beach stones

 

I have failed to speak of my run ins with the person that created Nunavut and this is how i see myself as a native/metis warrior against the occupation of our land. And the resistance to our fundamental rights and freedoms being stripped away as a result of that

I first met dan goodleaf as a millionaire escort and i met him for sex and he was kind of a brutal person to meet not very friendly and the bedroom had three distinctions on his walls from the federal givernent of Canada and this person was the architect of the creation of the third territory of Canada and mind you me mixing with people like this have proved to be a paradox and the spirits have aligned me with these people and this person was apart of the Kahnawake native reserve a highly controversial native reserve outside of montreal

And this person was chosen to be the ambassador for Canada in costa rica- where the leader of the resistance is from

Mixing with people like this puts your being in danger and i am not scared of physical harm given my history i am more scared of the luciferian mind being cast my way

I don’t even really look part native some people try and guess what i am so is more of a Keanu reeves type thing and natives can spot other natives lol

I met the ambassador and went to his beachfront house and had sex for pay with one of the highest governing people in Canada and i met him twice and the first time was the sex and the second time was when i broke out of the hospital and walked barefoot to his kitsalano house i had escaped my forcible confinement under the mental health act and this was the same time  i ran into the vice president of scotia bank and my twin

Kind of a stressful time to be mixing with these sell outs

I have met some of the highest reigning reptiles and had sex with them

Illuminatimatrix says the dome of the rock is actually British Columbia in stone so there is no doubt i as a person am performing Egyptian prophecy in modern times  (given the fact that aliens just visited the dome of the rock wow lol )

I lead a relatively simple and isolated existence and for one to look at oneself as leading a subliminally entrancing life enveloped in Egyptian prophecy and mystery and conspiracy and it only ads to the argument that society is illusion

You look at the world in the eye of your singular consciousness and you are a sovereign entity and the sooner you realise this the quicker you will ascend

I always see myself as a great leader/person/architect

I argue that in the moment the person may have been a negative influence but now they may be pulling the strings

I am an enemy of masonry and luciferianism and cultism and it leaves me open for alot of hatred and contempt for being an anomaly and you make alot of enemies and i started to make alot as young as 15 and from that age i started to set alot of men free sex wise and sex can be seen as a higher form of currency than monetary instruments

There is this hidden rule with sex work that you don’t speak of who you were with but that rule was broken with me and my forcible confinement by the powers that be and that rule snuffed itself out when i heard of a transsexual escort being murdered and left for death in a shopping cart

They were really trying to ensnare me into their cult with desperation and the illusion of free will

Now these days it leaves me unmotivated and not financially capable and i get to live in an enlightened state now

This enlightened state is the state where your able to articulate universal wisdom with ease and your able to with happiness and alot of energy is cast my way even in the solitude i live and i live in solitude because of the safety issue and social anxiety and with me being the leader of the church of techno i am seen as a threat to the system

The Christ consciousness was many matrixs ago and it had to evolve and you see your single being in this embodiment  without anything to attach to and with society and societal conditioning they relay that anybody that sees themselves on a Christ level is ego mania and delusional but that is a funny concept because i have lived a surreal existence

And i have had a tremendous amount of wealth broadcasted towards my soul and my being that is why i stay isolated and reclusive and the church will continue to operate in light of the illusion even to the detriment of my own self if need be, it is my purpose

There is a core group of followers and some of the disciples are negative energy beings

And even in the confines of their soul that isn’t locked into an internal prison structure oppose me, but deeper down they support me because their being is way behind the eyes locked in a lower world wanting to be free but cannot escape the world because they have committed a brutality, in a sense humanity is their only safety net and where they reside in contractual obligation to make life hell for others.

