodent
Two beings in love is what the world despises in a sense
well better to say the system rather than the world because the world itself
would work against the system to bring two souls together to unite.
I was questing after love and frustrated not finding it I
came to my own sense of self on the subject
I came to my absolute end point and was so effin sad I could
not find a union that connected me with my souls purpose….mind you most people
unite to achieve sexual or financial harmony but on my own side of things I
connect with my mate and become fixated on achieving our highest potential.
I have begun to realize exactly how flawed I am and how
damaged I am and what exactly I bring to the table. It is tough to be me, many
may realize that by now. I have always strived after enlightenment and
ascension
I guess in ways I want to be a fix all and in ways this blog
or church relays my greatest flaw, that I cannot be a fix all to everyone
perhaps not even myself
I realize there is a faculty of divine beings running the
show but the quest for love leaves me with more questions. In ways I always
felt a resonance take over with love, almost telepathically uniting with my
lover.
I see myself as not having much to offer but exactly that,
my presence may be just enough for the person to come to their own
enlightenment
And my husband will be struggling and damaged as well Like I
am
I find Love can unite two souls together but essentially isn’t
love the greatest struggle that people quest over.
I think for the most part many people are looking for the
system we have to all out collapse
In ways it would make things a lot easier on all of us.
Everyone around me in a sense will be suffering and all I
can do is stay at the highest possible pinnacle so that I may offer my smile to
those that need it.
I have undergone great changes in my life recently, almost
this unspoken telepathic bond.
I find my man to be impressive in his nature, kind, loving,
caring and beautiful
I just know that I face some difficult challenges
considering all the drug use and dimensional sex magic I have been involved in
which most would run the other way but I sense my inherent struggles to be
enlightenment in this mans eyes which intrigues me
Almost as if nothing phases my soulmate
Two souls uniting and being in love scares the system
because anything can be achieved.
Perhaps my lifes purpose is being fulfilled
In a sense you have to be very very careful what you do in
the current state of affairs, being in world war three and the 2012 scenario
unfolding
Essentially this is the endtimes.
Why would I want to be with those that care nothing for the
progression of my soul in a time such as this
Fortunately now my greatest wishes have been answered
To live in a stress free environment in the middle of the
forest with a shy and sensitive and intelligent man that cares about me
Not categorized in some concrete shoebox only another number
or dollar sign to most
Essentially what anybody figures out, (and many are trapped
this very second in situations that are unhealthy) is that you have to be very very careful
where you place your chess piece these days
With the odds stacked up against me, being an enemy of
masonry there was an unspoken bond between me and my kindred soul and I was
free to go where I please in his arms and feel sheltered and protected by him.
The system itself would be against your union of course
because anybody that protects and shields anomalous nature (me) that nature
that is hated and despised , brings great consequences
It takes a very strong and admirable character to say – you know
what I don’t care if you’re an enemy of mystery …I love you and that’s all that
matters
I strongly feel this is the end times, and I have been
positioned through divine intervention with people that care for the
progression of my soul
To animals we have lost the world long ago
In a sense I am very perceptive to this end times state
because I have been in such an isolated state for many years
But humans have ancient purpose and ancient skills awaiting
to be found and discovered
You are not what the system relays you are.
You have many many skills that may get overlooked by those
around you but I have felt divine essence working mysteriously through my skull
to position me in a place where I am almost guaranteed survival
Karmically anybody wants to be free and given the illusions
of life to mask the apocalypse state
Me I have been operating as the bishop of the church of
techno for many years
What I offer is a complex argument
But unlike what the system relays I have an ancient need to
be recognized and valued above all else
I strongly feel that people should look into the current
environment for clues about how they are being positioned for this end times.
I don’t see it as some flash in the sky either
But I do see it as a war
A war between the populace versus individuality and the true
beings against the illusion
I strongly felt my life didn’t include being in the middle
of a shoebox with people that care little of me
But for me to be here with a loving man and his friends to
connect and undergo the trials of apocalypse with , and if we die trying
believe me it was all worth it because I never took the easy route.
Technically in life I have taken the most difficult route.
I also partook in isolation to achieve enlightenment- not
many are willing to go that route
And I was never really that isolated haha being pulled from
it to take a cruise on a ship or go to another city or fly across two countries
Kind of ironic that karmically I get rewarded in such a
fashion in one of the worst financial collapses in history
And well I just won an ipad so things are looking up for me
haha (had to gloat there a bit- but entering contests for years upon years
should pay off at some point)
Fulfillment of wishes
I guess in a way I wanted a strong and beautiful understanding
man who simply ‘got’ my struggles. A guy that really took the time to get to
know me.
Here Love begins.
