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Showing posts with label power. Show all posts
Showing posts with label power. Show all posts

DeerFace PeLT






Kindness and compassion should prevail always in all your dealings, especially online.
In the real world and online there is a mish mash of super nice people to really insane, and I met all types in the rave scene, I am fortunate enough now to be able to live the life of a forest monk, with some mega bonus’s like internet, my hair, holding money, eating after noon.
To tell you the truth I don’t know what kind of Buddhist monk I would be, being nocturnal and such, which is why I think thousands year old systems are bound to go through change, and I have adopted a sense of responsibility out here in my forest cabin, I have a lot to work for, finally I have a purpose.
Animals tend to follow me around, I could never care for one on my own, too expensive but they find me in partnership forming a family and union that is an unfathomable responsibility and tenderness that I hope some of my readers are going through right now or will in the future.
If I ever came into bucketloads of money, I think I would form a Church of Techno complex like the one listed below in the graphic where people could unite and party till sunrise, it would hold some Buddhist philosophy including a full range of activities from discourses to art to fun little meal times at all hours of the day, I think it would be great to host this type of place and make a religion out of techno because I think it is long overdue, the techno beats have been playing since Egyptian times non stop and beyond that.
The schedule would be in line with my own philosophy and I would be a guru in a sense but I would be careful not to turn it into a cult or commune per se but an all encompassing party place where people all over the world could come and party for a week out of every month.
Can’t forget the cat refuge lol
Techno kitties !!!
I have moved from really compacted urban environments into the superb rural life and I have to say that feeding 3 deer out your front door beats living in an apartment anytime haha
I think you really begin to understand your roots and have time to heal when you are out in the forest and things like the elements do their work to help heal you and help you progress, another reason why the thai forest tradition of Buddhism only lives in the forest.
However I can’t live without the internet and things are progressing insanely technologically and soon virtual worlds will have ocular head pieces and such that would be so awesome
In second life I am doing pretty well I have my ebook marketing platform, a psychic biz, an art gallery, a communal living space and online residual income from SL website it is so fun but they just announced they are making a new virtual world to run parallel to SL so that gives me some anxiety because I am so heavily invested in the virtual world, but I have made money so I am not too worried
I feel extra powerful since it’s been a couple years since I stopped smoking 420, it is not the right thing for my illness, and I can blow through like $60 of weed in a couple days, but it does have a selling factor being that amidst the paranoia you can really tune out distractions and focus on mind numbingly boring tasks for hours on end and you get pings that ring in your mind that you should do this or that essentially… epiphanies.
I won’t lie, I created all my art and wrote most of my books while high on the stuff, and I would consider smoking again if it was legalized, but just having to get it from a dealer and you never really know what you are smoking anyway so now I get to join the rest of society and alter my consciousness through alcohol lol and well I cheat I go through varying levels of meditation and astral travel so its all relative.
I found when I smoked weed I couldn’t dream and this was a big thing for me because I am a vivid ultimate reality dreamer and wholeheartedly believe that we exist on other realms concurrently along side this waking reality.
Anyways that’s my blurb for the night so hope you are all well on your corner of the globe.
PEACE LOVE UNITY AND RESPECT
-          Shaun A. Delage





