Chewing Gum for Felines

So many distractions, a world rife with illusion, and to elude you from what? Well the fact that you are here for an unfathomable amount of time, even a day to some is almost insurmountable. As well, for each and every one of us, death looms. How any sort of joviality can be construed with such a reality is beyond me, but thankfully we have alcohol, drugs, music, pets, food, love, beauty, nature, travel, etc to keep our minds off our impending doom.

And truth is, death is not a finality, we keep living on and on for millennia after this life, what escapes me is why we don’t have a conscious understanding of the process of rebirth and existence as a whole. If we had such an understanding we would dare not make the same mistakes and only grow infinitely.

The process of life includes living with suffering, illusion, mystery, and to live through the process of old age hence losing our youth-which most of us use to our benefit, to land a rich and powerful mate and those that don’t make the cut actually have to make it on our own.

I have always seen my inherent humanity as an alien existence, it is one thing to look at oneself as gender confusion but to look at oneself as being an alien being in a human body and thinking to yourself, jeeze I guess I have facial worms like 98% of humanity lol

I think that those that aren’t living their life in service to another in some way or some fashion is definitely missing out on the true pleasure of existence, serving somebody continuously, serving some disciples in spiritual direction, helping others, helping a loved one live their life a hell of a lot easier is one of the most honorable existences.

So many take, and take, and just chart their way through life.

I would like to be an example for somebody that makes 150k a year and they get to their endpoint and they say “look at this guy, Shaun- he made 90% less than you and he gave to countless charities whenever he could. You have bought nothing but gold bars and platinum rings, you get another go around”

I have always served animals in the past decade or so and many do, and you feel such a sense of pride it almost carries over to your inherent humanity. Just knowing that without you, the animal would starve and die. It brings with it profound touching tenderness and love for the creature that needs you in ways.

Many people that have departed would probably relay that the one lesson in life is to understand the divine, to understand what kind of a being it takes to take charge of other beings, because for the most highly evolved and adept meditation masters this will be your new job when you cross over.

To serve others.

We are all involved in such a serious pursuit, being existence, and to waste it away on the trivialities of life is such a waste. I think it was ordained long ago that there would be countless resources directed at alleviating boredom, but essentially the simplest lesson, being meditation proves to be the wisest pursuit to gain enlightenment.

However I can only meditate a few times a day or I would go nuts, a life should be more diverse than that! And truth is… we need mindless entertainment once and awhile, like REAL HOUSEWIVES lol :)

Anyways blogbuddies have a good day or week and catch ya on the flipside !!

-Shaun A. Delage

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TuCK DuCK

To anybody that has a mortgage, or credit card debt or student loan you feel helpless, you have no control but to send your money to the powers that be so that you can live another day without harassment from creditors

I have just recently become debt free and it is a blessing but not many can come into my situation it literally takes an act of god to be able to solve some peoples issues with money.

I think this is how they get most of us on board with the system is they just hand you that credit increase when it’s most opportune but they don’t tell you what the end result interest will be –if they did nobody would accept it haha

Well things are pretty fruitful on my end of the globe but I live in a very very insane world, people that only in a minor sense keep up with current events can see the race riots and ebola stuff going out of hand and I have to say the only things keeping me sane are my relative solitude, meditation, stability and love from my family.

Also I strongly believe at least two hours of tekno keeps the evil away and then imagine this, going straight into silence helps immensely in meditation

My book is tinkering along I am coming up with more sound ideas to market it in the coming months, and marketing it in the virtual world of second life where it was inspired has led me nowhere however I believe some of the skills of the virtual world have led me to have some transferrable skills that I use in real life including shaping the ego

Many will notice I have placed my manifesto back on the site, I did this for personal reasons, I believe it is who I am and has shaped who I have come to be, while I am not a person that believes in crime, or drug use anymore for example I believe strongly that some of the obscure events in my life have better shaped my character far better actually a million times better than any rich person will ever achieve

The manifesto is not me, currently. However it has some reflections artistically of where I have come from and how I can better serve people that flock to the Church of Techno looking for inspiration, advice and entertainment. I strongly believe that by suffering through adverse situations and being able to learn from them instead of burying them and feeling ashamed to talk about them only helps me be a better spiritual advisor and a better role model.