And anything is possible
-
Shaun A.Delage
orca talk
I have been realizing how much of a dark angel I actually am
Nevermind the fact that I was filmed on the pilot episode of
DARK ANGEL with Jessica alba which also resulted in a crime on her movie set
then being hunted by her personally and her showing up to sen5es bakery where I
underwent monarch training
It is tough to understand how to conceptualize a Masonic conspiracy
when EVERYONE you know is involved and they simply label me as paranoid in the
system when 100% of the system is involved in the trauma state
It almost feels like the entire world was working against me
and yet I am still here
So what exactly leads to an ego like mine well you only need
to research my manifesto to realize how much my ego maniacal behavior is
characterized in an embodiment of truth
Many would say I deserve my treatment and to be literally
hunted and butchered alive by the earth based and sin based justice league
On behalf of that which is just but funny thing is these
knights are going around meticulously hunting people simply for their wrong
deeds in the trauma state and the trauma state is to blame for most of the laws
being broken and sins committed on behalf of the traumatized
Technically the earth itself is one huge dimensional matrix
My life is dimensionally different from yours likewise
queens and presidents are operating at almost alien and hybrid frequencies not
to mention alien and hybrid realities co existing with your own existence which
most likely doesn’t have that much power wealth or substance other than a
simple reality based on the sen5es and appeasing slave lords
There is no doubt in my mind that we have been under
emergency rule since the 1930’s
But as well I feel the people rising up against the state is
only going to bring more restrictions
So technically I am heralding the new world order
And the police state
But I wrote in my previous blog that we are in world war
three and under extreme propaganda and psychological operations
The secret to my existence is that I don’t matter and that I
am just some poor mendicant in Canada that
is a literal exile and forgotten but the truth of the matter is currently I am
one of the most famous Canadians in existence according to my captivation
manifesto
Oh the ego
LoL
But, guess who will be the first to be executed when we
undergo military rule
I guess most are so subservient that they never ask
questions of their reality and reality if you think about it in individual
circumstances is a very very small world
I believe strongly that echelon (the global computer grid/intelligence)
Employs hundreds of thousands of intelligent programs to
interact with human beings online to achieve the illusion of a vast world
Mind you when you walk outside there are countless beings
but they are not real if you ponder them in ultimate reality
Technically even those close to you are illusion and as well
you should never concern yourself with what is happening thousands of miles
away
The only awareness you need to focus on is in your presence
That is where the truth rests
If you are being ridiculed, abused, harassed, critiqued etc
Then you have to bring your presence to some place where you
experience freedom enlightenment ascension and evolution
I have had some time with a very cute cat and a very cute man whom I adore
I have had some time with a very cute cat and a very cute man whom I adore
Almost rescued me from my internal trauma state and
technically if most of my manifesto was ages ago I beg to differ that there is
no time, that much of the experiences I relay are operating in sub realities
operating concurrently along our own
My only goals most likely in incarnation were to be an
enlightened being and inherent to my spiritual programming I am most likely a
guru of sorts but that is not an illustrious position to hold unless you are
financed and promoted in a world with so much illusion
Now many wonder what the fuck am I and how did I come to
play on earth and the answer is simple
My last incarnation was a female mason in the eastern star
cult where I welcomed the highest and most advanced rituals of the Cleopatra consciousness
into my soul now this gets tricky because my death came suddenly and without
explanation and essentially one of my goals was to meticulously reenact the
trauma state and prove it simply because most incarnations are too naïve to
perceive individual trauma states
There is an all out war to make you believe in this reality as being your reality in a sense making you believe you are nothing when in fact your creation is the most impressive in the galaxy
your simply not allowed to objectify yourself as divine natured or beautiful even and your simply not allowed to go into uncharted waters anymore it seems with most of the world being shut down under maritime jurisdiction and the entire world wide web is a police state currently - kind of a reflection of the earth
So yes probably submitted to dimensional magic and welcomed
a whole lot of mystical sexual magic into my life and ritual and attracted a
lot of attention my way
Not saying that I am Cleopatra or christ or a godhead god no its just when
you partake in sex magic and black magic including death magic with the highest
forms of satanic beings including royalty and celebrities in your past life you
tend to attract a lot of attention as a simple being of divine nature that is
willing to say thanks but no thanks
And thanks most of all for trying to awaken the mason inside
with your sadistic handshakes and also thanks for literally trying to trick,
con, and force your twisted initiation on me, again lol
I simply know too much and I can alter the course of humanity with my intellect and boi they are threatened because most initiates never return
I simply know too much and I can alter the course of humanity with my intellect and boi they are threatened because most initiates never return
But I am happy living with my soul
They are trying to chart each one of our souls
They are hungry for yours and mine and will stop at nothing
to get it – even using their army to hunt and program you endlessly until you
just give up
I don’t mind them controlling or imprisoning my body and
stuff with supposed confined systematic structures in place but when they
attempt to take my soul by force I have grounds to accuse most of those
involved with crimes against humanity
Because we are in a state of war against the people and our
individual minds
Technically countries as you know them do not exist either,
they are simply a distraction meant to provide the illusion of a massive
supremacy
There will never be one hundred enlightened beings in the same room , it is simply not allowed ...these beings essentially are scattered throughout the globe and surrounded and literally infested with psychological operations
I have no doubt in my mind everyone I know has been targeted
and initiated
And technically in my own perception I am the only human
soul remaining on earth but thankfully I have met a kindred soul that is able
to calm down my nature to the point where I recognize my own humanity and my
own character as being worthy of existing rather than a disposable asset
The people that could affect change are so hopelessly
traumatized or possessed for example the native populations of Canada are
shoved away on reserves and stigmatized as being a lower echelon than the rest of the people.