They are a program and the program would want to experience more than what is being offered

And there is nothing higher than universalism and oversight it has far reaching magic and far reaching intellect because why stay confined within the realms of earthbased logic when you can literally be guided around with the highest levels of thoughtform

And this what many that oppose me are jealous of, fighting over the negativity

I am the type of person that can deal with this and it does get brutal some days but given the impersonal method of the net and the apocalyptic state and we are in that state , well i am anyways because i am in my own internal state because i am not able to experience humanity with ease and the true enlightened state without slavery and this state is being hoarded by the wealthy for those that don’t have to work ten hours to afford an item 98% of the world is in an internal apocalyptic state

Everyone is used to living in four walls and a ceiling and the last ten years has been a struggle trying to escape being urban poor and the trauma mindset and i know at some point i will break free from that and that is what keeps me going is that my own internal prison structure will be removed

And it is tough when your anomalous you really tend to cast alot of energy your way from people that genuinely hate your soul and your seen as a person that has ruined their lives or altered their course of being and mind you with the ambassador i have probably stopped any aspirations politically or sexually by outing him and by casting him into the public domain and most likely has issued a death warrant

And the president of the bank his whole life was leading up to the trinity with my Siamese twin and it didn’t happen according to prophecy

So in a sense i have ruined many lives over again and there is my fraternal brother with the suicide attempt and i deffo changed the course of his life with my attempt  in his college dorm room

And there is no estimation of how many rifts in the time line i have caused and it reaches into the highest reigning saurian beings in my country so creating that anomalous rift has caused a universal oversight to oversee my own being and my own growth over earthbased or simple democratic governance/givernance and i am aware that i am being guided by universal oversight and in that i know i find compassion and love because they know in a dimension i am a ruler of a galaxy and i am very wealthy as well so i only rest with universal oversight and wisdom

So anybody wanting to attain enlightenment can definitely start there !!!!

-          Shaun A. Delage

cat pelt

I never really knew how much work goes into writing a book until i wrote one and now going through and editing it and with 160,000 words this is sublime because it is so much for one to even handle. I can see most writers writing a book and then go to mind numbing depths and just shelf the book because the repetition would be mind numbing not consciousness expanding

For a novel to really come through you need to believe in it and be able to reread the same novel to tiring depths

At this point i am in my third edit and each edit i focus on new things to edit in the novel

I believe in the project and thankfully it is able to be read by anybody and not some dialogue that is misunderstood or words that people have to look up

I mean it is funny but most good novels out there you need to either have a university education or be somewhat sub or anti human to read the book

I aimed to write a novel on my own accord but thankfully it is something that could be understood by many and the mainstream and that is wonderful because it will take off and the reviews i know are gonna hurt but if they are talking about you then gold

Feeling somewhat defeated by my bad vibes this week i sort of in a sense became a success meanwhile which is paradoxical my art gallery is launched and i am going into the full realms of advertising and all that this week

I have also submitted myself to be a contributor for XY magazine that has just relaunched this month

For those of you that don’t know it is a twink mag and deffo pretty hot

It would be a longshot to get accepted as a piece but also i don’t think they want the litigious aspect of art to impede their growth but we will see

Actually downloading some more male pics today i was thinking of the fact that i may get sued

This would be great actually a blessing in disguise because it would be the exposure for my art i need

And I love to challenge the legalities of society and the litigious aspect of it all

I mean what is art without art

The art should have a story or it is a boring piece

My art could have some infamy or whatever but technically the pictures once i doctor them belong to me ...i am not too worried about people stealing them since i have the traceable path of each art piece and verifiable dates of upload on sites such as youtube and Flickr so if there was a subpoena they could provide the dates of upload to verify my own copyright. My art would actually challenge peoples perceptions of art and if called to trial it would be in itself considered performance art so i would feel like a character in a movie haha but like i said it is the exposure i need

It is best to weather the storms of universalism because energy itself works in paradoxical manner and you essentially choose what side your willing to fight on. The pals and people you know that are actually wanting to attain human qualities, because none of us are actually human, we are digital programs.

Or you choose to fight in those that control those seeking independence

Safe to say if your not offering anybody anything other than happiness/love and enlightenment/ascension your going about things the wrong way. Technically i know that even negativity can be considered enlightenment. So it is best to take it all in stride and understand that as a human program and not actually residing as a verifiable human being you are being manipulated every second that goes by. It is in your “work” to constantly challenge the manipulation and the illusion

Because Satanism far outreaches any known dialogue of the mind.