I have found great disgust in alternative cliques per se looking for intellect in abstract forms of the internet and have only found people that are and always will be unenlightened, distrusting, bigoted and hateful.

So I hope to attain to be an avenue where people can understand what it is like to grow up from an insane rave scene of the 1990’s clubkid scene and live through it without addiction or being thrown in jail because thankfully meditation found me when I was most suffering and the Buddha found me, personally and gave me a gift that is unfathomable –being able to unite to your mysterious self and a method of looking within, a method of relaxation and I swear I would have gone nuts by now because I have had aprox 4200 days in solitude and up at night currently since teenage hood

What most people miss with popular culture is that 99% of the situations, stories, songs, shows, movies, and scenarios are all contrived by initiated sellouts who basically will label anybody that opposes them a terrorist and we have so much illusion playing out now I have not tried to grasp it however I believe it strengthens your position in life to keep up with the illusion but we have many many people that are not striving for enlightenment or intellect

I believe once you start bettering yourself you start out on a path of love and forgiveness and are able to live life with dignity and class that even the higher ups currently cannot achieve

I feel strongly that through Vipassana and Buddhist practices I am able to achieve a sense of understanding/innerstanding that most can only achieve through multitudes of lives!

Care for yourself this holiday season, and tune out and meditate, you never know what transferrable skills you will learn from it.

-Shaun A. Delage   

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SnoW CoNe

I would say an apocalypse is pretty individual in terms, for many people it hit when the trade towers came down, or when princess Diana was killed, or when the greatest financial collapse in history occurred a short time ago, for many they may be catching up so to speak when everything comes into finality in a few days for the mayan prediction, chances are not much will happen.

For me, I have been in a self induced exile for quite some time, imagine being able to find love while you never leave the house, but it found me.

I try and stay quite busy and cant keep still for long but I have been doing a lot in the virtual world of second life quite a bit and the recession has hit in the virtual world. When I first started in SL the average people online were about 65k now is around 32k at any given time, but when I started.... gambling, banking, and pretty much everything was legal and then as the USA adopted more laws to put onto us they had to clamp down on banking and gambling then also child avatars being with adults per se.... you get my drift....however relations with animal humanoids and humans remain legal lol...same with escorting and beastsex fetishes, stripping  and rapeshacks....They just let teens in although they are restricted to PG parcels and PG ethic. They also got rid of people using corporate logos and anything trademarked ....So a set of unpopular moves has caused an exodus of sorts from the virtual world.... everything was pretty free for all in 2007 when I joined and I was able to pay my way through some pretty insane slot machines. I am glad it found me though I have met some cool people in SL and have had some great times, now my rave store and mens store are paid up till june 2013 and I just keep reaping a residual income. It is funny they still have slot machines but they have to be skill based so you have to nudge your way to a win not much skill needed however.

I have always looked upon this time in the past as a time of renewal, change, enlightenment, energy, fixation, love, happiness. There have been times when I look at 2012 as a rather impending force but here it is a few days away. All you have to do is look around at the police state, legal prison, prison state, pharmaceutical society, slave race, our youth have been herded into prison like environments for almost a century, we have new laws being enacted that restrict our mode of life, we have police roaming the streets in military fatigues carrying assault rifles, we have people so desperate for any sort of money the prostitution underground is running on full force for the rich to take advantage of the souls of the young and pretty, we have people that are losing homes, countless homeless people with masters degrees, we have youth racking up 100k in debt for student loans to get degrees that mean nothing, banks charging us fifty cents per cheque and one fifty to simply look at a digitized copy of a transaction online, people are going nuts and I don’t doubt the shooters recently had been going through some sort of hardship, but I am not going to dribble on about the ethics of a mass shooting, I will only say this, we are desensitized to death and suffering, it is the latest media hype, we have project monarch running rampant with simple random linguistics operating within the fullest confines of this satanic and super secret program.