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SuZeTTe the SpidER








When you view this place as a temporary refuge you can find comfort in your existence, same goes with yourself, your human body, it is a temporary vessel.
There is a lot of illusion in life, and for those that can find comfort and solace amidst the madness have conquered the impossible.
So much can be learned from your intellect by how much compassion you hold in your heart, sadly enough usually compassion only comes from a multitude of suffering. When one does not witness a personal miracle even once in their life this is caused by karma of course, but for one to even overlook a simple miracle such as a cold crisp cup of pure clean water, or a nice home cooked hearty meal is simply a travesty.
Each person is different, each individual is a causality of one, each being has a new gift to give the world, and our world has gotten used to catagorizing people into genres and subcultures.
I was told recently that I should start marketing my ebook by cold calling people. I thought to myself for a few minutes, well that isn’t very conducive to my situation because I am nocturnal and the only time I have to call is in the early morning and I would feel pretty apocalyptic lol
So I thought to myself, how could I go about this, and two things rang out as a possibility, to market myself in world in second life because my target markets are there, and to market myself via post card with a snazzy book cover to people that would be keen on seeing my ebook and I think the possibilities are endless. I always thought I would want to stay away from a traditional literary aspect haha imagine that for a book lol
I find living out here in the forest I am more in line with the divine thoughtform, it is not as easily shaded by tons of electromagnetic energies like in the city, and finally some peace and quiet. It is rare to even find a car go by in a few weeks time haha
It’s funny because you have the ability to naturally recharge even on a quantum level = ten years of adversity gets melted away in a year out in the forest surrounded by natural elements.
We have a small spider that sits in the window in between outside and inside, she can go in between both worlds and enjoy heat and cold, and she has her own condo nestled in the bathroom window and I have some Buddhas and crystals up in the window so she is a spiritual spider we lovingly named suzette
Come to think of it mostly every animal we see gets the name suzette or suze or susan lol
My compassion does not overlook these creatures, I think about them constantly, how tough life must be in nature, living in a den or sleeping under a tree, outside and in the cold, but perhaps they are fine.
I strongly believe in the power of the future and the power of the unknown, which is why I have such a devotion to psychics putting you on the right path or entering a hospital lottery at $100 a ticket, because chances are, that you never know what can happen to you in the future.
I just have seen lots of people in the last few years that have done nothing with their lives but mull along, and if I am given the chance to elevate my dreams beyond comprehension like by winning a million or even 50k or a trip or whatever then I will take it, even if it means just a singular chance, cause you never know.
Which is why I love contesting and my books possibility. I have the power to dream, and pretty much I hate to say it but my criminal aspect of my teenage hood taught me to believe in the unknown and in mystery.
You never know where you will find enlightenment and ascension so keep looking until your last day.

-Shaun A. Delage



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Holland America Cruise Ships - Virtual gallery/performance art

The pictures were like 20,000 x 20,000 pixels or something each so hopeless on getting the originals up on the site but no fear they are made into two seperate YOUTUBES so saves space and you get tunes...These ships are going at about ten per day out my window So there is a world that is passing you by amidst so much inherent satanism going on all around including in ur very own thought process...so to step away from all that I created a pictoral slideshow of my trips on the Oosterdam and Zandam cruiseships from Holland America. Enjoy !





free style

Wow today has been a test in ascension from looking for a job with some of the leading corporations and places in my area, i have become serious about finding a job
But also the other side of me wants to renounce this all in a way and become a freeman on the land
I have been looking into the world freeman society some more and there was a youtube video making light of the world freeman societies links with the templars or hidden societies
Something keeps drawing me back
Their membership is about $250 so a bit out of my reach at the moment
Only time will tell what will happen. If i stay on this ascension track It will be no problem finding myself
I have been on a path of extreme ascension
I have even gone to the depths of trying to figure out my stock value on my bond/birth certificate
But no luck I did find a registration number on another site that matches my RED NUMBERS on my birth certificate and it was taken out on my bday on a $5000 bond and it got approximately $23,000 in interest on that single bond now I don’t even have the slightest clue what I am trying to decipher in stock quotes and mutual funds but the mainstream quote is being hidden i believe for matters of national security
I don’t know if it is me personally or all Canadians etc or because of terrorism laws enacted but essentially you are a maritime admirality product that can have your destiny mapped for you by hidden magic but essentially in claiming that you are not the person they make you out to be they have a hold over you with so much legalities and procedure, acts, laws, statutes etc There are literally quintillions of words that justify the legal grounds for your inherent slavery by these hidden electors.
I am going to meditate on this one for a bit....just with the mounting crisis’s and the sadistic impulses of our minders have lead me onto this path one where you as a canadian citizen can be ordered to take medications, can be ordered into a mental health facility against your will, can be imprisoned for crimes you didn’t commit, can be locked up indefinitely under terrorism laws, can be beaten and harassed for simply smoking pot or living your life.
I feel it is essential to back up my name with certifications attesting that I am not this being to be controlled ...that I am a sovereign being with royal blood and ultimate powers
What made me seriously think about this was some interactions with strangers of the luciferian mind that go out of their way to attack me , shoot hateful looks at me or verbally assault me for no apparent reason...it is because I am hated in the luciferian mind. This mindset uses all of its powers of perception in others to scare me, threaten me and essentially harm me.
It would be nice to say um, you just assaulted a diplomat or a king lol
Anyways coming to terms with this social paranoia has lead me to believe in this luciferian power in people, it is broadcast with the use of nutrition and psychological operations and through younger dumber more naive souls that don’t know they are being used
I see the cops here like Nazis busting teens for smoking pot, biking in an out of perception secretly and harassing people. I am just wondering when my time will be next. I want to back up my name and my titles and my being with profound amounts of protection
This is one of the reasons i am a social outcast ....my being causes people to act out, harass, assault, and become mean for no apparent reason
I have been elbowed walking down the street for no reason at all
Usually I am lost in my own thoughts so I just stare out the window on the bus while the murderous people that killed the Christ plot my murder or plot my downfall
But I don’t care
I really don’t at this point lol
It is funny because so many are living oblivious to these concepts and the truth may never ever find people....I was surprised to find one of my ex bf’s was searching me on linked in ...he was an ivy school guy and one of my first introductions to project monarch/elite Satanist families and masonry ...I was surprised to find out that he was a director of something...the prep school and university level education must have been nice, mba too? Here I am and I am almost 30 looking for a job in produce or at mcdonalds or something i don’t even care i only want/need/have to work 2 days a week lol So funny how we are operating on a two tier society ...the elites and their offspring and the rest of us.
The elites are taken care of because they initiate their kin into the hidden mysteries of workplace ethic/post secondary and not to mention can afford to send their incestuous offspring to university prep/university/college/pricey MBA programs
So funny
Because i was given insider information by the Vancouver oracle.
Despite my steps I am going through with lack of motivation/drive/acceptance etc That I will overcome these obstacles and be given profound amounts of wealth/power/ and authority
Many look at me at where I am now and i have to say I tend to think the same way. I wonder how it all can be done. When the timing is right everyone will know who I am and what I stand for.
That belief carries me through my days that I need to progress from
The long arduous prison sentence here and the path of knowledge that comes from researching the divine.
Like i said , not many are enlightened to the true workings of your name, let alone the legal ramifications of the red lettering on your birth certificate
But they left one thing out
There is another hidden cult
The trading of souls with baptismal records and ritual ...usually these people are taken care of and enter into ritual every Sunday because their soul is owned. Then you have somebody like me that is not baptized so I am seen as something not spiritually inclined yet funny I could legally hold the title of bishop
The only thing one can do is meditate on answers and belief and bring your ultimate power into focus
I love ascension !
-          Shaun A. Delage 