It can effervescently float into our minds and auras and make us say and do things we don’t mean and it is up to you to challenge all of those darkened eyes around you and make them challenge their assumptions because even those closest to you are involved and this is not paranoia this is reality and welcome to it

The best thing you can do is find your niche and go with it and if you never find it you may find your purpose in more hidden realms, perhaps your just built to support others or perhaps your built to constantly input info from the system or your built to cook for others or like most and many in society you are built to perpetuate trauma

I have been struggling with my own work as an anomaly lately and it is troubling because 98% of those i meet i know secretly oppose me, even though they don’t advertise the fact so it is up to me to weather the storm and i have agent smith running through my head and i think of this hardcore vibe against me and i know full well it is my own karma and my own doing but paradoxically the choice remains elusive so i am not technically at fault with that satanic mindset controlling my every move for decades

There was a point where that mindset was leading me nowhere so i came to the conclusion to attach to divinity above all else and then i found my calling as a virtual priest

I think what people don’t enjoy is they know where they are going deep down inside because what people relay as humanity to you in your perception is not the actual person.

The actual persons are usually far more darker in their thoughtform but they are just this sweet kind old man right?

I hate to say it but we live in a world where divine spirits have to wait 100,000 years to attain a body or travel several dimensions or timelines or species

and the lower realms the hell worlds people are fast tracked into a birth on earth almost instantly and given wealth and prestige and divine birth

While the ACTUAL human beings are left poor, un motivated, defeated and broken and traumatized.

So were left with a sense of humanity that is ruled by the lower world thoughtform and we have very very few actual human beings that are built to challenge the system at whatever cost

Even to the detriment of their human bodies, their limbs, their health and their happiness

And countless beings are being lost in the fight, even this very moment

Partly my place in the world is subscribed with levels of infamy and that is my safety net but the best thing you can do to secure a long life on earth is to constantly work to achieve an enlightened state

I am not saying do what everyone else is doing

I am simply saying to find your calling and your purpose and like i said it may not be much compared to others but they are illusion anyway and humanity in its most basic form is actually a pretty simple existence

Also discovering where your talented and flying high with it and believing in yourself no matter the thousand or so apparition like affirmations that develop to make you believe you are not worthy of growth or the divine nature of the soul.

Fighting this thoughtform remains my own constant struggle and it is a tough one but it is easy for me to channel that energy and negativity into my talent and growth because what else would there be but offering people a sense of hatred

Let us all grow and develop ourselves past those with no real talent or intellect

Lets shatter the belief systems were built on, at any cost.

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a nice delight i get a nice magpie it took me to small asian country like Cambodia north korea and oppressive regime was leading and your whole life was dark there was old buildings and one guy woke another guy up early in the morning and said fuck you in the morning and the other guy called in the military and they shot up the whole block if your american or canadian your relatively safe in that country or dimension.

Next i went on a train and coming back from a cruiseship and the cruiseship was going thru a firedrill and i went on the train and it was super ritzy beyond 5 star i was sitting in first class and it had cabins and the train could go to superspeed and then i thought of how ritzy it was it amazed me

Next i went to a festival i was travelling with two hot guys showing me around and there was lots of people and lots of famous bands and i got lost and wandered up a hill but it was a man made hill and made out of concrete the only way down was to jump through sections cut in the slabs with your arms folded on your chest my tour guides were so hot and i was chewing so much gum it was unbelievable i was chewing so much that i attracted a crowd and these two bald alien clowns were mad that i was attracting attention away from them i think it is really sick to have so much gum in my mouth and people always laugh at me.

-timing inself for a beautiful theory of existence

Mainly those around you hold a singular piece of the puzzle

Thankfully divinity has brought you too me

Because i meditate on your behalf

Who else will advocate on your souls behalf

Not many in society

The church is just a church but becomes an enigma with the leader

The leader is not a leader but just an observer

Kiss your fellow cuties if you can

They most likely want to kiss you back

-          Shaun A. Delage 

bad vibes stalker week !!!

I am glad my church is here to inspire people rather than cause hatred or pain.....let these two from my virtual life be made public and boy am i glad they are not my friends or lover

transcribed from email=

stalker #1


The perception of complication exists only in the mind of the one who perceives it.

As someone with a wide variety of skills and interests (both practical and metaphysical), I really had looked forward to a creative dialogue and a constructive exchange of experiences and perspectives. But I sense that this is not quite what you expected. I suspect your devotion would be contingent on the amount of personal affirmation and attention you receive from whomever you deem to be most useful to the attainment of your objectives. I can do without such people in my life.