No doubt there will be much more suffering in the years ahead including a world war, nobody really understands what they have until they have to ration and be drafted etc

I feel kind of sad when I wake up sometimes, not for my own life, it is pretty beautiful and calm, just sad for all the suffering and hatred taking place around the world. People are not born with qualities to properly express their anger or are literally abused every waking moment of their living lives. If only that elusive god program would do more work in individual lives even the most karmically unfortunate we would not be living in this imperfect society.

There are so many things wrong with the world people are having issues even accepting the reality as their reality, they go about their lives almost detached from everything and come home and just breathe a sigh of relief that they lived another day.

This church is only a religion if it guides others through difficult times, and offers a methodology to life, heals people, and functions as a spirituality that is all encompassing and all knowing.

Most of the wealthy religions have HELL  all over them, from deaths, to burnings, being caressed by secret societies, and just simply hypnotizing their followers, accepting endless donations to an already supremely wealthy faith. I have never pushed money on my readers, I leave a donation button but it has never been used, I figure everyone is asking you for money these days, my only inclination is not amassing wealth but rather offering philosophical dialogue for free, without cost and without any expectation of reward.

But the funny thing is that the world operates on energy, and I no doubt have hundreds of readers per week thousands more in various other online realms, and I am solely dealing with energy as it is, and what will I do with it? Well part of me needs to really prep myself for each discourse…. takes about a week or a few days, and many bloggers don’t know what to do with their blog after many months let alone years, I have always operated within the confines of a virtual ministry.

This may be a blog to you or a site or whatever but to me it is a house of god, spirituality, techno, philosophy and faith that encompasses the almost shattered souls of people that were experimented on during the clubkid days of the early 1990’s with massive amounts of chemicals given to us by the dark world to literally download entire lives into the maker of the concoction.

Some of my readers are beyond repair, and that is why I continue to write, to be able to offer solitude and guidance as I see myself like this most times. Some aren’t able to operate within the confines of society and are very bored lol and others are very deep people that need their thirst for knowledge satisfied eloquently

I am going to leave it at that,

I am also going to write after Dec 21^st my impressions of this aeonic shift

Keeps your heads up tigers, onto the future

-          Shaun A. Delage

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Heaven Maine Coon

Faith is something you have to believe in. I am always in heaven when I hear people speak about atheism or non belief in spirituality, then you have the other end of the spectrum the people that are blindly devoted to their faith willing to leave their gay and lesbian brothers and sisters alone to die in the fight.

I believe we are all tested on our faith through choice and through thought. Even those that cannot find it within themselves to believe are welcomed into higher realms of existence.

I have always believed in a few gods, a faculty per se of divine beings much like the council in the matrix charged with charting the course of humanity. I have always believed in heaven, a higher power and I have met countless people that are so entwined with satanic instruction I believe in that power too.

A life is a complex array of Satanism and god mixed together.

We live on a beautiful planet only to have things sprayed on us, nuclear plants blow up, people with a detonation switch at their whim, only to be surrounded by a bed of wildflowers with deer feeding on grass just close by.

We have the future of our souls worth to fight for and if you give up halfway through there is no point to fighting if you don’t see any reward. How silly of those that have given up in the struggle because you have to chart your souls future through millennia in the present time. A very difficult process in astrophysics if you think about it haha

I feel sorry for those without any devotion and willing to strike down any religion even if it is something like my faith the church of techno, which is all encompassing and all loving all accepting just simply because I use the title of reverend before my name

On the other end of the spectrum I feel ashamed to call myself reverend with the abuse scandals and the reverend fred phelps of the godhatesfags church.