cat look

I wandered into the Victoria electronic music festival and have decided one thing...that the rave scene is extremely social. I mean everyone knows everyone. Funny thing to is that i used to have thousands of friends and now i am somewhat of a social outcast. The party made me think about the things i despise in the rave scene and allowed me to go incognito to the party.
But essentially what i disliked about the rave scene is the isolation you felt even amongst the most social scene alive ...Then you throw in the advanced sciences of drug experimentation and people are literally left in a dejected and forgotten state.
Then throw in societal pressures and we have people that are partying that are on the edge of collapse literally. You have people in the scene taking so much drugs they hope to die because of all the pain.
I realised how much the scene has changed in ten years. Still propped up by the teen culture. But it is nice to see everyone alive and kicken...as far as my involvement in the scene goes I don’t think i will make a habit of going to parties alone. I need somebody to take me these days. It is likewise with the club. I remember going to one party and i dropped a hit of acid and sat in the corner for the whole party. People even came up to me and asked why I wasn’t partying. It was a low time in my life, i had just left home and was couch surfing. I guess the party is the last place i should have been at.
Many think the rave scene is all about parties and music but there is a sadistic world underneath ...backstabbing, drug induced rumours and the consequences of mixing drugs etc
Me I got involved with selling xtacy at some point and just finding an echelon within the rave scene...I guess in a way my karma is being laid out for giving all those other teens a 45 mg cap of xtacy
But people learn, they move on. They learn.
The series of handlers i met in the rave scene almost suckled on like octopus’s....I had people that would con caps of E from me and people that would take advantage of people that were high. But there is some positives of the scene
The dimensional calculation of the music
The actual soul friends you meet in the process
The triptoys
The candy
The outfits
The insanity
The lineups for things like washrooms and to get in and the patdowns