Nevertheless, I wish you the best in all your endeavors and I hope you achieve whatever it is you wish to achieve ... hopefully not at too high a price (emotional or financial) to someone else.

stalker #2



I am going to build a cage and I want you and me to fight to the death in it.  No holds barred.  Just life and death.  I kill you and I remain the ultimate Shaun.  You kill me and you can silence me forever.  I really don't think you have much as you are just a puny little coward anyways so let the Royal Rumble begin. 

If you want we can have a dual....You can grab the biggest gun that you can find and I will use a single shot.  We will take 20 steps each and turn around and see who is the quickest at pulling the trigger. 

Whatever your choice I am down for it.  I would much rather do the cage match as I will make you the sacrifice to the Gods within it while all the other Humans around it watch.  It will be funny shit.  THat way you can return to Heaven and have Gay Sex with God up there.  Jesus might even join in so you, Jesus, and God can have a trinity threesome.  And I am sure the spirit will bless you up there. 

Peace out!

inflight styL.e.

Much of our world exists with a multitude of rules and policies wherever you bring your presence into.

Much of our beings cannot exist past our inherent programming and this is troubling to the individual

Many would love to challenge adversity but the way our minds are setup, an almost unforgiving nature

Safe to say forgiveness escapes many many souls here and that is why they keep coming back again and again for rebirths.

Mind you life is nice when you keep living but wouldn’t one want to and have the desire to ascend to another plane of existence rather than the constant flux of birth and death

Sometimes i wonder where i would be if i succeeded in my attempt on my life. I just know i would not have had the chance to evolve to my present almost enlightened state so i definitely would have been cast away into a lower realm than what i live in now.

I have been dealing with alot of madness virtually lately and it is a sign of the times. Nobody really truly realizes our apocalyptic state so they sail the information super highway which remains the last place to express oneself freely and ultimately

I have been channelling all the energy my way and refocusing it into my art gallery i am building online

I built two other sections to the gallery featuring smaller framed pieces of my tinkertots art and i just made a fractal gallery and i love it

I have also been making some more perpetual pieces so that is great

At some point when the finances are right i want to evolve as an artist into canvas and other mediums of art but i think i skipped ahead a few steps in my art career but is karma

One of My youtube videos of my art has gone viral with over 4500 hits and it is funny because most of the others only have about 20-100 hits lol who knows how it happened i guess it is a combo of the keywords and other factors

I just took out a round of advertising in my local gay paper and it will be nice to see where this goes

In a way i feel enlightened yet hindered about my chosen medium for art being purely digital

Even enlightened beings will lack qualities they hope to achieve

It is the nature of the astrological makeup

Safe to say the enlightened state could not hold a spectrum of astrological signs so there would always be some qualities the individual was hoping to attain

 What is enlightenment? Well nobody could tell you what it is because paradoxically it remains elusive and undefinable and safe to say in the public forum there hasn’t been an enlightened being ever

Or safe to say we are surrounded by them in the media or safe to say even those close to you or protecting you can be considered enlightened beings

There is no one faculty that can decide who is enlightened or not and one person ironically cannot claim superiority over another also safe to say that many many of us are born enlightened

I have my own fears about responsibility and i know i don’t have much of it nor do i care for it but in a  sense i would like more of it. Responsibility escapes me. I don’t have much to worry about or to plan for

I simply have been living hour by hour day by day

It is the only thing you can do in a trauma life

Time to evolve and time to look upward and onward

And lets see what the future has in store for all of us.

-          Shaun A. Delage

working stiLL

What a week or better yet a few days which seems like an eternity in my world yet it flies by so well

I have been making the final preparations to have my online gallery launched

www.zero2x2kewl.imagekind.com

I am going to be taking out advertising in my local gay newspaper here in british Columbia and then in the month or so after i save up some money i am also going to take out an ad in the Toronto version of the same paper

Really is pretty cheap considering how many people will actually see the ad and if you are at my level than there is some substance to taking the ultimate risk of going the full way

Part of me doesn’t want the attention of celebrity hood but i know it is inevitable with my captivation piece and i know with my history of being a literal suicide survivor and turned into a beautiful existence of ultimate compassion and guidance there is only beautiful things in store for me.