Which is why I have strived to be as encompassing with my readers because I have no idea who is reading my words, I just want them to know they are accepted and loved, you don’t need to hate to belong to my faith and technically you don’t even need to really belong per se, a blog vs. a church, a man vs. a boy, conspiracy vs. religion, techno vs. preaching

I cant begin to relay my devotion because one has to find that for themselves, if I could relay it, it would be a powerful mix of the best techno possible, 12 caps of xtacy, a huge cigar sized joint, a chocolate covered strawberry, a cigarette, a burger, a suicide attempt, and abusive life, teased, mocked, abused, male art, Warhol, a soulmate, a cello, a few laptops, some men with their shirts off, having $10,000 in cash on you, being able to fly, kissing a cat and rubbing your face on it like a motherkat, a glass of wine, an orgasm, a Ph.D, being basked in sunlight, radiance, rainbow, virtual clothing, first love, a prawn dipped in seafood sauce, and most of all creativity. Happiness amongst a prison structure.

I am not too fearful of what is going to happen in a few weeks, its almost as if it is facing death head on, like putting your mouth up to the barrel and it either goes off in one big bang or you take your mouth away and smile and walk away, a pseudo game of Russian roulette.

I am in a good place, have found my soulmate, get to be a forest hermit with a family of two young daughter cats, get to see deer and frogs and finches. We have a generator in case everything goes dark.

But most of all I have the faith that I have tried my best in this existence and worked with what I have to achieve my souls worth and purpose. I have the devotion to a mysterious array of beings I will never understand. I have touched many peoples lives with my words and my story, my manifesto and my thoughts. No doubt getting a few laughs in the process but I feel ready to face this lil thing called the end of the world head on, because if we all wake up in a light filled room somewhere two galaxies over and somebody saying, no, no everything is free, and this motorcade will take you to your palace. I wont complain haha

This attachment to this vulgar realm is what is so wrong, why are people attached to this place, it mystifies me, mainly because of the materialist nature of this place, and the ability to cast power over others, I believe. In more heavenly realms there would be no debt, no slavery, no rent, no authority, no rules.

Now how could one live without laws and rules, hahaha funny question because only those welcomed into more divine realms, KNOW all the rules, and only instruct their nature to the highest possible outcome, chances are you would be surrounded by the highest evolved beings able to instruct you to make the best possible choice as well, but most of all understand your wrongs.

I only need to look at my own scars on my wrists or the symptoms of old hag syndrome when I am between realities to understand the true nature of where I am housed, but to miss the divine, is seriously missing out. To miss petting my cats beautiful face or crying over a touching movie or laugh about the fact that you found a bone in your chicken pot pie.

It is almost as if life was out of our hands as a choice, much like death, so if the entire world was going to collapse I don’t think they would let any sort of insect in the hive try and alter the outcome.

People imagine it as some scary humanoid octopi things with fangs coming out of the fourteenth dimension and eating everyone alive, I guess that would be the true nature of the rapture.

But it is hell on earth every waking day we are enslaved by things we don’t understand like slavery, children, wives or husbands, business, debt, poverty, wealth, sickness, addiction, etc

Only when one begins to chart their nature and their choices to the most divine outcome can we see real results of our action, only making choices based in the highest possible realm of love, compassion, beauty, happiness, courage, and enlightenment are we truly doing where our soul wants us to go, and if your soul is not leading you there, something could be construed of your souls nature.

If 2012 does happen, I want to say thank you for reading, thank you for listening, thanks for your devotion, I hope I have helped you somewhat, I hope I have guided you through right and wrong and the dimensions of a mentally unstable rave reverend lol I will be there to welcome your battered soul into a more enlightened dimension with my rave robes on.

If it doesn’t happen, I will still be here till my ripe old age typing away, it is my purpose.
- Shaun A. Delage

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Pickle Calico

What a creative time to be alive, and the reality is manifesting itself as quite a peculiarity lately

Mostly in the news we have things like bodyparts killers, cannibals, austerity and Greece collapsing

For the most part there seems to be a sexuality war on with straights pitted against gays, the religious against the non etc.  I truly believe that we are given many freedoms here and an almost trickery of the gods that run this realm is that if one individual is given many freedoms their mind goes nutz and soon enough you have things like molestation, and murder running rampant

Which is why I theorize that this is a pseudo repository or purgatory of sorts where you are judged and sent off to the lower hell realms or the very very few that are lucky and have divine natured souls, compassion, happiness, etc and have done their lives work get to ascend into the more divine realms