I also realised that the candy scene is almost dead. I saw one girl out of about a thousand that had actual candy on. Seemed that scene died out in early 2000
My time at the electronic music festival was awesome and splendid ...I don’t know if i am ready at this point to go into an all out pawty...only time will tell. If I find a supportive lover I think I could convince him to go to a few parties but other than that I am okay expressing my rave side through my own interpretation.
People are suffering all around. It is time to reconnect to your inherent humanity and support others in their struggle to live. We live in a very dangerous place to live. It is survival of the fittest amongst psychological operations, in depth
Which is why it is always smart to be sound about ur humanity and sound about compassion and love
Treat others with dignity and kindness and amazement at their creation and ignore all those that try and ruin it for others.
Matrix universalism fits right in with the techno scene. Nicely !
-          Shaun A. Delage   


duCK TaLK


I am so enveloped in a multitude of layers upon layers of virtual reality. It is pretty cool. I have the second life platform which is great unheard of like 10-15 years ago so why not. I have mui books which are virtual worlds in themselves no joke. Then I have the illusion of reality which is ever present around me. I went to see a palm reader who said i will excel in art, writing, law, and film. It was funny to be given the choice to have ones future read. For $35 I got a tape recorded reading on my palms.
When one is faced with a choice like this, like hmmm should I go see a psychic at a psychic circle.
This is something I have thought about for quite some time. She also said everyone will know who I am. Lol she did  make a nice comment about my silver thumb ring though. Virtuosity is peculiar because if you pick up that you are in a computer simulation you can also bend the rules a bit and pay people to see your future. I just have to find a cassette player to play her tape lol
So i guess this was her little way of telling me that my book will get picked up into a movie...although it will lose some of its form if that should happen. Somebody said I looked 17 today lol I could imagine what I did look like at 17 trying to pull off an adult look. This past week has been a crusade of sorts. In ascension. Which by its very nature is a difficult process.
I have begun to understand that everything can be construed into a conspiracy if given the chance. There is conspiracy everywhere one would imagine.  
Inclusion into virtual dynamics takes a skill but if you have a presence in virtual reality and the astral world the chances of your presence being omni present are in your favour. Most of our leaders and our figureheads in media and politics are very ugly people. They have dark souls. They get their faces chopped up to look more beautiful. These people are those that should be leading us. It would seem we live in a plastic surgery fetishists society. With these alien hybrid creatures being adored in all beauty, they could look farther from the truth. A fallen one so to speak. These are our newscasters and celebs.
A society built on trauma. Constant hidden pain, constant suffering in silence. Constant hatred, illusion, madness, bitterness, drama, pain. Then you come to terms with your own humanity contributing to this wasteland and you think twice of every action, living in poverty and swearing off all forms of illusion and simply welcoming performance art into ones life. It comes in all forms of art too from digital interface to virtual reality simulation to reality systems incorporated.
Enlightenment in a trauma state is unique because the magic would keep layering on as time went by making you believe that nothing is wrong until its too late...One can only trust that their animal guide brings them closer to the truth. Pray to whomever that you haven’t disgraced or offended your animal guide with your perversity or ignorance
I think with my latest financial enlightenment and being out of perpetual debt I am going to celebrate by making a portfolio of my art. Something I can take to galleries and have their imput. I think they would at the very least want each piece printed, signed, framed. And they would take half is what I think would happen.
I’ve always trusted and believed psychics. Give them the benefit of the doubt. To read into your future takes skill for random people. It helps them stay goal focused on their dreams and wishes and most of all themselves.  
- Shaun A. Delage

