Faith is something you have to believe in. I am always in
heaven when I hear people speak about atheism or non belief in spirituality,
then you have the other end of the spectrum the people that are blindly devoted
to their faith willing to leave their gay and lesbian brothers and sisters
alone to die in the fight.
I believe we are all tested on our faith through choice and
through thought. Even those that cannot find it within themselves to believe
are welcomed into higher realms of existence.
I have always believed in a few gods, a faculty per se of
divine beings much like the council in the matrix charged with charting the course
of humanity. I have always believed in heaven, a higher power and I have met
countless people that are so entwined with satanic instruction I believe in
that power too.
A life is a complex array of Satanism and god mixed
together.
We live on a beautiful planet only to have things sprayed on
us, nuclear plants blow up, people with a detonation switch at their whim, only
to be surrounded by a bed of wildflowers with deer feeding on grass just close
by.
We have the future of our souls worth to fight for and if
you give up halfway through there is no point to fighting if you don’t see any
reward. How silly of those that have given up in the struggle because you have
to chart your souls future through millennia in the present time. A very
difficult process in astrophysics if you think about it haha
I feel sorry for those without any devotion and willing to
strike down any religion even if it is something like my faith the church of
techno, which is all encompassing and all loving all accepting just simply
because I use the title of reverend before my name
On the other end of the spectrum I feel ashamed to call
myself reverend with the abuse scandals and the reverend fred phelps of the
godhatesfags church.
Which is why I have strived to be as encompassing with my
readers because I have no idea who is reading my words, I just want them to
know they are accepted and loved, you don’t need to hate to belong to my faith
and technically you don’t even need to really belong per se, a blog vs. a
church, a man vs. a boy, conspiracy vs. religion, techno vs. preaching
I cant begin to relay my devotion because one has to find
that for themselves, if I could relay it, it would be a powerful mix of the
best techno possible, 12 caps of xtacy, a huge cigar sized joint, a chocolate
covered strawberry, a cigarette, a burger, a suicide attempt, and abusive life,
teased, mocked, abused, male art, Warhol, a soulmate, a cello, a few laptops,
some men with their shirts off, having $10,000 in cash on you, being able to
fly, kissing a cat and rubbing your face on it like a motherkat, a glass of
wine, an orgasm, a Ph.D, being basked in sunlight, radiance, rainbow, virtual clothing,
first love, a prawn dipped in seafood sauce, and most of all creativity. Happiness
amongst a prison structure.
I am not too fearful of what is going to happen in a few
weeks, its almost as if it is facing death head on, like putting your mouth up
to the barrel and it either goes off in one big bang or you take your mouth
away and smile and walk away, a pseudo game of Russian roulette.
I am in a good place, have found my soulmate, get to be a
forest hermit with a family of two young daughter cats, get to see deer and
frogs and finches. We have a generator in case everything goes dark.
But most of all I have the faith that I have tried my best
in this existence and worked with what I have to achieve my souls worth and
purpose. I have the devotion to a mysterious array of beings I will never
understand. I have touched many peoples lives with my words and my story, my
manifesto and my thoughts. No doubt getting a few laughs in the process but I
feel ready to face this lil thing called the end of the world head on, because
if we all wake up in a light filled room somewhere two galaxies over and
somebody saying, no, no everything is free, and this motorcade will take you to
your palace. I wont complain haha
This attachment to this vulgar realm is what is so wrong,
why are people attached to this place, it mystifies me, mainly because of the
materialist nature of this place, and the ability to cast power over others, I
believe. In more heavenly realms there would be no debt, no slavery, no rent,
no authority, no rules.
Now how could one live without laws and rules, hahaha funny
question because only those welcomed into more divine realms, KNOW all the
rules, and only instruct their nature to the highest possible outcome, chances
are you would be surrounded by the highest evolved beings able to instruct you
to make the best possible choice as well, but most of all understand your
wrongs.
I only need to look at my own scars on my wrists or the
symptoms of old hag syndrome when I am between realities to understand the true
nature of where I am housed, but to miss the divine, is seriously missing out. To
miss petting my cats beautiful face or crying over a touching movie or laugh
about the fact that you found a bone in your chicken pot pie.
It is almost as if life was out of our hands as a choice,
much like death, so if the entire world was going to collapse I don’t think
they would let any sort of insect in the hive try and alter the outcome.
People imagine it as some scary humanoid octopi things with
fangs coming out of the fourteenth dimension and eating everyone alive, I guess
that would be the true nature of the rapture.
But it is hell on earth every waking day we are enslaved by
things we don’t understand like slavery, children, wives or husbands, business,
debt, poverty, wealth, sickness, addiction, etc
Only when one begins to chart their nature and their choices
to the most divine outcome can we see real results of our action, only making
choices based in the highest possible realm of love, compassion, beauty,
happiness, courage, and enlightenment are we truly doing where our soul wants
us to go, and if your soul is not leading you there, something could be
construed of your souls nature.
If 2012 does happen, I want to say thank you for reading,
thank you for listening, thanks for your devotion, I hope I have helped you
somewhat, I hope I have guided you through right and wrong and the dimensions
of a mentally unstable rave reverend lol I will be there to welcome your
battered soul into a more enlightened dimension with my rave robes on.
If it doesn’t happen, I will still be here till my ripe old
age typing away, it is my purpose.
- Shaun A. Delage
- Shaun A. Delage
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