I was on about a dozen bingo sites recently haha I know my
weakness is gambling but fun
never theless
Anyways I was surprised to find that 92% of these sites are
owned by the same individual or corporation and it makes sense that the crown
would have a plethora of business interests
Now mind you one of the sponsors of the church is
partycasino but only because I have won quite a bit from them including some
gold rings. So enough of a reason to have them on the site
It is funny to notice the illusion in the structure around
us
But most don’t go into hidden realms like I do
Anyways there isn’t really a point to this discourse but to
rant a bit haha and to post some more tasty art up so not really trying to make
you do or think anything today just expressing myself as best as I could
PEACE LOVE UNITY RESPECT
-Shaun A. Delage
-Shaun A. Delage
feline look
Reality it seems is a self repeating ever presence
Mind you reality is fine for most people just people with
anomalous nature tend to want to find a way out of this dimension and into one
where they feel accepted, loved, cherished, and adored, rather than hatefuIly
ritually abused
I am reminded daily of trauma usually in the form of my own
suffering state but also those around me, the only thing I can really do at
this point is offer an extension of my spirit
I noticed a shift in global energy drastically when pope
john paul died and he was replaced with this evil nazi pope.
Being a person that sees things out of reality I tend to
question reality every minute while most are so willing to have their life
guided for them on behalf of their character by the luciferian consciousness
I mean I see it as a sort of haze these days that just
encapsulates the earth and has a pervading energy that can see into multitudes
of beings choices and actions at the same time
Best not to live in paranoia that the haze is following you
though
I think at some point when somebody resists all form of evil
they are protected by the higher consciousness
I believe in divinity and I believe there is a faculty of
divine beings that are connected to each soul that asks for guidance.
I wonder how divinity could exist with a life of trauma and
I only need to look at a small sleeping cat on my lap that has entered R.E.M.
state or into the eyes of a beautiful horse
Or I only need to look at my own creativity for example
I actually believe I am a divine entity
This may seem ego maniacal but because of my suffering and I
remember vividly trying to cut away at my tendon in my arm and I am reminded of
the brutality of my own existence
This place or reality as you would like to call it has
advanced levels of Satanism playing out all around
Plus many lives are travelling dimensions and using alien
technologies and languages to alter the course of humanity and the trauma state
One only needs to look around deeply at the cast of
characters running the show and you think to yourself , yes conspiracy exists,
the trauma state exists, Satanism exists.
These rulers and presidents and queens and everything by
their very nature are illusion
The funny philosophical notion I like to ponder is that in
between advanced interdimensional travel these whackjobs actually have time for
us on this planet
Considering her royal majesty and people like obama and Stephen
harper have hundreds and thousands of earths/realities to manage, not just this
one.
Many people are unaware of suffering and are unaware of
monarch slavery when it is the leading ideology on the planet
Technically everywhere I look out into the world is illusion
Those I relate too, time, wars, etc
It is not wrong to see yourself as a divine being, society
makes us out to believe we are not worthy
I see the fact that most of the enlightened beings are
leaving the planet and I am worried …in a way the world will be hungry for
enlightened dialogue
Not many you relate too will even hunt out ascension
People have long ago given up and submitted to the structure
in place
Mind you everyone needs to feed themselves and everything
but its just when slavery becomes you, what are you really
Really essentially what it all comes down to is that
enlightenment rests in creativity and realizing you are different than the rest
Essentially divinity lays with intelligence, happiness,
love, compassion, and gentleness
The issue we have here is that there are people with the
above qualities co existing with people that are above the law and can commit
any crime on the planet and get away with it, simply because their jurisdiction
supercedes all maritime law.
So in my travels I have figured out that I am a divine
entity and not an illustrious position to hold god no, no wealth or anything
like golden chariots or thrones
Part of living a divine life is going through untold amounts
of suffering like poverty and trauma before you can successfully guide others
to an enlightened state or at least connect them with their ancient purpose or
for example, program them the right way for a change
Passing by a native reserve and being like ¼ native I began
to understand how much of my life is a mystery. I believe I hold the code to
remind people of the trauma state and the genocide that is occurring against
the native population
Not many people you meet online can verify that they have
had sex with the person that created Nunavut lol
Nor can they say they been with a vice president of a bank
Nor can they say they tried to cut into their tendon
Many people don’t go that far to discover their inherent
humanity and unlock the doors that keep us chained.
So call me a native warrior resisting the illegal occupation
of a dimensional queen
I am not anarchist
I am a realist
I live in a world out of touch with reality
I used to think enlightenment rests with isolation but now I
am pondering that it rests with the divine energy placing you into your next
lesson
Please understand the gift of your creation, and have the
courage to go into uncharted waters.
Not saying go into traumatic events god no
But at least have the courage to think like an aries
The ones that get so hopelessly injured trying to bring the
truth to kindred souls
-
Shaun A. Delage
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