cheetah gold


I have such a multitude of things to do it is amazing
I mean for somebody that doesn’t have to slave my life is quite complex.
Could be here blogging universal dialogue or writing my novels or doing art, doing things i love like male art or researching worldly destinations, reading one of 10,000 esoteric books in my personal library or being an ever presence. I walk through the matrix and feel detached from it and I wonder how many people are attached to it in various forms. The level of attachments would be so profound almost mind inuring events.
My own personae promoting ideals such as art, beauty, ascension may seem like strange concepts in the new millennium where one is obsessively convinced they have to be in elevation rather than ascension
The differing two are quite vast where being elevated you are helped along by another where ascending you are on your own path on your own completely goal focused
Life does not become a complex drive for survival and you can almost feel it in 1000% percent of the people you meet that they are on a survivalist mode at this point but funny that the global domination forces have us strangled in an all out war on all ends of the spectrum with various factions vying for total global domination...and it is possible with quite a few minds at their disposal
Then we have the latest attacks on Norway and nobody wants to address that this is high level illuminatus at work with the same bloodline as the leading royal families and presidencies leading around the world. The Norway massacre is aligned with Charlie sheen and William and kate and London 2012 and the raper murderer hacking scandal (ruport Murdoch)
We are in a pharaonic legacy of the survival of the fittest but also the one that can make the most return on the original investment so are you just going to settle in with the rest of the goldfish or you going to strive to unmask who’s at the very top of the pyramid
Not many are willing to subscribe being an active virtual participant in one of the greatest games of survival known to man, one where there is unmistakable odds stacked against your humanity by other worlds inhabitants that rely on you being simply out of the loop of enlightenment out of the scope of ascension and out of the view of evolution.
It seems I am more well versed in my thirties than I was at twenty years, goals of ascending spiritually and being enlightened in universal dialogue helps the spirit essentially and to be well versed in universalism makes one wonder about the partial eccentricities to life.
I have been pondering the Buddhist monk thing some more...since I have lost kai forever I know cries god my effin life lol so brutal oh well furry rave tonight that my store is hosting so kai and the others will have to party on without meh
Ascension is not an easy path one with the most difficult of natures and desires almost animalistic in form take over the human side and bring about a new course in depth and the vivid recourse of nature.
Constantly techno is evolving. But technically the beats are stuck in perpetuism like the rest of reality. So of course there would be thousands of hours of techno playing out but it is all relative because the reality is superimposed in such a fashion that a feedback loop recites itself and over and over again the beats adapt to configure into an ever presence. How do you bring up that once in one building you actually met an interbred family ...if anybody had to physically meet somebody with webbed hands and feet their entire reality would come into focus likewise that with people with no limbs.
Being present on this virtual reality of sorts but operating without time, and to have your every desire taken care of is a paradox ...just simply being able to go pray then going and getting a slushie is illusion for obvious reasons but one wonders of the original intent of the matrix. Just vast amounts of marketable product to the elites in the form of human product (citizens) and things like timber and oil and diamonds etc which by their very nature has forced many in Canada to leave the realm of natural mining and timber etc and go into more criminal elements to forward their pocket books in the new millennium. Because everything is observed in this reality. Individual theories playing out all around...one wonders where all the madness begins and ends hahaha one of a few that figure out are never to be seen again their consciousness forever altered and forever configured into a new reality
No definitive end to reality except that with artistic endeavours ...truly an amazing state to be in !
-          Shaun A. Delage