I always question how a god or divinity could allow such atrocities to take place which is why I think that this matrix we are all housed in is this pseudo judging station where everything you do is watched be it by interdimensional orbs or aliens or angels, and you are critiqued based on your actions whether you are fit to ascend or like most who have sold out and contributed trauma and abuse on loved ones and strangers you get to descend to lower more vulgar realms where you belong

Not saying that everyone is going because some youth and teens and kids etc do some pretty stupid things but there comes a time when you are pretty much meant to learn your lessons and move on and if you don’t and continue trauma then of course your soul will not gain entrance into more divine realms where like minded souls exist to perpetuate enlightenment in their existence

It must be brutal to be the one that says descend/ascend but without that authority there would be dimensional chaos and the whole reality or realities would be cast into the hell realms forever more

And most people dream of heaven and a better place where you have a castle and endless money and jewels and love and futurist trains to visit your loved ones

I have no doubt the future is watching us in the present to be able to choose who gets to join them in their enlightened realms but as well the more shady realms and vulgar realms also requisite the nasties into their realms as well which is why we have the spectrum of the black and white squares on the checkerboard floor

Me, I have made mistakes but also around 2005 worked to attain absolution of my sins for perpetuity so that I may feel more content with my existence and this is the glorious work of the divine

Much of life is learning from your mistakes and many of those surrounding me don’t get me, I am pretty simple minded and simple things please me, definitely not materialism

Mind you if I had one hundred million in my savings account I think I would go pretty nuts but most people have to do disgusting things to get that amount of blood money

I strongly feel that I am doing my life’s work by marketing my art movement, however bizarre male art with collage impressions may seem in the moment and writing my novels etc and I know god or divinity laughs at my silly attempts at stardom but at some point the negativity is going to have to lift and I am able to ascend into full liberation

In meditation I always strongly focus on the following words to aid my growth

I ask for power, authority, happiness, wealth, liberation, enlightenment, intelligence, art and love for all beings

I tend to repeat that as a mantra while welcoming those words energy then stop to cycle the earth a few times then move onto metta meditation which is sending your energy out and I do two things,

I send energy to all my relations, no matter whom then close my aura and protect it

Then I also send out things like, negativity, hatred, sickness, anger, suffering, trauma and abuse back to the earth that gave it to me in a grounding cord of sorts to the middle of the earth so that it may utilize that energy for good and to reverse some of the negativity in my being, since I am imprisoned here by gravity and forces I cannot control I feel in essence it is a smart thing to do – to return that negativity to the source that gave it to me and say, no thanks

I am just thankful that my own psychosis manifested itself in the form of nudist Buddhism and not complete grizzly murderous rage and this is a rare thing to be diagnosed with schizophrenia it only affects about 1% of the population of earth but it also carries a scary stigma associated with it. I was horrified when I found out that the greyhound bus head eating murderer was diagnosed with schizophrenia – I was like fuck I would never do that that is disgusting but there are many forms of schizophrenia and there is no cure

I strongly believe that each individual forwards their own enlightenment if they should so choose, if they watch horrors, play disgusting video games and just work as a slave there is no saving them

Thankfully I am stable and sound and have learnt from my mistakes, received proper therapy and catscans and time to reflect in a hospital several times, to me taking my clothes off at an embassy or a Buddhist nunnery seemed normal at the time but it took several hospitalizations and very awesome Canadian care to help me to understand that I have a life long condition and that awareness is sublime

Not to mention I get a lifelong pension for it haha but that is a whole other story all together – but it isn’t easy living on what I live on, it may be a free income but I am left with very little choices or entertainments which is why I take on projects like art or novels or meditation because creativity and expression are free

I am doing things I enjoy and living life on my terms, not having to submit myself for endless indoctrination or exams or whatever and am living in an enlightened state now with no stress and a kind and loving gentle man that loves me as much as I adore him

Peace and beauty seems to be my driving force

-          Shaun A. Delage

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