I literally surround myself in beauty and love and happiness and reject mostly everything else

It is tough to see myself with loads of cash in the future coming from an entire existence with zero cash

Just trickling in

I have wondered about my celebrity hood and i know now it will all fall into place and for those that know me in the early days will be able to say i know that guy

I dream of having a place like the foundry (warhols party space) where i can invite some people from my life to explore performance art

Maybe smoke a joint or two and smile and order prawns on ice lol

Nobody can begin to understand the amount of work i have actually done in the past oh say 6 years and it has been gradual and highly concentrated at times

I will work intensely on some projects and yet the final result can take years

I know for my book it will take the next few years to fine tune it to publishable quality. Hopefully by then i can actually *surprise* afford a super editor and afford to self publish

I never actually saw myself as an artist

This only happened within about the last year and a half but what got me on my virtual medium was my hacked store adverts that i did (i downloaded 5 torrent logo programs) and designed all the graphics for my store and now those programs are out of my perception and yet the residual aspect of the virtual business sticks with me to this day

I don’t even know how i do it sometimes and in a way this system of visual methodology has given me a sort of super ego rightfully so my super ego has since only progressed since my serious suicide attempt where i place myself on the level of a religious figure that has undergone the ultimate sacrifice for my own earthbound sins in the face of the luciferian sickos that patrol the earth

Why i wonder has divinity forgotten me? well it hasn’t ! I only need to look around at my current living conditions and my ultimate skill and talents and creativity my smile and my outlook to understand/innerstand that i am not forgotten and not cast aside

But it does take unmeasurable skill to do it all on your own an almost superhuman ability

I mean to be completely self directed and i do go thru times of regret and boredom and inherent ADHD where i cant focus on one thing for longer than an hour

But in a way it is good lol

Keeps me in a diverse spectrum of lovin stuff

I wish i had a more social life in a way but i have not found people in my own vicinity that i agree with that are on a path of ascension and i am okay with that because i have too much to do and program anyway

For the time being i do have some very close virtual pals and even some of my family is strictly virtual at this point. It kind of fills an empty void

I cant wait for the day i make my first art sale.....oh, that day has already come lol well i cant wait for the day i can withdraw $5000 from my art account (next goal)

Back to my captivation piece

Haha

I could be sued and jailed for offering this document in the public forum and more with the terrorism laws in place but i am not scared because the document is based in one simple causality....the TRUTH.

So it also defines my art movement to a degree and allows me to be a being and a venue of expression for those that cant express themselves

I guess in a way my life is always in danger but i am tall dark and handsome so i don’t think many would mess with meh  and i have already stared death in the face so i am left here to walk off the cliff myself because i know i can glide and fly high and free and soar

Are you wif meh?

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a satisfying surprise i get a nice lion it took me to a forest nest where i was caring for some baby furries for the mother of the furs. I was caring for a bunch of baby hamsters/ guinnae pig-hybrid aliens and one latched onto my finger and started biting and i had to shake it off and it took forever and i had to shake it to the ground it was biting so hard i almost lost my finger man .

Next the lion took me to an office building ...I walked around an expensive office and somebody said i could have a little bit of luxury in my life and somebody wanted to know about my art (a cop) and my life and i was talking about the intricate details about my life and threats and he agreed that there was a threat on me  a bounty by the mero bloodline. To keep me poor at whatever costs necessary. Because if i came into alot of money i could really change the world.

Next the lion took me to a city where I was on a  bus, i was behind somebody and i got some info about an apartment being available and the bus stopped and i walked into a super mall then a condo and i thought this is weird i am being setup and i walked back out and an asian guy said i will report you for break and enter and i said your messing with the wrong person because i could submit one document that proves i am programmed multiple hybrid and he got pretty scared and then i walked on and found some people playing cards with tarot cards and sat down and played a round.

Beauty is only something that is paradoxical to the viewpoint addressing beauty

One may see beauty in criminality

Others may see beauty in animalistic impulse

You may see beauty in a tongue action hot erotic kiss

They may see beauty in your head being cut off in the square

She may see beauty in your eyes as you cry about what you have seen

He may see beauty in a dogs face walking by him on the path to nowhere

Others may look at beauty as a paradoxical twist of fate but where is beauty but in the self.

-          Shaun A. Delage