echelon the systemacy



Wandering the highest echelons of ascension is difficult, it almost is as if people are fascinated with your being then just drop you as a force for guidance at some point then come back again..people may wonder what it is that i am selling, what am i promoting, what am i doing and how did i get here to write these very words to bring them to your imagination...I try and relay it in a simple, methodical and philosophical discourse that spans a blog in the making of almost 3 years of universal dialogue..more so the complexity of a persons life methodically revealed. I also try and relay on my trauma document exactly what has brought me to this position of these very words in front of you on my captivation piece.
I mean to really understand the human race in my opinion is a daunting task. The past few days I have discovered for myself a real hardworking life and exactly what an hours work involves and how it affects the human psyche. Mind you some people are born more sadistic than others and warriors etc so the job is fitting, we may never know their story. I, on the other hand have chosen a more spiritual existence and one where I want to use as little of my hands as possible for fear of further injury. My dexterity is shot and my hand falls asleep on me at times my couple fingers on each hand don’t bend full way and yet everyone i ask for help from treats me harshly because of it, telling me not to worry and you will be fine. I just don’t want to get to the point where i lose all dexterity past this point.
So essentially i propose that it is a philosophical paradox in humanity to ponder my situation..like oh he brought it on himself in a life of crime etc i beg to differ that i was lead there via luciferian magic to attempt to bring my earthbound being to death quite a few times, or close to it...something not many people feel challenged to discover.... I feel in society people are oblivious to disability until it happens. People take dexterity for granted, being able to hold a wine glass, being able to carry dinner plates and open vitamin jars...servers serving ten wine glasses to their customers ...baristas serving a hot latte to the brim. Police that rely on a sureshot. I don’t feel i was built for labour personally, It just angers me. what else is left but author/artist/performance artist/virtual minister ::)
But wow do you ever get to connect to the lowest rungs of the pyramid scheme...to understand the literal hell worlds that people are going through to just snap haha society is amusing to observe divinity at work amidst the illusion. Which is why it is almost heartbreaking to see these slave lords in positions of power all around us, varying illuminated initiation. This is employment. Some bosses and people in power are not of this world all together which many can tell in an instant. People are just laced in heavy degrees of familiarity to make you believe that they or the name they attribute with their character is in fact the same person as 5 years ago or for example 10 years ago after their cellular structure has completely shed all traces of identity in what seems like an advanced biological experimentation with help from the invisibles. I don’t know if they are reptoid, there seems to always be alot of spiritual traffic around some people from this hidden world it is unbelievable to fathom.
There is parts of this world so vague and so surreal even superimposed in reality. So technically every being in front of you is illusion unless they broadcast a willingness to share their inner reality, and qualities of compassion, happiness, love, beauty and intellect. Otherwise I am afraid they cannot be trusted. To some people this means striking down every being in their reality as illusion. This is a painful path...a painful spiritual path. A path of ascension, enlightenment, constant evolution, and constant adoration of the highest realms of thoughtform to exist.
We live in a very universal world despite the 200 odd channels but it is easy to get sucked into 10 years of slave dementia a literal world of ignorance and addiction and this is to allay much of the suffering in singular lives.
So to think so constrained as 9-5 or 24 hour clock. 7 day work week..etc these abbreviations were made apparent on the death camps as a formal introduction to the luciferian totally corporate controlled society.
When one tunes into universal dialogue constantly it helps you to not get left behind in an illusion of earthbound reality. A universalism. Where one day is 365 of ours.Some people look at me and make many assumptions. And why even care. Just be at peace. Many people in reality are always observing and you can see it in peoples eyes, almost as if they are caught in public.
We live in a very curious and perceptive feline environment/society. Assumptions too, I tell people I am a reverend of the church of techno online blog and it sounds far fetched much like selling moon plots but it works hehe. But it is something I always dreamed of leading and the answers never found me until i found the resistance and nobody may stick with it till the end but a devoted and ever changing culture.
But any society or culture needs to be respective of all viewpoints and diversity in my opinion by the status quo for it to be recognized as a formal institution for enlightenment. Respect for all humans, human/animal hybrids, aliens, etheric beings, fantasy beings etc
I always find much of my life consist of deep spiritual interlude with a lesson in the day of the life of whomever i meet, to understand their nature and their being with a profound respect for their humanity. I know I was destined to write my books with my obvious love for writing with the history in this blog, writing by its very nature is a sadistic craft. My blog in a sense serves as my muse to explore conceptual writing to a loyal following, challenge life, promoting intellectualism and the most difficult in life... ascension, evolution, enlightenment, perception, individualism. Amidst <“{heavily masked ritual magic.}”>
Many people cant grasp the amount of information on this site along with a few others like illuminatimatrix, intheknow7, the resistance etc how could i do this, what is my purpose, i am not even getting paid..all these come to a funny twist of fate when i come out with a few published books and make $145,000,000 in publishing royalties on a book about a gay man with a mental illness that goes into a virtual world i created and he meets gurus and goes to raves. So the skills are transferrable.
Really many don’t understand why they read these words...when one gets put on the right direction all things can happen...The world is a very boring place to live in. Each human is on the constant hunt for information and answers. Divinity is working to promote this individual perceptive virtualspace as a place of guidance, protection and instruction.
I have come to an innerstanding of how many straight, unappreciated low IQ guys are treated in society. In a hell world that is secret and for money/for pay etc Employment by its very nature is constructive ritual magic. The system is not pleased when it senses independence, success, happiness, and a compassion for all beings in one singular consciousness
At the very least highly pissed off that it has to devote another few years of your torture to make you finally get it lol
-          Shaun A. Delage



sit flight

I have been discovering how enlightenment continues to lay on with each singular choice inherent to your level of cause and effect and essentially karma
I have never believed much in karma because i believe it was something that was instituted on the lower classes from going through an all out catastrophe in human experimentation
Walking the path of enlightenment this past week has been difficult and ascending is never easy amidst alien technologies and alien ethic that seems to pervade our culture. The barrage of hyper stimulation leaves one open to physical possession by one of the trillions or quintillion hungry spirits that we cannot see on this realm and some people i don’t doubt have over 1000 controllers depending on the chemical signature they emit.
Which is why it is funny when I hear of a 9”0 shadow sauris behind somebody controlling their spirit like a whisp of particuli essentially a reptilian or what i call em a reptis but there are so many different species that are able to mask their visual presence in this dimension so I like to call them the invisibles
I like to have faith though that despite this room full of programmers or beings that I have one or two plus a few animals that have been with me in other lives, as a babe (bebe) (babe) in my lengthy list of incarnations...essentially beings that are billions of years old, able to protect and guide all those who have not offended their spiritual nature
Most likely a bit on the perverted side it makes me laugh because the spiritual nature is very intimate from deciding when you can go to the bathroom to keeping your heart beating to filling your mind with confusing programming code, to being an active participant in hidden or astral worlds to beingf pivotal in real life as an enlightenment force for the new millennia
A quality in which many find to be amusing because essentially our quest for ascension remains with finding enlightened beings to educate us on their level of enlightenment but also fulfil ancient purpose rather than decades old system of marketing being played out at this very moment
Just the very nature of this alien device you take for granted the computer in front of you is evidence enough of the powers of the mind, the powers of hidden alien intervention, the powers of the unknown, the belief in good or divine nature or a universal oversight rather than an earth based
The reality has been sinking in the past few days about my financial enlightenment and I have since handed back my visa card and made a decision to sign off internet gambling , I don’t think I have an issue gambling because I am too poor to be a gambler but essentially the visa and the Bc Lottery corporation are controlled by the English crown so essentially the English crown distributes my money then takes it back in the form of interest and legal taxation (gambling) and food (masonics always own the food cartels) to my vices Everything imaginable that I buy is somewhat controlled by the English crown.
I have never really bothered thinking about money until recently when I put some strong concentration on how I lack enlightenment in that department and the steps I need to do to reverse that effect Now thanks to divine intervention and a kind ex boyfriend whom I think is rich to do that plus take me on two cruises and to san Francisco just as friends is beyond anything anybody has ever done in my lifetime and I am surrounded by people that are in their fifties, and they have never been out of the country let alone on two cruises. Plus we are in the greatest financial collapse in history and nobody has the money to travel anymore or do anything but stay home and use their income and their slavenet wealth in a mostly online presence.
Just the amount of membership fees to belong to websites and upgrades, download fees, account fees, currency going through the net is advanced interdimensional gateway of sorts
Everything comes down to essentially the time line...and many have difficulty dealing with being a pseudo actor in the longest movie ever filmed being played out, part genetic experiment, part dimensional curse, partly humanities enlightenment we are all here for some amount of time for a set purpose and some just choose to relay enlightenment without actually walking the steps.
Which is why I am not who I was two weeks ago and why I enjoy looking back and seeing my written perception of things up to a year ago, my writing style has definitely improved, the ideas gotten more diverse. The characters I am with have experienced some levels of enlightenment but most are unhappy with the fact that their lives has literally forgotten them
Essentially this comes down to choice, whether enlightenment gives a damn if you keep ascending and whether you have done most of your life’s work or simply stayed earthbound, trotted like a blood hound going to the dogpound.
Essentially those invisible beings see you doing your lifes work amidst such an imprisoned place to live and you are rewarded for it...something like $1500 to take care of your credit card bill may not seem like much to the common person but to me it is nothing short of miraculous, has literally set me free from an almost decade long financial prison sentence and not to mention it would buy you a car. Or a village in Pakistan depending on your outlook lol
Nothing more is proof of my own enlightenment than to how my store looks, I went from a 2000 primitive (item) store to a 600 prim store in one night and was able to map it out in my mind how I was to become liberated in second life as well as real life. My store looks even better than it did before and thanks to vendor systems I am able to stick one hundred products in a vendor that people click through..
All of second lifes items are on its own website like Ebay and they take a commission off of each sale so it works for both ends of the spectrum
Hard to be a universal theory preaching about liberation, ascension, enlightenment, or evolution without taking the personal steps necessary to free myself from bondage. One that can effectively say enough is enough of this money madness with visa taking ¼ of my income per month for nothing. To say no to gambling even though it remains my favourite thing to do (I love the idea of it-not to mention the graphics on the slot machine) and changing my store
SO after a few days of thought on the matter I can say I have definitely fulfilled my lifes purpose this week.. I have been struggling with my sequel book it is intense to do because I have more of a plot but I am on chapter 37 so I’d say I have about 20 chapters left.
A friend of mine came and gave me about two dozen books on writing and grammar.. now I will have a PH.D in grammar lol Will most likely be less on editing now that I will be able to study up on it
What a ride on the reading railroad.
What a trip
Whacked
Slick
Tripped
Messed
-          Shaun A. Delage